#Yeah i kinda confessed about doing some stuff by impulsive/being impulsive and Oliver just went 'but its fun. Dont you think it is (:?'
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mrfoox ยท 2 years ago
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I love not being able to tell if someone is flirting or just... Talking
#miranda talking shit#I assume its just talking/being nice as usual but each time im like oh... Oh um... Fuck that may have done something to me how do i react#Yeah i kinda confessed about doing some stuff by impulsive/being impulsive and Oliver just went 'but its fun. Dont you think it is (:?'#Yes... I do dont look at me like that please :') i have impulse control when it involves ... Touch and acting#Id id kms if i broke someones boundaries physically and made them uncomfortable . Unfortunately i can say shit without thinking#Or actually ive started to realize i... May do it on purpose? Not actively choosing it but in my mind i always ... Look out for#What people react to and i always save that info bc i like getting reactions from others. Probably bc i always give strong reactions#To others and others make me feel so much idk man. I feel kinda scummy about it even i dont talk about it for that reason ...#I sound calculating or something. Actually its... Not its far from it. Bc it usually ends up with me becoming embarrassed bc the other#Person takes it so easy and doesnt get embarrassed and just rolls with it so then im like oh no i am a fool#The fucking shit ive said on impulse and then gotten embarrassed about is insane... At least i have not started anything with anyone#I haven't been...comfortable with? Aka its only people i like/trust and i am okay with them in any way of situation i guess#But fuck i wish that wasnt a side of me. Im assuming its my add poking through. I have bad control and dont think sometimes
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