#a group context that i never substantially contributed to. and felt like i couldn’t? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thesparrow1996 · 11 months ago

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two of the girls from my vague kindergarten through high school friend group got married this year.. i was not exceptionally close to any of them past the age of like 12 but it’s so weird to see these people i grew up with still close to one other and celebrating milestones while i’m going through life in a fog very unhappily and having cut contact with basically everyone i knew from here 😶

#like i could have known these people better. i didn’t stay in contact because there wasn’t really anything to sustain outside of #a group context that i never substantially contributed to. and felt like i couldn’t?#it sounds so self pitying but i swear there’s something in other people that i don’t have.#rambling.. whatever that’s what nye is for

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