#a lil gay in some way. i like that. someone just like me fr yk
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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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matty healy. help
#🌙.rambles#i have not been this invested in like. idk stuff like this for such a long time#IT'S NOT TOO invested but like#yk it's just.#okay i won't continue that line of thought bcs i cant complete it but yk#matty healy's actually. rather similar to my ideal type#he's rather intelligent isn't he? n then his voice is really nice#he can play instruments (duh) n then. lyrics. the band's lyrics rlly says a lot abt them n ofc matty too#n then. this is rather embarrassing to say 😭 but ngl my ideal type is a guy but#not. completely cishet. nah#a lil gay in some way. i like that. someone just like me fr yk#matty likes men aesthetically but uhm wldn't do Yeah. just kisses n not escalate it much further iirc#matty's voice is rlly nice n he's so funny 💀#i'm just saying good stuff here but do take note that i hate idolizing people heavily. i don't idolize him#he's. really good at singing fr tho i really like his voice n#SOMEDAY YK T_T in my (currently nonexistent) love life uh#yeah i'm never going to settle for anything less. like i'm not gna be arrogant or have my ego up in the clouds but#no fucking way will i settle for just the bare minimum nah i'm gna find someone like me#not really find. it'll come to me naturally. something meant for me so long as i just stay true to who i really am.#while. it wld've been nice to have had someone like that already in my childhood n in my highschool years. i think i'll more#likely find someone like that in college? i just.. want to have a feel of that sort of feeling at least in my youth#when i'm not really working yet. just a self-indulgent dream.#but honestly no rush at all#i thrive when i just be myself n. sigh i've genuinely realized that a lot of people don't think the same way as i do#so yk i'll just continue being who i am without giving a fuck (as much as i cld tho bcs i still do get anxious n lonely but yk yh)#n then just. yk the ppl i'll let in my life. i'm very selective about that.#before that though i shld finish this assignment i nearly finished but forgot abt when i started writing this 🥹#i want to. develop my life holistically. so not just work harder w my studies n my other personal stuff but yk socially too n w my family#n music! music. & stories. my fucking passions along with science.#.. back to matty healy tho his voice rlly is so beautiful. i like him lots. not in a weird way tho he's so much older but i rlly like him.
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mxddyhero · 2 years ago
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character relationship rambling ask game:
Banri and juza
you saw this coming 🤷‍♀️ hdhhdnd have a good day/night!
YURA YOU'RE SO SWEET TY,, I hope you have a lovely day/night too aaa !! ;w;
Teehee,, you got me twirling my hair kicking my feet rn fr <3 Juban my beloveds let's go. (I love love love both romantic and platonic Juban so read either way!!)
describe their canon relationship/dynamic
They are bitter rivals, they know each other more intimately than anyone else ever could. They would kill each other, they would kill for each other. They drive each other crazy but they are best friends, confidantes, silly rabbits. They fight, they break up, they kiss, they make up, as Katy Perry once said. I reeeeaaally like their canon dynamic, I'm not gonna lie-
your ideal/headcanon version of it? how does it differ from how it is in canon & why is this your favorite version? any other alternate versions of it you enjoy?
My ideal version would be a lil less cruel, ESPECIALLY post year 1. Sometimes it feels like the animosity between them is kinda played up just for the bit, and I think by now at this point, they understand the boundaries they shouldn't cross and what insults are off-limits. I just think Banri would be more accommodating and remorseful after seeing Juza's portrait, even if he still has some bite to him for making him feel inferior, yk? Like man, sometimes it was just cheap shots for the sake of it and it's like c'mooon, this isn't it my guy...
As for alternate versions, Lucilan is my shit fr <3 I love that gay gangster couple soo much. You understand.
what do you like about their relationship, why is it interesting or enjoyable to you?
God there's just something about them that scratches the itch in my brain. Rivals to reluctant troupe mates to whatever the hell they are now is just so good because there's no genuine ill-will there, not anymore. Like, yeah at first Banri wanted to beat him up, but it was for a thrill to prove he could and once he was taken down a peg, he met Juza on his level to try to best him at acting instead since he wouldn't actually fight him. That was something no one had done for Juza before (granted, his previous challengers probably just wanted status and clout anyways), and it let him pursue something he truly always wanted to do while developing his skills at it and having someone keeping him in check, yk? They both have this insatiable need to keep going, and they motivate each other in a way only they can. They drive each other crazy, and that's a huge reason each of them are where they are rn.
what about the individual characters involved? what does this relationship mean to them, what makes it unique among their relationships?
I think for Juza, it's super refreshing to have someone who understands him and knows him so well, but still isn't afraid to tip-toe around him. Banri is brash and unapologetically speaks his mind, which Juza appreciates, especially when it's regarding something like how he can make his performance better. Sure, sometimes he could be less of an asshole about it, but Banri always makes sure to tell him when he's done good too, and Juza knows Banri respects him as an actor, even if he doesn't say it often. It's not like Juza doesn't tease Banri back either, and the banter between them now is less hostility, almost like a comfortable routine they've fallen into.
For Banri, we know Juza is the one to have given him ambition and goals and I think that's still a huge thing for him. Regardless of his development, it was a pivotal moment for him to find something he was truly passionate about, even if his motives at first weren't the best yk? But Juza understood and even encouraged that after Banri walked out on them and came back, and that probably meant a lot to the guy who was usually just written off because he could do almost anything. Like, it would've been simple enough to audition and be told he was the best of the group (excluding maybe Sakyo, but he's had years of experience), but he actively stayed and I think that showed he wanted something more and as Juza keeps progressing, he wants to keep growing alongside him too!
Ultimately, they challenge each other in the best ways, even if their methods are a lil unorthodox. ESPECIALLY because of that actually, because they've both gone their whole lives being treated differently, so they offer each other a new perspective on how to develop as both actors and people. They have their moments of true sincerity, but it's ultimately mutual (albeit reluctant) admiration for each other that makes their foundation and that's sooo neat to me.
favorite interaction they have in canon
Literally sooo many. Gonna be totally fucking cliché here but ofc it has to be the moment after their final performance of Picturesque and the lil high five ue ue ue
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THEY just both look so proud and at peace and aaaaaaa- they should be, they earned it but it just makes me so emotional shsgdjsv,,
I also love the scene where right before closing night, Banri knows Juza is awake because he isn't snoring and bares his soul to the guy before realising he fell asleep AVCSHDVJ,, I don't have the screenshots for that one unfortunately BUT ITS SO FUNNY. And on a similar note, every time they renew their promise to beat each other like this is so fruity...
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Like lmao imagine dedicating your life to besting a guy in something he made you passionate about and it shaping your whole life and career for the foreseeable future... 🤨 OK then
favorite interaction they have in your head/a situation you want to put them in
Aside from batmankai au, I think a bodyswap could be fucking hilarious, and given the Mankai urban legends, I think it's entirely possible. I just wanna see that initial confusion, dismay and chaos, if I'm being completely honest with you. Like, imagine Banri getting over the shock and realising he's basically a tank and can beat Hyodo now, trying to challenge him and Juza just being like, "...You realise this's your body, right? If we switch back, you're gonna regret it."
BUT ALSO, do they tell the troupe? The company? Are they scheduled to perform and get benched? Or do they try to convince everyone that they're each other? Either way, it's comedy fucking gold. Like imagine Banri just walks in to their room to see himself scarfing down pastries and sweets and he's just like, "Oi! You're gonna wreck my physique if you keep this up! Don't be eatin' that shit when you're in my body, asshole, we're s'posed to be keepin' a low profile!" and Juza just says, "'s why I came back to the room" and keeps eating hudgsadfs-
Foams at the mouth they just drive me insane and i love them as friends, rivals, lovers, AND as individual characters in their own right they're so dear to me, even if I clown on banri. Places them on the shelf....
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