#U SO CUTE THO MWUAH

[screampied]

ok, vegas. bf is FINALLY knocked out😭 we indeed went for pt. 2💀 lawd have mercy on my vagaygay, that man only stopped when i promised to wear it when we go out tomorrow. TOMORROW 😭😭

ok i might be sharing tmi so I'll cut that right there lol. we just wanted to say we appreciate you and your works! me especially, i rlly love to read esp fanfics bc i get to send my love as a fellow reader and writer(on the side!)😘😘

but for some reason, i can only write fluff! i get too blushy when i try to write smut bc bf knows i struggle and it doesn't help that he teases me when he catches me😭

sending much love and adoration and heart eyes and star eyes to you, dear vegas!

—from reading sesh and sleepy feral bf😭😭

you guys r so cute omg !!!!! vagaygay is crazy 🧌

LMAOOO it rly must be that strong then. hmm interesting. no worries !!!! this is always a safe space for you guys anything freaky xxx. but ohmigosh thank you :((( that’s so sweet of you and im glad you enjoy them <3 you're a fellow writer too, awwww i bet your works are amazing nonnie 💓💓.

that's so real, i always wrote angst before i transitioned to smut. i personally prefer the heartbreak and gut wrenching death but …. cock is nice too i suppose 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️. fluff awh !!!!! i wanna learn how to write more fluff but i find it the hardest for me, good for you tho !!!!!

but thank u sm for sending this sweet message it means more than you know, much love MWUAH

[anonbinaryweirdo]

OKAY SO… me and alhaitham baking together in the kitchen when it’s my birthday bc one, i need to teach his ass how to bake properly and two is bc i want another variety of his cake (take that as u will :3) ANYWAYS IVE BEEN IMAGINING THE TWO OF US LISTENING TO MY PLAYLIST OF HIM AND MAKING A MESS OF THE OTHER W FLOUR AND CAKE BATTER AND FROSTING WHILST DANCING TO THE MUSIC (aka me trying to get him to dance w a pout and plea—he gives in tho bc it’s my birthday :33) WAITING FOR THE CAKE TO BAKE AND JUST- melts into an incoherent puddle (also ik my birthday is still half a year away but i’m craving a slice of cake and alhaitham rn sobs (AND THANK U FOR LETTING ME RAMBLE MWUAH ILY AND IF U WANNA RAMBLE TOO ILL LISTEN and maybe die of heart attack bc talking abt other people’s selfships is good for the soul but not good for my heart/pos/j JEHKDHDJFH ANYWAYS YEAH ILL SEE MYSELF OUT GOODBYE LOVE U OLI MWUUAAHHHH))

FKSSJ COME BACK

THIS IS SO CUTE IM. SJDJKHD

Y'all I found another religion....

THIS IS SO SWEET IM CRUING 😭😭😭/Hj

little do you two know I'm actually outside your window recording this moment. I'm saving this FOREVER.

[yunogf]

not to be miss nosy pants like usual but ive been kinda curious to hear stories about how ppl fell for the artists they stan soooo how did u become an nctzen miss liz? 🧐 (ofc don’t answer if ur not comfortable with it! <3)

sophie ur so cute chxjckx i never mind ur questions/"nosiness" (lol) but i appreciate u expressing the option to answer all the same mwuah mwuah 😘🥰

also! its been so long i dont entirely rmbr how it came to be lol but ik it started w jaehyuns voice 😩☝️ i had an irl who was into kpop who was listening to a youtube playlist that had sun&moon on it &i heard jaehyun &was like oh??? 👀 then i watched a music video of theirs &saw his face like oH 😳 chxjxk &i looked into the group enough to see his personality &it was like ohhhh 😩🥰 so i listened to more of their songs &watched more of their mvs 🤪 not just jaehyun tho i rmbr liking how intense taeyong looked which a lot of ppl would comment that he was scary looking lmao which is so funny in retrospect knowing what ik abt him now 😭😭 but he was so pretty &had this great presence &mark stood out to me too!! i have a knact for picking out the american/eng speaking members w out knowing too much abt a group so i think marks personality rly resonated(😜) w me bc he was (&is) soooo bestie i went to school w coded <333 &his rapping sounded nice chxkcjxkz but we all kno that <3

but its not so superficial like i genuinely liked their songs &their voices they were different &fun &talented &i think the fact that theyre all around my age (my peers) helped in terms of longevity bc i could think of them as ppl i would have gone to school w or been friends w so i feel like that relatability helped me become invested in the ppl behind the songs as well ☺️

i think i made this blog in 2018?? but cherry bomb was the first mv i watched so id say the nctzenship probably started in 2017 💁‍♀️

[lqfiles]

OH SO I MISSED A LOT HUH

i had the time to read and catch up and idk why people hate the circle it’s not bad guys plssss 😭 i love it and i will personally throw you rocks. will it be rocks that are painted? NO WTH, whoever hates will not get a colorful rock bc your opinion will be just like a plain rock… PLAIN AND BORING

anyway

hi lqfiles 😋 i missed you

again, i came to read bc this election in america fucked me up with HOW STUPID EVERYONE IS IM STILL RAGING and i had to drop a close friend bc of her political views (yes it’s that serious)

but anyways!! i like how yn overthinks :( idk she can never do nothing wrong in my eyes she’s a princesa (princess) fr and it shows she genuinely cares about her friends which come on guys!! LIKE YOU GUYS WOULDNT DO THE SAME THING if you knew your friend and a guy you like had a thing before

also, haechan and marks beef is my favorite 😭 the way haechan immediately tweeted about poems when mark tweeted yn likes guys who writes poems? YES THATS MY TYPE OF MAN GO GET YOUR GIRL HAECHAN

omg i wrote so much… BUT I MISSED THIS!! ITS BEEN A WHILEEEEE omg also to 🪼 anon, i missed you too 😔🫶🏼

Spanish lesson:

“feliz navidad” - “merry christmas”

I HOPE YOURE OKAY AND YOU KNOW YOUR WRITING IS SO COOL AND YOURE COOL AND THAT COLLEGE (I REMEMBERED) IS TREATING YOU WELL AND IF ITS NOT I’LL FIGHT THEM

- 🫧

(p.s. our puppy’s name is ellie and she likes giving kisses and likes to flop on the floor so you could give her belly rubs. she’s also a big fan of lqfiles 🤞🏼 and we did bella’s altar for day of the dead and it was so emotional, really miss her)

PLAIN ROCKS YOU KILL MEEE 😭😭😭 but no i get why they might not like it tho like since this is fiction it shouldn’t take them this long to get tgt but unfortunately i love to add a bit of realness to my stuff (and projection.. lots of projections…) but it’s okay no rocks!!!!! lets not make people hate this community!!!! (ily tho mwuah)

SHE IS MY PRINCESSAAAAA like sozz i’m always gonna be team mc and EXACTLYYY i feel like that’s the main part people should get from her holding back!!! like she is going against her own wishes for the sake of her close friends because she rather not ruin a friendship over a MAN… it’s like if your friend shit talks a guy that did her dirty and you encouraged it but suddenly things change and you grow fond of him, wouldn’t you also feel bad about it? i mean i would

HAECHAN DESPERATE LOSER MAKING A FOOL OIT OF BIMSELF ON MAIN LIKENEJEKA he’s getting more shameless we kinda need him like this forever and he will be kissing her feet someday trust meee

girl i missed you AND your spanish lessons 🥺🥺 feliz soon navidad (even tho i don’t celebrate it) do u plan on doing anything w your fam/ boyfie? don’t worry i’m doing well now and hopefully will continue to do well 😊 but i’ll let college know an angry bubble anon is waiting for them with rocks if they mess with me

ELLIE IS SUCH A CUTE NAAAMEEEE i’m glad to know that you guys are slowly grieving and healing (tho take your time, it’s okay to still miss her and i do too ❤️ but i’m sure you will love ellie just as much, say hi to her for me!!) i hope you e been doing well bae i’m always happy to hear from you and know you’re doing well or not, take care and don’t catch a cold!!! 🥹❤️

[tetzoro]

EEEEP AIMSIESSSS me over here seeing you talk about sanemi more has me giggling all excited because I LOVE HIM!!!! SANEMI!!! THE BESTEST BLORBO EVAAAA!!!! i could talk about him forever and everrr *sighs dreamily* >.< also stop i love how you can tell it’s me even when i forget my tag (oopsies!!) WAHHHH that’s so cute. ive watched a few animes teehee, jjk (nanami is so fine RAWR), tokyo revengers, and a couple others!! and the first anime i ever watched was sailor moon!!! mha was my first love when it comes to anime but then i found hq and was like “this. this is the one. i will die with this one.” i definitely wanna watch aot soon (because eren looks very scrumptious… phew) UM THIS ASK IS SO LONG (i say that every time)

also, saw ur lil post ab loggin in and off & i definitely understand that tumblr sometimes has an off vibe!!! it breaks my heart that you feel unmotivated on here sometimes </3 but just know im rooting for you and seeing you post always makes me smile teehee!! always remember people are here to support you and YOU’RE AMAZINGGGG!!! giving you so many smooches and hugs, and sending kuroo, zoro, AND sanemi to hug & smooch you very very tightly <333 THEYRE RUNNING OVER THERE RIGHT NOW!!! THEY MIGHT BREAK THE DOOR DOWN!!! CAREFUL!!! mwuah!! :3

- :3

HIIII ML !!! giggling with you over sanemi rn teehee he’s just so :((( i wanna give him the world ! but hehe pls <3 id know my lil :3 from anywhere ^_^ !! omg jjk !! nanami is so fine ur so correct !! BUT PLS SAILOR MOON WAS MY FIRST TOO !! sailor mars is my fave hehe who’s yours ??

omg mha .. that was my first one anime for when i started to rlly get into it lmfao i wanted to see hawks and ended waiting forevvaaaa for him to show up (worth the wait tho) . but yeah once haikyuu showed up … it was over LMFAO husband acquired, side blog made and the rest was history !! you should def watch aot tho teehee <3

WAAAAH thank you for saying that omg :( i look forward to our convos so much so im so happy that i bring a smile to your face bc you always bring one to mine !! im hoping it’s just a weird lil tumblr phase and things will go back to normal soon teehee i love u sm ᰔ

[heeliopheelia]

first of all sorry to hear that ure sick :(( i hope u feel better soon love <3 thank u for still posting ure so cute! *kissing ur forehead through a mask cuz ure sick boo :((

BUT HELLO WE’RE BACK ON MY BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

yn: so what that she fainted THIS AINT ABOUT HER BOO HOO also yunjin queen bestie im also low on iron - hot girl shit 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

the texts exchange between hee and yn had me losing my mind *real*

like the opening line heeseungie WITH THAT FUVKING EMOJI - i died, the fucking smooch shit bby boy (wtf) - what in the fuckboi shit is this AND THEN THE fucking CEO OF WHAT NOW  I DIED DEAD okay AND THEN THE FUCKING PLOST TWIST CUZ HEE ( this fucking loser btw this part   ???) has been putting his tongue all around ??? im shook 🫣🫣 🫣  🫣  🫣  🫣  🫣 actually like no wayyyyyyyy

heeseung priv…………. be seruiius yhe fucking liam pain meme (lol)  BROOO ITS LIKE everytime ure about make post on hus priv u …idk…. snort cock i mean coke ……  its pretty amazing tho makes me go literally  frhn21kwqjfdfkekwleds,noekerjkmds 

the rizz comment………well did he lie thoo yeah??? also  bro u sound pretty fucking excited to me *side eye*

this chapter was cool af, thank u ma’am  🫡

ps dude i started using all of those emojis ironically and now i cant stop ????? whats wrong me ..actually dont answer that

ABZNAMKKKSNXJZII BESTIE I HAD TO POST THIS, I MISSED YOUR COMMENTARY SO MUCH 😭😭 yn was unstoppable today i admit ✋ hee has that little fuckboy arc on his record but i promise he's not all greasy (maybe just a little) 🥺 GIRL THE LIAM PAYNE MEMES ARE MY FAVORITES I CAN'T JUST NOT PUT THEM IN HERE I'M SORRY...... pls hee's priv is my favorite part of making this smau im not joking 💀

but anyways thank you so much for making my day so much better (as always tbh) luv luv luv u nonnie *MWUAH* 💕💗

ps this emoji 😩 has become my addiction ever since i started making the smau so i understand that struggle lmfao

[delcakoo]

EMSSSS MY LOVE💙💙 AAAAAA IDK IM EXTRA HAPPY AND EXCITED TODAY TBH. but stress levels are escalating cause of periodic exams I'm gonna die. im breaking out as well hahaha. IM TOO LAZY TO STUDY I DON'T WANT TO😭😭 I DONT HAVE THE MOTIVATION. PLLDSNSKDLK HELP ME. man i really wish you can send pics even as anonymous like so unfair... but other than my stress levels sky rocketing, im img reat ;D.. i think i bought another jungwon polaroid pics cause its worth my money tbh. ppl will say that im wasting money on paper😭 ITS BETTER THAN WASTING LIKE A FORTUNE FOR THERAPY >:(( LEAVE ME ALONE. how are you? i missed u cause like i go on and off here tbh. bahahah you have no idea. that IM SUPPORTING YOU ANONYMOUS AND NOT ANON. LIKE U HAVE A THOUSAND FOLLOWERS AND U HAVE NO IDEA who i am HAHAHAHHA. im like secretly reposting ur posts and reacting to it too and putting my totz kebrjerkerjb. also whats with americans obsession with adding eggs scene in a romance movie, like not even half way yall are already... disgusting. U CAN LIVE WITHOUT IT. I watching eternals and uh spoiler alert bubs there is spice. for like a quick sec but I STILL HATE IT. why do they keep adding????? can't u just... have a romance movie with JUST kissing scenes. anyway sorry I put u in an awk position. whEN U DO SEE THIS IM SORRY. ITS AN UNCOMFY TOPIC BUT I JUST HAD TO SAY IT CAUSE THEY KEEP- ADDING BS EGGS SCENES ITS LITERALLY UNNECESSARY. ILL UPDATE U AGAIN WHEN I HAVE THE TIME I LOVE U MWA HAHAHAHAHA

-m💙

MOONIEIEIEIEE MY BELOBED HIHI!! IM HAPPY THAT UR EXCITED TODAY DESPITE UR EXAMS LAO THATS A GOOD ATTOTUDE TO HAVE!! 😭 thats so me tho, i dont have exams rn but like just homework n projects I HAVE NO MOTIVATION TO DO ANYTHING 😍😍 SIGHS. AND OMG JUNGWON POLAS AS U SHOULDDD ugh i wish u could show me on anon :((( i’ve been great too besides school obvs!! nothing too exciting rn but i have a presentation coming up,, wish me luck 🙏🙏 STOPP RLLY?! IM HONESTLY HAPPY U SUPPORT ME AND U ARENT A SILENT READER AW 😭 THATS SO CUTE 💗💗 AND SJHSJSM ILYT BAE MUWAH MWUAH

us!!

[gunsforarms]

ur not annoying idk what the other anon was thinking lmao

Marry me?

[makeusfreefromthisfandom]

just sending some appreciation and good vibes to my people for the new year <3

kisses from me bc you all hold a very special place in my heart 💝

Also veryyy long post ahead I’m sorry I had to include everyone Aakklaksks 😭😭

@ominous-meme 🖤 sabah! You were my very first mutual on here I hope you know that! I can’t even begin on how excited I got when I found out you were a fellow desi girl and I will always appreciate you being there and advising me! <3 I love our street racing au! talks ! I’m glad I have someone to share ideas with <33

@weebsausage 🖤 dude omg!!! 😭😭😭 pls I literally forgot how we became moots I’m so sorry I have a tiny brain 😪 but I think we literally just messaged each other and started talking about free! ANYWAYS TYSM FOR PUTTING ME ON HXH I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR THAT WTF ITS LIKE MY FAV ANIME EVER I HAVE BECOME HXH TRASH AJSJSJBS ❤️❤️ but other than that thank you for being a really great friend to me and I hope this year is nothing but good things for you <33

@dokifluffs 🖤 you were also one of my first moots on here! I honestly could not believe when you followed me back bc ur like my biggest inspo! 😭 you’re so precious omg I always look forward talking to you and get excited when I see a notif from you still! I hope the new year treats you well and brings good things in your life! Lots of love from me bae 🥰❤️

@syrenblubs 🖤 ah my most relatable person LOL. Omg syren ur my little bestie on here and I’m so glad we’re mutuals! I love our natsuya talks and OML THE C****** RAID! ALSJJSJSJSJJS AND DESI PARENTS AKSJJSNS. Just thank you for always interacting with me even tho I SUCK at responding 😭❤️❤️❤️ ilyyysmmmmmm

@linak 🖤 baby omg where do I even begin. Back when I had literally no one to talk to on here, you would be the one NEVER failing to send me a gm/gn message! You always bring a stupid smile to my face 😭 I’m so freaking glad that we are friends I literally cannot put into words!! Ty for always listening to me and letting me open up to you ❤️ love you always.

@croctears 🖤 vixxx ahhh!!! I’m so glad we became mutuals on this shitty app! You’re one of the highlights of my day and I love talking to you sm 😫 especially if it’s about Sou 😏😏 keep being amazing bae! Kisses mwuah mwuah 😽😽

@xakusa 🖤 Marty bby! 🥰 literally the only person I’m going to share my man natsu with 🙄 our conversations are always so RANDOM and out of nowhereeeee lollll but we also just go along with it and I love that! You are an angel and this year better be giving you what you deserve! Lots of love from my end 😽😽😽 kissies from me and natsuya <3

@cafelixie 🖤 I will keep saying this and I will never stop. YOU!!! ARE!!! THE!!! ACTUAL!!! DEFINITION!!! OF!!! PRECIOUS!!!! Need I say more? You’ve made my day countless times and I always look forward to seeing you in my messages/inbox!! Baby I freaking love you I really don’t know what else to say 😭❤️

@skippyskeppy 🖤 I will never forget the first time we interacted my Kisumi enthusiast 😙🤝 I love it sm whenever I see you pop into my inbox with a random hc about semi semi or Kisumi, Albert now too! You are an amazing person. A really amazing person. I hope you know that ❤️

@keeijiakaashi 🖤 I remember seeing your little comments under my posts before we became moots and OMGGGG YOU ARE SO CUTE AISJJSJSJS ALSO RIN ENTHUSIAST??? YES PLEASE!!! Tysm for always interacting with me and making yourself known as the ultimate sweetest person on my blog! Ilyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️

@animatedarchives 🖤 we have your fellow love of the kirishimas to thank for us becoming moots! You’re so cute soph omg 😫 I love how we literally have brainrots of the same characters LIKE MR GOJO LEECH SATORU!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD OR PAY RENT!!! Ahh you’re irreplaceable soph! Never fail to make me smile like an idiot <33

@natsuya-enthusiast 🖤 how did we not become moots sooner wtf??? Do yk how alone I felt when I had no one to discuss my obsession of natsu with when I first made this blog 😪 AND THEN I REALIZED U WERE ONE OF MY FIRST FOLLOWERS???? ANYWAYS U ARE THE BIG SIS I NEVER HAD ALWAYS PULLING THROUGH W THAT LIFE ADVICE BAHAHAHA ilysm gaby wtf 😭😡😡😡❤️❤️❤️

@moonlitspring 🖤 do you even realize how happy I got when I realized there was another ACTIVE free! blog 😡😡 ajsjjsjs you are such an amazing writer and PERSON sky!!! You’ve been nothing but the sweetest and I hope we get to interact more this year and share our love of free! together <3

@ayumiko 🖤 laís you are such an angel! I absolutely adore both you and your edits/gifs smmm 🥰 you are so kind and I hope 2021 is also <333

@dalggina 🖤 omg??? YGO bae??? 😤😤 I thought literally everyone had forgotten ab it LOL THEN YOU CAME ALONG ❤️❤️ I’m really glad we interacted precious person! And I hope that you have a great year! ALSO YOU BETTER NOT STRESS YOURSELF OUT TOO MUCH FROM WORK OR IM MANIFESTING MR ATEM TO COME GET YOU 😡

@stormikujo 🖤 omg bby! We haven’t talked in awhile! I hope you are doing well! ❤️❤️❤️ ahhh I’m glad I got you into free otherwise we wouldn’t even have interacted 😫 I love talking to you stormi!! And I hope this year brings great things fro you! Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️

@aj-writes-here 🖤 omg hey girl 😼😼 you’re definitely one of the coolest people I’ve talked to on here for sure! Hope you’ve been enjoying hq and free! Your welcome for putting you on that simp train 😼 anyways, ilysm aj!! I really wish the best for you this year! Stay amazing as you always are, ily!! ❤️❤️

@attackonfics 🖤 wtf 😭😭 I don’t deserve you???? You’ve been nothing but the sweetest to me and also responsible for my unhealthy obsession with mr 5’2 angry gremlin >:(( jkjk but seriously, ty for the food 😌. ANYWAYS QUEEN I HOPE YOUVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF AND TREATING YOURSELF AS!!! YOU!!! SHOULD!!! VIRTUAL HUGS 😽😽 💝

@browsing-my-favourite-fandoms 🖤 Shizen! You are too good for this world! 😭 you are such a genuine person, you deserve nothing but happiness ❤️ I really hope that this year does that for you. I’ll keep checking in from time to time! Ilysm! ❤️

@inum4ki 🖤 sera...please...just invest in a personal guide or smth. Asksksknsjs n e wayzzz seeing you in my inbox is always so much fun! Sousuke really deserves more love and you are bringing it to the table hun 😤😤 also you’re a fellow inumaki enthusiast too??? Yes please. You deserve all the happy things in 2021 <3

@sneezefiction 🖤 Gracie!! I love how easy it is to get along with you! You are truly one of the best people I’ve met on this app and I’ll forever be grateful for our friendship <3 you give off such great vibes all the time omg giving you a huge virtual hug and here’s to more interactions this year! 🥰😽😽😽

@velvetfireworks 🖤 bbyyy!! 🥰 everytime we interact even if it’s not a whole lot, you’re always the sweetest what 😭 I love you and you’re writing so much omggg you are so talented!! I get super excited when I see myself get tagged in one of your stuff 😆 I hope we get to interact more in the future! Have a great New Years ❤️❤️❤️

@a8mine 🖤 stop being so mean to me 😡😡 !!!!!! ig ily anyways tho 🙄 you’re energy is honestly unmatched (in a good way!!) and it’s rare to meet people like that! You’re so funny omg and your random hcs and cursed discourses always have me dying 😭😭 you’re so cool hanna ily 😪✌️ <333

@giorvanna 🖤 ahh rena! Your blog and edits are *chefs kiss* I love our random semi brainrot sessions 🥰🥰 I hope we interact more in the future but in the meantime I’m sending you good vibes and lots of virtual hugs bc you deserve them queen ❤️❤️❤️

@seijohlogy 🖤 hey hey jaestar 🤩🤩 you are such a cool person??? Omg I’m so glad that we’re friends and randomly invade each other’s inboxes 😆 you are so kind! This year better be kind to you too or else 😡😡 I hope that after Ms rona decides to move her ass over, you get to go to Disneyland and take!! Me!!! With!! You!! Love you jae bae ❤️❤️

@prettysetterbaby 🖤 hey sexc 🤩🤩 no idea why you followed me but glad you did bc you are such a sweet and chaotic person!! I loveeeeee <333 I hope we get to interact more bc you are just genuinely such a fun person to interact with! Ilyyy

@datecho 🖤 yet another just genuinely sweet person! The world doesn’t deserve you! You’re so fun to interact with and a hottie??? omg shoto and kags better get off their asses rn and come get you or I will 🤩🤩 ly bae! have a great New Years! ❤️❤️

@miyasangel 🖤 we haven’t interacted much yet but ahaha talking about suna and sending my fanart to you is sm fun! Did I tell you that I also have a wip of Atsumu as a street racer? 😏 have a great year Arden bae! Kisses 😽

@aikk00 🖤 hi hi! We don’t interact on a daily or anything but when we do, omg!!! You are the most easy person to get along with 😭 you have such a good heart along with the talent???omg??? You are UNMATCHED babe! I hope this year brings you many more opportunities! Stay amazing love ❤️ ily and your art very much ❤️ I’m also still very embarrassed from fucking up the credits from last time. I’m so sorry bae 😭❤️❤️

@kurooskult 🖤 ma’am you might as well be the definition of bad bitch 😪🤝 ok but besides that, interacting with you is sm fun??? Like we don’t even have to be moots on your blog to feel just as included and loved! You are such a queen for that! Here’s to more mila x kuroo content in 2021 and he better be doing special for you as he should !!

It’s still the 31st here but THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY COUPLE OF MONTHS ON HERE BEARABLE!!! This sounds like a goodbye post Oml-

I love you all very much. I suck at words, but I hope you know that. ❤️

[bambisgirl]

I JUST READ UR HEESEUNG ONESHOT AND PLS IM IN LOVEEEEE i was waiting for it since you posted the teaser!! honestly my day just got better after reading it <3 YOU WRITE SO WELL LIKE????!!? and i love love love angst to happy ending idk it just makes my heart melt 😭💖

ALSO CONGRATS ON 1K NOTES ON CONFIDENT!!! U DESERVE IT AAHHH i havent started it cuz im so busy but I PROMISE I WILL READ IT IN MY FREE TIME <3

omfg sorry i said too much LOL BUT MWUAH HOPE YOURE DOING REALLY WELL TODAY HEHEHE <333

IM CRYING WHAT OMG?!1%^& IM SO SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT AHHH THIS MADE ME ALL GIGGLY AND HAPPY 😭😭 the fact that you said i write well?????? REALLY??? 😭😭😭 JFKHW;DF;

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH 🥺💗 you're sooo sweet <//3 i hope you're doing good & that you're happy n healthy tho! take care of yourself ♡

I LOVE LONG ASKS THIS IS SO CUTE LIKE?!#$ THANK YOU SO MUCH <333 smooch smooch (▰˘◡˘▰)

[costellos]

tell me who you’d take on a date and where you would go! — CLOSED

@thisbloghasnoaesthetic​ asked: Id love to take Jotaro on a date. Just something chill. Like getting some good food. Or just sitting together doing nothing. I'd love to just read a book with my head on his shoulder. Just enjoying eachothers quiet comfort :)

omg that sounds like a great date for Jotaro! he definitely seems like the type to want a chill date. he’d probably opt for something that offers takeout if you’re referencing Part 3!Joot, somewhere a little nicer but just as casual if you’re referencing Part 4!Joot. and while you’re reading, you might just catch a teeny, tiny smile on his lips. but don’t say anything or you’ll ruin the moment 🤭💕

anonymous asked: i would wanna take kakyoin out to an indoor roller rink so we could rollerskate together 🥺 it’s one of the things i like to do most and i’d wanna skate around w him while holding hands! also cause he’s tall, i feel like it’d be hard for him to keep balance and prevent himself from falling lolll. but we could go out to an ice cream place nearby afterwards and watch the sun set (if the time is right) 💗

how cute!! sharing something you love with the one you love most... I dig it. Kakyoin would be soooo embarrassed, though! he just wants to impress you but his center of gravity is absolutely awful. rip. at the end of the day, however, he’d be so appreciative that you shared something so personal with him. ❤️ let him pay for the ice cream, it’s the least he can do!! and maybe hold your hand while you watch the sunset 🌅

@lavaicerinkk​ asked: I would ask mista, probably to like a concert or something like that. We'd probably go as homies, then when we get home id be like "what if we kissed haha" and hed be like 😳😳 ok, and then we live happily ever after

LMAAAAOOOOO. I feel like this is v in character for Mista.... he’d be caught so off guard by it! esp since he probably would’ve accepted that you were just friends. not that he’d say no, tho 👀 he’d just be like, “wait, for real?” and waste no time kissing you after you gave him permission. what a happy ending. 💕

@murcx04​ asked: Take someone on a date huh hmmmmm- Josuke is my bet HAHA Hed be so refreshing to be with óuò. And we'd go shopping kfbfjfn And that where- he'll just show his pleading eyes and want you to buy the shoes he wants oh boy-

I agree, he would be a very refreshing plus one! I think a shopping date would be v traditional with him. I’m imagining you both at the mall, where he cackles at all the weird sex stuff at Spencer’s and shares his food court soft pretzel with you. 🥨 he probably wouldn’t explicitly say that he wants new shoes, but he’d nudge you and be like, “hey. if you wanna know what to get me for my birthday...” and point to the Air Force 1′s on display. so subtle. 🙄

anonymous asked: tbh i think i'd like to take kira out to dinner and go on a walk. i know its a simple date but i think he's really neat and i don't really like big or flashy events and i don't think he would either kjfnksnjks. its just sumn that would suit both of us nice

ooo interesting choice, nonnie! I 100% agree with you on this one. Kira would probably take you to one of those restaurants that have private rooms. I think some ritzier places are like that? anyway, he’d want to focus this date all on you. no mindless chatter from other patrons, no screaming children — the more noise he can minimize, the better. and during your walk, I can see him allowing you to take the reins on the conversation. he just finds everything you say so fascinating! 🌷💗

@catnymous​ asked: I'd take Fugo first to just a simple lil cafe then to the park :3

Cat!! I missed you!! you should come into the askbox more often, I always enjoy your replies. in the meantime, Fugo probably overthinks a lot so this date would be casual enough for him to relax. he would probably opt for some coffee and a slice of cake that he can share with you 🍰❤️ and a stroll through the park would be the perfect way to walk off the calories! (plus when you get to a fountain he’ll probably make some corny wish about getting to spend more days with you like this a;sdfkjl)

anonymous asked: Idk if you’re familiar with part 7... but I would bring Johnny to the planetarium; it’s a place that I love, and bringing him to a place special to me would mean a lot, I think. I’d tell him all of my favorite things about space. And, it’s a little mushy, but I’d remind him that just because you can’t always see the stars doesn’t mean they’re not there; every one is special and the same is for people. And of course, it would be a fun day out to appreciate the beautiful things in the world

unfortunately, I’m not familiar with Part 7... :( but thank you so much for sharing nonetheless! this is such a heart-warming confession 💕 I wish there was more I could say; I love that you’d share all your favorite things about space, and how everything and everyone is special. 💫 such a beautiful confession. 

@serenityblaze44​ asked: I would take Bruno and/or Abbacchio to a conservatory or garden, maybe bring a picnic. Nothing too exciting, just time to relax and spend time together. Then go home for cuddles.

por que no los dos? ahaha nah I’m joking... unless 👀 no but for real, this sounds ideal for both of them! ❤️ they would both appreciate the time to unwind. I could see Abbacchio prepping all the food, while Bucciarati handles everything else (packing the blanket, utensils, alcohol, etc.). they’d probably opt for somewhere outside of Naples since it’s far too crowded in the city. afterwards, be prepared for a gr8 nap between two warm, loving boys!!

anonymous asked: I'd take Kakyoin on a date! I think it would be really fun to go somewhere like an amusement park or arcade so we could just kinda be stupid together and forget our problems. Id go on the Ferris wheel and try to kiss him at the top but he'd probably shake the cart the whole time to freak me out 😂😂 After everything he's gone through, he deserves to have a lot of fun and id love to see him smile 🥰😍

aw friend, this is such a sweet scenario! hopefully the Ferris wheel doesn’t give him too many bad memories of Death Thirteen though ope,, anyway, what a lovely way to forget about all the stuff he’s endured! he’d playfully challenge you to some arcade games (and I’m using “playfully” lightly here) and then destroy you. 🙄 but it’s okay, any tickets he gets will immediately go to a cute stuffed animal just for you 🧸

@hadesaedes​ asked: OOOH I’d have to go with either Yukako or Koichi (even tho i have like TWO hands either is fine). Yukako is a very passionate and strong lover which I LOVE cause im shy with affection so being bold with it is MWUAH. While Koichi is also passionate I like to think he enjoys more simple and low key dates which is my type of thing. Having to just bask in each other’s company without having to fill the silence is GREAT. THEY ARE BOTH GREAT!!! In this essay I will-

AHHH A+ CHOICES, FRIEND. Yukako and Koichi would spoil you so much!! they’d handle any date expenses (movie tickets, food, etc.) and would adore having any opportunity to hold your hand 😊 Yukako would probably be more physically affectionate; she’ll either have her hand on top of yours or her feet wrapped between yours when sitting. Koichi would opt for compliments, praising you on how cool and smart you are! wow, what a supportive pair 🤝

anonymous asked: It's very hard to choose, but I'd go on a date with Bruno. Idk I'm just very gay for him. He knows a lot of nice and fancy places in Naples, but since that's not really my world, I'd take him to a small coffee shop or something. Nothing fancy or expensive but still very enjoyable. Maybe some ice cream. Walking through the city and going to a restaurant in the evening. Maybe something fancy this time, or just a simple pizza

how lovely!! Bucciarati would honestly be open to try anything, but I think a small coffee shop would be v enjoyable for him. there’s so much you can learn about someone over a cup of joe. ☕ since he’s been living in / around Naples his whole life, he’d probably share some neat facts about the city while on your stroll! “the Amalfi Coast is best known for its limoncello liqueur. I know a great place to try it if you’re interested.” 🍋

@moloko-tyan​ asked: Hello, little bird💫sending you rays of love and positive energy! This new event is so much fun. Several hours I wondered with who I wanted to go out, ahah. And I think it would be Erina. She deserves to have fun especially after all those awful events in her life. We would go to atelier. We could go through fabrics to choose which fits the best. We would look at lovely laces, buttons, jewels and we would argue about models of dresses and evening gowns. I want her to feel safe🌻 thank u so much!

friend! I always get so excited when you pop into my askbox!! ty for participating 💕 Erina is such a great choice imo. and this is such a creative date! she’d have so much fun running her fingers over all the interesting fabrics. Erina would take the most beautiful dresses and hold them up against you, saying how lovely the color suits you. 👗 although she’d be too shy to try those dresses on herself, she would have so much fun spending the day with you!!

anonymous asked: I hope it's okay to send this (I honestly don't want you to get overwhelmed)! But if it's okay: I would love to take Fugo on a date! I love this boy with all my heart and I would love to travel with him to my country to a town next to the sea and give him a tour of its history (and visit the local art and history museums there)! And later grab some ice cream and walk along the seafront in the evening where there are less people and just enjoy the walk together as the sun sets. -Turtle Anon🐢

oooohh, Turtle Anon!! thank you for your concern. you’re all good, don’t worry! anywho, that’s a wonderful date for Fugo. he would have an absolute blast reading about all the art and history your country has to offer 🏛️ you might have to push him along though, he’s the type to absorb everything n really slow down when reading... but at the end of the day, as you’re walking along the beach, he’d thank you for sharing a part of yourself with him. he’d be so honored! ☀️

anonymous asked: tbh i'd love to take narancia on a super spontaneous date... only the date and time are set, the entire day is just going around town and doing whatever stupid fun random things,, eating street food and going into shops to try on random fits and running around laughing, mayhaps go to an arcade, or do some karaoke. and then wind down at like a mcdonalds late at night, tired but happy and satisfied.. hhh nara is v fun i just wanna hang out w him honestly 🤕😔🤕😔

yeeeess this is the perfect date for Narancia!! he loves spontaneous stuff like this. he’d have so much fun gorging himself on street food and playing around with weird fits. he’d probably put on the stupidest things he can find, like this. and if you go to karaoke, be ready to screech some absolute bangers. he will not take anything less than confident (yet bad), loud (yet joyous) singing. 🎤 n while he might be falling nodding off at the McDonald’s, he’d sleepily tell you how amazing the day was and how he wants to do this again 💕

@tomomi012​ asked: I'm going to share another ideal date idea, but with Kakyoin. I'd like us to go to one of those cat cafes in Japan. I mean, cats, coffee and a cute Japanese boy, is this heaven? and I would tell him: "Nori, today I am in heaven"

ofc, share all you want! omg... I love this idea..... Kakyoin would be so soft anytime a cat approaches him. he’d do a little “pspsps” and hold out his finger for them to smell. and once a cat actually nudges him, he’d just melt! he wouldn’t show it outwardly, but you can see it in how bright his eyes get. I think Kakyoin would be the type to either attract a ton of cats or cats hate him, there’s no in between. 😭❤️ both make for some gr8 scenarios, though! 

@pommmejuice​​ asked: for your post about taking a character on a date :,) i think i’d like to take abba to art museums/cultural centers ,, i’d love to talk to him about my culture and what life is like (if he’d be interested;; lol) n maybe afterwards while we get italian food he can talk to me about what italian culture is like, the parts that aren’t shown in the media 🥺 so uh a date where we’re both learning new things about each other hehe

n maybeeeee take fugo to a café where we can study together n talk about our favorite things in our lives/culture.... n maybe hold hands on the table and maybe stare into his eyes tenderly ... you know because he’s my BFF (Best Friend Forever) .. you know how best friends do.. 😳

ooo Ireeene I figured you’d say Abbacchio :3c but that’s such a cute date for him! ofc he’d be interested in learning more about you!! you wouldn’t see it, but every time you share something you that you love about your culture, Abbacchio’s gaze on you would be so loving... 💖 he adores that you’re sharing so personal with him (of all people!!). and he’d get a kick out of telling you misconceptions about Italy. don’t get him started on how much he hates the Mario Bros.

as for Fugo, he would react similarly. I could see him ask more questions about your culture, while Abbacchio lets you go on and on. he’s so interested in everything about you!! and the moment you hold his hand... wow... get ready to see some intense blushing... he wouldn’t pull away, but his attention would turn to something else and his stutter would be apparent. pull yourself together, Fugo! 😤

anonymous asked: I'd take Rohan on a date, I'm a lil gay for that trash man. Tbh, it would either be an amazing date or a total disaster. I think we'd plan something fun and relaxing, like going to an art gallery or seeing a movie, but we'd end up in an adventure because that's what keeps happening to Rohan for some reason. At the end of the day we'd go to a restaurant to put a normal ending to that strange day

HAHAHA omggg friend this is a pretty accurate description of Rohan’s life. I think he’d be really annoyed that the day ended up this way, but he’s glad that he got to spend it with someone he tolerates. 💕 Rohan would try to push past those feelings once you go to the restaurant. this date is still salvageable!! he might complain a lil, but ultimately, he’d try to focus on you and what you enjoyed 🥰

@xxbluejayxx​ asked: For the Jojo date thing, I'd take Abbacchio. Well not really picky about the kind of date, I feel a nice quiet one at home would be best. It could be a homemade dinner, a movie night, or both. When it comes down to it, for me anytime spent with someone I love is time well spent, and that is something I will willingly admit

this is such a peaceful date for Abbacchio! I agree, a quiet date at home would be best. 😊❤️ as I mentioned in other scenarios, he’d likely take over kitchen duties. no need to worry about anything, just tell him what you want and he’d whip it up for you! and when it comes time to watch the movie, he’d tell you to sit a lil closer to him... he’s not very good with verbalizing affection, but he loves when he can feel your skin against his.

anonymous asked: I reeally wanna take Polnareff on a date. He deserves it sooo much. He's such a handsome sweetie. Id turn on the charm for him for once, like he always does. I have a beautiful image in my head of an outdoor patio restaurant with hundreds of strings of lights. We both dress up and have a lovely meal under the stars and magical lights, and then our favorite song plays and we have a dance beneath the lights. I think it would be goofy and romantic, stepping on toes as we attempt to dance around 😍

ahhh Polnareff would be so flattered to have you flirt with him! he’d probably get a lil flustered since this is nicer than what he’s used to, but seeing you dressed to the nines would make make him go 🥵 likewise, he’d push himself through the situation by just focusing on you. and when you start dancing... wow!! he’d lose himself laughing and being absolutely miserable at showing his moves. but it doesn’t matter, because he’s here with you and everything is okay ⭐

@rat-makes-stuff asked: Ok so I would take Giorno back to my home state of Michigan. Mafia boss has got to be tired as hell, so what's better than walking through the woods and collecting rocks at Lake Huron (I'm biased that's my favorite lake no CAP). We would watch the sun set and then look at the stars when they come out. Wildflower picking, trying to see how many deer we can find, and picnics by the lake? Yes pleaseee

before I start, Tumblr wasn’t letting me tag you in this!! so I hope you still see my response :( anyway, this is such a relaxing date! Don Giorno would love to unwind in nature. he’d probably take some stones he found near Lake Huron and turn them into a bouquet of flowers for you! 💐and since he’s probably never seen the sky without light pollution, he’d be astonished at how beautiful the sky is. he wouldn’t be able to say anything, just pull you close to him and thank you for taking him out here 🌠

[tylerwritez]

Tuesday, june 22 2021

I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.

Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.

He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.

Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...

Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.

One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube

Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.

Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.

It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.

Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.

Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)

I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.

I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay  which is apparently really good

Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....

Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces

Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.

In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.

Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.

The time is 3:22 p.m.

Wish me. Luck.

Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.

I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.

But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.

XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.

Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!

Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend

A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!

Also I might eat her out XD

Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.

I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.

Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....

Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home

Oh wait no now we r goin home

Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.

I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?

Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.

Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.

Yeah I'm cheesy.

I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.

I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.

Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.

Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.

I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...

I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.

If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.

Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪  like whatever lol

Anwyays I'm fucked up

You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?

Convoluted? Is that the word?

Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"

I do Suspect things, though.

I can make a list

Maybe I shouldn't.

Maybe I will.

I shouldnt.

Whatever.

I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone  talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.

I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.

My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.

I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...

And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.

That's also the CEN.

I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.

Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.

Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough

My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.

And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."

Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.

Because I'm not used to that...

Because CEN

I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.

I should kill myself.

I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.

I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.

I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.

DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...

Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?

Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.

But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.

I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.

[baekhvuns]

HIIII hehe im back,, just wanted to share my twitter was full of cat hwa and im crying just felt like sharing it to u hope u dont mind😭

JDKEJXKSKZ HIS CUTE LIL BOBA EYES EJXJSJXJJSXEVERYTUME I SEE A BLACK CAT PASS BY ME INT HE STREETS I RESIST TGE URGE TO SHOUT SEONGHWA IS THIS BAD😟 HIS EYES SPARKLE SPARKLE LIKE A BUNCH OF GLITTERS I CANT

ALSO JEJXJEJXKS WHAT DID I JUS READ BOXER READER EJDJEJDJJEKD YESYES WHOEVER THOUGHT OF THAT

ALSO ALSO tmi i cut ny nails today i feel like my fibgers fell off😔

i jus wanted to say cat hwa supremacy<3

JUS WANTED TO ADD HAVE U HEARD THE LIVE VERSJONS OF LIJE THE SONGS THEY SABG AT THE CONXERT ITS ON SUPERSTAR ATEEZ BEJEJZJSJS LIVE VOCALS AHHHHH

hope u had a great day today, stay safe and happy mwuah

-🍤 i shld really get my back checjed out tho😭

HIHI THIS IS SO LATE I APOLOGIZE DHDH

HIlli hehe im back,, just wanted to share my twitter was full of cat hwa and im crying just felt like sharing it to u hope u dont mind (.)

HDWKHDWKDHWK PLS DO 😭😭😭😭 atp every cat i see i point and go “sEONGWHA??? BRO????”

JDKEJXKSKZ HIS CUTE LIL BOBA EYES EJXJSJXJJSXEVERYTUME I SEE A BLACK CAT PASS BY ME INT HE STREETS I RESIST TGE URGE TO SHOUT SEONGHWA IS THIS BAD HIS EYES SPARKLE SPARKLE LIKE A BUNCH OF GLITTERS I CANT

SPARKLE SPARKLE TRULY HAS ME WEAK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THWNFBWJFBEK NO ME TOO PLS FBWMDBWM GO TO CAT CAFES ONLY TO FIND A HWA

ALSO JEJXJEJXKS WHAT DID I JUS READ BOXER READER EJDJEJDJJEKD YESYES WHOEVER THOUGHT OF THAT

FBWMFJWK NO PLS DONT PUT THIS IN MY MIND they would rivals huh 😌😌

ALSO ALSO tmi i cut ny nails today i feel like my fibgers fell off >

FIBRES 😭😭😭😭 FELL PLS UR SO FUNNY I SCREAMED

i jus wanted to say cat hwa supremacy<3

yes. yes.

JUS WANTED TO ADD HAVE U HEARD THE LIVE VERSJONS OF LIJE THE SONGS THEY SABG AT THE CONXERT ITS ON SUPERSTAR ATEEZ BEJEJZJSJS LIVE VOCALS AHHHHH

BESTIE I JUST GOT SUPERSTAR ATEEZ TODAY it wasn’t available here 😭😭 AND I MF DID PLS FBWMFBEK IT SOUNDS SO SO GOOD

hope u had a great day today, stay safe and happy mwuah

THANK U!!! I RLY DID HAVE A GOOD ONE 😭😭😭 I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT ONE TOO

-🍤 i shld really get my back checjed out tho😭

fbqkdhwk reminds me of my small scoliosis <3 ☺️

[hqrbinger]

CURSEEEE LOML HI!!! ive missed interacting w u omg, sorry for being so mia school is just <//3

but anyways! I FORGOT TO TELL U THIS BUT RMB WHEN U SPAM RBED CYNOSURE?? I WAS SO HAPPY OMFG 💕💝💞💓💗💖 all your comments were so cute and funny aHHH it made me just <3333 grrr pov me to u rn

ALSO omg i saw that u have new ocs !?!?! wait hang on i need to prepare myself to get obsessed again 🧘‍♀️ me 🤝 being in love w all ur ocs !!!!! istg ur creativity is out of this world !!!!!! <333 /pos

ANYWAYS ur yae miko theme and now the xiao one is so pretty omg ?! award for best themes officially goes to u hehe <3

okayyy so overall ily tons !! please rmb to take care of yourself and stay hydrated ! <3 ily ily ily mWAHHHH <333 !!!!

OH MY GOD QUILL THE ABSOLUTE LOML THE ABSOLUTE FUCKING JOY I FELT SEEING U IN MY INBOX WHAAAT ????? dw at all babes I'VE MISSED INTERACTING W U TOO BUT SCHOOL IS SO LAME UGHH <//3

OMG I LITERALLY LOVED CYNOSURE. I READ IT SO FAST AND I WAS SMILING MY HEAD OFF THE WHOLE TIME 😭😭 (until the END </////3)

I DO HAVE SOME NEW OCS >:DD rn i've only released asase eiji (kinda) buuTTTT i have been posting some random ideas for my other new one on my side hehe BUT I HOPE U LIKE THEM <33 literally seeing u love my ocs gives me wild levels of joy u have no idea 😭

AAAHHH THANK U MY MIKO THEME WAS MY BEST IVE DONE SO FAR AND IT LASTED A WHOLE 3 DAYS LMFAOOOOO i just cldnt stay away from xiao yktv <3 OKAY BUT CAN WE APPRECIATE UR THEME THO..... SO COORDINATED.... SO PLEASING TO LOOK AT .... ISTG

I LOVE U SO MUCH !!! make sure to take breaks when doing schoolwork and drink some water!! MWUAH !!! i hope ur day has been wonderful <33

[inb4belphienaps]

for the ask game: 5, 8 and 15 + ily mwuah

5. If you met the characters in real life, which character would you get along with the most?

asmo for sure!!! i think we're both pretty high energy ppl and i just love him sm he seems like he's so fun to be around 😌 i picture us sitting in some cute cafe while he dishes the dirt and i periodically chime in with an "omg no rly !?"

8. Which sin best represents you?

as much as this pains me to admit i'd have to say pride 😒 which is why i think i get so annoyed at lucifer cos i can relate to him a lot and i'm like bestie. we both know this isn't gonna end well. aND YET we continue to be the way that we are bcos we're incorrigible

15. What has been your favorite phone call or text message you’ve gotten thus far?

i'd like u to temporarily hold all judgement for this answer tyvm but ofc it's gonna be a belphie call and specifically his I'm Sorry call where the bastard cancels on our date..... there's a dialogue option for mc where u can make him feel rly bad n he's all "accept my apology already" n he admits that he was rly looking forward to the date (urgh) AND THEN THE CHERRY ON TOP IS WHEN HE SAYS "even if lucifer tries to block me from going, i'll wage war with him until i can go" 💀💀💀

anw i will also say that the 1st anniversary call from lucifer is kinda cute as well idk i won't elaborate on that one tho xoxoxo

ilysm nattyyyy 💖💖 mwah mwah + mwah

[calmfairy]

Freja ! my fellow danish gay teenager, glossier has started shipping to dk ! I was just at the launch 2day here in cph and it was ! so ! good ! did u go ? it goes on til Saturday where u can try glossier products !

hi fellow danish gay 💗 i know i know i know it’s so EXCITING!!! and i was at the showroom yesterday too, actually! shame we weren’t there at the same time ): this was such a cute message tho, MWUAH and kisses to u!!