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sepiasys · 13 days ago

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Not us feeling fuzzy and uh

Well

Job stuff came up ig. Idk how we got there entirely since the last stuff we saw was NPD resources?

I feel like a weird fucking mix rn oml. So I'm 🦊 rn, talking, internally, but 🪶(?) is us externally..? And there was a completely different one who wrote stuff down <- job relevant.

Pretty sure it was that angel god thing dude. And ik that the second line was addressing 👑 specifically even tho I sqear he isn't nearby or smth.

Also.

Got a name.

Gabriel.

OF FUCKING COURSE.

Quote me, of course with our little to no knowledge of religion and the bible, it's the FUCKING MESSENGER AGAIN (this is trying to research archangel gabriel shit)(intentionally not thinking of mandela catalogue bc yeah ik that exiets but it's not connected? I just know. I swear 🤞)

We can't fucking avoid the messenger role trope thing. Hermes, jesters (or court fool or whatever the fuck), and just the general shit we remember doing throughout our friend groups and shit, and THE FUCKING FICTIONAL CHARACTERS WE ENJOY. Granted it usually falls under trickster archetype as well. Bc common tropes that are combined and shit. Idk.

But good fucking lord we can NOT avoid it EVER.

#sepiasys.txt #oml why does the name gabriel feel fucking WEIRD now is he GONE??? Or is it just me. and the concept of SPEAKING the name.#Ugh whatever I think I brought myself fairly close to front bc of this shit but I might leave idfk.#Gotta love being co enough with ya headmates that the definition of front is fucky #front and forefront and front room and co front and ugh.#Forefront is whoever is most in the body at a given time. Or is like. in the FACE ig lmao #but then theres also front that is 'my hands are connected to my brain/thoughts directly' which is how I'm here.#and then I can feel our leg bouncing bc energy ig but yk idk if thats me or not. I swear our body is just segmented into 3-4 part groupings.#idfk shits weird.#WHY THE HELL DO WE HAVE THIS DUDE BTW. WHERE DID YOU COME FROM???#I'm gonna chall it up to us being very very young and visiting nanny and pawpaw and going to church bc of em as a child #Which like. We barely participated but I know thats the only times we went. oml the seating the service that main shit is SO AWKWARD eugh #Anyways oml I'm gonna stop fuckin YAPPING. I swear. Oh I absolutely mustve taken some level of front I can feel it in my/our face.#sepiasys.priv

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