#You were made to be queue'd

[actuallyitsstar]

NINE PEOPLE I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW BETTER

OMG TYSM FOR TAGGING ME @liass-21 !!!!! i am so sorry i drafted this tag and i thought i queue'd it and i didnt so 😭😭😭 its only like a month late. its fine everythings fine. aaaaaa 😭

LAST SONG? - "photograph" by the midnight! it is on my writing-for-top-gun playlist bc it has huge maverick vibes lol.

FAVORITE COLOR? - pink!!!! also lighter purples and blues and most pastel shades <3 and black

CURRENTLY WATCHING? - a streamer i have never watched before playing the remaster of of tomb raider i-iii bc i am excited about the remaster!! and those games are my childhood <3 not to be a million years old or anything sakfhfjfhg

LAST MOVIE? - unfortunately it was 'oz the great and powerful' 😭 if any of y'all enjoyed that movie i respect it, but i had to see it on tv at a friend's house and we were having a great time laughing at the very unexpected writing and acting choices being made lol

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? - aaaaaaaa i guess savory ?????? but sweet has a special place in my heart ajdhfjfhfjg

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? - committed long term relationship to ~my person~ <3<3

CURRENT OBSESSIONS? - well this is gonna be obvious but top gun primarily !!!! additionally, dan and phil !! mission impossible !!! fall out boy!! and even if the current obsession level is not as high as other things, i am always at least partially obsessed with a hundred other things and people that i am probably posting about at the same time lol

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? - “oz the great and powerful reviews” bc i wanted to make sure that im not crazy and that other ppl also felt that movie was an insane fever dream (apparently due to the 44% on metacritic i guess they did lol)😭

tagging: aaaaaa @brambleberrycottage @daffodilstark @tellhound @torchflies @melancholydandelion @goosefilms @driftershunt @downthegenderriver @callsignstingray

[hxvemxnd]

┏(‘▀_▀’)ノ♬♪

// As promised, the queue'd post about the actual hive of the swarm!

// First thing's first - it's fucking GIANT. It doesn't span the whole planet, but firstly it's significantly deep and secondly w i d e. The tunnels run miles, there are dozens of 'rooms' for new larvae, food, and of course a graveyard like most hives. A lot more of the swarm is found here than on the surface, especially during the day. For some of the species living here, they never evolved to handle the heat of the dual suns with no shade. For others, it's simply Zazie needing a break. A lot of the hive is there for protection too!

// Protection from what though, you may ask? Well - Zazie is the planet, but Zazie is NOT every single bug spider worm CREATURE that you see. No, in fact the hive is particular about who they let into their underground paradise. Even creatures of the same species may not be of hive, and that's due to things like aggression and overall benefit to the planet. Creatures with adaptations that would threaten the survival of others within the hive are often outcasted or never accepted in, and creatures that are overly abundant sometimes the hive just... Doesn't have the resources to care for so many. So, sometimes there are rogue invaders who seek to take the precious resources of the collective and swarm.

// Now let's talk resources. Zazie works for the planet essentially, so their job in return for the power she gives is to keep precious and vital species alive. This doesn't just include animals though!! No man's land wasn't always a wasteland after all - that took time and overuse of resources (which led to the planet requiring a form to act through which led to Zazie is my cliffnotes bc like last time this isn't something i've thought out an awful lot). Zazie is a conservationist at their core, so their hive naturally hosts for plants who couldn't adapt to live in the heat! Water collects in the hive after rainfalls and allows moss flowers and even some spots of grass to grow!

// Now again, just like the creatures that inhabit the swarm and are native to the planet, while some of these plants may look similar to those on earth or have similar properties, they are indeed native to the planet for one very big reason. Zazie can't get the plants that were a part of SEEDS won't grow in no sunlight. No, the plants that grow within the hive are adapted to live in darkness over centuries of cultivation. They are bioluminescent and give the only light source within the hive. But it is plush, dark shades of blue and purple with gentle light blue specks that glow. These grow some food for the colony, but mostly are just Zazie's attempt to preserve what was for a future that may eventually allow the return of these species.

// Now by normal means, digging down to the depth that you hope to reach a tunnel within the hive is... DEEP deep. And by the time you'd reach it, you're more likely to have been eaten by a worm. This is subject to change depending on my RP partner, but the only one's who have potentially seen the hive and live to tell the tale are definitely Knives, but also potentially Legato. It's extremely precious to Zazie - not to mention not really great for eyes used to living in the sun - so if they take you there it's a HUGE sign of trust from the collective. It's also incredibly noisy there, considering the sheer volume of insects alone that live in its tunnels.

// Finally there's a point that's been floating in my head that felt like it fit better here than my other post just because I mentioned the graveyard - but it's awkward to insert in this in a chronological sense that might make it flow. Zazie and the swarm as a whole were based from just a few colonies of insects in their early years. As such, death to them is just an opportunity for more life - and they've seen it this way for centuries before humans. Empathy and emotions taught to them by humans have made this since complicated and messy, but the 'graveyard' is less grave and more mushroom farm - because that which dies can give new life to those around it. I know there's a very specific leafcutter ant colony that does this, but I can't think of the species at the moment. BUT. Zazie tends towards this way of thinking - and anyone precious to them is liable to get dragged from their human grave and put into this. Some insects (like flies) will also eat from corpses here. It's not the most pleasant thing to think about as a human, but I think as a colony based initially from insects it makes sense that this is the way Zazie chooses to deal with death!

// Once more, thank you for coming to my TED talk! No my headcanon posts will likely never be short, and yes this could have been far more concise... But that's why y'all love me yeah~?

[itstheelvenjedi]

Okay wow this post blew up (and rightfully so!!) Anyway I did want to reblog this and clear the air & also apologise because jesus if I could punch younger me for writing this I would. What the fuck Elven lmfao. I’ve written a TL’DR version in the replies section which I’m going to paste here for clarity’s sake and also in case someone doesn’t want to read a hella long post (even tho I really think all the replies here should be read, 100%! ): OP here! I don't have enough characters to tag everyone, but hopefully this still gets seen lmao Thank y'all for the feedback and I do appreciate it. Admittedly I'd forgotten I even queue'd this post and I wrote it at a time where I probably...should not have been on the internet LMAO so I take full responsibility for it being yikes, and I am sorry. I'll be adding this into a reblog in the hopes more people will see this. 

(also I’m sorry, I would LOVE to be able to like, reblog this individually to every reply but that might be not only annoying but repetitive and maybe even condescending?? so I’ve attached it to the longest RB chain I can find with the caveat that I think you should absolutely look at and read the other reblogs not in this chain bc they are very correct and have made some very good points!) Aaandd I’m going to (try to) elaborate more here where I have unlimited “room” to babble, not because I want to excuse my shitty post but rather I do want to explain and I have seen a couple tags in rb’s wondering whether this was an “oversight” on my part so this is my attempt to answer that question with “yes, sort of”. Still doesn’t mean I wasn’t ableist myself and still doesn’t mean I wasn’t a fucking asshole. I was both of those things, but here is (as far as I can figure out) some of the context and maybe a thought process behind this post that might shed some light on the ranty part sjhdjkdg I genuinely didn’t even remember I’d written this so I cannot 100% remember the context behind this or even when exactly I wrote it, but I can almost guarantee it was written about 2 years ago, when I was going through a very rough time in my life ON TOP of dealing with supposed family members and friends being ableist and all the rest of it so I genuinely cannot even pin down which interaction or situation it was that set this off. It doesn’t excuse what I wrote and I’m not trying to say that at all, I know I fucked up here and I will 100% admit to that and take the L. But I would like it to be known that if I had known this post was in my queue (I have memory problems as a result of some of my own mental health issues that were caused during this period, I’m not just trying to be like “Oh woopsie daisy I’m not responsible bc I didn’t remember I wrote the post lol!”) I would have deleted it before it even got out there. I’ve not actually looked at the queue in my main blog for 2 years and for that as well I’m sorry. Believe it or not, I’ve gotten to a better more emotionally matuire point in my life now and I can say with full confidence that I would not have made this post now, today, ever. I would have screamed into a pillow about the person or situation that set it off (I can’t tell you exactly what it was because I cannot remember, I’ve had so much bad things happen in the past 2 years and because of that I’ve developed memory “holes” so to speak) and been done with it. I certianly would not have said...that.I’m not perfect and I do vent here sometimes, but absolutely not like this and I’ve been learning to pull up problematic thought processes like this! Again, not trying to excuse my actions or say I’m not respsonsible, I am. I just don’t want people to think that I’m saying this right now because holy shit I re-read this and I’m horrified. To the people who added onto this and who called me out, genuinely from the bottom of my heart, thank you. You are all 100% valid and it needed to be said. I’ve never had a post blow up this big so ig my closing question is, if I delete the OP post is that a) in bad taste? I definitely don’t hold those viewpoints anymore but I also don’t want to seem like I’m trying to hide the fact that I made a mistake and I feel like if I delete it, it might come off that way?? and b) if I did delete the OP post, what happens to the reblogs attached to it? Will they still be readable? there are a lot of good points and good reads in the reblogs and I don’t want those to disappear if the OP post does. Not gonna do anything with the OP post just yet in case I get some feedback on this, but yeah, I just wanted to both apologise and clear stuff up. Moral of the story: check yourself before you wreck yourself and stay off the internet when you’re in the middle of a meltdown bc you’re only going to embarrass yourself at best or make yourself look like a total prick at worst.

The thing that gets me about the "oh wanting a cure for the incurable disability that ruins my life is not ableism ACSHUALLY!!!" crowd is

Yes babes, yes it is. That's a lil nugget called ✨internalised ableism✨ and ya know something? ITS STILL ABLEISM

You can put a pretty red bow with polka dots and frills on a pig as much as you like but it's STILL A FUCKING PIG and NOTHING You do will change that

But most of yall aren't ready for that conversation ig.

It's hard. It's a very hard thing to confront, realise and accept but it IS. and ableists EVERYWHERE will use that as a pro-eugenics gotcha. You're not just hurting yourself you're hurting other disabled people too.

ABLE BODIED PEOPLE DO NOT ADD ANYTHING TO THIS POST. YOU ARE NOT DISABLED AND YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO TALK ABOUT WHAT IS OR IS NOT DIFFICULT FOR DISABLED PEOPLE. Able bodied ND people may add stuff if you want but be aware if you try to derail physically disabled additions w/ "buh muh ND ish awso a disabiwity" I will straight up block you. Yall ALWAYS do that and I am tired of it. Just don't be an asshole about your additons if you're going to make any or stay quiet too.

[tenderborn]

of course. 

[goingtolebanon]

THANK YOU TARO @fricklefracklefloof

1- Why did you choose your url

i get into the habit of saving any urls i think sound nice so this was just another one of those. i like the words and i like to have my users end in any synonym for "magic user." my saved urls are horrendous

2- Any side blogs?

mhm! :) including a diary tumblr the ones i like sharing are in my pinned

3- How long have you been on tumblr?

since march 2020 LMAO

4- Do you have a queue tag?

ya it's queue'd

5- Why did you start your blog in the first place?

...cottagecore, dark academia, and studyblr. good lord

6- Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

because at the age of 12 i said snufKIN and have stuck with the sentiment since

7- Why did you choose your header?

pretty

8-What’s your post with the most notes?

screenshots of a fantasy high live show at nearly 1.5k lol

9- How many mutuals do you have?

i've made 4 or so friends from here if that's what you're asking

10- How many followers do you have?

345!

11- How many people do you follow?

364, i go in and clean out my following list a lot

12- Have you ever made a shitpost?

probably yeah. not intentionally?

13- How often do you use Tumblr each day?

too much definitely. like whenever i lose focus

14- Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

ok im an argumentative little bitch but people are generally nice about things and i try and correct myself when needed. the biggest thing was when t*rfs came at me in swarms in summer 2020 and i had to turn asks off because they were spouting actual slurs at me for defending trans women. (do not put t*rfs dni on your posts they go through that tag) jokes on them for gendering me correctly lmao bc i thought i was cis at the time

15- How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

i get the point but they're so whiny and guilt trippy and when everyone reblogs it with 50 additions instead of petitions or info you just look like a bunch of twats

16- Do you like tag games?

yes!!

17- Do you like ask games?

yes but i never get any so i'm scared to reblog them LOL

18-Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

i don't want to say but i feel @90sfilm is popular he always impresses me

19- Do you have a crush on a mutual?

confess to me first and we'll see bitchboy

tagging: @dicejelly @coeusing oh also caleb since i tagged u earlier if u wanna

[isobug]

( Image ID. A reply from @petrichorvoices. It says "oh shit are we missing some of your posts? and do you think it would be worth it if we were to make a mini tutorial on how to archive posts without interacting with the OP? -Radio". End ID. )

I believe a few of my more recent posts are missing. However it's alright, I assumed they're simply in the queue or drafts waiting to be queue'd !! I see y'alls posts about how many things you archive on there so it's totally understandable !!

Also yes, please. I've had to block so many "archive" blogs which totally ignore personal interaction boundaries and seemingly think they won't get blocked because "archival trumps personal interaction boundaries, DNIs are useless lol" when... you don't need to interact to archive. At All. ( Speaking as someone who made over 700+ -ish contributions to the LGBTA Miraheze Wiki. I never interacted with a single coiner. )

I do not want to have to start putting entire communities of people in the coining community on my dni, but certain groups seem to be incapable of not ignoring my few hard boundaries re: nsfw content and the fact that you do not need to interact with me directly to use or archive my terms !!

( if your argument is "but archival !!" I'd like to point you to @radiomogai who has archived almost all of my posts so far, and seemingly most of the posts in the mogai/liom/coining community.... as well as the Archive dot Org Wayback Machine.... and the fact that my terms are on wikis with full credit / the same description. Wikis are a hyperfix of mine and I will always, always allow others to archive my terms and flags on them w/ proper credit !! )

[thesadboisguidetolife]

The incredibly talented and handsome @dangerghost20 tagged me to answer some Q's so im going to start by apologizing for having taken days to finish this lol i promise i didnt forget buddy!

1. why did you choose your url?

I used to make this Sadboi zine because a friend of mine and i were all about it. So when i came back to Tumblr after like a 7 year hiatus, i figured id go with that.

2. any side blogs?

You mean like a porn blog that i reblog from other mutuals porn blogs?!?......nnooooo, i would never!! 😊

3. how long have you been on tumblr? 

First got one in '09 and came back, like 3-4 yrs ago and felt like

4. do you have a queue tag? 

No but i do have things queue'd up

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

Memes haha. And because i missed the aesthetics of the old OG tumblr girls who would post cottagecore, reading nooks, and the horribly problematic Native American aesthetic stuff.

6. why did you choose your icon or pfp? 

The icons my silly mug 😊

7. why did you choose your header?

Because i still love me a good laugh at my trauma haha

8. what is your post with the most popular notes?

Probably the dumb joke about how all the bots wanna f**k me 🤣

9. how many mutuals do you have?

A lot and they're all incredible. Like. Thats not even an exaggeration. The amount of talent, beauty, kindness, intelligence, and humor among everyone here is unbelievable and i am so lucky to have found such an incredible amount of friends and acquaintances 🥺

10. how many followers do you have? 

Real followers or bots? Haha i honestly dont know because it feels like a swinging door here.

11. how many people do you follow?

A looooottt, mostly mutuals 😊

12. have you ever made a shit post?

13. how often do you use tumblr?

Idk how comfortable i feel admitting that its daily haha

14. have you ever had a fight with another blog?

Nah. Not worth it haha

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog” posts?

If its good, its good. If its not, its not. Not a big fan of making people feel guilty tbh.

16. do you like tag games?

Love them. 🥰

17. do you like ask games? 

I love to ask them, like to answer them. Still working on being more open about my personal life 🤣

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

Haha not to speak for anyone here but i dont think any of us are really worried about that 😅

19. do you have a crush on a Tumblr mutual?

Listen, which one of us hasnt fantasized about starting a cute gay commune where we can come as we go, grow our own food, support each other emotionally, physically, etc. Start a life independent from the ugliness of the world and really thrive like a secret coven of witches who put out love into the world.

.........

The yearning is real haha

Im gonna skip tagging anyone because i feel like ive been bugging you guys enough as it is 😅

[tuffluvin-assassin]

I’m trying to think of a cool “queue’” tag to use......

any ideas? 

[notsolowkeylyesmith-blog]

PSA

I'm going on vacation to Orlando and will not be fully online until next Friday or Saturday. I've queue'd a set of posts and I will probably be posting a munday picture. 

If you want to contact me OOC you can find me on my personal blog, on Trillian under the username "thoratheladyholmes", and, if you're feeling very brave, my Snapchat is "samuel.vining" (expect lots of pictures of cats).

See ya later!

[fosterthor]

Wow

I went two days so far without tumblr. This should be some kind of a record.

[goingtolebanon]

I posted 4,049 times in 2021

687 posts created (17%)

3362 posts reblogged (83%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 4.9 posts.

I added 3,372 tags in 2021

#queue'd - 1742 posts

#cricket chirps - 689 posts

#tma - 361 posts

#jonmartin - 154 posts

#queue’d - 107 posts

#holmescore - 73 posts

#ask to tag - 68 posts

#bookmarked - 64 posts

#fav - 60 posts

#lois tag - 54 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#i've talked about this with zero and they literally told me to add on extra hit points if it gets overwhelming but shhhhh u don't know that

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

i feel like as a fandom we don't talk enough about the fact that the archives cot would definitely have smelled like jon and held those parts of him he only let go when he was absolutely exhausted. maybe the sheets were a little wrinkled. maybe the pillow is stained from when he spilled a bit of tea on it at midnight trying not to think about how he wishes it was made the way martin does it. idk i just think martin would have burrowed into the blankets really stiffly in the hopes of ignoring that it felt like staying over at jon's for the first time might have.

696 notes • Posted 2021-05-17 18:48:46 GMT

#4

may i present to you: one of the best screenshots i’ve ever taken

957 notes • Posted 2021-01-06 07:31:13 GMT

#3

karen posted this on twitter and all i have to say is “oH NO” 

1294 notes • Posted 2021-01-11 20:54:27 GMT

#2

truly one of the most relatable things to happen during a live show

1493 notes • Posted 2021-01-07 07:17:08 GMT

#1

as a physically disabled transmasc i would love if the community as a whole would recognise that binding may not be possible for some people and is not something people can do the same amount as each other. instead of giving concrete numbers of when to stop binding by we need to start telling people when to recognise they should take their binder off

2741 notes • Posted 2021-09-14 03:31:33 GMT

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