#Trigger Warning: Shaming

[zivazivc]

Happy Valentine's Day everyone

I drew this in April last year and if this isn't the perfect time to remove it from my drafts then I don't know when is kasvjhkxjcvpleasedon't shootme

[erinwantstowrite]

the sneak pics have me wondering why peter feel the need to keep apologizing all the time ? is it because adults used to get mad at him all the time ?

yeah he has a LOTTT of unpacking to do with that. he still thinks that because he did things like this, it gave the adults around him the excuse to yell at/say nasty things to him. peter goes into a lot of detail with Dick about his previous foster homes in chapter 15, and this time Dick knows he has to ask because Peter's response to Dick and Wally realizing he knew about the "glitches" in some way and didn't tell Dick is absolutely heartbreaking

[ppg-shamed-dedecance-au]

Did I say You Could Leave? (Shamed Dedecance AU)

TWs: Depictions of Physical Abuse (Via Hair Pulling, Character in Distress)

So the uncensored image would be after this description, in case ppl are sensitive to stuff like this, however with this being a vent AU blog there is already a lot warnings on here, so this is just for ppl who suddenly got recommended out of nowhere. You can come back and read this later if you wanted to see the art first. I did make this art piece when I was feeling off, maybe some relapses but its mostly to portray the feeling of helplessness and hopelessness that's kinda embedded within me. I'm not sure if I should even reblog it on my main but that'll be debated. However, in the past I had ppl tried to control me before on what to do and what not to do hence in the story of the AU it would be portrayed for Blossom as that. Buttercup is very on and off about how she is in this AU, one minute she's all cool beans and nice like her canon self, the next thing you know, well.. she gets very scary and menacing. Not that in the canon show she already sometimes use somewhat violence to get her way via hitting Bubbles on the head for the hotline (Not So Awesome Blossom), bullying and antagonizing Bubbles (All Chalked Up) and honestly I could name other examples. But within this AU her behavior is far more worse and controlling, due to the ego of being a leader got to her head, and her desperation to keep everything the way that it is or just wanted things a certain way. Keep note, this AU version of Buttercup DOES NOT mean that's how I view Buttercup in canon. Its a manifestation and embedded portrayal of the people that hurted me in the past. I have other PPG AUs and my other AUs do portray Buttercup as good, just.. not this one. If you chose to look at the picture despite being warned and get triggered you I already gave my piece.

Shamed Dedecance AU is owned by: @kaylatechheart (AKA Me) PPG is owned by: Craig McCracken

[whispytears]

I stopped caring about my weight.

I haven’t weighed myself in years. And I don’t think I ever will again.

I mean what’s the point if I just base myself around numbers… I’m so much more than numbers… we are so much more than numbers.

We are so much more than our bodies.

Now

I think I’m also the healthiest I’ve ever been. I’ve been doing physical activity that’s functional for long term movement. And I’ve been eating foods that bring me joy and allow me to live healthy.

Time becomes such an infinitesimal, yet finite concept when you consider your own mortal happiness.

Choose you. Choose happiness. Choose joy. 💛Keeping choosing these things, in whatever safe, reasonable, and loving forms they come in.

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I hope to keep posting more. Life’s been busy in a good way, but I’ll have time soon for those still out there. Tumblr is cathartic anyways at times haha.

🌸

To whomever reads this,

Thank you. Keep going. You’re doing great.

🌸🌸🌸

~whispy 🧡

[jayzzu]

beastieball. beastieball marlin hangouts please. please beastieball . beastieball dad hangout when . i need to inspect that old man

[thatonedemonnamedlucifer]

ngl, as much as i love the horror/grimdark/creepypasta(?) era/genre of MLP fan media, I'll never forgive bronies for what they did to the song "Smile".

[kasipocket]

why r ppl putting a trigger warning to a post w repeated words ???

[jolivira]

Scene redraw from The Fallout (2021) one of my favorite movies!

reference:

[ppg-shamed-dedecance-au]

FAQs & TWs for this AU: MAIN FAQS:

Who is running this blog? - Hi I'm Kayla! Or known as @kaylatechheart on my main! What is an AU? - Stands for "Alternate Universe". What kind of AU is this? - This is a vent au, it is meant portray a lot of my emotions and experiences within this AU. A vent AU is meant to portray the creators thoughts and feelings, mostly bad but sometimes positive. The AU will be changed drastically due to fitting the creators needs. This AU is also a roleswap AU as well, meaning the characters original roles will be swapped around. What is the AU about? - An AU that focuses on Blossom's struggles with her new role upon the loss of her old one, as well as feeling estranged from her sisters and as well as the new leadership she is in as Buttercup took over the role. Is this AU built from scratch or canon diverged at some point in time? - It is actually diverged! It is diverged from the PPG DC Comic of Issue 20 called "Bow Jest". The ending is not the same that ends in the comic. Where and when this AU takes place? - This AU takes place around 5 years into the future, however started off sometime between events of Season 4 and Season 5 + Along with the DC Comic "Bow Jest" However, due to a timeline shift, some events of Season 5 will be shifted to Season 3 and 4 as it wouldn't fit the narrative. Will some characters be changed drastically? - For the AU, I did in a way change them, but only be backed up by the reason of their development or amplify an ALREADY existing bad trait they had in the show/comic. How old are the girls in this AU? - The girls are around 10 years old and is in 4th grade. However, the AU story wise will start when they were 5 years old back in Kindergarten. But those are for more story build up, current timeline is the main focus since Blossom went though a lot over the years and is meant to reflect on her condition now. This is a vent AU, so is everything that you experienced word for word, picture to picture is real? - Yes and no, I wrote stuff based on what happened to me but it is not exact, some scenes can be representative how I felt, while others I write or hint what happened to me. Note that majority of the stuff in this AU that has my experiences is swapped and shifted around for plot points or altered due to it being too heavy for my limits in writing or to represent others that hurt me in a more broader tone. Is anyone directly referenced in this AU? - No how it works is that I took the bad traits of multiple people I know of and shove them all into one box. Or middle ground/gray area traits. The only thing that is directly referenced is the roles they were given. Am I allowed to draw fanart for this AU? Considering it is a vent AU? - Mmmm... I say yes just as long the fanart is appropriate. You can draw stuff about the story, angst and wholesome moments. I would not mind this AU being drawn with other AUs like giving them hugs or something. What does the word "Dedecance" mean? I don't see it in the dictionary? - Dedecance is a play on word for 2 words, "dedication" and "decadent". So the meaning is kinda representing both in a way, however I would use the meaning "decadent" more for the AU. Originally it was a misspelled "decadent" but since I used the spelling a lot by that point (and that I actually liked the way that it's spelled) that I kept it and repurposed the word to a more deeper meaning.

OTHER FAQS:

Do you have other AUs besides this one? - Of course! I have them linked below here! Please check out my other AU blogs or my main art/repost blog! I don't like this AU I don't wish to see it. Why does it exist?- Not everyone likes dark topics, and certainly not everyone is into AUs to begin with. I wanted to share my AU as not only its a way for me to share my healing process, but also in a way maybe other people can resonate with this AU. I like to express my feelings through AUs and this is the best I can let it out, since I struggle to vent normally due to past experiences. Also if you don't want to see my AU you can click off/scroll somewhere else. I love AUs but don't like/can't handle very triggering ones, do you have any light hearted ones?- Yes I do have more light hearted or less triggering AUs as well. The AU lists + my main blog/account should linked below. TWs: The AU WILL contain these following topics that might trigger someone, if these topics make you uncomfortable please be advised it is not smart or wise to engage with this blog if triggered through one of these following: - Blood - Some Minor to Heavy Gore (Will be censored) - Manipulation - Gaslighting - Verbal Mistreatment - Emotional Mistreatment - Physical Mistreatment - Self Oof Attempt/Themes (Will not be described in detail mentioned as much) - Self Ouch Themes (Will not be described in detail and would not be mentioned as much) - Panic Attacks - Hallucinations - Disassociation - Psychedelic Imagery - Minor Mentions of Disordered Eating - Minor Mentions of Ones Weight - Minor Mentions of Possible Misogyny Can change if new stuff is added. Please check out my content here! And please check out for my other content that doesn't have any serious or as severe triggering topics here! Main Account/Blog

PPG AU Side Blogs I Own List This AU now has a fanfiction! Please keep up with the stories here! Fanfic List Link

[annisrealandsoami]

Possible Trigger warning*

So like in middle school/high school, I started struggling with eating. Like I was never diagnosed with anything but still.

I either would eat almost nothing, except maybe dinner or I would eat everything, which usually meant like junk food.

My parental units decided that was weird and would mention it anytime they saw evidence of me eating multiple snacks at once. So I started eating the snacks in bathroom, terrified of being judged by them.

Then they found out, and they judged me harder, and I don’t even live with them anymore and its hard to eat.

Like I will want to eat, and I feel this weird shame. I know eating is required to live but it’s hard. So, I do something that has almost no evidence, like drink water.

So yeah, don’t shame teenagers for eating. It has affects. (Or effects, idk.)

Check you privilege every day

[breakdancing-puppy]

SpongeBob meme I made bc hes genuinely one of my (platonic) comfort characters 💀

(under the cut bc it's a little unhinged maybe?? Idk lol)

[meenaxskz]

when the bed gave up on life (hyung line)

ot8 reactions | bf!skz x reader au genre: crack | light smut warnings: language | suggestive content a/n : (testing new posts layout, it will probably change again idk) i always try to not write cliché gym rat changbin... but it has jokes potential so yeah lol. ✧ hyung line | maknae line

bang chan

“C’mere” Chan growls flipping you onto your stomach. You gasp, already dizzy “Holy shit-okay-aggressive!” “I said I’d make you feel it” he grunts, pressing into you, “so shut up and-” CRRREAK. SNAP. Silence. You’re on the floor. The mattress is sideways. A piece of the frame bounced. Chan’s still inside you “…Did the bed just die?” you whisper, stunned. He’s frozen. Still holding your hips. “I-I think I just alpha’d the IKEA out of it.” You collapse face first into the blanket, wheezing. Chan pulls out gently like he’s scared touching you will trigger another collapse. “I’m so sorry,” he says, horrified. “Are you hurt??” You look up with tears in your eyes...from laughing “You fucked us into poverty” He starts pacing. Still naked “I JUST WANTED TO MAKE YOU SEE STARS” “You did! But the bed saw heaven!” --- Five minutes later, you’re both wrapped in the blanket on the floor, drinking water and staring at the broken frame like it’s a crime scene. Chan sighs. “That was expensive.” You snort. “tell me about it” He looks at you, grins. “You still wanna finish?” You raise a brow. “On what the rug?” He shrugs. “Bet it won’t break.”

lee know

You’re clinging to the headboard. He’s behind you, low growling, full feral mode, hips snapping. “Don’t even try to run” he pants. “You wanted this.” You gasp “Min- the bed’s creaking-” He grips your hips tighter. “So are you. Guess which one I care about more.” CRRREEAAAK. SNAP. THUD. You drop. Flat on the mattress, now tilted at a cursed 45 degrees. Minho flops on top of you like a sweaty, breathless. Silence. “…Did we just fall?” You’re wheezing into the sheet. “THE BED BROKE YOU PSYCHO.” He slowly lifts himself off you, glancing around checking the crime scene. Then calmly : “…It was probably loose before we started.” You sit up, wild-eyed. “I literally heard you say ‘I wanna break you tonight.’” “I meant emotionally. That bed just had bad build quality.” “...Minho, one of the legs is across the room.” He shrugs. “That’s not my fault. That’s gravity. And weak screws.” You glare at him, tangled in sheets and shame. He wipes sweat off his chest with a smug little annoying smirk. “You’re welcome by the way.” “For WHAT?!?” “For the experience. You’re glowing.” "Oh my god" --- Later, you lie together on the mattress, which is on the floor now, panting and sore. You mutter “we need a new bed.” He hums, already falling asleep “...and it better be able to handle me”

changbin

It starts innocent enough... LIES. Sweat is dripping, you’re moaning, he’s muttering things like “You’re so tight,” “I love this angle” and “This is why I do leg day" (??) The bed is screaming. You clutch the headboard “It’s creaking-” “I’M CREAKING TOO BABY STAY FOCUSED—” CREEAAACKK. SNAP. BOOM. The bed dies. You both collapse mid-thrust like the mattress got drop-kicked by karma. You gasp. “WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!” Changbin is hovering above you, wide-eyed, hair sticking up like he got electrocuted “…Did I break the bed?” You stare. “Are you asking me while you’re still inside me?!” He slowly pulls out, rolls to the side, and looks around at the hurricane damage. One bed leg is completely gone. A bolt rolled under the dresser. He exhales. “That’s kinda hot though.” You blink. “You BROKE our BED Binnie!” “I told you I was strong” You smack his arm. “This isn’t CrossFit! This was my peaceful coochie session!” He giggles. --- He grabs his phone. “Wait. Wait. I need a pic. I gotta show the guys.” “DON’T YOU DARE” He grins. “I’m putting ‘broke the bed during sex’ on my gym progress tracker.”

hyunjin

You’re on top, breathless, hair sticking to your forehead, hands planted on his chest. Hyunjin’s gripping your thighs, eyes rolling back as you ride him. “Fuck-yes...just like that, baby...” CREAAKK. SNAP. THE WHOLE RIGHT SIDE DROPS. You scream as the mattress collapses, pitching sideways. Hyunjin yelps, legs flailing as you both go crashing down mid-thrust. A full thud echoes across the room. Silence. Then his voice : “…WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!” You’re tangled in blankets, still half on top of him. “DID YOU JUST ASK ME LIKE I PLANNED THAT?!” He stares at you with wide, scandalized eyes. “YOU WERE ON TOP THIS IS YOUR FAULT.” You sit up, offended. “I was riding you into heaven and the bed flopped.” He throws a hand up dramatically. “EXACTLY I WAS LITERALLY JUST LYING THERE BEING SEXY AND SUPPORTIVE.” You glare “supportive?? You kept yelling FASTER like I was a fucking engine!” He rolls off the broken half of the bed and flops onto the floor like a naked fish “The bed wasn’t ready for that kind of passion. I wasn’t ready. My ass hit the wood slats” You cover your face. “I think I bruised my knee.” --- 10 minutes later, Hyunjin is sprawled across the mattress on the floor “we need a new bed. And... knees.” You open one eye “You still came though.” He chucks a pillow at you.

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