#Yeah I do oc x canon. stay mad about it dweebs //ooc

[ch0kehold-ch3rry-pyth0n]

It's story time with Spirit ig.

This happened several months ago by now. And I spent a lot of time off Tumblr so I didn't bother to talk about this on here. But now I'm just gonna share it here just so that any of my other NRC peers can get some kicks out of this.

If you're a Scarabia student, you might already know about some of this because Kalim can't keep a secret to save a single hair on his head. But a while back, I had this big crush on Kalim. And I suck ass at verbalizing my feelings without it coming off as rude or awkward. So I decided to write down my thoughts and feelings in the form of a (cringy) love poem. I initially wasn't going to give it to him. But then my roommate (at the time, she has her own room now) named Alice saw it and gave me a wave of praises for how it was written (despite it being absolute garbage). So I ended up getting this surge of confidence and I sent it to him anonymously, thinking he would've just appreciated the note and that would be the end of that. Oh how wrong I was.

Instead, he got a little too excited about the note and showed it to literally everyone he knew. Based on pictures he sent in a group chat, the poem apparently brought him to tears of joy. I think he might've recited that shit at a banquet at some point. I was. Beyond embarrassed. Alice teased me to no end. And then Kalim INSISTED on trying to find the author of the poem (aka me) in the style of those stories of the glass slippered princess. Jamil was getting tired of Kalim and resorted to asking Azul of all people for help on tracking me down. That did not work in his favor.

I spent a good week trying to avoid getting found out as the note's author out of embarrassment. And I did a piss poor job at doing so because it eventually got to the point where literally everyone EXCEPT Kalim and Jamil knew it was from me. And all my efforts fell flat when I sent a picture of something I wrote on a post it note into a gc. And somehow Kalim managed to recognize me BY MY HAND WRITING. Fucker slid into my dms with just a "YOU!!" And I never felt my nonexistent soul leave my body so fast before.

And then he came down to Ramshackle, we had a conversation, yadda yadda, confession, kiss, and the rest is history. It was horrifying how he memorized my hand writing like that at the time. But nowadays it's a kinda funny story to tell and occasionally wildly exaggerate. I sometimes tell people that he tore the door off my hinges (he didn't. But you can't tell me that isn't a funny mental image)

So yeah. Tldr: Had a crush, sent him an anonymous letter, got hunted for a week, got my handwriting recognized, had a heart attack, happily ever after.

And to this day he still has that damn poem framed in his room somewhere. It kinda makes me cringe now since it's kinda old and my newer writing is much better by comparison. But I may post what the poem said on here if anyone is interested.

Anyway, that is all. Gonna go chug some orange juice straight from the carton and try to forget about the future now. Peace out xx