#ZAYN Malik

[eminentzayn]

while zayn's leaving saved the boys, the way he left fucking sucked.

i just wanna add: i hate how he left. in the middle of a tour. how his departure forced the boys to recalibrate. how he forced already exhausted liam, harry, niall, and louis to overdrive the rehearsals to cover his parts and the harmonies where his voice played a vital part. how he left fans hanging. how he didnt say goodbye to the boys personally.

years later, i have realized the great silverlining of zayn's departure. however, that does take away from the depth of pain his leaving left the boys and the fandom.

zayn saved the band by leaving.

let's be honest. he took the hit when he left. he lost so many of his fans then. but you know what he did?

he showed the boys that there was life after one direction.

he showed them that the hell they were enduring was escapable. that they could make it out and still sing and write songs and be happy.

if they'd really been as happy as they seemed to us, they would've come back after the hiatus. they promised us 18 months. its been 9 years.

im sure they loved us with all their hearts. that they enjoyed their time together as a band, as brothers. however, they were exploited and taken advantage of every step of the way.

now, liam's passing is the fucking culmination of the hell they endured. you can't argue with me that the liam of 2011 was SO SO FULL OF LIFE. he had so much promise. you just knew this boy was gonna go places.

but somehow, along the way, his light dimmed. that wasn't the liam we knew. we all subconsiously could see it. that liam hurt so much that he hurt a lot of people. that liam could've done better. that liam should've been given the chance to make amends.

but the young boy that was so full of life, he didnt deserve any of this. he deserved to have been kept safe and away from the shit that could destroy him.

the boys should have been protected and maybe, just maybe, we wouldn't have to endure this devastating loss. maybe, just maybe, liam would still be alive.

i'd take an unending hiatus over this loss any day.

[srldesigns6277]

HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY MADE IN THE A.M.!!!!

[nostalgiaonedirection]

The photos from Louis' mom's wedding were the FOOD for the mafia edits😭😂❤️‍🔥

[matisilv11]

sooo real

[beseeingyouinmydreams]

The most beautiful heart and this world paid him back with hatred and cyber bullying . 💔

[laughingharrys-blog]

💔💔😥🤗

they were just kids 💔

[tpwkmadeline]

people are always flabbergasted when i tell them i had floor seats at a one direction concert but i need to stress the fact that it was 2015 and i paid maybe $125 lol

am i just…am i old? i was like 13 but now i feel really old when people are like “omg those must’ve cost thousands”

now the meet and greet tickets? those were an additional likeeee $300 or something. which actually makes me sick to my stomach because nowadays i pay over $300 for a seat and that’s NORMAL. i could cry

(if you’re curious it was otra tour in kansas city. otherwise known as the birth place of harry’s or is it bit)

[keepingupwithzaynmalik]

inZAYN: Due to unforeseen circumstances Zayn 'Stairway To The Sky' Edinburgh show originally scheduled for the 20th of November has been rescheduled to the 8th of December, and the Edinburgh show originally scheduled for the 21st of November has been rescheduled to the 9th of December.

All tickets for the original show dates will be honored on the rescheduled dates.

[browncoatsareinthetardis]

Thinking about Paul McCartney and John Lennon and their bond, fallout, and regrets prior to Lennon’s death. Some stories say that they were able to mend things prior, but so many years went by with things left unsaid and hurtful words thrown. I know Paul has spoken a lot about Lennon and the bond they shared and regrets that he has about it.

I’m thinking about the parallels with Zayn and Liam, where things could have potentially been left. If there was anything that was left unsaid, tensions and rifts that were never, and now never will be, settled. I hope Zayn and Liam got the closure and mended their relationship, but if they didn’t I wish Zayn all the peace in the world.

[memories-of-1d]

💜💜💜

via steppingthroughfilm

[meltingfin1]

My favorite thing is the boys giving each other love bites

[harryssunflower17]

wow... that hurt

[rememberingliampayne]

Dear Liam,

Sometimes i wish i could turn back time and tell you not to audition for x factor and live a normal life so you could be happy..

but then i think of the happy times in the band and your solo career, and im just grateful we made you smile

Thank you for everything

[niallsnaughties]

i have been hiding from this blog because i’m still not okay

🕊️ fly high liam.

photo credit: oniedirection instagram

[lewithetneil]

im kinda of tipsy but im so glad i got to experience 1D as a teenager. It truly was the happiest part of growing up despite all the drama but god staying up till 2am listening to leaked albums , watching 2 seconds of zary interaction and still going to school the next day at 8 am KEPT ME ALIVE. I couldnt have asked for a better fandom to be part of . It has everything drama , conspiracy theories , meme 1D really do it all