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Can't Stop Thinking About Him 💜
#bonchien nicoli la tasty peach uralis#bonchien#fnae bon#fumetsu no anata e#to your eternity#to you the immortal#anime#manga#fnae#tye#you have no idea how hard it was to make that heart locket meme on mobile ugh#image described#image described in alt text#image description in alt#image description
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9, 11 and 15 for the ask game mwah mwah meah /plat <333
Mwah Mwah Mwah! Okay, I admit I had a lot of fun with this one. So. Long read ahead X'D
a radio fizzles to life, crackling with energy. The broadcast begins, illuminating sharp, tinny voices.
Oh, why, would you look at that! We got our first questions, O joy!
there's the sound of shuffling papers, and someone's throat is cleared.
Okay, these come from blog name cinnamon-phrog. Prynhawn da, Caru! Or, I suppose it is nos, now. I hope you're doing well.
Let's get crack into these queries! Dear, you've been quiet… These questions ARE to you, you know…
A second voice cuts through the static, curling the air, the accent seems unfamiliar.
Ey, yeah, yeah, I know. Ya neva lemme come in ere when ya on air.
Well, I'm also not on air very often. Since when do you keep count?
I don't, but, ey, maybe ya do instead. Ya seem the real bees knees at this thing.
there's a slight pause, a chair creaks.
Aha. Trying to stall? What, you don't think you have the voice for radio?
a splutter can be heard through the static, or it's a spike of interference.
Nah! As if, brah! Your voice was made for radio, anyway, ya can't say nuffin, muffin.
EW, don't call me that. And you'll be fine, we have a script.
Das not a-
there's the sound of frantically shuffling pages getting picked up by the microphone.
Shhhh, stalling!!!
Right, first question :
the host clears his throat, and a beat on the table gets picked up, from the wafery sound of a page being flipped, you can surmise on what it was.
Fresh, whats my beige flag?
…Ya what now? Ya don't even like beige, n'less is like a light brown.
No, no, not like that. I'll be entirely transparent and admit I don't quite know what it is, either. Perhaps the middle of a red flag, and a green flag?
Ohhh, ya, alrigh. I geddit.
Do ya, Fresh? Do ya?
AAAH, shuddup. Oh, ya, I got one.
there's another swell of static smearing the sound, picking up suddenly.
He keeps on tryna-
No I don't!
Yeah, ya do! Ya aaaalways like hey for no particular reason can I measure ya a minute and I ask why and ya like-
the broadcast fuzzes, it spikes like laughter.
-an I walk in on 'im with a roll a that paper and a thing on the floor-
It's PATTERN paper and a BOOK OF PATTERNS!
Ah, I caught ya!
Lies!
it cuts out again, fading in and out before settling in stronger.
Even so, I don't think there's anything wrong with wanting to make you a doublet!
Yeah dere is! What am I a blood sucking, door-not-entering vampire?
it's hard to hear, but the host squeaks in amusement
No, you misunderstand! I think that you in a doublet with a peascod belly would be SO-
the connection is abruptly cut off, filling the room with angry static. When it comes back, you can make out a high whistle.
Woahhh, can ya even say dat on radio?
I'm not sure, let's just hope it didn't pick up.
And if it did?
Nnnnext question!
Fresh, what would you consider MY colour, and what would you consider yours?
Are dey seriously askin ME ya favourite colour?
Uhm, yes? Maybe. Not entirely, actually, it's more like what you'd consider MY colour. Like what you'd associate with me most, what I wear the most or something.
Pft. C'mon, homes, dat ones easy. Have ya even met dis guy? Is pretty glarin'.
Now what the [FUNK] is that supposed to mean- are you seriously still doing the censoring thing?!
EY, don't rag on me, whaddif deres kidz listening!
I suppose that's a good point. How nice of you.
Bleeehhh.
a pause, then…
! Whad was dat for!
The sweet taste of revange…
a megamind reference doesn't seem thematically appropriate, but the host will include it anyways. It's MY show, dammit!
Regardless, you still didn't answer the second half. (even if you didn't really answer the first half, either…)
Whad was dat?
Nothing.
'Key, well, I dunno. I dun have A colour, das pretty crystal.
Maybe your colour is the inclusion of all of it?
Beeep, eeeerk, big word aleeeert! Neeerd!
None of those were big words…
What's the most useless fact he knows about me…
Ya said dat out loud, sweet.
Oh, dear, did I? I was just wondering about it.
Why's dat?
Not sure. I can't predict what you could possibly say here. Not that I do anyway, but you understand what I mean.
Nah, I don't, actually.
Also, ya always start walkin on ya left foot first, and finish on da right.
Wait wha-
the sound of wood scraping against a floor can be distantly heard from the broadcast, and there is silence for a long few moments
…Oh my stars, I do. Well, it might be biased, now…
Hah!
That's crazy. Hold on… You could remember THAT and not my favourite colour?!
Dere was nuthin about dat!
Well sure. But you couldn't even answer straight about what my colour was, so I'm more than a bit suspicious.
Aw, c'mon! Ya favourite colour is… Uh… Uuuuh…
See? Viewers, it's green and purple, for the books.
Ya can't blame me, ya have two!
Yes, and your colours consist of the entire colour wheel.
Das cus I don't look bad in nuthin, baybeyyyy!
Oh, like a pair of breeches?
Nah, ya reaching.
Breeching, actually. It was and is the practice of giving a young boy his first set of trousers or, well, breeches. This is usually done around the age of 6-8 ish, so the very beginning of childhood and the end of infancy. Before this age, a child was practically-
Wait, why do I need ta know dis?
Ugh, you're no fun!
I just noticed, we got through all the questions.
What'd we get, three?
Yes, three. Now those are done we'll sign off for now til we get more questions.
Jus like dat?
Yup! Be sure to tune in!
#I think I should tap into my radio show theming more... This was fun ASF...#Also I did all of this on mobile do you have any idea how hard it was to colour and big everything? Sob.#Cinnamon-phrog#Once again my biggest supporter 💯✊ appreciate you always#Anyways I've never posted selfship before how do I tag....#utmv#undertale au#fresh sans#Cus like. Who else is that#self ship#f/o#fictional other#self insert#I mean I guess. Ugh#Long post#canon x self insert#I HATE TAGGING GRAH THAT'S ALL YOU GET#tho do let me know if I need more or something. K thanks#Asks#Mr Brunos Radio Show#I guess I should make that the tag. Expect more questions in my inbox to be replied to like this
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trying to recollect old mutuals is soooo anyways writing nancy again feels soo natural lmao like putting on a familiar skin
#im#on mobile rn but keksks ugh i wna redo her sideblog.#my carrd n pinterest go hard so im not changing those
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I just realized I dont like dating sim games because they never have customization of your character. (Except Amorous, but you never get to see your character the entire game and also that game kinda sucks imo)
But yeah. Like I almost always prefer dating sim games where the character isnt supposed to be YOU, and theyre their own person, you just make choices. Liek I wanted to play a recent sim dating game that I was REALLY excited for, and I started it but like. I couldnt get into it at all because every dating sim girl is some skinny long haired fair-skinned girl (and yes I understand a lot of dating sims/otome, are targeted toward their local asian audiences. But even dating sims in the west have default white girl syndrome)
and I can't immerse myself into it pretending to be that person. Im a curvy black girl. Like at least let me make a character that looks kinda like me, since theyre supposed to BE me. Y'know, so i can have SOME kind of fun.
Yeah theres like, harvest moon and stardew and i love those kinds of games. but thats not what Im looking for if that makes sense?
#otome game#dating sim#if anyone knows any dating/otome games#espeically mobile games#that will let you customize your character#please telll me#cuz ngl the only one I can kinda find is THE SIMS and thats not what I want.#this is about playing 'what in hell is bad?' a game I was soooo hyped for and preregistered#and then I kinda got into it and fell SO hard out of it#because i thought the protagonist was a character. i didnt know they were supposed to be me.#and it took me out so hard#which is a shame because I fucking loved Satan#10/10 would succ#but yeah anyway#i might finish it just to meet the other demons but ugh i dont want to have to be random pale girl
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#meg talks#ugh im glad alt text is viewable on mobile now#but it’s so hard to read with how small and cramped it is!!#had a migraine last night so i was scrolling w my brightness turned all the way down and the blue light filter on#which made it harder to parse images so i was trying to read the alt text#and the pop up notif format just made me so annoyed like bitch my head already hurts!!!#the twitter format for viewing image descriptions is so much better#text is the same size as in the tweets themselves#and the text is even lower contrast so it’s easier on the eyes#sighs wistfully
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I dodnt wanna play Toontown I wanna BE IN Toontown that would fix me I thignk
#Ugh ugh ugh I hate mobile stuff making caps locl#This is a all lowercase moment but I'm not fixing nything#I'm having a hard time getting on toontown as of late despite my brainrot being strong as ever#If not worse in certain areas#But ngnggh#Maxed toon.. Nothing to do.. Waiting for friends to come on (DOESN'T HAPPEN)#And just I get motivated very hardly but. Once I'm on and grinding on an alt I'm GOING IM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE#JUST Getting started is hard#Idk man I just wanna Physically BE There the game ain't doing it#I'm iill
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google how to get someone to stop reading about crypto and using degenerate
#jesus christ. i tried to move them over to tumblr to get them off reddit but they just go back to the tumblr subreddit every time.#if i tell them to do something they do it but then they put a new and fascinating /neg spin on it#like i told them to follow more ppl on here and they followed about 50 ppl that seemingly never post and i told them to make their cute#little project a sideblog so they can rb stuff but they made it their main and cant rb anything now#i tell them to be vague about the details of homestuck so that their mom doesnt stop trusting me and they decide its a better idea to keep#calling it a cringey bad old webcomic that i really love because i have bad taste#i tell them to stop using degenarate because its a nazi dogwhistle but they decide thats just stupid i guess and keep using it#i think theyre gonna become a crypto bro they have like 5 books about it#they've been on reddit since they were like 10 i dont think i can get them out of there but they should at least go on better subreddits#instead of r/iam14andthisisdeep and r/tumblr and r/whitepeopletwitter and r/nonpoliticaltwitter and who knows what else#its especially the r/tumblr part that i dont get. because they literally have a tumblr account#if theres a specific user that you see making posts you like on the subreddit go follow them! scroll thru tags of things you like and follo#all the blogs! be annoying and put out a post asking for mutuals tagged with fandoms you like!#oh and they rlly like r/nosleep i wish i could get them to go on the creepypasta wiki instead because at least thatll give them some shared#references with the wider internet and ppl their age. their mom has literally no pop culture references whatsoever so im trying to help the#but its honestly really hard when they dont do what i tell them to do. jesus i sound awful dont i#real sasha waybright moment. “you are going to follow 100 more blogs and turn off algorithm stuff now. end of discussion.”#it's not like they have a community and friends on reddit they dont even have an account theyve been lurking for years#they dont even have the app they use the mobile website. ugh im being so bitchy rn ill just shut up#maybw if yall see that this is how i think then youll realize that im not exactly worth interacting with#sorry for spiraling on ya. im pmsing.#and i have a whole disorder about that so
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tattoos are hard, I feel like nothing is cool enough;;
I feel like "black tri-stars" might've been Mash's idea?? so I wanted to give him more star tattoos
#also like I get it but 'kuroi sanrensei' is a lot cooler#three stars that rotate around each other or 2 that rotate around 1 ig#3 stars in eng tho I feel like invokes like an orion's belt kinda image which is similar#ketchup's art#doodles#black tri stars#heaping all of the random hc's onto just one of them alsdjlsa#mobile suit gundam#I guess there's not a whole lot of gundam here though!! haha!!#ough and it's usually hard to see the 2nd star in a BINARY SYSTEM (rensei) UGH THAT'S SO MUCH COOLER
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petition to make my brother stop calling me to make sides for dinner , sign here .
#( SIGHS im trying to get shit done & like CLOCKWORK he calls . . . it NEVER FAILS . )#( would LOVE if maybe ; idk ; one of the ACTUAL PARENTS in the household ever did this shit for THEIR KIDS ??? )#( ugh istg this BLOWS so hard i cant deal wirh this my anxiety is already thru the roof rn . )#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#delete later.
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THE SILLIES........!!!! I finally got Leo's event card and hes so cute in his outfit 🥹🙏
#💬.chat#OKAY IM SORRY I SUCK#ugh getting a good was painful to see :'/#but im so glad i finally got to full combo the song#ill try to perfect combo it....#pc is easier to play than mobile bc pc doesnt have those swipe notes 🤪🤪#naur but pc is so hard to control thooo 😭#anyways...#LOOK AT HOW SILLY THEY R 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#I LOVE RYUSEITAI!!!!!!!!#honestly... i love em all very very very much#im so glad i was able to get leo's event card tho mwhehehehhe#i love u leo <333333#ur so cute and silly#just look at his cute silly outfit#isnt he just the cutest!??!?!?!?!??!
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appears from the void how's the writing going? What are you writing? I know you have your "chalk mountain" wip but I haven't seen a ton about it on my dash for some weird reason so feel free to ramble about it!!
hehe i've only posted a couple of things (x, x, x, x) because it's still in the early throws :') but i'm working on building up the antagonist introduction right now in the book (and on tumblr hehe) but it's a project i'm superrrr excited about!! i've had the idea for years and been working on it for years (but you know how that be). i'm not sure what other content i want to post yet since i don't plan on posting full chapters till it's done or practically done! i'll figure something out lol
i'm mainly most excited about y'all seeing the characters be themselves in the books, they all have large unique personalities and lots of found family in there too. it's lovely and i'm working on trying to write a little bit every day but that's hard! thank you so much for asking me this :') it's my first wip ask!!
but it mainly goes around regional gothic themes, underlying family issues, magic, and eventually saving an entire race!
i will drop a little hint though. the Evolved and the Humans are the same, they present the same, but Humans don't know about the Evolved. (Evolved: Humans who have "unlocked" their magic potential..i'll go more into the magic building if anyone is interested hehe)
#thank you for this ask!!! i got so excited#zoey answers#ugh i just love this project so much#also as a mobile user adding those links was so hard why is tumblr like this#macabremoons
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I woke up in bed. I'm already drenched in sweat, ugh the fans in my pig pin never get in my folds. Forced to stay on my back, I turn my head (as much as my fat neck allows). I forgot, you left me to sleep in the mobility net, hooked to the ceiling. I'm actually sorry you had to.... I know at my size... It's hard ... You have to give up so much... I'm crying a little but I see what I was looking for, on my side table, next to my oxygen tank, was my phone. I use ALL my might to lift myself up a little, just to reach my massive fat arm over to it. The meer act of holding an arm up burns, it hurts so bad! My muscles can't... Not that I even lifted myself... But my arms? Well ... You had the doctor's take my purple feet.... But my arms are almost as useless as my legs... Only I can't even move my legs anymore... I realized my heart monitor is going faster, probably because of the.... "Exercise"... After huffing and puffing, I lean and reach again, my fat swollen fingers getting closer! But I fail and blop back on my back....
#fat piggy#fat belly#fat girls#death feederism#immobile#immobile feedee#health play#death feedee#fat slob#fatty#feedee belly#feeding kink#feedee girl
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SILCO NSFW HEADCANONS
꒷꒦︶꒦꒷✧꒷꒦︶꒦꒷꒷꒦︶꒦꒷✧꒷꒦︶꒦꒷꒷꒦︶꒦꒷✧
warnings: absolute filth.. i’ve never made a post like this before soo..wish me luck! 🙏
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vvv this song is just one i imagine myself getting it down with him too 💔
• Silco is 200% into pain, neck biting, hair pulling, slapping.
• After hard days of work, when he gets into his office he expects his S/O to be prepared for him. ready to take him whenever and however he wants.
• He’d love to see you squirm in fear underneath him as he teases you, it totally turns him on
• Public sex? oh yeah. he wants all of zaun to know who you belong too. not full blown public sex. but teasing you in front of people. seeing you get so desperate for him even when it’s not appropriate to do so
• ALT! silco, would be more romantic, being gentle in bed, nothing like original silco, he’d run his fingers down your body as he kisses every part of you
• ALT! silco, would be nervous the first time, he’d always want it. thinking about every way he can have you, and every way he couldn’t. but actually doing it? ugh he’d be a nervous wreck
• He’d keep you under his desk, sucking his cock as he works, it mostly distracts him but keeps him from stressing out, and when he does, he’ll ball your hair up in his hands and face fuck his frustration out
• He has very good stamina, rounds after rounds. leaving your body hard of mobility, not being able to use your legs once he’s down fucking you balls deep into his desk
• Teases you ALL the time. he will
stop during sex just to see you beg for mercy, begging to cum. it fulfills his ego.
• Silco would LOVE grinding, you grinding on his lap while he works, whining like a whore in his ear while feeling his boner against your crotch.
• Degrading you would be something that he loves to do during any sexual acts, calling you a whore, reminding you how pathetic you are, even saying you’re only good for these acts, but during aftercare he praises you like crazy
• He loves to mark your skin, leaving hickeys, bite marks, and bruises, especially when they’re visible in public. showing who you belong too.
• When you least expect it he’ll come get you from behind, trialing his hands up your shirt to your chest, licking and sucking your neck.
• His cock would throb by just seeing you in a sexual manner after not having it for a while, so sexually frustrated to the point he’ll snap at any moment.
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this is my first nsfw post so i apologize if it isn’t as good! but i would love some ideas! my ask me box is open for story ideas, head canons, ect! please feel free to pop in 💙🩷
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Another zosan post bc they invade my thoughts every waking moment !! also i'm typing on mobile so this might be weirdly formatted
anyways, hc that Sanji is the MOST TOUCHY DRUNK to ever exist and he's all over all of his crewmates all the time. in addition to this, Sanji is also a fucking horrible lightweight. like.... tipsy after two beers lightweight. Sanji also YAPS to whoever's nearest to him about everything and anything that comes to his mind. Zoro is his main victim all of the time and does not appreciate it (yes he does, hes so gay) and its so funny to the rest of the crew b/c he has to peel a rambling sanji off of him while blushing so much he looks like a really tan tomato.
Nami + Usopp appear briefly here b/c i love their friendship so much heart emoji!!! <3333
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"Ugh, marimo, get off of me."
Zoro sighs from his position pressed against the edge of a bench, having what is arguably the worst time ever in the corner of some random bar he's been dragged to by the rest of the crew.
"I'm not on you, cook. move your goddamn leg."
"No, you move your leg."
Zoro tries in vain to shuffle away from the lanky limb draped across his lap, narrowly avoiding spilling his beer all across said limb.
The blonde always got touchy when he was drunk, plastering his entire body on the nearest person and talking their ear off for the remainder of the night.
Somehow, it was always Zoro who ended up with a tipsy Sanji draped over him, his breath smelling strongly of cheap liquor as he rambled about god knows what.
Zoro sighs again, resigning himself to his fate as the blond proceeds to hook his heel around one of Zoro's legs and pull himself forward so that he's pressed up against the other man's side. Zoro feels Sanji's elbow poking his arm. He tells himself it's very unpleasant.
"Yknow, you're coming with me to get... uh... groceries tomorrow. Yeah. We need bread."
"You've told me that three times tonight."
"Well, I'm telling you again, you algae head." Sanji lolls his head back to look at the ceiling, using the hand not trapped between them to loosely gesture at the man next to him.
"Nice one," Zoro deadpans.
"Oh, fuck you," Sanji replies, and then rests his head on Zoro's shoulder. "you want hamburgers for lunch tomorrow?" he asks over the loud murmur of the bar.
Zoro, however, does not reply. Instead, he stares straight ahead and tries to focus on the fact that Sanji's chin is digging uncomfortably into his shoulder rather than how his face is inches away.
Sanji doesn't seem to notice, his breath fanning along Zoro's cheek as he prattles on about brioche buns.
Zoro is trying very hard to stay still, internally processing the warmth of the cook's flushed face against his own and sending a silent prayer to whatever deity is out there this will be over soon. He also pointedly does not look at Nami and Usopp snickering over their wine glasses in the corner either.
He's snapped out of his impromptu staring contest with a stain on the wall when he feels Sanji slump almost completely off of the chair, and then suffers a mini heart attack when the blond kicks his legs up on the other side of the bench and straight up puts his head in Zoro's lap.
Zoro stares down at him in surprise and Sanji stares back, both eyes visible with his bangs swept out of his face. They're half-lidded and his face is tinted red from the liquor. Neither of them says anything, for a moment. Sanji's gaze sweeps across Zoro's face, looking for something. He pauses, and Zoro has to clamp his mouth shut because every time he sees Sanji like this he suddenly gains the inexplicable urge to say I've been in love with you for three years, please make out with me, which would be very bad.
The cook's eyebrows furrow, and he parts his pretty, pink lips before mumbling softly;
"...Did you get a haircut?"
Zoro throws his head back and groans. "That's it, we're going back to the ship."
He can hear Nami and Usopp's shrieking laughter clearly, even over Sanji's slurred protests as Zoro chugs the rest of his beer, hoists the fucking idiot up on his back, and marches out of the bar.
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Zoro did, in fact, get a haircut. Sanji should know b/c hes the one who did it lmao. Also, it takes Zoro an hour to walk the 15 minutes back to the ship, and Sanji talks about bread the entire time.
Am i making Zoro whipped for Sanji because i am whipped for Sanji? Interesting question, indeed. Will i ever stop? No.
Ty to my loyal 5 followers i gained yesterday!!! shoutout to yall.
Also i would REALLY appreciate comments about how i can improve my writing style so if you have any feedback please comment !!!!!
okay bye :p
#one piece#platonic usonami forever#cat burglar nami#usopp#zosan#zosan brainrot#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#theyre so gay#maybe one day i'll make them kiss#today is not that day
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thought to myself u know what. i havent watched falsettos enough. so here's a couple things i noticed in my latest impromptu rewatch (rewatch number 52th probably?? 67th?) + just some nice bits n parallel that are always Good (tm):
"he loves another" "i agree" with ("-man") going unsaid
the chess games following trina's song about stupid men and their little games
"that's the king. please protect him" That's marvin saying "please protect me. don't hurt me"
whizzer moves the pieces randomly in the revival but i like to imagine he's actually beating marvin at the game in the end... and the whole thing was him pretending to not know how to play, and that hurt marvin's ego more than anything
"now marvin, bend" as a sexy moment but later gets re-framed as a "unwillingness to change perspective" moment
"nothing is everything to me / except sex / and money" in that money whizzer is playing to marvin's insecurity that he's only sticking with marvin for his money- is so needlessly cruel (and thus such... delicious character writing lol)
"and he loves me so" that "so" at the end is sort of a "loves me so much" but also a dare. he loves me, so what can you even do about that?"
"ask me if i love him, it depends on the day"// "do i love him?… no"
"son with a brain, and nice bright mother" showing mendel is like marvin (+ many, many men) and wants a wife half just to do domestic labor for him (goes well with the "washing your laundry, washing your socks!" line)
"he loves his father" // "i love things i never had"
"im everything he wanted" here trina finally realizes how she was such a insecure woman for such a long time and why she could put up with so much / settle for so little ("love me for what i am, not what i try to be" etc)
i love that "what ive done to you is rotten" is the slap to trina, is not taking to jason about his sexuality, and is Also telling trina and jason he "never ever, wanted to love" them. triple treat of bad parenting lol (but our man gets there in the end #bless him)
"a man kid, you'll be kid, whatever your song" the kind of reversed coming out metaphor of it all. ugh. so good!! (also i always cry at this bit bc... i will never have this with my parents :) rip haha whoops)
"pretty boys are in demand" just a good line for the whole gay men dying everywhere + the 'dating frenzy' energy of the era
"im not a giant man" /"good" // "one day i hope to be / as mature as my son who is 12 and a half / and this tall… that's all i want to be, that's all"
"we'll spent BILLIONS of dollars" and then the actual thing plays the way it does
"making the most pathetical errors" as a metaphor for marvin's arc…. making constant errors in love but making a homerun at the end
"should i take this new promotion OR should i take this IBM job?" is an amazing, anti-corporate lyric that fits greatly w/ the most explicitly political (likely authorial) song in the musical that, imho, shouldn't have been cut in the revival. in hindsight tho i imagine the revival people felt very proud and """progressive""" when they made that cut lol is very much a typical liberal move: "cant have true emancipation or revolutions but u cant have some \~upward mobility in the job market xoxo". also on the same vein, cutting the line "i'll change my life, and hire a maid" from the og "and fire the maid" like it's this huge feminist moment lol ughhhh hh
(other line-cuts that frustrate me… "it's queer, mr. marvin", "i could use a little drink" and "i just bought a family" . i feel w/ all of these they tooks some "edge" of the OG characters and kind of attempted to make them "nicer". but it really just makes them a little flatter, a little less real) ( and also some scenes just plain make less sense (marvin's drink line leading to his outburst)
(but bc it's not All Bad sdklfj in fairness, i belie the whole "why don't we tell him, that we don't have the awnsers? (…) this is the start to his becoming a man" bit - is SUCH a great part for mendel, it goes so hard and from what i remember is not in the original falsettos? correct me if im wrong but if it was a new addition in the revival, imo it's a huge improvement to the scene flow… and dare i say, brings the whole climax together, and spells out The Aesop for people who hadn't gotten it by the end of Act 2) -"let me go, im not ashamed to have loved you" // "what's the matter trina, darling, why cant you let go?" -"feel all right for the rest of your life" The Message of the play implicit in it.. "even if it's cut short"
"you save lives, and i serve chicken fat / i can't fucking deal wit hthat" / "maybe is not dumb the way this whole thing ends / the food tastes really yummy!"
"it's about growing up, getting older, living on a lover's shoulder" /"but i confess, you grow up, you get old, you hate less"
"the ground shifting, the rules keeps changing" and it's when the set changes for the first time!!! (/eats all my walls)
"isn't it enough i love you every night?" "who?" // "we had trouble parking, just like on our second date" "i hyperventilate"
"good men never fail" // "but i can't help but feeling i've failed " proving once again those machista lessons marvin learned when young were wrong.... it's clear that him showing weakness at that moment to whizzer was The Right Thing To Do. and what the moment called for.
"the last little mountain ill climb" sound of music ref? maybe?
i only wanted to love and not be blamed " // "who would i blame my life on?"
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Here’s the small thingy I wrote for you anon! Sub! chishiya was really hard for me to imagine so it didn’t come out the way I wanted to, but I still want to post it. I hope you like it! (I’m working on a more detailed one for the Dare series but it’s taking forever).
Disclaimer! This is very nsfw and pure smut. Sub! Chishiya x dom! fem reader. It’s not very realistic either haha. As usual, be safe and use a condom irl.
It’s written and posted on mobile so I apologize for any errors or formatting issues.
God, he was pretty like this. Laying on his back, arms tied together over his head, his hair a mess over the pillows below him. His skin was glistening with beads of sweat and every time you tasted it you just wanted more. His whole body was trembling as he tried so hard to be good for you, to get you to finally touch him.
His futile attemps to get out of the satin restraints tying his hands to the bed was getting fewer as the minutes went on. They looked good on him, red on pale skin, leaving marks for everyone to see tomorrow. His cheeks matched the red colour, exhaustion covering them as he panted.
”Ugh.. y/n, please..”
Your name sounded so good when it left his lips. His moans had turned into whimpers, his demands into begging. Begging for you to touch him, begging for you to let him come, begging for you to sink down on his cock and draw out every drop of cum in him. But you didn’t.
His cock was so hard, oozing with precum that pooled on his stomach as you neglected it. Your fingers were on yourself, circling your clit, pleasuring yourself while he watched. If he was good, if he whined for you in that lovely way that only he could, he got to feel how wet you were, grinding on his thigh, showing him what he was missing out on.
You never missed a chance to praise him, to tell him how good he was and how pretty he looked for you. You used your hands to stroke over his body, caressing every part of him except for where he wanted to be touched, thanking him for being so lovely. You couldn’t help but to move down and kiss and lick stripes up his torso, leaving him begging for you to do the same to his cock.
He was shivering below you as you moved up to hover over his mouth, and then attacked your pussy with his tounge, like he was dying of thirst and only you could save him. You rocked your hips, using his mouth for what it was the best at. His tounge went deep inside you, fucking you, curling to press on every good spot he could reach. Fuck, you couldn’t help but to push his face closer, to tangle your hands in his hair and grip it like it was the only thing holding you to the bed.
He was gasping for air when you got off him, face wet from you, lips tired and eyes hopeful that finally, finally you’d touch his cock as a reward. He should’ve known better.
When you slid your way back down you made sure to hover over his cock for just a second, to make him think that you would give in. The desperation in his eyes when you continued to move down his body made you chuckle. You watched as he once again tried to pull his hands free, and once again failing to do so.
”Hmm, do you really want me to fuck you that bad, Chishiya? Do you want to see your cum dripping out of me?” You watched as he shivered under you, his whole body begging for you.
”Or do you rather want me to suck you off? To let you cum in my mouth?” He let out a groan that sounded like he was on the verge of tears. You ignored his pleas and drew a line over his v-line with your finger.
”Maybe I’ll just leave you like this. You look so fucking good right now. So good for me.” Your words mixed with your touch made his cock twitch and you were so tempted to lean forward and place a kiss on it. Not yet.
”I even brought you a gift today” you told him and reached behind you and picked up your favourite bullet vibrator, one that had never failed to make you come. This time it wasn’t going to fail to drive Chishiya to the edge, you would make sure of that. His eyes turned wide open when you turned the vibrator on on the lowest setting, holding it in the air like you were inspecting it closely. His back arched when you dragged it along the middle of his chest, from the center of his collar bone and down just above his navel. A moan left his mouth when you moved it in circles over a nipple, suprised to see how sensitive he was there. You used the tip of your tounge to flick over the second one, pulling out another groan from him. Finishing with a bite that was going to leave a nice mark on him, you rose back up and let the vibrator continue its journey over his body. You layed it flat as you moved it to his hip, then using only its tip when moving down the v-line towards his cock. He rocked up into the sensation, instantly trying to get more, but you didn’t let him. You continued down his inner thigh, just to move back up and placing it right below his balls without touching anything but his thigh. You watched his eyes roll back in his head as the vibrations spread over him.
”Do you want it? Do you want to come with my favourite toy?” Teasingly you drew tiny circles on his skin with it. He was so on edge, not knowing if you were finally going to give him what he wished for or if you were going to take it away. You, however, knew exactly what was going to happen.
You removed the vibrator completely off him and was rewarded by a needy whimper and a barely audiable ’please’. He probably didn’t know what he wanted anymore, he just wanted to be touched and didn’t care how. Just as you liked it.
”I lied, this isn’t my favourite toy.” You said while looking at him fondly. ”You are. I love fucking myself on you. I love seeing how bad you want to drive into me, how bad you want to bend me over and fuck me into pieces. I love to see the look on your face when I use your cock as my own dildo. And I know that you love it too.”
Then you put the vibrator on the base of his cock and Chishiya sounded like he was going to explode.
”Y/n… fuck. It’s too much.” He whimpered while trying to both move away from the toy and to let you use it on him.
”I know you can take it. You’re doing so well.” You answered, letting your eyes move between his hips and his face - to make sure that he could in fact take it. You had a safeword and you trusted him to say it if he wanted to stop. No matter what the reason behind it was. You always told him how it would never disappoint you or make you angry if he said it. And you believed him when he promised that he would be honest with you. That trust made it so intimate, you felt closer to him that you ever thought that you could.
With a smile on your face you moved up and placed yourself on top of the vibrator, sandwiching it between your clit and Chishiyas cock. His breathing became heavier, probably from seeing you on top of him, desperately hoping that you’d sit down on him instead.
”Ahh, I could come like this. All over you, getting you all nice and wet.” You gave him an amused look. The despair on his face was always so nice to watch. You felt so desired, so wanted, and it felt incredible. It filled your body with warmth and affection, affection only for him.
”But it would feel much better coming on your cock.”
”Please, let me make you come.” Chishiya pleaded in a hurry, trying to move his upper body towards you.
”I can make you come so hard, so good. Please.” His voice was trembling with need, the need to be good. The need for you.
”You want to see me come?” You answered him, still grinding against the vibrator that felt so good against you both. Chishiya huffed out a ’yes’ and his whole face was painted with anticiption. You smiled and the hope in his eyes immediately left as he understood that he wasn’t going to be the one to do it.
”Okay, I’ll come for you. Since you are being so good to me.”
You raised your hips, making sure that the vibrator left Chishiyas body and only touched you from now on. He wasn’t happy to lose the only stimulation he had and you watched as he grieved the loss of the vibrations by rolling his hips up, chasing the touch he desperately wanted. You were prepared every time he tried to push up into you, knowing his body and moves so well that you could do it in your sleep. Instead of punishing him for it you let him get away with it this time, he had been so good so far so you decided to let it go. Only this time though.
You bent forward and placed a hand on his neck, putting your thumb on his throat. No pressure at all, just laying there as a reminder of who was in charge here.
”Then watch me.” You sat back up and closed your eyes, letting the wonderful feeling between your legs fill your body, while the pants from Chishiya filled
your ears. It didn’t take long for you to come, and you did so while moaning his name, hearing his breath hitch as a response.
You must have grown soft because when your breathing finally stabilized you leaned down and pressed your lips against his. You felt his arms yank the ropes in another attempt to touch you while your mouths opened to let your tounges intertwine. You kissed him deep, letting him carry you away with his soft movements that were coated with desire. He was inhaling every movement, pouring his all into your lips, relishing in the love you gave him. Then sighed when you moved your head back to hover right above his. You stayed there, breathing into his mouth and gazed into his brown eyes.
”You’re doing so well, Chishiya. Thank you.”
With a final kiss you rose up and moved back down his body. Without hesitating you lined up his cock under you and sank down onto it.
The groan Chishiya let out almost sounded painful, and if it wasn’t for the twitching of his cock, the way his back arched and the feeling of warmth filling your insides you might have thought he was hurt. He came hard, his cum filling you up as you clenched around him. You let him buck into you, pushing himself in as far as he could as he emptied himself.
”Did it feel that good?” You hummed, caressing his cheek with your hand when he was coming down from his high. He looked exhausted, his chest heaving while trying to find enough air to fill his lungs. Then you rolled your hips.
”I’m sorry.. Ugh.. I couldn’t.. you feel so good” Chishiya pleaded.
”Do you like being inside me that much?” You kept teasing him. ”Think you can come for me again?” You ground down on him with the next roll of your hips, his eyes rolling back into his head from the overstimulation. He was still really sensitive, but you didn’t care.
”Y/n.. please… too much..” he whined, but still not asking you to stop.
”Hmm, but I just started. I thought you wanted me to fuck you. That’s what you’ve been begging for all night.” You kept riding him, slow rolls of your hips, dragging his cock back and forth inside you. His legs were shaking and his fists clenched tight as he fought through the overstimulation.
He was panting, chest raising and falling in hurries movements, and tried his hardest to keep his hips from moving away from you.
”I know that you can handle it. Let me take care of you Chishiya.” You placed your hands on his chest, using it to steady yourself as you started to move up and down instead.
He groaned as he shut his eyes and rolled his head back into the pillows. Your hand was in his hair only a second later, pulling his head back up so that he was looking at you again.
”Watch me.” You told him while letting go of his hair, caressing his cheek, then placing the hand back on his chest as you picked up your pace. ”Watch me as I fuck myself on you.”
His moaning sounded like music to your ears, every bounce on his cock drew out a different sound.
”Shit, I’m coming again” Chishiya hissed. ”Please, come with me. Let me touch you y/n.” His stuttered under your as he tried his best to stop himself from thrusting up into you. He knew what would happen if he did.
”But I’m not ready yet.” You cooed, not slowing down. ”You can come, but I won’t stop until I come too.” Instead of giving him a chance to stop himself, you clenched hard around his cock, making him moan as he released himself inside you once more. You stopped your movements to give him a chance to breathe, while looking down and watched as your mixed liquids pooled at the base of his cock, making it so wet and slippery.
”Look what a mess you’ve made.” You ran a finger through it, collected the liquids, and then used it to easily run your finger over your clit as your hips went back to slowly rock back and forth on him.
”Y/n…. Please … fuck, please let me make you come.” Chishiya was visibly exhausted, but he didn’t tell you to stop so you kept going. You kept rolling your hips, kept making his cock slide deliciously inside you while you touched yourself, and kept loving the sounds coming
out of Chishiyas mouth. You were close too, feeling that warm feeling in your core heating up even more, tightening and waiting to break loose. Chishiya always felt amazing inside you, he fit so perfectly, reaching all the right spots, just as he did right now.
”Mmm.. Chishiya… Can you give me one more?” You closed your eyes and just listened to his groan, the perfect response. You clenched tighter around him and moved your hips a bit faster.
”I.. y/n… please.” He begged, barely able to form words anymore.
You could barely believe that he went through this much for you. He wanted you just as much as you wanted him. He was so gentle, so fragile and he only let you see that side of him. Only you, no one else. Feeling a surge of warm emotions you reached up over his head and swiftly untied his hands.
”Touch me Chishiya.” You whispered, taking one of his hands in yours, braiding your fingers together. His other hand went straight to your clit and you let him take over.
Two more rolls of your hips and one long groan from Chishiya was all it took for both of you to finally share an orgasm so strong that you couldn’t hold yourself upright. You leaned down over him, placing your forehead against his as you both weakly moved your hips in unison to try and bring out every ounce of pleasure as you could. Your breaths and moans mixed from how close your lips were, far too out of breath to kiss, but too captivated by eachother to not stay that close. His eyes were staring back into yours, tired and barely open, but still so dark and sparkling beneath his lashes that you never wanted to look away. He was so beautiful.
You stayed there for a while, just catching your breaths. Chishiyas hands were stroking your back while you used one to hold yourself up so he could breathe, and one to brush over his cheek and jaw.
”How are you feeling?” you finally asked him and lift your face up a bit to see his reaction.
”Great.” He smirked, showing you that he, thankfully, wasn’t passing out anytime soon.
You rolled off him and laid down on your side, facing him as he did the same and put his arms around your waist. You grabbed one of his hands and held it up in front of you.
”Do your wrists hurt?” You ran a finger over where the rope had been, a red line covering a small part of it. You couldn’t wait to stare at it all day tomorrow.
”They’re fine.” he answered as you placed a kiss on the redness before letting him put the arm back around you. You shuffled your way closer to him, burying your head under his, letting his breath tickle your hair. ”Next time I’m going to make you regret this.”
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