#Way back when.When we were a good few months into things and like a twisted prophet I am started to think “this won’t last forever you know
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also disregard the fact that I accidentally openly spoke about something I’ve been staying reeeeeaaal quiet about for months no I didn’t ^_^
#/hj i did but idrc too much#Not enough to take it down#It was me explaining how Cyber and 313 are a metaphor for myself and lowkey accidentally said something that’s been in my head since all th#Way back when.When we were a good few months into things and like a twisted prophet I am started to think “this won’t last forever you know#And it didn’t…it changed into something new#But that’s okay..cuz I realized forcing myself to stick with something that at times would quite literally drive me into short episodes#Probably ISNT good for my mental health#Do I miss the thrills? The rush of adrenaline? Yes. Do I wish I could go back? Absolutely. Will I? Probably not anytime soon#Anyways yeah…..my cjrp days are long past gone#It also might just be the long imprinted sense of fear that remains because of my relationship with Eloise#That is also part of this#I just don’t like talking abt kt#S.K thinks
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