#Y'ALL I CAN'T STOP CRYING
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THREE TIME GRAMMY WINNERS BOYGENIUS ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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somewhere green, where life is easier prints
#still can't watch the church/eden scene without crying#even his weird little chair won't stop me#it's the way he realizes all he wants his kids and his friends - and he's like. oh shit I want y'all to be my family huh#it's the way she would have been so totally down for it (and he only just realizes it)#T_T nobody talk to me. yeah you heard me it's been 20 years and I'm still not over it#trigun 1998#trigun spoilers#milly thompson#nicholas d. wolfwood#millywood
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#(edit: it's been found thank you! original tags preserved below)#I cannot for the life of me find one specific reaction image and its source post#the one where the person is coming to in a hospital bed after a surgery#and they try to eat their own fist#and get stopped#and make big wibbly confused crying faces#it's smooth line images interspersed with text#does anyone have it?#cuz that '🥺???' was me most of the day and I wanted the image so I could convey it#but I Couldn't Find It#and neither my wife nor my best friend have any idea what image I'm talking about#so they can't help#(my partner isn't very online so there's no point asking them lol)#do any of y'all have it pls#I want the original post but I can't even find the standalone reaction image which should be enough to find the post#I've found one iteration of someone drawing their oc in the meme format and that's as far as I got even with as much as I remember about it#favorites
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Not an "art with Bad Things in it is Bad" person or a "the more Bad Things a work has the better it is, actually" person, but a secret third thing (the quality of a work is determined not by what topics or ideas it contains but by whether/how it engages with and examines those ideas)
#i've been seeing a lot of 'trigger warnings are like glowing reviews to me' nonsense on here and i fear many of y'all have missed the whole#fucking point. truly the media illiteracy website.#esp since these are the kind of people to be like 'STOP defining things by TROPES' and then turn around and say 'this is good because#it has DARK STUFF' like ma'am that's the exact same mindset#don't make me tap the ursula k le guinn quote sign#a work being sad/dark/edgy doesn't automatically make it art. it might make you more likely to enjoy it if you like works that include#that subject matter but just having it doesn't say anything about the quality of the work itself. there is no single 'if it has X then it i#or isn't Y' formula for assessing a work of art. every single assessment is a case by case basis. there is no shortcut.#also i can't believe i have to say this but just because something made you cry or you personally related to it doesn't mean#it's good or well done and just because something didn't make you cry or you didn't relate to it doesn't mean it's bad or poorly done.
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I GOT THE TICKETS I SURVIVED THE GREAT WAR
#I can't stop crying#I don't remember the last time I cried so fucking badly#I've started bawling in front of my mom#this is sk embarrassing oh my goodness#I'm a total mess rn#but I'm so fucking happy!#SEE Y'ALL IN WARSAW!!!#rambles
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IT'S LAST TWILIGHT DAY!!!!!!!!!!
THE WAIT IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!! AFTER 11 MONTHS AND 2 WEEKS IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!
#SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP SPINNING COUNTERCLOCKWISE ON THE CEILING#IM GONNA BE SO USELESS AT WORK TODAY#kinda sad im still at the office when the episode air so i can't watch it with everyone and help it trend on twitter#i feel like by the time i'll be able to watch it everyone will already have talked about stuff#but is this gonna stop me from annoying y'all with my screeching? OF COURSE NOT#GOD I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S REAL#m: txt
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#if i'm quiet it's bc i'm still processing#i haven't reached the acceptance point pointvand i can't be glib or funny about it#i keep just starting to full-on sob#like a lot of it is selfish - comparatively i'm better off than many and not much will change right away#but i'm old. i'm not super sure i'll make it another 4 years like i just have this feeling i won't#and i'm crying for the loss of what we could have had as much as for all of those who will die#it's almost worse that there was a clear way forward that we took in a better timeline#i'm crying because there's proof that so much of this country is evil and stupid and arrogant and apathetic#huge swathes of it are not but we have to admit that there are a lot of the others#it really is grief for the united states of america that existed and it's selfish and not helpful and i can't stop it yet#today someone i work with really ssid to me 'y'all really think trump is gonna send people to your house and take you away'#and i said he told us he would - he said he would specifically target immigrants and received the reply#'well yeah of course - the illegals ...'#so many folks are already setting their sights on the next fight and ready to roll up their sleeves and keep pushing#and i just can't stop crying#palestine is gone. the supreme court is locked for the rest of my life. who knows if there will ever even be another election#maybe that was the last one. maybe that was the last one women will be able to vote in. who knows.#i remember this feeling from when my parents died but i'm not any better dealing with it now than i was then
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#so first of all I'm fine.#second of all I don't know if that's a lie or not but like. by some stretch it's gotta be true#so it doesn't count as a lie to my code of honor.#anyway. I keep fucking losing it y'all#I.... even now on depression medication I'm still breaking down what feels like fucking daily#it's just in different ways#crying harder than I have in a while and feeling more panicked about than like I'm releasing emotion#it's more distant but for some reason it's. easier to conceptualize uh#....tw here for like self harm and suicidal thoughts don't read the rest of these if you don't wanna see that#some reason it's easier to conceptualize the idea of. cutting myself? it never felt like a possibility before#id think about it and know I'd never do it. but. now....#.....i can't help but find myself wondering if it *would* feel good. to hurt. to see my own blood#........there are so many people who's lives I've touched that would be saddened if I were gone but#it's.....harder to use that to ground myself. to pull myself away from the thoughts of just......#..........stopping#ending everything. i dunno. fuck.#....a few weeks ago I found myself wanting to roll out of the moving car and could feel myself able to#reach for the seatbelt buckle and the door handle#........im not okay and honestly I don't know if I care#sometimes I do but when I feel like this it feels impossible TO care#it feels so distant. i feel so distant. I feel so nothing and so bad at the same time#i feel so fucking ugly#so much self hatred rearing it's head where I thought I'd gotten past it#i have a therapy appointment at the end of March and I'm not sure if that's soon enough.
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I made a playlist for y'all to cope (or something like that) with the thunder saga 😭 cuz I've been crying for the next hours playing it on loop
Here's the link
#epic the musical#i can't stop tearing up at munity#fuck#I WILL ADD MORE I PROMISE!#😭#needed a moment to cry of laughter#than be crying of sadness#so here y'all go
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I am sorry Crisanta fans I've failed y'all
#blasphemous#blasphemous game#my art#I am so sorry#the drawing is okay at best#and the coloring#not good#crying as I bite my knuckle#I don't know why I can't draw her#well tbh it's the first time I draw her#ANYWAY#I'm back on my keychain bullshit 🕺#I stopped making them for a while because I realized that I'd probably need to set up a whole (small) business for that#listen I'll most probably make them for me#and if they look good#and y'all think they look good#well yeah maybe I'll try to sell a bunch of them sksk
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current state: desperately trying to pull myself together after pathetically bawling over my laptop frame BREAKING
#don't ask why i'm literally always crying#y'all this post has so much more life to it than i physically do rn#i literally have not shown an emotion on my face since i stopped crying#AHHH#i am very much trying my best to keep myself from 1. crying again and 2. going downhill mentally and saying mean things about myself#no i'm not okay thank you for asking#and it's like not just the frame#it's taking things behind the frame with it#and it's stopping me from closing it correctly so I NEED A NEW ONEEEE#i've literally had it for almost 4 years it's perfectly fine that i'm replacing it#<- if you can't tell i'm trying to make myself feel better (is it working??? barely????)#venux rambles#i have such bad luck with electronics it's actually so angering
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man i haven't even touched on the sci-fi borderline cosmic horror apocolypitic elements of the game yet which is a small but crucial factor in harry's amnesia and also a core aspect of the straight up battle against despair. like how do i even begin to describe the pale to you when harry can barely grasp the concept of it? (anyways if you love me watch this video essay full of spoilers and let me send you more)
#ooc.#i'm literally just yelling at a wall#but i am screaming and crying like#the tone of this game really highlights themes i fucking LOVE#it is a scary and awful world to live in#and yet everyone in it is kicking and screaming and fighting to live in spite of it#despite the civil unrest despite the economic cataclysm#DESPITE the fact that the antimatter of the world will one day silently devour them and they are powerless to stop it#y'all i can't
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I stumbled upon the post of you talking about how you're trying to raise a son that won't hate himself for being male. From a young man to the mother of a young man, thank you. Honestly thank you so much. That will mean so so much for your kiddo, both now and for the rest of his life. I hope your mother's day is a joyous one :)
oh anon, many many hugs. and thank you. I hope you don't hate yourself either, you seem like a really kind and caring person. <3
#unforth replies#seriously guys stop saying horrible things about men#the harm it causes it incalculable#my grandmother hated men and while she died before i was born#i've seen the lifetime of baggage and harm her attitudes left my mother and uncle with#especially my uncle#you can't say i hate men but oh no not you you're different#hate the patriarchy and the systems and toxic masculinity#hate the societal norms that lead men into emotional black holes from where they then harm others#but don't hate men this isn't inherent to being male#it's inherent in our broken system that's told an entire gender they're not allowed to cry and shit#ugh i hate it here men are great okay#tbh i can't think of anything more anti-feminist than blanket hating men#i'm just rambling at this point but y'all get the idea#also to be clear my definition of men is anyone who ids as male and therefore takes collatoral damage#when they hear someone say men are the worst or whatever#this has nothing to do with genitalia and everything to do with people who are men#stop hurting men 2k5eva
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Ceilings, plaster Can't you just make it move faster? Lovely to be sitting here with you You're kinda cute but it's raining harder My shoes are now full of water Lovely to be rained on with you It's kinda cute but it's so short
The rain is hitting the car ceiling, hard. The sound reverberates, making it hard to talk.
Steve doesn't mind, they've been talking the whole night. Yes, he loves Eddie's voice, but he also loves sitting next to him and just looking at him as he pays attention to the road.
"What are you looking at?" Eddie must've felt his stare.
"You're kinda cute" Steve replies, still staring. Eddie laughs and shakes his head, as if he doesn't believe him.
Steve doesn't like it when Eddie doesn't understand how beautiful and incredible he is. He usually would argue with him about it, but he doesn't want to ruin the bubble they're in. Steve doesn't know why, but he feels on the edge, like Eddie could stop the car and run away at any moment. It makes no sense, they aren't fighting, it was a lovely evening, but the bad feeling doesn't go away.
"my shoes are soaked in water" Steve realizes, scrunching his nose at the feeling "can I borrow a pair of yours when we get home?"
Eddie turns to look at him, a sad smile on his face "I'm taking you to your house, sweetheart."
Steve doesn't understand, they usually go to Eddie's house after a date. Steve doesn't like his place, and Eddie's uncle is out for the night shift, so they can fool around and be as loud as they want to. Steve can almost feel Eddie's sheet against his naked skin, the smell of smoke, weed and artificial air freshener -Eddie insists on spraying it as a chivalry for Steve's nose, even if Steve never complains about the smell. He'd much rather smell that for the rest of his life if it meant that he could sleep at Eddie's instead of his big empty house.
The car stops.
"Time to go, big boy" Eddie's usual cheerful tone falters at the end. He's smiling at Steve, but his eyes are watery.
Steve wants to ask why they're at his house, why the mood is so off, why he's looking at him with those eyes, but the words are stuck in his throat. A small voice in his head keeps telling him to not break the moment.
Eddie leans to kiss him goodbye, like they did a million times before. Steve leans, closing his eyes.
Then it hits him.
He startles awake. He's in Eddie's van, but he's the one driving. The passenger seat is empty.
It hits him.
The heavy rain doesn't stop him from getting out of the van. He has trouble breathing, he looks around feverishly and he knows he won't see Eddie anywhere, but it felt so real, too real to not be true.
His clothes, hair, and shoes are soaked. He can't see that far around but he knows he won't find him.
It hits him.
Because Eddie doesn't exist.
And Steve doesn't remember when was the last time someone actually kissed him. Or held in his arms like he did.
The headache comes, his name goes.
Steve doesn't remember that boy's name. It feels like he has forgotten it before.
A car passes by, the driver looking at him curiously. Steve can't judge him, he must look crazy as he stays under the rain, completely soaked.
He wonders what he's doing under the rain, was he looking for something? it's on the tip of his tongue but he can't pinpoint what it is.
He goes back to his van and closes the door, shrugging.
If it's important, he will remember.
But it's not real And you don't exist And I can't recall the last time I was kissed It hits me in the car And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before Before
#i'm emotional#I've been crying all day so I wrote this#because i heard this song on tiktok#Eddie was supposed to be dead but I can't kill him even when I'm extremely emotional#so this is kinda like Your Name if you've ever seen that movie#i'll stop rambling now#and go back studying#sorry y'all#steddie#steve and eddie#steve x eddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stressed queues#SoundCloud
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*for the followers*
Dear Yuri's fans, if you're bored and doom scrolling is not enough
you may be interested in going through the archive of 2022 and 2021
miss if I see you even glance towards the delete button of your vintage posts, I will eat your fingers
the sweet temptation.....
#ask#the ONLY reason i don't is because i don't like the thought of permanently erasing a part of my art journey#just like i don't throw my irl art >B) i dislike the ones i posted way earlier because other people that are not me can SEE them which is#UHGDHGSQG it's scary it makes me feel so CRINGE like hide it hide it hide i#but if you can see something in my old works *shrugs* i can't stop you! :D#in fact i myself adore some content from creators that is SO old- sometimes i see them say it's bad when it's NOT!!!!! iT'S PERFECT<3333#it's still soooo GOOOD like i REMEMBER these pieces of art and cherish them sm<333#i will never get over some fics i didn't download and learned later they got deleted by the og writer....i wanted to CRY that hurt >:'Dc#they were so beautiful and inspiring and i know some people care at least so ik ik i won't delete them i prommie<3333#also the fact that i technically have fans is still mind boggling to me HGHGHH i'm sorry y'all are too awesome for me to comprehend :'D <33
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Someone: Kink belongs at pride because its community tends to overlap a lot with the rainbow community, and has a long history with us
Some rando: But but but!!! What about!! The poor innocent wittle sex repulsed asexuals!! Don't you know they'll explode if they see even a nipple!? Or the minors!! Think of the kids! It'd be so traumatizing for a minor to be exposed to someone's display of kink!!! Don't you know that kids are completely incapable of understanding sex and sexuality!?
Me, a sex repulsed asexual who has many kinks, some of which are special interests/hyperfixations and/or explicitly sexual, and who developed these kinks as young as 12 years old: Did y'all hear something?
#Jean mumbles#Everytime I see y'all crying about ''the poor asexuals'' and/or ''the poor kids'' when it comes to kink at pride#I grow 30 years older and eternally more exhausted of this ignorant bullcrap#Anyway I love being a kinky sex repulsed asexual#I love that my existence would make these people burst blood vessels#Also yes you are being really fucking insulting when you act like us asexuals - especially sex repulsed ones - can't handle ANY-#Semblance of sex and/or sexuality#It's just tokenizing and infantilizing#Stop it and just say that you - yourself - don't like it#Either way I'm blocking your boring pearl-clutching ass
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