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When Normal Is Weird

Today was something truly shocking. I feel that most who would read this will think this sounds pretty lame and normal. they’ll ask, “Why is she making it out to be something when it’s clearly nothing”, or “This girl has issue, clearly can’t handle nice things���. 

The day started like this.

Morning - I woke up to breakfast as a family. Mom doesn’t cook and neither does father, but they ordered in breakfast. We ate together, it was kinda quiet. As soon as I was done mom came up to my room with me and told me to get dressed. She had already picked out my outfit, she bought it.

As soon as I was done getting ready, my father told me we were going to The Nihonmachi Street Fair! I was excited to go, but then it dawned on me. He said ‘We’ were going.

We spent of the day just looking around and trying some food. It was so much fun. However, all the while I was enjoying myself I would found myself looking back, at both my parents who were behind me some distance, and wonder could the story they told me, of my attempted suicide, be true.

Evening was finally here and that’s when mom took the lead. We go a dinner at a fancy restaurant, this is when I understood the dress choice she had made early in the morning. At the end of the meal she gave me a gift. A brand new laptop. She told me they couldn’t fix the old one so it got scrapped, but the data was saved and transferred onto the new one. I was bummed out, but excited for a new one.

After dinner and the gifts were given, they even took me to a movie. Mama Mia 2. That’s right. I loved the first one and i’ll have to say I really enjoyed this one. We didn’t get home till close to 1 am. I dare you to guess why! ....

Done? If you guessed we got ice cream. Bingo! you win. All in all it sounds like a pretty great birthday right?!

Now this is were things get crazy. Once we got home, I noticed some cameras were installed in the house. Not everywhere, but a few outside, some inside the main living areas, and a few random ones. For example why is one facing the basement door or two in the same hallway at different angles. It seems all the while we were out today celebrating, my parents had hired someone to come and install all these cameras. As they when in I went out to my mom’s car to get my gifts I forgot and in the trunk I found my old laptop. She told me it wasn’t working and it was trashed. Well can you guess were I’m writing this note from? .... 

Done? If you said the new laptop, you’re wrong!

I found a camera inside my room. so now I’m using my old room, while I write, as there isn’t anything there. Why the fuck am I being watched. Why did they treat me so nicely when that’s not even their style. You know how many birthday parties or how many we celebrated in all my years. No including today, two, when I was 4 and 5. And I can only say those because there are photos of my sister and I in front of a cake. 

Happy Birthday to me~~~~

Side note: Its almost 3 am as I finish typing this. Everyone is asleep. I’ll have to go out and upload photos of the notes I have, when I’m alone. I’m worried if I don’t put it somewhere they might find it.