#Victor is so nervous around new people and just introvert in general

[beeholyshit]

I'm so crazy right now, someone help me

[scribe-of-monsters]

can i get uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 1-15 for ren /hj (if thats too much then just 7, 12, and 4)

Oh my god Vic

1) how has this character changed since you first came up with them?

Ren used to be the equivalent of an edgy teenager and got adopted by Victor and Clerval along with Edward and Adam

Those were wild times

2) what's something this character likes/dislikes about themselves?

Ren's favorite thing about himself is his hair, he loves being able to just swoosh it around everywhere. One thing he doesn't like about himself is that he's a pretty nervous and timid person by nature and he wishes he could be more assertive.

3) Does this character have a significant other/ what is their relationship with them like?

Ren has,,,, a relationship with Dracula. It's very,,,,, unfortunate.

4) Does this character have a tell for when they're nervous or upset?

One of his nervous habits is chewing on his fingernails.

5) How does this character handle stress?

Curl up in a corner and hope the problem goes away

6) How does this character show affection?

Ren's love language is acts of service, so he usually tries to do things that make people happy!

7) How does this character react to being shown affection?

He'll try to out-affection them to make sure they don't feel underappreciated

8) What are some of this character's hobbies/interests?

Ren is very artistic! He likes to draw, paint and do sewing crafts!

9) What are your (the artist's) favorite things about this character?

I love his design! His hair go swoosh 💛

10) what is this character's favorite/least favorite season?

I think I answered this in a previous ask but I don't remember what it said skbshdbfsd-

His favorite season is autumn because of the general spooky vibe, and his least favorite is summer because Hot

11) What is this character's favorite time of day?

Probably late evening, just after sunset

12) What does this character do to relax?

Sleep

Or work on knitting or embroidery

13) Is this character more introverted or extroverted?

Definitely more of an introvert, he gets very uncomfortable around new people or large crowds

14) What is this character's relationship with the rest of their family like?

Ren's father worked in the city and was always busy. Their family lived out in the country and his father didn't come home very often, so Ren only met him once or twice. His mother was pretty abusive and an all-around piece of shit, so he ended up running away from home when he was sixteen.

15) Is there any element of this character's personality/backstory that you wish you could spend more time on?

As the story stands now, I haven't had much time to flesh out the time in Ren's life before he met Dracula and went to the asylum. I also wish I could do more with him, Edward and Adam's relationship after the story ends because you d family my beloved 💛

Thanks for the ask, Vic! You know I love ranting about my boys <3

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Pokemon SwSh GPL AU: Character Headcannons P1

(From this point on, I am calling this Pokemon Sword and Shield AU the GPL AU after the Galarian Pokemon League). Here are my character headcannons! I am going to give each character and age and a general ethnicity even though A) time will pass in this au and B) obviously there are no countries in Pokemon. I will be giving them an age based on when the AU starts, at the beginning on Gloria’s Pokemon League Journey. 

GLORIA:

-Age: 16

-Ethnicity: Half English, Half Japanese (English father, Japanese mother)

-General Headcannons: 

o  She is an introverted extrovert. She loves meeting new people and making new friends, but she is on the quiet side due to her troubled relationship with her father. 

o  Going off of that, her parents got a divorce when she was 6 years old because her father was negligent. She has not been in contact with him since he left, but he is at the base of some of her social anxiety. That is why she mostly speaks either in short sentences or not at all (going off her interactions in the game). 

o  The thing that makes Gloria stand out as a Pokemon trainer is that she can pick up on her opponents nuances just by examining them. For example, if her opponent’s breathing quickens, she knows that they are nervous and will resort to mainly attacks. That is why it is so hard for her to beat Leon: He has an emotionless mask during his battles.

o  She picked up this strategy by watching GPL battles throughout her childhood. Gloria was often put in front of the television set to distract her from her parents fighting, and since she had to put so much of her attention towards the matches, she picked up on a lot of people’s ticks. 

o  Gloria is very clingy to Hop. She finds comfort in being near him, so she is often latching onto his arm, hugging him from behind, or holding his hand. The closer she gets to people, the more she hangs onto them. This is rough with Bede and Bea, so it takes a bit of work on both their ends to make sure they’re not making the other party unhappy. 

o  Gloria is ridiculously brave. She will go into pretty much any situation, which is why she just goes along when asked to join the dojo/go on an expedition. 

o  Speaking of expeditions, she looks up to Peony as the father figure she never had. She doesn’t outwardly tell him this because A) her relationship with her father really messed her up and B) the fact that he is related to Rose makes her a little wary. She knows how much Rose messed up Bede and does not want to cause more grief. 

o  Speaking of Bede, they actually become really close friends after the League wraps up and during Rose’s trial. Bede is one of the only people that can emphasise with her social anxiety, and luckily for him, Gloria doesn’t give up on people. She has to work on not being clingy with him because he does not like being touched. 

o  Gloria is the first female champion! 

o. Victor exists in this au, but not until way after Gloria’s first year as champion. He is her half brother; her father eventually remarried in Stow-In-Side and had Victor a year-ish later (making him 7 years younger than Gloria). They do not reunite until she is 20 years old, but she accepts him as her brother easily (she knows how terrible their dad is). 

o  Gloria’s full name is Gloria Park. She does not have a middle name. 

(I took the most liberties with Gloria because she is the MC and the game doesn’t give toooo much of a character. I know a lot of people head cannon her as super extroverted and confident, but I preferred this take for this particular AU).

HOP:

-Age: 16

-Ethnicity: Half Spanish, Half Black (His mom is Spanish, his dad is black)

-General Headcannons: 

o  Hop’s dad died when he was 2 years old, so he doesn’t really remember him. He never really had a father figure since Leon left to become Champion when he was 6. That is where is anxiety is rooted: Both his father (who was a firefighter and treated like a hero after his death) and Leon’s success makes Hop feel like he has to do something grand to live up to them. 

o  Hop actually befriended Gloria through their love of Pokemon battles! His mum invited her mum over for dinner, and while his and Gloria’s interactions were stiff at best during dinner, they really clicked after when they began watching the game on the TV. They’ve been inseparable ever since. 

o  I headcannon that Hop has ADD. He practically never sits still and has a hard time paying attention to things unless he is hyper focused. Hop is really booksmart, he just has trouble focusing. He also doesn’t really see the point in maintaining his grades when he’s just going to become the new Champion.

o  He played soccer when he was little as an outlet for his ADD. He joined the GJPL (Galar Junior Pokemon League), but since he was in a small district, he never made it to the big times like Bede. He did manage to score fairly well with his wooloo, though, making him one of the MVPs in the 76th GPL.

o  Hop is a nickname. HIs full name is “Hipoltio Henry Hoffman”. (Henry was his father’s name).

o Like Gloria, Hop is a really touchy person. They kind of rubbed off on each other, so he shows affection by linking arms, bumping shoulders, ect. 

o  After the GPL wraps up and he gets asked to be Sonia’s assistant, she gives him the opportunity to study abroad until he graduates high school. He takes this opportunity and briefly moves to study other Pokemon in Johto. He does come back to visit in the summer, which is why he ends up on the Isle of Armor around the same time as Gloria. 

BEDE:

-Age: 17

-Ethnicity: White 

-Headcannons:

o   He never met his parents, but he was told he was taken away from them by child protective services. This made him really bitter from the get-go because they never came back for him.

o   Bede has abandonment issues, but in a different way from Gloria. While she is willing to let anyone in, he is more prone to shut everyone out. He only starts to open up when he realizes Gloria’s life isn’t as perfect as he originally guessed.

o   Bede reeeeaaaallllyyyy doesn’t like being touched. He got into a lot of fights in the orphanage when he was younger because of his short temper. That is barely the tip of the iceberg: There was a lot of shady things that happened at the orphanage that only stopped once Chairman Rose started showing interest in him. Bede doesn’t talk about this to anyone.

o  Bede participated in the GJPL and made it to the championships two years in a row! He got to travel to Hoenn for one of them and meet the champion there. This was what brought Rose’s attention to him. 

o  The reason Bede didn’t join the league at 16 was because Rose didn’t sponsor him yet. Because of this, he decided to challenge Raihan for his position as gym leader of Hammerlocke. Sufficed to say, Bede lost pretty badly. 

o  He was very convinced that Rose was going to adopt him, which made his dismissal ten times worse than it originally was. He eventually comes to term with the fact that the Chairman used him and threw him under the bus when he realised that he could get in trouble for destroying the monument. 

o  Opal becomes his guardian when he accepts his new role as the Fairy Gym Leader, but she officially adopts him about a year later. He isn’t very good at talking about his emotions, but he does care deeply for the old woman and her acceptance of him brought him to tears. 

o   Bede gave himself his middle name: Steven, after Hoenn’s Champion Steven Stone. His full name is Bede Steven Doe pre-adoption, and Bede Steven Waltz post-adoption. 

o  He is super prickly, but after becoming gym leader, Bede mellows out a little bit. He is still haughty and self absorbed, but he is not as outwardly rude about it. 

o  He ends up forming a lot of unlikely relationships after he settles in his position as gym leader. He and Bea get along really well because of their proximity and similar personalities, Gloria won’t let him not be her friend (he has a soft side for her), and Marnie is one of the less eccentric gym leaders that he likes to hang around with at group gatherings. 

MARNIE:

-Age: 16

-Ethnicity: White

-Headcannons:

o   Marnie is the youngest of 5 children, and she is the only girl. Therefore, she was always coddled by her family. One of the biggest reasons she joined the pokemon league was to prove her true worth to her family.

o   Out of all her siblings, she is the closest to Piers. She doesn’t agree with his opposition to dynamaxing, but they are both passionate about restoring glory to Spikemuth. He also spent the most time with her when they were growing up because her parents worked a lot (Spikemuth is a poverty-stricken town). 

o   Marnie is quite the little activist. It is a little ironic because she is incredibly soft-spoken and will swear up a storm at the same time. 

o   She gains a lot of fans during her GPL alongside Gloria because they are both favourites to become the first female champion. Instead of forming a bitter rivalry with her, Marnie elects to befriend Gloria because she reminds her of her friend, Primrose. 

o   Marnie LOVES shopping. She never really had the chance to leave Spikemuth growing up, so a lot of her free time when not participating in Pokemon battles is spent in boutiques. 

o   One of Marnie’s special skills is that she can see right through a person’s core. That is why she is initially kind to Gloria, Hop, and Bede. On the other hand, she and Piers both constantly talk shit about Chairman Rose. She isn’t really a fan of Leon either, but she knows that he is a good person so she tries to be nice.

o   Speaking of Leon (to some degree), she immediately decides to befriend Hop when she realises he is also the younger sibling of a famous Pokemon trainer. They bond over their similar roles in life and their shared love of music! (Hop really likes Piers’s music and freaks out when he gets to meet him). 

o   Marnie can play the guitar and the piano! If she didn’t become a gym leader, she could definitely see herself going into music. 

o  I head cannon that Marnie is bisexual, but she is not currently aware of it. I will definitely talk more about this later in the AU or if I actually get around to writing a one shot. 

o  Her full name is Marnie Isla Lewis. 

Next Part: Gym Leaders! 

[themisadventuresofcando]

Life #10 (KnB/YoI Crossover)

Character Sheet

Face Claim:

Basic

Name: Carmencita D. Mikealson

Pronunciation: Car-men-SEE-tuh

Meaning: Little Song

Nicknames: Carmen, Dee, The Less Stupid One, Kitten

Name Origins:

Carmen: Shortened from Carmencita

Dee: Middle Initial

The Less Stupid One: Hanamiya… no further explanation needed

Kitten: Yuri likes cats and Yuri likes me, therefore, I am his kitten

Titles: N/A

Aliases: N/A

Alias Origin: N/A

Orientation: Heterosexual

Gender: Female

Age: 18 (Just a few months younger than Yuri)

Date of Birth: June 4th

Star Sign: Gemini

Birth Flower: Rose

Meaning: Different Types of Love

Birthstone: Pearl

Meaning: Innocence, Purity

Species: Human

Affiliation: N/A

Social Status: Lower Middle Class

Dead?: Some Day

How?: ...I don't want to know

Last Words: “STOP YOUR GONNA GET US KILLED!”

Appearance

Eye Color: Grey-Blue

Glasses/Contacts: Glasses

Skin Tone: Pale with Freckles

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Hair Length: Just Below Shoulders

Hair Type: Thick, Frizzy and Curly

HairStyle: Ponytail

Height: 5’1 (My name means little for a reason, I suppose…)

Body Build: Thin, Scrawny, Small

Notable Features: Small Scar on Left Cheek (I fell down the stairs… into a broken fence)

Piercings: N/A

Tattoos: N/A

Scars: Cheek, Thighs, and Knee

Birthmarks: Left Thigh

Soulmate Words: ”Where THE FUCK did you come from?!” on the right side of ribcage

 Wardrobe

Style: Comfy and Cute

Favorite Outfit: Light Blue Minnie Mouse T-Shirt, Black Leggings, Light Blue Converse, Pastel Blue and Pink Hoodie, Minnie Mouse Backpack, Rose Gold Headphones

Casual Outfit: Black T-Shirt, Black Cherry Blossom Patterned Leggings, Black Cat Backpack, Rose Gold Converse, Rose Gold Converse

Winter Outfit: White Padded Fur Lined Coat, Lavender Watercolor Sweater, Pastel Violet Baret, Tan Knit Gloves, Black Backpack with Lavender Elephant Pattern, Black Buckle Boots, Rose Gold Headphones

Formal Outfit: Pastel Blue Asymmetrical Gown with Pale Pink and Blue Floral Pattern, White Mary Jane Kitten Heels, Pearl and Rose Necklace, Pearl Studs, Double Layered Pearl Bracelet, White Crossbody Bag

Sleepwear: Black and White Kitten Cropped Shirt, Black Shorts with White Polka Dots, Grey Moccasins, Black and White Sleep Mask

Accessories: Rose Gold and Pearls

Scent: Rose, Sugar, and Vanilla

 Relationships

Mother/Mother Figure: Abigail Mikealson

Relationships:

Our mother is the picture of a stay at home dotting mommy. She has raised us and taken care of us since they say we were born. She knows us better than we know ourselves! All the cooking I know I learned from spending hours in the kitchen helping her cook. My mom loves us to the point of babying us sometimes and I know she means well but she just has to let us grow up. I think the one thing that disappoints her about me is my aversion to makeup and jewelry (unless it's a special occasion). Well, that and my aversion to people! She's always trying to push me out of my comfort zone and I thank everything that I do dress a bit girly so she leaves me alone when it comes to shopping.

Father/Father Figure: Robin Mikealson

Relationships:

I am much more distant to my father… and I don't know why. Olivia is incredibly close to him but I’m just not. I guess it's because he spends so much time traveling for work and I just can't get over it. He loves me and I love him we're just… distant. The most time I spend with him is during family movie nights. One thing I can thank him for, though, is my interest in ice skating! Because of my dad and his love for every sport in existence I met my soulmate!

Brothers/Brother Figures: Elliot Mikealson, Makoto Hanamiya

Relationships:

Elliot is my super protective big brother! He loves to tease us (and is probably where I learned my affectionate violence thing) and he loves to make us squirm. He hates when he thinks me or Liv is hurt and will immediately start looking for a face to punch. He’s a super successful artist nowadays and is the entire reason I draw! Even with his busy schedule, he finds time to visit his baby sisters. Some people like to say that I'm too close to him because he's one of the few people I hang all over and they're not used to me letting anyone touch me.

Hanamiya concerns me. He is my sister's soulmate so I have no choice but to try and get along with him but he is a genuinely sadistic person. I'm not afraid of him which pisses him off to no end and I only make it worse when I stand up to him (even if I don’t really mean it). I’m sure the only thing that keeps me from his wrath is the fact that it would hurt Olivia and he secretly has a soft spot for her. I tease him about that too which pisses him off. We have a love-hate relationship.

Sisters/Sister Figures: Olivia Mikealson

Relationships:

Ah, this idiot. She is not too bright if you know what I mean! She has this weird charm that endears her to people for like half a second and then they can never get away. She like a homeless puppy, feed her once and you are never getting rid of her. And I tend to feed her a lot she is my food testing guinea pig when I make new recipes. She is a huge pushover, which, is why she needs someone around her to deal with her problems aka me. She cant say no so I do, she thinks it rude to leave I drag her away, she won’t stand up for herself so I do. I have to help with homework because even if the answer is staring her in the face she still won’t get it. She is my big sister and I do love her but she needs to act like she's the big sister before I treat her like she is.

Soulmate: Yuri Plisetsky

Relationship:

My very grump soulmate! He kind of had a hard time believing I was his soulmate but the tattoos don’t lie! We kind of met when, on one of my father's extended stays home, we went to an ice skating competition (Olivia got very bored very fast). At one point I got up to go to the bathroom and got incredibly lost due to my poor sense of direction. I, somehow, ended up near where the skaters happened to be and literally ran into him. He then proceeded to scream the words on my side and I responded with, ”I’ll tell you when I figure it out. Hi, I’m lost!” there was then a lot of cursing from one of us and awkward laughter from the other. After another skater helped me back and the competition ended he found me as we were leaving and exchanges numbers. We spend a lot of time talking on the phone, texting, and facetiming because he lives in Russia and I live Japan and he travels constantly for skating competitions. When we do get to see each other we get along surprisingly well and we do things we don't let others do (I get to play with his hair and he gets to lay in my lap). I am currently in the process of learning to ice skate to surprise him the next time he can come see me.

People

Mentors: Hanamiya Makoto, Abigail Mikealson

Advisor: Elliot Mikealson

Confidant: Olivia Mikealson (Don't know why she can't keep a secret)

Teammates: N/A

Friends: Yuri Katsuki, Victor Nikiforov, Shintaro Midorima, Ryota Kise, Kirasaki Daichi High Basketball Team

Best Friend: Olivia Mikealson

Soulmate: Yuri Plisetsky (I am aware that is not his full name but I’m not writing it)

Rivals: Hanamiya Makoto

Enemies: N/A (I mean unless you count Smile Man)

Person Hated Most: … I don't really hate people

Most Important Person: Yuri, Mom, Olivia, Elliot (I’m indecisive, okay?!)

Awkward Around: N/A

Admires: Yuri, Victor, Other Yuri

 Past

Hometown: Tokyo, Japan (Technically speaking it’s Boston but that was only for a few months of my life)

Childhood: I had a pretty nice childhood

Childhood Hero: Abigail Mikealson

Most Important Memory: Freakin’ met my soulmate!

Worst Memory: When Elliot left for college

 Present

Current Location: Tokyo, Japan

Living With: Olivia Mikealson

Occupation: Student

Pets: N/A (Unless Yuri’s cat counts cuz she loves me.)

 Health

General Health: Pretty Average

Reason: Genetics

Mental Health: Pretty Average (Hanamiya would say otherwise)

Reason: Life

Sleep Habits: I sleep like a log

Diet: Anything! (I love cooking new recipes and who else will try it)

Exercise: More now that I'm trying to learn ice skating

Allergies: Lactose

Injuries: N/A

Disorders: N/A

Deformity: N/A

Disabilities: N/A

Mutations: N/A

Handicaps: N/A

Medication: N/A

 Education

School: Kirasaki Daichi High

Best Class: Home Ec

Worst Class: Math

Sports: Figure Skating

Clubs: N/A

Languages: English, Japanese

Memory: Pretty Good

 Personality

Good Traits: Playful, Clever, Funny, Helpful, Caring

Bad Traits: Childish, Blunt, Terrible Sense of Direction, Oblivious, Antisocial, Easily Frustrated

Likes: Cooking, Drawing, Pastels, Leggings, Cookies, Reading, Sleeping, Figure Skating, Mom, Baking

Dislikes: Dresses, Makeup, Socializing, Chocolate, Cream Cheese, Cherries, Mornings

Turn Ons: Teasing, Slight Rough Play, Cuddling

Turn Offs: Insults, Self Centered or Mean Personality

Talents: Cooking, Baking

Sense of Humor: Silly, Mean

Darkest Secret: N/A

Does Anyone Know? Who?: I’m a Big Mouth and if I don’t say anything Olivia will

Greatest Fear: Being Alone in The Dark

Why?: Don’t Know Just Always Have Been

Other Fears: N/A

Why?: N/A

Most at Ease When: Cooking

Most Uncomfortable When: Hanamiya

Enraged When?: I’m not an angry person

Depressed When?: Overthinking

Frightened When?: In The Dark

If Granted One Wish What Would It Be?: … Can I Be Done With School

 Habits

Hobbies: Cooking, Baking, Drawing, Ice Skating

Instrument?: N/A

Sport?: Ice Skating

Spending Habits: I’m Quite Frugal

Drinks?: N/A

Smokes?: N/A

Drugs?: N/A

Nervous Tics: FIDGETS LIKE NO ONE’S BUSINESS

 Favorites

Prized Possession: N/A

Color: Pastels

Song: Starving by Halsey

Quote: “Bitches be like,’you know my name not my story.’ I be like ‘I don’t give a fuck about either’”

Movie: Wizard of Oz

Food: Jambalaya

Season: Spring

Book: Da Vinci Code

Genre: Fantasy

Flower: Cherry Blossom

Flavor: Chocolate

Dessert: Oatmeal Cookies

 Either/Or

Pessimist or Optimist: Optimist

Pacifist or Fighter: Fight

Introvert or Extrovert: Introvert

Proud or Humble: Humble

Messy or Tidy: Tidy

Risky or Safe: Safe

Strength or Wisdom: Wisdom

Flashy or Simple: Simple

Long Range or Short Range: Long Range

Cats or Dogs: Cats

Hot or Cold: Hot

Book or Movie: Movie

Loud or Quiet: Quiet

Logic or Emotion: Logic

Work or Relax: Relax

Confident or Shy: Shy

Night or Day: Night

[ajokeformur-ray]

May I request a Black Butler match up then? If it's alright. I'm heterosexual girl. I have anxiety, and bad self-esteem, I occasionally have panic attacks if I'm nervous around people I'm not comfortable with. I'm an introvert, I love being alone, though I would love someone to talk to for some time, I wouldn't mind the company so along as I know you and I'm comfortable around you. I love details, anywhere ranging from people's physical appearance to their traits, or objects to their design to colors. I simply love it, I tend to gush over it too. I do sloppy poetry occasionally, and I do photography when I have a camera in my hand. Most of my pictures are candid,  but I took the picture because they looked good. Sometimes it'll be a good shot or a funny one where I'll make a joke about it. I am a bibliophile. I love books too much that I stay up late and love the scent of books, new or old. Any genre will do so long it's not anything scary or with numbers. But I prefer fantasy, fairytales most especially. I also love reading stories from all around the world. Childish, I know. But I like it. I also love history, languages, culture, anything that I find interesting. Just not math, or physics, or anything with numbers in general. I hate going to parties for some reason now, that I often find myself making a full proof plan so I can escape it. I love music, classical music and Broadway most especially, but any genre will do for me. I love art, though I'm not good at drawing or painting, but I admire it very much, from the origins of it, what inspired the artist, to how it became just fascinates me. I love ballet, unfortunately I am not the most graceful one, I love watching it and for the story and the costumes. I love simplicity and I'm very easy to please. According to classmates, they told me I can be sarcastic but I'm oblivious when I am. My friends often tell me that I'm independent. And apparently, I'm good with talking and giving advice. I'm very supportive around my friends and family. I'm curious, very curious. I'll explore a mansion or anything that I just find really intriguing. I'm very shy, bashful, and quiet. I really worry a lot, especially if you mean a lot to me. Blushing is no stranger to me, because I can very much blush really easily. If I find someone who shares the same interests as I do, I get excited but I keep it to myself, but the smile on my face and the constant laughing and giggles won't stop me. I also give codenames to people or an upcoming plan, it's usually something that has to do with them like a trait or something they have/wear. But I'll give you a nickname, if I'm comfortable around you, the name is mostly just a shorten version of your name or just something I take note of what you usually do. I love styling hair, but the experience I'll ever get is braiding it. But I still enjoy it. I usually think ahead especially if it's something that'll happen in the future, and make a back up plan just in case, so I'm usually prepared. I have fragile health. And I hate taking my medicine too, I'll hate it even more if I know what it used to taste like. But if I don't, I ask what it tastes like and take it with no problem if I'm okay with it. But if not, i may take a few hours. I can be the underachiever, but if I have to really serious about it, I go overboard. So much so, that I fall asleep while studying for an exam or doing a project. I'm conservative, especially about clothing. So I'm always one for modesty. I sing but I only sing when I'm alone. But if I hear someone I turn around and try to pretend I wasn't. I try to be very ladylike but I feel like I fail at it. I love cats. I have planned names for different color, size, and shape. But I'm not allowed to have pets. But I love movies. Anything just so along its not scary! I love debating. It can really intense, especially if i love the topic and side I'm in, but at the same time have some fun. I'm also learning Italian. However, at school, I'm forced, I mean to learn Mandarin but I always try my best in the class and get good marks, despite hating the subject. I love painting, coloring anything, I also make (occasionally) aesthetics for my friends. I also low key want to learn how to play the piano and ukulele. But I don't have the time. People say I'm good with my words, like advice and talking, but I don't believe them. I get flustered and usually laugh when someone gives me a gift because just the thought of someone giving a gift to me, and not vice versa, is so foreign and weird to me. I'm sorry if this is all too much. Also, sorry. My teachers say I'm good at essays and writing. So I get super excited when we have an essay protion (unless it's something I dislike). But they usually like my essays, the only thing they don't like is that it's too long. (I'm sorry! I went a bit too much!!)

@awhitesampaguita 

Wow! Thanks for so much detail! I had to sum up your description because there’s so much, and I hope you like your ship - 

Ciel Phantomhive!

- Both of you are rather introverted; so you’ll definitely get the alone time you need, as well as the company.

- He’d be impatient with your low self-esteem on the surface but he’s known so much pain in his life that he’d also understand and would do his best to help you.

- It’d be like a chessboard to him, and he’ll plot accordingly.

- Casual compliments, outfits you like... you name it.

- He’d encourage your candid photography and would ensure that you get the best prints around.

- Ciel would probably take you places that are enriched in history and expose you to other cultures, wanting to indulge your curiosity and admiration of the arts.

- Both of you dislike parties, so that just doubles the amount of work Sebastian has to do to get either of you to go.

- Plotting a fool-proof escape together!

- Being foiled by Sebastian every time

- Ciel is used to luxury, so your love of simplicity would baffle him, and he’d try to understand what’s so good about it.

- He’d be amused by your blushing, and would see how many times a day he can make you blush, always competing with his last score.

- Not wanting a nickname but allowing it for his s/o - just make sure it’s a good one!

- Ciel doesn’t have fragile health like you, but he does have a weak physical state - he’d get Sebastian to make sure you’ve always taken your meds, rewarding you with a treat every time you take it, even though you don’t like the way it tastes.

- If you don’t know how it tastes, Sebastian would smell it and would describe it for you - he doesn’t envy you, for sure.

- He’d encourage you in your studies.

- He’d appreciate your modesty and conservative fashion sense

- Ciel would try to catch you in the act of singing - he’d succeed, of course. He hates losing.

- Guess you’d have to go with Sebastian if you want to see cats - he’s hiding thirteen in a cupboard out of Ciel’s knowledge - just make sure Ciel doesn’t catch you; he’s allergic.

- He’d arrange piano lessons with Sebastian for you; making sure you have time in your day to learn.

- Would help you with your language studies!

- Would love you for you, no matter what!

- Would definitely fuel your love for books - anything rare or old or expensive, something you’d love - he’d buy it for you.

- When it comes to studying, he’d keep an eye on you, not wanting you to risk your health; Sebastian would probably carry you to bed if you fall asleep - you’ve worked hard enough, and they’d let you sleep.

- If you’re not where you were last time he looked, he’d sigh and roll his eyes, ordering Sebastian to go and find you, she’s exploring the manor again, it’s troublesome!

- Ciel also plans ahead and is a logical thinker; so he’d appreciate having someone around who uses their head.

- He’d insist on playing board games with you - no one leaves until a victor is crowned.

- Ciel would take you to orchestras and other such showings of live music; like a date.

- Sebastian would play for you during dinner - name a classic, he’ll play it flawlessly, what kind of butler would I be if I couldn’t - 

- Ciel would cut him off, finishing his sentence for him in a bored voice.

- Using logic to help you with your panic attacks; Sebastian would know it’s not gonna work and would inevitably step in.

- It’d be a very loving, fulfilling relationship.