#Yakap cj

[pogingartist]

Kakayanin ko to.

[funsize-mermaid]

Story timeeeee!

Namatay yung pinsan kong si CJ nung Jan28, then Jan 29 sya naburol. Edi syempre mga datingan ang nga bisita including friends and relatives eme eme. Tapos yung isa kong pinsan na si J, bunsong kapatid ni CJ (17yrs old), may dinalang lalaki sa burol. JOWA NYA PALA! Atttttttt 3YEARS NA SILA hahahaa Nagulantang ang buong angkan 😂 pambihira.

Edi ayon na, ininterview namen ang lalaki. 😂 taposss biglang na direct sakin ng lola ko yung usapan “Oh ikaw J____, gusto ko na ng apo, wala ka pa ipapakilala samin? Puro ka pusa, bakit lalambingin ka ba ng pusa mo? Gusto ko yung pupunta ka dito tapos kasakasama mo sya tapos yakap yakap kayo, para naman magkaapo na ko.” HAHAHAHAHAAH NUNG SINABI NYA YON, Nagtawanan mga tito tita ko. Hanapan ba naman ako ng jowa? Ang tanging nasagot ko…….. “Ibugaw nyo na ko, sige. Pero sibat na ko, 3yrs pala to ee (sabay turo sa pinsan ko), PAUNAHIN NYO MUNA AKO! HAHAHA” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH PERO SYEMPRE PA JOKE YON.

Hay nako. Kapag nag sasama sama talaga relatives, di pwedeng di ka mapag uusapan talaga ee. Technically kase, ako na yung susunod na matanda sa family na nasa age of pagpapakasal na ganoin. Yung tito ko na sinundan 35 na ata now. Sya yung huling kinasal. Tapos ako na yung kasunod by age. EH PAANO AKO MAUUNA, eh single nga? Hahaha Mas may jowa pa mga pinsan kong bata kesa saken. Anona. Galaw galaw naman dyan. Charot.

Ayun wala lang SKL 😂 naalala ko lang kasi pang ilang beses na nila ako hinahanapan ng anak. Pati nanay ko nagsasabe saken gusto na ng apo. Teka lang naman ah. Jowa palang nga wala, yung apo madali nalang yan CHAROT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yokow naaaa Goodnight! 😴💤

[polymath11]

memories from a friend

Hi Abs! This is for you. You left us early. We were supposed to eat outside by Wednesday after enrollment. You’ll accompany me to Mt. Masaraga by the end of January. You’ll ask me copies of my lesson plans and powerpoint presentations. Kakanta pa tayo ng coldplay and 1975 songs. All around ka - athlete, swimmer, biker, except sa singing HAHAHAHAHjk. Wildlife enthusiast and researcher. You inspired us all kasi may mini zoo ka na nga sa bahay niyo eh. 🥺 A real Biologist.

Earlier at the first day of the wake, Rabe and I hugged each other - crying. Those hugs of disbelief, denial. Then your Mom - Tita Cha immediately ran to me and we both held hands, had tight hugs and cried loudly. People were staring but I don’t care. Those were hugs of grief and comfort. Late night when, different persons visited - biking friends, DENR workmates, co-teachers, your soon-to-be girlfriend Johanna, our senior biokids and batchmates, HS classmates, other friends, and relatives. I saw how they loved you. Each with their own happy vivid memory of you. You brought smiles and laughter.

That last night, I was there in your wake. CJ made a video celebrating your life. Muling nabuo ang whiteflower kahit di nakadalo lahat dahil sa pandemic. The day of your burial, we were crying of grief. Silent cries enveloped. We know you don’t want to see us crying and sad. We remembered every happy moments with you and laughed together.

Di ako handa Abs. Di ko pa rin tanggap, ng whiteflower. Masakit sa puso. 💔 Help us accept and understand. I always knew you were a fighter. You fought ‘till the end. Mahal ka namin. Mahal kita, Abs. Hanggang sa muli. Isang mahigpit na yakap mula samin.

Extra as always. Nabawasan man kami ng isa, mananatiling buo. Love, whiteflower. 🌼

[pogingartist]

Ang dami na palang nakakalungkot na pangyayari ngayung may na diko alam kung paano ako makakamove on. Napakahirap tanggapin. Una, natalo si vp. Pangalawa, si Maam Janine (office mate). Sobrang nakakalungkot at di ready yung mga kaoffice mates ko na mawala si maam janine. Nagsabi pa siya last meeting na sana kumpleto parin kami pag balik niya, peri di na siya babalik. Sumunod si ate jovie. Diko na naman napigilang umiyak kanina kasi mamimiss ko talaga itong pinsan ko. Haayyyss, bakit ba kasi walang masyadong magandang opportunity dito sa Pilipinas para sa LAHAT. Kami na bahala kay baby Abdul. Pang apat, si Sir Arian. Last day niya na kanina sa Glory Ph. Nabawasan tuloy mga kakampinks at kabardagulan 😢.

Haayyyysssss. Grabe lahat ng yung nangyari ngayung week lang. Pero lalaban parin tayooooo. I know it's not okay cj, pero darating din ang araw na magiging ok din ang lahat. Yakap.