#YESSSS IT LITERALLY ISSSS

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@tophatz asked: 12.     entry made discussing their hopes and dreams. (( Also ps. THIS MEME IS LITERALLY MADE FOR JEKYLL HOLY WOW. ))

December 31st, 11:20 P.M.

The new year is nearly upon us, and there is still so much I wanted to accomplish before this year is over. But I am undeterred. I will simply adjust my goals and resolutions for the upcoming year appropriately.

In the short term, I would like to read at least one hundred books again this year. I have met this goal last year, and I wish to meet it again this year — the only problem being that I will be incredibly busy with my upcoming experiments this new year.

Speaking of said experiments, I wish to expand my work to the real world, use test subjects for my analyses. I know this is a massive step to take, and it is likely going to take months, if not more, to be approved, but I am determined, and I believe that determination is enough to accomplish almost anything.

I would also like to work on my physique. This is not a specific goal, and I know this, but I believe that exercise, even in small doses, contributes greatly to a happy and healthy life. I am no athlete, nor do I wish to be; I simply desire a body that I can be more confident in.

In the long term, I wish to change the world. This has been my goal from the start. It sounds absurd, I know, but it is certainly possible. I know how intelligent I am. I know I can work hard to achieve my dreams. I simply wish to be remembered as a brilliant scientist, someone who not only accomplished great things, but [someone] who helped others do the same. I know not exactly what I will accomplish, but I do know that I have a unique perspective and innovative ideas, ideas that others are either impressed by or horrified by. To be honest, I don’t mind either way, as long as they have an impact.

It is almost midnight. This year has been quite an eventful one, and I have accomplished much, but there is still more that must be done. I’m looking forward to facing the challenges head-on. And even if times get hard, I shall never give up on my dreams.

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Awww hey guys :)

That would be chill

Nah he just wants to go to bed

Real lol

Judd

Does he have alcohol in his room 😭

Y'all I'm scaaaareddd

Terrified xdd

Okay :')) gn <33

Owen pleeeease stay and watch him 😭

Okay no he's good for now, he better be 😭

Awww honeyyyyy my honey :'(((

I was gonna say are you okay but I know the answer to that question 😭😭😭 just I'm sorry honey :'(((

Y'all the picture of Grace 😭😭😭 killing me

I'm gonna dieee 😭😭😭

AWWW hey guys 🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰 I love them so much <33

AAHHHHH AWW LOOK AT THEM 🥰🥰🥰

being so honest I LOVE this look at a wedding night where they're just like chilling and in love

AWWWW they're so cute 🥺🥰🥰🥰 :'D

LOL awww sweeeet :'))

Neither of them can believe it 🥰 x'D

Y'ALLLLLL THEY'RE MARRIEDDDDD :'OO :'DDDD!!!

I can't believe it either xD

Awww :')))

STOPPPP it is a fairytale ending type vibe :'DDD ❤️🥰

AAAHHHHHHH IT IS A FAIRYTALE BEGINNING TOO UHAAAGHHHH 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰

STOPPPPP I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHH 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Awwwww it's so cute how much they love each other :')) like look at their eyessss my gosh

Oop

Look how in love she is :')

:'O is she gonna take of her hijab

UAAHHHHHH SHE IS!!!

AWWWW stopppp that's the sweetest most beautiful thing 😭 he must feel so honored 🥺 <3

Are they gonna show us

I kinda feel like it would be cool if they didn't

Ah they did :/ still super sweet moment :')))

UAAGHHHHH LOOK AT THEM 😭😭😭

She is so beautiful like look at her smile <3333

Awww he is so in shock he is so much in love with her :'DDD :')) 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰

GOSHHH LOOK AT THEM

Y'all he loves her so much 😭

And she too to him :')))

AAAHHHHHH AWWWWW 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥰❤️❤️❤️

Y'all that was the sweetest thing ever my gosh <333

I'm actually gonna lose it :'D 🥰

I'm so happy for them <3

Back to Judd 😭😭 xd

Honeyyyy

My poor boy 😭

Nooo

And then Owen's sitting in the kitchen like "- idk the thing I'm thinking of but kinda like welcome home cheater but chiller xD"

JUDDD

I KNOW Owen better be sitting in there right now 😭

There's just no way she doesn't see at some point

Or maybe he got rid of everything?

Noooope 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺😬💔💔💔

GUYSSSS I'M NOT OKAYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

Losing it

HONEY NOOOOO

DON'T DO THIS HONEYYY 😭😭😭😭😭

Honey :'(((

My boy 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺💔💔❤️❤️

You've already had signs honey please 😭

OOUGH THAT'S NOT EVEN WHAT HE ASKED FOR

Just help him get through this 😭🥺

Gosh I so totally get that

My gosh 😭😭😭 this is so freaking good 🥺 :'(((

Applause for Jim Parrack my gosh 👏👏👏

Y'allll I'm losing it :(((((

UAAAGHHHHHH

:'O

TEXT!!

IT BETTER BE GRACE IT'S GRACE ISN'T IT 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺😬🥺❤️❤️

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT ISSSS!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭👏👏👏😭😭❤️🥺🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺👏🥰🥰😭😭

THANK GOODNESS GRACE RYDER

YES HE IS AVAILABLE :'DDD LUCKILY

UAAAGHHHHHHHHHH THE HAND OVER THE MOUTH AND THE FRAMING WITH PSALM 31 (WHICH IS ALL ABOUT BEING DELIVERED AND ROCK AND FORTRESS AND ALL THAT) AND JUST HOLDING THERE FOR A MINUTE MY G O S H UAAGHHHHHH H H H H!!!!

So good wow

And that feeling I swear, like you don't wanna do what you're doing but it feels like you're your own enemy, until someone finally pulls you out of it :( :')

Gosh. I get it

I didn't see what excuse he said to be up I think just like woke up idk but whatever works <333

Just looked, oh he just said give him a sec lol

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH WOOHOOOOO YESSSS POUR IT OUT JUDD 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥰🥰🥰🥰👏👏👏👏👏👏❤️🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰

I am so proud of him :'DD

How are we gonna explain this to Owen and have him believe it lol

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEMMMM!!!!!

SHE LITERALLY IS AN ANSWERED PRAYER MY GOSH 😭😭😭🥺❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰

Awww the "yes you" knowing she was just like "me :) 🥰" with a little laugh

GOSHHH UAAGHHHHHHH

GONNA LOSE IT

:'OOO Owen's watching isn't he

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH YES HE ISSS 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😭😭👏👏👏👏❤️

So glad <333

Because it makes that easier to explain lol

GOSHHH y'all I love them so much <33 (Judd and Owen)

You're good now that you're talking to her :'))

I know how that feels <3

And he turns away :')) he knows he's okay now <33 he's got it

Sometimes once you get past that one moment, you can keep going yourself for a little while

Awww themmm :')))

Judd and Grace that time

Gosh <333

W O W holy crap that was so amazing

SUCH a stellar episode my gosh

I absolutely loved it :DDD :')) ❤️😭😭🥰🥰👏👏👏

[junestay]

BROSKI BROSKI IS THIS IU

GODDESS TOP TIER THEME, WHY ARE YOU SO BIG BRAIN 😩😩😍

yESSSS IT ISSSS 😩🤟🤟🤟 THANK YOU it's literally been a stagnant work in progress for a few weeks now, but at least the pfp is lovely 😋👍

( credit for the icon HERE !! )