#YALL SOMETHIGN ELSE

[the-acid-pear]

Watching Jack Saint first. He is just lying. There is no solution thru connection OJ realizes how to deal w Jean Jacket on his own bc he goes "hey maybe its like a horse". Despite horses not minding eye contact but whatever.

Okay his second point about my bestie Jupe is better that is something based on reality but it just makes me mad because it brings attention to my complain of the tiger incident because it shows such a clear bias. I stand with the guy who survived the incident. I stand with the animals.

Like this just feels mean spirited.

But i mean sure Jack if someone is helped emotionally by this movie somehow more power to them.

Time to go finish the videos of the white men that had me watching alien movies. Jack Saint you might not have it as good as Jeffiot did.

[minister-of-silly-walks]

Its time for Tumblr Tag but writing edition!!! I was tagged by @authenticaussie for the last sentence ask game, in which you share the last sentence you wrote for your current fic or project or whatnot.

Yall get two, cause ones a bullet point and ones actually wording Planning bullet point (Actual last sentence ive written): Besides its no weirder or likely to kill them than half the shit they get up to.

Actual Plot (Different fic entirely): Her team consisted of two Pokémon, Rosegrove the Grovyle and Seraph the Absol, both of which had required a special dispensation, to even be in the country as neither were native to the region.

Tagging.... @k2ntwo, @lunarshores, @dee-de-winter, @wordsdrippinginink, @amethystina, @tigerliliesandcherryblossoms, and... @theminecraftbee and @phoenixyfriend as like a long shot, and anyone else who wishes to do this whos looking for an excuse to write somethign

[witch-hazels-musings]

Very unrelated to your blog but like-

Flexing my Level 90 Barbara that did a Crit Dmg of 91k <3

- Barbs main anon

BARBARA YOU DID SO GOOD YOURE INCREDIBLE - SWEET GIRL YOU AREA MONSTER AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH - SHE’S MY FAVORITE AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER SO MUCH .. SHE CAN DO NOTHING WRONG .. PRECIOUS GIRL WILL PROTECT

[chaaancewe]

Sir you dropped your crown 👑 👑 👑 👑

[tomlinsun]

✰ sunflower ✰

[biaswreckingfics]

I GOT SO MUCH TO SAYYY!! gosh pls dont find me weird okay, and these are just my personal opinions and im not hating any groups!! but my unpopular opinion is: i think kpop has become very toxic after bts and bp got famous in America. And tbh if you ask me, i wouldnt want any other kpop groups to be famous in America... i only stan exo but i think i speak for all groups when i say they are safe as they are now... of course if exo ever get even more famous i will be happy and proud for their success. But look how fame and America has changed bts and bp... not tryna hate but look theyve changed, idk if anyone else noticed but after fame hits bts, i realised how theyve start to become very...white?? like they are so westernised and like example, they start focusing on America only, they even curse (not a lot but i’d still point out) casually like for example, jungkook singing a curse word in his cover song for jason derulo savage love i think (speaking of cursing, after nct127 got famous in usa mark started getting influenced by them too and he casually cursed like “oh fuck” and everyones like 😃😆) even i curse and im not saying cursing is BADD but yeah i am, and how they sing a whole song in english, not to even mention how toxic america is but in grammys they have sold tons of albums yet they didnt win anything but when they release an english song, they won.

Some half of them americans are very toxic, racist, and just theyre basically acid, like bruh, its evident that once bts got famous there are soooo much hate thrown towards bts too cuz theyre asians, or how some would say theyre gay or look like girls...if my favs (exo) ever get these kinds of treatments (not that they dint but veryy little cuz thank god they ain exposed to the western culture) i will B R E A K, i could never handle that so i would never want that to happen to them. Also noticed how, after bts got famous, most armys are equally as toxic, whether they are just stanning bts just cuz theyre famous there, or like how their fans dont even know anything abt bts and coming after so many groups and their fans. Most of them are fake and i think its cuz of the fame for bts lmao. One thing i’d like to say too tho, is how they are so overrated and their songs are played all the damn time, people would randomly talk abt them, like everywhere you go THEY ARE JUST THERE, like in my opinion if i am an army, i would just feel like they are so common and theres nothing special about them anymore and theres no excitement, like what even is the point anymore. idk if anyone gets me but thats just how i feel about my favs being “wOrLdWiDe fAmOuS”, i will love them and their music but its just something i think about tbh🤷🏻‍♀️ like let me listen to them on my own and vibe and love them, dont play it 24/7 just cuz they are famous and ure tryna get people’s attention, like imagine ure in the subway and u hear ur favs song cuz its EVERYWHERE and ure there like 😐😐 not that u dont love their music but its cuz horrible people dont deserves to listen to their songs, and like people arent going to appreciate them anyway so yeah i feel uncomfortable listening to my favs as others dont even bother, like imagine if that subway is filled with people who are in ur fandom, yall would just hv the best time in the world and VIBE, if not what even is the point. Idk if im explaining it properly, but its badically like, u feeling UNCOMFORTABLE or should i even say SELFISH cuz u do not want to be sharing ur favs with people who dont even deserve to KNOW about them. Basically like seeing how someone you HATE or bullied you back then talking and being all friendly fake with ur BESTEST FRIEND or even boyfriend/girlfriend, cuz u just want to protect them from EVIL (im so dramatic)

And well lastly, no Bts did not paved the way, or “bts is the best and only group” like no, so many amazing artists were breaking records way before bts was even a thing (no hate to bts) but they really need to get slap for having that mindset, they really make a bad image for bts...tbh kpop before was so peaceful (a little toxic but still, compared to now...BYE) and everything was just about idols and fans love, listening and supporting and loving their music and just so comforting... urgh anyway thats all i wanna say and here are some texts i saved relating to kpop groups going famous worldwide uwu

these are also examples, and honestly speaking here, i dont want to be specific as in “exo” cuz i think this happens for ALL the groups out there and the love and relationship between the idols and their fans (family) are just beautiful, but for bts and armys... tbh i feel bad because i just dont see or feel any love they hv for each other (sure we see bts saying i love you armys or armys supporting bts but with all the toxicity in their way, theres just no spark or chemistry or bond no more it’s basically like one direction and their fans and thats all they are, celebrity-fan, but for kpop its family), i can see other groups and their fans interacting or how idols would light up talking abt their fans, but for bts, theres just soooo much mess going on in their fandom its not special anymore, they lost the deep meaning of their group love and IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT but YEAH DJSHSKSJ OH and to add somethign else, they got famous in America, look at all the collabs🤡🤡 blackpink with cardi b, bts with nicki etc... not that collabs arent fun... im just saying these american artists... they dont exactly have a good reputation (americans singing about sex (not the good kind), money, girls and drugs) 🥴🥴 dont influenced my faves and let them be exposed to the toxic culture YALL GET ME?? KPOP HAS THE LETTER K FOR A REASON😭😭😭 let them be their own shining star, not everything has to be involved or a part of aMeRiCa to be amazing.... PHEW IVE SAID IT NOW BEFORE ANYONE GETS MAD AT ME, I DONT MEAN TO SOUND RUDE TO YOU, if youre an american and youre no where near being toxic, I LOVE YOU but im just saying, the western culture is toxic and im just saying what ive been observing and noticing🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️ ps: i still love exo till the max and everything about them is perfect and theyre just amazing people (everything i said that bts and armys dont really have anymore, i think thankfully, EXO (sorry im biased) most fandoms still have so much of the L O V E there and i find that extraordinary) and he fandom is so comforting and amazing and idk dkdjjdjss thats why i dont want them getting famous worldwide...sorry exols ANYWAY THATS ALL FOR MY RANT ITS 4AM AND I AM THINKING OF DELETING THIS💀💀💀 anywya sorry for taking up so much space but i just wanna say I FREKAING LOVE NO EXIT, NO LIMITS, basically all ur exo fics cuz why not🥺🥺 i think ur writing skills are amazing as well as the plots and all especially forsaken, and THANK YOU for two bbhxoc fics😭😭😭 i cant!!! also if u reached here idk i-🥲 i hope u didnt get mad or offended 👀

Reply under the cut!!

Kpop has become extremely toxic with the growth of international fans and the rise of 3rd/4th gen. I wasn't around to experience the previous generations, but I know damn well they weren't a mess like these newer ones are.

Gaining fame in America does seem to change idols, and idk why. The group members change and the music changes also. While I do enjoy hearing idols swear (guilty pleasure) and I am an American so I get to enjoy their English songs, I can see how it makes all the other cultures/countries feel some type of way.

I will say this, though, the Grammys are shit and I dont get why people care so much about them. They've proven time and time again the awards don't go to the best artists. However, this doesn't mean that I think BTS deserved a Grammy imo.

Americans are a very toxic and hate filled bunch (again, I am one, so I get to see this shit every day). I 100% know that some of the hate directed towards Asians is because of racism (as seen by the insane uptick in crime against Asian Americans right now) and because some see kpop male idols as too feminine.

BTS is literally everywhere, which is one of the reasons I stopped listening to them tbh. They'd be in commercials, on talk shows, late night shows, in magazines, on the radio, just everywhere. It took the joy out of watching anything from them just because they were always in my face, so I can see what you mean.

I feel like the relationship between BTS and army has changed (from an outsiders perspective). Its no longer about loving and supporting your group and being happy for them. Now, its "so-so wants this? We MUST do everything in our power and spam every possible thing ever so they get what they want". Its almost frightening. They also no longer care about the quality of the music being put out. Doesn't matter what it is, they stream the ever loving shit out of it and make it break records when, honestly, it doesn't deserve to (again imo).

Lastly, I didnt get mad or offended haha. I understand a lot of these viewpoints, and thank you so much for liking my work!! I do wonder what would happen if I made a true BBH centric fic and not just spin offs or continuations of previous works where oc ends up with BBH 🤔🤔 I think that fic would have too much power haha.

[burnedbyshoto]

unusual asks 3,6,32,33 (lmao so many but i just wanna know some stuff)

3. how old am i? what age am i mistaken for?

im 19, but at 5′1 i often get mistaken for much younger... especially when i wear makeup to conceal my undereye bags... i get 16 a lot when that happens

6. am i more like my mom or dad?

im honestly a good mixture of both, dare i even say 50/50. my initial personality is very much like my dad, but when you get to know me i’m like my mom. my work habits are very similar to my dad, but my social habits are like my mom. im a clean mixture of the two of them!!!

underneath is more nsfw... what turns me on/turns me off so its under the cut!

32. what turns me on?

money. HAHAHA JKJKJK boys being confident in who they are as individuals without being cocky, and when they start opening up as individuals to me so i can see them better as a person. as for bedroom turn ons hmmm okay, as you may or may not know, i act like a sub but im a dom... so... i really really get turned on by guys who emit total confidence but turn into putty the second i turn the tables on them. i also like when guys can handle the bratty bottom in me... i love being dragged onto laps, lip biting, groping... ohmy... um when boys are VOCAL!!!! boys in sweatpants and sleepy voices, neck kisses and biting my earlobe. everything else i have are kinks and well.. idk if yall are ready for that yet!

33. what turns me off

boys who are unvocal in bed. i HATE silent partners primarily because i am a social person and that part of me easily translates over to the bed activities, and if we are being intimate in a sexual manner i expect to hear someone come out of you, i hate boys who just look like :o the entire time. LIKE SAY SOMETHIGN!!!!!!! i hate uncleaniness, don’t take me to your place if its a mess, i will straight up avoid you for ever if that happens. i get turned off by guys who see women as sex toys and its obvious in the way they have sex because i won’t orgasm... i hate being called a dirty cumslut... like... don’t call me that please, you havent fucked my brains out for me to degrade myself like that. i get turned off by men expecting me to speak in spanish for them or call them papi like...no. men who wont go down on me but expect me to go down on them.

[pintsartafterdark]

Ok, I get that you're an anti and everything but.. why do you have to outwardly discourage Shaladins from liking and sharing your stuff? You say they're nasty but like.. love is love right? As long as it's legal and everyone is comfortable, what's the problem? It's kinda sad cuz I absolutely love your art but I also really love Shklance and Sheilatte and Sheith and Latte.. like.. should I just not like your stuff anymore..?

im gonna go through multiple point in this ask, if thats okay.1. im not trying to discourage anything. i just dont want sha/ad/n associated with my work, the work i spend time and effort on. thats my preference and just like anything else people should respect that2. in all other cases i would believe love is love- im bi, i feel like lgbt+ people have the right to happiness regardless HOWEVER: somethign with an age gap like that is ridiculous to me. i understand a lot of people have parents with large age gaps and that helps them be ok with this. or maybe they look towards “oh sh/ro and ke/th are both legal!” (bc if you ship a 25 yr old w a child, someone under 18, thats a different story, still wrong) but like.. the point is not whos legal. the point is theres a 7 yr age gap. the point is sh/ro is a TEACHER, ke/th is a STUDENT. ke/th has said to sh/ro “youre like a brother to me” and even the official vld team released a video saying shiro was basically everyones dad. plus, theres a power imbalance in not comfortable with, and in the end, thats what it is. age gaps make me uncomfortable. they did before vld and they will after.(THIS IS NOT TO SAY AGE GAPS LATER IN LIFE ARENT OK. If a 45 yr old and a 55 yr old wanna date, go ahead. im still uncomfortable with it, but less because theyve both been adults for a while and theyve gained knowlege that kids and young adultsdont have)3. as for you liking that stuff: go ahead! im not gonna tell you what to ship; im gonna state MY opinions on MY account and ask you give me the respect i try to give yall. when i see a post thats sha/ad/n, i block the person. if i see a thing that says “anti’s dont interact” i wont. and you wont ever see me going and anonymously sending someone hate or death threats bc i dont agree with them. i will mind my own business.4. i would prefer if you didn’t reblog or like my work, at least my art. my textposts are chill ig because it doesnt take my ’talent’ and spread it places i dont want it, imo. im a bit more upset about the reblogging though (take that as you want..)Anyways, thanks for asking. i might make a post one day that gets more in depth on why i dont like sha/ad/n ships so much, because im kinda tired of explaining lol. hope i answered your question

TL;DR : i dont go looking for discourse, i just dont want sha/ad/ns touching my art, block me if you want :/

[sonknuxadow]

WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHIGN ELSE

yall remember cinemacon. where they first screened 2 trailers. and 1 wasnt released to the public until later and the other wasnt released at all.and for a little bit we only had descriptions of them. and the descriptions did not sound real bc they were so weird but everything in those descriptions was in fact real

also the fact that the people at cinemacon saw the "i was breastfed, actually" scene and posted about it and we were all like huh. thats weird. and that clip was never mentioned or used again. i had completely forgotten about it until i was sitting in the theater at that scene

im thinking about what it was like to be a sonic movie fan last year

like when we didnt even know what sonic looked like at all and everyone was coming up with designs of what they thought he would look like

i remember specifically having to tag our posts as "sonic movie positivity" bc the actual sonic movie tag was a nightmare to be in

also we called maddie nan originally for some reason?? and then annie? and then her character poster came out and we were like. huh.

and i remember that all we knew about longclaw was that she was an owl and sonics mom and we just called her owl mom for the longest time bc we didnt know her name and after months of like no promotional stuff involving her i was scared she got scrapped but luckily she didnt!!

GOD i remember when the sonic movie "fandom" was just a small group of people who loved gremlin sonic JIDHDJDHDJDHDJ

and of course all those amas how could i forget

[gender-boy]

what ive learned based offd the psat memes

-i did not take the same psat as everyone else. wether this is because of location or maybe accommodations i dunno.

-people dont know what a constant iks???? like??? yall didnt go to algebra??? arent most of yall in 8th grade. my algebra teacher told us about constants in algebra 1 in 7th grade

-some dude play the guitasr wit his teef???

-okay please someone tell me if they took the same test as me. we got like a passage about some guy who makes furniture out of logs or somethign and keeps them natural looking in the writing section. also we got a passage about some kid and his dad in the reading section. his dad worked with martin luter king jr

[lotusjwy]

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[moonlightint]

hi! no expert, but just wanted to throw out some ideas, hopefully one of them helps you in some way!

-write down a list of things that make you feel safe/comfortable/happy. If you can, try to use these items/things/ activities when you are feeling overwhelmed with anxiety

-guided meditation can be your best friend (sometimes) when anxiety is just uncontrollable. There’s a lot of them on youtube and I definitely recommend the longer ones (like 1-2 hours) if things are just badddd because it will either distract you or put you to sleep, which hopefully the sleep will also bring your emotions down somewhat. There’s also shorter ones (like 5-15 minutes) for when you need an immediate distraction/refresh. The fantasy type ones are good to get your mind off what you’re fixated on.

- write down all your “bad thoughts” just so they’re out of your brain and somewhere else, this might be able to help with the looped anxious thoughts if you express them somewhere outside of your own inner monologue

for the job thing: start small and write down things you feel comfortable doing at a job, you might be able to tailor your job searchers towards tasks you feel safest and most comfortable doing

good luck and i hope good days are ahead for you!! sending you love and encouragement!!

can yall tell i have AVPD........................... lmao .......... im so sorry i disappeared for a while fejrkkejjwhejw i was overwhelmed and depressed (whats new). but pls this is so helpful and sweet??? i truly do not deserve u all.

i think what I struggle with a lot is the fact that i feel like its "unprofessional" to start a job somewhere and be like uh .. im not comfortable doing XYZ bc of my issues. and i feel like ill be fired or somethign eekjwe idk im so scared :/

regardless of that ,, thank u so so much for taking the time to write all of this down omg pls . ur an angel anon. telepathically hugging u rn !!!!! thank u !!!! im definitely gonna try the meditation vids hehe