#XanRabRamble

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Hey mutuals if you ever wanna message me literally feel free. I want more friends but I’m scared I’m imposing on people not gonna lie.

I give y’all blanket permission to infodump to me without pretext btw. Tell me what y’all are into seriously I will not only listen but I will try to reciprocate in whatever way I can

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I’m just gonna like shit because if I reblog my tags will be too much. I’m sorry in advance lol

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I apologize in advance for my tags, the whiskey got me actin up ngl

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I’m so overwhelmed by queer love this pride season. Like you fucking GO you funky LGBTQ+ people I will love and support you in whatever way you need for the rest of time. This includes queer disabled people and/or queer disabled POC. You guys are the backbone of society and I love you so much. You’re so strong and I want to support and uplift you as much as I can

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Heyo!

Just wanted to let y’all know that I changed my name from linkygal to XanRab, mostly because I want to try using the new name I picked for myself: Xander! I’m trying to slowly merge all of my tags together into something new

Who knows, might look into actually doing something on desktop version too.

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The utter frustration of wanting to/trying to polish technical skills but not feeling any happiness when drawing in a realistic way…

A woe be upon this earth tonight.

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Some doodles of my oc Axel and my boy Xander (sona/mascot) to get back into the swing of things!! All drawn in procreate c:

Axel has more than one form, so that’s why the heads look so different. Might need to tweak one of the designs so it looks more coherent though lol

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Is there anybody out there who like, gets mesmerized by their work sometimes? I cannot stop staring at this art I’m trying to finish, like the hair alone has me in a vice grip. It’s distracting me from finishing the rest of the piece…

So if you clicked on the read more, I guess I need some advice?? Thoughts?? Input of any kind would be appreciated. I mainly put it here because it’s like an optional thing.

So I draw a lot (trying to at least), but a lot of it is fandom stuff and I’m really not sure if I should post it here on my personal blog or like, repurpose my side blog I made for fnaf and post it there. Like is anybody interested in that??? It’s always hard to tell because most of my mutuals are silent ones (you’re so valid for that btw, I’m also the silent mutual c,:). I guess I just don’t want to flood people’s dash with stuff they don’t really want to interact with. There’s always the secret third option, which is make a whole new blog for that stuff but idk.

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From time to time I can draw a little Axel, as a treat. He’s akin to a comfort character, but in the sense that he’s just comforting to draw.

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Kinda personal but I got my first binder today and for the first time ever (excluding childhood) I’m completely flat. I look down and see nothing. I could fucking backflip rn I’m so happy.

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I had a really wonderful birthday today, a good start to being 24 I think

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I have to buy business clothes for an interview/potential job… god damn it. I mean it had to happen at some point but still.

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I finally stood up for myself for once. Still mad that it even happened in the first place but damn I fucking did it. I’m gonna have an awesome night in my room to celebrate this W.

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I don’t understand why I get blindsided by random bits of nostalgia every now and then. Why am I pining for my fucking webkinz era can my brain just stfu already

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The nice thing about taking iron is that I’m less exhausted constantly!!! Downside is that now I’m feeling like an utter menace to all who interact with me or exist in the same space as me.