#YOU PUT PPL IN A BLENDER FOR A LIVING

[hampterguts]

THIS SHOULD NOT BE AS HILARIOUS AS IT IS TO ME

[liauditore]

Thought I might say hello and make some small talk, seeing that I'm camping on your trafficshipping tag and all.

Well hi! Lovely place you've got here. Fantastic art, GREAT vibes, very nice. I'm specially enjoying your character rambling; your takes on them are super interesting and they tickle my brain 👀

May I send Divorce Fource/Quartet and Majorwood for the shipping bingo? Divorce Fource were a right mess (affectionate <3) and a perfect one at that, but I can't help but wonder how the recipe would have turned out if the soul ties were Cleo-Pearl, Martyn-Scott.

Also there is so much potential in Limlife Majorwood for eroguro if you're nasty. Which I am. Time cannibalism, respawning mechanics, birthday time... blender go brrrr 👀

!!!!!!!

y'all are really enabling my habit of long ass posts huh 😭😭

OK SO first off thankyou so much?? thats so sweet?????? 😭😭 i really don't think my character ramblings are anything special, but i like reading other ppls insane takes so i thought i'd provide others with the same 👍

not to get too into it but i feel like a series like life smp is best enjoyed with your own crazy delulu takes (similar to touhou if anyone heres familiar w/ that fandom). and it makes me kinda sad to see ppl arguing abt whats 'canon' or 'correct' cus that's no fun lol

ANYWAY yeah uh im glad u like the vibes!! :J

TREEBARK

this one first cus chronology. I honestly don't know if there's anything I can say here that hasn't been said before? But yeah they're. tasty. something about martyn waiting the entirety of third life to betray ren and never getting the chance and now longing to have him back. lots of regret but regret. for what. yknow. and ren always looking out for martyn even from a distance. and then martyn losing that connection in limlife.

yeah i can see why people ship lmao

uhh i don't really know what else to write here so have some of my insane ramblings copy+pasted from my shipping doc 👍

Martyn fancies himself a schemer, someone who's not afraid to play the game the way it's intended. If that means earning a powerful ally's trust only to shatter it then he was going to do it. Only, Martyn's bark is worse than his bite, and every night he spends in lying awake in those soft, warm sheets that Ren had laid out just for him (freshly washed too, he might add. Smelled like sunshine) he wonders if he can do it. He can, of course. (he can't. he won't. he's too soft. soft and useless.) He'd cut his head off already. (he wants to vomit) (this is why no one needs you. wants you. loves you) Who cares about other people anyway? He is the only one who really matters. (the thought of being alone makes him want to cry) Ren, on the other hand, is a capable leader. The definition of loyal and dependable, if not a bit dramatic. He struggles with self-worth, being good enough, useful enough, powerful enough. But to others, he's the opposite, caring and protective of any who would ask for his aid. After all, every citizen deserves to live in safety and comfort, and providing that is what a good King would do. ~ Martyn's not as sneaky as he thinks he is. Ren knows. Ren sees the signs. It's a death game for a reason. But he doesn't let Martyn know. He doesn't even hold it against him. He doesn't see the bloodthirst anymore, only the broken pieces lying underneath. ~ or the King's Hand, it was the thrill of feeling Useful, Powerful, Feared (loved). He was going to miss it after he betrayed him, the high of bloodlust, the smell in the air as he charged into battle. (the way his hands held him so gently) For the King himself, deep down he knew it was never to be. He had met a monster, but he hoped his efforts calmed the storm ever so slightly. On some days, he pretends to forget about the death game entirely and imagines the speech he'd give to retire his Hand. "You don't have to fight anymore," he'd say, "I'll take care of you from now on, I promise. So put the sword down, okay?" But in the end, it was all a fantasy, wasn't it?

^ yes this is so cheesy but so are they.

Cry with me again Smile with me again Scream with me again Sing with me again Dance with me again Talk to me again…

"Lower One's Eyes" (Oktavia translyrics)

MAJORWOOD

I think.. I talk too much abt scott seeing as that's who everyone points out when it comes to my headcanons 😭😭 but uh i swear everyone else is just as messed up. and martyn is like. just as bad if not worse (if that wasn't made clear from my ramblings before)

anyway uh say it with me rebound 👏 relationship 👏

i think they're both.. very numb to it all once limlife rolls around. they're just tired and have this mutual understanding and both think they're horrible people. martyn just wants to play the game. scott doesn't even know what he wants anymore.

but ofc, they're both still human and want love and comfort, so they try to seek that from one another. even if it's fake. even if it doesn't matter in the end.

Baby, though I've closed my eyes I know who you pretend I am I know who you pretend I am

Washing Machine Heart (Mitski)

We’re the Delusioned Victim Cash-in Union Praise to the “love” that will bring salvation!  Two fools singing to a shallow melody Restart, reflation, teleportation Time and again we’re stuck in rotation Circles inside a love without any ending

MKDR (SirHamnet Lyrics)

Scott uses Martyn as a replacement for Jimmy and Martyn uses Scott as a replacement for Ren. they know they dislike eachother (see: all of double life) and that only one of them will make it out alive. but they can't get that love and comfort from anyone else now.

also uhhh eroguro my beloved...... im assuming this is getting brought up cus of my mentions of loving eroguro in the past. and yes to all of that very much i agree. but i do have kind of.. a limit to what i do w/ these characters specifically because of the fandom/ccs (at least publicly). if i ever do decide to share the nastier stuff in my head or go into detail on gore and whatnot i'd probs make a sideblog and tuck it away and maybe block scott and martyn for always somehow showing up on my posts lmao

[tricoufamily]

HELLOOOO I have a question ^^ how does the process for taking screenshots for "the fall" look like? do you do it in game or in a different program? (ive only recently learned ppl tend to do edits in blender I live under a rock) I LOVE UR STUFF IM CURIOUS SRY IF THIS IS A DUMB QUESTION

thanks! not a dumb question at all! this is the fall is done in game w the magic of reshade and the sunblind lighting mod

so i try to have the dialogue written out w the actions/positions of the characters throughout the scene before i open the game, which speeds up the process.

then i pose hunting on @ts4-poses - IF YOU’RE ONLY GONNA USE THE POSE PACK ONCE AND DELETE IT, CHANGE THE TITLE IN S4S TO “ 1 - [whatever]”!!! the space at the beginning is THE most important thing, that’ll put it at the very top of the list in poseplayer!!! GAME CHANGER!!! you may also want to write a description of what the pose pack is and what/who you’re using it for!

then FINALLY i go in game, and for some reason lately my game has been really slow and fucked up i probably need a cc clean out so for that reason it maybe takes me like an hour or two to take screenshots? i take a ton though i usually don’t use half of them. and have you seen how long my story posts are lol

my editing is really minimal, i just slap my psd on it and do eye catchlights, but for a long, dialogue-heavy post it may take a while. not too bad though 🧘

[kachimera]

celia, arikado, leon, sara for the bingo 👁️👁️

Celia

Oh what a mess of a woman. I know it's more of a writing flaw but i adore how she switches between being a threatening villain to the most incompetent moron ever (seriously girl you fake murder Dracula's reimcarnation's crush and you expect him to not instantly murder you? Fr?). Plus depending on the source she either is legit indoctrinated in her cult's beliefs which gives her a sad facet or she has the more selfish purpose of preserving her own dark magic (and what do i say? I can make both work. I think). Plus the way it can be implied that she might have contact n even collaboration w Arikado makes it better (sorry for the ppl reading this but yes it works i swear im not insane). Go silly gal go! Play Machiavellian schemes with the literal son of the dark lord and underestimate your enemy!

Arikado

Oh boi and talking abt Arikado; the common idea of a grown up n stable Alucard finding stability after "ending" the cycle is fine and all, but the implication from his AoS n DoS behaviour that he is in a terrible mental state and unable to let go of the cycle? Beautiful. Amazing. Need me more of that. He's this beautiful mini reflection of the revenge cycle, and after living through it, with the goal of murdering his own father, for so long, and having it as his sole purpose, it has devoured him n broken him. And he now wants to take control of it with his own hands, is showing both the worst behaviour of both his father AND the Belmonts (haha SotN parallels w Richter) and might end up making matters worse :) (I blame you for indoctrinating me into the neg character arc Alu, thank u) Anyways someone force this poor moron to take vacations before he loses it

Leon

THE HIM. MY BABY BOI. I love his honor n morals and how he chooses them in the face of great suffering. His bravery and impulsiveness. How he's sassy can fall into black n white thinking. How loyal he is to those close to him and how much he cares. The balance between his own feeling n his morals. The parallels w Mathias n Sara n Rinaldo. And just hmmmgjsgkwkgd my poor boi

I can't decide if i want him to recover from the LoI events or if I want him to be consumed by his traumas and thirst for revenge but in any case he goes into the blender *puts him into a sock w stones and smacks him against the walls multiple times*

Also, salt warning here but i feel like fandom either exaggerates his neg traits and acts like Mathias descent into madness ("hello church can i abandon our very important military campaign to be at home w my best friend. He needs cuddles n emotional support that will surely fix him. No it's not gay dont worry. Thanks :)"), Sara getting sealed into the VK (which she insisted on and convinced him despite his initial refusal) n the Belmont clan's burden (he did got them into monster hunting w the whip but there's no way he knew how bad things were gonna get) were all 100% his very well informed fault; Or makes him into an idiot sunshine boi who doesn't knows what death is (he's an undefeated warrior with a who knows how large body count) can't think or lead (he maintained the company undefeated during Mathias' illness) and a perfect innocent n easy to manipulate uke for his sexy older seme (I'm not saying they canonically fucked you can perfectly interpret their relationship as 100% platonic or having something but deciding to respect their girls or etc etc. But if they did the nasty then he had to rail Mathias at least a couple of times). I admit im veeery biased and picky regarding this balance but still. He has facets i say

Sara

Yes my anger girl. Let her commit crimes. I wanna write a post abt her but to resume i love her as a symbol of destroyed innocence (ha). A sweet gal who did helped everyone and was good n nice and disliked violence only to have her life ruined in so many ways that her inner frustration blooms into a divine wrath n bloodthirst. Like i said before I adore her relationship w Leon and how they made eachother better n then worse :). Plus, the manual describes her as strong hearted! She obviously loved Leon n was happy to see him! sacrificed her life in order to not turn into a vampire and instead stop Walter from harming more innocents! She has agency and her choice was crucial not only for Mathias convoluted plan but for the whole cycle. (Ppl stop forcing the "boring 100% sweet harmless never angry gal who always got dragged around by men as an object" archetype on her challenge. Yes i used to be like that but i got gud. If i can recover so others can)

And then she had to see how Mathias betrayed her n Leon and then tried to take him, and dealt w the mess that post-canon Leon was, both together but separated, furious and crushed on the other's behalf, until his death :). AND then she had to wait hundreds of years to avenge him only to have to kill the same bastard over and over and over again. Mix in vampire corruption and you have a caring but toxic Belmont Matriarch/Whip stuck in the cycle. So yea let her have negative emotions and commit crimes (Sorry John).

[zilodak]

so what drove will to kill in your au

When I tell you my AU is all over the place and takes like... popular 80s tropes and put them in a blender I mean it bc Will was a trained assassin assigned to be Mrs Afton's (at that time not married) undercover bodyguard (she had no idea abt this) while they (Mrs Afton, Will, Henry, Mrs Emily) were doing research as scientists so he already had like experience killing ppl. Along the way they started theorizing abt remnants and immortality through technology etc etc but they decided to get married and quit their jobs and lay low and live a normal life they never had so they abandoned the research but Will never like. Let it go entirely bc he's scared of death.

Anyways Mrs Emily dies, Mrs Afton also dies (partially bc of William's neglect and him telling her there was nothing wrong with her even though she was deathly ill) and then CC dies (again bc of Will's neglect this time as a father) and he accidentally kills Charlie bc of drunk driving. He realizes that Charlie is the Puppet, but he doesn't help her. Now Will dusts off their old files on the project bc he wants to bring his family back to life somehow, fix his mistakes yaddi yaddi yadda. His next victims aren't accidents but in his deteriorating mind he thinks it's okay and necessary bc he's gonna bring them back to life anyways but then Elizabeth dies and he loses hope, blames it all on Michael, yells at him and just leaves, completely abandoning Michael.

He comes back obviously, at that point Michael and Henry know what he's done and they try to lure him back into the diner to arrest him. Problem is traumatized Michael wants revenge, for both himself and the kids that suffered. He goes off plan, confronts William face to face at the diner, they get into a knife fight, Michael realizes that he can't bring himself to kill his father. Will slightly injures Mike, doesn't kill him, tells him to stay down, Mike refuses, launches at Will to stop him from getting near the withereds and the springlock failure incident happens. Will dies in front of Michael as Mike manically tries to get him out of the suit, realizing what he's done. Mike sets the building on fire, hoping it would free the kids and he'll finally be with his family again, but it doesn't work bc he strikes a deal with Charlie and CC where he cannot die until every last part of his father has left the earth.

Springtrap from then on becomes blinded by rage and anger, at that point abandoning everything abt remnants and going after Michael and everybody he loves, slasher style.

[selwynsel]

i want to put all of these ppl in a blender and turn it on max. a household of vampires in every sense of the word; even the interactions they have with each other are predatory, hopelessly distorted by capital beyond salvation. logan's iron control over his children has fucked them all up in various ways - no one else in the world is real except for them, and they justify their meaningless lives by relishing in the access and privilege and sadism their capital affords them. loathsome! which side are you on indeed

[hastings727]

I'm Starting to Figure out Living Better.

It took 31 years to figure out "oh yeah just go back to school and learn stuff". I guess I hated school as a kid so much (not to mention the buckets of childhood traumas, thanks mom and stepdad) that I couldn't even see potential for anything in my life.

I'm in school right now, a local community college, for a videography course. Multiple courses to get a certificate, which is not a degree but its something. I have a friend who works for a production company and I'm fairly certain I could get a job with them, whatever it might be.

So I'm taking the courses, and they're fun. They are the literal first in-person courses I've taken since 2011, when I was barely 20. And those were literally just the pre-req classes for english and math, all for me to take a programming course after, and give up 3 weeks in. Ugh.

But what makes me so happy is that not only are the projects interesting, I actually accomplish them. Not only do i accomplish them, I'm getting multiple ideas for videos, doing all the extra work like doing a storyboard (which was so hard at first until my teacher was like "you dont have to be good at drawing"). We have our final project right now and I'm shooting it today, but i also have a different idea for it that I wanna do just because.

This sort of enthusiasm hasn't been present for me like, ever. The only time I enjoy stuff, its entertainment. I put myself down way too hard whenever I tried to create stuff before. Drawing, gave up Web design, gave up Blender, gave up.

And more "boring" jobs just felt like a chore to learn, like I took a class for medical coding but it all felt like being back at high school again. Worksheets on worksheets, all online so I had no one to help or push me along. I think being in a classroom and having creative assignments being given by actual teachers, in person (And have been so nice and helpful), has helped me so much.

My teachers have been so good, not only in instructing but in making me feel like I can accomplish this stuff. They never make me feel dumb for not understanding something. When I finished the first major project, I remember feeling so bad about it, and I told my teacher "I think this is bad, I did a bad job, i dont want ppl to see it" and he said "I understand how you feel, but you have to understand that you're a beginner, and so is everyone else. You can't expect to be good right out the gate. We all critique each-others work together, and its not to put eachother down, its to give valid criticism so that we can get better."

And that one little speech he told me broke a lifetimes worth of negative attitude. I was so changed, I told him I'd like to be first or 2nd to present my video, because I wanted to know what I did wrong. And after the video was over, all my classmates told me "I don't know why you were worried, that was great!" They all still gave me their criticism, and so did my teacher. And we did that for everyone. It was such a respectful and kind atmosphere.

Someones gonna read this and go "Revima, that is literally a normal educational space." To which I'd say "I'm sure you're correct but I have *issues*."

[littleblackbooksims]

Why are you not reporting on Timm actually getting sued by cwb. You must warn people they can get sued and I hope you are careful too because cwb sued for defamation not sharing files

To be honest we’re just tired of her constant shenanigans. We could’ve put her on blast a month back when she was abusing the DMCA system to get criticism taken down on several Tumblrs including ours. She was even going as far as DMCAing Twitter users!

Like who does stuff like this? No one! Not a single creator behaves this way. Not Sixam, not Felixandre, or any other controversial creator just her.

There is low and then Cowbuild digs miles below it and we just can’t help but shake our heads. Every month there’s some scandal with her, there’s a reason she’s unanimously the most disliked creator in the community, because she never accepts responsibility, never apologizes and just bullies people. It’s annoying to write about. Mind you the majority of her controversy came from HER OWN SOCIAL MEDIA whether it be her blatant homophobia, her treatment of Bucky or her noob blender asks.

At this point it’s The Streisand effect. The more she does to cover it up the more attention it draws to the fact that she’s trash, case and point, this post. If she just went early access and got a little more creative with her CC in the spring when we first released our posts a lot of the Cowbuild saga wouldn’t have gotten to this point. If she wouldn’t have acted like such an asshole in December when she was first exposed for similar behavior we wouldn’t have dug into socials and found out how inexperienced of a creator she was and how implausible it was that she was churning out such intricate content and found her begging ppl for basic blender help on Facebook. But time after time she behaves in the worst way possible and just makes things worse for herself.

But for anyone interested she sent Timm a C&D threatened to sue him. He also shared a few screenshots of their conversation.

We can’t offer anyone legal advice but we also don’t want people to feel like they can’t voice their opinion on her if they want to! Especially if you live in the US where the first amendment is enshrined in the constitution. We do want to stress that none of these greedy assholes are worth getting into legal trouble over either so don’t feel obligated to.

Ultimately it’s up to each person what they decide to do. If people do decide to share links of her stuff we recommend only suggesting to people where to get content like a few of the well known pirating resources and not sharing direct links and or screenshots of hers. If she does DMCA you don’t appeal the DMCA as she will get a copy of your legal name and address, given her history we don’t feel comfortable suggesting people do hand over such sensitive information.

We considered getting a DMCAed ignored blog to permanently host our posts but also don’t want to invest money into her either. But that might be in the cards in the future, she’s just so exhausting guys, literally her:

Thanks for the ask anon, none of the snark was directed at you, more just at the fact that she won’t stop acting a fool and guaranteed this won’t be the last of this either because she won’t let it be. We genuinely would like to not dedicate our blog to Cowbuild we hope that she allows us to but also know that won’t happen either *SIGH*.

[fairycosmos]

Sometimes it drives me crazy that rich people exist and can just buy and do whatever they want often without consequence because of their wealth. Then I seethe because they are always like !!!we worked so hard!!! And it’s like yes of course because working class people don’t work hard so sorry I didn’t realise that

swear to god! it really gets me that they use the world like a gigantic playground while the rest of us just flounder aimlessly, losing our lives to slave wage bullshit. also YEAH literally one of the biggest scams that capitalism has convinced the masses of is the notion that rich ppl just work harder like? that has quite literally never been the case, they accumulate their wealth off of the backs of the less fortunate. theyre only in the position theyre in because the crush the ppl beneath them via exploitation which shocker is hard work for the ppl being exploited. and it's not even possible to work a billion times harder than some random labourer in a way that would make their billions ethical and sensical. you know? every time they cry that they work SO hard i just want to put them in a blender or a sweatshop somewhere for the rest of eternity lmfao. i honestly think they think "working hard" is paying their way into a prestigious uni nd then walking into a high end position at 24 because their dad knows the right people. that's what they think working hard is. it's soooo so funny and by funny i mean it makes me murderous LOL :) also the fact that they say with a straight face that they work harder than the working (!!!!!!!!!) class like are u braindead or are u braindead. who do you think is keeping society afloat for real

[bananaman-mp3]

Eight

one more for the day (technically its already sunday lmao)

flashback time. to when bree was conscripted.

bree is described as being really tall, or big, even compared to the soldier taking him away.

next, tramy. and then shade.

she sees her painful memories, even nightmares. nightmares of her brothers in the war and then feeling like shes seeing her life in reverse.

she “wakes up” to see queen elara in front of her, behind bars. shes torturing mare, probably her power. the queen tells her its to keep her from electrocuting someone. and oh boy a conversation is in order.

queen elara reveals she was the shadow looking through her mind -makes sense- because she wanted to know her. shes a whisper. she taunt mare and tells shes only alive bc a lot of ppl have seen her do the sparky thing. and then leaves.

she freaks out about her new discovery of powers and calls for one of the security officers to tell her family where she is. he tells her to change so he can take her upstairs. she does. she notes the lack of red in her clothes. imean its not the first time theres no explicit discrimination, but idk.

the officer- revealed to be another magnetron and cousin of evangelines, lucas samos, leads her upstairs. shes taken through the self darkening diamond walls of the hall of the sun. the darkening comes from a red haired officer that lucas informs is called a shadow, blender of light.

she mentions the lighting shield might have changed her or released something in her, when the cameras dont affect her.

shes finally led to the room where the king awaits for her. the queen stands to his left, the princes to his right. the officers leave.

they tell her they wanted to kill her but cant, and show her a stack of papers with some interesting info. mares name is mare molly barrow, her bday is 17th november of the 302 of the new era? inch resting.

the queen had an idea but cal seemed to be against it. the cant kill her yet apparently. so they will giver her a character sheet with some backstory and have her larp as a silver princess so they can study her and understand her. cool. her father was ethan titanos general of the iron legion, dead when she was little. that might come back later.

theyll have her marry maven- aight. yeah. sure. maven aint happy about it either.

they mention how she finally has a purpose -which, fuck you- and this might do something to stop the scarlet guard somehow? doubt it. the king is being a dismissive liar according to mare. cal explains it will be a distraction. someone the reds can look up too or something. i really hope his lil speech about her compliyng is an act. i feel like it is.

mare asks for her brothers to be brought from the war and for kilorn to be safe. nice, putting her awful situation to some good use, at least. if shes gotta suffer shell at least be a martyr. she now lives in the hall of the sun and will be tutored there. a princess conversion, right? wow

[hawksugarbaby]

Kirishima x reader - Drag

Fluff + drag queen Kirishima

"EIJIRO KIRISHIMA!" you sprinted to his room with a crinkling plastic bag in hand while shoving other students out the way. You knocked on his door rapidly bouncing up and down "yes (y/n)?" you shoved the plastic bag in his face and grinned from ear to ear "I saw your Instagram..." his eyes shot open and he immediately started hunting for excuses "uh it was a bet? I lost a bet to mina I promise" he slowly backed up into his room trying to hide the makeup palettes on his shelf and pushing away the feminine clothes lying on the floor "make me pretty!" you pulled out an eyeshadow palette and some brushes waving them about desperately "your already pretty?" he put the brushes down hoping no one else was hearing this conversation "EI PLEASE!" you begged and he sighed pulling you inside and shutting his door loudly.

"Please don't tell anyone pumpkin" he sighed looking at his girlfriend as you bounced around excitedly "baby I will never ever tell anyone if you don't want me to" you promised and he sat you down in front of his mirror brushing the hair out of your face combing through it with his crimson riot hairbrush which you thought was adorable. He shuffled through the palettes in your bag "you got these from the dollar store didn't you" he sat the out on the marble vanity and opened them up to look at the cracked powders making you click your tongue "they weren't like that when I bought them" you said closing the palettes again quickly "it's okay I have plenty" he muttered and pulled a drawer out from under his bed which was filled top to bottom edge to edge with makeup.

"Wow, Ei that's a lot! This must have been a lot of money" you giggled and he pulled out his mint to be and misunderstood palette by colourpop and lipstick by nyx "yeah it does cost a lot but I think it's worth it" he smiled and pulled the foundation you bought out of the bag since it was your shade and he would not be letting you go out looking like a cheap whore who couldn't even match her foundation to her skin tone. "I've never worn makeup before" you admit squishing your cheeks together while he hunted for a colour corrector to go over your purple eye bags "your 17 and you've never worn makeup?" he asked and dabbed the colour corrector on thickly, your eyebags were terrible afterall "you haven't been sleeping well have you pumpkin," he asked blending out the cream under your eyes and pumping out some foundation onto the back of his hand. "Just nightmares Ei" you gave a lopsided grin and he kissed the top of your head "do you want to talk about it," he asked and started putting the foundation on your face gently, he didn't want to hurt you by dabbing too hard.

You shook your head and turned looking into the mirror instead of at him "do you need to talk about something?" he stopped doing your foundation "what do you mean?" you carefully thought of how to phrase your next sentence while he took a drink of his water "are you gay?" you grimaced when he spat his water out getting it all over you and the vanity. he chuckled "no pumpkin I'm definitely not gay" he wiped the vanity down with an old T-shirt "are you trans? If you are I'll support you one hundred per cent of the way" you put your hand on top of his reassuring him even though he didn't need the reassurance "I'm not trans either (y/n) I just do drag" he showed you a little book from his shelf and you flicked through it it was filled with pictures of him in drag and flyers and tickets from all of his shows. It did bring him immense joy knowing that if he was trans you wouldn't break up with him (sorry straight ppl) and that you had no issue if he was gay other than you not being a guy which would have been an issue.

"You look so pretty in this one" you gushed pointing to the picture of him next to a microphone and a laughing crowd and he laughed nervously remembering that night did not go brilliantly, well no it did, but that night he got caught by Mr Aizawa for sneaking out, BUT he got permission to go do his thing instead of having to sneak out "how many people know?" you asked while he primed your eyelids with a different blender "you and Mr Aizawa," he said sadly, sure he was upset that his friends didn't know but he didn't WANT them to know, that's why he lied and told them he didn't have Instagram but he was more than happy now that you knew and he no longer had to hide his passion from the person he loved most in this world "Mr Aizawa?" you giggled imagining the shocked face of your teacher when your boyfriend got home in a full face of makeup "comes to every one of my shows" he grinned and picked up a small pointy brush. "Well I better get to know Mr Aizawa a bit more huh"

He dusted the brush in a dark green and asked you to shut your eyes "so how come I wasn't aware my boyfriend is a drag queen" you asked while the handsome boy packed your crease with dark green and he sighed heavily concentrating on the powder falling onto your cheeks "I just didn't know how you would react" he said brushing the green flecks from your face "I will always accept you Ei don't you forget that" you grabbed the hand he wasn't using and squeezed it tightly while he stamped the rest of the colour in and winged the end and started buffing it out.

"I don't understand why you wanted me to do your makeup though," he said picking up a clean brush and smothering it in a pastel green dusting it lightly on the edge of the crease he had made to blend it out and went back over the dark green, "I told you I wanted you to make me pretty" you reminded him, maybe he forgot what you said when you came to his door and shoved the bag in his face "your already gorgeous (y/n) you don't need makeup," he said kissing the top of your head again while pouring some concealer onto his hand "aw Ei thank you" you smiled at him... maybe, you didn't know you still had your eyes closed "I don't really know why I wanted you to actually i just thought it would be fun" you shrugged and raised your eyebrows for him when you felt him go in with the concealer covering part of your eyelid and the outward flick and more green flecks fluttered down to your face making you scrunch up your nose "wait I'm going to sneeze" you warned him and turned away letting out an adorable kitten sneeze making him laugh "I love you more and more each day" he praised making your face turn red underneath the foundation.

He brushed on a shimmery white into the corners of your eyelid making them sparkle "(y/n) you realise that once the lipstick is on it means no kisses" he smirked and watched as your face dropped and you struggled to keep your eyes closed "YOU NEVER SAID NO KISSES!" you yelled and smacked your hand over your mouth before someone could come and check out the couples quarrel a few rooms over "what if you put your makeup on too then nothing is technically getting messed up?" you offered hoping that you could convince him. You would not be living this day without kisses it was illegal for you to go a day without kisses "what if someone see's me?" he asked picking up a limey green on his brush and moving the hair that had fallen in front of your face. "Then we say I dared you and that I bought all the makeup and followed a tutorial," you said bringing up a youtube video that looked similar-ish to the look he was doing on you "it couldn't hurt," he said and put on the lime green in the middle of your lid blending it into the white.

"I'm really proud of you Ei," you said and your lips turned upward while he applied a lighter version of the eyeshadow he used on your crease to the outer part of your eyelid following the flick upwards and blending it into the shimmery lime "why?" he pulled back to look at his work so far and smiled softly at how pretty you looked, you always looked pretty but this was your first time ever wearing makeup and he was doing it for you, something about the love he put into the makeup made you shine with beauty... and the light on the vanity made your eyeshadow sparkle. "Because you followed your passion even if you weren't sure what others would think. And that makes you the manliest guy alive" you complimented and he looked over at his poster of a crimson riot like it would somehow come to life and agree with your words "that means more than you could ever know pumpkin" you opened the eye he wasn't working on and saw him looking at his poster "plus your only 17 and you're famous as a Hero and a drag queen"

He went in with a white eyeliner cutting the crease with the pointy stick trying not to harm your eye "I hate these things" he said and grumbled something about how stupid and fiddly they are then slammed the liner on the vanity neatening up the lines a bit "wow we're almost done the first eye" he said applying the eyeshadows he used on your eyelid to your lower lashline and blended them out making them look soft and feathery and finally applied the shiny white to the corner of your eye. He picked out a tiny plastic container of tiny tiny diamonds and a tube of eyelash glue and gently pressed the diamonds onto the top of your cut crease. He used the same lash glue and put on the long eyelashes then moved on to fill in your brow.

Time skip brought to you by Autoglass repair Autoglass replace

He finished the second eye and grabbed a large fluffy brush and contoured your face bringing the warmth back into you. He grabbed a rosy blush and dusted it on and finished grabbed a smaller brush brightening your face with a greeny-blue highlighter making you glow in the white light of the vanity. "We're almost done," he said letting you know you could look forward to opening your eyes again. "But then you have to do yours" you reminded him and he hummed "it takes a quarter of this time to do it to myself" he teased and popped open a lipstick asking you to part your lips "why you gonna kiss me?" you chuckled and he leaned in close kissing you with his soft lips "obviously" and he put the lipstick on you adding some green rhinestones to seal the deal.

"Okay (y/n) open your eyes" he instructed and stood up letting you take in your face while he hunted through his wardrobe throwing stuff onto his bed "holy All Might" you leaned in close to the mirror admiring the gorgeous artwork on your face "I didn't know I could look so good in green" you mumbled and beamed at the reflection in front of you "you look gorgeous," he said coming up behind you and kissing your neck "but we aren't done yet" he dangled a green dress in front of you "so you get the rest of you ready while I get myself ready okay?" he said sitting himself down at the vanity and you jumped up and down enthusiastically grabbing the dress and pleaser heels he placed down for you and moving the wig out of your face.

About an hour later you were both fully ready

"meet my photographer," he said bringing you to the back of the dorms where Mr Aizawa was standing lazily checking his phone "MR AIZAWA IS YOUR PHOTOGRAPHER? How does he let you get away with those photo's" you whispered the last part asking yourself more than him and he shrugged "cmon after this we're going to a show" he smiled and pulled you over with him in front of the camera "Kiri can we do this like all the time?" you asked while your teacher photographer set up the camera "of course pumpkin". This would be the best photo in his book yet.

A/n: I wanted to make kiri a drag queen so I did

[joliebean]

Simmer- Get To Know

Tagged by: @ice-creamforbreakfast​ tysm!! 🥰

Languages you speak: My first language is Russian. I can speak pretty fluently English and a bit of French.

Are you a mermaid: Ew I hate fish

Your Playstyle: I live in Blender, PS and s4s. Does it count for playing? :D I like making sims as well, and I even have a legacy in my game. Though I barely play it atm.

Your Simself Picture:

It’s an old pic from 2017 don’t sue me.

Stories or Gameplay, builds, lookbooks, edits or cc: My body is ready for everything

Your favorite age state: Tbh I like playing all life stages, each of them have unique features! Ofc YA is the most exciting one since they are not limited and you can do most of things only with them, but limitations make the game fun, so I like children, teens, toddlers and elders too. If only infants weren’t so boring.

Your favorite season: Summer

Your favorite holiday: I assume in the sims game? I like winterfest a lot, and new year is fun too! I also always add leisure day to my game bc simmies deserve to have some fun in summertime. Irl I don’t have favourite holidays, they all make me sad :D

How was your day: I woke up 3 hrs ago so it’s pretty fine by far.

Your favorite career: The rabbit hole ones xD

Your favorite aspiration: There are basically no aspirations in ts4 so I’ll choose one from ts2. I guess it will be wealth, tbh I like to choose in ts4 life goals career\money related too. Romance\family will be my second favourite choice.

Your favorite EP, SP or GP: Seasons, Parenthood, Laundry Day

How old is your Simblr: I’ve started it in 2015 so this summer it will be 5 years old!

Have you woohooed: who wrote this question??

Your favorite skill: Handiness, Cooking, Photography, Charisma

The size of your mods folder: 5,75GB, mostly cas items

Your 3 favorite mods: 5 columns mod, ui cheat extensions, safe fireplaces ;D

Your interests (other than the sims): Videogames in general, makeup, scrolling memes when I should be sleeping

Your favorite Sim (picture if possible):

I’ve made her in 2018 and she’s my fav since then. I struggle not to put her on every single of my preview.

Same for this bad boy. He even made to my legacy, prob he’s one of favourite male sims I’ve ever made.

Which Sims games have you played (including mobile games): TS2 to TS4, Medieval, Castaway stories and that online Sims game on FB xD

Propose a crazy scheme: Don’t judge other ppl’s gameplay!

Best part of Simblr: I’ve met bunch of lovely people here, and the creativity of this community is something. Tbh the whole game depends on the community bc new content and improvements are released every single day by the community for free. No developer can do such a thing.

Worst part of Simblr: You steal from *creator name*!! Guys, we work with the same meshes, that’s why sometimes cc can be similar. Stop dissing others, when such incidents happen it is never intentionally. + toxic anon hate. I don’t understand why you spend your time sending someone hate. When I don’t like something, I just go further and never go back to this thing. Thankfully, it’s pretty easy to do on the Internet.

What other games you play: My favs are: Dragon Age, Mass Effect, The Witcher, Resident Evil, Nancy Drew (dont @ me). I play other games too but I dont bother to count them rn.

Other websites or accounts (Origin, Twitter, etc…): I have only twitter related to the sims, so you can check it in my nav if you’re interested

Are you single: yes, so set up me with your cute brothers and cousins who are around 20-30 y.o. 🤣

I tag @anotherplumbob​ @alxandergoth​ @ophelia-nygmos​ @ivypots​ @teekalu​ @furbynurbs​ @clumsyalienn​ @saurussims​

[neonstatic]

💜

call me neon or ray or a secret third option (iykyk) 

i’m an adult so minors pls don't follow me, i get family-unfriendly on here! you should at least be 18 with age in your bio!

black, bisexual, nonbinary they/he (transmisogyny-exempt/afab). possibly aroace in some ways. 

born and raised in canada.

definitely some flavour of neurodivergent. hyperfixations in order of relevance: fnf (since 2019), atla, esp zuko (late-2023); msm (2022); the witcher (2019). i don’t post about them much because i was born with the curse of shame. you’re welcome <3

original posts are tagged #ray says, posts with random facts about me are tagged #in the tags and selfies are tagged #my face.  

mutuals pls tag the following: #gore, #insects or #bugs, #holes or #trypo, #neural blender.

(you might recognize the url from that “he/him lesbian” post. h-hi, hello.)

i am pro: palestine, blm and poc, the lgbt community, disabled ppl, sex workers, antifa, immigrants, abortion, police defunding, palestine, sudan, haiti, etc. i like to think i’m a pretty decent person.

i tag slurs, even those i reclaim. please don’t take it personally.

a lot of the tags you’ll see in my search right now do not reflect my point of view since 2020, so i’d say don’t mind em if you want an updated view of who i am as a person. won’t blame you if what you see puts you off tho, had quite an ugly, short-lived discourse phase.

i occasionally write image descriptions (#id text) and unfortunately, there’s no consistency to em. i write when i have the energy. i also write some on my other blog @default-mode. non-accessible posts are tagged #no id.

[inspiringwhilerespiring]

Yall know i love this survey shit<3

1. List 5 things you want to do before the year ends.

-finish 5 books

-lose 20 lbs

-produce more art

-travel out of the state & country

-heal my heart and love myself a lil more

2. What color are your pants?

not wearing any

3. Favorite motivational quote.

damn, there’s A L O T. prob something simple and to the point. I like “proud, but never satisfied” and “the distance between your dreams and reality is called action”

4. When was the last time you drank coffee?

yesterday; got a new french press for christmas<3

5. What was the last thing you ate?

lmao the weirdest shit. hot cheetos, some hummus, and a bar

6. Favorite animal.

soo many; always been fascinated by sharks. Elephants are up there too.

7. Favorite song.

currently anything Kid Cudi - he soothes my soul

8. Last movie you watched?

National Lampoon family vacation I think?

9. Any turn ons?

of course; im one of those gay people who gets turned on by having an emotional connection first and foremost; but if were strictly talking physical shit - any neck action is sexy af. or just taking breaks to make eye contact.

10. Any turn offs?

bad breath lol and just being a dick in general or inconsiderate

11. List 4 big words off of the top of your head.

cognizant; superfluous; compelling; anguished

12. What are some meaningful movies?

First ones that come to my mind that left an impact or a meaningful message are Shawshank Redemption, Avatar, Wall-E (lol), Forest Gump

13. 2 most important people in your life right now?

Myself honestly 

14. What are 3 things you want to do before the month ends?

Find a desk, order a blender, and form a morning routine

15. When was the last time you read a good book?

Currently reading Michelle Obama’s -Becoming; before that I read the Alchemist and it was good

16. How long do you study for usually, if you study?

I don’t

17. Do you have any nicknames?

Pollo, Hayls

18. Favorite kind of perfume? (fruity, alluring, etc.)

Viva la Juicy, but honestly all of them - been sticking to essential oils or all natural shit lately - anything with Amber is good.

19. Do you have any international friends / friends who live out of state?

yes<3

20. What is something unique that you do every single day?

lol shower? I dont really do anything special i dont think?

21. If there was a movie based on your life, what would it be called?

“Becoming” lol because I feel like I am always growing and changing and adapting and learning and ill never just be one thing

22. When was the last time you bought a gift for someone?

Recently - christmas time

23. Are you a shopaholic?

no - but i just got an amazon prime account and thats game changer fa real

24. What are some songs that always make you feel better?

Love - Kid Cudi, 

25. List 3 activities that you can only enjoy by yourself.

Sitting in the tub (otherwise that shit is too crowded lmao)

Reading a good book

Masturbating prob?

26. If you could live in any biome (and survive) which biome would you live in?

Tropical island

27. How do you like being roused in the morning?

cuddles and soft music (prob reggae) and if i aint got shit to do a bluntttt fam

28. How was your day? What did you do?

it was ok - fighting some inner demons lately and feeling really low :/ but i got a little bit done so im giving myself a break

29. What did your last text message say?

“bye”

30. Do you respond to texts quickly?

depends on who it is lol

31. Who was the last person you called?

my mom

32. List 5 things that are on your wish list.

i wanna learn another language

I wish to be able to see more things change for the better in our world

i wish to skydive

i wish to live in another country for a while

and i wish to love myself

33. If you were famous, what do you think you would be famous for?

maybe being a host of a talk show lol

34. Winter or summer?

both

35. What is a quality that all people should have?

empathy

36. If you could have a large collection of one item, what would that item be?

my inner white girl and materialistic ass says shoes - but idk i think it would also be cool to have a collection of books or photographs - ya know that sentimental shit i be on

37. What have you been thinking about lately?

wow so much - a lot of reflecting honestly about who i have been and how i’ve treated others and how i am trying to change myself - so ironically enough, i’ve also been thinking about the future and trying to focus on who i want to be and where i want to be

38. What is the secret to a happy life?

taking it day by day im sure

39. What are some phrases you say often?

“nice” lol to my clients a lot

40. Favorite food?

lately its been asian - like thai and vietnamese. fuck now i want some dumplings and curry and egg rollllz

41. List 3 wishes.

already fuckin diiiiiddd fam

42. What are some of your greatest fears?

memory loss, dying, losing others

43. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

idk whats app prob

44. Most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen (in real life)? 

machu picchu

45. Spicy food:Like or dislike? 

LOVE

46. Scary movies:Like or dislike?

Depends

47. Do you like to travel?

Do you know me lol

48. Any regrets?

yeah always, but i try to live my life without any and honestly id never go back and change em

49. Do you like rain?

obsessed; fav weather actually

50. What do you spend most of your money on?

food

51. Would you rather visit the past or the future?

past bc im a sentimental person; future is exciting and i like surprises and the unknown and dreaming about that shit - id rather not know.

52. Favorite clothing store?

depends - urban outfitters is my style but i like goodwill just as much

53. What is the best advice you can give to those who are feeling down?

this too shall pass

54. How often do you think about your future? Does it scare you?

honestly not often enough, i try not to over think things or it tends to give me anxiety. why worry about things that are far out of our control? I just take shit day by day

55. What angers you the most?

ignorance. and rude ass people. when someone isnt being genuine

56. When was the last time you got majorly angry?

yesterday

57. When was the last time you got really sad?

today

58. Are you good at lying?

im sure everyone is to some degree

59. What foreign language would you like to learn?

spanish

60. How many languages can you speak and what are they?

just one - semi fluent in spanish

61. How often do you go to parties? If you don’t, what do you do instead?

lol 

62. What books do you plan to read this year?

not sure! I have a couple but we shall see

63. Do you have breakfast every morning?

yes i try to - its my fav meal

64. Tell us a secret.

then it wouldnt be a secret

65. How many concerts have you been to?

a few

66. Last hug?

wasnt long enough

67. Who knows you better than anyone else?

myself

68. Baths or showers?

ooooooh damn, depends

69. Do you think you’re ambitious?

i could be a little more

70. What song is stuck in your head?

lmaooo wake up in the sky by gucci mane and bruno - thats been my shit lately

71. Countries you’ve visited?

Peru, Canada, Mexico, Costa Rica, Jamaica, Caymans, Philippines

72. What do you most value in your friends?

Communication and laughter

73. What helps you to sleep better?

putting my got dang phone away from me

74. What is the most money you have ever held in your hand?

prob like 2 grand or some shit

75. What makes you nervous?

when i over book myself or take too much on and have a lot on my plate - so time management i suppose

76. What is the best advice you’ve ever been given?

to live in the present moment; and to take care of myself 

77. Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive for sure - i dont really ever forget

78. First mobile phone?

ayyy a flip phone and it was see thru and lit up and had a walkie talkie!

79. Strangest dream?

lmao ew no im so ashamed

80. Best dream?

flying or something

81. Who is the smartest person you know?

my grandpa it seems

82. Who is the prettiest person on tumblr?

idk

83. Do you miss anyone right now?

very much, always

84. Who do you love? Why?

everyone, because life is too damn short for hate

85. Do you like sharing?

yeah lol bc i expect ppl to share w me in return

86. What was the last picture you took with your phone?

idk actually

87. Is there a reason behind everything that happens?

yeah id like to think so

88. Favorite genre of music?

i was raised on hip hop so i feel like that is my go to but honestly i love reggae, alternative, a lil bit of electro chill shit, R&B, oldies, jazz, anything 

89. If you had one word to describe yourself, what would it be?

Understanding

90. Describe your life in 5 words.

roller coaster. fun. emotional. loving. growth.

91. Describe the world in 4 words.

crazy. beautiful. strong. vast.

92. Craziest thing you’ve ever done?

skinny dip?

93. First three songs in your favorite playlist?

cocaine model - zhu

is this love - bob marley

tadow - masego

94. Are you more creative or logical?

def without a doubt 100% creative/emotional/empath/sensative/does things based on feelings rather than reason type person lmao

95. Would you rather lie or hurt someone with the truth?

truth always

96. What are you most proud of?

my ability to communicate and understand people

97. What personality trait do you admire in other people?

strength/humility 

98. When you imagine yourself as really, really relaxed and happy, what are you doing?

smoking a fat ass blunt doing yoga on a sunny day while its 68 degrees out and im on a beach 

[aimeraiwrites]

If ur still doing soulmate writing prompts, 16 for superbuddies?

definitely still doing them!! i’m not having a great night so it cheers me up

falls asleep on the couch

mikey never means to fall asleep on the couch but it happens anyway (usually his head is in nate’s lap, and nate is stroking his hair. it’s very relaxing.)

makes friends with the neighbors

nater is definitely the friendlier one and uses his dimples to great advantage to win over everyone. he gets along really well with kids but mostly bc he’s Encouraging them when he shouldn’t.

is the adventurous eater

lotts said that they’d put weird shit in the blender and dare each other to drink it and honestly. truest thing i’ve ever read.

hogs the covers at night

oh this one is definitely mikey, who aspires to be as cuddly-looking as possible.

forgets to do the dishes

dude they’re more like to break dishes than do their dishes. they probably have a housekeeper or a cleaning lady who takes care of it for them. they’re helpless.

tries to surprise their partner more often

mikey, pretending to be chill in the way that he isn’t: got you a thing. 

nate’s surprises tend to be on the weird side of things.

leaves dirty laundry on the floor

nate lived with billets and knows the value of appearing put together. mikey’s always lived at home p much and therefore is much much worse about remembering to pick up his clothes. 

stays up til 2 AM reading

i feel like they’d be the kind of people who would do buzzfeed quizzes and laugh about their results and not realise how late it is.

sings in the shower

mikey will sing in the shower, but quietly enough that you can’t hear him over the water. nate will end up like. shouting in the shower, and singing complete with voice cracks. he’s a mess but he’s having fun.

takes the selfies

mikey bc he needs his half-face selfies and also that way he can get the best shot of nate’s smile.

plans date night

i don’t…i don’t think they’re put together enough for like, fancy official date nights. going to dinner bc there’s nothing in the fridge and calling that a date? sure, of course. actual dates? nope, not really.

[ghostfruits]

How....... would you describe this blog? I'm just asking since I've been following for not very long and I've just been wondering what your REALLY doing here. Like, is this a place where guys put a bunch of random stuff you make or is it an aesthetic blog or an experimental blog? What ever it is I'm liking what I'm finding.

thx

so ok

we tell ppl we’re an art collective but only because we dont know a better word for it. the most literal way i know how to put it is that we’re a group of ppl who all make stuff together. what the stuff is varies. its been mostly comics for a long time bc theyre easy and we got good at them, but its other stuff too sometimes. one of us has a buncha albums and another one of us has written like pretty extensive just standalone prose shit. rn im tryna use blender and sfm in conjunction to make videos like our comics except lookin like a ps1 cutscene. the only like definitive threads running through ghostfruits are that we make stuff together and the stuff is tight. but i guess its also just like..an energy…?? its just a feeling kinda. its this spice we try and put on stuff. on ourselvesz

i try to think of it like wu-tang i guess… in terms of like….wu was a bunch of dudes with very specific tendencies and mannerisms and frames of reference, for things, they had a real specific method of interacting with the rest of the world. they wanted the world to look a very specific way, have very specific things in it, and so they made the world around them uhh..look like that. idk. whatever vibe it was them niggas was tapped into?? only they could access, and they would pull it out and bottle it and give it to you via like..music or just the way they was dressin or the way they..was talkin, like regular out they mouth, in interviews, and shit??

and so uhh i guess everyone who is or has ever been in ghost has been like…compatible, with whatever uhh, like wack vision we feel like we have for stuff. the things we want to see and have are like, rly specific sometimes, and not getting made by other ppl, so we’re making them. its a vibe we like and wanna try and live in. its a rly specific feeling that we enjoy and try to embody and want to make available to ourselves. uhh and i guess we hoped thru makin it available to th internet wed meet a buncha ppl who wanted to live in that too?? its gone pretty well so far

i have a light fever & i dont know how much sense this made and none of us are ever gonna even make a gesture towards explaining it this literally again so im sorry