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yourlocaltrashcan657 · 1 year ago
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Mental Hospital AU! Yandere! Attack on Titan x Female Reader.
Chapter 1- Meeting Eren
Y/N walked beside Erwin listening to him as he talked about how the patients could be dangerous at times and how Y/N should be careful.
Making their way to the first cell, Y/N looked at the outside of the room. It had a a metal door that was only opened by the swipe of her land yard. Opening the door she walked in to see a room of white.
The desk was hammered down to prevent any self harm along with the chair. The bed was small and the blanket was sewed down to prevent choking yourself.
"I'll be waiting outside so you can see Eren for yourself." Erwin said leaning against the wall, allowing Y/N to head in.
Y/N looked around to see a boy sat in the corner, huddled up with an annoyed look on his face as he looked up at her but quickly looked down, covering his face with his arms.
"Hello!" Y/N said before making her way to him and crouched beside him at a safe distance. "I'm Y/N L/N and I'll be your permanent doctor. I'd like to get to know you Eren."
"Go away." Was all he said not looking up to speak to her at all.
"Cmon. Can't you tell me a bit about yourself? I'm new around here and I'd really like to know you. Your actually my first patient that I've talked to so it'd be a real bummer if you want to shut yourself out." Y/N said.
"What.. do you want to know?" He asked reluctantly still not looking up.
"Anything! Your family, friends, hobbies."
"My mom and dad.. they're dead." He muttered. "I have a stepsister and she visits me every week.. Armin is my only friend I guess."
"Eren.? I'm sorry if it brought you any past memories back." you said before rubbing his back, causing him to flinch a bit. "I won't hurt you. I just want to help you."
"T-thanks I guess."
"I'd love to talk with you more but I'm on a tight schedule and I have to meet some of my other patients. I'm glad you and I talked. Though I wish I could've seen your face properly." Y/N said brushing his bangs out of his eyes.
She got up and said her goodbyes not realising that the second he left, Eren released himself from his hunched up position and was blazing red. He was breathing heavily.
Never had he ever think he’d meet his soon to be Girlfriend. He blamed himself for pushing you away instead of talking and getting to know more about this woman who genuinely cared for him.
He knew he would see you again. He'd be prepared.
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happybunny999 · 4 months ago
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Yandere Batfam x neglected OP Meta outskirts reader and Ymir fritz
Part 1
Summery:Ymir Fritz and reader are reborn in the outskirts of Gotham after leaving the void from their world and are with their new mom a kind woman who took great care of you and Ymir in their small village but after her death they are taking to Gotham and what will happen when the Batfam and villains take a sudden liking to them after neglecting them.
(Ymir and reader are twin sisters with Ymir being born first and reader is shy and extremely meek while Ymir is is the same with appearance but has black hair instead of blonde and is reckless and short-tempered when something is not fair and will speak her mind and protect reader from the Batfam and villains that bother them)
As I woke I realized that something was strange instead of the coldest of the void me and Ymir were used too I was met with warm sun and laying in a comfortable crib with Ymir right next to me I look around as I sit up from where I was laying next to Ymir and see that not only were we in a comfortable and colorful crib but the room we are in has a big window and soft on the eyes wallpaper with toys already on the ground and a dresser with photos of myself,Ymir, and a woman with beautiful and kind eyes and long hair and a man who I could tell by standing near the woman that they were in love from what I could tell from where I was sitting in the crib As I was still looking around the room Ymir began to start waking up and when she sat up and took one look around and snap her head at me with a wide smile and before she could speak the door of our room opened to reveal a beautiful and pleasant woman with gorgeous hair, a warm smile As she made her way over to us and picked us up from the crib and as she held us close to her we realized that we must have been reborn from the void and now have a change to live a normal life and this woman is our mom from the pictures on the dresser and the guy next to her looks like our stepdad but not our real father After some time we spend with our mother and stepdad every thing was going good and did get better when our mother discovered that we had powers like her when we are 5 and she started to train us into hiding our powers Everyone in the village loved us and we’re ok with our powers and we helped them with a problem they were struggling with
Everything was going so good
But then it happened Our kind and loving mother and gentle and kind stepdad were killed while they were in the city getting groceries for us I was heartbroken and cried in Ymir’s arms as she held me close while she was just mad at who did this After that a man in a suit and with bright blue eyes came to get us in his private jet and take us to Gotham Ymir didn’t trust the man named Bruce claiming to be our father and she kept me close to her Once we arrived at the manor things only got worse
Dick would barely notice us and would never spend time with us which makes Ymir mad Jason hates us and would glare at us when ever we past by each other his green eyes always scared me and Ymir would glare back at him and even sneered at him once when he gave me a black eye when I got to close to him by accident Tim would just act like we don’t exist and being too sleep deprived and just walk past us Damien is the worse because the very moment we stepped into the manor he made it his life goal to make our life much harder as he cut my cheek with a knife after our first encounter and Ymir was beyond mad and tried to attack Damien which ended up with Bruce yelling at us to go to our room after breaking up the fight and of course he and the others(and cass and Stephanie ) took Damien side and gave us glares and disappointed looks that made Ymir even more angrier and ended up yelling at the others cussing them out before slamming the door our bedroom behind us.
Ymir was beyond frustrated and her eyes started to glow red and she was about to use her powers and promises to kill the family with malice in her voice I quietly calmed her down tears in my eyes from the family’s harsh attitude for us as i clinging onto to Ymir as she held me tightly in her arms as we both drifted off to sleep.
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mommypieck · 2 years ago
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♡.°୭̥ ୨୧ attack on titan masterlist
choose your character
୨୧ eren
jealous eren ✯ nsfw alphabet ✯ eren choking his partner ✯ pussy drunk eren ✯ eren x child reader ✯ drinks on me ✯ car sex with eren ✯ eren with size kink ✯ eren teaching an insecure reader with hip dips how to love themselves ✯ with eren on a beach ✯ eren cheating with you on mikasa  cheater eren  ✯   cheater eren 2 ✯  being erens side piece  ✯ gamer eren  ✯ eren and armin taking your virginity  ✯ eren with pda  ✯ eren and mikasa as parents
୨୧ jean
highschool jean ✯ puppyboy jean ✯ threesome with jean and marco ✯ baby daddy jean ✯ creep jean ✯ heartbroken jean ✯ tired jean ✯ domestic jean ✯breeding kink jean ✯ reiner vs jean x gf in makeup ✯ jean when asking for seks ✯ jean with breeding kink ✯ jean being pussy drunk ✯ jean with goth gf ✯ jean x voyerism ✯ soft jean ✯ jean fucking you only with the tip ✯ jean and red lipstick  ✯ cheater jean
୨୧ armin
mermaid armin ✯ little yandere armin ✯ librarian armin ✯ rough armin ✯ armin x succubus ✯ giving armin a sloppy blowjob ✯ wanting armin to be rougher ✯ giving armin a blowjob ✯ armin with a virgin gf  ✯ teasing armin ✯  scratching armins back ✯  eren and armin taking your virginity  ✯ virgin armin
୨୧ connie
connie with cat hybrid gf ✯ subby connie ✯ reiner and connie cuddling you to sleep ✯  connie fucking you throat ✯ connie fingering you ✯ connie loves your ass
୨୧ reiner
subby reiner ✯ more subby reiner ✯ bunnyboy reiner ✯ subby reiner plus thighs ✯ soft dom reiner ✯ facesitting with reiner ✯soccer captain reiner ✯ top 3 aot pussy eaters ✯ reiner vs jean x gf in makeup ✯ reiners titties ✯ teaching reiner how to kiss ✯ reiner with size kink ✯ reiner and connie cuddling you to sleep ✯ reiner with reader who likes mugs ✯  bertholdt and reiner with size ki nk
୨୧ erwin
dilf erwin ✯ erwin x somno ✯  threesome with erwin and levi
୨୧ levi
yandere levi ✯ jealous levi ✯ pussydrunk levi ✯ domming levi ✯ levi being a pervert ✯ levi with reader who likes mugs ✯ levi and big tummies ✯ chubby levi ✯ chubby levi 2 ✯ levi being too caught up with work ✯ having an argument with levi  ✯ quickie with levi  ✯ yandere levi 2  ✯ threesome with erwin and levi
୨୧ porco
step brother porco ✯ porco having a crush on his best friends sister ✯ porco and big tummies ✯ motor biker porco
୨୧ colt
little panty-stealer colt
୨୧ bertholdt
giving berthodt handjob for the first time ✯ date with berthodt ✯ bertholdt with yandere gf ✯ edging bertholdt ✯ spicy berthodt  ✯ bertholdt and reiner with size ki nk
୨୧ zeke
training with zeke ✯ what happens after dinner?
୨୧ floch
dominating floch
୨୧ hange
hange in white lacy underwear  ✯ fluffy hange ✯ subby hange ✯ coworker hange ✯ fingerfucking with hange ✯ hange eating out their virgin baby ✯ top 3 aot pussy eaters ✯ pretty boys birthday ✯ face sitting with hange ✯ too needy ✯ hange with a happy trail ✯ writing poems with hange ✯ falling asleep with hange ✯ modern high school hange ✯ sub hange x dom reader ✯ hange ordering you to touch yourself ✯ coworker hange 2 
୨୧ pieck
pieck´s boobs ✯ having camgirl pieck as your roomate ✯ body-ody-ody pieck ✯ rich ceo pieck ✯ high pieck ✯ scissoring with pieck  ✯ mommy pieck
୨୧ ymir
needy ymir ✯ top 3 aot pussy eaters  ✯ historia x ymir x reader
୨୧ yelena
yelena with gun kink ✯ submissive yelena ✯ readers spicy story ✯ yelena fucking your face with her strap
୨୧ hitch
bestfriend hitch
୨୧ annie
annie´s doll ✯ threesome with mikasa and annie ✯ mikasa and annie corrupting you
୨୧ mikasa
mikasa eating you out over your underwear ✯ yandere roommate mikasa ✯ threesome with mikasa and annie ✯ subby mikasa ✯ breeding kink with mikasa (male!reader) eren and mikasa as parents  mikasa and annie corrupting you ✯
mikasa teasing you ✯  mikasa x erens ex  ✯ mikasa nsfw alphabet  ✯ threesome with eren and mikasa
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iicloudyiiddyy · 1 year ago
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YANDERE! YANDERE! WHAT ARE YOU?
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CLINGY- Most likely of them all to become a stalker, too emotionally attached, it’s a must to have you in their life. They just can’t do it without you! I need hugs and I need kisses and I need you to look at me! Tsk. Tsk. Such Needy little things. 
“Where you going? In town near the shore? Oooo! Let me come!”
Ready to create shrines (already did) about you. Wants you. Needs you. Craves you. Your attention on  is more of a life source than food and water for them. Has videos & pictures of you. (They touch themselves to it) anything to remind them that you are with them, not with that bitch. Always trying to take you away from. Someone should teach her a lesson. They will throw a fit if you tell them that you can’t hang out with them today or that you are to busy and it’s because they will cling on to anything that tells them that you choose them, that you hang out with them because you like it, because you love it, I mean what could be more important than them?
-> Hange , Sasha , Krista (AOT) Hinata , Nishinoya , Yachi, Atsumu (HAIKYUU) Hinata , Ten-Ten , Konan (NARUTO) Gon , Pakunoda (HUNTER X HUNTER) Tanjiro , Mitsuri , Rengoku (DEMON SLAYER) Izuku , Kirishima , Twice (MY HERO ACADEMIA)
————— OBSESSIVE - They are nothing but a slave to their own obsession. They revolve around you. How you sleep, what you eat, and what you say can drive them in a tizzy! Even the smallest of things can make them stay up at night and fantasize. Everything about you is in and on their mind. Your smell. Your eyes. Your body. Your touch. Must know about you. You’re their passion, and the root of their curiosity. They steal your worn-out clothes, your perfume, your panties & your pens. Anything to get a glimpse into who you are, to aid there dirty fantasies. 
-> Jean , Falco , Erwin(ATTACK ON TITAN) Tanaka , Kenma (HAIKYUU) Kiba , (NARUTO) Nobunaga (HUNTER X HUNTER) Akaza , Muichiro (DEMON SLAYER) Sero (MY HERO ACADEMIA) Sal Fisher, (SALLY FACE)
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POSSESSIVE- Yours. Hers. His. Theirs. Mine. They get off so bad with these words, rubbing their thighs together at just the mere thought of it. They must dictate and decide everything for you, you are theirs after all. You can eat this and this, don’t even think about trying that though and stay away from your Aunt Susan. Why? Cause I said so now do it. They want to direct the things you do. Make the things you do because of them. Power and ownership is what makes them choke you , watching as you sputter and struggle and only when they think that you’ve learned your lesson in disobedience that they stop. Just give it up, the sooner you stop fighting them and their decisions the better. 
“ Good girl, now who do you belong to? That’s right. That means when I say for you to take my cock you fucking do it.”
-> Levi , Ymir (ATTACK ON TITAN) Kageyama , Tsukishima (HAIKYUU) Madara , Sasuke, Neji , (NARUTO) Chrollo , Machi , Kurapika , (HUNTER X HUNTER) Obanai , Sanemi , Muzan , Kokoshibu (DEMON SLAYER) Shigaraki , Aizawa (MY HERO ACADEMIA)
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SUBMISSIVE -  You need a dog? I can bark. You need a shoe cleaner? I have a mouth. They are by your feet within seconds of you uttering their name. They love serving you, being needed by you. I mean as long as your there they are fine with literally anything. Willing to do anything. Would give you everything if you so much as asked.     
“Please! Please, tell me you want me! Tell me you love me!”
Will give up their dignity, pride and humanity for you. All you have to do is ask. Their worst nightmare is you throwing them out. Deciding that you are better off without them. Your aren’t and they will prove it to you. 
-> Armin , Floch , Gabi (ATTACK ON TITAN) YACHI, Terushima, (HAIKYUU) Sakura , Minato (NARUTO) Leorio, (HUNTER X HUNTER) MITSURI , Enmu (DEMON SLAYER)
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MANIPULATIVE - Gaslight, gate-keep, girl boss, blackmail. Will use every single tactic and ploy in the book to get you to stay.
“How could you! You did this to me! Made me so weak and useless without you! I can’t breathe when you aren’t around! I’ll fall apart without you! It would be all your fault!”
They know what they are doing, know that you are too sweet to leave in fear of what would happen to them. So you stay and let them rule and command your life, you would be falling apart of the amount of emotional torture and manipulation that they put you through and they would be all shits and giggles. You aren’t leaving. You’re going to stay here with them through heaven and hell. 
-> Eren, Connie , (ATTACK ON TITAN) Kuroo, Oikawa (HAIKYUU) Naruto, Shikamaru, Itachi (NARUTO) Phinks (HUNTER X HUNTER) Uzui, Shinobu , Daki ( DEMON SLAYER) HAWKS , toga (MY HERO ACADEMIA)
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SADISTIC-  You thought possessive YAN! was bad? Oh…sweetheart here they come…the minute they set their eyes on you you were theirs, and to ensure that they spread lies and cause rumors. Anything to get you alone,by yourself and hurt. Come crawling to them. Stay with them. Never leave them, you have no one else anyways. They will play nice with you, let you think that they are here to protect you that you are safe when you are the farthest thing from it. They will coo at you saying how cute you are, all small and fragile with only them by your side before smashing their fist on your head, they shudder at your pain.Not cause it grosses them out. No! No! Quite the opposite. They are drooling for your despair. Seeing you like this on your knees, tears streaming down your face as you sob in pain. God. How could they not want you? 
They don’t dilute themself into thinking that this is for you or your safety. No, this is for them. They not only blush at the thought of you in pain but also for the fact that it’s because of them. They get off seeing you beg and babble. Gasp and scream for them to stop as you collapse on their cock. They giggle at your fruitless efforts, silly thing, you should know by now that your crying only makes them want to do it more. The power goes to their head, intoxicated at seeing you whimper in fear of them. They love you so much . They want to see you so helpless and out of power. To have your pleasure, pain and thoughts in their hands is nothing but a dream for them.
-> Levi, Zeke (ATTACK ON TITAN) MADARA (NARUTO) FEITAN (HUNTER X HUNTER) Sakusa kiyoomi?? (HAIKYUU) MUZAN (DEMON SLAYER) Dabi, Keigo (MY HERO ACADEMIA) ( ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ʏᴀɴ sᴏ ʜᴏᴛ)
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DELUSIONAL - Anything and everything is the problem but them. It must by the color of his shirt that’s making you look at him with such disgust. Green isn’t his color.. everyone knows that... You love them though. It’s the only explanation for how you act, running away when seeing them, you should be more forward with your feelings! They feel the same way! You’re just playing shy when you were dodging their kisses. 
When you were yelling on how much you don’t want this. Tut, tut. Playing hard to get? We love each other. We’re made for each other. I love you and you love me. Now stop beating around the bush and come here.
“I only hurt you because of my love. My feelings. You feel the same way. You should understand. I’ll make you understand.”
-> Marco, EREN ( ATTACK ON TITAN) Sugawara , Yaku (HAIKYUU) ALSO SAKURA , Lee , Gaara (NARUTO) Shizuku , Cheetu ( I’m sobbing I dont know why I find that cheetah ant so hot)(HUNTER X HUNTER) Tomioka (DEMON SLAYER)
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SAFE GUARD-   Extremely overbearing. Must know where you are at all times, has to not only be aware but also have an opinion in what you are doing. 
“You want to go where? Why? Here with me is perfect. Fine. Stop crying you can go, but I’m coming with you.”
Just accept it. You aren’t shaking them off. They watch, study & perceive, if not for you then for them, for their peace of mind . They love being your knight in shining armor (even though you didn’t need one) your protecter.
They keep you ‘safe’, and that fact alone is their pride and joy. I mean, what would you do without them? You need them. They don’t need you.( that’s what they tell themselves) you should be more grateful.
-> Mikasa , LEVI (ATTACK ON TITAN) Daichi , (HAIKYUU) Itachi , kakashi (NARUTO) Machi , Uvogin, killua, illumi (HUNTER X HUNTER) Akaza , Gyomei (DEMON SLAYER)
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( ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛs ᴛᴏ @cafekitsune ♡︎) ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ɪғ ᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴏʀ ʜᴇʀ ʙʟᴏɢs ʙʏ ʟɪᴋɪɴɢ, ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢɢɪɴɢ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀᴍᴀᴢɪɴɢ! I ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴅɪᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs ᴏɴᴇ! Dᴏɴᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇɴᴅ ᴀ ʀᴇǫ!
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pyrodolls · 10 months ago
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CHARACTERS I WILL WRITE
VIDEO GAMES
MORTAL KOMBAT 1 (ashrah, baraka, havik, johnny cage, kitana, kuai liang, kung lao, liu kang, mileena, raiden, rain, reiko, syzoth, shang tsung, smoke, sub-zero)
UNTIL DAWN (sam, josh, ashley, chris, emily, mike, jessica, matt)
THE QUARRY (laura, max, nick, dylan, ryan, kaitlyn, jacob, emma, abigail)
THE WALKING DEAD (lee, katjaa, kenny, omid, christa, ben, carley, luke, jane, nick, gabe, javier, clementine, louis)
GENSHIN IMPACT (aether, kazuha, kokomi, itto, shenhe, diluc, zhongli, yanfei, raiden shogun/ei, xiangling, navia, ayato, yoimiya, bennett, barbara, ganyu, gorou, yun jin, beidou, kuki shinobu, hu tao, thoma, amber, jean, razor, chongyun, childe, kaeya)
ANIME
ATTACK ON TITAN (eren, armin, mikasa, connie, sasha, marco, jean, levi, ymir)
OCS
YANDERE BOYS X POPSTAR READER (bayani, victor)
please remember to read the rules before requesting!
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anothanobody · 21 days ago
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EREMIKA MASTERLIST
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Fanfictions and projects in progress made by me. All orginal stories or explicitly inspired by movies, series, mangas, manwhas or canon divergences.
Stories with Eren Yeager and Mikasa Ackerman as the protagonists. There might be more stories I have decided to not make public yet, the ones down below are the ones already fixed and planned partially or fully.
MASTERPOST - DRABBLES
Risks Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
A toxic lovestory between two people who were best friends, and are now a married CEO and his personal assistant. If only he had not rejected her when they were sixteen, all of this could've been avoided.
Tropes: CEO-PA Relationship, Love Affair, Angst, Smut, kind of Unrequited Love.
Sequel - The Distrustful Aftermath
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Nannykasa Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
Mikasa was hired to take care of Elijah, in exchange of living arrangements. Eren, a single father and full time surgeon needed help, maybe it was the force proximity or maybe just how they saw the other behave with children.
Tropes: Age Gap, Nanny-Employer Relationship, Forced Proximity, Smut, Light Angst, Fluff.
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What is love? [Yandere Eren AU] Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
Eren finds a sheltered runaway bride, his obsession is instant. An innocent Mikasa that doesn't know of the world Eren secretly runs, of violence, crimes and darkness. An emotionless man, will he realize if it is love?
Tropes: Yandere, Violence, Possessiveness, Secrets, Smut.
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Armin's Sobriety Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
Fucking his best friend's guardian wasn't in Eren's plans, but Armin was the one that kept drinking so much that they had to stay over at Mikasa's, Armin's guardian. Attraction and frustration start it all, casual or serious, Eren is serious about it.
Tropes: Age Gap, P*** with Plo, Drinking, Secret Relationship.
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Thank you, Zeke Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
When Eren is finally froced to go pick up his nephew from school, he meets his teacher, Mikasa, the one that Zeke has been desperately trying to match him up with. It's love at first fight for the two.
Tropes: Love at First Sight, Smut, Fluff.
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Train To Liberio Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
Inspired by Train to Busan; on their way to Liberio for the qualifiers, the unexpected happens, zombies become real. Eren tries his best to protect his Mikasa or he'll completely lose his shit.
Tropes: Apocalypse, Violence, Angst, Hurt/Comfort.
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Not Meant to Be Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
A king, a tyrant, a man that killed most of humanity after the Rumbling, falls for a dancer from the Underground, a little bird that he cannot let go of. Mikasa, the girl he was supposed to meet when he was nine. Or what if Eren came too late and Mikasa was kidnapped?
Tropes: Courtesan, Love Affair, Smut, PTSD, Sensitive Topics, SA, Violence, Angst, Toxicity, Yandere.
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The Second Wife, The First Concubine Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
Crown Prince Eren had planned his life with Princess Mikasa as his wife and Queen, it is all derailed when he's forced to marry her older sister. The, now, King cannot let go of his first love, now locked in the Queen's palace till he can make his move.
Tropes: Arranged Marriage, Break Up, Abandonment Issues, Angst, Groveling, Obsession, Possessiveness.
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Family Rekindled Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
Eren leaves just after high school, cutting communications with everyone back home, leaving her with an unexpected surprise, their son. He comes back and has to get his family back.
Tropes: Second Chance, Unplanned Pregnancy, Smut, Fluff, Angst.
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One Last Goodbye Fanfiction
Often he ends up in his head, thinking and regretting, his mind plays games with him when Mikasa, dressed as a nurse comes to him in the hospital, does he get the chance to say one last goodbye?
Tropes: Hobo!Eren x Nurse!Mikasa, Canon AU, Smut, Heavy Angst.
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Die with A Smile Fanfiction
Things don't go as expected from Eren, Ymir couldn't understand them, couldn't forgive them, so now it was Mikasa the one bleeding after the Rumbling.
Tropes: Canon Divergence, Heavy Angst, Character Death.
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Fate's Twist Fanfiction
Raised to be mates, Eren and Mikasa fell in love when they were children, dreaming about being the fated Alpha and Luna. But just before presenting, the elders received a message from the moon.
Tropes: Omegaverse, Smut, Angst, Happy Ending.
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Older Mikasa x Younger Eren Tumblr Tag
Mikasa was celebrating her new job in a bar in this new city, she didn't know that hooking up with the guy that kept hitting on her would bring her to these many problems.
Tropes: Dark Romance, Yandere Eren, Age Gap, Smut, Friends with Benefits, Obsession, Manipulation.
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C50 AU Tumblr Tag
How would have the story have changed if Mikasa kissed Eren in the field? A romantic relationship that completely changes the course of things, but for better or for worse?
Tropes: Canon Divergence, Drama, Friends to Lovers, Break Up, Tragedy.
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Catholic Student x Nerd Tumblr Tag
The popular girl in a prestigious boarding school notices the nerd after they are assigned to a class together, she makes the first move and from then, all is kept in secret so he doesn't lose his scholarship.
Tropes: Rich Girl x Poor Guy, Heavy Smut, Secret Relationship, Fluff.
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Yakuza AU Tumblr Tag
Heirs of two clans are arranged in marriage, they were childhood friends before anything but something changed in Eren. Mikasa tries her best but what can she do when she doesn't know what the problem is? A failing marriage, Eren is conflicted between love and hatred.
Tropes: Arranged Marriage, Yakuza, Crimes, Angst, Smut, Requited Unrequited Love, Internal Conflicts.
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Purge AU Tumblr Tag
Eren violates the purge order and is forced to stay at his girlfriend's house, it's not the best way to introduce yourself to her parents. Or the Purge, in different years, who is trying to kill them now?
Tropes: Horror - Comedy, Smut, Fluff, Violence, Survival.
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Caged [Emperor x Saintess] Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
She saw him in her dreams, she thought him her savior but he was just an Emperor in need of help. After traveling together and alone, the Emperor cannot help his attraction, will he take this caged bird with him or leave her be?
Tropes: Historical, Powers, Angst, Traumatic Backstories, Smut, Possessiveness.
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Pollar Opposites Fanfiction - Tumblr Tag
A spoiled rich girl hooks up with her parents' business partner. It is rather unfortunate that sex was good but neither could stand the other later. A bull rider, a rich girl, pollar opposites. On top of that, her parents send her to him to his ranch to reform.
Tropes: Age Gap, Brat Mikasa, Heavy Smut, Falling in Love, Fluff.
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BarbarianKing!Eren x Empress!Mikasa Tumblr Tag
The empress was at the end of the rope when she sent the letter with a marriage alliance to the barbarian king, in order to not kill her people. Falling in love is not something expected but they do.
Tropes: Enemies to Lovers, Arranged Marriage, Trust Issues, Smut, Light Angst, Falling In Love.
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Canon To Modern Tumblr Tag
Levi and Mikasa are sent to a modern world all of a sudden, they need to survive with all the new technology. The rest of the 104th are sent years later, having missed each other, will Mikasa and Eren make the first step?
Tropes: Dimensional Travel, Fluff, Comedy, Hurt/Comfort, Pining.
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I have other brainstormed AUs, Hogwarts AU, 19th Century AU, Heartbreaking AU, Euphoria AU, Painteer!Mikasa x Tourist!Eren and others that I do not have plans for at the moment, but I might explore later on.
A/N: With a tragic couple like theirs, it's only expected to have so much potential lol got a lot of work to do!
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peachymilkandcream · 1 month ago
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For The Glory Of Humanity|Part 7|Erwin x Reader
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WARNINGS: noncon, dubcon, forced/arranged marriage, misogyny, domestic violence, yandere themes/behaviours, violence, Erwin being a (g)rape apologist, power imbalance, age difference, verbal/emotional abuse, murder, sexual coercion, blackmail, etc.
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Imprisonment taught Erwin much about the world. It's hard to understand exactly what the people are like when you watch them from your ivory towers away from the grit and action.
His cell was cramped and dark. Any day some guard could decide on a whim to execute him and he had none of his strong soldiers there to protect him. Normally they worshipped the ground he walked on and tripped over themselves to appease the Commander. But now he was a forgotten man who his men saw as a laughing stock.
They tried to beat into him that resisting was pointless, that Levi was gone and while Hange had escaped with his body that was one person against an army. She wouldn't stand a chance. Better to give in rather than be killed a traitor to Eldia.
Erwin knew that it was a lost cause. Those he had depended on were most likely a pile of stinking corpses. He knew that Levi had survived miraculously, but that didn't mean he was in any position to come and save him. But still he held onto some sliver of hope. Despite the odds he knew those of the Scouts had defied them over and over. He was positive the same would happen here.
Despite the message in his head that Eren had entrusted to the Subjects of Ymir. Despite the unending rumbling all around him. Those he had fought beside again and again would pull through.
He was sure of it.
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It seemed luck was on his side. Even though Erwin had essentially been forgotten in those forgotten cells he soon found himself face to face with the two who hated him most, come to mock him undoubtedly.
"You look like shit." Levi had in fact survived, wheelchair bound with a face full of stitches but alive nonetheless.
"I could say the same for you. A thunderspear did nothing for your looks."
Levi scoffed while Erwin turned his attention to the one pushing the wheelchair.
"I thought you would have killed Levi by now, considering his vulnerable position Mrs. Ackerman."
Evelyn brushed a strand of hair out of her face. Both of them were dressed to the nines, surprising of a war-ridden country and one of the pair being a known traitor. "I came to realize Levi's of more use to me alive than dead."
Erwin shakes his head, they were both pathetic. "So you've come to mock me, is that it? And you Levi, I thought you were dead, now you're in a new uniform. What happened to you?"
"Shit, they have kept you in the dark haven't they?" He lit a cigarette in that moment, most likely just to leave Erwin waiting a little while longer. "We stopped the Rumbling, Arlert took the fall for killing Jeager so that me, Evelyn, and Mikasa could return without too much trouble. Turns out the Jeagerists survived and still revere Evelyn as an instrumental piece to their movement. With Eren and Floch dead her authority is more than you'd think. And instead of using it to have me and you hung she cleared my name, instated me back to my previous position."
"So you've come to gloat instead."
"Partially. More importantly the fact that we've gotten you your old job back too. Not leading the Scouts though, but the military itself."
"How would anyone agree to that when I openly denied that I would join them?"
"The only ones who heard that was Floch and his small group. They've all been killed. Those left are under the impression that it was a personal grudge on Floch's part."
Erwin couldn't believe it, he just couldn't seem to be brought down. He was still on top of the world. "Is that so."
"You could decline, spend the rest of your life in here. Your choice."
Erwin stands and stretches. "You would like to see that wouldn't you. No, I have more important things to do. Unfinished business."
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The switch of power was an adjustment, but soon Erwin fell right back into what he was born to do. His troops were different but followed his iron rule nonetheless. He was respected again as someone still fighting on for the future of Eldia. And that respect trickled down to the noble families who had survived the new takeover. This included his interest from before The Rumbling.
"Miss Blanke. Good to see you again."
She was just as he remembered her, if not more tired looking. Shopping in the streets on her own. "Commander Erwin! Congratulations on your reinstatement, it was terrifying for a while there without someone we could trust leading us."
"Ah yes, thank you. How has your family taken the adjustment?"
"Well, thank you. It's a change but we had no issues aligning politically with the Jeagerists. It managed to save Father's business."
"I see. Although it's a shame there haven't been more balls of late."
She laughed politely. "True. Hopefully soon we can get back to normal."
"And I will see you again?"
The bluntness of his wish caught her off guard. "I-yes sir-hopefully soon-"
"I would very much enjoy that. Maybe I'll come to call sooner than later."
He left her, leaving her feeling fuzzy and warm inside. Maybe the end of the world hadn't happened after all. Maybe there was some hope for her not to die an old maid.
And what better man could she have than the Commander?
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storybookstalker · 4 years ago
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A Helping Hand
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 - Author’s Note -
➥ Sorry for my absence! I’ve been struggling with my mental illness and with school a lot so it’s been hard to really keep up with anything. Hopefully this somewhat makes up for some of that time! This is a smallish fic I made for my art trade with @yandere-starchild​ ! I really hope you love it as much as I loved your part of our trade! 
↳ Yandere - Platonic - Bruce Wayne : Batman 
↳ Yandere - Implied - Tim Drake : Red Robin
It’s insanely lucky that she’d managed to get into Gotham High to begin with, especially without having the whole support thing that seemed to come with having parents. Nor any other kind of support network. She didn’t exactly have friends at the school, regardless of how hard she used to try,— not that she had many, to begin with— but she’d like to think that grades were more important than friendship. She’d found somewhat of a friend in some kid named Tim a while back, but he’d gone and dropped out. Not that she blamed him, even if he was weird with how he just suddenly greeted her as if they knew each other one day. No, Ymir would have dropped out a long time ago if she had the choice. The classes were long, tiring, and too early; and forced her to stay up way too late in a cold effort to keep up with the curriculum. She’d zone out in forced attempts to jot down the teacher’s notes, it’d probably be more fun to watch paint dry than do this. The detention from falling asleep in class only led to more trouble with the dean and with her legal guardians, and more falling asleep on cold desks from sheer exhaustion. 
All of this funneling down into why Ymir found herself waiting outside the probably electric, kinda scary looking fence that surrounded the Wayne Manor. Looking back on it, this was most likely a horrible idea. 
The other week she had run into Tim again, quite literally bumping into him and pouring hot coffee onto his nice (and probably expensive—) looking sweater. He didn’t seem to mind all that much surprisingly— despite her embarrassment— and somehow the two ended up chatting like old friends in a booth, bonding over their shared frustration with Gotham High. 
“Y'know, I actually used to be pretty good with your classes! Just lost the motivation to do them.” 
“Haha, yeah I know what you mean,” Ymir agreed, “It’s just really hard to keep up and it doesn’t help that I’m falling behind a bit…” 
That’s when he offered to tutor her. It was a little shocking, considering she had just dumped hot coffee on his nice sweater. His logic was that he’d have to go back to the school eventually, so helping her study would benefit both of them. 
“Besides,” Tim continued, “we should try to get to know each other better.” 
And so, that’s how the very tired girl ended up spending a few days with Tim every week. 
Usually, they’d meet at a library or something but Tim asked to study at his house this week, which led full circle back to her standing in front of Wayne Manor. Ymir probably should have known that Tim was a Wayne long before this point, but apparently, it had never come up. Or, rather she probably just didn’t pick up on it, not that it mattered now. 
Ymir wondered if he had jokingly given her a fake address until the manor’s gate began opening up. Her nervousness only managed to increase the closer she got to the house, not that she could easily turn around with how the gate shut behind her, everything looked way too expensive for her to even be looking at. The front door was even more intimidating; was she supposed to use a different door? Ymir’s dizzying resolve just barely steadied when Tim appeared and greeted her, calling her inside. 
If Tim noticed her awkwardness, he didn’t mention it. He and the manor’s butler, Mr. Pennyworth, seemed to welcome Ymir. Pennyworth, though Tim tried to encourage her to call him Alfred, offered drinks and snacks throughout the study session. The older man would step in to help if either party seemed to have more questions than they could answer but it was mostly just the two teens for the majority of the time. Ymir’s nerves soothed themselves as time went on, by the end of the session she found herself talking to Tim normally. Ymir went home with a smile, maybe she’d found a friend, finally. 
Weeks passed, and while her grades did improve, Ymir’s parents seemed unhappy with the entire situation still. It was hard to enjoy her time with the Waynes when her parents would scold her for having “too much fun”, apparently too happy to be studying as she should be. She was sure Tim noticed it, but vocalizing anything happening would just ruin it more for her.
It wasn’t until Tim had to cancel a study session that all it tipped over. Her confusing relationship with Tim, her parents shoving their expectations down her throat, school— all bundled into a breakdown in front of the Wayne Manor. The constrictive lump in her throat dropped to her stomach when Bruce Wayne himself stepped out from the gate and invited her inside. 
Ymir tried to backtrack, Tim wasn’t there so why would she come in—? 
“Nonsense,” Bruce brushed off her stuttering, “Any friend of Tim’s is always welcome here.” 
He waited for her to follow before leading her into his Manor. In which he sat Ymir down and got water for the teary-eyed student. Bruce explained that Tim had mentioned that she seemed overly stressed, “Which is odd, from what Alfred and Tim tell me you’re doing much better grade-wise.” 
Ymir’s heart dropped to her stomach, she didn’t really want to shove her family issues onto the most wealthy man in Gotham. Especially not after all the help Tim gave her. What kind of a ‘thank you’ is crying and whining? 
Ymir steadied herself, “I am. I’m passing now, I’m grateful for everything Tim’s done for me, Mr. Wayne.”
“Bruce is fine, Ymir. With how often you’re over here you might as well be family.” Bruce smiled, almost in a reassuring way, as if he already knew how overwhelmed she was. “And since you’re basically family, I want you to know that this is a safe place for you. If you need anything, you can tell me.” 
The lack of care from her own parents and the warmth from the Waynes came crashing down on her, hot tears came rolling down her face as she attempted to explain herself. There was no rush from Bruce or Alfred, both of which comforting her in their own ways. 
She spent the next few hours venting out her emotions about her family and school, Bruce offering advice. Tim appeared later on in the evening, inviting her to watch a movie to help calm down after her comfort session with Bruce. 
Meanwhile, Bruce made a call home and ensured that she was allowed to stay over should she want to. The Waynes were more capable of taking care of Ymir, Bruce just had to make sure they could continue to protect her. Not that it would be difficult. With a family like Ymir’s? All he needed to do was pull some strings, her family should be proud to have their daughter be accepted as a ward of Bruce Wayne himself. For now, he was happy to wait until she was comfortable enough to call the Manor her home. 
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tonystarksproperty · 3 years ago
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Attack on Titan Main Masterlist
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(i accidentally posted this on my main blog instead of my backup, oopsies)
I WILL ADD MORE
Eren Yeager Masterlist
Levi Ackerman Masterlist
Hange Zoe Masterlist
Erwin Smith Masterlist
Mikasa Ackerman Masterlist
Pieck Finger Masterlist
Reiner Braun Masterlist
Annie Leonhart Masterlist
Ymir Masterlist
Zeke Yeager Masterlist
Armin Arlert Masterlist
Jean Kirschtein Masterlist
Connie Springer Masterlist
Porco Galliard Masterlist
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Credz to @/ tonystarksproperty
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yourlocaltrashcan657 · 1 year ago
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Mental Hospital AU! Yandere! Attack on Titan x Female Reader
Chapter 3- Meeting Levi
“I have to warn you Y/N.. this next patient you have is the most dangerous patient we’ve encountered in the last decade.. I started working here five years ago after an incident.. and even I still find it hard to look at him..” Erwin stated.
“What’s his name?” Y/N asked curiously.
”Levi. He’s murdered multiple doctors and nurses no matter how many chains we put on him. He’s got a lock on his door that only i have access to.” Erwin explained.
”I see.. Sasha told me about him, at least I think” Y/N muttered nervously.
The walk to the room was quiet after that. Watching Erwin, Y/N saw that he typed in a 19 letter passcode, did an eye retina and fingerprint scan just to get in.
”From now on I’ll be accompanying you to Levi and if necessary, other patients.” Erwin said.
Y/N simply nodded before entering along with Erwin. The room was small and only had a bed and desk. The desk for some reason was in the middle of the room and there sat Levi.
He was handcuffed to the desk and looked up at the two entering the room only to glare.
”Get out. I’m not going to let you drug me Eyebrows-“ Levi begin to say before getting interrupted by Erwin.
”I’m not drugging you Levi. You should know I would never unless necessary. Y/N, you may sit I’ll just stand up for now..” Erwin said, allowing Y/N to sit at the chair opposite Levi. 
Y/N sat down, thankful for the somewhat useful table between them. She looked up at him and smiled at his deadly glare.
”Hello Levi, I’m Y/N L/N. I’ll be your permanent doctor and since it’s our first appointment together I’d like to get to know you. It could be anything, family, friends or hobbies.” Y/N said with a warm smile.
”Get out. Now.” He grumbled looking back down at his feet annoyed.
Y/N began to rest her chin on her hand and smirked. This was probably the worst patient she’ll have judging by his aggressive behaviour so she’ll have to be careful around him so he doesn’t hurt or even kill her.
“You can’t even tell me a bit about yourself?” She looked straight at him as he soon looked back up at her. He took in her details, she wasn’t like the other doctors or nurses. She genuinely wanted to talk to him.
”I hate filth.” He said and looked at Erwin before raising his hands and pointing his fingers at him. “And Eyebrows. No wonder you can’t pull any girls, you got them big ass eyes brows-“ 
“That’s enough, Y/N it’s break for all Doctors and Nurses so we better get going.” He interrupted quickly, going beside Y/N’s chair and helping her up like a nice gentleman.
Letting go of Erwin’s hand, Y/N looked back at Levi and smiled warmly.
”It was nice seeing you Levi, I hope you and I can get along. I’ll see you later then.”
As soon as the door shut, Levi looked back up. He felt a smile curve at the end of his lips. What was this feeling.? Maybe this person wasn’t that bad.. no. That was his insomnia messing his head up.. or not? She just had to be cleansed after he had touched the demons filthy hands, he wouldn’t mind doing it himself. It was for his darling.
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happybunny999 · 4 months ago
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Yandere Batfam x neglected OP Meta outskirts reader and Ymir fritz
Part 2
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Gotham was extremely different from the outskirts of me and Ymir’s hometown and we want to go back home pretty please.
Ymir hates the family with a burning passion and really wants to see them dead or hurt for how they treated us though the years since we are now 15 and nothing has changed at all we are still the afterthought to the family and it made Ymir very angry and she almost fought Jason and Damien when the two one separate occasions where caught by Ymir hurtling me and not leaving me alone and was grounded again by Bruce for our behavior while Jason and Damien were let off the hook as always it REALLY made her mad and Ymir yelled at Bruce while I stayed next to Ymir for comfort.
And when we were sent to our room Ymir had the idea to sneak out of the house from our guest room that we shared because we had no real room in this house and at first I thought I was a bad idea but went with Ymir anyway because I didn’t want to stay in the room alone and with the family so we left though the small window and to the streets of Gotham.
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The streets of Gotham were dark and dangerous and full of criminals and villains and just the thought of it makes me scared and hold Ymir’s hand tighter as we walk down the street passing by people and alleyways
“Don’t worry reader we are going to fine” Ymir says to me with a smile on her face as we pass by some people giving us mean looks that made me nervous
“Ymir maybe we should head back this is scary and these people don’t look friendly “ I told Ymir with worry in my voice as I cling to her a little more then before as we kept walking around
“No way we are not going back home at least not yet we are going to have fun first and it’s not like they will notice that we are gone” she said dismissively as we walked into a game store to Ymir’s delight
“Come on let’s have some fun” Ymir smiled with glee
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After some time me and Ymir are playing the arcade games and she is having the time of her life I never seen this happy since before our mother and stepdad’s death where Ymir was allowed to be mischievous and happy
But while we were having fun we hear a scream and people panicking which terrified me and I quickly alerted Ymir to what was happening and when we investigate it we saw it was the joker and Harley Quinn making a mess of the game place and it made Ymir mad and furious so she told me to make cloaks for us and I wanted to ask why but Ymir just said we need to help the people so I complied a created two black cloaks that we wore and it covered our faces too
Once we got close to the two villains they saw us and joker grins at us as he pointed his gun at us while I hide behind Ymir who had an angry expression on her face and her eyes started to glow red
“Get the fuck out of here you two” Ymir responded with a cold and intimidating voice that even made me scared but I should be use to her anger tone with something is not right at all
“Oh why so serious little ones “ joker laughs crazily while Harley smiles at us mockingly that didn’t go unnoticed by Ymir who hand her fist clenched and eyes red under the cloak
Without any hesitation Ymir runs at joker and Harley with great speed that take them both by surprise and just has joker tries to fire his gun at her. She is already in front of him and knocks the gun out his hand and pushes him back with a powerful force that sends him flying across the room and hitting the ground hard and as for Harley who had been standing there watching the whole thing and snapping out of pure shock she runs at Ymir ready to attack her but Ymir was also ready to her too and used the hardening ability on her knuckles and punches Harley hard, very hard in the face to a point where I could see blood from Harley mouth as she too is sent flying across the room landing just a few feet from joker who was still on the ground I check them cautiously and felt better that they were still alive but badly hurt as I walked back to Ymir and flu us back to the manor just as the police came to the scene and we both knew the rest of our ‘family’ would be here soon too
As we made it back to the manor we walked to the front door and past Alfred who we greeted with a smile and ran back to our guest bedroom and I check on Ymir to see if she was ok as I looked at her hand and saw it healing itself while Ymir was just smiling happily from what has happened as we called it a day and headed to bed for the night
meanwhile the police and batfam were confused and surprised when they got to the scene and saw both joker and Harley on the ground unconscious and hurt as they were being arrested and carried to the police car Batman examined the place and found pieces of crystal like parts on the ground and on Harley and told Tim and Barbara to test it and find out what it is with a stern and cold look on his face.
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mobbu-min · 4 years ago
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Hi! I was wondering if you could do a yandere Ymir from AOT please?
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A/N: This took forever and im not sure how much i like it, but ymir would make a perfect yandere. shes perfect for some sad angsty yandere stuff y’know(really any of the aot cast would do) also i realize i’ve only written for the girls from aot and im proud of that, they deserve more fics.
Character: Ymir(aot)
!Warning! Yandere behavior, yandere mindset, manipulation, bullying, gaslighting, threatening, kidnapping, mentions of verbal abuse, stockholm syndrome(if you squint real hard, i guess)
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Yandere Ymir Hcs
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▫ Ymir falls into the possessive and overprotective category of yandere. Both are traits from years of mistreatment from everyone and anyone she’s been in contact with.
▫ Once she has her eyes on you, Ymir isn’t letting go nor will she allow any harm to come to her darling.
▫ Ymir is mean, brash and cold to everyone, so a darling that’s the exact opposite from her is most likely going to catch her eyes. Your kindness towards everyone makes her think it's some sort of facade you’re putting up, that really deep down inside you're really just a terrible person. So Ymir is utterly confused once she realizes that you simply are just that kind and sweet to everyone. 
▫ She’s beyond mean to you at first, pushing and making fun of you anytime she can. All in hopes for you to just explode and show everyone that you’re just as cruel as her. But that never comes and her frustrations continue to grow. It's not until she actually makes you cry will Ymir finally feel the guilt that has been building up. 
▫ Seeing you go to someone else to comfort you will make her jealous and she’ll realize that she wants to be the one holding her and wiping away your tears. Her infatuation with you will evolve from wanting to expose you to being utterly obsessed with everything about you.
▫ This is when her possessiveness comes into play. Her need to have you to herself and solely her consumes Ymir’s mind. It stems from her childhood trauma as she was used, abused and neglected. Ymir has had everything taken away from her, leaving her with nothing. So to see you care about her unconditionally fuels her possessive mind. She believes you were made for her and only her. That your attention should solely be on her. That you belong to her.
▫ For Ymir’s protectiveness, it’s borderline obsessive at how much she wants to keep you away from any harm. Ymir sees you as a delicate little flower that could be crushed or blown away by the wind. No matter how strong or powerful her darling is, Ymir will always feel the need to constantly watch over them and get rid of any danger that might come your way. Her darling could be as strong as Mikasa or Levi or as smart as Erwin or Armin but that doesn’t stop Ymir from viewing them as weak and fragile.
▫ Since Ymir is a titan shifter it brings a lot of problems for her. As her time is limited she’ll resort to kidnapping her darling earlier then most yanderes would. Time is important for someone like her, so she’ll take all the time she has left and spend it with her sweet little darling.
▫ It's not a surprise that you’ll demand to be let go. But Ymir is good at lying, she’s good at playing mind games and tricks. And as much as she cherishes you, you're not exempt. Especially not to her rude and cold nature.
▫ Ymir will tear you down mentally. Make it out that you're the one at fault for making her this way. She’ll destroy your confidence, crush your ego and burn your fight to a crisp. She’ll make you dependent on her and her alone. Make it out that she saved you and you’re nothing without in your life.
▫ If that is not enough to leave you absolutely ruined, then she’ll gaslight you. Tell you pieces of her horrid pass to make you stay, to make you compliant. All in hopes that one day you’ll see what she’s doing is all for you.
▫ Her last resort is to use her titan abilities against you, but she really doesn’t want it to come to that. She hates the idea of her darling loving her out of fear. Likewise, Ymir will never lay a hand on her darling for the same reasons.
▫ Ymir isn’t all that affectionate or good with words, she'll show her love through gifts. Small little things that would mean nothing to anyone else. Your favorite flower or book. A cool rock she found outside or a cute mug. Maybe even a letter. It's always something that can’t bring harm to you or herself.
▫ But should you insist on any form of affection, Ymir is fond of a forehead kiss or when you kiss her knuckles. Likewise, she's a big spoon no matter what. She likes to feel your warm body against her own and enjoys the way your hair tickles her face as you sleep on her chest.
▫ While Ymir doesn’t feel bad about taking her for herself or isolating you. She’ll feel the tiniest bits of it once her time is coming to an end. Ymir fears what is going to happen to you after she’s gone. Will you leave? How will you survive in such a horrible cruel world that you both were born into? So many people might take advantage of you. You were missing from society for so long. How will you cope?
▫ It consumes her. Ymir can’t help but worry about you.
▫ Escape is almost impossible. All you have to do is wait. Wait until her time is up.
▫ However, I can see Ymir letting you go before it’s up.  She doesn’t want you to be alone once she is gone. Ymir would much rather let go of her own personal feelings if it meant that you’ll have a head start in your life that was put on hold after she captured you.
▫ Now it all lands on you. If you choose to run back into the world that was taken from you, Ymir will have money and the necessities for you to survive already ready. Ymir doesn’t hold any grudges.
▫ If you choose to stay with her until her last breath, Ymir won’t like it. She doesn’t want you to see her into death. All you have to do is insist. How could Ymir say no to the loving look in your eyes as you say ‘I want to be you to be the last one I see when I finally go out’ or ‘Let's go out together. Let's take our last breath together as we stare at the stars, please Ymir I love you too much to let you go by yourself’?
▫ Ymir will follow you into the afterlife and hold onto every smile, every laugh, every ‘I love you’ close to her heart as she draws her last breath with you in her arms. As the stars greet you both into the unknown.
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Ymir Masterlist
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BEST GIRL, NO WORDS. WIP
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yandereshingeki · 3 years ago
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Milk, Honey, and Sugar
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Yandere Eren J. x Reader
Milk, Honey, and Sugar Masterlist
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Word Count: 3.6k
Content: Yandere Content, Kidnapping, Frat Part, slight domestic fluff(?)
Content Warnings: Kidnapping, drugging (a sedative), poorly written frat party, possessive behavior, intoxication, obsessive behavior
Summary: The end of school is here, so there’s an early summer party being thrown—A perfect opportunity for Eren to follow through with his plan.
I've never been to a frat party and will likely never go to one so if I wrote it poorly, thats why lol
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Chapter 3: Early Summer Party
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Finally. Classes were over for the summer. Which meant that it was almost time for Eren’s plan to be put into action.
It was Friday, and also the first day of summer break. Not only that, but it was the day before one of the big end-of-the-year parties that a few of the college fraternities would throw. Usually, he’d stay home from those parties, always preferring ones that were a small group of his friends rather than an overcrowded frat party. This time was an exception. Not just because he needed it to go through with his plan, but because he liked to attend the end-of-the-school-year party every year with the rest of his friend group. It was kind of like a special treat for him; a night to just let loose—or a night to make sure you don’t.
This party would be the best by far though, for obvious reasons. You would finally be coming home where you belonged—in his arms. Finally.
Right now, he had to finish setting everything up to make sure it would be perfect for when you arrived. He already set up all the baby-proofing and the locks, so all that was left for now was to make sure the basement would be comfortable enough for you.
He had placed both a portable heater and ac unit on the shelf next to your bed, although they were locked in a cheap metal dog cage—just to make sure that you wouldn’t be able to hurt yourself accidentally. He locked the storage/boiler room next, contemplating whether or not to lock the bathroom before deciding against it—you were smart enough to not get hurt in the bathroom. You couldn’t slip and fall, either—not with the memory foam bathroom mats that managed to tape down to the bathroom floor. Finally, he went through the main room in the basement to make sure it was all clean. When he confirmed it, he finished his mental to-do off by making the bed and placing the ankle monitor on the pillow—all ready for when you would come home.
Despite the difficulty he had falling asleep that night due to his excitement, he finally passed out
and slept like a baby. And by the time he woke up the next day, it was already past noon—and only a couple of hours away from the party. He spent the remaining time he had double checking everything and getting ready, grabbing what he needed to make sure you slept through the move, and making sure he looked decent enough for the party—in other words, changing into a pair of grey sweatpants and a black t-shirt and stuffing the things he needed into his pocket.
The party came quickly, and he had to rush through traffic to make sure he met you there. You arrived not even 5 minutes after he had, stepping out of the car that was driven by Hitch. The outfit you were wearing was simple—an oversized hoodie and jeans—but seeing you wearing it still made his heart beat out of his chest. 
He caught your attention with a wave and greeted you with a tight hug, one that lasted longer than it probably should have. When you finally pried yourself out of his arms, he greeted the rest of your carpool. Historia and Ymir gave Eren a quick hello before running inside to join the party, Hitch and Annie joining them soon after. 
You and Eren stood by yourselves, only for a few seconds before you finally decided to join the party. As you stepped in, Eren moved his hand around your waist, pulling you close to him so you wouldn’t get lost as you entered the crowd. The music was loud, and the room was hot. You managed to maneuver your way through the assemblage of already drunk college students to get to the alcohol, taking a plastic red cup and filling it with jungle juice.
You offered to grab Eren some, but he refused. It was confusing to you, considering he usually drank at parties, but you didn’t press on it further. If only you knew the real reason he wasn’t drinking tonight was so that he would be sober enough to fend off any creeps that may approach you, but also so he would be sober enough to take you home early,  just like he planned. 
The two of you found yourselves pressed together against the back wall of a room, watching two strangers play beer pong against each other. There wasn’t much else to do at these parties, other than watch people acting drunk and stupid. You’d like to dance, or play games with strangers, or talk to people—do things that people normally do at parties—but you learned the hard way that Eren doesn’t like it when you do those things. The last time you even tried to simply talk to a stranger, Eren had pulled you away and dragged you outside to lecture you about the dangers of letting your guard down at a frat party. 
So now, you were stuck with him, clinging to his side at every event and party. You didn’t mind that much though, it’d helped you out of some awkward positions before. You just wished he’d let HIS guard down and let you make friends more easily:
You took a sip out of your cup, looking down to confirm that you had drunk it all. You looked to Eren and said, “I’m gonna go refill my cup,” before bolting away through the crowd, making sure he couldn't just follow after you. You wanted to meet someone this time, and befriend them like you were supposed to do in college, and you’d be damned if you let Eren stop you from making one this time.
You made your way back to the dispenser that held the jungle juice and refilled your cup, deciding to stay in the kitchen after to possibly meet someone who was just coming to get their first or second drink—and not completely wasted already. You leaned on the island counter, taking slow sips from your cup while you looked around for anyone who looked interesting and sober enough to talk to.
A tall blonde man with stubble walked over, leaning on the island counter that was adjacent to the one you were leaning against. He had a cup in his hand, filled with the same stuff you were drinking. 
“Hey.” His voice was low and raspy, and his cologne was unbearably strong.
“Hi.” You looked at him, craning your head up to meet his eyes. Shit, this dude was tall.
“I’ve seen you at a few of these parties before, usually with a green-eyed dude with a man-bun. Where’s he at? Did you two break up or something?”
Your cheeks grew hot and you quickly shook your head, “No! No, it’s not like that… I'm just refilling my drink and looking for someone to talk to before I head back to him.”
He chuckled a little, saying “Alright then,” before he sniffed his drink, took a swig from his cup, and continued,  “My name’s Miche, by the way. Yours?” 
“Oh! My name is—“
“There you are! You can’t just run off like that in the middle of a party like this!” Eren had cut you off, walking up behind you and leaning over you in the same way you leaned over the counter, pressing his chest to your back. His chin rested on top of your head while he glared daggers into Miche, his arms wrapping around you. 
You sighed knowing that all of your efforts were for naught. “Sorry, Ren.” You apologized, giving Miche a regretful look after for whatever Eren might do next. 
Miche just smiled and said, “Oh, hello there. We were just talking about you.” 
“Oh, really? Well, what were you saying about me, hm?” Eren continued to glare at him, obviously upset. 
“We were just talking about how I always see them,” he gestured to you with his cup, “at parties with you, and since you weren't with ‘em this time I was asking where you went.”
You could feel Eren relax a little, the tight hold he had on you loosening. All he said in reply was “Ah.”
Miche nodded, “Well, since you two lovebirds are reunited, I'll go find my partner too.” He didn’t give you time to reply before he had already disappeared into the crowd, leaving you to pout with disappointment. 
“Eren, what the hell! I was trying to make friends with someone!” You turned your head to look back at him. 
“I told you about the kinds of guys that are at these parties! You can't trust anyone, even if they look nice! I'm just trying to look out for you.” 
“Well, I’m an adult that can look after theirself just fine. And I was trying to make a friend, Eren! Is that really that bad?” 
Eren nodded, now resting his head on your shoulder. You rolled your eyes, standing all the way up and turning around to pry him off of you. He stood there awkwardly, just staring down at you.
You sighed and then spoke again, “Please, just let me take care of myself tonight.” 
Before Eren could respond, you had already taken off and disappeared into the crowd again. He grumbled something to himself before going after you again, for the second time that night. 
You must have been trying harder to evade him this time because almost 30 minutes later, he was still pushing his way through the noisy horde. It felt like he was going in circles, and his anxiety was increasing by the minute. 
Now, he stood against the wall, arms crossed as he continued to scan the sea of people. At least 7 different girls and guys had come up to him—despite the anger evident on his face—and tried to strike conversations with him, all of which he rejected in search of you. That's all he could focus on right now, you.
You weren't in the crowd anymore, though. And he found that out after wandering down a less crowded hallway and finding you on the floor and leaned up against a door, eyes barely open while you fought to stay awake. You were drunk, and you hadn't even realized how many cups of the fruity alcohol you consumed before it was too late, so here you were. After half an hour and almost 4 more overfilled cups of jungle juice, you were beat. 
Relief washed over him when we saw you, and he rushed to check over you for any signs of you being hurt. Thank god you weren’t—and thank god that all you had done was dance horribly in the crowd of people before wandering down the hallway. 
He picked you up, wrapping your legs around his waist and putting his arms underneath your butt. You put your head on his shoulder, relaxing when you inhaled his familiar and comforting scent. 
He walked out of the house and to his car, opening the door, placing you in the passenger seat, and buckling you in. He shut the door, getting in on the other side and turning the car on. Instead of driving yet, he turned to you and smiled. You were half asleep, your head falling to the side. To him, you were the cutest thing he’d ever seen. Even if you were drunk.
He pulled out of the parking spot and left the lot, driving back to your apartment building. As much as he wanted to take you home now, he couldn’t. He had to make sure you were properly taken care of first so that you wouldn’t get a horrible case of alcohol poisoning.
At your apartment, he leaned over to your side in the car and reached behind you to pull your phone and house keys out of your right pocket. He shut the car off and got out, walking to your side to unbuckle and pick you up again, this time carrying you bridal style. 
After hearing the honk of his car to confirm it was locked, he made his way to your front door. He unlocked it and walked inside, taking his shoes off and making his way across the living room and to your bedroom down the hallway. He laid you on your bed and sat on the edge of it beside you, taking his phone out and quickly texting your roommates that he took you home. He put your phone and keys down on your nightstand and stood up again, turning to you to make sure you were still laying on your side. 
After giving you a quick kiss on the head, he left your room to grab you a glass of water. On the way back to your room, he stopped at your bathroom to get some aspirin and then continued.
He sat next to you on the bed again, placing the glass of water and aspirin next to your phone and keys. You groaned when he slid his hand under you and lifted you up so you were sitting. He grabbed the glass again and pressed it against your lips, helping you drink water. You were exhausted at this point and just wanted to sleep. 
When he finally lowered your head back to your pillow, you fell asleep almost instantly. He placed the glass back down on the nightstand and moved over you, laying behind you. Changing could wait, he was tired too. He threw his arm over you and held you close with his face buried in your hair, his face starting to heat up with the realization that he was actually spooning you. Usually, you wouldn’t let him get this close, but you were asleep right now, so he could hold you as close as he wanted to.
And soon he’d be able to as closely as he wanted, whenever he wanted.
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The next morning, you woke up with a pounding headache and stiff limbs. You sat up, groaning and looking around the room. You looked at your bedside table, picking up the glass of water and aspirin that was left there.
After you took the two small tablets and drank the rest of the water that was in the cup, you stretched your arms up and got out of bed. Still tired, you stumbled across your room and into the hallway. You could smell someone—Eren—cooking pancakes. 
You didn’t remember a lot from last night, mostly from being in and out of sleep and not from the alcohol, but you did remember Eren taking you home. 
Eren was in the kitchen—currently cooking his 4th pancake. He kept all of the ingredients neat and organized on the countertop; something he only does when he’s cooking for you. Otherwise, in his own kitchen, it’s a mess.
You approached him, tapping his back. He flinched out of surprise and turned his head to look at you without moving his body and greeted you, “Morning.”
“Morning,” you replied, eyeing the stack of finished and fluffy-looking pancakes sitting next to the stove. 
“Those are for you.” He said while turning back to the pancake that he was currently making.
You thanked him and took the plate, walking to the small square table against the wall of the kitchen and setting it down again.
“Did you take the aspirin I left by the bed?” 
“Mhm. Thank you for that.” You stared down at the pancakes, feeling guilt well in your chest. You tried to push Eren away, while he had been nothing but nice to you. A little overbearing at times, ya, but he was just trying to look out for you, right? You’ve both heard how frat parties can be. He was probably just worried.
By the time you were pulled out of your thoughts, Eren had finished his pancakes and was sitting across from you. You looked up at him and took a deep breath.
“I’m sorry, Eren.” You looked down, only now noticing that you were wearing the same clothes that you were yesterday. 
“For what?” He was mid-bite and stopped to talk with his fork halfway in his mouth.
“I shouldn’t have run off and gotten as shit-faced as I did. It was stupid… You’ve been more than nice to me and I was an ass about it.”
“It’s ok, really. I don’t mind.” He went back to eating.
“Are you sure?”
The only reply you got was a nod, and then the conversation was over. 
You ate your pancakes quickly, wanting to take a shower and get out of your dirty clothes asap. You felt grimy, especially after not showering or cleaning yourself after the party. 
“I’m gonna shower, you can after me.” You told him while you got out of your seat and set your plate in the sink to clean later. Eren gave you a thumbs up while you walked past him and out of the kitchen. You grabbed a clean t-shirt and shorts from your room, along with new underwear. In the bathroom, you set your phone down on the sink counter and put your pile of fresh clothes on top of it. 
The dirty clothes on your body came off next, your entire outfit being bunched up into a ball and thrown in the laundry basket before you turned the shower on. Steam filled the room while the water warmed, and you finally stepped in. After washing yourself and spending several minutes soaking up all of the hot water, you turned the shower off and stepped out onto the memory foam bath mat, grabbing your towel last and wrapping it around yourself.
After you were mostly dry and had clothes on, you brushed your teeth and finally picked up your phone. You had one text from Hitch, saying that she, Historia, Ymir, and Annie were going to hang out for a while longer. In return, you sent a thumbs-up emoji, set your phone down, and went back to getting ready.
When you left the bathroom, Eren was on the couch on his phone. You walked over, tapping his shoulder and informing him that the bathroom was now open. You swapped spots with him, sitting on the couch on your phone just like he was while you waited. His shower was quick, and he came out with wet hair and in the same outfit he had been wearing. He walked over and sat next to you, his arm resting behind your head on the couch. 
“Everyone is still going to be gone for a while. You wanna stay and watch a movie with me?” You asked him while continuing to scroll through your phone. 
He nodded and smiled at you, “Sure. Can I get the popcorn and drinks?” 
He didn’t wait for your answer, already getting off of the couch. You got up after him to grab a movie from the shelf that you and your roommates kept all of your movies on, skimming through the titles and grabbing your favorite. 
In the kitchen, Eren put a bag of popcorn into the microwave while he made himself a cup of tea. More specifically, a cup of milk tea with honey and sugar in it. He made a second cup for you, but this time he added something extra to it.
A sedative.
The microwave beeped as he was getting out a bowl, telling him that his movie snack was done. He grabbed the bag out and ripped it, letting the steamy and buttery popcorn spill into the bowl. 
With the tea and popcorn done, he wrapped his arm around the bowl, held the tea with both of his hands, and walked back to the living room. He was careful while setting down the cups of tea, keeping track of which one had the sedative.
The popcorn bowl was placed in between you and him, you muttering a soft “thanks,” and the movie started. Eren anxiously chomped away at his popcorn, his focus on the movie fading more with each sip you took from your cup. He was hesitant to drink his own out of paranoia that he’d mixed them up.
But not even halfway through the movie, you began to lean on him. His plan's success became more evident when you were snoring softly on his shoulder, your entire body limp against his.
Finally.
His emotions turned to excitement when he noticed you, asleep on him. It worked, his plan had worked. And now, all he needed to do was bring you home.
Carefully, he moved the popcorn bowl onto the coffee table, next to the tea, and slowly got up, lowering you down at the same time as he did. He rushed into your room and pulled out the duffle bag that had been stored away before, unzipping it and frantically beginning to put your things inside. He stuffed as much of your clothes into it as he could only leaving room for the things he knew you valued and would want to have with you.
After everything was packed, he hauled the bag out to his car and threw it into the back seats, running back inside for the last thing he needed.
You.
He picked you up, carrying you bridal style out of the door, and shutting it as quietly as he could. Your keys and phone were left in the house; you wouldn’t be needing them anymore. You were placed into the passenger seat and buckled in, your head leaning against the car window when the door was closed.
Eren got in the driver’s seat and looked at you, and then to your apartment. He was fighting back the urge to bounce in his seat like a kid.
You were finally coming home.
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Fixation
(This is a Yandere Yelena x Fem Reader story ;)) This takes place in a Modern AU outside of the anime, and I won’t justify my reasoning lmao 
TW: Coercion, !Drugging!, Manipulation, !Noncon!, !Dubcon!, Daddy kink (ehehe), spanking, she’s a straight up Dom w her tall ass, kinda a meanie, degradation!, handcuffs!, use of sex toys!, Overstim!, size kink!, dumbification?, unwanted filming!, etc.. 
Proceed with caution! Sorry if this is too self indulgent lmao, when women (lesbians) talk to me, I become the biggest idiot to ever exist :)) ) 
Today wasn’t the best day to wear a skirt. 
Begrudgingly smoothing down the lilac fabric of your skirt, you huff indignantly. All you wanted to do was look cute for your crush, Marco, but it seems that that was too much to ask for. 
Your white sweater, at least, keeps you somewhat warm from the harsh wind. It’s tucked into the waistband of your high waisted skirt, and your thigh high socks push the fat of your cute thighs out slightly. The sound of your white sneakers against the pavement is drowned out by your classmates’ loud voices, and you’re seemingly unaware of a certain black-eyed glare. 
Seeing your classroom come into view, you hurry inside, sliding into your lab assigned seat. Eyeing the dark haired male of your dreams, you can’t help but sigh pathetically at the fact that he hasn’t noticed you. Up until recently, the two of you were great friends-always hanging out and texting one another. But, the moment the both of you picked up this class, everything changed. 
Hearing the seat next to you slide open, you glance up at your seatmate. Smiling up at the tall woman, you greet her kindly, “Hi, Lena! How’re you today?” 
The Russian exchange student smirks down at you, as she plops onto the seat, “Good, now that you’re here.” 
Laughing at her gruff words, you wave her off, “You always say that,” Zipping open your backpack, you pull out your class notes, “What’re you going to do this weekend?”
Her smirk widens, dark eyes gleaming, “Why? Asking me on a date?” You laugh once more, completely oblivious to her hopeful tone. 
“You’re so funny, Lena,” Pulling out your pack of multicoloured pens, you start to set up for your class, “I just heard you speaking with Annie about ‘something big’ the other day, so I became curious.” 
Not one to acknowledge boundaries, the blonde woman starts to play with your (hair/sweater), “I’m throwing a party, one you should come to,” Her tone leaves no room to negotiate, but you don’t really notice. Nodding, you smile up at her. 
“Sounds fun! When is it and who’s going?” Her hand trails down to your thigh, fiddling with your sock. Brushing off your mild alarm at her ministrations, you justify her actions through your cultural differences. 
“Tonight at eight. Annie and her friends should be there, same with Marco and a few others,” She name dropped the kind man on purpose, knowing your misguided infatuation with him. If only you knew how much of a pussy he is. All she did was threaten him once, and suddenly he stayed clear of you. It made her life easier, sure, but it annoyed her that he dropped you like a gutted fish. You’re too good for that. 
Pulling out your phone, you pull up your calendar, showcasing that you have no plans this evening, “Okay, I can go!” 
Her smirk grows wider than before, “Great,” Yelena’s accent seemingly grows thicker, her r rolling more harshly than before. 
With that, class begins without a hitch; Yelena’s hand still glued to your perfect thigh. 
-
Stepping out of your car, you readjust your new outfit. Keeping the thigh highs from earlier, you changed your lilac skirt for a black, body con one, along with a cropped, black long sleeve shirt that accentuates your cleavage. 
Slamming your car door shut, you lock it with your key, before heading towards Yelena’s luxurious flat. You can hear low music and voices from her open top floor balcony, multiple shadows moving inside her home. 
With a fast beating heart, you can’t help but hope that Marco will speak with you tonight. With that hope deep in your chest, you step inside the fancy building’s lobby. Approaching the front desk, you go to show them your ID, but are met with brightly smiling faces. 
“Go on up to the tenth floor, (Your Name)! Yelena already told us that you’re coming!” Surprise overcomes your form. Why do they know you by appearance alone? You’ve never even been here before. 
“Oh, okay! Thank you,” Deciding to ignore the weird situation at hand, you head towards the lift. Pressing the button, you wait a few moments, before stepping into the open lift doors. The sleek metal walls reflect your appearance back at you, whilst you press the pristine ‘10’ button. With a small beep, the lift begins to move, practically flying at top speed to the top floor. 
Once at the tenth floor, the doors fly open, showing what looks to be a living room. You can’t help but gawk at the large flat displayed before you. Your classmate must be quite wealthy to afford a place like this. 
You awkwardly make your way inside, and are immediately greeted by the party’s host, “Hey, (Your Name), welcome!” You’re side hugged by a buff arm, practically slammed into Yelena’s torso. 
“Hey, thanks for having me!” You pat her back in an attempt to have her let you go, but instead, it seems to spur her on. She drags you towards a large L-shaped couch, which is filled by Annie, Reiner, and Bertholdt. A handful of others sit at her dining room table and kitchen counter, the open concept allowing everyone to see and speak to each other comfortably. 
Reiner glances up from the story he’s telling Historia and Ymir, a grin painting his handsome features, “Whoa, that’s a new look for you, (Your Name)!” 
Multiple eyes are suddenly glued to your now self conscious form, an uneasy smile on your face, “Hello, everyone.”
“Don’t get me wrong, you look great! It’s just really different from your normal, cute clothes,” People nod and agree with the large man, causing you to break out in a nervous sweat. 
“Well, I hope I don’t look too bad,” You joke halfheartedly, “I just wanted to try something new.” 
Yelena takes your appearance in, practically salivating. Whilst she does enjoy your usual clothing, this look fits you quite well. 
“You look very nice,” Bertholdt reassures soothingly, patting the spot by him, “You can sit next to me, if you’d like.”
The short haired woman glued to your side reacts immediately, “No, the girl needs a drink,” Annie shoots her a knowing look, which she nods to in response. You’re practically ragdolled to the kitchen bar, as the conversation starts up once more. Once at the marble countertop, the large woman releases you in favour of pouring you a cup of spiked punch, “This is very good. Made it myself.” 
You give her a bright smile, accepting the red solo cup, “Cool! I’m sure it’s delicious!” Bringing the cup to your (lipstick/chapstick/lipgloss) coated lips, you take a small sip. A burst of fruity goodness explodes on your tastebuds, making your eyes widen in surprise. You can’t taste a drop of alcohol in it, “Wow! This is really good!” 
A proud grin overtakes her lips, as she nods her thanks, “Of course it is. I knew you were coming, after all,” You laugh in response, and take another sip of the red liquid. 
“I see! Well, you have a very nice home!” The tall woman leans against the counter, holding herself up with an arm that goes behind your form. 
“Thank you. It’s very spacious. I find myself lonely at times,” Her large, black eyes stare down at you, trying to send you a message through them alone. 
“Oh, well, have you tried getting a roommate? Maybe the flat won’t be so empty,” She nods at your words. 
“Yes, that’s a good idea. Would you be my roommate?” You laugh, thinking that she’s joking. Not bothering to look up, as you take another swig of your drink, you don’t see the somewhat hurt look on her face. 
“That would be something! Not only are we seatmates, but we’re also roommates,” You giggle some more, taking more sips of your delicious drink, “But, your flat is a lot nicer than mine. I may take up on your offer.”
Looking up, you see her grin at you approvingly, “Yes, that would be nice,” What you don’t know is that her lease is almost up, making it so she has paperwork she needs to fill out. Paperwork that would look great with your co-sign on it. 
-
Three drinks in, and you’re feeling a bit woozy. Typically, you’re not a lightweight, but it seems that you are tonight. 
Leaning your upper body onto Yelena’s strong form, you laugh hysterically at something Reiner says, “Oh my God, you’re hilarious-” You cut yourself off with a snort, causing the entire room to laugh at your cute giggling. 
The short haired woman you’re currently using as a pillow holds you tenderly, a pleased smile on her face. The stuff Annie gave her works very well. 
“Man, if you weren’t Yelena’s girl, I would’ve cuffed you a semester ago!” Reiner roars wholeheartedly, slapping the leather couch below him. 
In your cloudy mind, you barely understand the words he just said, “Haha, wha-?” 
Pushing your head into her breasts, Yelena shushes you, “My poor baby is such a lightweight,” She and the others chuckle at that understatement, “I think it’s time to turn in for the night.”
Her civil way of kicking everyone out was enough, as everyone trickles out of her luxurious flat. Once the last person leaves, Yelena stands to her feet, scooping you up in her buff arms. She goes to her lift, pressing the lock input, she types in the lock code, not allowing anyone in or out of her home. Your high mind can barely comprehend what’s going on around you. 
She hums an unknown tune, as she goes up her steps to her master bedroom. Kicking open the door, she flips on her bedroom light with her elbow, before shutting the door with her foot. Sauntering to her California King sized bed, she lays your drugged out form on her light grey coloured sheets. 
“-Lena, wha-” Your head lulls to the side as you giggle uncontrollably, “-Are- are we dating?” She hums in response, starting to pull down your skirt. 
“Yes, my Darling Girl,” She smooches your forehead, “We’ve been together since I moved here,” Pulling your skirt’s fabric down and off of your legs, she tosses it on the floor, exposing your pink panties. 
“Bu-but, I like Marco,” You weakly attempt to push her grabby hands away from you, “I-I wan’ Marco!” 
The feelings of disgust, envy, and fury overwhelm her all at once. How dare you! She’s always treated you so well, that spineless fucker doesn’t deserve anything from you! He especially doesn’t deserve your wonderful heart! 
She says nothing, grabbing your blouse, and chucking it off of you. Your breasts jiggle at her ministrations, your bra just barely containing your tits. Seeing your almost bare, perfect body makes her pussy tingle, but her anger outweighs her arousal. 
Settling on the bed, she grasps your boneless body, and pulls you over her knees. You’re still muttering and questioning the validity of your relationship, all whilst saying that horrible boy’s name, causing her to cup the fat of your ass and squeeze harshly. 
“Baby, you know better than to say those horrible things. I love you very much, and it hurts to hear you say that.” 
Your breasts, arms, and head rest over her left knee, as you try to look up at her stern face, “But-”
“No buts, you know what happens when you act like a brat,” She slaps your ass experimentally, earning a pained yelp. A small smirk covers her lips, and she hits your ass as hard as she can. 
“‘M sorry! ‘M sorry! I didn’t mean it!” Your pleading is cute, so cute. 
“I know you didn’t, Princess. But I have to remind you of your place,” She slams her hand down once more, jolting your entire body. A shrill cry leaves your lips, as you try to move off of her lap, but seemingly can’t find the strength to do so. 
After five more smacks, the blonde pulls you onto her lap in a straddling position. One of her arms wraps around your top half, pushing your crying face into her neck. The other is wrapped around your waist, hand smoothing over your bruising ass, and playing with the hem of your panties. 
“Don’t cry, Princess. You know I had to set you straight,” She coos, “Your stupid, little brain is far too gone to understand at the moment, but you will once you sober up. So, for now, let your Daddy make you feel good.” 
You mutter nonsensical words in between your sobs, but the large woman isn’t put off. After she’s done with you, you’ll never think of that freckled fuck ever again. At least, you won’t unless you want him dead. 
Wrestling your pliant body to the mattress once more, she leaves you on the bed by yourself, before rolling onto the left side. Opening the top drawer of her nightstand, she pulls out a pair of handcuffs, a battery powered hitachi wand, duct tape, and a small bottle of lube. Setting them on the bed by your writhing form, she quickly makes her way back to you. 
“Shh, it’s alright, Princess. I’m right here,” Yelena reaches under you, fiddling with your bra’s hooks until it pops open, allowing her to slide your useless arms out of the garment. Tossing it aside, she sucks in a deep breath, enjoying the view of your plush chest. Experimentally, she pinches your right nipple, relishing the small moan you let out at the feeling. Gripping the handcuffs next to you, she feeds your dainty wrists through the opening, popping the pink, plush cuffs on tightly. Happy with the result, she continues her endeavour. 
Moving farther down your body, she leaves your socks on, loving how your thigh fat squishes up a bit. Grabbing the hem of your cute, pink panties, she pushes them off of you, exposing your pretty cunny. It separates from you with a small string of slick, filling Yel with a sense of satisfaction. You’re her perfect pain slut, aren’t you? 
Pushing on your pliant legs open, she smiles happily down at you, dark eyes blown wide open, “Awe, is your slutty pussy wet for me?” 
You shake your head rapidly, disorienting yourself more than before, “Nu-no! It’s not!” She clicks her tongue teasingly, her smile growing wider than before. 
“Don’t lie to me, Princess. Now I have to punish you once more,” Forcing your legs open, she holds them down with her own, straddling your waist. Her large form easily overpowers you, as she grabs the blue hitachi wand, and flips it on to the highest setting. Pushing it against your clit with a swift motion, your entire body jolts at the sudden stimulation. A loud whine leaves your lips, as you try to buck it off of your sensitive cunny. 
“Puh-please! Take it off! It’s too much!” Yelena snickers in delight, ignoring your pleading. Grabbing the duct tape from beside you, she rips off a few long strips, before smacking them onto your skin and the vibrator, effectively keeping it attached to you. 
Your moans and whimpers continue to grow louder and louder, as you try your best not to cum. You bite your lips in the hopes of stifling yourself, but it does little to help. If anything, it just spurs the large woman on. 
“Go on, cum for me, cum for Daddy,” You shake your head, a few keens falling from your mouth, as she watches in awe at the way your cunny leaks and clenches around nothing. 
Your toes curl in ecstasy as you cum, a loud whine escaping you. A gush of your orgasm flows from you, wetting the blonde woman and the mattress below. Two long, slender fingers prod at your slick pussy, forcing themselves inside your sensitive walls. 
“Good Girl, You’re so Good for me,” They Start to move in a ‘come hither’ motion, hitting your g-spot repeatedly with how long her fingers are.  
“Too much! Too much!” You cry, as she quickly brings you over the edge once more. 
More slick sprays from your cunny, as overstimulation begins to set in. Yelena captures your lips with hers, thrusting her tongue into your mouth. The kiss is wet and hot, as she grips at your plush chest. 
“No, no it’s not, Baby. It’s not enough,” Fumbling with her fly, she releases the strap she’s been wearing all night. In all honesty, she’s surprised that you hadn’t noticed the bulge or felt it underneath your ass earlier. It’s a good ten inches in length, and around 5.5 inches of girth. 
It is pretty intimidating for most, but due to your fucked out stupor, it should feel amazing for you. Grabbing the lube, she squeezes a small amount onto the silicone cock, smoothing it over the toy in sync with her fingers pumping inside of you. 
Deeming the toy and your cunny ready, she makes the next move. Sliding off of your numb legs, she stands to her feet, towering over you in all of her glory. Hefting you up and off of the mattress, she quickly punched your back against her pristine, white wall. Forcing your arms around the back of her head, she continues to kiss your drooly mouth vigorously. 
Wrapping your legs around her slender waist, her large leg muscles and arms work to hold you up. Guiding your dripping cunny over the tip of her strap, she slowly sinks you onto it. 
A keen of both surprise and pleasure rips out of your throat, as you grip onto her short, blonde locks. Giggling, she bucks her hips into yours sharply, causing you to orgasm on the spot. The vibrator and her strap on feels like heaven. 
Throwing your head back in bliss, you feel your arousal drip onto her dress pants, creating even more wet spots than before. Separating from your lips, she grins down at you. 
“Look at you, dirty Girl,” She spanks your ass harshly with one hand, as she continues a hardcore pace. The tip of the silicone cock batters against your cervix, causing you to cry out in both pleasure and pain, “You love it when Daddy ruins your pussy, don’t you?” 
Too fucked out to think properly, you nod your head vigorously, “Uh-huh! Uh-huh! I love Daddy’s cock!” She kisses your cheek tenderly, not stopping her thrusts for even a moment. Moving her lips down your vulnerable neck, she starts to suck the tender skin, leaving dark love marks on your pretty skin. 
“Mmm, good Princess! Since you’re such a good girl, I think you deserve a treat. Do you want a treat? Does your dumb little mind even understand what I’m saying?” You nod once again, eyes teary and pleading. 
“Yes! Yes! I want a treat, please, Daddy!” Smirking against your skin, she reaches into her pocket from around your thigh. 
“Since you asked so nicely-“ She presses the injector lever, shooting a large load of fake cum into your gummy, needy pussy. You cum almost immediately, this clearly being the biggest orgasm of the night, as you practically convulse and squirt a geyser of cum all over the place, “I think you deserve Daddy’s cum inside you.” 
You practically sob at the overstimulation and the feeling of being so full, “Thank you! Thank you, Daddy!” You kiss her of your own volition, surprising the large woman. Her heart warms, loving how you’ve become so submissive. 
Cradling you’re form to her muscular body, she saunters back towards the bed, pushing any other objects off and into the night side table. 
Placing you on the now dry sheets, she quickly flicks off the vibrator still taped to your clit, before placing it on the table beside her. Plucking off the duct tape, she then takes off your handcuffs, effectively freeing you. Instead of moving away from the woman, you lay there tiredly, no longer processing the situation. 
Sighing in content, Yelena grabs a hand towel from the drawer she keeps her sex toys in, and wrestles it under your hips. Smiling, she removes the strap from inside of you, enjoying the sight of the fake cum flooding out of you. 
Laying next to you, she pulls your head into her chest, curling around you as if she were a safety blanket. 
“You did well, Princess,” You don’t say anything, snuggling into her warmth, “Go to sleep, tomorrow we’ll announce our official status, okay?” 
An slurred ‘Okie’ is heard, before you slip into unconsciousness. Cupping your face in appreciation, her dark eyes glance in the direction of a small green light coming from her video camera. 
Now you’ll have to date her; after all, you wouldn’t want your sex tape to get out, would you? 
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pairing: s4 reiner x fem!reader word count: 6.7k warnings + tags: general yandere and obsessive themes, unhealthy relationships, stalking, kidnapping mention, vomit mentions (nonsexual cause), gore/violence, slight misogyny, kinda aot spoilers if you haven't watched it before, all characters are 18+ synopsis: reiner has always kept his eyes on you ever since the two of you were still trainees. he's sorry for many things that he's done in his cursed life but he was never sorry for loving you. you loved him as only a friend and perhaps family, but your relationship with the bulky blond is not everything what it seems on the surface. not to him at least. a/n: tbh i just thought of this up as i reminisced on old middle school memories recently, i was a big s1 aot fan back in the day and just got back into it bc of one of my friends. i recently got a mad crush on reiner that i didn't have before and that same friend is dealing with the brunt of it lol this might be ooc since i haven't written any aot characters in years + they have slightly different personalities from back then. if this gets enough support (likes and reblogs), the second part will be posted as soon as possible! even if it doesn't, i'm still gonna be posting it anyways part one is just like a recap of reiner and the reader's relationship, there's nothing sexual in this part until the other parts. note: please keep in mind of the tags above and do not proceed if triggering or uncomfortable, especially if you are a minor!! do not read my or any other writers' dark content if you are underaged. this is a fictional work and does not reflect irl morals, do not believe this is how a real romance works or functions.
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Reiner shouldn't be looking at you.
He should've stopped years ago, this could've all been prevented if he had just pulled his eyes away. Hell, he should've just kept his attention on Krista — no that's not her name now, what was it, Historia? — but he respected Ymir's wishes of betrothing her despite... everything that had happened to the girl. But he didn't and now he was in this hellish predicament.
You were born and raised in Paradis. Titans have destroyed most of humanity and the remnants of them have been living in the walls ever since; that's all you knew compared to the Marley-born warrior. He wished he could be as naïve as the devils that resided in this small island, it would be better to only know that you were the only lifeforms that lived decent lives hiding away from the Titans outside of the walls.
No, he shouldn't be calling you a devil. Fuck, he shouldn't be calling any of what-once-was his friends devils but he couldn't just erase the years of history that has been embedded into his head ever since he could comprehend language. At the same time, they have never done any evils towards him before he revealed the true identities of his group.
He loved his Paradisian friends — he wished he could say that in front of their faces without feeling so much melancholy shame and guilt — he loved serving for his country, he loved his family. But most importantly, he loves you.
It was an accidental captivation from a single hand-to-hand combat training session, where the 104th trainees were once unaware of the kind of future ahead of them. You were unfairly set against Reiner, Instructor Shadis even knew that but still made you two spar. You were shorter than him — most Paradis people were — and weaker, not just because you were a girl. He didn't notice you back then, there was nothing that the man thought at a first glance was interesting about you.
Nothing at all.
You were barely any threat despite being a devil, a lowly sheep in the den of a vicious lion.
You put your arms up in a defensive position anyways, shifting the weight on your feet. Your small fists were balled up tightly, as if you were going to actually do some damage with them. You knew that you couldn't beat him in pure strength but you readied yourself regardless, eyes glinting in determination. He held up his fists, a small yet confident smirk growing on his face. This was going to be a simple win.
"Don't go easy on me Braun."
"I have no intentions to L/N."
He remembered how quickly you dashed towards him, not fast enough that it rivals Annie's or Mikasa's speed, but fast enough for him to be caught off guard for a good second. He watched you bend down low, trying to get a low sweep on him. He had enough training back home to know how to avoid this kind of attack. Reiner jumped back, believing to have narrowly missed your foot and prepared himself to counter-attack.
But he could have never expected being tackled by the leg down, his back colliding into the dirt. All the air escaped his lungs as he felt you scramble to pin him down, a large grin plastered on your face.
"Aw Braun, I appreciate you going easy on me but really? I expected a big guy like you to try harder."
He bit back his tongue from saying anything in reply, watching you stand and dust off your uniform, still wearing that proud smirk. As he finally managed to collect his bearings, he asked you a question.
"Where'd you learn that move?"
"Leonhart." As to be expected of the Female Titan inheritor but he didn't expect her giving out sparring tips to anyone, especially Paradisians. You outstretched your hand towards him, waiting for him to take it.
"Y'know anything else from her?" He questioned, grabbing your hand as you lifted him up.
You pondered a bit, exaggerating your expression as you pretended to think about it, and finally answered him.
"Maybe, but I'll only reveal them to you if you actually put more effort into our sparring. I'm not a frail little girl y'know."
Reiner heftily laughed as you slapped his arm, walking away to resume your defensive stance. The two of you continued to spar, both of you counting down individual wins; it came down to a score of fifteen-ten, he won the whole thing but that didn't seem to falter your smile. You were simply ecstatic that he didn't supposedly pull back his punches, though he did quietly fret over the bruises that bloomed overnight on your face and arms the next day.
Bertolt noticed his staring problem immediately a few weeks after. Rather than looking at Krista per usual and daydreaming about marrying her, he was looking at you chowing down your meal next to Connie and Sasha. He whispered to him that what he's doing should cease immediately but he insisted that it would not interfere with their original mission. You were an enigma that he wanted to solve, that's all.
He swore to him that he had good intentions — that he was truly observing the kinds of enemies they were facing — but now he's not quite sure that they even stayed good to begin with.
Through his many inconspicuous observations, Reiner had found out that nothing seemed to pull that grin down on your face. Whether it be the instructors yelling out insults and commands, the rain pelting down on them during group training, or when it seemed like a rough day for every trainee, the smile you bore never faltered. It was somewhat confusing to him. How could you be so cheerful in this kind of world?
You preferred to hum during chores, the song never being the same each time he honed in from listening in on you. He gave up trying to memorize anything you hummed after the fifth one or so. He then noticed that on occasion when no one was around, you'd pick up the dandelions that grew in the small patches of grass of the camp, braiding them into small rings and wearing them until they fell apart. Reiner managed to pocket one when you accidentally dropped it, not noticing that it was gone. His good luck charm, as he liked to call it.
You liked to help others before focusing on yourself, taking on other people’s chores or taking the blame for things that weren't originally your fault. Reiner thought you were being too nice for your own good. You didn’t fit the type of person that was being used to other people’s advantages but you never seemed to mind.
You weren’t quite the evil Eldian he believed you to be, rather he considered you a fallen angel amongst the devils, led astray from the path you were presumed to take. Perhaps he can make you repent like he was trying to do back home, there was proof that you were worthy to be considered a Marleyan.
And that was the start of it, he knew he should've stopped there once he started to believe you’d be a perfect fit for Marley.
All this constant watching and being everywhere that you were at. Watching your every move and reaction. Taking things of yours that he shouldn't be taking.
Reiner was starting to believe that you were more than what you were leading on, his heart already knowing where his stance was on the subject.
Marriage didn’t seem bad, tying you down to him with a pretty golden band and children… wait, no. The two of you were still young and you were most definitely his enemy… right? But further down in the future… yeah, there's a possibility. A slim one, but one nonetheless.
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You had begun to take notice of Reiner's staring. There was always such a strange feeling of being watched and you finally had the guts to look around, seeing your old sparring partner just... there. Watching. It was always awkward whenever the two of you accidentally locked eyes, you having to be the first one that breaks contact. Reiner wasn’t a bad guy — from what you knew — but the way he just gazes at you, it gave you the creeps.
You asked Krista once if he seemed off, overhearing whispers among the other trainees of him liking her. Not that you were big on eavesdropping, you simply couldn't help it. She said that there was nothing wrong, maybe he’s just daydreaming and it just happens to be that he’s looking directly at you.
Bullshit, you had once bitterly thought. You wanted to tell him off but Bertolt managed to always drag him away before you could really confront him, so you eventually had forgotten about it.
But there was one thing that you couldn't forget when his friend pulled him away. It was the quick yet intense glare he bore when he glanced back at you. You had nothing against the guy, he may always be skittish, but you never felt like he was a bad person either.
So why did he have to look at you like that?
"Why did you decide to join?"
You jumped, almost tipping the bucket of water you had in your hands. Turning around, you squinted your eyes in the torch-lit night, slowly meeting the gaze of Reiner. Ah, so he finally decided to talk to you.
"A hello first would've been nice. Besides, why do you want to know Braun?" You questioned, placing the water-filled pail down so you wouldn't accidentally spill it on yourself or him.
"Guess you could say it's plain ol' curiosity L/N."
Pulling your lips in a thin line, you zipped it shut with your fingers and shook your head. You weren’t close to the man, hell, the only time you actually spoke to him was the sparring session. Why was he suddenly so interested in you?
“So you won’t say anything about it?” He frowned, putting one of his hands in his pants pocket.
“You have a plethora of answers from the others of what it could be. I could’ve been one of the survivors of the Colossal Titan’s attack. Maybe I’m just looking to join the Military Police for that comfortable life. Perhaps I could be a vengeful orphan just because my family attempted and failed to take back the wall. Whatever the answer could be, it’s all the same for each recruit.” You picked your bucket back up, feeling the liquid slosh around against your arms.
“Is that all you wanted to ask me because I have to take this water back to the kitchen for breakfast tomorrow.”
“No there’s something else,” He moved closer to you, a certain aura emitting as he approached closer. Reiner didn’t seem the type to hurt others without any reason. Even though you didn’t know him, you were acutely aware of his big brother-like personality with the other trainees. “If you could run away from all this, would you?”
“…What?” Confusion muddled your mind and you began to bite the inside of your cheek nervously.
“I’ll repeat it for you. If you could run away from all this, would you?” He asked again and you began to think. All you ever knew was the walls, anything outside of it was just a dangerous hellscape.
“Not really, there’s nothing out there for me. I have my friends and life is good here despite Wall Maria being currently swarmed. What am I even running from anyways Braun, the Titans? There’s just gonna be more out there anyways.” You then started walking in the direction of the dining hall, carefully making sure it wasn’t gonna spill on you.
“What if there was? Imagine an island with no Titans and life is even better there than here. No walls hiding you away from the land, just complete freedom.” You stopped, directing your head towards him. Why did he keep insisting upon the idea of this question? This was the only place in the world where humanity still thrives.
“I would still have to decline, it’ll still be no home of mine. I’d like to someday see the world without Titans but I’d probably be long gone by the time they’re all exterminated. Now goodnight Braun.” You finally walked away, feeling suddenly exhausted. Where was Bertolt when you needed him? Reiner was starting to scare you.
You left the man behind with a mess of thoughts in his head. Reiner did not agree with your mentality nor your standpoint in the matter, but that could change once he and his group bring you to Marley. Once you get there, you’ll see how life is much better than in Paradis. He brushed a quick thumb against a dried petal in his uniform pocket, the material cracking under his touch.
You have no other choice but to like Marley.
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Never in your life have you thought your whole world could tip upside down again.
In a span of a few days after graduation, Wall Rose had become the same as Wall Maria, the Colossal Titan making its horrid and grand reappearance. The Trost District was a mass gravesite, there weren't enough words to describe your devastation of the lost lives of people you had considered as family. The heavy guilt that washed over you made you believe that if you were just a little more stronger and more decisive with your attacks, you could've — no — you would've saved them.
You threw up off the rooftop, the taste of bitter bile leaving a stain in your mouth. The stench of blood and ash wafted in all directions and it felt like you couldn't get any sicker. The images of your fellow companions getting wailing for help while getting ripped apart limb from limb and eaten alive was enough to keep you dizzy and nauseous.
Your tank was irrevocably damaged and you made the quick decision to isolate yourself to the nearest building as soon as possible before it sputtered out its last remnants, your body colliding into the red tiles.
You wanted to cry. It feels just like years ago but this time, you felt even more powerless than you were when you were a child. Even though you learned the ability to fight these oversized cannibals, you never felt so goddamn weak when dealing with the real thing. What good were you if you weren't able to use your gear?
This is where I die, you had bitterly decided. You let out a light pitiful laugh and knelt down, wiping away the tears that fell. Life was a cruel thing, wasn't it? No matter what, the moment you decided to join the regime was the same day that you would be contracting your life to an early demise. No matter what, you would die.
No matter what. No matter what. No matter what.
Not far from you, earth-shaking thuds grew near and a shadow began to cover over your shaking form. Closing your eyes with a nervous grin, you began to welcome in your godforsaken fate.
If you were unable to save your friends, what more humanity?
"L/N!" God? Was that you?
A splash of warm blood drenched the skin of your face, steam fanning off. The noticeable sound of hissing affirmed that someone sliced the nape of the Titan that was ready to consume you, their boots grinding against the tiles.
"You damn idiot! What do you think you're doing sitting there?!"
You peered through teary eyes, meeting a familiar hazel pair. Your shaky smile quivered downwards, a broken cry slipping out of your mouth as you finally realized that there was someone else alive.
Reiner was surprised, you were a considerably tough person and he believed that nothing could ever break your resilience. You tried to explain yourself to him like a kid that just got in trouble, blubbering out how weak you are and how you couldn't save your squad. It's not like you can look him in the eyes now, you know how disappointed he'd look at you. The girl that was known to be all happy-go-lucky in the 104th Training Corps.
The more you thought about it, the more you ended up breaking down into a complete sobbing mess, hiccupping the words sorry over and over again as you pulled your knees into your chest. Your tears darkened the white cloth of your uniform as you wept, the blood continuing to steam off of your face.
He rested his hand on your shoulder, seeing you cry almost made him regret putting his plan in motion. However, in order for them to retrieve the Founding Titan, they have to do this. There was no other choice in the matter.
"That's enough Y/N. You did your best with what you had. No one was expecting Colossal to come back like this, the least you could do now is honor your fellow fallen soldiers. Ensure that they didn't die for nothing. Don't die like a coward and stand up."
You sniffled as you picked your head up from your knees, wiping off the snot and tears with your jacket sleeve. As much as you didn't want to get up, he was right. How could you face your deceased comrades in the afterlife if you just let yourself die now? How selfish of you to let your life be taken away so easily when they fought so hard in order to fend off the Titans from coming any closer to the escaping civilians.
"My ODM gear broke, the gas cylinder got pierced by a rock I think." You mumbled quietly, voice sore.
"I'll carry you to the others then, we made a discovery in order to get into HQ to replace our supplies. A few of us with enough gas went out to find the unaccounted. I'm glad I found you before that Titan got to you."
The real truth was that Reiner had been panicking ever since he saw that you weren't with the other groups. He was terrified with the idea that he fucked up, the plan being the cause of your death. It was his proposal to locate the missing soldiers, making it seem like he genuinely cared about his fellow recruits. He didn't know what he would've done if he found your rotting corpse, knowing that it was completely his fault.
A miscalculation. A misstep. A mistake.
He put away his blades in its sheaths and lifted you up into his arms, making sure you were secured to him as much as possible. The positioning was awkward due to your gear still being strapped onto your body but it seemed that he didn't mind. You knew already that he was a strong man but for him to just lift you up like nothing even with your gear and his combined, you wondered if he still held back when the two of you sparred. Perhaps you were a little grateful that he did, not ending up with a broken bone at the end of it.
Unbeknownst to you, the man was screaming on the inside as he carefully maneuvered through buildings and rooftops. You closed your eyes each time he made abrupt turns and jumps, pulling yourself closer to his chest. He decided that he liked holding you, there will no longer be a day where he won't have his hands on you. He finally reached the others, seeing that the Abnormal Titan was still beating down the other Titans that were getting in its way and trying to consume it.
"What is that?"
He let you down slowly, the warmth escaping him as you were hypnotized from the scene in front of you. Unlike the other Titans you've seen so far, this Titan was strangely well built and its teeth lined the outside of its mouth. Of course you knew about Abnormals but this one was odd looking and it was unheard of for Titans fighting other Titans. Then again, the walls never broke down before and the only explorers of the outside were the Survey Corps.
"Our ticket into HQ. Look how it's drawing all the attention to itself." Reiner was right yet again. As this Abnormal was punching heads off and screaming, it seemed that the Titans were more interested in it rather than the humans inside. He picked you up once more, telling you to prepare yourself and crashed through the headquarters' window, making sure that none of the glass got on you. The others were relieved that he made it back with another teammate safely, and Armin began to explain the plan to rid of the seven remaining Titans on the inside.
You were put to be one of the gunslingers in the lift, the heavy weight of the rifle causing you to shift it around in your hands. Were you able to look one of these monsters in the eye and manage to incapacitate it?
“Stay back Y/N.”
“Excuse me?” Reiner put his hand on your shoulder once more, shaking his head. Looks like that was going to be a habit now.
“You don’t have to be in the lift, we have enough people already in there.” You scoffed quietly, pushing past him to line yourself up with the others. You broke down once in front of him and now he wants to be your protector. Sure, it was nice of him to be worried about your safety but you trusted him and the others that they'll do their part of the plan without any issues.
“I've made the decision that I'm not going to be a coward Reiner,” He watched you step in and face him, giving him a small smile with a thumbs-up. “And I’m sure as hell not going down as one.”
The lift started its slow descent down and you settled in position, your finger nervously tracing around the trigger. None of you could shoot too early or too late, these guns were difficult to reload and it would lead all of you into an early grave. The heavy tension in the air could be cut with one of the blades and the group in the lift was shuffling around lightly. It would be a lie to say that none of you weren't scared, no one wants to die knowing they're going to be eaten alive.
The lift stopped, the air deathly still. Everyone clicked into position, guns pointed and drawn. Quiet, shaky breathing was the only thing that you heard besides the ground shaking stomps of the giants, their attention landing towards the group.
Someone behind you gasped in surprise as a Titan looked in his vicinity, the voice of Marco telling him to calm down and continue to wait until they were closer. Another person was shaking besides you, her hands unsteady on her weapon and her face pale. Sweat was beginning to accumulate on your forehead and it felt difficult to breathe suddenly.
You looked up with your open eye quickly, seeing Reiner up in the posts with the others. Taking in a deep breath, a burst of confidence ran through your body.
"Ready..." Your finger hovered over the trigger, a giant blue eye staring at you. One more step, just a little closer.
"Fire!" At the sound of Marco's command, you pulled the trigger and shot. The timing of the other soldiers' shots were inconsistent, the sounds of gunfire were deafening, and the smell of gunpowder wafted in the air. Either way, the Titans' eyes were incapacitated and the seven above can finish the job.
Your heart sank as two of them did not falter like the rest, watching Connie fall into the ground and Sasha look up in horror. They didn't cut deep enough and the Titans' eyes had already regenerated from the shots. It wasn't easy trying to kill them without their gear, horror sinking in as the Titans lumbered towards them. Your stomach twisted in knots as one jumped towards her as she apologetically screamed at it and Connie was helplessly backed into a pillar from the other. No one in the lift could do anything to assist them.
You fumbled with your rifle, reaching in your pocket for any more rounds. Luckily, the two most proficient fighters managed to finish them off before anyone else could react and you felt sweet relief as the lift was safely lowered down. Hopefully this would be the last and only time that you'd face a Titan that close without ODM gear. You picked up a new tank and replaced the broken one with it, beginning to stock up on your supplies.
"You alright?" Speak of the devil, here he was once again. You turned your head towards Reiner as he sat down next to you, refilling his tanks.
" 'M fine. You did good out there."
"I could say the same with you, must've been nerve-wracking seeing those things look at you that close."
"Yeah, but you had to jump down without using any of your gear while trying to hit their napes. That's way more difficult than what we did in the lift." He lightly chuckled and dismissively shrugged, saying that it was nothing but he did get nervous with Connie and Sasha. You agreed to that statement, you liked those two and they've always humored you during dinnertime. The two of you sat quietly afterwards until he started to talk again, trying to break the silence.
"Y'know you said my name earlier, not Braun but Reiner." Your cheeks flushed warm, switching the refill to your other tank.
"You did that too, back when you saved me." You attempted to lead him away from what you said, nervously biting your cheek.
"Why did you say it?" Reiner completely ignored you, insisting upon his question more.
"I could say the same to you."
"I only said your last name because you said mine like that when we first met, thought it would be even that way. So Y/N, why did you say my name?" Fuck, he had a point.
Your shoulders slumped in defeat and you sighed, pulling your lips in a line.
"I don't really know. Maybe it was a slip of the tongue in the heat of the moment or I just wanted to say your name for the first time. Just in case anything happened or something..."
Your voice trailed off to a quiet mumble, your face reddening and hot. You didn't mean for it to sound that it was insinuating something, you genuinely appreciated him saving your ass back there and getting your morale back up. It was simply a newfound gain of respect for him. Taking a peek at his expression, you saw that his mouth was slightly agape and he turned his face away from you. Was your response that surprising?!
Embarrassed, you finished refilling your tank and started strapping your gear back on. You apologized quickly, fumbling with your words and speed-walking away to get fresh blade replacements.
'Marriage, marriage, marriage, marriage.' Reiner's thoughts quickly ran through his head, his own cheeks crimson even though he had a firm expression as he watched you walk away. He hoped that you would continue to say his first name, you will have to once he weds you in Marley. But he wouldn't mind if they were replaced with dear or honey, oh he would not mind at all.
Events took a turn once you got out of HQ. It was found out that the Abnormal Titan that was killing off the Titans was Eren Jaeger. Ironic that the vengeful and overtly loud mouthed guy that swore to kill all Titans turned out to be a Titan himself. Though there were many complications — and many lives taken — in trying to complete this mission that Commander Pixis set, Eren managed to seal off the hole in Trost.
Two days later, the more experienced soldiers killed off the remainders and you were set for clean-up of bodies and body parts that littered the streets. It was a heart-wrenching task seeing limbs and partially eaten corpses of both citizen and soldier, most being completely unrecognizable. They were once part of a family. They were sons, daughters, siblings, maybe even parents themselves. Wherever they are now, you hope that they're at peace.
You tugged your cloth mask up more as you looked around for more corpses, walking around until you saw Jean stand still from afar. He was looking at a body, your own eyes widening as you slowly recognized whom it was. Marco Bodt. The guy that commanded the group to shoot a few days prior; if you remembered correctly, he was one of Jean's close friends during training.
You felt sorry for him, he had just found and lost his best friend simultaneously. Not even a minute ago, he was asking around if anyone had seen him, voice desperate for a reassuring answer. This world was so cruel to the ones that didn't deserve it, all of you were just trying to live comfortable lives but it'll never be that way. You turned away from the scene and went off to find another unaccounted for.
What a shame, a damn shame.
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You chose to go into the Survey Corps rather than the Garrison, mostly because you wanted to continue to fight those terrifying beasts in order to avenge the lost lives of your friends during the Battle of Trost. It would give you some kind of peace of mind knowing that you wouldn't hide away from the fight for them. After everything settled down, you befriended Reiner once you were able to catch him alone.
He was... different when you started talking to him more, you couldn't completely tell what it was but there was a feeling you had that he wasn't quite all there. He began to space out on some occasions, coming back down and acting quite odd, as if he was an entirely different person. The invasion was pretty traumatizing for everyone involved so you couldn't blame him for any mental change in his mind. You knew that you weren't definitely the same either, half of your friends had been decimated and nearly witnessing all of them die would never settle right in your mind.
Reiner had become pretty overbearing when it came to you, believing it was because of how you acted in Trost. He started hovering a lot, becoming a burden over your shoulders. He made sure that whatever you do didn't hurt you and if it did seem like a danger, he'd immediately take over. He'd say that he's just thinking about your safety, he'll handle it for you and to not worry, he prefers to do things for others. You could believe that part, you knew Reiner was the altruistic type but it was pretty aggravating when it was a constant all the time.
And just like Bertolt, he never left your side. Sometimes you'd be forced to hang out with the two of them and you didn't really mind, you got to know Bertolt more than the nervous guy he was known to be (plus he had finally stopped glaring at you weirdly). But you could only talk to Bertolt, any other male soldier you could only share short conversations with because Reiner would drag you away from them.
You weren't his lover, you mentioned to him once in a fit, you can freely talk to anyone you want and he has no say in who you could talk to.
You never were able to see the look in his eyes when you said that to him, stomping away angrily past confused scouts. This was one of the fights you had with him, ignoring him for a while until he apologized with how he acted but it would just repeat in a more inconspicuous way. Eventually, you just let him win because nothing you said about it stuck.
He'd handle you like you were fragile glassware and you despised it, you weren't a weak person, you were a damn Survey Corps soldier just like him. You were more than capable of defending and attacking, but for some reason, he still insists and insists that he can do it for you.
There is no reason someone like you should be doing things like this, that alone made you furious. He'd only leave you alone when you were put on cleaning duty or cooking. You wondered if he was like those kinds of people when it came to women but he wasn't like that to the other girls in the Corps, just you.
And yet, despite all these annoyances of his, you still considered Reiner a comforting friend. He'd listen to your rambles of mindless things and give you advice about them, trying to understand where you're coming from. He'd mostly call you a babbling idiot though but would say something stupid in return, which you always called him out for. You'd argue back and forth with smiles on your faces.
When you felt like you were in a slump, he'd pat your shoulder and then talk until you felt better. Or if that didn't work, then he'd tell you to put them up and the two of you would jokingly fight, letting you wrestle him down until your stomach hurt from laughing and the punching. He was most certainly like a big brother, dearly reminding you of your siblings.
You even started giving Reiner your special dandelion rings, seeing him wear them around his left ring finger. Did he know the meaning of that? He had to, he was old enough and his parents must've worn rings around him. You wanted to point it out to him but you'd chicken out, scared that you were gonna insinuate something that wasn't supposed to be interpreted that way.
The two of you were only friends, that was it. That was it, until the moments that led up to the day that you found out that Reiner and Bertolt were never who they really said they were.
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Annie was found to be the Female Titan that killed many of the Corps members during the 57th Expedition, you never had expected her of all people to be a Titan shifter like Eren and a traitor.
For the first time in your friendship, Reiner hugged you. You didn't expect it, thinking that he was simply afraid that you were one of the bodies left behind and was only relieved that you were alive. The height difference between the two of you was quite a bit, he had leaned down and nestled his face into your neck, arms wrapped around you tightly. He was a toasty kind of warm, similar to sitting next to a fire during the winter.
You told him that everything will be alright now that the threat has been neutralized. He mumbled that he was afraid of losing you too, your heart skipping a beat. In response, you tried to ease his mind by promising him that you would never leave his side anytime soon. There was no possibility that you were a shifter like Annie and Eren, absolutely no way.
He was quiet for a moment, finally lifted his head out of the crook of your neck, his eyes intensely staring into yours before softening up. There was a newfound determination that you could faintly see before he pulled away, thanking you for consoling him.
It was odd, like a switch went off in his head.
The final incident came after the capture of Annie, when a handful of soldiers were presumed to be one of her accomplices and put outside of Wall Rose in an abandoned mansion. You weren't a suspect but Reiner and Bertolt were, and the worry started setting in. There wasn't a doubt in mind that you had for them, you could never see them as traitors to humanity.
Reiner did his duties all the time and he was a diligent soldier, he was also a good friend to all other members. Bertolt, though cowardly and needed a push in the right direction sometimes, has always been devoted as a soldier; he did graduate behind Reiner in third place after all.
There was a sudden breach in Wall Rose despite it being completely known to be sealed on the inside. Everyone assumed that another hole had been formed in another place by the Colossal in secret, so squadrons were sent out to scour the area to locate the breach. You were concerned that the suspected group that was contained in the area at the time of the breach had been attacked, anxiety racking your mind.
You overheard some of the soldiers that came from the search mention that there was no hole, saying that whoever saw the Titans must be going crazy.
That wasn't right. The witness reports said that Titans were definitely seen in the interior, they couldn't be wrong. Titans were quite hard to miss, they were quite literally large human things. It was inexplicable but you didn't focus much on it, being told to assist the incoming citizens before searching for the contained group.
You couldn't rack your mind in how many twists and turns you've been through throughout the years, but the Survey Corps finally found the group in a torn apart abandoned castle surrounded by a few more Titans. Ymir was revealed to be another Titan shifter — was anyone else here a Titan shifter because it seemed to be never-ending — but she had seemingly no intent to hurt the others as she saved the group she was with from death.
You found out that Reiner got bit from a Titan, retrieving the injury from pushing one out of the castle through a window. You were half astounded and half terrified with the new knowledge that he was way stronger than you anticipated. You thanked Krista — now actually known as Historia — for taking care of Reiner's injury, scolding him after for putting himself in reckless danger like that.
Assisting the injured on top of Wall Rose, you sighed in exhaustion as you sat next to Ymir's sleeping form with Historia. The past few months have been hectic as ever, did the soldiers before you deal with things like this? Five years ago and beyond that, there were no such thing as shifters or breaches in the walls. It would simply be incomprehensible back then that such a thing would’ve existed.
You turned your head in the direction of Reiner and Bertolt who were occupied with speaking to Eren. You weren't able to hear what they were saying until Reiner started to raise his voice, scrunching your eyebrows together.
Something was off. He was rambling, looking like he had completely lost it. Bertolt looked horrified, Eren was nervously laughing. Reiner... what was he talking about?
Mikasa suddenly slashed at the two, cutting Reiner's hand off and slitting Bertolt's neck. You almost screamed in shock, shooting up onto your feet until steam came off of them, an all too familiar occurrence that only happened to… Titans.
Sudden bright flashes of lights blinded you and lit up the wall with a threatening intensity, hot steam nearly blew you off your feet before you quickly latched yourself onto the wall with your gear. To your horror, the Colossal and Armored Titan formed right in front of your eyes and everything you had once known about them shattered to bits.
Reiner had grabbed ahold of Eren as he fell off the wall and Bertolt's monstrous half remained on top, hand reaching towards Ymir. The shock of seeing the monster that destroyed your home years ago was really your friend in disguise caused you to freeze up the second he grabbed her.
You thought you could trust them, you had high hopes that they weren't bad people like how the higher-ups thought they were. They were liars, they lied to everyone and they broke your trust, more so yours with Reiner. He was terrible, truly terrible.
You snapped back to reality as his gigantic hand wrapped around you — the still-passed out girl in his other fist — a scream ripping out of your throat. You struggled and banged your fists against the burning hot flesh of his hand, beginning to beg for Bertolt to not consume you. It fell on deaf ears as he opened his mouth, your eyes wide with horror.
The last thought you had as you and Ymir were dropped in was that you'd never forgive them for this, you'll never forget what they have done.
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