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Merry Christmas!!! ***the Nutcracker theme starts playing***
#paper mario ttyd#paper mario#ttyd#cortez#flavio#Yeah I didn’t finish this one in time#But I can edit tumblr pic right?#my art
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whoever edited that bsd official art to make it look like chuuya is holding onto dazai’s arm will be put on trial for irrevocably changing my brain chemistry and making me so much worse
the original and the edit in question. this artwork really makes me crave a mid to late 19th century historical au where Chuuya is a swordsman struggling with changes to his job due to the meiji restoration and with Dazai as a detective/private investigator who hires Chuuya as his bodyguard when a seemingly harmless investigation turns dangerous. they kind of hate each other (as per usual) but Chuuya needs the job and Dazai, while he proclaims to dislike chuuya, is also very smitten with chuuya’s fighting style and temper (as per usual).
#also the person who edited that bsd dead apple official art to make it look like they are holding hands will be put in jail without a trial#the red ribbon tangled around their intertwined hands 😵💫#<- does that person know the impact and damage that edit did to society?#oh yeah btw I’m not sure if the clothes fit mid - late 19th century but those decades make for a cool setting#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#soukoku#skk#bsd dazai#chuuya nakahara#osamu dazai#bsd chuuya#my art#bsd#I need more skk historical aus :( if I had the time and a solid story idea (more than just the vibes) I would write this#although I feel like I wouldn’t be able to do that setting justice with my current knowledge about mid to late 19th century japan#I finished this one a month ago and just didn’t post it because there was stuff that I wasn’t happy with (finally managed to fix them lol)
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I recently started reading (and ended up dropping partway through) an m/m retelling of an old legend, and it made me think of this reoccurring thing I've come across a handful of times now in m/m fiction and how they approach women, equality, and world-building.
Let's call it the omegaverse problem, because that's where it seems the most blatant (I've only come across it twice outside of fandom spaces that I can remember). Basically, it's when the writer looks at the unequal and sometimes oppressive roles women serve in society (today and historically), and goes 'this is a good basis for dark romance but there are too many women here' and then just. plops men into the roles traditionally served by women and recreates heteronormative tropes but They're All Men Now, none of those icky women.
Now, completely removing any and all gender based inequality isn't a bad basis for a queer-inclusive fantasy! But thing is, this type of narrative isn't interested in women, so they often read as if women have mysteriously disappeared from society (except for the occassional mom or sister). They don’t bother to include women in traditionally male areas (the book I dropped had plenty of male courtesans, with diplomats and bodyguards and advisors also being male) nor to create new roles for them.
They also generally don’t bother to look critically at the systemic and societal inequalities they're mimicking. The concept 'typically sexist society but they're all men (or all women)' could be used to alienate and deconstruct our ideas of what’s 'normal' and what’s oppressive, a way to compare the intersections of class and gender. Instead, this kind of story is only interested in using inequality as inter-character conflict and set-up for romance. And it sucks.
#rambles#i assumed going in that the original legend (which i was unfamiliar with) was a bromance kind of thing#and that the author was reimagining it as explicitly queer#but it kept feeling like one of the roles had simply had 'she' replaced with 'he'#and looking up the original yeah it was an m/f romance#and switching that up to m/m is obviously fine!#but women felt so wholly removed from the worldbuilding and the narrative where they had been central that it started feeling like erasure#if it wanted to be a sort 'gender blind' world where women and men could equally fill all roles that would've been so easy to do!#literally any of the side characters could’ve been gender flipped!#but no everyone but the supportive sister and dying mom Must Be Men#this is what you get when the author doesn't slow down to think about the implications of the worldbuilding#good fantasy always thinks about the implications of the worldbuilding!!#anyway i would usually have had this rant in a review/critique#but my personal policy is to never review a book a didn’t finish so. tumblr complaining time instead. yay#nella talks books
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I did it all, so maybe
I'd live this every day
#amalia's art#art#artists on tumblr#my chemical romance#three cheers for sweet revenge#tcfsr#i never told you what i do for a living#my chem#mcr#mcr lyrics#mcr fanart#mcr art#three cheers era#three cheers for sweet revenge era#collage#collage art#analog collage#my chemical romance fanart#my chemical romance art#I made this the previous weekend but didn’t share until now cause I wasn’t feeling like posting it at the time#also I finished it at three in the morning so…#anyway yeah#happy 20th anniversary to Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge!!!#this song is one of my all time favorite mcr songs#I made a second collage for this song that I don’t know if I’ll post it#we’ll see
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Sketch concepts for theoretical X-Naut MDs… always thought it was interesting they have only chemists & bio-engineers(?) but no medical staff! What’re they supposed to do if someone gets stomped on by an Italian plumber while exploring a brand-new planet???
#yes I know the realistic explanation is the PhDs double as medical experts in the generic sci-Fi way or Nintendo didn’t think much about it#but godddddddddd it would be so funny to say yeah these goobers SOMEHOW passed alien med school#x-nauts#doodle#paper mario#ttyd#x-naut MD#I would put them on Art Fight but I sadly do not have the time or energy to finish a big ref in that time#design sketches#anyway these guys came to me in a vision falling back asleep at 3 in the morning one night
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Currently trying to resist the urge to actually draw that self-indulgent DC star wars au I thought up a couple years ago
#mostly bc im too busy and hardly have time to draw this month as is#i want to get back to my time travel aus bc yes im still thinking about those#but on the other hand mmmlightsabers#also just so no one gets the wrong idea#bc the timing of this is funny#this new desire isnt actually bc of the ahsoka show tho i have been watching that#it's bc with the limited free time i have currently#ive been gaming more#and after i finished the arkham series i decided to give jedi survivor another go#and honestly if i didn’t have so much to do rn#i wouldnt stop playing it#so yeah while everyone else is gushing about rebels 2 im just over here like fuck yeah cal#look at him jump#ARKHAM BRUCE LOOK AT HIM JUMP
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“Jason should get over being upset about his death” - he has, he wasn’t angry at Bruce or the world because they failed him and he ended up dying, which he made clear plain as day and that’s about the most reasonable a person who went through what he went through could be
anyway I don’t think these people realize how gory being bludgeoned to near death is, and maybe it's because of the limitations of the medium that scene was presented in
#not to mention he had to process the added heartbreak of his birth mother’s rejection/betrayal at the same time#like yeah he was cocky and smiling in the uth movie go Jason go but that’s also the same movie that drastically changed the context#and tone of that scene by erasing Sheila#kelseethe#I remember the first time reading aditf I got flashbacks to a Korean horror movie that still puts me in a weird place#anyway it was about a serial killer who went around killing people by beating their skulls in with a hammer#one of the plots was centered around a victim who didn’t die after the first attack and even managed to escape at first#long story short she was running around trying to get help and the cops were useless + he ended up finding her again and finished the job#sfx brains skull blood and viscera everywhere#and that’s exactly what happened to Jason you just didn’t see any gore because it’s an American comic#nor did you hear his screams and the sounds from metal making contact with bone and guts#and like I said the uth movie was pretty sanitized too same for the titans show which also downplayed his death lol#anyway I think it’s really forgiving of Jason not to blame Bruce or anyone else for the fact that they let the circumstances lead to that#and to instead only criticize how nothing was done in the aftermath#Idk I always found it a bit fascinating how it doesn’t seem to have dawned on most people including his fans#exactly how violent that experience was
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#art summary#i have to clear out my phone. im hoping that if i remove all the nier rein screenshots ill have space#im almost certain its all the rein screenshots cause. they’re bigger than most pics and i had a lot#otherwise im not cooked but god i hope its that easy#i dont make resolutions but i hope i draw more next year#the problem with art summaries is youll have months where you draw a lot#months where yiu draw 10 good things and then every other month is empty#but you drew. so you cant look at art summaries with emoty months and get sad#but like i didn’t draw as much this year lmao too much going on in my head#i was gonna say i rarely drew but i draw so much more than the average person#what i really mean is i didn’t finish anything#i was in my dA gallery the other day and I really used to draw a fully colored piece everyday on high school#absolutely mad. and we (me and my friends) all used to do it#i just had a thought: a majority of my friends draw <- thoughts for later#i had to answer the door so I forgot what i was talking about#i think that. what i was getting at was that behavior really screws up what’s a healthy relationship with art?#like when you’re a kid you have time and when you’re inexperienced and don’t know you’re more forgiving on your mistakes#whereas now if i draw one thing a week thats a job well done to me. im so busy i can’t take it out on myself and i dont#and of course the sms algorithm but I don’t play with the algorithm#but yeah everyone i grew up drawing with friends or ppl i follow stopped drawing or just posting a lot and I’ve been thinking about it a lot#an artist i really like used to post a whole bunch of art dumps everyday. just doodles on different series and i loved seeing them#but they stopoed posting. working on being that kind of artist for me. we got xx art at home situation#if any of that makes sense
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Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc#oc art#isat#in stars and time#this one didn’t take nearly as long as the aris one but I think I suffered for it more from the clothes alone#siffrin made me forget I suck at drawing clothes rip#this was also harder because of how much trickier it was to try and adapt siers design to feel fitting enough for my standards#they have a very stylized design compared to most of the others#I kind of took the lazy route out by keeping most of their original shapes in tact but it’s fine#sier in this au would serve the needed role of emotionally intelligent bestie who is also too scared to cross boundaries to do much#but despite this I do think they’d actually get the suspicion quest in this au#mostly because mase is a furry artist not a nerd and sier would be more likely to look at aris and go bro. are you in a fucking timeloop.#it also differs in that aris doesn’t yell at sier abt it instead looping before they can finish because she can’t handle hearing them be#right on the money about this thing that she thought she was handling perfectly#she doesn’t want to fail them she doesn’t want them to realize she’s failed them she doesn’t want to be a burden she doesn’t want them to#‘realize’ they’re better off without her#aris is Incredibly resistant to accepting help on most serious issues because shes convinced that it’s her responsibility to deal with it#by herself and that if she can’t then she’s a failure and worse than useless#I mean in canon eternal gales she literally loses her eye and arm because of that#in this au she just lost them how sif lost his eye but she still has. complexes abt all that.#but yeah sier also differs wildly from isa in many Many other ways as does the rest of the cast from their assigned characters#for sier they rly aren’t the jock of the group at all instead being more of the guy who keeps the mood lighthearted at all times lest they#die of stress because the others haven’t said anything in a whole 30 seconds#aka they’re the self assigned peacekeeper who doesn’t actually need to constantly keep the peace because no one’s fighting but they still#feel like they need to so they dance and dance and dance for their friends until they collapse from exhaustion#metaphorically ofc#this is why they’re both terrified to confront aris when she starts acting a bit fucked up but also why they still do sometimes anyways#they talk abt this a lil bit in their friend quest as they talk abt how they want to change but are scared to
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#trigun#trigun stampede#vash#vash the stampede#maid costume#Vash the stampede in a maid dress is something I didn’t know I needed until now sksksks#he’s just a silly little guy#made this to cope with finishing Trimax lol#I thought about doing a wolfwood one but I ran out of time and energy#anyways! I think that this turned out kind of cute?#first time drawing a maid outfit in my entire art career so yeah#Vash the stampede really motivates you to try new things I guess lol
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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually
#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can#i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed#i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline#my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up#and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf#it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do#it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time#kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly#it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly#it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person#it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional#worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses#it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better#and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL
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May or may not be doing a Pokemon X nuzlocke, may or may not be making said nuzlocke into a comic (that I’ll hopefully have the motivation to keep making once I start it)
Getting just a little bit silly with it, we’ll see where this all goes
#larry talks#don’t have anything to tag really#I’ve never been very good at making comics and shit#any stories really cuz I sometimes just lose interest halfway through#but I do wanna work on this cuz I like Pokemon and stuff#it’s always the autism that makes me commit to the bit#got back into reading this one omega ruby earthlocke comic and got inspired to make one of my own#and also since every time I’ve started a nuzlocke I’ve never finished the run#so it would be just a little bit funny to just finish an entire run because if this#won’t reveal or tag the name of the story yet#not until I draw out all of the current characters and shit#and maybe a little bit of legendary Pokemon toxic sibling moments#but yeah uh the Pokemon autism has taken me over and it’s working together with the Sally Face autism to fuck with me#and if you’re asking why Pokemon X and Y for the choice#black and white is too complicated to translate into every character being a pokemon#I didn’t feel like doing alpha sapphire#And also X and Y holds a special place in my heart for being one of my first Pokemon games#I prommy I’ll try and post more but I’ve been in a chokehold from all of my interests spinning in my brain#and it’s cold so it makes shit harder to do for me lol
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I’M FEELING INSPIRED!!!!!!
#IT’S A LOFTY GOAL BUT ONE I WOULD LIKE TO COMMIT TO (i won’t beat myself up about it if i don’t) BUT RAHHHHHHHH#READING FICS MAKES ME SO INSPIRED!!!!!!!!!!!#CULT GETO + FLUFFY GOJO + SMUT DRABBLES HERE I COME 🫡🫡🫡#I WILL FINISH THEM BY THE END OF THE YEAR!!!!! perhaps also… finally finish……… the requests in my inbox too…………..#out of everyone who’s ever seen this blog… catoru anon i will allow you to bludgeon me for as long as you’d like#once i get my three out of the way i think i’ll start catoru + begin on prof!geto#AND THEN HOPEFULLY ALSO FINISH THE IDEAS THAT MOSS & ARI SO KINDLY SENT ME THAT ONE TIME THAT I JUST DIDN’T DO 🙂↕️ getonana & rockstar!geto#my beloveds………. i’ll try my hardest for those 🙂↕️🫶🏼#i’m getting an iced pumpkin chai tomorrow so that’s getting me through today 😭🫡#but yeah :D feeling inspired and i’m v happy about that :D#WRITING RUT PLEEK BEGONE…#personal
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everyone was so harsh to alola it deserved so much better. like this region is so well designed and so pretty and the story is actually really fun? will never forgive everyone for what we did to her
#I started a sun nuzlocke and granted I’ve only just finished the melemele grand trial#and idk! I’m having a great time!#when I played it the first time I didn’t love it but I was also doing pretty bad at the time and had started being less into pokemon#there are reasons I understand being frustrated like the constant stop start of tutorials and cutscenes but also like?#maybe it’s that i know they’re coming and have accepted it but can’t you just like enjoy the ride? it’s a way more involved story I guess#like you get to talk to lillie and hau a bunch and see what they’re up to! feels more like actually going on a journey w your friends yknow#compared to idk sinnoh where you run into Barry occasionally or even bw where there are 3 parallel journeys which intersect#also think when I first played it I didn’t like the removal of megas. z moves as a concept. and the removal of national dex#and yeah all those things suck a little bit maybe I’m just more used to it now after galar+paldea#idk! but man alola itself is so cool it’s just so good#I rlly love the environments and the island setup and god alolan pokemon are so fun#the one thing I DO have beef abt is the relative paucity of grass types but it’s not even that bad. that’s a me thing bc i like grass types#(it would be unfair to judge alola on ice types especially given they’re kinda the best about it to that point bc of tapu village)#anyway I’m rambling but alola!!! alola my beloved I’m so sorry#this is my first time properly playing since it came out bc I didn’t wanna restart ultra/sun for the longest time#my original sun had all my ancient pokemon from the bank launch free trial. rip to my original black + x teams. and also the 2020 mythicals#ultra sun is my last original save file pre-switch so i am very reluctant to restart that. maybe one day. until then! sun <3#luke.txt
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Waking The Humans
#I’ll be so honest I forgot that I finished this one for like two weeks and didn’t post it lol#Anyways#i hate coloring metal#The humans were fun#Notice how dirty I made ivys shirt?#Yeah there’s no way it’s still white after all that time#the spider’s mate#tiffany roberts#bookblr#books#coloring#monster romance
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On a different note: finally had an idea for a fursona(?) Idk if nekomimi technically counts, but either way, I actually put the cat in catboy this time! The idea being calico but coral and teal because I’m nothing if not on-brand
#art#digital#me#nekomimi#uhhhh not main tagging fursona cause like idk#technically my glasses are Morpheus style cause there’s nothing for the temples to hook onto#admittedly I noticed that like hilariously late and also realized at the same time that#I designed Magolor to be usually wearing a mask and SHE DOESN’T HAVE EARS EITHER#luckily there are other ways to wear masks than just the type I wear but like I didn’t ever THINK about that#oh yeah also I made Magolor and Elfilin minecraft skins but I might try to finish one for my sona too#so I’ll hold off on posting those until it’s done or abandoned#I tried converting the Elfilin one to Elfilis and it did not work out LOL#Not asking for fanart cause at all times I am struggling between wanting to show people my stuff and wanting to never be perceived again#but hey. my boxes are always open if u do
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