#WE R STRUGGLING UGHHHH

[punk-o-ween]

school sucks so bad I'm crashing out vro 💔💔💔💔

the way i literally wanna jump out my window but i cant bc i got to go in person on thursday-friday so i have to study 😿

[zuzu-romeave]

man if we get canon alloromantic brad im gona. lose my mind

[fourgottencoast]

Idk how you can see what’s been happening in the south and still believe in or have any kind of fondness for this system. When the disaster happens to YOU and the politicians leave you for dead and the cops guard the food and make sure you die quietly- will you regret ignoring it?

[tiredandwireds-blog]

@jennalistening i got u

Ok here's a list of all the best Dick and Damian(mostly with father/son dynamics) fics imo. Pls dont judge me.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40095006

The Stowaway (5099 words) by LittleLadybugs

Short sweet and fluffy! Damian sneaks a cat into the penthouse and struggles to keep it hidden. At least Dick always has his back!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/32923282

Emergency Contact by DawnsEternalLight for grousemouse

Hilarious and cute! Damian gets attacked on a school trip and is just the way youd expect him to be lol. Dick freaks out ofc

https://archiveofourown.org/works/49322866

my shoulders are heavy already by a_alene

Ughhh its sooo goodddd! Damian and Dick sickfic cannot recommend enoughhh plsplspls read ittt

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36304804

a chance to celebrate by emavee

So cuteee! The batfam throws a party to celebrate Dick adopting Damian. Its such a cute story that gives insight into each characters feelings and its also fluffy as hell!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/46392967

Father's Day (we were the best) by InkpotSprite

Damian decides to celebrate Dick on Mother's and Father's Day lol cute and absolutely hilarious!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40260231

I'll Carry You by BrickSheep

BrickSheep puts it best with the tag Comfort No Hurt. Its exactly as the title says dick carries damian and i get a rush of dopamine lol

https://archiveofourown.org/series/890946

I Saw Grayson Kissing Santa Claus by pupeez4eva

Damian becomes convinced Santa is after Dick Bruce is confused and Jason is evil. So pretty par for the course lol. Tbh tho this fic had me laughing so hard my sides hurt an absolute beautiful nightmare to read

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51531457

The Ping-Pong Wars by fadesfanfic

Stephanie and Damian bonding! Dick being worried over Damian! And oh the shenanigans! Its beautiful and sweet and funny and iloveitsomuchhh

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28186434

Paint Cans and Sneaking Out by CarrionCarnival

Damian sneaks out to do some graffiti and tries not to get caught lol. Cute and fun. A whole new look for Damian that I loveee

https://archiveofourown.org/works/22544392

The R Stands for – by Cirth

A beautifully written look into Damian's adjustment to his new home. Honestly made me cry ngl but sometimes you need that

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52221118

Obsolete Tools and Tangible Miseries by Corybantic

Ok we def in angst territory now gang! Damian thinks hes nothong but a weapon and Dick helps convince him otherwise. Read at your own risk cause i was sobbinggg

https://archiveofourown.org/works/37052449

the city without stars in its skies by Alienu

Ok i literally just reread this one anddd. Ughhhh im dyingggg. Damian is sent to kill Officer Dick Grayson you see where this is goinggg its so gooddd plsreadplsreadplsread

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40538418

Home Is Where the Heart Is by LittleLadybugs

Ok ill admit this ones more batfam focused then just dick and dami but still. So good. Dick is adopted by Slade not Bruce and goes running to blüdhaven to hide from him. Sadly the Birds wont leave hime alone

https://archiveofourown.org/works/22395412

Not by Blood, Maybe by Heart by Ellegrine

Ok we back to fluff now lol. Damian loves his brothers even if he never says it. In this fic he shows it by protecting Dicks honor lol

https://archiveofourown.org/works/18296282

Still the Best by Cdelphiki

3 great fics all in one spot! Literally some of the best stuff ive ever read! Iloveitiloveitiloveit pls readdd

https://archiveofourown.org/works/10918887

Catch Me (All Records Indicate) by Engineerd

The evolution of the nickname lil D. Cute and so sweet. Short but such a comfort read

https://archiveofourown.org/works/29866386

This Too Shall Pass by DarthPeezy

Just oh. just so so goodddd. Another gorgeous look at Damian adjusting to his new life with the batfam tho this one is more plot directed and ohmygosh did that plot have me in a death grip

And finally my top 2 fav fics:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/19718083

Throughout Infinity by flumen

Damian is sent to an alternate universe and meets young justice Dick and crew. Ok no summary i can do will do this fic justice just know i read this in one sitting and immediately felt my sense of priorities and my mind shift. No joke this changed me.

https://archiveofourown.org/series/2021464

3:16 by partingxshot

AAAHHHH

Ok now i can talk abt this. Im in the process of rereading this AGAIN bc i literally cannot be left alone. Ok quick summary: each chapter follows Dick and Damian adjusting to their new life as Batman and Robin. I feel like most everyone who is in love with the dynamic between Dick and Damian has read this fic but i cant leave it out bc its literally my fav fic EVER. i will never be normal abt this fic if you havent read it yet plspls do

[phanzon]

Puppet Sisters AU (2/?)

Like before: OG AU by @rorydrawsandwrites, its time I get off my ass and continue the story.

Gangle opened her eyes, she had passed out for only a moment yet to her it felt like an eternity in a coma. Her limbs felt stiff and heavy, her legs were like jelly and her headache wouldn't end. "Ughhhh... how long was I out?" As she lifted her arm as high as she could to rub her head, a tiny squeak could be heard as the plastic glove rubbed Gangles porcelain face. Furthermore, the more Gangle moved ever so slightly, the more she could feel a moderate weight of fake denim rub across her furry torso, and the tightness of her ribbons strung around her neck... Something felt very wrong indeed. "I feel so weird... wait, what?!" For some reason or another, Jax's body began to repeat every word that came to Gangle's mind. Normally, Gangle would have to manually command Jax to say something, now it was automatic and came out a little too naturally. "Jax stop it... I SAID SHUT UP!" Gangle (and by extention Jax's body) growled in frustration at all these new confusing feelings. Gangle tried to sit up, however the mere movement only exacerbated all of Gangle's woes. It was not so much the weight of the body being too much for Gangle's ribbons to bear, but rather the sensation of feeling as if the body was hers in addition to controlling her own ribbon body. It was all too much for the girl, she released Jax's body, letting it's head to slouch back to where it started as Gangle slithered away to puke. "Uhhhhg... what just happened?" Gangle looked back at Jax's body, its eyes empty of life, and subtle movements nonexistent, there was not even a single breath. Gangle looked at the uncanny sight with an uncomfortable wince, by now the bunny would have returned to his senses, yet Gangle remembered how it felt like nobody was home. She slowly shifted over to examine the body and see what was going on. Wrapping her ribbon briefly around its neck, all of the sensations from before came rushing back. A breath was forced out of both bodies as Gangle struggled to process what was going on.

After a few more seconds, Gangle managed to pry her hand away from the neck, her eye's wide with shock and amazement. "I... I have control over his whole body... all of his senses... he literally gave me EVERYTHING!" Gangle felt awe struck and afraid at the sheer power and control she now had over Jax's body: there was still so much Gangle did not understand about the consequences of taking a second body with equal control to their own. A part of her regretted the path she had just took... but as her curiosity grew, she looked into Jax's blank eyes and realized there was no turning back. Closing their eyes and resting on Jax's face, Gangle readied to connect with the body a third time. "Alright... here goes nothing!" As they connected to Jax's mind, they slowly learned how to adapt from using two bodies at once. First, they moved Ja's right arm, getting a feel of its weight and senses, all the while moving her left ribbon independently from Jax's body. "I see... interesting. Now lets try... Sp-Spea... Speaking. There we go." Having learned to speak on her own again, Gangle took a while longer to learn how to speak as Jax independently. "Ma-ma-ma... Hello, Hello- ah! there we go! *Moves Jax's tongue around the mouth* Mmm? *moves it around more* Eww... Jax's mouth tastes awful... ugh!" After about an hour of figuring the basics of working with two bodies, it was time to try and stand up. Lifting one arm onto the bed, Gangle lifted themselves and Jax up onto their feet before they lost their balance and fell on the bed. "Sigh... lets try that again." Rolling onto their back, they used the momentum off their legs to launch themselves on their feet, where they could finally stand up straight. "Well that took a lot longer than I wanted it to... although I Guess it could have been worse, like the time I was learning how to walk while Jax was here and resisting. Anyway, I better check whats up outside."

Opening the door and walking out into the hallway, Gangle took note of how the new way of controlling Jax had its perks and quirks. On one hand it was far more flexible and less taxing to control the body itself. On the other hand, it was much more mentally taxing on Gangle. Looking out from the balcony to the stage, it was clear the others had left for an adventure without them, though Gangle didn't mind at all. If anything it allowed for more opportunity to try out Jax's body beyond what Gangle could do before. "Alright Jax, lets see what you were holding back!" They began by hopping onto the balcony wall with ease and began to peer out across the wide open jungle gym that was the Circus. Gangle had never been the adventurous time before, spending their time outside the tent tending to the garden, weaving fabrics together to make decorations and clothing, collecting figurines and generally keeping to themselves. But after learning how to possess Jax's body- "*jumps off balcony* WOO HOO!" -They've stepped outside their comfort zone. After all if they get hurt, its Jax who feels it afterwards. And that devious little assumption stuck in Gangles head as she parkoured across the circus' geometry like never before. "Ha... Ha... THIS IS AMAZING!" Coming up to a wide gap about 50 feet from the ground, Gangle looked up at the pipes hanging above before looking down at her ribbon hand and grinning. "Hehehe~" Jumping, she raised her hand to shoot out her ribbon, grabbing a hold of the pipe and swinging across. "WEEEEEE!!!" Unfortunately for Gangle: she was no super hero. The ribbon came loose and she smacked right into the wall of the block she was hoping to swing to before plummeting down below and hitting the ground hard." The pain shot through her like a stream boiling hot water. "AHhhHHhhH!!! %#!$ MOTHER$!#^, GOD&#!#, AHHH ha ha...." Tears began to stream down both of her faces. Picking herself up, she limped all the way back to the stage and sat in front of the wooden wall. It was then that Gangle realized that not only was she in pain, but completely exhausted too. The adrenaline and athleticism in Jax's body had masked how low its endurance was.

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[nadvs]

hi bb i know ur writing for zack rn but what r ur thoughts on rafe being in a relationship in season 1,2 (especially 2) like i feel like he would actually/unknowingly hurt a girl he loves so irreparably

but also like i feel like he would try so hard to be good for her, ughhhh as much as i love happy ending sofia and rafe i wanted angst lol

HI BABE oh i am so glad you asked because i have so many thoughts about early seasons rafe 🥲

so first off, i have to say this edit of rafe is my fav because i think it captures just how broken he is and how badly he wants to be loved. even through the first two seasons when he’s the most unhinged and violent, we get these little glimpses of him being vulnerable and honestly quite miserable.

one of the most telling scenes is when he tells his dad he’s scared of losing control and that he’s not okay. it’s a blatant cry for help. one that could have helped him had it been listened to, but ward tells his son who is traumatized and could very easily have a severe mental illness to ‘man up.’ rafe is seen later telling himself ‘you suck, man up’ when he’s crying after ward turns violent on him; he has internalized the abusive way his father treats him and it’s turned into a form of self-loathing.

i think this def affects how s1/s2 rafe would be as a boyfriend. he’d have toxic traits like jealousy and possessiveness, and i can see him being overbearing and anxious and short-tempered because he has a hard time emotionally regulating and he’s always expecting his fear that he can’t really be loved to come true. i agree with you tenfold that he’d have it in him to break a girl’s heart, no matter how much he loves her, because he’s insecure, unstable, and erratic.

but in the scene in that edit, it’s clear he wants to get better and he needs someone to believe in him. so i think when rafe is given the opportunity to love, he can and he does. ‘he would try so hard to be good for her’ YUP!! he does make mistakes but he also has a conscience. he knows deep down he’s flawed and struggling. with help and love, there is so much hope for rafe to be a good boyfriend.

i haven’t watched the new eps yet but from the clips i’ve seen, i can appreciate that there’s a softer side to rafe in a relationship. from what i’ve heard, though, there’s quite a time jump and no history shown of how his bond with sofia came to be. i would love to see the way that unraveled and how he softened up for her!!

[screampied]

omg female chos being hella shy when having sex like ik she be trying to be a dom but i swear ik choso would love when were fingering her like UGH 😞

I think she would be so into rough sex and that me receiving it and giving it 😔🤞 ohhh and ik choso love to be overstimulated, like imagine her taking the strap and we stop mid thurs& and she be so teary and begging to receive more.BUT WHAT IF she has the strap😵‍💫 God choso Would 100% know ever weak point like 😮‍💨 she be hitting so point

🫣 (and if yuki being included 😳🤭 ) wait im brainstorming my thought about this combo 😵‍💫

-🪼

she’s so shy ur so right…. struggles w eye contact so BAD fem choso save me. YESSSS loves fingering, i think she’d also like to be edged just a bit. she’d be panting so much …. secretly gets off whenever we call her a “pretty girl” or a “good girl” UGHHHH 😞

omg yes literally. rough sex is her fav. she’d also be into passionate sex also but she’s a freak n loves being degraded ☝🏽LOVESSS THE STRAP. begs for us to pull it out everytime, she’d be like “can we do that thing again?” ohmygawddddf fem choso has the sluttiest arch known to MAN

YUKI AND FEM CHOSO R U INSANE ??? keep going …..😞

[chososcamgirl]

this one’s a long one.. heh… 😈 hope ur ready to hear me yap abt (mainly) toge 🤤‼️

HEYHEYHEY SIGMA ALPHA IYA OH MY GYATTT THE NEW CHAPTER WAS SO 🫣😍😩 HAD ME BARKING N SHIT.. THE SUKUNA PART??? HELLO??? I fear we may have fumbled… OK BUT LIKE IM SO HOOKED CANT WAIT FOR NEXT CHAPTER CUS I CAN ALREADY SMELLLLL THE TENSION3&33$3!3?3 THE TOGE PART… LITERALLY ON THE FLOOR. ALL 4.. ARR RT HTJRSTSHDTJJTDDTJDTJJDTTDJYDTJDTDJ WAKING UP RO A NEW CHALTER IS ALWAYS YHE BESTTTT I LIT JUST GOT UP SO NO DAILY YAP 😣😣 UGHHH UR PLAYLISTS ALWAYS FUCKING HIT IM LITERALLLY HAVING AN EARGASM RN 😩‼️🐺😈🔥 LIKE I SWEARRRRR IF SOUNDMATES WERE REAL WE WOULD B MATCHED 😈🔥‼️CUS I WONT ALLOW A STEPCEST INDULGER SLIDE IN MY DMS… UGHEBEBEJEBBE IM LITERALLY DROOLING 🤤 UR FEEEDING US GOOOOODDDD MGMTMMFPPHHHHH 😣🤤‼️😈 IM SO 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 FOR TOGE PLEASEEEEEE MATCH MY FREAAKKKKK MEOWOOOWWWWWWW… oh and uh… megumi’s there too ig… 😒😒 UGHH ANYWAY IM LITERALLLY FEINING RNNNN 🤤😩‼️🔥 I NEEEEEEEDDDDDDD A NEW CHAPTER ASAPPPPPEEKEJNENR ILY IYA THANK YOU FOR PROVIDING US WITH A FEASSSSSTTTTTTT IM LITERALLY IN FUCKING HEATTTT AURGHHHHHH ILYSM IYAAA ILL KILL U IF U DIE 👿👿 SUKUNA AS YNs EX IS SO PERFECT LIKE UGHHHH I LOVE HOW UR BRAIN WORKS WERE LITERALLY TELEPATHIC LIEK STOP MATCHING MY FREAKK SO WELLL UGHHH IM ALMOST THEREEE 😩 AND THE SOMF YOU CHOSE FOR THE TITLE?? UGHHHH ILYSMMMM SHES MY COLLAR IS LITERALLY MYYYY SHITTTTT OMGGGGG U MATCH MY 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴 SOOO WELLL IM SO DOWN BAD FOR TOGE PLEASEEEEEE… FOAMING AT THE MOUTH FOR HIMMMM ARGHHHH EVERYTHING ABT THE CHAPTER WAS BEYOND PERFECTION 🤤🙂‍↕️ARBRBRRBHRHRJSIEJE IM BARKINGGGGGGG FOR TOGE PLEASEEEEEE UGHHH THE COMPLIMENT AND THE HUG… DONT stop I’m SOOOOO CLOSEEEEE 😖😩🤤‼️… GIVE ME ONE CHANCE ILL LITERALLY START PRAYING AND SPIRITUALLY CONNECTING MYSELF SO HE NOTICES ME.. 😼😼

ANYWAYYS… HOW ARE YOU IYAAAAAA??? HOPE U ATE WELL AFTER FEEDING US SO GOOODDDDD ARBRBRBRBRJJEBE I LOVEEEE U SM I WANT TO CRAWL IN YOUR SKIN AND THRIVE IN YOUR BRAIN SO I GET EVERY SINGLE IDEA YOU HQVE FOR SJAPPPP I WAS WAITING FOR THE CHAPYET I FELL ASLEEP IN MY MAKEUP BUt ITS OKAY CUS I WOKE UP TO A NEW CHAPTERRR UGHHH I LIT LOVE U AND TOGE SMMMM FEINNINGGGG 🤤🤤🤤🤤 VRO MY RECENTLY USED EMOJIS ARE SOOO FREAKY BECAUSE OF THE NEW CHAPTER UGHH IDECCC IM SO CLOSEEEEEE.. OK IM GONNA GO TAKE OFF MY MAKEUP NOW 😣😔😭 BYE IYA SIGMAAA ILYSMMM IM GONNA FLY TO AUSTRALIA AND GIVE YOU THE WETEST KISSESSSS 🤤😩😍

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HI ALPHA!!! 🐺🐺🐺

i just finished work!!! i was saving this to answer after incase i had a bad day at work (i didn’t) so DOUBLE YAY. let’s begin😈 LMFAOO im glad you like it! i was STRUGGLING to excecute my vision like it took a lot out of me to finish that chapter HELP but i’m happy with it and im glad it’s out now!! the tension was THICK let me tell u that. i loved the cliffhanger at the end bc i love edging yall 😏😏 LOL toge seems like a fan favourite along with sukuna now surprisingly. I WILL NOT DIE!! unless panda’s bounty changes to me… i’m WEAK😭 u r so funny alpha pls never die or ill have to kill off toge in honour of u💔

it’s always goddamn hot in there idk if that’s just me but i’m always HOT😭 work was okay i was just covering the lunch breaks and then i get to go home :3 i am eating rn actually! rice paper rolls mmmm. i will let u live in my brain🙂‍↕️ NOT U FALLUNG ASLEEP IN UR MAKEUP OMF THATS THW WORST FOR ME😭 LMFAO it’s bc UR freaky 🫵 yes i will greet u at the airport with balloons and a big sign saying “welcome home alpha”😏 i hope ur day was good alpha! lmk!! also did u end up finding ur airpods… also the teacher! tell meeee!! <3333 iya out !!!

[chrollogy]

hi YUE

anyways a bit of a life update

i haven't had as much time to log onto lnds because i've been busy with my irl boyf (we had an argyment and it was the dumbest thing ever but we r ok now)

and i keep on missing out on my stamina recharges ughhhh - i think i will have some time to do it all on the wednesday, STILL STRUGGLING WITH THE SYLUS QUEST.

anyways , i think i will continue saving my diamonds for the next raf/xav banner !

NONNIEEEE !!! hi hi ❣️

ahhhh im so sorry to hear you and your bf had an argument :C but i’m glad you guys were able to work it out !

no i feel you so bad, i get sad whenever i log on and find out that i missed my noon stamina thingy >< OHHH i found i really good guide on reddit on how to get three stars ! i’ll link it below the cut!

omg yes nonnie i’m already saving up for the next raf/sylus banner to come >< but knowing my luck, i’d prob have to buy more wishes LMAOOO anyway good luck to us 🤞

[fluffyydumplings]

Chocolate, You are Late

Pairing: hoseok x reader

Summary: Agagagaga! Another day of boring old college! Well.. Today is a little different. White sweater, black-rimmed glasses, heart lips and cute bangs different. Fishing hell, why does Jung Hoseok have to be your partner for this stupid little project. Why can’t you go back to staring at him from afar? Ughhhh... Fish! Fish! Fish! Speaking of Jung Hoseok, where the fish is he?

Genre: fluff / crack / friends to lovers / pinning / crush!au / idiots in love / college!au

Word Count: 1.2k

Warning: profanity / consumption of food (chocolate to be exact)

A/N: Mother fucking jay: ‘Happy 500 followers and Merry Christmas!’.. Ahhaaa, you never knew this day would come. Didn't you? Ahhahaa, well here it is. Jung Hoseok is all yours for today :].. I’m writing this before I actually write the actual fic. But I’m pretty sure this one is going to be so sweet it’ll make you want to barf. No heart aches for today, I guess :) @jayhopely - And now you know what the mbti question was for :D Inspired by this

Mood board

Tikidey Tik Tok Tok.. 6 pm

Tikidey Tik Tok Tok...6:20 pm

You never expected to have such close connections with your all-time fascination, Jung Hoseok. The genius who seems to know the answer to every question there is to answer - the one with the pretty yet adorable face. He could cut you in half with his knife-like jawline or blind you with his radiant smile.

‘6:22 pm..’ you smile awkwardly at your glistening cup of coffee.

‘Oh.. Hi, Hoseok.. What’s up, dude..’

‘You’re late.. We were supposed to meet up at 5:55 pm.’

‘Oh.. You forgot, dude. Nice!’

Your favourite drink unfortunately doesn't answer you back. What a shame..

Smiles awkwardly for the seventh time... Fish you, Jung Hoseok! I hate you even more now! How rude! Eeeeeek!

‘Oh.. Y/N, I’m sorry for being late. I got caught into a bit of traffic..’ he smiles, teeth showing and cheeks pinched to the side.

Ever so charming.. Aren’t you, Jung Hoseok? Aren’t you.. Ughhh..

Your fucking smile!!! TAKE MY NON-EXISTENT SOUL!!

‘Huhh..’ you look slightly over to his way, a stiff smile in return.

‘Help me with mixing these,’ you direct at the tubes of red and green paint on the table, his hands unconsciously brushing over yours.

Heart.. Ahahaa.. Why are you like THIS What the FISH EWWWW EWWWWW

The same feeling you had when you realised your eyes were lingering a bit too much on that little sunshine shorts, named Hoseok.

‘So.. I really like the way this person acts, I think they are cute, and they are very attractive to me. What is that supposed to mean?’

Please don't say what I think it is! Pleeeassseeee! Pleeeease!!

‘That is what one would call a crush.’

Fish You!!!!!!!

EWWW!! YOU REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT.. Okay, maybe you do. HOSEEEEOOOKKKKKK!!!

‘It’s probably nothing.. Bye!’ you waved your hands up in the air, trotting away as quickly as you could.

EWWWWWW! Fish You!! Fuck You!!!

‘Too light,’ you comment, using your paintbrush as a pointing stick.

‘Too dark,’ your pointing stick of doom returns.

What? It was necessary.. The candy cane painting you were to copy had to be perfect, alright!! P-E-R-F-E-C-T!!

‘This?’ he looks for your approval, eyes shimmering with desperation.

‘Oooh.. Nice, you did a wonderful job! I think you’re getting better!’ you cheerfully exclaim.

‘I don’t know. I plan on dropping this art course soon..’ as he coats the canvas in green, he confesses.

‘Oh.. Why is that?’

‘I don’t think I’m getting any better. Even after two years.’

‘Hey.. Hey, you don’t have to be good at something to enjoy doing it. You can struggle to draw stick men, for all I know. But if you enjoy it, just go for it.’

‘Everyone else is so good at it though.’

‘Who cares about everyone else?’ you roughly sketch the candy cane out.

‘I really suck though.. Like, seriously.’

‘Everyone sucks, Seokiee.’

A blush creeps up his cheeks. Could it be? Could it be?!

*eeek*

His hands accidentally quiver, messing the painting up.

‘Oiiiii.. The lines.’ you frown slightly.

‘Sorry... See, I suck.’

‘Dude, we can just cover it up with more paint. No worries.’

‘Wouldn’t that make it bulky?’

‘We aren’t painting frauds.. Whatever you call them... It doesn’t have to be perfect. Plus, I’m sure a little overlaying would simply add more personality to the painting.’

You have a way with words, he is impressed.. More than impressed..

‘Time?’ you swing over closer to his side, eyes focused on the hands of his watch.

A pause-

‘You smell like chocolate.’

Ughhh.. What the fuck?

‘Oh.. Do you not like chocolate?’

‘I do.‘

‘I was late because I grabbed some,’ he brings out a bar like one would bring out a gun.

‘If I had left a few minutes earlier, the traffic wouldn’t have been so terrible,’ he smiles, he always does.

You’re an ANTI-ROMANTIC! Say it again, you bitch! A- N- T- I- R- O- M- A- N- T- I- C-!

‘Chocolate?’ he breaks off a piece and offers it to you.

Like chocolate binding together in a pot, perhaps that day he was offering over to you a small piece of himself.

*ding dong*

‘Oh..’

On the sofa..

‘He should have received it by now. I’m pretty sure.. Yeah.. Yeah....’ you gently pat yourself on the head.

‘Oh.. What in the world is this?’ Hoseok creeps over the package dropped at his doorstep, almost as though a spider would jump at him if he didn't.

He picks the package up with one finger, the cardboard box dangling from a piece of yellow tape.. He can’t afford to lose a whole hand!

‘Oh.. What is this?’

Marching over to the table, he carefully dissects it open with his handy-dandy box cuter. (nicknamed: Mr fuzzy not so fuzzy sharpie sharp sharp)

‘A box of chocolates..’ his teeth shows.

He’s happy to receive gifts.. He loves affection.. He loves love..

He doesn't remember it being Valentine’s day or anything.. But, okay..

It’s Christmas, actually. The ground is covered with an unholy amount of freaking snow and his hands are freezing. But, okay...

‘Oh.. What is this?’ there was something else in the box.

He doesn't hesitate now that he knows a bomb or grenade isn’t hidden in there, ready to blow him and his house up in seconds.

‘It’s shaped like a cup of chocolate,’ trailing his fingers over the cleanly-shaven piece of paper, he opens it.

__

Dear Hoseok,

It’s me, Y/N.

The holidays are here, and I wanted to give you something. (In return for your help with the project, of course.) You seem to like chocolate, so yeah, I decided on this gift. It’s simple, but I hope you like it.

Ah, yes. One more thing. You did a great job with the painting, I’m proud of you.

__

‘Sweet, where are you?’ he presses the phone close to his ears.

‘Traffic, Hoseok.’

Instead of a frown, he hands a box wrapped in red and green paper over to you.

‘Chocolate, You are late.’

‘I know, Hoseok.. Traffic.’

‘Now that I think of it, that rhymes.’

‘Oh.. What rhymes?’

‘Chocolate, You are late.’

‘Ha.. Reminds me of when we first met two years ago,’ he giggles, taken back to where he first interacted with you.

‘That’s true, it does.’

‘Hahaha.’

‘Now.. Now.. Is there actual chocolate in here or are you messing with me, you evil little chocolate latte..’

‘Cocoa mix, chocolate kisses, and...’ he pulls something out of his sweater.

‘It’s.. It’s.. Oh, it’s that bar from two years ago.’

‘Yes, it is.’

‘Here, have some.’

This time around, he breaks half of the bar off for you. After all, over time, you have become his other half. Not a dot in his life, and instead everything he could wish for and have.

Doses of shy smiles, sparkling eyes, hidden glances and held back shots of laughter. Love isn’t so bad after all.

‘We both should stop arriving in late.’

‘I always come in early, Mr Latte.. You’re the one who’s always late.’

‘Okay.. Okay, you win.’

‘I was only five minutes late by the wa-y,’ he shoves a piece of chocolate into your mouth, some clinging to your cheeks.

‘I could have choked on that.’

‘Hush.. Hush.. You’ll choke if you keep on talking.’

‘Shut up, Mr Latte.’

‘If it takes a kiss to make you shut up, then so it be.’

*mwah*

Maybe love is terrible after all... Loud and clear, bitch!

A- N- T- I- R- O- M- A- N- T- I- C-

Ewww.. Ewww.. Eww.. Jung Hoseok!!!!!! Fish you! Fuck You!

[abittersweetsongforyou]

thank youuu @phascinationphases and @kardemommecroques for the tag 💙

fav wtfock s3 things

although i wish we’d had more sander, i love that the first two episodes focused on robbe seeing him and his struggles was so heartbreaking but it made me connect to robbe so much more, made me love him, helped me understand him

i love bowie more than anything like that was such an elite choice, but not only that having sander be so fixated on him, so excited about him and wanting to talk about him and then having robbe not only listen without judgement but also take an interest in something he’d never really considered before??? genius. and now they have all these inside jokes and things that mean a lot to them as a couple pls im so weak

the soundtrack is incredible, truly unmatched like wow

also just the chemistry, it was on a whole other level, it still shocks me sometimes how easy the croque scene felt, how charged and alive and intimate it was. i was skeptical when i found out they were going for the whole, love at first sight, emotional whirlwind, all or nothing romance type thing, but the willems somehow pulled it off and made it feel realistic, i still don’t understand how they did that. 

i also just love how robbe and sander are an isak and an even but they’re so different, they’re so lived in. ive said it a thousand time but robbe is so gentle even after everything he’s gone through, he’s suffered so much and he’s still the least i guess i would say vicious isak though that’s not the right word. and sander, sander is so original, he’s his own person, he’s so intense in the best way and i related to him more than any other even before, he loves fully and deeply and he doesn’t hold back and i love that about him. 

fav clip

i have so many and they make no sense jsdajhdjahd but hear me out:

zaterdag 08:23/zaterdag 08:44/zaterdag 21:52/woensdag 21:21/dinsdag 16:3/woensdag 16:36/zaterdag 15:02/dinsdag 10:12 and a thousand more

fav scene

dinsdag 07:27 by far, the opening scene where sander asks if robbe is coming back

fav shot

ughhhh so fucking many, the shot of robbe looking at his bruises in the mirror/the shot of their hands intertwining during the reunion scene/the close up of sanders eye during cyg/sander in the dark during his panic attack/shot of robbe staring out at the water after he sees sander kissing britt/robbe crying in his bedroom/birdseye shot of robbe and sander spooning after ohn and the close up of robbe rubbing his thumb of sanders hand/sander leaning on robbes chest during the cuddle clip/sanders hand in robbe’s hair on their date/shot of them kissing from under the water in the pool clip/that shot of robbe and sander riding their bikes down the street singing/sander licking the joint/

fav kiss that robbe initiates

the second pool kiss or the one after sander hows him the sketch of the mural

fav kiss that sander initiates

the kiss at the end of vrijdag 22:52 it’s so soft it breaks my fucking heart

fav sander dialogue

cute answer: “nowhere as happy as we are”/”the moonlight was shining down on you and i knew immediately: he is the one”

funny answer: “you would probably still be chasing after jens like a horny lapdog.” 

fav robbe dialogue

cute answer: “you touched me and i’ve never felt anything like that before”

funny answer: “no he quickly put something in front of his penis, of course naked naked!”

fav hug

robbe holding sander during their ohn, it said everything they didn’t need to say, sander is always so confident and bright and intriguing and he didn’t think anyone could ever love him any other way, that noone would ever want to have all of him, all the hard, sad parts and then there’s robbe, who is sweet and gentle and loves every part of him, who doesn’t need sander to be this perfect, happy boy all the time, who just wants to be with him. 

fav 21:21

i can’t choose im sorry i just can’t, their reunion clip is my favourite of all the evaks but the pool kiss is 💯

fav sobbe instagram pic

the pictures sander posted for robbe’s birthday they’re so fucking cute i hate it/different supermarket same love had me fucking sobbing /i know technically it wasn’t their post but milans clingy bf post also made me feel some type of way

fav scene x song pair

supermarket clip x rebel rebel 

with a special mention to two men in love i mean fuck

fav message between sander and robbe

S: you were kind of wild in my dreams last night

R: Sander...

S: alright I will go and cool down outside 

fav banter on instagram

nothing has ever been funnier to me than ‘you are my fetish’ i cant believe those fuckers managed to make talking about a bald fetish sappy i hate them/also my shoe vs mijn lief that made my entire year

im fairly certain almost everyone has been tagged shjdahsjd so ill just tag a couple of people and say everyone should do this if they want to

@womenstan @veerleloockx @zaralrssns @tsjernobyl @sonderthroughthestreets @thenerd10 @to-enter-polaris @foxsake5

[monomas-a-smug-bih]

PART 5 PLZZZ!!!! I don't know if it's the last if so can I ask for a good ending and a bad ending if it's not too much? LOVE YOUUU!!!

BAD ENDING

SHINSOU HITOSHI X VILLAIN READER

You stood there, he looked through you fists clenched.Villains.Or Shinsou.This boy was making you choose one. You felt a single tear rolled down you cheek. Dammit! Your teeth clenched and his face was still stoic. …

“Shinsou…. I-I’m so sorry.” You didn’t want to cry anymore… butSo stubborn emotions kept telling you. Pleading to you. O r d e r i n g you to…. keep doing what you are doing.This was a lifestyle, to put it simply. The only way to give in, is turning yourself in. You knew neither of you wanted that.“I’m sorry. I can’t do that.” You kept a stoic but sad expression stared into him.A tear streamed down his cheek eyes the size of dishes. Then he grinned, “Sorry. I’m just a waste of time aren’t I? I shouldn’t have bothered. My bad.” He just degraded himself. “Shinsou.” You walked closer to him.“Your an incredible person who deserves the world. Don’t take the shit people throw at you to heart…” you grabbed his cheek.“Your a hero to me. I’m the one who should be degrading myself.” You looked at the floor.“I’ve dug myself a hole these past years, and I find the more I try to get out, the lower I sink. This is my fault that I’m like this, I should at least have to live like this against my will, that’s my punishment for making the wrong decision.” You looked up again, his shocked features melted your heart.“We both know I can’t get out of this.Everything comes with a price, right?” You forced a genuine smile, and kissed his cheek. Taking in his features one more time. His jawline, wild hair, and lastly his sad hopeless eyes. You had to turn away or you knew you wouldn’t ever be able to leave him. He scoffed.“So you’re just gonna leave me like you parents did? How ironic.” Another stray tear coming down and your face was struggling not to sob.“Please, wait.” His hand wrapped around your wrist. You turned around. That’s when his hand met your cheek and his lips met yours. It felt so right….why do you always do this to yourself? When he pulled away you embraced him for the last time. And turned around. And walked away. Freezing him in place so he couldn’t chase after you.

“Goodbye, Shinsou.”

…

THE ANGST UGHHHH I wanted to cry writing this ugh. Hope you like and know that I’m making a good ending just felt like angst atm lol reblog and like! I might make a part two for when they meet again in battle and it’s an even bigger angst fest if I get an ask for p 2