#You cannot tell me Ben isn't head over heels knife in the chest in love with John

[a-map-of-gays]

Thinking about how John really fell for Henry Gale, for the mystery and the charisma of a man who came from the sky and might not be who he say he is. But he doesn't know how to feel when he finds out the truth and spends seasons battling with how he feels and all the things Ben has done. Meanwhile Ben is so hopelessly in love with John that he wishes he could keep being the man that John thought he was if only so that he could love him again.