#Wonho we love you 💖

[kyunsies]

And you deserve that ring!

HDHSJJDJD charlie !!! thank you <3 my bf and i are coming up on 2 years soon (we need to wait a lil longer) but he’s definitely the one :)

[sunkissedchld]

𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃

𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇-𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

dedicated to @nashikahan for suggesting the idea ❤️

relationships are important of course, no matter if it's a friendship or romantic or work-related or otherwise, but one of the greatest and most important types of love is the love we receive from ourselves.

i've said this before (a very long time ago), but in general, when most people are interested in tarot, they tend to ask about and lean towards content that speaks about the future (ex. future spouse, next 5 years, next career endeavor, etc), but i’ve realized that falling into that trap of future readings can be harmful if it’s all one ever thinks about.

thinking about the future is great of course, and it’s fun and sometimes comforting to think about the future and what successes and highs one might claim, but too much focus on the future makes it hard for one to focus on the present.

you can’t ever reach that future if you’re so wrapped in the fantasy of it that you forget to bring yourself to the present and work on whatever is needed in order to get there.

therefore, this PAC is not about the future. it's about the now. it's about what you need to hear right now in order to find comfort and love for yourself the way you need it.

the piles go from top left to right. so, "you are exactly where you are meant to be" is pile i, "be kind to your mind" is pile ii, and so on and so forth.

take the time to close your eyes, breathe, and meditate on the PAC prompt, then open your eyes and let your guides lead you to the pile for you.

i hope you enjoy and learn to love yourself the way you deserve to be loved 💖

(TW: slight s*icidal mention in pile vi)

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Rover and Benz" by Aint Afraid

"Blazed" by Ariana Grande

"Lose" by Wonho

Reading:

i think this is my creative pile :)

life is always moving and as hard as it is for you to be okay with it you always find a way to get on the right footing despite there seemingly not being a reason to.

are you a dancer? or at least, do you wanna be? if so, don't deny yourself that art form. i can tell you pour your heart and soul into it. i think it's where you tell the story of your pain. please, continue to use it to continue to be the strong person you are.

you're a fighter and a creative. i don't know a better combo than that to be honest. i don't think you hear this often enough, or you doubt people when you do hear it -- your art form is enough. as a matter of fact, it's more than enough. it's exactly what's needed for the Earth right now and for years to come.

the card i pulled literally says, "SHARE YOUR VOICE" in all caps like that and everything. your mind, your voice, your creativity, your dance, your art is valid. even if self-critique is necessary, also remember that you've come a long way from your very first piece to right now.

the other card i pulled says, "YOUR LIFE IS A CANVAS". continue to use it as such. continue to foster your art. it's beautiful. every ounce of love you put into it can be seen. it's so obvious that art (in whatever form) is of and in you.

love it.

especially your own.

love your own work.

(i promise that it's good enough).

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Donald Trump" by Mac Miller

"Run The World (Girls)" by Beyonce

"The Vapors" by Jhene Aiko

Reading:

know that you have a reason to be cocky!

i can tell that you're a hard-worker. every action you take is calculated and in an effort to reach the "promised land" of what you want. what you've always dreamed of. although recently (and maybe just in general) you may feel as if this uphill climb feels harder than ever.

the card i pulled says, "it's happening for you. not to you". i think those words may be of help to you right now. sometimes you may feel like God has put you up against these seemingly unwinable battles, but they are winnable. you're the one that can win them.

although you put in the work and action behind all of your wants, i think you mainly need to hear that you're not alone. you are being supported.

more than anything, i think you need to focus on healing yourself before going any further. specifically, go outside. breathe in the cold air and let it hurt your lungs. let the humidity frizz out your hair. listen to the waves as the crash violently or splash little by little.

i think you already know that you're strong, but also know that it's okay to rest.

it's necessary to rest.

please, allow yourself to do so.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Songs About You" by Chika

"Fool For You" by CeeLo Green

"Silent Cry" by Stray Kids

Reading:

there's a calling for you to do something, and you're avoiding it.

now babe.. you know better than to do that!

you feel like logic isn't aligning for you to be able to do it, or you doubt your own abilities, don't you? yeah.. you gotta stop doing that like immediately.

that dream or urge you have that feels so integral to your person and so primal to you in terms of needs is something you can totally achieve, but you have to believe in yourself. pay homage to yourself.

you are unique and honestly, your alignment is not of this world. that's why it feels as if the logic is off because they logic you've been conditioned to follow is not the one you should be following.

listen to yourself. listen to your body. trust that you will end up at the right ending because you're the one who knows how to best lead yourself. the cards i pulled say, "trust where you're led" and "surrender to the alchemy of life". i think that's important for you.

the most important thing i can say is that you control your destiny, and know that there's a path for you that so beautifully laid out, and you naturally lead yourself there.

you are worthy of your own trust.

you know exactly what you're doing -- even if it doesn't feel like it.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐕

Shufflemancy:

"Sorry Not Sorry" by Bryson Tiller

"in my head" by Ariana Grande

"I'm The One" by Ateez

Reading:

you allow people to walk over you too much :(

is it because you don't think you're good enough? do you think you're not worthy of respect? YOU ARE!

maybe you don't fit society's standard of things. education, beauty, intelligence, material posessions? to be honest, it doesn't matter because you are so much more than that. who you are inside and who you try to be is so much more valuable than any of society's standards.

you don't have to take on everyone's burdens in order to be of use. you don't have to break your own boundaries and beat yourself down in order to receive basic respect.

your unique knowledge -- your unconventional knowledge- is so special to you! it's such a unique trait that gives you a different way of thinking and experiencing than others. use these differences to uplift yourself!

so what you're different? so what you don't blend in with everyone else? THAT'S THE ENTIRE POINT OF BEING UNIQUE AND BEING DIFFERENT!

fitting society's standards isn't helpful to yourself or the collective.

embrace your differences. they are valuable.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕

Shufflemancy:

"Alone" by Ayanna

"Motivation" by Normani

"Do It Like A Dude" by Jessie J

Reading:

the people who chose this pile are changing! transtitions and transformations are in progress or on the way, and you feel unprepared for them. that's okay!

you keep holding on to old habits and old ways of thinking, but you need to trust yourself and the universe. the card i pulled literally says, "YES. just say yes". the other one says, "you go first. the universe will catch you".

your old ways of thinking and being don't work anymore because they're too mundane. your ability and your intrinsic nature is so much broader! so much bigger!

your personality and energy is so intoxicating to others. i wish you could see yourself through outsiders eyes. if you felt drawn to pile ii, then go ahead and read it. i think the message there also applies to you.

know that you are so much bigger than the little problems and intrusive thoughts that hold you back. for every pessimistic thought that goes through, write down a positive one.

also, learn to praise yourself. you deserve praise.

you are doing well.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Cuz I Love You" by Lizzo

"Without You" by Ledsi

"Practice" by Drake

"breathin" by Ariana Grande

Reading:

i think you're tired, just like the photo says.

you may feel like you don't wanna be here anymore. not even in a s*icidal way, but more so in a wanting to be away from your environment -- from Earth -- just for a little bit if it were possible.

the people who chose this pile a very likely starseeds. you miss home. you miss being around likeminded people, and more than anything you miss feeling as if you belonged.

you have so much love you want to give to others, but it's like people don't want it. like they follow the saying of "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink it".

i think you may be tired of hearing this, but you are here for a reason. more than anything you just want the backpack of rocks that lies on your shoulder to be lightened -- even if just by one stone. you're tired of hearing that you're strong and that you can handle it because if you feel that backpack get loaded with one more stone, then you;ll explode.

you don't have to be strong all the time.

it's okay to cry.

please cry.

you are human too.

you have emotions too.

it's valid and okay to feel them.

[blizzardfluffykpop]

Yoooooo dude, I’m starting to understand why you like Changmin so much. I mean, not only is he cute, funny, and dedicated, but he has a certain charm that I can’t quite put my finger on and none of the others seem to have it, at least not to the same degree. We all know you love Q but after watching more The Boyz content, it’s like oh…. OHHHH…. I finally get it. He might just become my bias too, tbh 🫣. I don’t think I’ll really know until the after the concert but him, Jacob, and Hyunjae have caught my eye. Jacob is just cute but Hyunjae has a special level of “dorky loser” (I mean this in the best way possible) that I can’t help but be kinda drawn to.

Btw, when I told my friend that I’m going to the concert with that there will be 2x as many members as the last concert we went to (Oneus), she literally texted back “Oh man, are there really that many band members?” So yeah. That will be an interesting experience for her. Anyway thanks again for the recs!!!!

I'm sorry I couldn't get back to you sooner! I just saw them in concert- and I spent 4 days in total over in NYC *which was a crazy experience* and didn't have access to tumblr- anyways!! I'm sosososo glad you're enjoying them!!

I'm so glad you're starting to see his charm!!! Look it's crazy- he has this charm that is unbelievable and absolutely reels you in- he's dorky but cute- yet silly as a goose- but then has this way of calming himself- he's two opposites combined in one and it's just hard to look away from- and his dedication!? Is sincerely unmatched! If you ever figure out that charm- pls lmk- because I haven't been able to put my finger on it either but it's just ebhbehbhebha ("we all know you love q" - i def walk around with that plastered on my forehead 😂😂) but I'm sososososo glad you're finallllyyyy getting it- it doesn't hit you right away- and then all of sudden he's got you wrapped around his fingers- BUT OMG YES ANOTHER CHANGMIN BIAS- we can be kyubodans together~ 😌🤭💖 (I wonder if there is any updates on that? If you've already decided for real- 👀)

But I def get that- and I told myself I wouldn't admit to a new bias until after the concert- and I may have to admit that I have another soon- But anyways- I can't wait to see who ends up on the official bias lineup!! And I can def see why you bias Jacob! He is seriously so cute! Hwvr I am telling you this to warn you that he's about to blow your mind with his vocals- good luck to your heart- and oh my god- you're so right he's a "dorky loser"- it's so captivating! Just like how Juyeon *imo* is an "awkward baby loser" we love losers here~ (Ik I do too!) but Hyunjae def has that charm and the giggle- good luck with the dork too- I won't spoil anything- but I will let you know he's gonna wear some vv wonho esque clothes :) And q's dimple will send you to new plains- they're each so good ehbhebbhbha- (I really could go on but them live is just unbelievable dude- you won't get over it- pllllsssss spam me with your concert thoughts! *ofc if you wish to!!*)

Oh my god- that's gonna be so fun for you two to experience together! Omg it is 2x as many- I didn't even think of that- was seeing oneus fun btw? And it's no problem! I hope you're enjoying them all! I love these little silly weirdos sm- But pls enjoy the concert!!! It's gonna be unforgettable I promise!!

[froghwon]

for @wonheons 💝

[sunkissedchldrecon]

𝑷𝑰𝑪𝑲 𝑨 𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑫:

𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒚 ~

𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

dedicated to @nashikahan for suggesting the idea ❤️

everyone wants a love reading in the name of valentine's day, right?

i present to you: mine!

except this one is focused on you learning to love yourself rather than finding someone else to love you..

relationships are important of course, no matter if it's a friendship or romantic or work-related or otherwise, but one of the greatest and most important types of love is the love we receive from ourselves.

i've said this before (a very long time ago), but in general, when most people are interested in tarot, they tend to ask about and lean towards content that speaks about the future (ex. future spouse, next 5 years, next career endeavor, etc), but i’ve realized that falling into that trap of future readings can be harmful if it’s all one ever thinks about.

thinking about the future is great of course, and it’s fun and sometimes comforting to think about the future and what successes and highs one might claim, but too much focus on the future makes it hard for one to focus on the present.

you can’t ever reach that future if you’re so wrapped in the fantasy of it that you forget to bring yourself to the present and work on whatever is needed in order to get there.

therefore, this PAC is not about the future. it's about the now. it's about what you need to hear right now in order to find comfort and love for yourself the way you need it.

the piles go from top left to right. so, "you are exactly where you are meant to be" is pile i, "be kind to your mind" is pile ii, "loving ourselves → loving each other" is pile iii, and so on and so forth.

take the time to close your eyes, breathe, and meditate on the PAC prompt, then open your eyes and let your guides lead you to the pile for you.

i hope you enjoy and learn to love yourself the way you deserve to be loved 💖

(TW: slight s*icidal mention in pile vi)

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈

i think this is my creative pile :)

life is always moving and as hard as it is for you to be okay with it you always find a way to get on the right footing despite there seemingly not being a reason to.

are you a dancer? or at least, do you wanna be? if so, don't deny yourself that art form. i can tell you pour your heart and soul into it. i think it's where you tell the story of your pain. please, continue to use it to continue to be the strong person you are.

you're a fighter and a creative. i don't know a better combo than that to be honest. i don't think you hear this often enough, or you doubt people when you do hear it -- your art form is enough. as a matter of fact, it's more than enough. it's exactly what's needed for the Earth right now and for years to come.

the card i pulled literally says, "SHARE YOUR VOICE" in all caps like that and everything. your mind, your voice, your creativity, your dance, your art is valid. even if self-critique is necessary, also remember that you've come a long way from your very first piece to right now.

the other card i pulled says, "YOUR LIFE IS A CANVAS". continue to use it as such. continue to foster your art. it's beautiful. every ounce of love you put into it can be seen. it's so obvious that art (in whatever form) is of and in you.

love it.

especially your own.

love your own work.

(i promise that it's good enough).

shufflemancy:

"Rover and Benz" by Aint Afraid

"Blazed" by Ariana Grande

"Lose" by Wonho

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈

know that you have a reason to be cocky!

i can tell that you're a hard-worker. every action you take is calculated and in an effort to reach the "promised land" of what you want. what you've always dreamed of. although recently (and maybe just in general) you may feel as if this uphill climb feels harder than ever.

the card i pulled says, "it's happening for you. not to you". i think those words may be of help to you right now. sometimes you may feel like God has put you up against these seemingly unwinable battles, but they are winnable. you're the one that can win them.

although you put in the work and action behind all of your wants, i think you mainly need to hear that you're not alone. you are being supported.

more than anything, i think you need to focus on healing yourself before going any further. specifically, go outside. breathe in the cold air and let it hurt your lungs. let the humidity frizz out your hair. listen to the waves as the crash violently or splash little by little.

i think you already know that you're strong, but also know that it's okay to rest.

it's necessary to rest.

please, allow yourself to do so.

shufflemancy:

"Donald Trump" by Mac Miller

"Run The World (Girls)" by Beyonce

"The Vapors" by Jhene Aiko

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈

there's a calling for you to do something, and you're avoiding it.

now babe.. you know better than to do that!

you feel like logic isn't aligning for you to be able to do it, or you doubt your own abilities, don't you? yeah.. you gotta stop doing that like immediately.

that dream or urge you have that feels so integral to your person and so primal to you in terms of needs is something you can totally achieve, but you have to believe in yourself. pay homage to yourself.

you are unique and honestly, your alignment is not of this world. that's why it feels as if the logic is off because they logic you've been conditioned to follow is not the one you should be following.

listen to yourself. listen to your body. trust that you will end up at the right ending because you're the one who knows how to best lead yourself. the cards i pulled say, "trust where you're led" and "surrender to the alchemy of life". i think that's important for you.

the most important thing i can say is that you control your destiny, and know that there's a path for you that so beautifully laid out, and you naturally lead yourself there.

you are worthy of your own trust.

you know exactly what you're doing -- even if it doesn't feel like it.

shufflemancy:

"Songs About You" by Chika

"Fool For You" by CeeLo Green

"Silent Cry" by Stray Kids

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐕

you allow people to walk over you too much :(

is it because you don't think you're good enough? do you think you're not worthy of respect? YOU ARE!

maybe you don't fit society's standard of things. education, beauty, intelligence, material posessions? to be honest, it doesn't matter because you are so much more than that. who you are inside and who you try to be is so much more valuable than any of society's standards.

you don't have to take on everyone's burdens in order to be of use. you don't have to break your own boundaries and beat yourself down in order to receive basic respect.

your unique knowledge -- your unconventional knowledge- is so special to you! it's such a unique trait that gives you a different way of thinking and experiencing than others. use these differences to uplift yourself!

so what you're different? so what you don't blend in with everyone else? THAT'S THE ENTIRE POINT OF BEING UNIQUE AND BEING DIFFERENT!

fitting society's standards isn't helpful to yourself or the collective.

embrace your differences. they are valuable.

shufflemancy:

"Sorry Not Sorry" by Bryson Tiller

"in my head" by Ariana Grande

"I'm The One" by Ateez

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕

the people who chose this pile are changing! transtitions and transformations are in progress or on the way, and you feel unprepared for them. that's okay!

you keep holding on to old habits and old ways of thinking, but you need to trust yourself and the universe. the card i pulled literally says, "YES. just say yes". the other one says, "you go first. the universe will catch you".

your old ways of thinking and being don't work anymore because they're too mundane. your ability and your intrinsic nature is so much broader! so much bigger!

your personality and energy is so intoxicating to others. i wish you could see yourself through outsiders eyes. if you felt drawn to pile ii, then go ahead and read it. i think the message there also applies to you.

know that you are so much bigger than the little problems and intrusive thoughts that hold you back. for every pessimistic thought that goes through, write down a positive one.

also, learn to praise yourself. you deserve praise.

you are doing well.

shufflemancy:

"Alone" by Ayanna

"Motivation" by Normani

"Do It Like A Dude" by Jessie J

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕𝐈

i think you're tired, just like the photo says.

you may feel like you don't wanna be here anymore. not even in a s*icidal way, but more so in a wanting to be away from your environment -- from Earth -- just for a little bit if it were possible.

the people who chose this pile a very likely starseeds. you miss home. you miss being around likeminded people, and more than anything you miss feeling as if you belonged.

you have so much love you want to give to others, but it's like people don't want it. like they follow the saying of "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink it".

i think you may be tired of hearing this, but you are here for a reason. more than anything you just want the backpack of rocks that lies on your shoulder to be lightened -- even if just by one stone. you're tired of hearing that you're strong and that you can handle it because if you feel that backpack get loaded with one more stone, then you;ll explode.

you don't have to be strong all the time.

it's okay to cry.

please cry.

you are human too.

you have emotions too.

it's valid and okay to feel them.

shufflemancy:

"Cuz I Love You" by Lizzo

"Without You" by Ledsi

"Practice" by Drake

"Breathin" by Ariana Grande

[merinaart]

🔥I'll rock you all over

Without a break (without a break)

By the end of this night

Call me crazy

I wanna make you crazy 🔥

Here’s one SSS tier Wonho (Smoking sexy style) for @_chuyu_chan_

This piece was so hard to draw cause I was distracted by his ridiculously fit body every minute haha. But it was all so worth it! Hope you like it.

As we all know, dear Bunny had a comeback yesterday and if you haven’t heard his new tracks you should do so. He’s super talented, sweet and kindhearted man. Deserves our all love and support. Thank you for inspiring us with your story, talent and kindness. Love you 💖💖💖

[eternal-carat]

Things have been real fucking hard since October both in our Monsta X/Monbebe family and in my own personal life. You’ve kept me and so many others going, hoping, working to do anything we can to try to help the situation and show that we weren’t backing down or giving up no matter what. Your updates kept me sane for so very long, and made it so much easier for me to understand the situation as it progressed and evolved without having to sift through so much stuff daily when everything else going on is so complicated and draining on its own.

And not only did I receive all of that from you, I was also gifted with your friendship along the way, and that is one of the most precious gifts I’ve ever received. We may not get the chance to talk every day, but you inspire me and give me drive just by existing and being who you are and I want to thank YOU for all you have done for me and for US as a fandom. It’s extremely hard dealing with a situation like this, watching it happen and never being able to feel like you’re making ENOUGH of a difference, but you helped me see the light and hope in certain things and that’s been so very important.

And now here we are. He’s cleared, we’ve won, and the haters can go off and bark somewhere else.

You are such an incredible person, our lovely Mombebe. I can't thank you enough for all you’ve done. 💜

Listen you beautiful, magnificent, absolutely precious angels —

I love all of you with my entire being and I seriously thank all of you for never giving up on Wonho and Monsta X together as a whole.

And for your never ending kindness.

Truly.

[kavengers-assemble]

S/O Sunday (part 1)

Wonho: My Nana! I still remember the day I met you, and it’s a day I won’t ever forget. You’ve made my world brighter, and I can’t wait to call you my wife @ajuchwe

Kai: My Minji💛 Words alone can’t describe how much I love you. Thank you for loving me despite my flaws, and I will spend my days loving you in return @bbc-minji-oc

Sunmi: I guess I really do have a hottie for a boyfie😏 @best2b1chat B-Bomb

Chan: Took this while we were on our trip. I had so much fun with you Bee @baileemitchell-oc

Mingyu: The cutest girl in the world🥰 @tan-jaeminoc

BM: My Eppie🦚 We should go to the lake when it’s warmer out @eppiesblog

U-Kwon: My gorgeous fiancée💙 We’re adopting the puppy @bbc-minji-oc

Tags: @ajuchwe (Nana💖) @tan-jaeminoc (Tan❤️) @bbc-minji-oc (💙💛) @baileemitchell-oc (Bee❤️) @annalisenoel (💖) @best2b1chat (B-Bomb😉) @lyrablackoc (💙) @rachel-oc (❤️) @your-ateez @bloodroyalties-cb @eppiesblog (Eppie🦚) @girls-oc (Mia❤️) @urkyun @ur-guardian-demon @captain-america-wonho @chooseyourmx @fantasy-teez @nctnation-rp @royalateez-cb @avengers-cb @9ateez-multiau-bot @allaboard-theateez @fate-bot

[sweet-teeth-mfs]

Guys, I feel like we’re not celebrating this enough.

We got our Bunny back! 🙏🏻👏🏻😭🥺❤️💕💋

It’s so good to see you again. ♥️

[20cm]

curiosity tag ! ! 💕💕

tagged by: @hyukaheart (who also made the game <3) && @yeonjuins !! thank you both mwah mwah 💛💖💛

sorry in advance that this is long.. if anyone reads this<3 u deserve a medal 💕✨

Q: which artists make you instantly smile when you hear their laughs?

A: ohhh hmmm wonho ! beomgyu + kai also .. and taehyun!! i think felix also :].... yj<3

Q: what’s a song you’d like to recommend to the person who tagged you?

A: ooooh yes! 💖

for hope: 何度でも by Michita ft. MouthPeace for woo: Lose My Cool by Amber Mark

Q: which artist(s) have your favourite voices?

A: jjong + onew from shinee, kihyun + joohoney from monsta x, hanse + seungwoo from victon, beomgyu + taehyun + yeonjun from txt.......probably forgetting some </3

Q: what are some of the sets from the wonderful ccs here that you find yourself thinking about often?

A: buckle up i have a lot </3 off the top of my head uhmm 💕💕

made by ana @yjunies: this blue orangeade one that makes me smile when i see it // this set of yeonjun on tingle interview because its special to me // this fairy of shampoo one that is just... beyond gorgeous

im SO obsessed w/ literally every gfx work that woo @yeonjuins has put out but the first one i ever saw tht made me speechless was this netflix 0x1=lovesong edit because not only was the gfx itself great but the video editing!!!!! was so cool

from ryu @gyukai: this 2 year anniversary set because its so so creative and cool! // and her get to know me set for the japanese ver mv of run away bc its so so bright and pretty

erin's @jaehyukkies REALLY beautiful ab6ix close set that i rb on sight. literally so so so obsessed w/ it

THIS set meg made putting lovesong to a siken quote that made me tear up ngl

lulu's @cherriki dear sputnik set has been living in my head rent free since i first saw it

this 3 part set of parallels between the dooms night & other mvs that @/songofastar made because its SO cool [ 1 ; 2 ; 3 ]

this other set from @/songofastar that puts quotes from the storybook over mvs

this really cool logo/mvs gifset

this set from @/jjunies mv aesthetics series

this fucking gifset of yeonjun w/ pink hair from the we lost the summer mv shoot

this set of yeonjun during a stage performance of blue hour that makes me bark like a fucking wounded dog

Q: if you could steal (affectionately) an idol’s pet, who’s would it be and why?

A: odi!!!!!!! soobin im willing to share but u have to let me have custody on weekends or something 🙄🙄!!! and because i really would love a hedgehog of my own <3 but also im just so obsessed w/ odi help...........also ik taehyun has probably given aengdu to a different home but ive always wanted a snake so >:) ...... OH and kkoongie . taemin give me your fucking cat.

Q: which artists that share your star sign do you like? ​

A: hmmm god time to find libras. the only one off the top of my head is joohoney!! and yes <3 i do like him a lot :] OH CHAN. BANG CHAN. and hanse!! and yangyang .. why the fuck are all the libras rappers. OH JONGHO ATEEZ<3333 jongho my beloved vocalist maknae also ....... HOW DID I FORGET KEY!!!!! .... my god wait. woong ab6ix, jeonghan svt, hanbin/b.i my beloved also......... why are a lot of my biases libras 😭

Q: do you have any favourite photoshoots that your ults have done? ​

A: oh YESSS okay !! ^_^ 💛

yeonjuns ul:kin shoot!!!!!!!!!! new york fashion week <3

weverse magazine nov. 2020 ........ (yeonjun specifically)

txt's recent tmrw magazine shoot (some of the photos here on tumblr</3)

wonho's fault magazine shoot

whatever the fuck floor granola was taemin did for dazed korea

wonho for dazed korea too

Q: what songs do you always get stuck in your head? ​

A: given-taken + drunk-dazed by enhypen, salty + o sole mio by the boyz, baby don't stop by nct u, chronosaurus by stray kids, ....pied piper....., anti-romantic + puma + frost + magic by txt, scaredy cat + nerves + no blueberries by dpr ian, love me or leave me by day6, killing me by ikon................. those ALL get stuck in my head

Q: who are your favourite dancers in kpop right now? ​

A: taemin !!!!! hyunjin for sure... yeonjun of course. shownu + wonho <3, felix and juyeon also were really impressive during kingdom :]

Q: are there any photos of your ults that you find yourself thinking about a lot? ​

A: oh jesus. sorry this is ALL yeonjun im mentally ill. yes i made this in photoshop FOR this post ... the one where hes covering his mouth is for funsies bc its my discord icon and i love his dramatic ass

Q: which artist(s) do you feel you can see yourself in? ​

A: ok not. to sound insane i guess but anyways. yeonjun

i really relate to his history of struggling w/ self confidence and honestly just faking it til you make it. like just saying it often enough until you believe it. it helped me a lot when i was a teenager + going into college and helped me be more extroverted + talk to people.. also his sense of dramatics. like ik it may not seem like it because im a lot more mellowed out on tumblr dot com but im . dramatic and hyperactive in real life. like i call him annoying (affectionate) bc i look at him and go "me too lol<3"

also his drive + hating losing + wanting to be better while also knowing you have a long way to go + knowing you havent really made it....like oh for SURE i relate to just how he feels about work and drive + passions ... its really how i felt in school and college.. even my hobbies . i take pride in being really detail oriented + a perfectionist and i like knowing im doing well...when i was younger i definitely could be a little cocky but it was mellowed by that lack of self-confidence at the same time 💀

anyways. enough psychoanalyzing myself and my kpop guy. im also a huge fan of dancing, fashion, and i like taking care of others <3 so idk i see myself in him a lot actually

Q: who’s rapping do you always find yourself vibing with? ​

A: joohoney + i.m from monsta x.. i love their solo work, i really like dpr live's stuff! and dpr ian, suggi, b.i, and woodie gochild !! ☀️

Q: are there any artist/s who’s talking voice you could listen to forever? ​

A: OHHHHH BEOMGYU i could fall asleep to his talking voice.. same w/ felix<3 .. oh and taehyun could spend 1hr explaining the chemical makeup of paint from the hardware store and i'd listen to him 💖💖

Q: is there anyone who always manages to give you gender envy? ​

A: yeonjun + beomgyu give me wardrobe envy.. and hair envy. so does felix. OH and juyeon ^_^💕

Q: and finally, which idol do you think the person who tagged you is most like? ​

A: yesss <3 ok so

hope you give me HUGE felix (stray kids) and hyuka vibes youre so sunshiney and bright! 💛

woo gives me san (ateez) + minhyuk (monsta x)!! i like your artistic sense and aesthetics! 🖤

okay that was SO long. if you read it all im giving u a big hug LOL 💖

idk who has or hasnt been tagged sooooo <3

@sodrippy @gaemin @slowrabbitpd @chaotichae @cherriki @heeseunq @97choi @minki-s

[urfantasylover]

San Update

🐉 @life-of-rae I can’t begin to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I love you. No words can describe either of them. I’m so excited to be taking this journey with you as we figure out parenthood.

San and Rae are expecting. Congratulations to the couple💖

Tags: (og: @yanlee) @nyx-oc @life-of-rae (❤️) @captain-america-wonho @bbc-minji-oc @baileemitchell-oc @ajuchwe @chooseyourmx @your-ateez @fantasy-teez @fate-bot @allaboard-theateez @9ateez-multiau-bot @hwangmirae-oc @greekgodsbot @supernaturalbots @universe-of-superm @racersbot @rachel-oc @annalisenoel @lyrablackoc @horrorgames-cb @eppiesblog @royalateez-cb @urkyun @annalisenoel @bloodroyalties-cb

[winetae]

hi hi!! hope this week has been treating you u well and that 2022 is off to a good start!! the sm concert!! i very much felt all the lack of women that company has now 😭😭 but was excited to see all the collab stages and girls on top!! my favorite performance was probably girls on top bc all those cuties in one song i lost my shit! ah i have three lobe piercings now and a double helix!! do u have any!

AH U WERE IN CALI!!! Omg I should’ve known October was a good month, it must have been bc you graced us with your presence!! HONEY J IS SO SEXY AND AIKI IS SO FUNNY GKVKVK good choices as always!!! I just started street dance girls fighter and I’m already tearing up everytime the babies cry 😭😭😭 so you always have a crying buddy in me!!

Serendipity is so lovely!!! it makes me wanna fall in love!! Yes yes agreed singularity is my favorite tae solo too!! WONHO STYLE SELFIES!! Please I already can’t handle wonho’s selfies 😭😭

Ah coming back in hot with some music I’m listening to!! I’m listening to the new fka twigs album!! Hbu!! Also I also watched singles inferno MCNCNCNC!! lol I love how much we have in common and all the ladies were so cute and fun!! BOOOO to the men 🙄🙄

U CAN DO IT ANGEL!!! Your time will come I promise!!! I spent a really long time unemployed and I know it was really rough and draining but I hope you take as much care of yourself as u can!! Thank you for that reminder, you’re right!! It’s already the end of the week!! Sending all my love I hope you eat yummy food and get to enjoy yourself!! 💖💖

hi angel !! why are u the sweetest 🥺💗 this answer is long overdue thank u so for always sending such nice messages !!! i hope u treat urself to something nice u deserve it !!

omg… girls on top.. sm combined some of the most talented women in kpop and gave them That song.. every time i listen to it i keep hoping it’ll grow on (read : brainwash) me like nct sticker did but it’s not happening 😭 aaaaaa omg that sounds hot ! i only have the basic ear piercing. i wanna get more but i’m scared of needles/anything piercing the skin 😵‍💫

awww sTOP ur gonna make me blush 🤧 and ahhh a crying buddy !!! 🦋 did you finish watching street girls fighter? what did you think ? i was rooting for the winning team so i enjoyed it a lot ahaha. omg overall we have overlapping music styles 🥺 i already knew it but now it’s confirmed for real !!! so i’m def gonna check out the new fka twigs album ! i’ll let u know my fave song hehe these days i’m listening to all the new iu songs. cozy winter vibes !! n LOL yes ur single’s inferno reaction is the same as mine 😵‍💫

BEJEKDJDBD YOU ARE THE BEST. a true angel. 🤍 i kind of went through my mid life crisis recently and it’s still stressful but i think i’m slowly managing. thank u for encouraging me n believing in me !!! i’m going to try my best to not be so afraid of the world anymore and take better care of myself 🤧 we can do it !!! i also am sincerely rooting for u and ur happiness ! 🌻

[chungha-oc]

Soft Saturday

🐯 Two words: pure bliss @bloodroyalties-cb Matthew

❄️ Can we do this sometime @ateezmysterycb Hwa?

🎵 My dancers are too cute!

💎 Not my favorite look to model, but the glasses are groovy

👑 I love you @ajuchwe Jinyoung

Tags: (OG: @yanlee) @bloodroyalties-cb (Matthew❤️) @captain-america-wonho @bbc-minji-oc @ajuchwe (Jinyoung💖) @chooseyourmx @fantasy-teez @fate-bot @richsocietybot @cb-museclub @allaboard-theateez @9ateez-multiau-bot @greekgodsbot @supernaturalbots @racersbot @universe-of-superm @horrorgames-cb @eppiesblog @royalateez-cb @urkyun @suburbanbots @baileemitchell-oc @lyrablackoc @annalisenoel @ateezmysterycb​ @rachel-oc @nctnation-rp @your-ateez (+/-)

[qmbbq]

I can't stop thinking about this moments here, how happy I was, how happy they were... This night, these moments, all of this was the best I've ever been all year and now I just want to let them know how much I appreciate them. Not for their bodies, or faces, or what's over but because of the GOOD PERSON AND SOUL they are.

And we all know they are because of the way they look at us, treat us, the way they always cheer us up and think of us and thank us and just love us in the purest form. We know it cause that's exactly what we do for them. We care for them, we think of them and always try to protect them and we will not stop.

We can't stop, we have to fight for them cause that's the least thing we can do. Maybe this won't change the outcome, but at least we'll know that we tried and that each one of them just knows how much we love them.

Cause we do, WE LOVE YOU BOYS. You are our happiness and we will always be with you. We will always support you.

We are monbebe and we are here for you just like you are here for us. Always and forever together 💖

Since I'm nostalgic af I'm gonna publish the best shots I took ONE WEEK ago at Berlin's concert, also the only one I could take without moving

They are the babiest baby of the world and I love them so much and I'm so happy to have been part of that

[slytherinbangchan]

Apado gwaenchana 16(Final Chapter)💖

Wow everyone, the final chapter came before I even realized. I feel like not a lot of people gave this series a chance, but those who did, thank you so much!! I really hope you enjoyed it till the end💖 For those of you who may wanna give it a chance  now you can start from the <<Intro>> ^^

Blog’s masterlist

Magazine workers (enemies to lovers AU)

Warnings: Smut

Pairing: RenjunxReader (Only y/n’s actual name is ‘Skyler’ cause I love that name and that’s it but it’s still ‘y/n’ ok?) Btw I made everyone here older than they actually are cause they’re working at an office etc…

You (Skyler/BlueAbsinthe) work as an editor at an office for a magazine called ‘Fashion Killa’ along with your two besties, (Chloe/uwuBabe writer for the health and beauty department and Blair/NotARavenclaw, a photographer). And everything is fine untill you have to work along in an assesment with your ‘mortal enemies’.

(Dont mind the time on the chats I just write late at night, lol)

Nct members as:

Mark: Editor. Renjun: Photographer. Chenle: Editor Lucas: Model Doyoung: Model Park Jisung: Model Johnny: Model Yuta: Model Taeyong: Model Jungwoo: Model Other Idols:

Felix: As an Stray Kids member. Han Jisung: As an Stray Kids member. Wonho from MX: As a model Joohoney from MX: As a model TOP from BB: As a model. Siwon from SUJU: As a model. BoA: As your boss

Chap 16. ‘My first and last’

You're both cleaning up a little, in silence. Not a word have left your mouths since the guys left. After a few minutes there's nothing else to clean and you just decide it's time to speak again.

-Renjun...

-Hm?

-Are you still mad?

-Kinda. -He says, putting away the last piece of trash.

-Are you mad at me?

He looks at you. -Why would I be mad at you?

-I don't know. -You laugh a little. -You're not talking to me so...

-Ah, I'm sorry I was just thinking.

-About what?

He blushes. It's hard to notice cause he's far away from you but still you can tell. -Nothing.

-What? C'mon! Tell me. -You say, walking towards him.

-It's nothiing. -He says laughin as you look into his eyes.

-Are you thinking that I'm old and you're afraid that I'll murder you if you tell me?

He chuckles. -No way!

-I'm tiny but I could kill you. -You say.

-I know that. -He strokes your hair gently and you kiss him.

You must have hated him a lot before cause this feeling right now is limitless. He's kissing you passionately and you almost feel like crying. You don't even understand why. By the time you stop kissing your lips are red and kinda swollen. It's hella late when you finally move to the bedroom. So there's just a few more lazy kisses before falling asleep.

It's 10 in the morning when you feel Renjun's arms hugging you. You open your eyes to see his face next to yours. It's only at times like this when you feel lucky for being such a light sleeper. You feel the butterflies in your stomach just by the sight of him and the sound of his slow breathing. You stroke his hair and caress his face gently, then you give him a peck on the lips before going back to close your eyes as you cuddle into him. A while later you can feel something again. He's not moving but you can tell he's awake.

-Did I woke you up? -He ask as he realizes you're looking at him.

-Kinda. -You smile.

-But I didn't move or anything! -He complains and you laugh.

-I know. I'm sorry I just could feel it. I can't explain it, I'm just weird like that. Anyway I woke up earlier I just curled up again with you.

-Ah, you did? I was trying so hard not to wake you up...

You laugh again. -Aww, thank you. -You say as you kiss him. -Should we get some breakfast?

He nods and follows you to the kitchen. You're not actually hungry but you know he is. -Should I make some tea? -He asks.

-Yeah, that sounds good. -You say as you look for some muffins you know you have somewhere. -Ah! -You exclaim as you find them. -By the way this is all I have. If you want we can go for something else later.

-Nah, it's okay. -He says, kissing your forehead.

You close your eyes to feel the warmth of his lips over your skin. He grabs your hands and you rest your head on his chest. Hearing his heartbeat. When you look up to meet his eyes he catches you in a kiss. You feel the heat running through your body as his kisses grow more and more passionate. It doesn't take long before you're on top of the kitchen counter. His hands wandering up and down your thighs, his mouth on your neck running down to your chest, like if he suddenly were in a hurry. You press him against you, surrounding him with your legs to feel how hard he actually is. He kisses you before pulling away from you for a second. Just the time for him to take off your underwear. You bite and kiss his already bruised neck as you press him against you again. You're as thirsty for him as he is for you. Then you hear a noise, the teapot is whistling louder and louder for every second that passes. Renjun sighs highly frustrated and you know exactly what he's thinking, 'the universe doesn't want you two to fuck or something'. But he just throws the teapot into the sink and comes back to you. Kissing you eagerly. He groans softly as he finally slides inside you and starts moving. His hands on your hips to help with the pace and his face buried into your chest from time to time, biting and sucking here and there. Your moans get louder as you get closer and he looks at you in the eyes, making you blush.

-Don't look at me. -You say as you push his face away.

He laughs and slows the pace a little. -But you are so pretty, I can't help it.

-Shut up. -You can't look at him right now. -And don't stop, idiot. -You say with a tiny voice.

He smiles to himself and starts moving faster. It doesn't take long before you start getting close again. You can feel your orgasm building and you let him know. He's close too. You're delighted to find out he makes such pretty noises when he's close to cumming.

You're more than ready for a round two but you have to go to work. Boah allowed everyone in that trip to arrive later to the office that day but still you have to go. So when Renjun leaves to his house to find some other clothes you take a shower and get ready too.

When you get to the office there's some girls and guys waiting outside the building. Nothing weird. Fans know every step the models make and some of the models that work there are also actors so... Only this time they're a bigger group. Maybe the guys earned some new fans. You enter the building thinking about that. Also if you should go visit Renjun or if he would get sick of you because you've been seeing eachother a lot. You're in your own world when you crush into someone so hard that you both fall to the floor.

-My god. I'm sorry. -He says. He's speaking english. -Let me help you. -He offers his hand.

You're kinda dumbstruck by his good looks but grab his hand anyway. -I didn't see you, sorry. -You apologize.

-It's totally my fault. I was running around. -He has an accent.

-I'm sorry, where are you from? -You ask directly. -Not a lot of people speaks english around here...

-Ah, I'm actually from Australia.

-I see. -You say, fixing your clothes.

-Do you work here? Jisung and I are here for a photoshoot.

-Huh, Jisung? -You say. Is he talking about your Jisung?? -Yeah, I work here...

-Yeah. Cool. -He turns around and calls him out. -Jisung mate, come here. -(It wasn't your Jisung).

-What? -The other guy looks clueless. He does speak korean.

-I just bumped into this girl. She works here, maybe she works with us today.

-Ah, no... -You interrupt him. -I'm actually an editor so...

-Oh really? That's a pity. Anyway I'm Felix, and he's Jisung. We're from 'Stray Kids', it's a kpop group.

-Ahhh, that explains why there're more fans than the usual outside.

-Yeah, I don't know how they do it but they know everything.

-Tell me about it. -You laugh and they look at you as they don't understand. -It's a long story. -You say. -My name is Skyler by the way. Nice to meet you guys. Maybe I'll come by and watch how you work with my team.

-Yes, come visit us please. -Felix says as you go away.

You can hear Jisung asking him what was all that about before getting into the hellevator. When you arrive to your actual office Mark is already there. He looks tired as he draws something.

-Hey. -You greet him as you sit down next to him.

-Hi. -He sounds tired too.

-Are you mad about last night? -You ask trying to make eye contact.

-Nah, I talked to Renjun. -He says without meeting your eyes. -I'm just tired, I couldn't fall asleep till it was too late. I guess I got used to party all night.

-Ah yeah, I know that feeling. -You sigh. -Hey, have you seen those guys downstairs? 'Stray Kids' or something like that.

-Yeah, I talked to one of them, he heard me speaking with my sister on the phone and asked me about some stuff in english. His accent is so weird lmao.

You laugh and hit him on his arm. -I Liked the accent. He seems nice.

-He looks nice too doesn't he? -He asks. Raising a brow. -There's a lot of people talking about it. Mostly girls.

-Ah, does he? I didn't notice.

He laughs. -Oh sure, you're blind now. Are you worried I may tell Renjun? I won't.

-What are you talking about I just didn't care about his looks. -You laugh.

-Okay, okay. How's my baby bro?

-Your baby bro?

-Renjun?

-I don't know, he must be downstairs I guess.

-You didn't go see him?

-Not yet... He must be tired of seeing me. -You laugh.

He laughs out loud. -What are you talking about? He's so whipped for you.

-Shut up, he's not. -You blush.

-Sure. He just goes around spilling drinks on people's heads for no reason. -He jokes.

-Well that girl had it coming. I was about to fight her to be honest. -You say crossing your legs as you lay back.

-Yeah, I heard. -He says, back on his drawing. -Anyway, don't be stupid and go see that idiot, you know he can't leave his place as easy as you.

-Hey, what are you doing here? -Renjun asks with a soft voice. He's smiling tho.

-Ahh well, since you're so whipped for me I just thought to come and visit you. -You joke and he blushes.

-What?

-I'm just kidding. -You laugh.

-Hey! You came. -That accent again.

-Huh? -You turn to see Felix running towards you. -Ahh, yeah... -You say, then turn again to face Renjun. -Are you taking their pics?

-Yeah. They asked for me.

-No wonder why. -You smile at him. -He's the best, Felix. You just do as he says, okay?

-Sure! By the way, some guy named Lucas told me there's a party later, are you guys coming too?

You look at Renjun and he shrugs. -Another party? I don't know... It's monday ya know... -You say.

-Oh, come on guys! It's my first time at a party ever. Our contracts wouldn't allow us to go out earlier.

-You haven't been at a party ever? How old are you?

-23 but I was born on september so I guess actually 24.

-Ah, so you're the same age. -You point at Renjun and Felix. -Okaay. -You sigh. -I guess I'll go. It's kinda sad you don't have someone like me at a party. Also wow, first real party at 24, you deserve to have fun.

-Yes! Great. Thank you. -Are you coming too?-He's looking at Renjun now.

-Sure, who wants to sleep anyway.

-Skyler. -Blair is calling you for the third time. -Stop staring at them, it's creepy.

-But they look so cute together. -You say looking across the room to Chloe and Wonho who are cuddling in the sofa.

-Why don't you just go and do the same with Renjun? -You just stay quiet and she sighs rolling her eyes. -You're just dumb and dumber I swear.

-Why don't you go and kiss that 'Top' guy again?? -You ask, kinda flustered.

-Well, I didn't want to leave you alone. But yeah, I'll do that. -She says, taking the last sip of her cup. -See you later. And do something about Renjun, PLEASE.

You look around the room and find Renjun chatting with some other guys but your sight gets blocked by another person. -Hey! I was looking for you. Lucas says we're gonna play something.

-Ah, Felix.. Hey.  

-Hurry, let's go. -You can see Renjun being dragged too by Lucas behind Felix.

-Okay, I guess...

Lucas stands while everyone else sits down. -Guys tonight there's a new rule. You can't give up your clothes, you have to play no matter what the dare is. -You feel some butterflies in your stomach. Not the good kind. You know Lucas has an agenda you just don't know what it is about. There's Renjun across from you. He's moving one of his legs nervously as he sips on his drink nonstop. You drink yours aswell. -Okay, let's spin the bottle.

Nothing weird is happening for now, just Lucas asking every girl the bottle points to, to kiss him as a dare. Then there's this Felix guy who won't stop looking and smiling at you shyly. When the bottle stops in front of him he chooses dare.

-I dare you to say who would you actually make out with in this circle. -Lucas says.

Felix smiles to himself and for the first time he's not looking at you but the floor. -Ah, hyung. -He says. -I'll have to say I'm curious about Skyler.

Lucas woos and winks at him. -Noted. -He says. Then spins the bottle again. -Oh wow, another pretty girl huh. -He says. -What will I dooo? -Everyone laughs cause they know he's gonna make her kiss him. But instead he does something else when she chooses dare. -Why don't you go and kiss my boy Renjun?

-Oh, okay. -She says. -He's cute too. -She crawls towards him and gives him a peck on the lips. He looks at Lucas with a wondering expression but he just laughs. Maybe it's some kind of revenge for what happened with that other girl.

That bottle seems to have its faves, cause it stops in front of Felix again. And the next thing you know he's kissing you. Then another girl’s turn, and again Lucas sends her and 'a friend of hers' to Renjun. -Girls just kiss him or touch him I don't know, try to turn him on. -He says. And Renjun is not the only one making a face about that. Mark, Jisung (Park) and some others are starting to think this is too much. You're burning inside of course. But you're not mad, just sad about Lucas playing with you two like that.

The girls are aproaching Renjun and he's visibly uncomfortable with it.

-Stop it. Stop! -He says as he get's up abruptly. Getting those girls off him.

-What's wrong bud? -Lucas asks, mockingly.

-I get it, you're mad about the other night. But that's enough. Stop sending all these girls to me and that fucking pretty boy to Skyler, I can't stand it.

He laughs. -Why are you so mad? It's just a game. -Lucas asks. -It's just like in the other parties, man. Chill.

-Oh my god. -He lets out a frustrated sigh. -I'm mad because I love her, okay? Is that what you wanted to hear? Well, there it is. I am in love with Skyler so stop it. I don't want to kiss or touch anybody else. I'm tired of having to play these stupid games.

The room falls silent for a moment. Then you see almost everyone passing some money to eachother.

-Fuck. I thought you two were just fooling around. -Lucas says as he gives the money to Felix. -I can't believe you won the bet when you just arrived today. -He tells him.

-Man, I told you they were exclusive. -Felix laughs keeping the money in one of his pockets.

-What the hell is going on? -You ask.

-We started a bet since that time Johnny saw you two kissing in that party. -Taeyong says.

-You knew about this? -Renjun asks Mark.

-Dude if I knew I would have joined in. I could have made some money. -Mark sighs.

-Anyway, that's it for tonight everyone. We have work tomorrow. -Lucas says kicking everybody out. He's kinda pissed after loosing his money.

You're chatting with Chloe on the street when you hear some familiar voices behind you.

-Omg, go talk to her, idiot. -That's Mark talking. You're pretty sure he's pushing Renjun towards you.

You're not gonna lie. You're nervous. Your heart almost dropped when you heard Renjun say those words. Not in a bad way.  You just didn't expect him to say it. Just like the rest of the people there. Anyway, you turn around to face him before he does. You don't want things to get awkward so you speak first.

-Renjun. There you are. -He just listens. -Are you walking me home? -You smile at him.

-Ah... Sure. -He says. Mark and Jisung pat him on his back and leave.

-See you tomorrow Skyler. -Chloe says as she walks away with Wonho.

-Yeah, see you. -You smile at them and then talk to Renjun again. -Let's go?

He nods and walks besides you. He seems kinda worried so you hold his hand and smile at him. -What are you thinking? -You ask.

-Huh?

-You look worried. -You say, laughing. -Don't tell me you're not.

-Well, I'm not exactly worried.

-So?

He sighs. -I just... I didn't want to blast off like that.

-I see. You didn't mean it?

He looks at you, eyes wide open. -Of course I meant it.

-Ah... -You blush. -Then... I kinda like you said it. Even if it was like that...

He blushes too. -You do?

-Yeah I didn't get to give an answer earlier but... Honestly, I feel the same way.

-Wah, you do?? -He's smiling like a child right now.

You chuckle. -I just told you.

-I know... -You walk for a while without talking till he breaks the silence. -So, can we like... Date? Like, you know... Officially date?

You laugh. -Sure.

Insta Captions: ‘You’re my last first love’(RJ), and ‘There won’t be another you. You’re my last’(you).

Take me back to the beginning.

[kavengers-assemble]

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