#VERYY COMFORTING TO DRAW

[ilwonuu]

helloo! hope you're doing good <3 I have a hard smut thought..... HYUNJIN ATTENDING THAT VERSACE EVENT? THE FIT? THE PHOTOS? DADDY? SORRY? DADDY? well to get this off my mind i'd like to request a fic with hyunnie using reader as his muse or reference for a painting. He had known the reader since long and had a fat crush on her, the feelings were reciprocated but both never knew. One fine day hyunjin asks the reader to paint her with veryy prettyy lingerie initially she agrees on it. But eventually he gets pretty horny and asks the reader to get naked and then he continues painting. He can't take it anymore and he confesses his love for the reader the reader does too. They kiss and then..... can't wait to see your fic on thiss!!! Take care lots of love

OMG. this is a GREAT IDEA THANK YOU!!! i hope u enjoy<3 thank u for ur request !!!

how i see you

↬ hwang hyunjin

﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ

𓆹 pairing- dom!hyunjin x sub!reader, friends to lovers

𓆹 summary- hyunjin makes his move on you. receiving more than intended.

𓆹 warnings-they have crushes on eachother, painting in lingerie/while naked, pet names, dirty talk, unprotected sex(what did you expect) penetrative sex, fluffy at first, lmk what else

𓆹 a/n- i got WAYYYY too carried away like seriously. im falling into a hyunjin hole. he can fall into my hole (please) im so sorry LMFAO lmk what u thottttt

໒꒱🌱⠈⠂⠄ ‹𝟹 🚞〃 ˝ ໒꒱🌱⠈⠂⠄ ‹𝟹 🚞〃 ˝ ໒꒱🌱⠈⠂⠄ ‹𝟹 🚞〃 ˝

hwang hyunjin. the pretty boy you met in your painting class sophomore year of college. he was sweet to you. (he thought you were the prettiest person in the world) he wanted to look at you at all times.

he loved the way you did your hair and dressed. he wanted you so bad. finally deciding to act somewhat on his crush, he asked you to model for him.

he wanted to draw you so bad. not counting his sketches he would get of you when you had your painting class. he loved your features. you agreed to model for the boy. getting your final touches on your appearance. making your way to hyunjin’s finally. you shaking away your nervous feeling. you arriving sending him a short text. he eagerly opens the door- well you don’t know that.

he was more than excited for you to be in his artistic space. and he thinks you look absolutely gorgeous. “welcome in. make yourself at home! let me know if you need anything.” he smiles at you helping you get comfortable.

“thank you.” he nods at you.

“of course. okay- how do you want to do this? you’re still comfortable modeling in your lingerie?” he asks you. his eyes shifting to your lips and down your body and to your- okay.

“yeah i’m comfortable with it if you are jinnie-“ he chuckles at the nickname. his heart loving the sound of his name with your voice. gosh he just wants to kiss you.

“okay- well i already set up my living room area. you can just sit or lay on the couch however you like!” he suggests with a smile.

“yes. that’s perfect.” you smile back. taking off your clothes that was covering your beautiful white lingerie. hyunjin thinks he hasn’t seen a prettier sight. you soft skin against the light fabric. it hugging against your body perfectly.

“is this okay?” you ask referring to your lingerie. the boy is caught in his thoughts. he can’t take his eyes off your beautiful body.

“i-yea it looks great on you.” hyunjin smiles at you. hoping you don’t see his dick hardening in his pants. he just wants to kiss your lips. “i’m ready when you are.” he tries to bring the attention back to you.

“yea let’s do it.” you try to shake your nervousness laying on his couch. “okay um get in a position you can stay in for a while. don’t want you to get uncomfortable half way through.” he laughs at his words.

especially when he sees that they made you smile. “okay i think this is good.” you finally say picking your spot. laying back to shift your gaze to hyunjin. “then we can start right away.”

he sits in his chair thats in front of his easel. he starts sketching the outline of your body. his gaze slightly intimidating at first. his gaze softening soon enough. you relax a little bit.

he gets entranced with your angelic figure. beginning to add the paint to his light sketch. “yo-you look so beautiful by the way. i had to tell you.

i really like that lingerie on you.” he eyes you again. allowing his fingers to stop. “thank you- you look good too. you always do.”

you confess not really knowing why you did. but hyunjin loves every second of it. “thank you. so do you.” he smiles at you again. his dick getting harder the more he paints the outline of your body.

“y/n- i know this sounds a little- crazy but if you would feel comfortable with me painting you naked? i think it would look really beautiful as a painting.” him hiding his hand against his dick softly.

“yea- i mean i’ve never done this before but i want to try.” you look at him at you start to take your clothes off painfully slow hyunjin thinks. he just wants to take you just like that.

“yeah you look- shit you look great let me keep going.” he practically begs you as he picks up his paintbrush painting in the features he sketched. not forgetting to not add the curve and dips of your body against the couch. he thinks you look perfect like this.

how could he not get hard? he tries to continue painting you for ten minutes. ten minutes too fucking long it seems. hyunjin is rather impatient. “y/n? can i tell you something?”

he ask nervously as you see him put his paintbrush down. slowly getting up to move closer to you. “yea of course jinnie.” he moves closer to you. joining you on the couch. he sighs.

“i’m so in love with you. every second of the day- i want to be with you! i want you always.” he admits as he he relaxes into your touch. you gently pulling him into a hug. “hyunjin- how have you not noticed that i want the same as you.” you smile and his excited expression. “i don’t know- i was scared i’m so happy you feel the same. can i kiss you?”

he asks leaning in before stopping himself. “yea- wait what about the painting?” he shakes his head. “all i want is you right now.” he pulls you into a sloppy kiss. his lips are softer than you could’ve ever described if you tried. never wanting to leave his lips.

wanting more and more as he kissed you longer. his hands roaming your body as he kisses you deeply. he is kissing you with so much want in him. he pulls away suddenly. “can i make you feel good? only if you want to of course.”

he asks you. “yes p-please.” you not caring much about your stuttering. hyunjin his moving to laying you back so he can hover over you.

you immediately tugging his shorts down seeing he doesn’t have boxers on. “no boxers? were you thinking about this? be honest-“ you taunt and you receive a shameful nod.

“can i finger you princess? want to make you feel as perfect as you are to me.” his hand is dancing up your leg teasingly. you want nothing more to have him touch you. “please j-jinne.”

his dick hardens even more at the whininess of your voice. “don’t worry. my pretty princess gonna feel so good.” his fingers don’t hesitate to snake around your slit. “i knew you would be this perfect for me.”

he removes his fingers from you to throw his shirt off. you whine at the loss of contact and the new sight in front of you. “hyunjin-please!” he cuts you off kissing your lips spreading your legs what he thinks is subtly. sliding his thick long finger into your wet cunt. groaning at how wet you are. “come here-“ he is pulling you into another sloppy kiss. “more hyunjin please!”

he doesn’t say anything just adding another finger inside you. “so good for me. my good girl. you look beautiful like this.” he watches your face and how it shifts in pleasure. “gonna cum princess? tell me like a good girl.” your legs are shaking rapidly.

his right hand spreading your legs wider as he fucks his fingers faster. you see his dick rubbing against the couch. pulling moans from him. “cumming ah please-“ as soon as those words leave your lips his fingers are tugged away from you. “n-no! was so close.”

hyunjin coos pulling you towards him by your hips. “i know baby. want you to cum on my dick. don’t you want that?”

he asks the the last part as he rubs h is dick against your folds. not breaking eye contact with you once. “p-please!” he kisses your jaw.

“you can take it princess?” he is peppering your face with kisses. causing you to blush. “yes i can take it jinnie!” he groans opening your legs pushing in softly. “you feel so fu-fucking good.” he laughs in disbelief watching where you two connect.

“tell me when to shit- move.” you clench around him. loving the feeling of being full. “fuck me jinnie.” you moan out wrapping your arms around his neck. he speeds his hips. fucking you deep, his arms propping himself to hover over you.

his gaze deep against yours. “i’ve thought a-about you- about this so often.” he breathes into your neck. “oh it’s so much- than i imagined.” he whines as his hips get rougher and more desperate.

“perfect princess. need you so bad. gonna let me make you mine?” you nod at his words. he moans into your skin again as you feel his hips buck. “gonna give you all my cum princess. tell me you’ll take it.” his question is hard to focus on. upon the boy looking so dead in your eyes while his hips are drilling into you.

“want it- all of it hyunjin p-please.” he smiles devilishly. “perfect girl. my pretty princess. taking all of my cum. if you could see how i see you. you are so fucking beautiful.” his final praise sending butterflies through you. as hyunjin also sends his cum through you.

he loves the way you clench at the feeling. cumming hard on his dick. “jinnie-“ you cry out for him. his hips slowing but not stopping as he starts to fuck his cum into you. “s-sorry you just feel so good.” he stops his hips pulling out. he pulls you into a kiss.

“can i still paint you? i didn’t lie about how beautiful you look. still would be a beautiful painting.” you comply<3

[ask-yandere-sim]

RULES FOR THIS BLOG!

Explanations for these will be down there!

No mention of controversy:

I'm mainly referring to Yandere Dev being a weirdo. Of course, I don't support his actions, but this blog is simply for fellow Yan Sim fans that would just like to enjoy the game!

No overly suggestive asks:

I would like people to know I'm 15 and I'm sure there are many other people around my age or younger following this blog. Silly jokes are fine, but I will have to draw the line in any super duper inappropiate asks!

No mention of real life events:

I'm going to be honest, this one is because I'm not sure how to draw the characters reacting to a piece of information that ACTUALLY happened.

No problematic ships:

Listen, I LOVE drawing ships! It doesn't matter if it's a rarepair, but I don't feel comfortable drawing a ship where two characters are related or have a major age-gap. I will silently judge you if you ask me to draw something like that, even if you send it anonymously, I will be VERYY weirded out.

If you have any more questions about these, please message me here or on @cainpain !

[alexapillustration]

👑 𝘓𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳 2024- 𝘋𝘢𝘺 7: 𝘙𝘰𝘺𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺/𝘕𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦 👑

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From reliving the trauma of the Silent Realm from yesterdays prompt, I knew for today I wanted to draw something happy, cute, comforting, or literally anything that made me happy 😂 So I decided to redraw the adorable scene from Spirit Tracks of Zelda and Links first time meeting inside Hyrule Castle! It's a cherished scene from my childhood and Im veryy satisfied with the cutsy style I came up with 💖

[pemprika]

hnk ch. 100 thoughts (spoilers)

Making a full-on separate post because I thought there was a lot to draw from in this recent chapter... I needed to document it, so here is my veryy long thought bubble on hnk 100:

The chapter felt like a depiction of Phos in transition to accepting themself and adapting to a new phase of peace that they hadn’t experienced before. While young Phos had a carefree life, they were perpetually stuck feeling useless, never satisfied with the way they lived, and gradually lost all their friends, selfhood, and purpose.

It’s a little difficult to emotionally match the pacing of the story considering how often the series goes on hiatus now, but note that Phos had only recently come to terms with their own flaws and the reasons why everything ended up the way it did. They had a wish to be happy, and meeting these lifeforms allowed them to realize the meaning of their existence and be more content with it.

That poetic verse was introspective and contemplative. Rather than placing worth based on certain levels, like the gems’ hardness levels or Lunarians’ caste system, these rudimentary rocks perceive that all life is made equal. For thousands of years, gems tied their own value to a designated role, and if they couldn’t fulfill it, they devalued their existence. We saw a lot of perspectives throughout Phos’ journey, including how Rutile “failed” as a doctor for being unable to fix Padapradscha on their own, or how Dia “failed'' to live up as a diamond with refined fighting skills compared to their rivaled counterpart. Again, these are just flawed traits passed down from their human predecessors and the curse of immortality.

The chapter ending conveyed a hopeful conception that all things, primitive or refined, come from the same place (nature). I struggled to connect the details mentioned in ch 97 before, but it gave us sooo much foreshadowing to this new world. Dr. Ayumu said that, “the inorganic things that we had been using for ourselves will soon have a world of their own'', alluding that these little guys that Phos met are the new world.

 Interesting how Dr. Ayumu wanted Adamant to “build the bridge” and Phos to “burn the bridge” in order to create this “beautiful, rational world” to be a more freeing and less destructive place, and refresh the Earth to avoid relying on human values and qualities to stay self-fulfilled.

I was talking with @/mlkinis who brought up an interesting theory of using rocks in this new arc to symbolize the reversion of materialism. The rocks, elements derived from basic nature, have vastly different virtues compared to the gems, a class of refined minerals that developed a habitual routine of upkeep socially and culturally. While gems are also made from the Earth, they are perceived as high-value and are often polished to be artificially beautiful. 

One Buddhist principle reflects on detaching oneself to worldly possessions and desires, such as wealth, in order to attain inner peace, and it seems that having these primitive rocks is a representation of Phos “letting go” of the gem society, which may be another way of showcasing that the world is returning back to life as the way it once was, and that Phos is on a path to attaining ultimate happiness. I’m wondering if Dr. Ayumu’s line, “When you cross that bridge, burn it” refers to Phos leaving their suffering behind as they’re going forth to being happy in this new world that is coming to be...

Anyway, upon reading the passage, along with meeting the sentient rocks and hearing its rock friend sing the verse, I felt like Phos reconciled with their own self and existence, and melted from feeling at peace 🥺😭!! Thank you, Ichikawa as always… This was a very cool and comforting chapter for me.

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Hello! Could i get male matchup for honkai star rail?

Pronounce: she/her

Sexuality: Straight

MBTI: Intp-t

Appearance: 5'3 ish. Shoulder length black hair and veryy dark brown eyes. Most people say i have a boyish charm.

Personality: introvert. I have a poker face and usually new people get intimated by me but im clingly to my friend. I can go from high energy to 0 quickly. I sometimes cancel plans on last minute bc im just not feeling itand would rather cuddle at home with my pillow.

Likes: cats, dark colour, moon, sour food, my pillow, my best friend, coffee, unripped mango.

Didlike: arrogent people, people who talk too much and often belittle others.

Hobbies: writing, listening to music, drawing, reading books, playing gacha games.

Ideal type: someone whos handsome and loyal. I do prefer abit introverted people but just a bit for me entrovers seem to know too many people for my liking.

Sorry if it sounds weird! Im about to enter my exam hall lol. Bye!

Hi Anon! Thank you for your request! I hope your exam went well! I hope you like your matchup!

In Honkai Star Rail, I match you with...

Dan Heng is the quiet person of your dreams! He doesn't say much, but when he does say something, it's usually worth listening.

Loves reading with you. If you feel comfortable sharing your writing with him, Dan Heng would provide you with good advice and compliment your work. He thinks anything you write is good but he'll always try to find something he especially liked about it.

Definitely a coffee enjoyer. He's got his regular order, but he'd open to trying anything you recommend. He trusts you to pick something he'll enjoy.

Since you both have poker faces, I think people might be a bit intimidated by you when you're together. But that's just until they get to know you.

Used to dealing with March on a daily basis, so he's used to the bursts of energy you display. But he also understands when you just want to relax. He'll join you and it's only a matter of time until you're both asleep.

I think Dan Heng would be one of the most loyal people in Honkai Star Rail. It takes him a while to open up to people, but once he does, he's with them to the end of the line.

That trait only gets more magnified when it's someone he cares about as much as you. He'll do his best to remember every little thing you tell him and will almost always be aware of his actions and how you might see them.

If he thinks he might be doing something that seems disloyal, he'll stop immediately and check with you. He can be a bit awkward sometimes, but he means well...

[da-birb-writes-sometimes]

Hi! I saw your matchups are still open so I would like to request a TWST romantic matchup.

Here's some of the basic stuffs about me~ I will be 🌻💛 🐸 anon!

• She/her

• How I see my personality: Introverted and reserved but loves to make some small talks with people I barely know if I feel like I am in a sociable mood! I am an overthinker and definitely overworrier 🥲 I worry and think a lot and can be veryy socially anxious but I tend to keep it in control and try not to show it. When it comes to following or leading people, I realised I tend to lead people instead despite being socially anxious and introverted.

• How a friend would describe my personality: Cheerful and smiles a lot. Tends to joke and tease my friends, act like a younger sibling or act as the "child" in most cliques. Will be quieter and 'tamed' around people who I'm not close or don't know. However, I can be relied on because I'm mature, realistic and honest about my opinions. Open-minded and resourceful friend. However, can be very anxious and high strung when it comes to school and work and is quite a perfectionist.

• Hobbies and interests: fjfjf I have a lot of interests - animes and games like TWST and obey me. I love doing art specifically working with clay medium, traditional and digital drawings!! Also hoards cute stuffs like sanrio (i love pompompurin so much) and san-x plushies. Love animals a lot (regardless if theyre bugs or reptiles) - my close friends tend to associate me with frogs 🐸 and my fav colours are yellow and grey. I love learning new things so I tend to also research and watch documentaries even outside of my work gjfjjf I also love listening to more alternative music - indie artists etc!!

• What are I look for in a relationship: someone who respects boundaries. someone who's emotionally mature and respectful. Also I prefer committed romantic relationships rather than casual ones because I can be very selective with who I spend time with (trust issues and stuff sjdhf). Maybe someone who I can share domestic bliss with. I don't mind someone whos more adventurous; they can push me out of comfort zone reasonably and I can explore and learn more new things!!

• What I cannot tolerate in relationships: Being patronised, talked down, nagged constantly. Someone who likes to play mind games and tests my loyalty/trust/love towards them. Overly dominant and manipulation and all that stuffs fjfmjf

• How I show affection: My go-to would be quality time and parallel play but I am fine with other love languages - especially giving gifts (or making stuffs to gift them)

• How do you want to receive affection: I think imo I don't have a preferred style and I get really happy and grateful when someone makes the effort to show their affection in their own ways

Signs: Libra (Sun), Aries (Rising and Moon) and Scorpio (Venus)

MBTI: INFJ-T

Enneagram: Type 4, Wing 5

Appearance/Fashion sense: Cutesy style; Casual lolita styles, sanriocore vibes, cottagecore dresses.

Sexuality & romantic orientation: Demisexual

I hope that this isnt too much fjffjjf and thank you for doing this again!! 💛 I really look forward to your writing!!!

Hi there, 🌻💛 🐸 anon! Ah, domestic bliss, someone who will stand by you…

Trey Clover

Trey will stand by you, giving you gentle encouragement when you get stuck overthinking or overanalyzing things, and when the social anxiety spikes up. You may not show it outwardly, but he can tell and will squeeze your hand or give you a soft look. 

Really loves seeing your teasing and playful side come out, and may offer back some of his own teasing, but makes sure that he doesn’t go past of any of your boundaries. “Hmm? Ah, sorry, love,” he would chuckle.

Trey appreciates quality time, of quiet domestic moments shared in each others company. He also gets all soft whenever you gift him something, especially if you made it. You can also expect to have as many baked goods that you could ever dream of… He will make a Pompompurin cake for you with cupcakes themed after Muffin, Scone, Bagel, and Custard, Pompompurin’s friends.

He thinks your aesthetic is really soft and cute, just like you. He will match with you, if you wanted to do matching outfits; could be cottage-core, Sanrio, Lolita, or cutesy. He noted that your friends call you “frog” and got you and him matching Keroppi hoodies. Expect some awful frog puns, which I will not torture you with.

He would love it if you wanted to show any of your art projects, since he knows that it’s like sharing a piece of your soul. Loves seeing the look on your face as you’re working away on a slab of clay, sketching in your sketchbook, or staring at an art tablet... but please take some breaks to rest your eyes.

He wouldn’t really have the heart to tell you no if you came home yet again with a new animal companion. “Honey, is that uhhh,” he would point to the creature on your shoulder, but shake his head with a chuckle, accepting that there was a new member to the household.

Would enjoy just sitting on the sofa, wrapped up in a blanket, and watching a documentary you recommended, trying to focus on what’s playing but enjoying seeing you so happy more.

Overall, Trey is soft, respects you. He wants something that will last, and he know it will with you. He would love, cherish, and celebrate you.

“Hey, cupcake, I found you this, since you were talking about wanting that speciality clay.”

I hope you enjoy your baker, 🌻💛 🐸 anon. Please tell him whether or not you like puns because he will crack dad jokes and awful jokes that have you rolling your eyes.

*gives you fellow a-spec finger guns*

[loud-fandemonium]

Summary: shiggy is an ass and yells at reader, which triggers them due to past trauma. It’s ok at the end tho he genuinely apologies and ya’ll work out stuff for moving forward in the relationship👍

Warnings: this is veryy self indulgent and I can’t write for shit but I’m still posting it, hurt/comfort, shiggy’s kinda ooc cos I don’t think he’d be this mature with his apology, reader has past trauma from an unspecified someone they lived with for a long time who was implied to be abusive, shiggy yells at reader, shiggy dusts one of reader’s plushies, reader is triggered by his behaviour and has a bit of a break down, reader and shiggy use scratching at skin as an unhealthy coping mechanism, if there’s anything else let me know and I’ll add it

...

There where a lot of good things that came with dating Shigaraki Tomura. But, with him being one of the most wanted villains in Japan, there were also some drawbacks.

Him Being the leader of the league of villains was one of the most significant. The pressure of the job leading to you often having a somewhat temperamental boyfriend. Usually you could put up with it even if it was at times upsetting; villainy was definitely a more stressful career path after all.

A part of you wished he’d say ‘sorry’ more often after arguments, but you understood verbal communication and vulnerability weren’t really the easiest for Shigaraki. And it’s not like you couldn’t tell he was sorry. His behaviour turning much more cautious, soft and physically affectionate post altercation.

Today was different though. You’d never seen him this upset, this angry.

It had been building over the past week, failed missions and uneasy members, resulting in your boyfriend being more on edge than usual.

“What, so you think I can’t fucking do anything? Is that it?!” you shook your head words stuck in your throat. You’d been trying to help. You knew how much stress he was under. So, while Shigaraki was busy with league business you’d tidied up his room. Picking up dirty clothes that needed to be washed, making his bed and cleaning up his gaming area; cleansing it of old chip packets and empty soft drink cans. “You think I’m just some fucking kid?!”

“no, Tomura-“

“Then why the fuck are u acting like it?! You think I need you to clean my room?! If I wanted to clean it I fucking would I KNOW HOW TO CLEAN MY FUCKING ROOM!!” You felt yourself practically shaking. You’d never been good with people yelling at you, particularly men yelling at you. it was always a trigger that quickly sent u spiralling.

“p-please stop yelling,” that was all you could manage to say, breathes coming out shaky and quick as tears filled your eyes.

“DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO, DONT TELL ME WAT TO FUCKING DO!!” you flinched, drawing in on yourself. You’d never truly been afraid of Shigaraki before. Not when you’d found out who he was, not the first time he touched you, a couple gloved fingers all that stood between u and his quirk.

But you where scared now.

Scared of his total disregard of your closed off and shaking form, cheeks wet from tears that wouldn’t stop. Scared of how loud his voice was. Scared because you’d been here before. They’d done this too. Over and over until anyone who raised their voice at you sounded like them, reminded you of them. fingers found there way to the expanse of skin on your opposing forearm , nails slowly beginning to scrape across it in a familiar rythme.

“LISTEN TO ME!!” you looked up at Shigaraki, saw how his eyes where wide with rage.

Desperately you searched his face for a way to appease him, to make this all stop. “I asked you a fucking question.” Did he asked a question? You couldn’t remember, all you could do was stand there like a deer caught in headlights, completely frozen. The silence as he waited for you to answer was worse then when he was yelling. You felt like you were facing a snake, one poised to strike at any moment. “I asked if you would like it if I messed with your shit, but since you’re not fucking answering maybe I need to give you a demonstration.” Shigaraki’s tone was harsh and dangerous as he stalked over to the bed you shared. The bed you’d been sharing for almost a month. Things had been going so well. So, you’d stopped sleeping in your own room in favour of his; bringing your favourite pillows and stuffed animals to the space.

Now all you could do was look on in horror as your boyfriend ripped off one of his gloves and snatched at your favourite plushie. The one he’d given you when you’d first started going out. Because even though you couldn’t go on normal dates, go to arcades where he could win a plushie for you, he didn’t want you to miss out. Now the only thing that remained of the toy was a small pile of dust.

...

As soon as his fingers touched the toy Shigaraki regretted it, hell he regretted everything he’d said to you since he came into the room. He’d been so angry and stressed and you hadn’t even done something wrong but he’d taken his negative emotions out on you instead of dealing with them. Turning around to apologised his heart shattered. Looking down he saw the angry red colour of your arm as you furiously scrapped your nails across the soft skin, your silent streams of tears now turned to loud sobs. He knew to a degree you both shared this same unhealthy coping mechanism. He’d seen you do this before, but usually he wasn’t the cause. Usually he’d grasp your hand and hold it has he pressed soft kisses to the red-dotted and irritated skin. Asking you what was wrong as you fell into him, seeking out comfort.

He rushed to you, guilt and the desperate need to apologise flooding though him. “I’m sorry- I’m- bubba-“

...

You flinched at Shigaraki’s sudden movement, sobbing harder as he tried to cradle and sooth you the way he usually did. You didn’t want him there, in you space, it was too much, he was too much, you wanted him away.

wet choked noises escaped your lips as you pushed on his chest. “I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have yelled, I sorry I’m so sorry-“

“don’t...” you pushed again at him, harder.

“Baby please, I’m sorry-“

“don’t... Dont. STOP. I SAID STOP DONT TOUCH ME DONT TOUCH ME DONT TOUCH ME!!” It was like your voice had finally broke though, panicked and shrill and desperate. Instantly Shigaraki let go of you, a look of total shock on his face. “I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE GO AWAY GO AWAY!!” you sobbed, the skin on your arm feeling like it was on fire as you scraped your nails across it.

“Ok. Hey, it’s ok I’m leaving now,” Shigaraki backed away towards the door, “you can come and find me later ok? I’m going now.” you watched him leave the room, closing the door as he left. For a few minutes all you could do was stand there, fingers slowing until you pulled them away from the angry skin. Shuffling over to the bed you grabbed your other stuffed animals, tears falling again at the lack of you favourite comfort plushie. Soft toys in hand you crawled beneath the bed, curling around them as you began to calm down in the smaller space.

Shigaraki sat on the old couch in the league’s shared space. After he’d left you in his room, he went straight to kurogiri, enlisting the man to help him replace the plushie he’d destroyed earlier.

Now, Shigaraki sat with two large plushies beside him, replaying what the older man had told him, “this won’t be enough of an apology.”

Footsteps had him looking up; Shigaraki froze in fear of scaring you off, as you padded toward him. Hugging a teddy bear tight to your chest you sat on the side of the couch furthest from him.

“Hi,” Shigaraki said tentatively after several seconds of silence.

“Hi,” you whispered back. Shigaraki’s heart broke again at how small you seemed; gaze repeatedly flicking to his, only to break away seconds later. After a couple moment of quiet Shigaraki spoke.

“I shouldn’t have treated you like that. You didn’t do anything wrong, I know you were just trying to make things easier for me.” Shigaraki felt so helpless as tears started to drip down your cheeks once again. “I should never have yelled, and I should never have decayed your plushie. There is no excuse for my behaviour. I- um. If... if you want to break up with me I’ll understand. I broke your trust and made you feel unsafe. So...whatever you decided I’ll support you in that decision. Even if it means breaking up, I just want you to do whatever will make you feel best.”

You nodded, then stood silently, and walked towards him. “Don’t touch me,” You stated as you climbed onto Shigaraki’s lap, resting against his chest and the crook of his kneck. You could hear his rapidly beating heart as he stayed still as a statue, just like you’d asked.

“I don’t want to break up with you Tomura.” His frame relaxed a little at your words. “But, it’s not going to be the same, at least for a little while. You really scared me.”

“I know, I’m so, so sorry.....what can I- is there something I can do to make it up to you?”

“Um,” you paused in thought, “I think I’m going to sleep in my room for a while. By myself.”

“Ok. Ok bub.”

“And, um, if you could ask for permission before you touch me, even if it’s just like, holding hands? And when we’re in the same space, if you could like.. announce things? before you do them, so I know what you’re doing, that would be nice.”

“I’ll make sure to do that from now on.”

“Thank you. Just for a little while ok?”

“I’ll do that for as long as you need me to bubba.” Silence fell between the two of you again.

You turned your head, looking to the left of your boyfriend. “Are those for me?”

Turning his head toward the two plushies Shigaraki nodded.

“Yeah. I know they won’t replace the one I decayed but I couldn’t just destroy something of yours and not.. you know...?”

Turning your head back into the crook of his neck you nodded. “.....Tomura?”

“Yeah?”

“Um.. I just wanted to say that the reason I reacted like that, is partly because of you, but partly because of... past trauma, that you triggered. I, um, I had someone in my life for a long time that would yell like that. I loved them but I was also really scared of them. So there are certain triggers that make me really freak out and yelling is one of them.”

Shigaraki sat still, processing what you’d said. He didn’t know you’d gone through something like that. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know.”

“I don’t really like to tell people. But yeah. Basically, you’re still definitely in the wrong for acting like that, but when I reacted it wasn’t 100% a reaction to you..... And the um, the boundaries? I‘ve set for a bit, are more in relation to them than you. I just don’t want to go through that again.”

“I understand. If I ever do something again that’s a trigger for you, even if it’s just something small, please let me know ok?”

“Ok...and same goes for you.”

“Hm?”

You sat back to look at Shigaraki better, “I know that a lot of bad things have happened to you, from what you’ve told me and what I’ve heard. So, if I ever do something that’s a trigger for you, let me know ok?”

“Um yeah, alright.” Shigaraki felt like he didn’t deserve you, but if you still wanted him he wasn’t going to argue. “I love you.” You looked down at your fingers that had wound around the fabric of Shigaraki’s shirt. “Hey, hey, it’s ok. You don’t have to say it back until you feel comfortable again, ok?”

“Ok.”

“What do you want to do now?”

“...can we watch a movie?”

“Of course bubba, I’m going to reach for the remote now ok?”

“Ok,” you said, cuddling back against you boyfriends chest.

[ego-meliorem-esse]

A portrait study turned into a portrait of Matt. Can't say I'm too pleased with it or that I'll actually finish the drawing...

(Also yes I added the curl because why not it adds charm don't mind me pls)

Appearance, fashion and demeanour:

What if?? Matt was actually???like veryy handsome and good looking?? But??? Isn't vain at all?????

In my mind, Matt is a sight for sore eyes. He looks nice from every angle. This perfect overgrown French-Canadian twunk (twink/hunk lol)! I love to contrast that with the fact that he doesn't care much about his looks. Unlike his father, Francis of course. While Francis is very prideful about his appearance, Matt just can't be bothered.

I headcacon that Matt ties his blond, shoulder-length hair almost all the time. He likes his hair (It's the one thing he will actually admit to liking about himself the poor bastard baby) and refuses to have it shortened.

Matthew has high cheekbones, fuller lips and a delicate nose. These features would make him look almost androgynous if his physique was smaller. But alas, he is a big boy indeed!

In Arthur's opinion, Matthew looks way too much like Francis when it comes to his face and hair. Just that fact alone made Arthur deeply dislike the boy when he initially took him in after the Treaty of Paris in 1763. Things have changed of course, and finally Arthur sees Matt as his own person after a while of living under his roof. The fact that Matt didn't act anything like Francis also helped a lot.

His eyesight was damaged by poison gas after the Second Battle of Ypres in 1915, so now our boy needs glasses. He doesn't wear them always, though most of the time he will have them on. He has deep blue eyes, but you hardly get to see them in their full glory due to his glasses.

Matt wears whatever is comfortable. He has a very plain style. A white-shirt-and-jeans kind of style. Not to say he doesn't have a sense for fashion. He does know what looks good on him, but rarely goes out of his comfort zone in regard to his clothes. His style is also very Canadian... I'm all for the denim jacket and jeans combo for Matt. Also, of course our boy has a closet full of those plaid flannel shirts in every color.

As for his personality, I don't see Matthew as shy, just reserved. To me he is the perfect type of person to be involved in the medical sciences. In my mind Matt always wanted to help people and was always interested in medicine. In modern times he would be an excellent doctor, and during war he would make an amazing war medic.

Family and Friends:

Buckle in lads, My headcanons for Matt's early life are somewhat different.

Since he was born (and I headcanon that countries are actually born, and they don't just appear), and up until Canada was traded in exchange for some sugar colonies, he was living in France with his papa (though I'm hesitant to call Francis that). His whole life was that of a little French noble. And although he didn't know better, he knew that this was not what he wanted. He liked the outdoors and Europe was always just a tad too warm for him. In his early days he would have visited his own land maybe two times, and would be swiftly returned to France after a short while.

As any colonizer, France liked showing off his overseas colonies. And even though he may not like to admit it, Francis kept Mathieu in France mostly for that reason. Of course he loved the boy, but with his lifestyle, being a parent is not really an option. Not to say that Francis treated Matt badly, in fact, he was very spoiled as a son of a nobleman. Francis loved him in his own distant and very selfish way (he was kind to the boy but rarely actually spent time with him).

After moving to England and having 'Mathieu' changed to 'Matthew', our boy finally met someone whom he grew very close to. Alfred was a ray of sunshine. A spoiled brat with huge ambitions and a need to just absorb information at any given opportunity. On one hand they didn't understand each other for at least 1 to 2 years (until Matt learned English), but on the other hand, they were inseparable.

That changed of course when he was abandoned for the second time in his life, when Alfred left to lead a revolution against his old man. It would be a while before he opened up to another person again.

At least after Alfred left, Arthur finally let Matthew live (at least for a while) in his own land. Québec was a fairly cold place but it was home after all. He was the happiest during those times when he was allowed to return home.

When Australia and New Zealand came along, Matt was still very guarded but opened up a bit later on. Their relationship is another very interesting thing for me. It developed into a bond after the first world war and just strengthened after the second one.

Since Matt is very easy to talk to and is an amazing listener, he has very few nations whom he can argue with or generally be on bad terms with. Throughout Canada's history, he has formed some strong friendships around the world. Be it with The Netherlands, Germany, Slovakia or any number of other nations. Canada is just very well liked, compared to his brother in the south.

I'm sorry that this was more tragic than fun, but I just needed to get my thoughts sorted about this absolutely beautiful boy who deserves some damn peace and quiet. Also sorry If this doesn't make much sense. This character is one of my absolute favourites to draw. Even write about, though I'm still learning English lol

[beladeprived]

CUDDLING WITH THE DIMITRESCU DAUGHTERS

BELA

She would honestly just love to be in your arms.

She would have a happy and content smile on her face with her eyes closed.

and when she opens them, she greets you with the brightest smile ever

and her cute eye smile just makes it a WHOLE LOT better :DD

"im content just being here with you, my love"

oh she is veryy happy, and ofc so are you!

she would always gaze into your eyes and tell you how pretty she thinks they are

her cheek is always in contact with somewhere on your body

but its usually on your head or your chest

yall would honestly just get tangled in each other's arms while looking at the ceiling because each other's presence is enough for yall

she would ask about you

"love, how many moles do you have?"

heck, she would look for your moles and every time she finds one, she would place a soft kiss on it

compares her hand size with yours

"is my hand really that tiny?" or "whoa, is my hand really that big?"

either way, your hands fit perfectly in hers or the other way around

she always buries her face on the crook of your neck

well she just wants to get closer to you

babie just loves your touch

oh and she'll always plant kisses on your neck

sometimes, she would put on cheesy love songs on the music player just to "feel the moment"

bela loves it when the both of you are under the covers (its warmer)

and she would draw lil circles WHEREVER she can

she would just naturally fall asleep because she's just very comfortable with you

CASSANDRA (slight NSFW)

touchy babie

youll find her hands EVERYWHERE on you

mostly under your clothes

she just loves to feel your skin

cass would lovingly tease you by feeling sensitive parts of you

oh she would laugh at your reaction

she just loves to put her hands underneath your clothes

she loves it when your hands are on her

"if you take your hands off of me, ill kill you >:("

"oh try me," you say as you retreat your hands from her body

and she kills you....with kisses and love bites!

no she wont stop

and u cant make her stop

eventually, you "die" by her hand and you begin kissing her back

yes, she makes weird noises when she bites you

"nyarr!!"

you: wtf r u a gremlin?

she wont let you leave, not while youre cuddling

and if you try to get up, she'll grab your clothes amd "accidentally" rip them

"oh my, dont mind if i do," she says with a smirk

and you know how this ends

ofc there'll be a lot lot lot of touching ;))

but that isnt always the case :D

sometimes, she would just do nothing but be soft and cuddly for you

like she would plant lazy, sloppy kisses on your neck

and occasionally, she would peck your lip or she would give you an cute nose kiss

she also likes to lay on your tummy

and she'd tell you to play with her hair while she lays

then your heart fills because cassandra looks at you as if you are her whole world

DANIELA

uwu uwu uwu and so much uwu

dani loves to be cute around you

and only around you

"bubby, my tummy huwewts...," she would whine with a cute pout

and you just cant resist her

she is so hard to cuddle with

but youre not complaining

she is a weird cuddler in general

it's either her feet smothering your face or your face smothering the floor

and usually its either her hands are on your face or her knee's on your side

yes she would accidentally knock you off the bed

she just MOVES A LOT

its like playing a game of twister with someone

"i dont care as long as im latched onto you :3" she says while her hands and feet are EVERYWHERE

she would often fall asleep so she wouldnt know if she knocked you off the bed

BUT she knows when she's latched on to you

so she would fall off the bed after you only to be right beside you

shes a heavy sleeper

aside from uwus, she would sometimes sexily flirt with you if she's in the mood

she would use her deep, sultry voice and it would send your heart into overdrive

but daniela is more uwu than she is sexily flirty

oh daniela LOVES to put her leg on top of yours

and she would gently draw tiny to big circles on your skin using her nails

she loves playing with your hair

you dont know how you managed to get comfortable cuddling with her but it got there anyway

she asks a lot of random questions

"if cargos are shipped with ships why are shipments shipped with trucks and cars???"

you : baby what the fuck

you love her, nonetheless

[feedoodles]

Hello Tumblr!! (also //tw: blood)

Hello hello! My name is Fee and I’m veryy new to tumblr, well not super new but I never rlly used it because it confuses me hahaha, but I want to try out if I like sharing my art on here :] I'm very sorry if my formating etc is awkard... Like said above.. I dun quite get it heh So! Some things about me: I’m 22 my pronouns are she/her, I’m not a native speaker so please excuse mistakes! I Aand I like drawing girls standing... well sometimes I don’t like it but hmm let‘s say it’s veryyy much my comfort zone hahahah I’m excited to meet new people, and I hope you enjoy my art!!

[seostudios]

yuta sfw a-z

alrighty lets gettittt

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

yuta is naturally a very affectionate person so id say on a slace from 1-10 itd be 14. whenever your around he has to touch you whether he was playing with your hair, hand around your waist or hugging you

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

the friendship would most likely start off with common interests in people, games and music. its such a relaxing friendship— you could try your hardest at getting the boy mad and he’ll smile at you. to describe it in three words; pure, free, thrilling

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

TBH yuta does strike me as a cuddler but when you two are finally asleep he’d separate himself to a side of the bed cuddling into himself or sprawled out

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

um i think the tenth floor stories can give you this answer but overall he knows how to keep himself fresh

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

over the phone. he couldn’t bare doing it in person, itd be a brief paragraph explaining why and answering your questions before you even ask. youd be blocked on all social media playforms before you have a chance to fight back

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

mmmm im pretty sure commitment isnt an issue becyase he looks like a guy who can hold a serious relationship but when it comes to marriage he wants to be sure ...so 2-3 years of dating before marriage seems realistic

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

depending on your moods; if you guys are being playful he knows his limits and will hesitate every now and then but it is simple roughhousing. but in a more softer mood he’d treat you like fragile mess

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

yes yes yes ANY form of hug yuta loves he adores backhugs especially though always wanting one and taking the chance when its open

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

8 months. eight months is the time where most relationships are like shit this is actually real so hed come to that realization that yiur both looking for something serious and plop it

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

very veryy often, he’s heavily possessive over you snd gets hella jealous when he sees someones close to you that hes not familiar with and if you two get alone and hes THAT jealous then maybe some calming down and cuddles would do the trick or angry sex

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

either soft and delicate or rough and sloppy. kissing you under your ear, it can be used in every situation if you know what i mean, he could use it to tease you or to show you how much he cherishes you. but he loves neck kisses... when you nibble on the right spot you swore you coule hear hus groan turn into a soft moan

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

the best. i don’t even think i need to tell you but hes such a good dad, uncle, friend like its his persona which makes him amazing to be around children he’s the perfect mix of fun and strict

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

on these rare occasions you’ll be awoken by his head in your neck kissing your shoulder blade and drawing shapes on your hip

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

o_o i mean.....other than that he’s probably gonna be in the living room with you watching a movie or a show you two decided to start together

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

he’d throw himself at you all at once when he’s comfortable with you and if you can’t handle it- its’ on you

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

he’s very calm, always one step ahead never too relaxed though always takjng in your words, thoughts, wishes wondering what he could do to make it better without putting himself ina place to feel defeat because it annoys him too

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

he remembers everything, from the number pf freckles to your favourite movie

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

yuta loves celebrating halloween with you, dressing up and having the night to yourselves mmmmm

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

i wouldnt say protect 24/7 but if he sees you i a position where he had to then he would and i dont think he’ll need protection just reassurance

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

dtaes r lazy with zero effort but anniversaries are special like he works his ass off on them snd random gifts r thoughtful but sloppy b everyday tasks r just yoyoyoyoto

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

a bad habit would be jealousy at small things

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

not rly he’s hot

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

yes

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

mafia

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

a partner who is lazy n boring

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

playing with your hair or having you rub his stomach

[cringeswaglesbian]

So these are in very very very brief the stories I have in my head. I'm so excited to turn that into something more concrete idk how tho. Because I don't know how to draw, I'll learn but...

Anyways :

I have my two lesbian main characters singer in music band in Japan, with their dramatic love stroy but it will end well to put it brief. Ofc the love interest is an emo edgy girl...I couldn't possibly do a love story without a emo edgy girl.

Also I have my characters from my world where there is communities living on the mountains veryy high with dragon and magic abilities. The particularity is that their magic power has a special usefulness for the needs of theirs communities. Helping and making their communities is why in the first place they have their abilities. My main character is ofc also a lesbian (I think every girl and nb characters I will have, most of them are going to be lesbians) and she controls the rain and she can fly 😎

And I also have the world I've developped when I was more young with the warrior of the moon. My main protagonist is a man (so I can't make him a lesbian ofc lmao so he will be gay because I'm straightphobic), he has a little sister with who he is really close. They are living in the Universe. The particularity of this planet is that they put bravery above everything else, so they despise the earth because they think humans are cowards. But my main protagonist think otherwise and wants that the bravery warrior who dictates everything in the planet be gone. He wants another way of living. He is a social outcast for loving the earth and fouding the humans brave. Also him and his little sister occasionally make shooting stars for humans to comfort them.

And finally I have my universe with with everywhere ! And plants ! And cute towns !

I have idea about the character developpement of every my character but I'll need to do research. I'll also have to do cultural research.

Aah I'm so excited to develop my stories 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

I love listening to music and imagining stories for my OC