#Zoloft for the win

[shuadotcom]

hiii i’m alive and i’m back (mostly) from my hiatus. writing is still kicking my ass and my brain’s ass and i’m not on my dash as much as i was just yet but i’m around-ish. thanks for sticking around whoever is reading this 🫶🏽

[babsaros]

i'm 5 days sober AND i cleaned my room a little AND went grocery shopping yeehaw

[formulabaddie]

i say this with the most affection possible because i love him …. CARLOS WOULD IGNORE TEAM ORDERS IF A WIN WAS ON THE TABLE FOR REALISTICALLY THE FIRST TIME ALL SEASON

[hdmiports]

getting to know my bestie tonight (six pack of mikes hard lemonade)

[probablybadrpgideas]

OCtober day 31

Ok! While we wait for the weird habit poll to cook (though it looks like "shapeshifting and then asking people what they think about the dragon" is going to win, let's name our OC! Here's what we know about them.

Our OC is a silver dragon with purple eyes, who works as a weaver, does giant bonsai for fun which will one day become a forest-sized art piece, and has a good relationship with their parents. They can breath capsaicin solution, as well as shapeshifting, though in other forms their hair is silver and they remain short, fat, and muscly, just as they are in dragon form (an average dragon being over 200 feet long), with a mascy-femme presentation. They are aroace, and don’t think much about gods, despite being a (secretly) tax-fraud-commiting of the remnants of a fallen fantasy steppe civilisation that once ruled the world, alongside their pet mimic, Zoloft Jr. Their archenemy is their former roommate, a wizard named Zoloft, who used to share their cave. They’re scared of lizards and their fear response is fight.

[rodolfoparras]

okay i have this issue where my zoloft makes me like… really sweaty for some reason??? just all the time night or day hot or cold. anyways i was just thinking abt reader who has something like that and is always trying to shower before price can tell meanwhile price whi is just Obsessed with how his sweaty bf smells 😩

i want to send more anons but i get nervous… but could i be 🐶 or 🐾 anon?

Pairing: John Price x Male Reader

Cw: 18+, scent kink, somnophilia,

Price would rather be caught dead than to openly admit this but he loves the way you smell.

And while many may say that they feel the same way about their own partners, they probably haven’t gotten hard just from their partner’s sweat and musk. They probably haven’t had their nose buried deep in one of their partner’s dirty gym shirts or worn work uniform while jerking off. They probably haven’t spent hours buried between their partner’s legs because they liked the way their partner’s cologne or lotion smelled.

Yeah Price would rather be caught dead than admit to any of it.

And while a part of him feels guilty for not telling you about it another part of him cant help but find it exciting

You’ll happily let him cuddle up in your embrace after a long day, completely unaware of the thoughts rushing through his head. You don’t say a thing when you notice most of your clothes missing, and you’ll happily let him suck you off, not putting much thought into what’s gotten him so worked up.

But you find out soon enough.

It’s when you get home from work one day, limbs aching, and in need of sleep but before you can do so you desperately need to get under a hot stream.

However Price is adamant on getting you in bed, and while you’d happily stumble into the sheets with him, he had made it clear that he just wants to sleep.

“Let’s just go to bed” he says, wrapping an arm around your waist and gently nudging you over to the bed.

“But I’ll be quick, I promise, give me like 5 minutes,” you insist, not budging an inch.

“Don’t you think I know you kid? You’ll wake up the whole neighborhood by the time you’re done, besides I don’t get what’s the issue here,” Price says while folding his arms across his chest

“The issue is that I stink” you say thinking that will be enough to convince him.

“Not like you’re going anywhere anyways” You raise a brow at his words, and he only mirrors your action in response.

“Fine you win” you say with a roll of your eyes trying your best to hide your smile . “But if I hear any complaining about how I smell I’m kicking you out of bed,”

“Just turn the lights off, will you?” He says with a chuckle before he lays down.

“Yeah yeah” is all you say as you discard your pants and Price takes a second to appreciate the view before the room is engulfed in darkness.

As soon as you lay down in bed he crawls up into your embrace, burying his head in your neck while wrapping his arms around your waist.

Price let’s out a relived sigh.

This is all he’d wanted today, to feel your warm skin press up against him, to hear your heartbeat against his ear and to have your smell engulf his senses.

He feels relaxed, at ease, should be falling asleep but instead he feels his cock twitching in attention

Fuck.

Price’s eyes snap open, cerulean eyes gazing into the darkness, painfully aware of the way blood is pooling to his lower half all of a sudden.

You on the other hand, are dead asleep next to him. He can hear the soft snores escaping your lips.

Price can't blame you. It’s been a long day for you. He too should go to sleep, but instead he’s painfully hard because he can smell you all over him.

How fucking embarrassing.

Price scoffs at himself, tries to pull away from your embrace but just as he tries to do so you tighten your arms around his waist.

Great.

Price exhales, squeezes his eyes shut, tries to scramble his brain for anything that might kill his boner but it’s practically impossible when he’s a hair away from your pit, engulfed in the smell of your cologne and the sweat that’s still sticking to your skin.

On top of that he’s got his hard on firmly pressed up against your very naked thighs.

He can’t think about anything other than about how much he needs you right now.

I really wouldn’t mind if you woke me up during the night or you know, if you didn’t..

The words you had once said to him ring through his head, and for a second he wonders if he should take you up on the offer. I mean you did said you wouldn’t mind it but…

Before he can register what he’s doing, he starts moving his hips, eyes fluttering shut as needy noises start escaping his lips.

It’s disgusting

it’s wrong

He shouldn’t be doing this

But he can’t get himself to stop moving his hips.

Whines and whimpers escape his lips as he continues to rock his hips, head burying deeper in your chest and engulfing himself in your scent completely.

You’re still asleep going by your soft snores and the way you lay lax next to him. Something about the fact that you’re unaware of what he’s doing has goosebumps rising across his skin, and slowly but surely he feels himself inching closer to his release.

“Please,” he croaks out just the way he would if he was riding your cock right now and that’s all it takes before he’s tipping over the edge, coming with a cry and soiling his sweats.

“John?” He hears your sleep coated voice trickle through the dark.

[minishpaladinxd]

Okay so I thought I was doing okay other than feeling really like dizzy or something idk how to describe it but then a package I've been waiting for got delayed and I started crying so yeah

ran out of my meds and now my brain is in The Dimension

[scouting4love]

Please talk about it so bad this tangent sounds so interesting

Omg... I will go on my bipolar, brain rot rant for you 🫵

I do think that Roxas & Riku are really good narrative foils for each other, especially at the end of Days, tragically so! I think it's also looked over and brushed off quite a bit, my reason being that, in the game, Roxas and Riku only interact once on a meaningful level and that's the fight at the end.

Days, as a game, is about the emotions that make us human. Throughout the game, Xion and Roxas see things like love (Beast's Castle), friendship (Aladdin), and experience those things along with sorrow, desperation, etc. On the flip side, Riku is "real", he was never split in half. He doesn't have to learn all of those things and he knows what he's feeling; e.g. when Xion tries to cut him deep and asks if Riku hates her and Riku answers with "No, I'm just sad." (He's so fucking emo during this game.)

Riku also has a purpose during this game and that is to wake Sora up. He's working with Naminé and DiZ to do so. Roxas is collecting hearts for "kingdom hearts" so everyone in the organization can be "complete again." Throughout the whole game, we read in his diary, hear him talk to his friends, and hear in his inner thoughts that he doesn't know what the fuck that means. He doesn't know what a heart is, he doesn't know what having a heart means, and he doesn't know why he's doing what he's doing. He just knows he was given an 8-8 blue collared job, a roof over his head, and he's part of a cult now.

Personality wise, during the game, Roxas is very curious and sweet. He wants to know more about having a heart, he's always concerned when his friends are hurt, and he's always trying to cheer them up. His temper does flare (especially concerning Saïx) and he's a shit talker. At the end of the game, he is fucking PISSED, as is his right! One of his friends has been lying through his teeth to him, the other is dead due to work place negligence, no one is telling him the truth, and he wants answers! Riku is in what I like to call his "Zoloft Era" because he needs it. Since he's gotten, basically groomed in the first game, dealt with all the shit in Castle Oblivion during CoM (watching his clone die and killing people), and now he has to put up with DiZ's grown ass throwing a hissy fit, he has mellowed out considerably. He makes level headed decisions, like giving Xion time to decide on what she wants to do and has confidence that she will do what's right and doesn't pressure her. He also doesn't shit talk like he does in the first game, he has learned his lesson.

So, at the end of the game, when it all comes to a head, it does so in the saddest fucking way. Roxas understandably upset because his best friend just fucking died and he's the only one who even remembers her (sound familiar?) is going to destroy "kingdom hearts". If he does that, he's gonna get his ass kicked! He's acting on sheer impulse and anger but can you blame him? He's 15. DiZ tells Riku that the only way to get Sora to wake up is to bring Roxas over so Riku leaves to do that and he stops Roxas before he gets to the castle where they fight. When Riku asks what Roxas is doing and he tells him, Riku can remember Xion but just barely like how he can remember Sora just barely but she's slipping away. Riku understands what Roxas is trying to do but he can't let him go through with it.

The end of the fight is the most important part, in my opinion. Roxas beats Riku's ass twice, breaks his fucking wrist, and is sick of his shit. He also shit talks Riku which Riku does not participate in. Riku knows what he has to do at this point and takes off his blindfold, accepting the darkness in his heart, and taking on the appearance of the man who possessed him in the first game. Doing this, allows Riku to win and they put Roxas in the VR Twilight Town. The whole reason Riku won is from taking off the blindfold, by resigning himself to looking like Ansem, Seeker of Darkness. He is willing to give up his sense of self, his identity, his existence, just to get his best friend to wake up. Roxas isn't willing to, isn't able to do that and that's why he lost.

Roxas' character is about identity, personhood, what makes a person a person. "I feel this, so surely I exist, so surely I am meant to be here." The things he is being told, i.e. you're not supposed to have a heart, you're not supposed to feel, don't line up with what he is experiencing and he has to find out what it means to "be" by himself. That's what being a person is, figuring things out, finding out things for yourself, finding out who you are, what you are supposed to be. It is inherently selfish and there is nothing wrong with that, I think it's good for his character. The problem is that it's a double edge sword, it is his ultimate downfall. "My heart belongs to me."

Riku's character is about sacrifice. We have seen it plenty of times throughout the whole game series. He puts himself in the realm of darkness, he spends a whole year trying to wake Sora up, he becomes Sora's dreameater, he sacrifices himself for Sora in KH3 (gay ass). The point is, he is a protector. He puts himself in harms way without a second thought for the sake of his friends. He doesn't want to look like his fucking groomer from the first game but if it'll help his friend, he's gonna fucking do it! "To protect the things that matter."

I think the line, "Forgive me, Roxas," is probably one of the most heartbreaking in Days and it's so so so so depressing that it's not in the game (it's in the manga). If they had put it in the game it would be more clear that they are narrative foils and give the audience more sympathy to Riku's character. In the end, both of them just want to save their best friends but Riku knows he has to take away what Roxas is fighting for not only himself but for Xion as well. He doesn't want to, he's fucking 16 but in the end, he is willing and able to give up is personhood to save the thing he cares about most. Even though Roxas wants to save Xion, he is unwilling to give up his agency and as an audience, technically as Roxas' friends (cause we have been playing the game and reading his diary, etc.), we understand that he had every reason to fight. We also understand that Sora needs to wake up and we understand why Riku needs to do what he needs to do. It's kind of a lose lose because both of them don't end up on top at the end of the game either. Riku may have won, yet he gave up the thing that Roxas was fighting for, his agency, his personhood, his sense of self and identity but he got his best friend back in the end. Roxas lost and had to go back to Sora but ended up keeping himself separated (as we see in kh2 and DDD) but he lost his best friend in the process. They are really good narrative foils and I don't think it is talked about enough..!!

[colcredglass]

let me get this straight. there's been a genocide ravaging the middle east for the past year with no sign of stopping, climate change is swallowing entire cities whole, and a fascist that wants to criminalize my existence might win this upcoming election. and i'm just supposed to... go to class? eat three meals a day? do my laundry? while the entire world is dying? how tf is zoloft meant to help me deal with this.

[tiktaalic]

love the taylor autism theory bc it's probably true. that said i watched miss americana and was like "oh she has OCD ocd" so. more spaghetti for your wall, if you want it

interesting. i watched miss americana and was like oh this woman has an anxiety disorder . this woman is like if #giftedkidsproblems happened to you when you were 17 and then continued to happen to you for the rest of your life and also you're famous and getting talked about in tabloids. this woman could be fixed for a minimum of a year maybe more with 6? sessions of talk therapy coupled with 200 mg of zoloft. which is also why i think going to med school would fix her for the duration. lofty goal + constant work to attain it for ten years give or take minus a competition element because competition elements are what make her crazy because she either gets the fleeting high of a win and then is upset when it doesnt satisfy her long term and she has to compete again. or the lasting crushing disappointment of a loss

[gossipgirloff1]

There hasn’t been a single photo of George this break where he looks anything resembling happy. Get that man on some Zoloft or away from his gf and her cloutchaser brother

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George did just get disqualified after the best win of his career only a week ago anon, he’s bound to look unhappy. I doubt it has anything to do with Carmen. If George didn’t want to be with her or her family he wouldn’t be.

😕

[kamiversee]

listen here dawg. I’m about to commit some henious shit if gojo fucks up this perfect thing between choso and y/n. Gojo a snake. gojo a HOE. GOJO WILL NOT WIN. CHOSO ARMY RISE AND DEFEAT THIS ALBINO BIG FOOT

ok but srsly this story has taken me on a rollercoaster and I’m so here for it, I don’t think I’ve felt this much emotion before especially since I’m on Zoloft so I usually feel nothing

HEY GUYS GOJOS FAMOUS LINE IS NAH ID WIN🙏 HAVE FAITH IN MY GLORIOUS KING

Anywho, I love taking yall on this rollercoaster ><

[girl4pay]

feminism win! my sex drive is actually higher on zoloft

[stardustedknuckles]

I can't tell if I'm having flickers of emotion (unidentified) or if I just really want to, but either way the wellbutrin has been entirely unobtrusive despite the sense I get that I have taken something, and that's a win.

Usually I would chalk it up to placebo even just from a rational standpoint, but the effect of missing enzymes to process meds correctly DOES mean they hit earlier and harder. When I take a zoloft, I feel it half an hour later. Which is miraculous, but I can only take it once. Another dose within 3 days will overwhelm me and do the opposite. So they don't really help pmdd except as a spot treatment. When it's. You know. THAT kind of bad. Which it hasn't been since I started T.

[shrimplicitly]

bitches love choking on their easily dissolvable zoloft two times in a row. its me im bitches. and by love i mean i know have a film of easily dissolved zoloft on my tongue. failboys keep on winning

[jacquesthepigeon]

(Zoloft anon) Thank you so much for the advice anonymous! It makes me feel better knowing it gets better, I know not ALL the days will be good, but I’m just aiming for good days! I wanna feel like myself again without these weird thoughts and feelings, so no matter what that’s a win! And yeah I’m definitely gonna do counseling with it :)

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