#UAGH op you get me

[miabucky]

YESSS exactly. marvel greatly underestimates just how many people give a shit about the mcu Because of bucky. we put more care into the depiction of bucky barnes for unpaid fan content than the multi billion dollar corporation does. there have been so many fics that i thought were based on canon material but they’re just… that thoughtful and accurate, while marvel has provided only the vaguest of details.

like in civil war, there was so much coverage about him being a threat, exposing his identity, and then it completely glosses over how his name got cleared. tfatws felt like there had been a massive time jump where they just erased all of the winter soldier/bucky drama that they had created entire movies around. part of it can be blamed in general on the shit show that was endgame, but i don’t think that’s an excuse to throw out the storylines from the previous movies. it’s honestly ridiculous that he wasn’t in jail after endgame, given that the most influential avenger (tony) and the ones who were willing to fight for him (steve, nat) were dead/gone. sam wasn’t exactly in an ideal position to defend his innocence, and bucky wouldn’t have expected him to.

i would’ve loved more of the political/societal drama from civil war, and the public debates like at the end of the first avengers movie. there should’ve been an absolute frenzy. bucky can’t have a phone because he was getting called nonstop by reporters. he has to use his skills more than he expected he would, losing tails and moving around a lot to avoid being found. he can’t even have a regular coffee shop without it getting out to the media somehow, which just makes him more isolated. he talks to a journalist on one occasion, thinking they’re trustworthy, and it ends up even worse than before. hydra fanboys/neonazis using images of his old metal arm like a flag. leftists wearing grey/red cap shield pins to support him. student protesters laughing in the face of people who call them unamerican for not wanting a PoW/american hero behind bars. heated debates on tv by non-experts that people take at face value. bucky being torn between these two images of him that just feel shallow, and knowing that no one on earth cares what he thinks about it. every time people get distracted, there’s some new horror being uncovered from an old commanders most private safe. bucky doesn’t even want to be too honest with his therapist, because this government can pick through his brain as much as they want, too. he’s free from hydra, but he’s not free.

i want so much minutiae about bucky as the winter soldier… i want all of those classified files to be real so i can read them. i wanna know every single thing they documented… how long it took to break him and how long to put him together, how they trained him, how they punished him, what they experimented on him, how they attached the arm, how sensitive it was, what they fed him, how they kept him clean, how much he was allowed to speak, how many missions did he actually have, how much would he remember between missions, how many languages he knew and how he learned them, how much was he even aware of while he was doing it, did he even know he was human or did he think he was something else, how the soviets treated him compared to the americans, how many handlers he had, which one was his favourite, did he have favourites. did he like things and just know not to mention it or was he unable to even access whether he liked or didn’t like something.

i want fake journalism about this. i want medical journals about prosthetics and philosophical debates about agency and history books needing to be revised. whistleblowers exposing decades-old corruption in europe and investigative documentaries exposing the truth about the winter soldier and horror thrillers depicting a young soldier being captured and brainwashed. warring op-eds calling him a monster and a traitor vs those calling him a hero and a tragedy, and bucky thinking he’s probably all of the above. strange stories told by retired military officials from china and civilians from cuba, about a blue-eyed man who spoke their languages perfectly, who didn’t know how to smile but who gave scraps of food to stray dogs. stories their families had chalked up to trauma or old age or exaggeration, that when all pieced together create a very different picture of the man the media was calling a terrorist.

like bucky deserves privacy but the world would not give it to him. the winter soldier being a headline and an academic issue and a medical wonder and a folk tale and a ghost story and then maybe, eventually, a person.

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Ope hey guys :)

Oopgh o.o

Juddd-

AUAGH y'all I can't take all this tension 😭 it's making me tense, physically xd

Charlie's just chilling xD

Let him take a break Judd :(

It's hard it's ROUGH I know that, and that's just from PT, not trying to use my limbs after a paralyzing accident xd

It's r o u g h and it's exhausting, take your time

It's not a quick process :((

It's not the most perfect coping mechanism but it's normal Judd, he needs to grieve as well

He can't constantly work :(( I'm sure he hasn't been but it must be horribly frustrating

Judd honey 😭

Judd to be fair he has been paralyzed xdd

I see what you mean Judd but give him some time :((

EXACTLY, I'm sure he has an opinion

Ohh gosh y'all 😭

This is very generous but you're not trained for this :((

OOP YEP O.O

Judd is so sweet 😭😭 but honey this is not your job :( not what you specialize in

And you're a little too close to it xd

O.O

Kinda fair but kinda not 😳

Awww y'all :(((

I do too, I appreciate it, but- yeah it really isn't :(

It's like living with your best friend xd

Ugh gosh this is rough <3

Poor all of them :((

:((( hey guys

UAGH putting a pin in the wedding 😭

They better have this wedding I swear to goodness xd

Uhh ohhhh TK :((

So much Owen xd 😭

I know we're all into investigating things on our own guys but Owen do not believe him xd like don't be on Carlos's side I mean 😭 I love him but he is not well xD

Uhhh ohhh o.o

Yeahh exactly 😬

OH RIGHT THAT O.O I mean I know he was saying moles but phrasing it like that makes it sound even worse 😬 fair but worse

Also yeeahhh very big accusation 😳

True

Carlos is going through it though xd

Not a good sign I mean

EXACTLY

Uhh ohhh 😳

Which was a good suggestion TK!

UHH OHHHH

OHHH NOO 😭😭😳

Like he could be asleep technically! But let's be so fr he's not 😭

OH GOSH SAID IT BUT YES EXACTLY 😭

o.o true Owen

Again it's just ROUGH to say but 😭 :((

And TK acknowledging it too :(( gosh

I mean he can and he is definitely unstable right now, but gosh :(( crazy to think, and imagine how it feels actually knowing that person (that person being Carlos)

? Who??

OHH yeah him lol

They're so gay what the heck y'all lol

Owen and him xD

Hmm okay

And stands to reason he works with them 😬

UM O.O

TRUE that has never worked out for him xD nor for anyone else 😭

Come on Owen, we can't all be playing it close to the vest xd and you're even sane right now lol

Be responsible with your saneness xDD

Oh gosh okay saying it o.o but also thank goodness xD

Future son in law though 🥺 anyway xD

Yeah it was :((

Also that what's his face knows :')) like who we're talking about

Idk just sweet somehow

TRUEEE

Do not also get involved and in trouble doing off the books things xd

It's a good thing your brother's family is out of town lol

Imagine him just having to occasionally be making breakfast throughout all of this yk lol

Though hang on did Owen just leave shift xd

Nah it's probably after, so what's his face has time to scrounge up some information

Oh gosh :((( the biggest mistake 😭😭

Truueee

Also ik he's your son in law but "this kid" lol he is like 30

I mean it is kinda sweet also though xD

TRUE THOUGH Owen you've gotta be careful with this

Aughhh Carlosss 😭😭

He's got a point though lol

I mean he is a cop xD but also Owen's done this enough times he basically knows what he's doing lol 💀

Okay so he sees it xD

Still though this is risky and everything is not good 😬😬😬

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

AAAAHHHHHHHHH TOMMYYY :DD

AWW AYY BABEYS GETTING CREDIT :D

Oope?

Hmm will something suspicious happen

Ope no suspicious of him :o

Nooo Bobby :'(((

AAUOAGH Y'ALL I'M NOT READY FOR THIS 😭😭😭💔🥺😬

I've heard him say this too many times in these past few episodes 😭😭 :(( o.o

AUAAGHHH BOBBY NO

Uh oh o.o

UAHHH OH

FROM HIMSELF O.O 😭??

UAGH YEP PROBABLY

OPE NOPE MAYBE NOT O.O

Idk could be probably both 😭😭😭🥺💔💔😬💔

Anyway UMMM O.O???

AUOGH FIRE EXCUSE ME?? O.O

Y'all I do not deserve this 😭

Guys I'm stressing o.o xD

That was wild y'all o.o episode and promo xd

Well, that's the last of my last thoughts, now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

I LOVED this episode y'all!! Seeing Bobby's backstory was absolutely HEARTBREAKING my gosh 😭😭💔, and I'm so glad everybody's okay in present day <33. I think the relationship explored between Bobby and Amir was really interesting, and I'm glad it wasn't all just tied in a now at the end. Also the flashbacks and the backstory in general were not at all what I expected and they hurt :'). xd But yeah it was such a good episode.

This'll be pretty short bc. it was just Bobby lol.

Well-

Hen, Eddie, Buck, Chimney, Maddie, and Ravi! Missed you guys :D. I'm sure they were doing great xD. Well everyone's kinda been going through it except Buck but eh you know lol. Anyway, love them all <3.

Athena! Seeing her support Bobby is so sweet :')). They're literally the most supportive couple ever <33. Also her coming in at the end when he was injured :'D. I love them so much <333. Also, I'm glad she helped him find Amir and stuff (pretty sure she did). And that she let him do what he needed to do but still told him what she thought, that he didn't need to and such <3. I love her :')).

Bobby! DUUUUUDE he was so good this episode 😭❤️🥰. His backstory just absolutely killed me 🥺💔😭 xd. Like I said, I did not expect his drinking to go back to childhood, that's just- awful :((. That last shot of him pouring a glass and drinking it broke me 😭😭. Also him trying to save his dad :(((. I didn't register until it switched to the flashback of them taking away his dad (though to be fair Amir had only just said it, but I didn't think of it before he said it either) that he's the one he's always trying to save :'O DD':. Or more literally, the reason he's always trying to save people. That's just heartbreaking 😭😭😭🥺💔. Anyway, I'm so glad they all ended up okay in present day <33. And that Bobby never gave up, on Amir or in general :')). He got them out of there <33. And he definitely has all of those people's trust and respect now lol xdd. Hopefully he doesn't decide to do work down there now as well xD. Not that it's not good stuff to be doing, he just has awful luck and enough of a history there lol. Especially literally a history with the cartels xD. Also, I admire that he's always so compassionate in the fact that he always takes that chance to make amends. He didn't just stop because it was hard, he tracked Amir down (and then tracked him down again to save his life xd). Icon :')). Anyway, he ABSOLUTELY SLAYYYED!!! Ate it up this episode <333, as always 🥰. My boy, my babey <333. I love him so much :D ❤️❤️ <3.

Overall, I really enjoyed this episode! I thought it was great :D. It was stresssfulll though man xD. Again, I'm glad everybody mad either out okay <33. Another layer on that being that I don't think Bobby could have handled losing more people right now, especially Amir :(( (though any time in his case). But everybody's okay :')) 🥰🥰🥰. I'm terrified for the next episode though lol o.o xd. HE BETTER BE OKAY 😭😭😭🥺❤️!!! Anyway, this episode was really well done, with the flashbacks and everything, and their placement. It was so good :)). Just enough heartwrenching with some victories in there xD.

So yeah! I loved this episode, it was amazing. It was cool to see the focus on Bobby, too. I'm excited and terrified for the next episode! This has been my review of. . .

9-1-1, Season 7, Episode 8: Step Nine

It was so good! I'm excited for the next episode, and to see everyone else again, but I'm also terrified for Bobby. I'll be back next week with my review of. . .

9-1-1, Season 7, Episode 9: Ashes, Ashes

See you then!

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Hey girl :'))

Okayy

Oh no DD:

WAIT SO WHAT DOES THAT MEAN 😭😭

Oh okay just that she has to :'(( :')

She better be able to xdd

Awww :'(( focusing not on herself :')

Is now the time xdd xD

Oope?

:'OO Clay!!

Awww :')))

I was gonna say I think she's looking for more in personal life and that would give it

Hmm yeah :')

Lol makes you want to throw up xDD. . yeah :') xd

I bet it does <33

But girl don't you leave me 😭😭 xd

Oope?

That doesn't seem good 😬

Hey girl :')

LOL scavenging xD 💀

Aww are we about to get a mentor mentee Glassman Morgan moment 🥺🥺

Aww :')

Y'alllll I'm getting emotional 😭😭

Yeah I. . really feel that xd

It can just be so overwhelming

STOPPP y'all I love that so much 😭😭😭💔❤️

Awww honey :'))

Y'all <33 they have a really special, unlikely relationship :'))

Them <33

Lol xd

Oof yeahh 7 hours is a long time :'(( not necessarily the max but like-

OOPE O.O!!

Huh that sounds kinda simple :O I imagine it's actually more complicated lol

Just a bit :o bc why didn't they find it already xdd

Okayy okayy

Oh just a year :'(((

Idk that's a lot for only an extra 6 months yk D:

OH CRAP

NOOO

Y'allll 😭😭😭

I'm gonna lose it xd

Auwghh honey :'(((

Oough blood that does not sound good :((

Y'all this is too similar to Melendez 😭😭😭

I think she's gonna survive but my gosh xdd

The parallels :')

I-

UAGHHHH Y'ALL WHAT 😭😭

Okay but that sounds like a good option :'(( ❤️

Almost though :'(

Oh no we are DD':

She's gonna have to say her goodbyes just in case isn't she :'(((

Yep 😭😭😭💔

HONEYY y'all I'm gonna lose it 😭😭

Honey he's gonna say no :'((

Yeah Shaun, just let him have this <333

Maybe he's tired of fighting :'(( :')

Shaunnnn 😭😭😭🥺

What's the timer for? Focus

Honey but he did say no :'((

Awww 😭😭😭

Ugh y'all I'm not okay :'(((

Love seeing Park and Shaun's relationship though <333

Ohhh he's working on both their cases :'((

Y'ALLLLL I'M GONNA LOSE IT

STOPPPP that huggg 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥰

I'M NOT OKAYYY

Awww her giving them a moment 🥺🥺🥺

Honeyy 😭😭

Y'ALLLL I'm so not okayyyy 😭😭🥺💔

AWWUGH OOP AN I LOVE YOU 😭😭

She can't stop saying those maybe deathbed I love yous xdd

Except this time it's hers 😭😭😭😭💔🥺

Yeah exactly you weren't ready :')

LOL yeah you were dumb :')) x'DD

Yep exactly xD

AUAGHHHH

Girl don't let him do it it could kill you xD

Okay good lol

AWWWW Shaunn 😭

Yes please get him Lim xd

Honeyyyy go for just a minute 😭😭😭

Because if you can't save her you will so desperately wish for this goodbye, I promise you :'(((

Tearing up typing that and it's during commercials too xdd

Idk about a bad friend but just be a friend who's there 😭😭😭🥺💔

OOP?

Is he somehow gonna use their cases to help each other o.o

Ope? Uhh?

AYYYY YAYY :'DDD :'))!

Uhh okay?

Ohhh okay :D

Wait that's a lot o.o xd

Okayyy

Oh gosh o.o

How are you gonna know then? Ahh check

Well at least it's a million xd

Ope?

Oh find some LOL?

Ohhh noo honey DDD':

Oh gosh her arm D: 😭😭

Hmm hopefully that'll work

Putting the stuff back up :'((

Honey he doesn't want to DD':

AUwgh y'all this hurts me 😭😭😭😭💔

UAGH him shoving the things back in the box hurts me 😭😭😭

NOO honey stop 😭😭😭💔

It's okay to be selfish sometimes :'((((

Honeyyys 😭😭😭😭💔💔🥺🥺❤️

Y'all :'(((

STOPPPP I'M NOT OKAY 😭😭😭😭💔🥺🥺

Well at least he's leaving him alone xddd

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Hi Nell :D!

LOL Regan administration xD

Ahhh yeah good idea guys :O

I do wonder why she's here though, like why the dispatch is here, unless the main 9-1-1 dispatch is somewhere else lol

Ohhh nice guys :O

AYY go off Nell :D

LOL right her podcast xD :D

Yeeeah maybe not xD

Lol

Oope hmm

Good be casual girl xd

Don't tell him- ah right not connected to all that

Hopefully 😑👀

I am suspicious xd especially of that look lol

Ahh yeah Lucy did :D! That is helpful

Yeah wow, a lot of information for her at once lol

Ahh yeah true

Ope :O go off Lucy :D!!

Ahh yeah aww Lucy :((

But problem is they're not already a Nanny 😬

Ahh yeah exactly

Oh nice :o :)!

Hi Aaron :))!

Honest but let him talk lol nice :)

Ahhh interesting 👀

Lol ubering

Reminds me of that one time in 911 when bro ordered another Uber to get away xD

Ahh yeah partner o.o

OOP Monica o.o

Ahh and they meet 😬

Aww yeah not a baby :D

Ahh yeah and Monica won't like that o.o xD

LOL yep

Oop hey guys xdd

Not gonna make you look good to Charlie but nahh I think she trusts y'all

And you're nicer than her lol

Even with not liking her at first xD

Ahh crap right xd

But if she's a suspect do you?

Hmm well no because she didn't help so it to herself she's a suspect in other stuff xdd uagh idk

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

UAGH the drama o.o

OOGH this is wild :o :)

Hi Aaron :))

Ayy that's good right!

AYYY SLAY AARON :D

Ohh yeah that makes sense

Sucks :( but yeah that makes a lot of sense

Awww ayy Aaron this is really good progress <33

:OO AYy slay Aaron!!! YAYY Back to active duty :DD

LOL

Is it shaking hands with her o.o

Ahh wait no going back to active duty

LOL yeah just say you're excited xD I was just thinking that

AYYY Slay Aaron that's so good :D

I mean maybe not in the future but yk lol

Hi Lucy :)!

Hi Tim :D

Aww honey <33 but yeah good you're keeping a good attitude about it 🥰 and hey maybe somebody'll owe you a favor like Gray offered Tim lol

Lisseth is such a cool name

LOL fair Tim xd

"A little" girl I'm sure you were a lot 😭 but fair to not want to deal with it xD

Hi Nolan :D!

Oof yeah :/ but hey he's not being too pitying about it-

Nope she didn't like it anyway lol

SLFLGHDLS NOLAN up your life insurance xDD

AYYY welcome back sir :D

Hi Angela 🥰

Hi Nyla :D!!

Your hair is so beautiful ❤️😭🥰

LOL

Fair, it is xD

Hmm a case mayhaps?

Hi Celina :))!

Nahh you look nervous lol

Okay that was more convincing

NOPE LOL

XD slay

Hmm yeah that makes sense

Ahh yeah :/

SLFKGHS lol xD

Okay Tim sure slay

Yeah that's more accurate Gray lol

Reminds me of when Lucy came back to work and he wanted to take her out to beat people up xD

Who/what's train lol?

Ope he's telling him interesting o.o

Glad Aaron doesn't seem too offended or in denial or anything :))

Ahhh that's what it means lol

Makes sense!

Like what it is, what it's doing not that's what it stands for lol

Ohh yeah she was, and he's back!

Lol yeah xd a work in progress slfjsg

I figured he wasn't gonna share but that's a good way to put the criticisms lol

Oof a body :( poor lady DD: <33

This lady I mean but the dead lady too xd

And oof a bathroom :/

Just a rough place, creepy in the first place and such, isolated etc

Hmm I doubt it was overdose

Based on the promo lol

And context xD

Oh nope she was dragged there :O

I was wondering if she hadn't been killed there just dumped and seems I was right o.o

Oof 😬

Oope good luck Aaron lol

Oop o.o okay so we are getting him punched in the nose lol

I mean not if you reeally need it lol

"Train's leaving" lol I love that it's great xD

Hmm where is he though

SLFKFDJS o.o

Not what you were looking for xD

That explains why he wasn't there lol o.o xD

Hey guys :D

OOPE o.o

Oh gosh O.O D:

Thought Nyla asked for a second and I was so confused when she responded lol

Oogh that sounds brutal 😬

Inspired someone else?

Ahh no or that

Yeah makes sense Angela xd

Ah yeah probably a good idea

OPE o.o

Are we trying not to have people speculate xd

I love everyone immediately noticing and going o.o

AHHH (awh not aah) not over radio o.o that makes sense xd especially since like radio scanners and stuff exist 😭😬

LOL Lucy xD

Oogh the music o.o 👀

Poor Celina xd

Lucy xd

Sorry bestie :/