Anna Ewers by Mario Sorrenti
- V Magazine, Winter 2017
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People say that a photo is worth a thousand words, that each and every picture you take says a lot about the person that takes it or the things it captures. I think that's kind of how this is, life has so many moments - some good and some bad. As another year comes to a close there's once again things or people I will have to say goodbye to. It's never easy to mentally tell yourself that there'll be a final time you'll see someone or something that you cherish or at least used to cherish. Memories are sort of like that, they're a snap shot in time that brings you back to a moment that won't happen twice.
I have memories with people that I cherish and hold dear to my heart but I know that nothing lasts forever and there'll come the time that you have to move on. Staying stuck in the past does nothing for no one, you have to continue even if the road is hard or you don't want to. I've had to say my share of farewells over the past few years, it's almost bittersweet seeing this chapter come to a close between the good times I've had and the turbulence I endured on the other.
I've had to overcome some of my deepest fears as much as I didn't want to face them. Standing up to some of my own personal inner demons and addressing what I've needed to is something I didn't want to do but I had to. It means digging back up things I thought I had buried long ago - the insecurities that I tried hide. Even if I mentally prepare myself for the worst of it I'm never truly ready for what I have to face. It's hard seeing the end of the road for someone else when you're still here and have to carry on without them even if you haven't spoken in a while or leaving behind a friend that you wished the best for but didn't think the same for you. It's those types of things - the very emotional that I find the hardest to deal with. It's like I'm still in the dark with it all but at least the more I have to face hard decisions like this the easier it does become but it's still not something I want to do. However that's life.
The decisions I've made I won't rescind. I won't break down and cross my own line because my emotions get in the way. There's times I want to - I want to add more to the conversation but know there's no point. I have to bite my tongue or walk away which is unlike me, I've always been bold - that person that wants to bring forth everything to the table and clear the air. For the longest while I thought people were weak for not being confrontational but there's points where it's the best answer - when it's the last resort for some form of peace for whatever turmoil has happened where no one will listen and everything comes to a standstill.
There's no such thing as 20/20 hindsight for every situation, looking back at how life has unfolded I've come to realize how naïve I've been. Ignorance might be bliss to an extent but the knowledge gained knowing there'll be hardship ahead and things you cannot predict is something I don't think I can put a price on. It's part of the journey of finding yourself, nobody flourishes without conflict.
Guess I have to admit that 2023 is going to have a few hard pills to swallow along the way as I continue to find out more about myself and the world I live in. I miss some of what I used to have but nothing stays the same so it would be wasted time wishing it would. I have to say goodbye to some of what I don't want to let go, some of the emotions I've been holding on to. It's about time I put them to rest...
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| TALES OF SUSPENSE: HAWKEYE AND THE WINTER SOLDIER- RED LEDGER (2017) #101
By Matthew Rosenberg and Travel Foreman
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Anna Ewers by Mario Sorrenti
- V Magazine, Winter 2017
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watercolor winter
potsdam, ny
november 29, 2017 // 4:27 PM
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