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I've just been thinking about Megatron far, far down the road having a sparkling who has yellow optics
Just like the ones he had as D-16 long, long ago
So long ago he questions whether it was ever real sometimes
#transformers#maccadam#tf1 megatron#tf1 d 16#tfone spoilers#ig#unnamed character#transformers one#that feeling when a mere few years ago feel both like centuries and seconds to you#a paradoxical feeling isn't it
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"people shouldn't draw or write crowle-" sounds like a skill issue I love male Crowley I love female Crowley I love femme Crowley I love trans Crowley I love genderqueer genderfuckery genderfluid Crowley I love nonbinary Crowley I love Crowley spindly thin with broad shoulders I love Crowley with curves I love Crowley in a dress I love Crowley in a suit I love crowley with big bazoonga boobs or tiny boobs or no boobs I love Crowley with perky tits and a dick i love crowley with a vagina I love Crowley with a penis i love crowley with a tdick I love Crowley with a boy pussy I love Crowley with snesises I love Crowley with barbie-smooth nothingness I love lesbian Crowley I love gay Crowley I love virgin Crowley I love experienced Crowley I love asexual Crowley I love sexual flirty Crowley I love awkward blushing Crowley I love long haired Crowley I love Crowley with a shorn head I love Crowley with any hairdo at all bc they're all HOT I love Crowley with earrings or black fingernails or pointy teeth or horns or none of these I love Crowley with a snake tattoo on his cheek chest arm or ass I love Crowley no matter in which incarnation at all as long as the hair is FIERY RED but actually I also love blackhaired book crowley idgaf just go wild it's what Crowley would want
#good omens#crowley#my omens#wheee i feel out of breath after typing this#i didn't see any particular post or anything i simply love crowley and crowley versatility#everyone has their favs ofc and is entitled to their preferences!! lovely!!#only sometimes it irks me when ppl are like 'this is the only one true presentation and if you don't subscribe to it youre problematic'#in general#no shade only love#maybe somone identifies with trana crowley and someone else identifies with gay man criwley and yknow what theyre both right#everyone is right#embrace paradox#opposing headcanons can coexist so peacefully and isn't that GREAT
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长月烬明 | Till the End of the Moon E35 ° I’m not afraid of turning this stone. I just don’t want to live in the dark.
#长月烬明#till the end of the moon#cdrama#Deng Wei#character: gongye jiwu#oh noooooo#oh my goooood#he's having an existential crisis#bc now he knows that the people he felt closest to#probably see him as a shadow of someone from their past#(and he IS)#then he runs to find comfort and finds himself with the other person who he feels a connection to#mo nv#but he's a figure from HER past too#but he doesn't KNOW that#is he just a substitute for xiao lin#to EVERYONE#pang yizhi - you prob never thought this would happen but#why did you do this to him#his existence in itself is sort of a paradox though isn't it#bc how was he (gongye jiwu) 'born' in the first timeline???#also is his huadian a camelia flower#meowmao gifs#i gotta finish the 2nd half and 36 tomm
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*taps mic* the real reason Mels wasn't at Amy and Rory's wedding is that with the Doctor currently nonexistent, Mels' own presence in Leadworth was winking in and out in a very unstable way
#...this isn't actually how the cracks in time seem to work generally because time seems to just. smooth around them#and i know river WAS there briefly#but she's is *melody pond* and it's her parents' wedding so she can have a little extra paradoxical temporal instability. as a treat#oh! and canonically sometimes timeline instabilities hit younger selves harder/'sooner' than older selves because they ripple forward#that's a Thing actually#i feel vindicated now
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Nemona Sygna Suits that would have made more sense and looked a lot cooler than what we got:
Meowscarada suit so she has a cape, mask, boots etc. to match
Rimbombee outfit with scarf, lil wings and cozy sweater for cooler autumn months
Dusknoir outfit in time for Halloween with cool leather jacket
Robinhood-esque Decidueye outfit with hood and actual bow and arrows
Paldean Tauros outfit so she looks like a matador
Roaring Moon outfit with clawed gloves, boots and feathery cape
Slither Wing outfit that's a fiery orange-red dress, super wild hair acessory that looks like Volcarona's horns, design very much inspired by the sun
Basically anything than what we got, it's SO boring and uninspired and Scream Tail doesn't suit her at all imo
#scream tail isn't like a horrifically bad pokemon but it's so plain and boring it's the most plentiful Paradox poke for a reason#and it feels like devs just went 'meh give her a generic pink fairy pokemon and a boring outfit'#nemona's such a bright colorful energetic and interesting person she deserves a cool pokemon#they shoulda went ALL OUT with her sygna suit#we got shafted man#nemona#spoilers#pokemonmastersex spoilers#pokemas spoilers
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hmm not sure how to feel about obey me running the same pop quiz concurrently in both games
there's a weird disconnect - the new ui and sfx of nightbringer did a good job of giving that disjointed feeling of being somewhere unfamiliar, but given that the pop quiz seems to be taking place in the present that mc came from, the nightbringer ui just feels.... off in the wrong way
given that i've got more resources there i'll probably keep using the original game to play the pop quizzes, but since you can get devil points for s ranking a rhythm stage in nightbringer, seems like these events will be a good place to farm some!
(though in the first place i'd rather they finish the nightbringer story before adding supplementary content like this)
#obey me#i guess there's also the argument to be made that this kind of makes the original game defunct for players who've finished s4#if the pop quizzes are in both games there's no new content unique to the og to warrant keeping it#also i wonder (since the event nightmares are shared) are the devilgram stories the same?#i know that most people playing nightbringer came from the original but there's always going to be some people new to the series#and in the first place it just feels jarring to be midway through a story where the point is that the brothers are unfamiliar#only for the pop quiz to just kinda go 'yah forget that'#also the longer i've had to think about it the more worried i've gotten about whether or not mc's actually gonna go back to the present#given solomon's odd line about remembering that that's where you belong#in a way i guess i wouldn't want mc to leave the brothers behind in this more vulnerable phase#but in another if they stayed it kind of undoes what they've done from og s1 onwards#also i still wanna know how this isn't creating the world's biggest time paradox#if past asmo already has a pact with solomon now what's gonna happen when they meet at that bar where they're supposed to have made it??#depending on that bit in (was it s4 or s3??) where mc + satan end up in the celestial realm#was it that they went back in time or was it an illusion or something??#anyway i've seen some people say that the angel brothers don't remember exactly meeting them#but they still feel their influence afterwards#so maybe that's the case for mc in nightbringer??#anyway. sorry for rambling in tags again
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It's almost 4 am and this might easily be the novacaine agenda in my brain but something about Tristan desperately searching for goodness in those he loves while Libby is in the middle of a corruption arc and Callum is heading towards a redemption arc...
#the atlas paradox#tap#ta6#skye gtfo#it's all about tristan being obsessed with libby bc of her goodness while there isn't any#and about his hatred towards his feelings for callum bc he perceives him as a bad person#while callum is trying so hard to make sure no one knows how much he actually cares#idk i can't stop thinking about it#and i don't like tristan i wish i could stop thinking about it
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Me after Gnosia: ...maybe someday I can recover from this TT^TT
ORV: I think the fuck not
#If I had a nickel for every time I read a story about two people so devoted to saving each other that they#in the process of saving one another#start a time paradox wherein the other person becomes involved in timeline shenanigans that will in turn create the other timeline shenanig#ns of the second person#I would have two nickels#which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice#gnosia#omniscient reader's viewpoint#(also NO I didnt forget about han sooyoung I COULD NEVER)#(just simplifying for the joke haha)#I feel like if I got hit by a car and then stood up then immediately after got rammed by a semi
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Guys why is rain world so good (<- rewatched some scenes and teared up on all of them)
#rat rambles#rain posting#god man. holy shit. fuckkkkkk#rain world may not be one of my token big interests but god does it just hit me so fucking hard whenever I do engage with it#I also think after rewatching some stuff that my general takes on how rain world's world works have shifted a smidge#which is also giving me some more ideas for saint hcs#I feel like the biggest thing Im seeing differently now is the concept that the saint has no beginning or end#one big theme of rain world is the way that all cycles eventually come to an end#societies iterators and even the lives of the animals that wander about#theyre trapped but within these cycles they still move forward and eventually fade just like everything else#but the saint doesnt. they never can. in that way they are a paradox#for when even time itself eventually fades what becomes of the being who will never be allowed to slow in their decent?#overlapping onto themself infinitely until what is and isn't them becomes irrelevant#have they lived many times or were they ever even alive to begin with?#at the end of the day they will never know. its a peace they wont ever find#as they are simply a lil guy who is stuck in a real mind boggling situation#anyways thanks pebbles dialogue for helping me get a better grasp on saint stuff have fun being dead buddy#it also makes me feel even worse for the echos because theyre likely in similar positions#not the exact same given Im sure none of them had the powers to fly and ascend ppl but still#in my minds eye tho theyre more themselves than saint is#for better or for worse#the rest of the echos are stationary. unable to move forwards or back#while the saint continues to spiral onwards and onwards in ways that break the very core of this universe#or smth like that idk. Im just rambling abt nonsense at this point lol#but yeah I imagine the sain to be both trapped and stretched across time#most things exists whinin cycles of cycles but the saint takes that concept to the extreme#most things much more so develop and change as time moves forward but the saint kind of just is#but like. is a lot. like there's a lot of them. but that them is stretched like super thin#they overlap themself and keep stretching to infinity#and with that sort of overlap it makes sense that in what conscious state they do have they simply experience each overlap eternally
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...How are people so calm when meeting their alternate or younger selves? Wouldn't paradox psychosis be an issue?
#One of the first things the Commission drilled into my head was NOT to fuck with my past or future self.#And yet so many agents these days seem to be ignoring that rule entirely.#and now with the multiverse breaking apart.#I don't know.#It doesn't feel safe.#None of this feels safe.#Reality isn't supposed to be fucked with.#Fuck. If I'd have known meeting my younger self wouldn't be an issue I'd have raised him myself.#Paradox psychosis be damned.#Children don't deserve to suffer like that.#Tua rp#Tua rp blog#Five Vents (in the tags)
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Riding the eternal wave (Gains lots of followers in one surge -> follower count progressively tapers off as people realize that Im a weirdo, repeat ad infinitum)
#This isn't complaining Im honestly glad because once there are too many eyes on me I start to feel nervous lol#Paradoxically I wish I had enough followers that I would randomly get asked about my special interest like big fnaf bloggers do </3#malhare.txt
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Why is my younger brother serving this much cunt on the crusade though?
#crusader kings#ck3#paradox games#grand strategy#strategy games#video games#his wife isn't feeling well she is under the weath#oh and she has a drinking problem
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healing is possible
#feeling lighter than i have in my whole LIFE BRO !!!#i still have a lot of work to do and self improvement isn't about reaching an end goal etc#but man i wish i could see an overview of the timeline of my life and scoop myself out of 2008-2016 and say#it'll be okay. it'll be okay. you don't have to believe me but it will happen#then gently place myself back into sequence (to avoid time paradoxes)#anyway i am soooooo tired and the clock goes forward one hour soon and time isn't real but is actually very real
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"You follow her around like a dog, man," Sero says finally, and even if the surrounding ballroom chatter doesn't cease for a moment as the table set for ten starts to receive their first course salads, the parallel conversations among the group of old friends halt abruptly to a stop. Eijiro gives Sero a raise of the eyebrow, then turns to Katsuki, expecting to have to mitigate his hot temper.
The latter clearly has heard the jeer, but he's not the same as perhaps a decade ago, where any one of Sero's teasing comments could have set him off. Glancing back for a second in the direction where you left just moments ago to go to the bathroom, followed by most of the other women at the table, he then turns to look directly at Sero.
"Yeah, that's love, right?" he says, calmly.
Kirishima blinks for a moment, incredulous, then exchanges a look with Kaminari beside him.
Katsuki, as if he hasn't said something highly uncharacteristic of himself, reaches for a bread roll in the middle of the table and then a butter knife.
"You didn't see me follow her into the bathroom, did you?" he adds. Sero snorts, but leans back into his chair.
"I mean no, but-"
Katsuki smears butter on the roll, and sets it on your empty plate, then takes another piece of bread to and butters it the same before taking a bite.
"But what?" he asks. The edge to his voice is back, something that paradoxically puts Sero back at ease.
"It looks strange on you," Denki finally points out.
Katsuki chews for a moment, then swallows, his eyes making a quick scan across the room. At another table, Midoriya's partner is focused on adjusting the lapel of his suit, and at yet another table, Iida is trying to convince Mei to keep her gadgets off the table before the MC starts another toast.
The bride and groom continue to cruise around the venue, and Katsuki cannot stop thinking about how beautiful you would look in that exact dress.
Or something of your own.
"I just can't imagine what the fuck she did-" Sero starts again before Eijiro cuts him off.
"Just knock it off for a second," he says, gently but assertively. Katsuki doesn't pay any mind to him as he observes the table favors.
These flowers are beautiful, but they aren't your favorite. They're gorgeous, but made of plastic while you'd prefer hundreds of real ones.
You've told him small weddings feel more intimate. This wedding isn't in the right season for you, but it's your second choice. You don't yet know how many people will be in the bridal party but you've floated some ideas.
You don't yet have a ring on your finger.
The many thoughts dissipate when your hand rests gently on his shoulder as you slip back into the seat next to him.
"Oh, they didn't bring out the food yet," you say, and Katsuki points to the bread on your plate, reminding you to eat.
His friends are captive audiences as you smile and take a bite, and perhaps horrified as he smiles back warmly, genuinely.
Love does look strange on him, perhaps.
But they'll have to get used to it because it will not go away.
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survivededed
#stimming isn't enough anymore i need to commit murder#home now tho. home not 309498373663 decibels and i can turn the lights off. luxury#i wish i could wring all the bad stim out of my brain. paradoxically ready to pass away and feel like i might be up all night#everything's fuuuuuuuucked (airhorn noises)#nebular.txt
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my dr was like "expect days 2-4 to be the worst for pain and fatigue" and i was like "okay" but in reality i wasn't actually in pain or exhausted until, like, saturday or sunday. like i'm sleeping 20 hours a day and this shit is starting to hurt, but only in the last 48 hours. so weird.
#i have paradoxical responses to a lot of things tho#and i metabolize things at a fucked up rate#so maybe the anesthesia took a minute to wear off#i'm still only at like a 5 MAX when it hurts big which isn't bad at all like my caffeine withdrawal headaches r worse#but it's a different type of hurt that i'm not used to#and i have hotspots on my back and legs from sitting/laying all day and i'm struggling to stand now#and i'm starting to get the Wet Lungs feeling i had when i first stopped smoking#i'm not coughing or anything and when i try there's nothing that comes up#and i don't have leg pain or anything#god i just hate being in a new type of unwell. i know what to do during a migraine flare i know what to do during a cardiac event but#i don't know what to do right now and that's got me all kinds of fucked up#my arm is starting to improve though i did some nerve flossing exercises#and then immediately slept for 2 hours bc it took so much out of me#my post#recovery documentation
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