#Warm fuzzies frand.

[iinfxnite-blog]

|| ???

Patrick had told him that they were going to ‘paint the town red’ all weekend, && as much as Charlie loved the idea, he wasn’t sure his anxiety could take that much carousing. However, not wanting to be a total disappointment – or as Sam would put it, a wet blanket, he went with high hopes that he wouldn’t have a total meltdown. 

Things were getting bad again,and as much as he assured himself he was going to be okay, doubt pervaded his mind. He wished his Aunt Helen were alive. He could always talk to her, because she would understand. 

Charlie’s heart had sunk low somewhere in his belly when he received a text that his chums decided to ditch their plans last minute – leaving him to stand alone in the back of the club like he hadn’t had a single friend in the world. While he understood everyone had lives of their own; were constantly busy, this was happening a lot lately, and he felt lonely. 

The muscle in his mouth shifted over his bottom lip, he couldn’t decide if the music was too loud or not, because he couldn’t concentrate on his thoughts – that was always frustrating. Without thinking; In a fit of anger he threw his glass against the nearby wall – shattering it. The contents splattering all over && on the one person sitting just nearby. 

“Oh – I-I-I’m sorry.” He said, “I didn’t mean to.”  

[risingsouls]

Happy Momo Day! Whether it’s your headcanons, your answering of questions, or just your amazing portrayals of your muses it’s always a real treat to see what’s cooking in that crazy(the fun kind) brain of yours. Despite feeling a bit under the weather, I hope your special day is awesome as you are!

[Awww thank you, frand! This made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. :'3]

[ok-ak]

you know you love me xoxo gossip girl

I was tagged by @dreamclubmurders--the queen

Rules: Answer all questions (or don't...like, do u, #variety is the spice of life)

Nicknames: AK, ash, bean, baby ash

Star Sign: Aquarius (someone tell me about myself and the planets and stuff i wanna know!)

Height: 5'0...le sTRUGGLE

Time: 11:37 PM

Birthday: 2/10!

Favourite Artists: Frank Ocean, Ben Howard, Chance The Rapper, Daniel Cesar

Song Stuck In My Head: Hard Feelings/Loveless- Lorde

Favourite Song Right Now: Best Part - Daniel Caesar x H.E.R.

Last Movie I Watched: something where the guy killed people bc they killed his brother and there was a priest involved ?? The Rock was in it?

Last Show I Watched: Law & Order SVU. every waking moment of my life

When Did You Create Your Blog: 2010? 2012? one of those dark ages

What Do Post The Most: obsessive posts about a fictional couple whose gold standard™ of love I will never obtain with anyone, quotes, puppies, music, memes..ya know. the essentials.

Last Thing I Googled: net neutrality 🙃

Do You Have Any Other Blogs: yez.

Do You Get Asks: what is an ask? i don't know her.

Why Did You Choose Your URL: truly who knows. i just thought it flowed well

Following: tew many

Followers: -3

Favourite Colour: purple/carolina blue

Average Hours of Sleep: lately 7 bc life is trash and sleep is great, usually 5ish

Lucky Number? 7, 10, 23

What Are You Wearing: fuzzy pajama pants + a black v neck ~*~* winter looks**~*~

How Many Blankets Do You Sleep With?: 8,027 or 2, depending.

Dream Job: choreographer, pediatric psychiatrist, stylist to some famous person who travels a lot & makes me travel with 😎

Dream Trip: Greece. Paris. or somewhere warm with my frands. Dubai maybe?

Favourite Foods: pasta and mexican forever & ever, amen

Nationality: just a mixed kid watching america crumble

i tag @pragmaticwishes @devvaugn @trufflemores @deartruelovepsitsme & all the -3 people who follow me

[venhedish]

Tagged by @fallcolorspringrapid in this tag game! Thank yew, frand.

1. why did you choose your url? It's a swear word in the Tevene language from Dragon Age. No idea what it means as it's never been officially translated afaik. I like to think it means 'cunt' because that's funny to me and I am only a little 12-year-old boy. Actually, the word is 'Venhedis," but that was already taken on like every platform I tried to register it on, so I'm only Venhed-ish.~ 2. any sideblogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them. Yup! I run the @spn-trope-round-robin (you should check it out. We do a prompt meme over on AO3 every 2 months!). I'm also@necro-nomnomnom, where I post vaguely sexy horror aesthetic stuff. 3. how long have you been on tumblr? Since late December, 2020. I posted my first fic over on AO3 at the end of the year and wanted a place to share it. 4. do you have a queue tag? I did for a while but then I got lazy. I think it was just #q because it was the least amount of work to type. Now I just let my queued stuff post tagless like a heathen. 5. why did you start your blog in the first place? Oh. Oop. Answered this already. I came for the unabashed self-promotion and stayed for the galaxy brain takes and cool friends. And also still self-promotion. 6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? It's one of my favorite paintings and kinda captures my aesthetic. It's called Truth Coming out of Her Well to Shame Mankind and it is a MOOD (also it kinda looks like me):

7. why did you choose your header? It was so extremely generously gifted to me by @thegoodthebadandtheart, who is my favorite SPN fandom artist. Every time I look at it I get the warm fuzzies. <3 8. what’s your post with the most notes? This one, apparently. A long ramble about why Anti culture is anti-intellectual and dangerous from the last time there was a wincest-adjacent blocklist going around. 9. how many mutuals do you have? 71, if I counted right. And I cherish every single one of you weirdos. 10. how many followers do you have? 214. 11. how many people do you follow? 256. But about a quarter of them aren't related to the SPN fandom in any way. 12. have you ever made a shitpost? Yes probably. Everything I post is shit, and thus a shitpost by extension. (This is a joke.) 13. how often do you use tumblr each day? I went over a month without looking at it at all. Now I'm casually on a few times a day. I don't mindlessly scroll anymore, though. It was becoming a problem ngl. 14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won? I called someone a "ROTTEN CUCUMBER-BRAINED FOOL" in a reblog of someone spouting nonsense and they changed their bio to that for a while. You tell me who the winner is in that situation, because I think it was both of us. 15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? I don't know. I don't really know what that is? Peer pressure simply does not work on me so no, actually; I don't think I will. 16. do you like tag games? Yes! But I am also lazy and don't always respond to them. If you ever tag me and I don't respond, don't feel like you can't tag me again in something else! I always love the thought, even if I don't participate. 17. do you like ask games? See above. I'm even worse about answering asks from ask games, though. But I love to get them! 18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? I dunno about famous, but I had a very good day when @quickreaver followed me back. Tumblr popularity doesn't, like, mean anything to me though. I just like you guys. 19. do you have a crush on a mutual? Literally like 5 of them. 👉👈😳 20. tags? @ohnoitsthebat, @flatbedford, @ravingliberal, @ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty, @queergoblin I just grabbed some names out of a hat. Feel free to play and say I tagged you.