#YES IM TRYING TO GASLIGHT MYSELF OUT OF A SPOILER RN

[lochee]

I DID NOT SEE SHIT I SWEAR I SWEA (I saw a spoiler)

[neowinestainedress]

i think you didn’t know the song since is an unreleased one (? but STOP yes that part!! and yes my toxic ass needs a haechan redemption so they can end up together. fuck jeno for being too perfect and sweet he can have mc in another au 😔😔

meanwhile im gonna gaslight myself thinking this part (only) fits jeno and mc because they don’t end up together<3 “radio is up and so is your guard you don’t know what to say you’re faking a smile you say that you’re fine and maybe it’ll all work out in time you’ve always been good that way (…) you’re fighting your tears as i open the door and you deserve much more”

i have a theory of who i think will end up with mc but i don’t like it so i’m trying to gaslight myself (again) into thinking that is haechan cause i’d cry if not (jk i will cry either way so don’t mind me being stupid). you are my favorite author so whatever is the ending i will love it, i promise you will never let me down with your writing ❤️ also smut partS OMGGG!!! i can’t wait i’m 19372937293% more excited now if that’s even possible

please take all the time you need, don’t rush yourself cause your health is more important than anything else. we can wait no matter how long it takes, don’t worry rebs! i really hope you’re feeling (a bit) better now, sending you all my energy and love<3

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yeah, but i know some of her other unreleased songs so I was surprised about this one. i'm declaring you the founder of the jeno traitor universe hate club, i think a few people will tag along (my little meow meow he just wants a bit of her heart 😔)

i can't say anything (not even what i think about the lyrics you quoted aaaa) but we are in a 'the way i loved you' situation kinda 👀 another small spoiler is that there's smut with both jeno and haechan... now do what you need to do with this information it could mean anything but you still will have a small joy however it ends

you are my favorite author 🥰🥰🥰 ily 🥰🥰🥰

and btw yes, i'm doing a bit better, it's just pressure for a lot of things but i'm trying to don't stress myself and take things with more calm. thank you i need all the good energy rn ♡♡