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Sequel ate âđ˝
DISAPPEARING ACT (II) .
part one
with married!rindou + fem!reader
warnings you've been asking for it so here it is almost a year later đ beware of subpar sequel syndrome and toxic relationships and alcohol and i dont know what im doing
bottles and bottles and bottles.
rindou's best friend was alcohol. any shape, any size, any kind. he wanted to drown himself in the buzz.
âgod, rindou.â ran leaned over his knees, his elbows propping his torso up as he peered down at his baby brother. âwould you get off the floor?â
rindou ignored him, laying on his back in the middle of his brotherâs expansive top-floor apartment. "no."
ran rolled his eyes and walked away.
rindou sighed. he'd been at ran's place for the past few months. his house just felt... wrong. the light filtering in illuminated the dust suspended in the air, as if the house was abandoned. he didn't know where anything was. all he could think to do was sleep, shower, eat. takeout boxes littered the floor and he didn't have the energy to clean up after himself.
he sat up. "can't you talk to her for me?"
ran raised an eyebrow. "you aren't fifteen. you can talk to your own wife."
"i don't think she wants to be my wife anymore." rindou mumbled. "ran, she hates me."
ran frowned at his brother's distress. he hated seeing him this way. "she doesn't hate you, rin."
rindou whipped to face his brother with an exasperated expression. "she made it more than clear when she walked out on me when i was trying to make it up to her."
ran pursed his lips, giving rindou an unimpressed look.
rindou's expression darkened. "what?"
"you walked back into her life one day and randomly decided to care again." ran mused. "i'm just saying, your word means nothing to her."
rindou remained silent.
"rindou?" ran pressed.
"yeah, yeah, shut up. i get it." rindou scoffed. but he got off the floor. "i just..." he shoved his hands in his pockets, looking awkwardly out of place. "i don't know what do to. she doesn't respond to calls or texts. i think she blocked me."
"you know where she is?"
rindou rolled his eyes. "of course i know where she is."
"you love her?" ran stood.
rindou hummed. "more than anything."
"then show her. simple as that. but don't be stupid and think she's gonna come running into your arms again." ran slid his hands into his pockets. "that ship has sailed."
rindou glared at the ground. "everything i didâthat i doâis for her. for the three of us. i wouldn't wantâ"
"i know, rin." ran threw an arm around his brother's shoulder. "i know. you do good. you just have to make sure she knows. you'll grow closer together again in no time."
"yeah, i'll do anything." rindou mumbled under his breath.
ran patted his back before walking off. rindou sighed, picking up another bottle.
.
a few months later and rindou seemed to be stuck in the same spot. he never leaves ran's house, only to release some steam in the form of violently and brutally killing people. every time he collapses into his brother's arms afterwards.
ran grunted as he threw his little brother into the backseat of his car. he yanked the latter's suit jacket off and inspected his skin. it was littered with purple bruises. "you're too reckless, rin. more than usual." ran frowned. rin never bruised this easily.
"i won the fight, didn't i?" rindou protested sleepily, shaking ran's hands off him and rifling through the cooler. his hands brushed over the cool bottles of booze, as if in a trance.
ran shut the car door, rapping his knuckles on the partition. "hospital."
rindou sat up just a little, popping the top of one of the bottles. "what areâ"
ran snatched the bottle from rindou, dumping it out the car window, before locking the cooler. "this has got to stop. you drink too much, rindou. you're not doing yourself any favors here."
rindou scowled, drowsy. "what does it matter?"
ran groaned. "stop with that. get the fuck up and go see her."
rindou got quiet and slumped into his seat. he couldn't find the courage to see you again. he was scared that you were right about you two, that it was impossible to return to the way things were.
.
you sigh. "i know you're there."
it was a relatively quiet morning. you sat outside your regular coffee shop, enjoying a warm drink before wasting away yet another day to regret and despair.
you turned around in your seat ever so slightly to catch a glimpse of him.
ran haitani.
"i know you know." he smiled softly, sipping on an espresso.
you rolled your eyes, turning back in your seat. ran always said the stupidest things.
due to the abrupt nature of which you left, you had to find an emergency place. thankfully, a friend took you in with a big warm welcome and a long tight hug. you cried in their arms, releasing all the emotions you were so adamant on hiding from rindou. you apologized for dumping your burden on them. they didn't care.
you remembered the first time your brother-in-law showed up on your friend's doorstep. it was a few months since you left. he was dressed as a deliveryman, easily charming your friend into letting him stay over for a drink. you came home from errands, only to find a strange man in the kitchen.
once you saw those rings, though, you knew. a deliveryman couldn't afford all that gold.
he's been tracking you ever since you left. in the back of your mind, you knew that rindou would never be unaware of your location, but it was just juvenile to send his older brother in his place to 'keep tabs on you.'
now, year after your exit, ran was still popping up every now and again. a year since rindou declared he'd get you back, another year of empty promises.
the time made you realize that, yet again, you were still waiting for him.
"are you going to say something?" you asked.
"no."
"you never say anythingâ"
"just did."
"âso why are you here?"
you hear the chair scraping against the concrete as he gets up from his table, and the clopping of his shoes as he strolls closer to yours. you drops himself into the chair across from you, leaning back. "just looking out for my little sister, s'all."
you stared at him, something close to nostalgia and longing stirring in your chest. your eyes dropped down to your lap. "not your sister."
he downed the rest of his espresso and set it back on the table with a little clink.
a heavy silence weighed on the both of you as you avoided the elephant in the room like the plague.
he breathed deeply. "y/nâ"
you held up a hand. "ran, it's been a year. let's all just move on."
"you're miserable. he's miserable. why not be miserable together?"
you raised your eyebrow.
ran droops a little. "he loves you."
you narrow your eyes, bitterness spilling from your lips. "oh! that's why you're here instead of him." you shook you head. "really, let it go."
"look," he groaned, running his hands through his hair stressfully. "i don't wanna be hovering over your shoulder anymore than you want me to. and yes, in an ideal world, rindou would be here in my place. i know for sure he wants to, fuck, he won't shut up about it." he laughed tensely, a light titter that was far from amusement.
he put both elbows on the table, dropping his face into his hands. "holy shit, y/n. he's doing so bad."
you chewed on your lip, jumping your first instinct to ask more.
"i know you think he was choosing to not be with you, but that's just your perspective, y/n. so far from the truth." he gripped his hair tightly. suddenly you noticed the bags under his eyes, the puffiness. the creased eyebrows and the deep frown.
you drew back as you watched ran collapse just a little before your eyes. it unnerved you.
you shifted uncomfortably in your seat. "i'm gonna goâ" you stood, grabbing your bag.
ran's hand shot out and grabbed your wrist. "wait, wait. you know i wouldn't beg you if it wasn't really important."
you stared at him, a looming dread settling in your stomach. "ran, what's..." you had to laugh nervously, his slender hand ice cold over your skin. "you're scaring me. whatever he's going throughâhe's fine. he'll be fine. it's... just a breakup." even you didn't believe the words coming from your mouth.
since you knew the brothers from middle school, you've never seen ran haitani ever beg someone for something, or even be in a position to depend on someone else that much.
he pursed his lips. "rindou's refusing surgery."
.
rindou paced through the hospital wing. where was the exit again?
he needed to grab his phone. he stopped in the hallway, catching a glimpse of the break room.
he stumbled inside, ripping open the fridge and rifling around for something. anything. behind all the containers of lunches, he found a bottle of beer. not his standard, but it was something. and he needed it to feel something other than nothing.
he cracked it open and chugged as much as he could without throwing himself off balance, but he collapsed onto the couch anyways.
he heard, distantly, his nurse yell after him, running to help him sit upright.
she glanced at his face. "we told you to stay in your room, and only water from now on." she paused. "you're crying. any pain?"
"yeah," he slurred.
.
you blinked. "huh?"
ran stood up beside you. "acute liver failure. from a steady year of drinking himself to death. doctor said he needed surgery to cut off the bad part that's making him sick. and his dumbass is refusing to do it."
you blanched. you're kidding.
"he's been drinking since..." ran inhaled deeply, eyes squinting as he racked his memory. "since he turned a teenager, really. only gotten worse in the past year." he looked at you.
your mind was stuck on the death part. he's not supposed to die. he's not supposed to leave your life forever.
"he'll die without it." he said quietly.
"oh my gosh." you squeezed your eyes shut, pressing your palms into your eyes. "you're not kidding?"
his gaze hardened. "i know you want nothing to do with him, but you're the last resort. since you're still married, you're his medical proxy. tell the doctors that he's unfit to make this decision and get him to do that fucking surgery."
"how long have you known thatâ"
"does it matter?" he cut you off.
yes. why didn't you tell me sooner?
"will you come or not? if you do, i'll get you your own place, with furnishings and everything." ran offered. "you can leave him behind forever, promise."
"no, no..." you stared at him briefly, a little hurt. you didn't need to be compensated for helping rindou. you didn't want to be.
you felt the dread settle. it rooted quickly and deeply as you came to terms with what was happening. you left him in a hurry, and your resolve was strong, but that pesky feeling of longing would just not let you go.
it kept reminding you that you've been through too much together to give up on each other now. that you really loved him.
was rindou a bad husband? yes.
did he deserve to die? no.
was he allowed to die? no.
.
the nurse dragged him back to bed, and after a quick call from ran, they suddenly had the idea of handcuffing him to the railings so he doesn't run off and shorten his lifespan again.
rindou's blown eyes focused on the ceiling. as much as he could. his vision was blurring. the alcohol wasn't working. the emptiness in his stomach was still there. but he kept reaching for it. the burn of it was supposed to keep him warm but each day he grew colder.
his doctor rushed to his side, quickly glancing over his stats before leaning over his bedside, imploring him. "you're dying, haitani. this surgery will save your life. success ratesâ"
"stop saying that shit..." he groaned. "i don't fucking care."
a gentle knock on the door caught his fuzzy attention.
"doctor?" you chirped softly, ran standing behind you.
holy shit, rindou thought. i'm dead. cuz he just thought he heard your voice.
"yes?" the doctor replied.
you held out your hand. "hi. mrs. haitani," you introduced yourself.
"o-oh..." the doctor shook your hand delicately.
rindou shot up in bed, as much as he could without the handcuffs restricting him. "y/n?"
"yeah," you dropped your bag onto his bedside table. you smoothed his hair away from his forehead, gently pushing him back against the bed.
he stared at you in his delirium, watching you like you were his savior, his angel.
"rindou," you told him. "you are doing this surgery."
he stared for a bit longer, committing every detail of your face to memory and drowning in the wells of your eyes. you gave him an expectant look, and he slowly nodded before the motion became feverish.
"yes. yes, whatever you want." he quickly agreed. "holy shit."
"that easy? seriously?" ran deadpanned, crossing his arms in exasperation.
"holy shit, ran." rindou whispered. "is she really here?" he stared at you as if you were some ghost. your heart tensed thinking of how he got to this point.
ran rolled his eyes.
you finalized things with the doctor and confirmed the surgery before you nodded to the brothers. "well... that's that."
rindou sat up in his bed, the handcuffs clattering against the metal framing. âstay. please, stay with me.â
âiâm gonnaâ yeah.â ran held up his hands and quickly left the room.
you couldnât do much but stare at him. he looked even worse than the last time you saw him. his hair had grown out, stubble poked through, and the bags under his eyes were concerning.
âplease, stay a moment?â he asked. you nodded and soundlessly sat on the bed. you frowned at his handcuffs.
âwhat happened?â
âi wandered around again so the nurses chained me to the bed.â
âah.â
an awkward silence passed.
âiâm sorry.â rindou whispered.
you kept your eyes trained on the floor, hiding the surprise on your face at his quick apology.
âi made a promise to you when we were kids, but i never grew up. i always knew youâd be waiting for me. until you werenât.â he mumbled. âand i panicked.â
he scooted closer to you and you heard the cuffs clang against the framing once again. âiâm sorry most of all for not running after you.â
you glared at the ground. âyou said you would.â
âi did.â he whispered. âbaby, iâm sorry. after this surgery, i promise iâll change. iâm not asking you to teach meâthatâs not on you. just⌠nudge me when iâm being an asshole. guide me to be better. talk to me, tell me what i do wrong, and iâll fix it. i swear this will never happen again.â
you met his eyes and suddenly you were seventeen again, locking pinkies to seal your vows to each other. âif you let me down a second timeââ
âno.â rindou denied vehemently. âno, there wonât be. itâs me and you, forever.â
you gave him a look. you stood and fished a bobby pin out of your bag, holding the cuffs up and fiddling the pin around in the keyhole. within seconds, his wrists were released.
âyouâre pretty good at that.â rindou said.
âi mean, i do have a crime boss for a husband,â you shrugged.
he grinned and a boyish chuckle bubbled up. âyeah you do.â free from his shackles, he grabbed you and pulled you down onto him.
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Deer in Headlights | Panic arrives at the office
Summary: Working as Sanzuâs secretary for a day wasn't so bad; he was rarely in his office, so you had to handle most of his paperwork and appointments. Where was he? Who knowsâŚ
Pairing: Bonten x F!Reader
Word count: 2.4k+
Content Warnings: Plot development, feelings with sprinkles of angst (eww), reverse harem, fluff, brief mention of violence and death. This is part of a series! Just adding that for new readers.
A.N: Finally freeing one of the old wips which I rewrote like five times because i couldnât remember what I was doing. Anyway! Enjoy more of this never-ending series of unfortunate events surrounding Doe and her harem. K bye đ
You asked Mikey if you could stay at their workplace longer since being at home was becoming duller and duller. He agreed, but as always when it comes to anything involving you, nothing happens in this household without a fight.
At first, Takeomi objected and would only allow this ridiculous idea if you were his assistant, then Kakucho added that he also needed help. But then backtracked. He remembered his position as an enforcer and didnât want you to see him like⌠thatâ so yeah, discarded.
Meanwhile, Kokonoi laughed in their faces. mentioning how he was the one who spent more time sitting down on his deskâ buried in paperworkâ and that's why you should be with him. The safest option, according to him.
Surprisingly, the infamous Bonten trio had been quiet the whole time. Ran, Rindou, and Sanzu seemed very uninterested in acquiring you for help. Such a reaction from your pack of hyperactive golden retrievers left you puzzled.
Your incertitude didnât last long. Later you found out that they didn't want you with them due to the nature of their jobs too, just like Kakucho earlier. The more gruesome parts of Bonten always fell on their shoulders as well.
Not soon after you heard Kokonoi explain their unusual silence, he also added a few extra details. Such details gave you the final push to decide who gets a new helping hand.
Kokonoi gave the longest speech youâve ever heard him say about Sanzu. The silver-haired individual went on and on about Sanzu never submitting reports on damage, expenses, casualties, and a whole bunch of other desk work.
Sanzu argued that it was utterly ridiculous and unnecessary since everything would be destroyed by the next day. Still, you watched them ping-pong about such⌠matters for a while.
That's the main reason why you decided to choose Sanzu. And that's what you are doing right now. Sitting outside the door to the pinknetteâs office in a new desk that Kokonoi insisted on arranging for you, even added a new desktop setup and all.
The whole morning was pretty calm. Kakucho came by and left some sweets for you, then Ran and Rindou took you out for lunch, and Mikey passed and snatched some of the sweets Kakucho gave you.
Everything seemed normal. it wasnât until a little after noontime when the scorching sun hit the blinds that a shadow fell over your desk. Looking up from your papers, there stood a tall manâa dangerous-looking man, you might add. A distinctive tattoo was peeking from the neck of his well-tailored suit, strikes of blue and white adorned his hair. The alarms in your head activated for the first time since you were with Bonten. Which meant that danger was imminent.
He greeted you, although his gaze was not on you but looking at his surroundings. Observing and analyzing.
âIâm here to see Bontenâs numbers two,â that was all he said, not sparing you a second glance.
Panic settled in your guts. Sanzu never told you about a scheduled meeting, nor that someone might be asking for him today. You felt that denying something to this individual was not a good answer and how you wished you had followed your instincts.
âIâm sorry, Sir, he's not here at the moment, but you can-â You were cut short when, out of nowhere, a hand hit on your desk, sending papers and pens flying everywhere.
âCall him, then,â now he did pay attention to you, yellow eyes scanning every inch of your features, âor not.â
he stepped closer to your desk, somehow, you felt he was about to break the wood and glass with his palm still there. He then proceeded to bend over, just a little, to have a closer look at you. And it was like recognition hit him and his eyes seemed to acquire a playful glint, âI donât think he would mind if his secretary keeps me company.â
You felt your breath hitch in your throat. You froze under his scrutinizing eyes. As still as you were, your fingers itched to bash the keyboard on his face. What was this slimy feeling covering you, overwhelming you? A sudden thought shot through your mind⌠you were no cheap whore.
Thatâs what you wanted to scream at him, at least. But you held backâ or more like, you were out of options. The fact that he was standing inside Bontenâs building unharmed and without an escort spoke volumes about the caliber of this individual.
Why was such a short interaction setting off all your distress signals? Why was your throat screaming for air even as you breathe? Cold fingertips and a racing heart were the least of your worries at the moment.
Damn, Sanzu and his unorganized schedule and his lack of communication and⌠you would have continued to mentally berate him if the previously mentioned individual hadnât stepped around your desk and offered you his hand.
âWhat do you say we take a walk?â As much of a question as it sounded like, your instinct told you that there was not really an option to decline.
âMy boss wouldnât like me leaving my positionâŚâ you articulated with gritted teeth. Against your best judgment, you tried to kindly refuse with an excuse involving Sanzu.
âIâm sure he would make an exception for me,â those were his last words before one of his hands steered you away from your just-acquired desk.
And thatâs how you were now walking away from your new desk and going to who knows where. Every step was a scream you swallowed. Again you wondered, what was your instinct detecting from him that your consciousness couldnât comprehend?
He mentioned his name was Taiju and that you should be careful working in such a precarious organization, such a feeble thing as yourself shouldnât be exposed to an all-male environment and he kept going on about it.
This⌠Taiju individual placed his hand on your lower back. Dangerously low. Too low for your liking. So much so that you even hurried your step to create some distance but it was futile.
As if they had heard your silent prayers, Rindou and Kokonoi arrived just in time to see your back being led away from your supposed workplace. Both men felt like cold buckets of water had been thrown at them, blood freezing as a picture they never imagined possible now rose in from of their very own eyes.
You heard your name being called, well, almost screamed. The big guy halted his steps and you followed soon after, both turning to the screaming duo at your backs.
âYou canât take her.â Rindou asserted with a very forced smile, hands already on their way to reach you and bolt if necessary.
âWhy is that?â The blue-haired individual inquired.
âBecause sheâsââ
âSheâs my girlfriend!â
Both Rindou and Kokonoi spoke at the same time respectively, the latter with more urgency than the other but the message was clear enough. You were not to be taken away just like that.
âOh? Congratulations! I never expected you to settle down, Hajime-kun. I thought you would be with Seiâ��
âNonsense,â quickly replied the silver-haired man before moving beside you and hastily pulling you towards his body; avid fingers replaced the previous hand on your lower backâgripping your skin tightly.
âThen why is she with Pinky? Shouldnât you be taking better care of your women?â Taiju bellowed, eyes analyzing how his old acquaintance held you with so much affection and care. It was clear to anyone witnessing the two people in front of him, how Kokonoi was desperately but subtly in a hurry to erase any trace of Taijuâs touch from you.
âYeah, Koko, you should take better care of your woman,â Rindou added, internally biting his cheeks to stop himself from laughing at how unexpected of a reaction his colleague had. Forgotten was the panic no soon you were in his fellow memberâs arms. Now he decided to play along just for the laughs.
Meanwhile, you were face-pressed against a hard chest and an expensive button. You would have an imprint of Kokoâs button on your face, you thought as you silently groaned in frustration; but eternally grateful for their opportune interruption.
âI am,â Kokonoi sent death glares towards Rindou who seemed to forget where you had been a minute ago. He cursed his fellow memberâs fish brain. Sending a nod to his old acquaintance, Koko mumbled a hurried goodbye and disappeared with you in his arms.
The remaining two were left standing, watching silver locs wave like a cape.
âThatâs an⌠interesting character development, I must say.â
âHeâs pussy whipped,â the purple head commented, dismissively as he took Taiju toward his own office. Of course, the pot calling the kettle black. Well, Rindou talked from first-hand experience.
How does he tell you that he panicked? How does he tell you that you might not have been in danger, but his mind refused to understand? How does he explain his actions when they are not consistent with how he always treats you?
Kokonoi Hajime knows it doesnât make sense what he did or what heâs feeling. It had nothing to do with Taiju but everything to do with you.
He sat in silence with you on his lap, arms wrapped around you tightly as his mind circled over his latest silent outburst. Sanzuâs office wasnât the coziest place but it would have to work for now.
Air was something you certainly knew you needed in order to live. You hoped you didnât have to remind Koko of that fact as he kept tightening his grip as time passed.
Up and down, your eyes gazed over his side profile. The few details you could see from your perspectiveâface harshly compressed against himâseemed to suggest he was not here completely. The lost look he wore was new to you.
âKoko?â You mumbled curiosity and worry mixed together within you. After a while, the odd silence didnât quite sit well with you. âKoko?â You called out his name for a second time, squirming in his constricted grasp in an attempt to get his attention.
âHum?â He seemed lost as he hummed a response. Slowly blinking away whatever thoughts had captured him for the last several minutes.
You knew talking things with him was hard, you didnât wanna say the wrong things and make him lock you out. Thatâs why you had waited in place, letting him process whatever happened in the hall. It was so uncharacteristic of him to claim you in public or even touch you in front of others. You had expected Rindou to make a scene but never from Kokonoi.
After another prolonged silence, you went for the safest route. Asking for the only phrase that stuck with you. âSo Iâm your girlfriend?â
âOf course, you are, dummy,â he whispered with a dry chuckle; cradling your head against his chestânot once did his grip loosened. You felt words werenât needed at the moment, something told you just to be there for him.
Kokonoi wanted to reaffirm you were real, you were still there, you werenât a product of his mind⌠like his younger self used to imagine.
Maybe that was it? The image of you simply walking away; your back facing him tormented him now. He felt like his old self again, the one who lost so much and the little he was left with he kept it under a thousand locks. His mind and body remembered the devastating events and the pain⌠the pain of having something so dear to you again and how easy it was for life to take everything away in the blink of an eye.
Fear paralyzes. Thatâs when he realized he was afraid, but also⌠in love. Love doesnât make sense; itâs the only part of the equation he could never calculate accurately.
He was so in love, that he acted out of characterâvulnerable and raw. Only you had been able to bring that back out from the innumerable hard shells covering his heart.
âIâm not going anywhere.â You might not know that your words were just what he needed. Saying whatever was at the tip of your tongue has always been a talent of yours.
âThank you,â he said softly, unwavering. you both stayed intertwined in the coach until darkness fell.
Somewhere in Japan near an abandoned port.
âYou did this on purpose, did you not?â Mochi accused the pink-haired man after checking the message Rindou had sent to the group chat.
âDunno what you mean,â rebuked Sanzu.
ah, so feigning ignorance now, was it? Mochi sent him a questioning gaze. âSanzuâŚâ
âItâs a sign that she wasnât supposed to be there. Sheâs perfectly safe at our place and I donât need help with paperwork.â He nonchalantly told Mochi. âHey! Roll out the tarp! I donât want any mess here!â Sanzu bellowed at the henchmen around him.
âNah, I agree. You knew.â Ran taunted him, walking toward the now laid-out tarp. âYou knew at what time Koko was going to check on her with Rindou and Taiju just magically went straight to your office with no problem? Ha, right.â
Kakucho heard the conversation and nodded in agreement with Ran. Bontenâs enforcer would have engaged in the accusation party but three cold bodies rested at his feet and nobody else seemed to have his mind on the job at the moment. He barked orders to the footmen who were taking too long to move the deceased.
âNo, it was Takeomi.â
Every Bonten member perked up at the information their leader was providing them with. Takeomi froze in place as four pairs of eyes focused on him. Mikey on the other hand, sat a top of a wooden pallet tower; munching carelessly on some snacks.
âWell, now it makes sense. It was too much of a good plan to be yours.â Ran commented out loud with a laugh.
âExcuse me? I was part of the plan!â Argued Sanzu like a hissing kitten.
âDidnât you just say you didnât know?â
Sanzu looked at Mochi with exasperation as the sound of something heavy hitting the plastic tarp resonated in the background.
âYou approved, though,â mentioned Takeomi who was standing close to Mikey.
âSometimes itâs better to let a bird clash against the glass. It learns that sometimes no matter how clear the path looks, you canât always fly at your heartâs content.â Mikey said as he dusted off the remaining pieces of crackers from his dark shirt. âAnd eventually⌠it wonât fly in that direction ever again.â
âAnd Koko?â Mused Kakucho joined the two men conversing.
âHe needed a push in the right direction. Heâs as hardheaded as always.â Chuckled Takeomi before tasking a drag of his cigarette.
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â RIGHT HERE ?!â 彥 Izana Kurokawa X Fem!Reader
WC; 1.3k+ | !MDNI! 18+ | TW/CW :: tenjiku! izana, x fem! reader, afab, reader is wearing a skirt, club setting, alcohol, suggestive, izana is quite handsy, pet names 'mahal' 'princess' 'baby', voyeurism?? hickies, readers first time in receiving a hickey, reader is timid and shy, possessiveness mention + more
âÂˇË ŕź *đŽđ´đŠđŞđŤđŽđźđŽ :: it's your first time relationship with Izana, you know that he's relatively experienced, and he knows that you are not. Despite Izana being quite the dominant person, he's taking it slow with you. However, you should've kept your mouth shut and waited until the two of you were home.
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You've been here for a couple hours and Izana hasn't pressured you to do a single thing in the club. He knows that it's a dangerous place to be in when you're a woman, and being as sweet and pretty as you, he is not going to leave your side.
Izana doesn't mind staying seated with you on the red velvet longue because your all tucked up against him, his arm over your shoulder while he holds a glass of whiskey on the other. It's not hot or stuffy in here, in fact, it's quite chilly due to the air-con blasting on full, so Izana as donned his leather jacket around your shoulders.
The other members of Tenjiku where everywhere, on the dance floor, directly at the bar or flirting with the waitresses. The only people who weren't, were you and Izana who were watching from the VIP floor upstairs, along with Kakucho who was sitting on the couch horizontal from us to the side.
Kakucho wasn't really paying attention, he was quite engrossed on his phone. You wondered how he even got into the club, due to how he was fourteen going on fifteen, but Izana is quite influential and he follows Izana around everywhere.
However, you weren't paying attention to anything apart from Izana and the sensual music being blasted through the speakers. Your right leg was placed over Izana's left while his arm tightens around your shoulder and you sigh in contentment.
You know that Izana is possessive of you and his actions show that, he makes sure everybody knows who you belong to, so you'll always be safe. Although, there's been a thought running through your head the entire night, you'll nibble on your glosses bottom lip while fiddling with the hem of your short skirt.
Of course, Izana noticed the moment you started doing it, but he didn't want to pry you too much, simply just engaging in normal conversation with you. But, now? he really wants to know, you've been like this for hours and it's really riling him up.
He's motived how your cheeks flushed whenever you looked up directly up at him while speaking and he knows you have something you want to say, something dirty.
"What's with you, mahal? You've been acting strange all night," Izana hums after drinking the last of the whiskey in the crystal glass before he places it down on the table, his head moving to face yours.
You shake your head quickly, placing a hand on his exposed chest as your curl over into him and you instantly regret doing that because his toned upper body looks really good. Especially in a button down black shirt which was buttoned down quite a bit.
"Itâs nothing! Iâm fine," you protest with a gentle smile.
Izana lets a smirk cross his lips as his hand squeezes your waist every now and then, his purple iris' glint in satisfaction when he sees you beginning to unravel. "You're a terrible liar, mahal. Spill it."
You take a deep breath while gazing down, looking away from him. "Itâs just... thereâs something I want to ask, but itâs kind of... embarrassing."
"Oh? Embarrassing?" he teases, lips grazing just below your ear and your heart begins to pound in your chest. "You've really got me curious now."
"Itâs not a big deal or anything! I just thought... maybe you couldâ" you stop mid-sentence, you bury your face into the side of his chest. "Never mind, itâs stupid."
Izana leans back into the soft velvet, and he cups your chin, amusement is evident on his face, specifically his lips, he is enjoying this. "Don't do that, baby. Tell me. Whatever it is, I promise I won't laugh."
But the way he said he wouldn't laugh made you believe otherwise. "I was wondering if... if you could... give me a hickey."
Izana blinks in shock for a few moments, you've never been this forward with him, it's always Izana guessing what you want and 10 times out of 10 he is correct. However, this was a shock to him.
"A hickey, huh?" he replies, his voice low as he whispers sensually in your ear. "So... that's what's been going through that pretty head of yours."
"I just thought it might be... I mean, I trust you, and... Iâve never had one before," you stumble over your words, trying to keep your composure but the way you are pressed so tightly against him and how hot is breath is to your skin... "But if you think itâs dumb, Iâ"
Izana cuts you off with a soft chuckle, his hand tilting your chin up so you can meet his gaze. "You think Iâd let you ask me something like that and call it dumb?" his voice still in that teasing tone. "If you want one, mahal, Iâll make sure you never forget it."
"R-Right here?" you ask in disbelief. "Maybe we should wait until we get-"
You cut yourself off when you see the look in Izana's eyes, primal and need. It makes sense, this will be the most he has ever done with you and he's going feral, he's going to mark you up, everyone will know who you belong to and that you're taken.
A shaky breath leaves your mouth while butterflies stir in your tummy and lower abdomen. He's sitting there studying every square inch of your body, purple eyes gazing over your neck, your flushed cheeks.
Izana's fingers lightly trace your jawline, sending shivers throughout your body. This did nothing to quench the arousal you felt pooling in your underwear.
"You're so nervous, mahal," he coos in a low voice, his thumb playing with your bottom lip. "You asked for this, didn't you?"
You nod, your breath hitching as he leans closer, his warm breath fanning against your neck. He chuckles softly, and the sound is smooth.
Izana's lips touch your below your ear trailing to the dip of your neck before slowly trailing back up and you knew he could feel your heart pounding beneath your flesh. And he could, he was resisting the urge to take you right there and then on the couch, but he couldn't, he's promised himself to take it slow, just for you.
"Relax," he hums. "I'll take care of you, mahal."
He presses his lips against the side of your neck, soft at first, leaving a trail of kisses as he searches for the perfect spot. When he finds itâyou whimperâjust below your earâhe smirks against your skin before pressing harder, his lips tugging gently as his teeth graze the surface.
The sensation makes you gasp, you breath so heavily in his ear, whimpers mingling in, your hands instinctively gripping the fabric of his shirt.
Izanaâs grin widens, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Thatâs it. Just stay still for me, mahal."
He works slowly, almost lazily, his lips and tongue leaving warmth and a faint ache that makes your head spin. He pulls back briefly, his eyes flicking to the mark before he leans in kissing your neck around the red mark gently while squeezing your thigh.
Your cheeks are flushed red and your heart continues to beat fast, not slowing down. Izana cups your jaw, tilting your chin up so you meet his gaze.
"Perfect. Now you have something to show off that your mine" he murmurs before his eyes flutter shut and place a kiss to your lips, pulling away he smirks gently.
You canât meet his gaze, your face burning, and he chuckles, pulling you closer so youâre tucked against his chest.
"Youâre cute when youâre flustered, you know that?" Izana chuckles. A few moments pass before he begins to stroke your hair down and he leans his head down to your ear. "But donât get shy now, mahal. Iâm not done with you yet. I'm thinking about all the things I'm going to say to you, what I'm going to do to you when we get home."
Do not copy, steal, modify, etc. Relogs and like are appreciated.
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that last sentence was a chase atlantic reference to their song triggered, if any of you cared to know...
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a final piece to tachibana / link to previous
Haitani Rindou, Me and My Husband
Haitani Rindou is 28, an ex-felon, and he has no idea what the other guys his age do, other than stare at a wall and wank all day like the idiot from his cell does. He's tried so hard fantasising, and yet he still can't imagine a life of actually having consistent daily, weekly routines. When he's out and he witnesses the rush of modern day Tokyo where everyone's constantly in a hurry to get to somewhere, he can't help but question just where in the world are they going, and what in the hell are they rushing to do. Work? Are they that devoted to their job? Meeting a friend? Are they really that important?
He's spent the last 8 years of his life stirring soup and boiling rice in a kitchen that earns him about ÂĽ500 per month, sweep fallen leaves during autumn while witnessing fights break out between inmates at the yard, and work out in the mini gym of a prison.
Now that he's out and he's staying with you at your place out of your own wallet where you've also bought him a phone with a functioning sim card, some warmer clothes to wear and laze around in, and pay for all the things in the house despite him having a job as well that pays more than what he's used to earn, he feels awfully bad. He stares at the digits in his bank account as he rubs at his nape.
For the first time in his life, Haitani Rindou has no clue what to do with himself.
You work a nice paying job in corporate ä¸ a result of your endless hard work, a desperate yet successful attempt to break free from your past ä¸ and at night he refills the vending machines that you and your co-workers empty during the day.
He's aware that the current gap between the two of you is big ä¸ it's extreme. He hates that he isn't able to provide more for the two of you at home other than doing simple laundry or sweeping the floor while you're away at work. He knows how to cook a little (simple recipes that the inmates eat daily, but he knows you won't like the food, because you weren't an inmate), but not full-on meals that you usually make and leave in the warmer for him when he finally gets home to eat.
He thinks about who he was before his time in prison and he doesn't recognise that boy anymore. An extremely outgoing party boy who rebels, fights and drifts when the sun is down, and an ex-felon who works about 4 hours per night refilling vending machines that people like his past-self vandalise and abuse just for the fun of it ä¸ those are 2 different people living 2 different lives, from 2 different universes.
Tonight, when the moon is up and he's got you in his arms ä¸ all warm and tucked in while you snore in his ear ä¸ he thinks about just what can he do for you to make you happier. He's aware he won't be able to provide much financially ä¸ not right now at least, and he's not a great communicator as well. He isn't confident he can always get his point across without having it sound like he means an entirely different thing. He has spent more time away from you than with you, after all.
And he hates to say it because he thinks he's in no position to do so, but the two of you are a bit complicated. You're childhood sweethearts who come from the same hometown and grew up together, he's the one who committed a crime, got sent in, and you were left yearning for him on the outside. He's the one who's made love to you before, and it is also his fault that the two of you are like this right now. You're kissy and touchy, he sleeps shirtless and you sleep in just panties, but you don't have a label to your relationship. He doesn't see you as a friend ä¸ he sees you as his world, but if he were to introduce you to another person, does he call you his friend?
He doesn't know how to make it better, but you always seem to make it feel like everything's alright when you'd knock on the bathroom door and offer to help him shave or give his hair a trim. He thinks the two of you are doing fine, but then his mind shifts to the therapist note you'd obviously accidentally left sitting on the dining table one morning and his heart aches.
You haven't been doing well lately. Recently. Frequently. For many, many years, you haven't been okay. He wonders if you have always smiled this often around other people ä¸ when he was still in prison, or before you were able to see each other again after years of lost contact ä¸ because you're always grinning ear to ear when you'd cling onto him in bed or straddle him on the couch while plucking his eyebrows as he hisses in pain.
But when you shift a little in bed and snuggle your nose deeper into his neck and sigh, the tightening in his chest softens a little. Your alarm's going to ring in about 5 minutes and he switches it off before it can. He spends the rest of your time rubbing your back, waking you up gently as he gives you some time to adjust to opening your eyes. He hates that you always seem to jolt awake when the alarm rings, as if it scares you a lot. It's almost the same reaction he's seen in you when you were younger and would hide against a raised fist. He doesn't want you to feel like that anymore. He went away for this exact reason and all he wants to do is to hide you away from fear.
And as you stare up at him, eyes half-lidded and cloudy, it's as if the colour of your irises are hypnotising him with words ä¸ whispering it in his ear as they ask, "do you still not see it?"
He does. He sees it now.
All the doubts and worries in his head swiftly vanishes and it all makes sense now ä¸ why you still choose to be with him despite everything that's happened to your lives, why you still seem to care so much for him.
The love in your eyes evident, as you smile softly while the sun slowly rises above the horizon, and he settles.
You love him just as much as he loves you.
All you've ever needed was him. Just him. Your Rindou.
He's got nothing else to worry about now ä¸ he's got the world in his arms. Even if it'll take him years to adjust to his new life, he'll be doing it with you.
Perhaps today he'll take the time to bake you your all-time favourite chocolate chip muffins ä¸ he'll run to the store to get the ingredients and maybe pass by the jeweller, browsing.
He wonders if the numbers in his bank account would be enough to buy him a ring, but he'll have to get the size of your finger first, right?
tachibana's tldr (TW!): you and rin were childhood friends, you were abused growing up, rindou killed your abuser and went to jail for it but you never found out until ran told you so you think he's been mia all this while when he's actually in jail
tachibana is officially discontinued, but i didn't want to leave it hanging because i cherish the story a lot (it just wasn't well-planned), so here's a final piece to wrap up the story đ¤
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I hate reading a âfunnyâ fanfic and itâs just cringe
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going out of your way to search up [insert character] ANGST and all you get is smut
#like please i passed on the backshots leave me aloneâźď¸đđ#jujutsu kaisen x reader#choso x reader#nanami x reader#benedict bridgerton x reader#spencer reid x reader#steve harrington x reader#eddie munson x reader#billy hargrove x reader#genshin impact x reader#arthur morgan x reader#tokyo revengers x reader#ran haitani x reader#shinichiro x reader#ellie willams x reader#abby anderson x reader#sanji x reader#five x reader#levi ackerman x reader#aot x reader#erwin smith x reader#haikyuu x reader#daryl dixon x reader#rick grimes x reader#tangerine x reader#sirius black x reader#remus lupin x reader#viktor x reader#sevika x reader#Star yaps :D
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u know it's gon' be the slutiest, messiest, sloppiest, hard core sex when the post had sum hentaĂ banner n the pinkiest color
#i love your banners#haikyuu x reader#jjk x reader#tokyo revengers#haikyuu#tokyo revengers x reader#haikyuu smut#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen#or like when it's organised
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Idek how to describe how good this was. Top tier writing. âđ˝
a recollection of bellflowers â h. rindĹ
content. fem!reader, slice of life, impliedďźreferenced infidelity (not by you or rindĹ), non-linear
word count. 7.4k
note. this is something iâve been working on for a while because i have no idea how to write rindĹ . . . >< i wanted this to have a summery shĹjo feel to it, so hopefully i was able to capture it well enough ?? (also, sorry, this is a little unedited.)
i had to force myself to finish this or else i would end up forgetting about it again ! thereâs only three parts to this, however, updates will be sporadic :x
part one ďź from summer, 1999
Your fiancĂŠ has a lover in Tokyo.
He doesnât tell you, you never ask, you just know â a womanâs intuition is never wrong. Something you learned from your dear mother.
Two nights ago, while you are both lying beside one another in bed, he complains that he has yet another business trip in Tokyo [his last one was just a few weeks ago], he asks if there is anything you would like him to buy â like that dessert you find yourself indulging in a little too much these days, a new novel to add to your collection of unread books that you swear you will get to them eventually, a new set of coffee mugs or a bouquet of your favourite flowers. You tell him, âNo, itâs okay. I donât need anything.â
He doesnât press when you decline. Instead, he leans down to capture your lips with his before he leaves; the wind rushes by, chilling over the spot he had touched. His âIâll miss youâ never reaches you, carrying with it the ghosts of your past. His âI love youâ completely passes you by. Ever-so-fleeting.
Itâs been this way for a few months now. You donât know when it first began, but the signs became more and more obvious as the days passed by. Rather than sadness or anger, you donât really feel anything anymore. Only regret remains. Those memories and promises you both made together are beginning to fade. And what seems to make your heart shake is that you donât know what to do, despite change and abandonment seemingly always following after you. Time and time again. Even after all these seasons, you are still lost.
When summer burns, or when fireworks spark up the midnight sky, you feel it on your tongue and skin as the same memories fill your mind once again. That summer night by the riverâs edge. And summer nights following that â all of them are unforgettable, always leaving you feeling the bittersweet taste of citrus and honey drowning in the back of your throat. Too sweet, too sour.Â
No matter where you are in the world, a spirit of a little girl clinging onto the sandbox of an old playground remains in Roppongi. Abandoned, yet not once forgotten. Your flesh, blood, and bones will always be made up of RindĹ and Ran from way back then. You hold these memories deep in your heart so preciously like a collection of little treasures as you continue to grow older.
A quarter before midnight, the moon is down and clouded by the fog; you take the train all the way to Roppongi. Itâs strangely empty inside, you cannot see what lies outside. Tired and uneasy, the sound of the midnight train running across the tracks lulls you to sleep.
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You are eleven when your mother drops you off at your grandfatherâs house all the way in Roppongi during the summer; miles away from the countryside you grew up in. She doesnât wait for your grandfather to open the door to come and greet you. She yells out how she will see you in a few weeks, the engine roars, and she is gone.
You have never met any grandparents before. Your mother doesnât like to talk about them, so you never ask, not wanting to overstep the invisible line (she is scary when she is in a foul mood). You learn to be a good child because you want to see your mother smile again â she stopped smiling for months now, and you donât know why. However, you believe she will feel better once she picks you up in a few days.
After all, adults need their rest as well (or something like that).
You soon also learn that your grandfather is a tall, scary man. A seemingly permanent scowl, a low and gruff voice that is only heard through a few words. A strong scent of alcohol lingers on the collar of his shirt â one you sometimes smell on your motherâs breath â he looks at you so emptily, then sighs. The chill in the air prickles against your exposed skin, you gulp.
No matter how silent of a man he is, you are a good daughter, so you introduce yourself to him and thank him for letting you stay with him â âIâve always imagined meeting you, grandpa. I saw you in a picture before!âÂ
These words seem to catch his attention. His tracks stop, he doesnât look back, and all you can see is his wide back. You hear him mumble something beneath his breath, you donât catch any of the words â you werenât meant to. Something sticks out about your grandfather. Something you canât help, but focus on is his missing a pinky. You try not to stare, and he doesnât say anything when he catches your innocent, curious eyes. Rather, he doesnât say anything at all to you and you canât help but become overly sensitive to every draw of his breath.
You wish you were back home in that little countryside town, tucked far away from this bizarre place. You want your mother to come and pick you up.
You would rather be at home with her than here.
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Surprisingly, you got more sleep than you expected last night. This is your first time sleeping in a bed that doesnât belong to you; in a place that is so foreign to you.
And you guess it wasnât so bad. The mattress is a lot softer than the one back at home.
Breakfast is simple and traditional. A bowl of steamed rice, fried mackerel with a side of nattĹ (you don't like the smell, but you try your best to swallow the beans without making any faces, and fail). The mackerel on your plate is neatly pulled apart, bones discarded, and you smile to yourself. Your grandfather is more attentive â kinder than he looks. Your teachers have always told you and your classmates to never judge someone based on their appearance.
âUm . . . Grandpa?â Silence is met with your call. However, you take that silence as a sign to continue speaking. âCan I, uh, may I go outside for a little bit?âÂ
âThereâs a park nearby,â he simply replies with a few words before directing his attention back onto the television.
Your eyes brighten. âOkay, thank you!â
Quickly shoving down your breakfast, youâre out the door and ready to play.
So, your grandfather isnât the greatest at giving directions. After some twists and turns and walking back and forth, it is not too hard to find the park he vaguely described.Â
There's a group of kids playing on the playground, dangling off the monkey bars and sitting around. Too shy to approach, you shuffle over to the swing set, and rock yourself back and forth.
After some moments of swinging, and looking back at them to your feet, you hear a bunch of footsteps heading towards you.
You look up in anticipation and nervously smile at the group of boys in front you. Maybe they want to join you? [Hopefully.] âUm, hi! Did you want toââ Your words are immediately cut off as someone steps right in front of you.
âGet off.â
âH-huh?â
âH-huh?â A boy mocks with a high pitch tone and your cheeks heat up when you hear laughter surrounding you.
âGet off so we can play,â this one stands in front of you, hair short with a red cap in his hand. âYou can hear properly, right?â
Someone says, âNo, I donât think she can.â
Another laughs.
The short-haired boy glares at you, hand reaching over and tugs on your hair â hard. You yelp as your hand immediately wraps around his wrist. âWe told you to move, so move,â he harshly shouts and you flinch as your ear rings.
You donât understand why theyâre mad or why they are telling you to leave. This has never happened to you back at home before.
You yell at the boy to let go of you, pushing his arm away as hard as you can. However, this action only leads him to pull hard this time. You yelp. The group breaks out into snickers and grins.
Traitorously, your body betrays you as tears gather in the corner of your eyes. You donât want to cry â you donât like crying, never wanting anyone to see your tears. But you feel so helpless and lost and alone.
"Hey, wait, you're gonna make her cry. . .â Someone speaks up and for a second, youâre hopeful.
âIâm not even doing it hard. Sheâs just being a baby,â the short-haired boy scoffs before he accuses, âwhy do you care? You like her?â
His face flushes, and beneath the thick frames of his glasses, his widened eyes shake. âNo way!â
âI bet you think sheâs pretty.â
The boy gags as he takes great strides away from you. His arms cross over his chest as he yells, âGross. Over my dead body.â
âOh, is that so?â
Itâs a voice that comes out of nowhere, causing you to jump. Colour drained from the faces in front of you; awfully, sickly pale.
And it comes fast all too fast â someone running in between you and the group of boys with a flying fist. Another one and another one. Colour falls from your cheeks mirroring the group and unlike them, you find yourself unable to move. To run away. You think you see a drop of red splattered on the concrete as you tightly shut your eyes, your body shakes and you cover your ears in an attempt to block the sound.
Someone cries. Screams, shoes smacking against the pavement, and laughter â one both loud and taunting. Then all of a sudden, everything goes silent. Hesitantly, you slowly open your eyes. Purple fills your entire vision. You jump at the sudden close proximity, you can feel their hair tickling your cheek as he leans in close to you.
Thereâs glass covering purple gems.
The boy asks, "Are you good?âÂ
You slowly nod, âThank you for, um . . . helping me?â You say this rather confusingly, unable to comprehend everything that had happened within minutes. You take a step back as you look around, you donât see any of those boys from earlier. They vanished as if they were never here, the footprints made in the sandpit and droplets of blood remind you otherwise.Â
Your eyes fall towards his hands that punched those bullies â knuckles all red, you bite your lip to conceal your quivering lips. You turn to the taller boy with no visible cuts or bruises, only a smug grin on his face that matches with the one in front you, and you thank him as well. When you take a better look at him, you notice the two of them sort of look similar.
He looks down at you and waves a hand dismissively. âDonât worry about it. Those guys were lame for ganging up on you. They always pick fights with people weaker than them.â
âRight, those idiots got what was coming for them,â the other boy adds with a laugh. âAre you not from around here?â
You shake your head.
âThought so. Havenât seen you around here before. So, whatâs your name? Iâm RindĹ, and thatâs my older brother, Ran,â the boy â RindĹ â introduces.
You tell them your name and thank them once again.
âUh-uh. Just tell us if they bother you again. Weâll deal with it,â says Ran.
You perk up, âYou will?â
âYeah, Roppongi belongs to the Haitani brothers.â
Roppongi belongs to the two boys who donât seem older than you. Confused, you ask, âAre you guys protectors or something? Like heroes?â
Your words are met with snorts that evolve into laughter. Beside you, RindĹ gives you a toothy grin as he readjusts his glasses. âI guess if thatâs what you think, then sure.â
The heroes of Roppongi.
The sun is shining and his smile glows.
Meeting the Haitani brothers was probably nothing special, a similar story that could be told by countless people during their youth. However, to you, an eleven-year-old girl being picked on at the playground, helpless and tear-stained, they seemed like your heroes. So bright and blinding. A moment that changes your entire life.
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Ran and RindĹ have come to knock on the door to your grandfatherâs house nearly everyday since then. When the old man opens it to see two unfamiliar children, he sighs before calling out your name (which makes your heart jump from your chest from how loud his voice can be). And youâre quick to slip on your old running shoes and bolt out the door.
RindĹ tells you he found a cool place the other day, a hidden room at the back of an old shrine, and he wants to show it to you. Keeping up with the Haitanis is hard; chasing after them is even harder. Their legs arenât that much longer than yours, but their strides are far too long, too fast.
RindĹ is kind enough to slow down, only for a moment. âYouâre too slow,â he complains before grabbing your hand and pulls you along to keep up with them. Without noticing, you donât trip over your own feet anymore.
âCareful, RindĹ,â Ran lowly warns as his hand reaches out and wraps around RindĹâs wrist, pulling him away from walking up the stone steps. The tall, red torii gate looms above. A crow lingers at the very top. âDonât you know young children get spirited away here?â
âHuh? Spirited away? Like the movie?â
âNo, no. Not the film, Rin,â Ran snickers at his brotherâs words, you donât understand what Ran finds so funny. And RindĹ doesnât seem to know either, but his face is red and he looks mad at Ran. âThe legends. Havenât you heard that the yĹkai will come and snatch you up? They take away children who run off alone. Theyâll come to get you, dummy.â
RindĹ shakes his head, staring up at his brother with skeptical lavender eyes. âNo way. Youâre just trying to scare me again. I wonât fall for it anymore, nii-chan.â
âNuh-uh, âm serious this time.â Ran says this so lightly, it sounds unconvincing.
RindĹ's glare hardens as he crosses his arm. âOkay. Why are you such a liar these days?â
âAm not.â
âYes, you are.â
âNoââ
You block out their childish bickering â they always seem to do this. Itâs always Ran who seems to start it. And through their yelling, an old memory flashes in your mind. Your head perks up in remembrance as you gasp.Â
This garners their attention because they both immediately stop their âargumentâ and turn to look at you.
âWait, it is true! I heard that Tomoko-chan from the class next door visited the shrine last summer and she never returned . . .â you pitch in with the eerie rumour your classmates had whispered to each other last year â Tomoko-chan got taken away by a monster. Those words reach to the end of the long hallways and snuck into the wooden panels in the room. Kids at school donât go anywhere alone now.
In the distance, a crow caws.
So, you learn something new: monsters also live in the city. They donât only reside in the little town you grew up in. Monsters exist everywhere in the world.
The brothers send each other a look, one that you donât understand, something only they know â only them. You watch as they communicate through stares alone before turning their attention back onto you.
âReally?â
Quickly nodding, you add, âYup, itâs true. I swear. Everyone said so. She went to make a wish, and then disappeared. Her family isnât even in town anymore.â
Ran lets out an exaggerated sigh. He crosses his arms with a half smile to his face. âSee, I was looking out for you.â
âRight. Donât you think youâve been lying too much to me lately? At least, learn to make it believable.â
Ran laughs before quietly saying, âIf youâre scared, just say so.â
The crow above the gate caws, careful, you glance up at the noise, to the long steps then to Ran, and then RindĹ, who looks up at his brother clearly unimpressed.
Obviously, RindĹ isnât scared of ghosts, or yĹkai, or monsters that eat children. He is already too old to believe in things like that. He protests and says this, despite you and Ran telling him otherwise, RindĹ is skeptical. He says he still doesnât believe you, he canât believe you would make up a lie and follow Ran, and you tell him you would never lie to him or anybody. Only bad people lie.
However, the Haitani brothers are closer than anyone â they told you this when you first met, so itâs to no oneâs surprise when they turn around and gang up on you instead. Because you are scared, or so RindĹ insists. Ran says itâs okay because you are a girl and youâre just a baby compared to them. Itâs true, you are scared of the yĹkai who snatch away wandering children. You arenât scared because of the reasons Ran says. Itâs rather annoying how Ran calls you a baby for something like that.
(You donât tell him that, though.)
The three of you donât enter the shrine. They show you around the neighbourhood and some spots they like to hang out at, like an arcade and a newly opened ramen shop. The entire time, Ran holds both of your hands tightly, you are sure he is holding RindĹâs even tighter. Your shadows are overlapped, mixing together. The yĹkai donât come for them or you. You are safe together.Â
As the sun begins to set, you stop by a food stall, the old lady running it tells you that you look so pretty and you remind her of her granddaughter. She gives a discount â 100 yen for six pieces. Ran takes out the coin from his pocket and he divides the takoyaki between the three of you before heading home.Â
Itâs quiet when you enter the house, nobody welcomes you home, but your grandfather sits in the living room watching television again. He spares you a glance, before turning his attention back to the t.v. Static and muffled voices fill the house.
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A week turns into two, then three. Summer passes by quickly here in Roppongi. Everything moves so fast in the city, itâs exhilarating â overwhelming. Your little body struggles to keep up.
You run, run, and run the days away.
Again and again, you fall.
(RindĹ and Ran pick you back up.)
âMy mom abandoned me,â you tell RindĹ one afternoon, weakly adding in, â. . . I think.â Hopefulness seeps through; a childâs innocence, your naĂŻvetĂŠ.
Underneath the big oak tree, RindĹ turns to look at you while opening the blue ramune and gives it to you to drink first â he was supposed to buy two, but he forgot the rest of his change at home. He says itâs fine because he doesnât mind sharing his drink with you. He shares drinks with Ran all the time. And you donât mind it either.
â. . . She will,â he slowly replies, âmaybe she is just busy working â adults are like that, yâknow. What about your dad?â
Adults are like that, at least the ones you know. Your mom is probably busy, but either way, she lied to you and this is what hurts. You donât try to hide your disappointment in her.
You shake your head, looking down at your swaying feet. âI donât know.âÂ
You really donât know.
You donât remember his face, eyes, and everything is blurred, but you recall his boxy smile and a heavy hand that ruffled your hair.Â
âI havenât seen my dad before either. I donât even think that guy knows I exist.â
âOh,â you breathe out. âAre you lonely without him?â
He shakes his head, hair bouncing with every movement. âNah, I have Ran. Even though heâs so annoying these days.â
The two [three] of you are similar in a way. Itâs rather comforting knowing you arenât the only one with a family like that.
RindĹ vows to you that he will always be by your side so you arenât alone anymore, because he has Ran, but you donât have an older brother like Ran to stay with you.
He holds your hand â one so cold and sticky from the blue ramune. Again, he tells you that you still have him and Ran, because you are his best friend. Maybe he thinks you didnât hear him the first time. His words are warm, so you donât mind his cold fingers touching yours â it cools you down from the heat, even if the rest of your body is melting under the summer sun. Somehow, it always finds a way to peek through the little gaps, through the spaces between your fingers.
Together, you finish the ramune with lighter hearts.
At the end of summer, you are still at your grandfatherâs house â your mother never comes to get you. That little, big, tiny feeling brewing in you all summer in Roppongi turned out to be right. But you arenât alone.
Time flows quickly in Roppongi. Months pass by in a blink of an eye.
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Coming home to the city where everything first began leaves your thoughts in a flurry; too jumbled and twisted. This house hasnât changed one bit, walking into your old bedroom feels like a dream; both familiar and alien. A few of your old belongings still remain in place, you never have it in you to pack it up and bring them with you. Your mother hasnât bothered to move them either.
Tonight, you help your mother make katsu curry. A staple in many households; also, the first dish you learned how to make.
You can feel your motherâs nerves as today is the day where you are officially meeting the man she is seeing (whom she had once mentioned as her new colleague over a year ago). He seemed like a normal, stand up man, but you can tell she likes him, so you donât disapprove of him.
To calm her down (as well as your own excitement and nervousness), the two of you make small talk as you cook.
âDid you love him?âÂ
You immediately stiffen, the knife stops just above the fresh carrots from your motherâs garden, and you donât press down. She doesnât say who, but you already know who she is referring to. Your heart aches without the mention of his name. A boy who isnât your fiancĂŠ. Your soon-to-be husband. âDid you love that boy from back then?â
Your face shines in the knife, the glare of the light above makes your reflection disappear. You force yourself to focus, continuing to cutting the carrot into chunks. The sound of the knife hitting against the cutting board echoes in your ears. âWhy are you mentioning that? Why are you curious about it now? Itâs been too long since then.â
âI used to think you would end up marrying him in the future.â
The sentence has you turning around in surprise. You harshly swallow, forcing a short laugh. Your heart clogs your throat. Emotions twisting like ebbing waves. âYou never even liked him,â your voice doesnât sound less tense.
âMaybe I didnât, but you did.â Her expression says nothing â no hatred, regret, or sadness; she is only looking at you so clearly â right through to your leaking heart. All you wish is to run and hide from that all-knowing gaze of hers, you wish you never turned around. âFor some people, they are only capable of loving one person their entire life. Thereâs a saying that nobody forgets about their first loves and for those people, sometimes their first love lasts forever.â
Some people, she says. By this, she means you.
The ring that sits prettily on your finger feels too heavy, squeezing your finger.
â. . . That already ended so long ago,â softly, you say.
The doorbell rings, cutting through the tense atmosphere. Thereâs an exchange of looks â her expression soft as she offers a small smile of condolence.
The man â Mr. Hajime â arrives earlier than expected. You follow behind your mother as she opens the door and you see bright red roses before you see him. Your motherâs cheeks turn red as she bashfully smiles while accepting the bouquet.
He enters the home and when you meet his eyes, you smile and nod in acknowledgment. Mr. Hajime stops in front of you, pulling out a bouquet with a variety of flowers; of blues and whites.
âThank you,â you say as he places the flowers in your hand.
His smile is awfully gentle. His eyes match that gentleness, too. An old, loving soul. âNo, I should be the one thanking you. Itâs nice to finally meet you. Your mother often talks about you.â
You smile as a reply.
You wish to know what she has said. And maybe you will ask him another time, you know you will. Thereâs no doubt you will be meeting him again and again.
Mr. Hajime moves with familiarity in the house as if he has been here many times before (you wouldnât doubt if he has). He makes his way to the dining room as he turns on an old song on your grandfatherâs beloved record player. You donât know the title, but you remember hearing it play many times back when you were a kid. It sounds so nostalgic.Â
As the three of you eat dinner, a younger image of your mother and you eating in silence overlap, and the bittersweet feeling at how much your mother has grown begins to hit you. Despite her fading black hair and the grays that replace them, and the barely noticeable wrinkles around her eyes; the look in her eyes seems younger â happier.Â
Youâve never seen her like this before. Her heart races for her â her love for Mr. Hajime and the happiness he brings to her. Youâre happy for her, you really are.
This street and this house bring back so many memories; memories of times that will never come again and new ones are being created. And even more in the future.
Nostalgia continues to devour you. Your heart is aching in many different ways.
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A year passes by, you donât hear from RindĹ or Ran after a few weeks of sending letters back and forth, and occasional phone calls made on your house line when your mother works overtime on Saturday nights.
Ran had warned you beforehand that he doesnât do handwritten letters or phone calls or emails [whatever that means], you think he may just not want to talk to you, and strangely, you donât take much offence in it. Like RindĹ has always said, Ran is Ran, he does things his own way. Plus, you had already assumed you would hear updates on Ran from RindĹ, however your assumption turns out to be wrong.
Tons of calls and letters left unanswered. You send another one, your final letter to him.
2002 ĺš´ 4ć 22ćĽ
Hi RindĹ,
I know itâs been a while since my last letter and I havenât received one back from you either. I make sure to check the mailbox twice a week! I really will be upset if you donât reply or call me this time for real.
The new year started recently and Iâm being forced to join a club this time. Kaa-san is still busy with work, and she comes home exhausted, so I decided to join the culinary club. Coming home to a cooked meal is something everyone likes, right? I am not really confident in my cooking skills though. . .
I miss you and Ran a lot. Itâs lonely here without you guys. I hope you havenât forgotten about me. I wonât forgive you if you did. Write to me soon, okay? I want to know what you have been up to.
And itâs no shocker when thereâs no response to it.
Your initial bitterness eventually fades into nothing but nostalgia.
As the years go on, you forget all about the Haitani brothers and Roppongi. Their faces become more and more blurred with each passing month. You mustâve been erased from their memory â a little childhood memory too dazed to remember.
Junior high is harder than it seems â making friends doesnât come easy, you spend the majority of your time alone. But ever since you joined the culinary club in your second year, everyone there is friendly and supportive, and things begin to change. School becomes a little more fun, and sometimes, you donât mind waking up so early in the morning.
You find yourself trapped in the middle of a circle. All eyes on you. Ones full of anticipation.
And of course, this could only be one thing â gossiping. They talk about love stories, first kisses, and boys. Unfortunately, the target today is none other than you.
âNo, I donât have a crush on anyone," you firmly state. Itâs the third time this week you've been asked this question, you donât understand why everyone is so curious.
âEhh, donât lie!â Sachiko playfully nudges you with a giggle. Eyes piercing into yours, and you inaudibly sigh at her skepticism. You donât budge when she continues to push and she pouts. âFine, fine. What about Naoki-kun from the baseball team?â
A chorus of âAhhâsâ and giggles erupt in the room. A telling sign of the boyâs popularity. Even someone like you, who doesnât care much about boys [yet] knows about him. From what you heard, he spends most of his time practicing baseball and he only dated one girl during his first year for only a week. Heâs more serious than he seems, yet he gets along with everyone, parents and teachers included.
Heâs good-looking. You arenât blind, you know this much, but you donât think you like short hair so much â even if Naoki-kunâs short hair suits him quite well. Still, you end up timidly agreeing with your club members, wishing to get this over with. âMhm, I think Naoki-kun is kinda cute . . .âÂ
"Oh my gosh . . .â
âAh, I knew it,â someone says. âI mean, most girls like him, so itâs obvious, right?"
You never said anything about liking Naoki-kun in a romantic way, you just said he was kinda cute (you guess). You just shrug and the topic moves onto how a student in the grade below you had caught the new teacher from class 2-b and the principal on a date. Your married principal. A classic love affair. The rumour echoes down the streets in the town, forever spiralling.
And in the early morning of May, 2003, your mother enters the house again and you think she may have forgotten something before heading off to work. Instead, she tosses a letter on the kitchen table. She says itâs for you. Itâs plain. A white envelope with no decorations â you immediately know itâs not from one of your friends from school and your heart races in anticipation even before you grab it. You flip it over to see if it says who itâs from.
And it does. Itâs a letter sent from Roppongi â a letter from Haitani RindĹ.
Time slows and your heart beats loudly in your ears. The wind leading into summer suddenly doesnât feel so slow; the morning birds chirp in tune of your heartbeat.
It was already the end of June, you blow out your candles. Another June goes by and you graduate from junior high.
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You are sixteen when you meet RindĹ and Ran again.Â
They surprise you at the train station, and when you see them, you donât recognise them at all. It feels like you donât know who they are. Theyâre suddenly a lot taller, more mature with matching tattoos and dyed hair that you donât see people your age with â and to their defence, they have always had dyed hair back when you first met. Thereâs an intimidating air to them which draws you in. An edge you should look out for. One step and you will fall.
Your grandfather has also changed â barely, but you can see he looks a little smaller than you remember him to be. Older, too. Thereâs wrinkles around his eyes and mouth â ones due to his permanent frown. Yet his eyes feel warm, they soften when he looks at you.
Ran doesnât really hang out nor talk to you anymore. During your trip there, he spends most days out and sometimes RindĹ tags along with him, in which you stay at home with your grandfather or go shopping. And when you first caught them with bruises on their faces and torn skin on their knuckles, you cried. Catching them two and three more times didnât make it any better.
You knew from first glance that RindĹ and Ran are what people call delinquents, you arenât blind when faced with the obvious. It feels strange seeing your childhood friends like this â the violence indulge in.
(You couldnât believe it when you first learned the reason as to why you havenât heard from RindĹ in a long, long time. Itâs still hard to believe, but when you see them like this, you canât refuse it.)
It gradually builds into a routine, always finding yourself in the Haitani home while their mother is away at work. Forcing RindĹ down onto his bed as you clumsily clean up his wounds, shaky, and unable to look away. Fretting over the way theyâve been hurt like a mother to her children (this is how their own mother probably feels coming home to be greeted by bruised faces). A burned cd of his favourite songs plays in the background. Quietly, because youâre both afraid of Ran waking up.
âStop looking at me like that.â His tone is anything, but harsh. His sigh is heavy, yet soft. âYou gotta stop worrying at this point. Itâs nothing you havenât seen before.â
You immediately frown as you glare up at him. âI worry because you donât.â
âYou know itâs not as bad as it looks. Can barely feel a thing. Youâve got nothinâ to worry about.â
You quickly retort, âIt is . . . Why do you keep saying that? Every time I see you, you are injured. Thatâs not normal.â Growing more frustrated at his lack of self-care, you softly glare at his tattered hand. You mumble, âWhat are you and your brother even up to?â More so to you, than to RindĹ.
However, he hears you. He laughs, more rather airy than his usual boastful one. âArenât you too nice?â
âNo, Iâm not,â you mutter. âSomething like this is normal.â
âI guess that means my world isnât so normal. I donât know anyone else like you.â
Those pretty amethyst eyes draw you in. You shake your head, replying, âYou will meet others like me. Caring about someone who is hurt is nothing special. Itâs . . . itâs human to do so.â You hold his hand carefully in yours, inspecting the cloth to make sure itâs securely wrapped. Thumb brushing over the fabric.
âThereâs only you.âÂ
The room falls silent. The track slowly fades into the next. Your heart races.
RindĹ coughs into his sleeve. âUm, I meant that I only know you. The guys I know arenât really like that at all.â
It may be your mind playing tricks on you. The way he looks and sounds â his every gesture feels too tender to be RindĹ. Itâs odd, not him. Your eyes must be playing tricks on you too because the look in RindĹâs eyes seems too gentle and intimate. You look away.
âYou have Ran, who cares about you a lot,â you point out, eyes looking anywhere but at him.
He quietly chuckles, âYeah. Thatâs just Ran though. You know how he is.â
You vaguely reply, âI guess so.â
âYou know so.â
âEveryone knows so,â you softly add, âjust take of yourself more. Please.â
You lift your eyes for a split second, and he meets you within it. RindĹ softly smiles, âOkay. I will, so you wonât cry anymore.â
You canât look at him for too long without feeling your face flush, it gets too hot, and the unfamiliar feeling of butterflies that invade your stomach, pooling, itching to explode whenever he smiles at you. He makes you so nervous and you donât know how to react. Youâve never felt this type of nervousness with someone before.
âI donât cry.â
âI sure hope you wonât.â
You donât know how to act.
That night, once Ran awakens from his nap, the three of you decide to hang outside. Roppongi is not similar to the countryside in any shape or form and youâre no longer surprised to see the city awake during these late nights. This city is always brighter after midnight.
RindĹ had run off to the nearest konbini for drinks due to him losing three rounds of rock-paper-scissors [really, who actually chooses rock], and you and Ran are squatting down by the riverbank with sparklers burning in your hands. RindĹ will probably be annoyed that the two of you started without him the second he ran off, but itâs Ran fault if anything. Heâs the one who made you grab the sparklers and lit them himself.
However, RindĹ wouldnât be surprised by this, because everyone knows how impatient Ran can be at times.
âYâknow, on summer nights like this, the main character and her love interest would light sparklers togetherââ Ran begins to say with his sparkler dangles above yours, burning so fast and bright, ââand they will become stuck together. It stays like that, and that is usually when something in their relationship changes. . . I saw it in a shĹjo anime before.â He pulls the end of his sparkler before his and yours get the chance to become tangled, and smiles softly at you. Ran looks pretty â prettier than most celebrities you see on television and magazine covers. Heâs probably popular with girls.
And you assume, RindĹ, too. Heâs definitely no less popular than his brother. This thought immediately makes everything feel sour, your smile falters and you look back down at the sparklers. A pile of ash building below. The flames are bright, rushing into your eyes and leaves your head dizzy.
Itâs quite beautiful; the way sparks flicker and dimming ashes fall around you. Vanishing within moments it hits the ground.
âYou learned that from a shĹjo anime?â
He replies with a shrug. âI mean, yeah. Itâs a popular trope these days. I know you girls are into those types of things. Quite romantic, hm?âÂ
You nod and donât try to hide your smile. You didnât think Ran was into anime like that. You didnât know he was a romantic type of guy.
âDonât laugh,â Ran scoffs. âYouâve become quite rude, huh.â
âIâm not! I just thought it was cute,â you huff in defense.
âUh-huh.â
He rolls his eyes in which you mockingly repeat back, and you both laugh.
So, Ran is a little different these days. Heâs all grown, almost unrecognisably so. But he is still your friend â there is still the Ran you knew back then there inside of him. And you think, he and RindĹ could probably say the same about you. Change is inevitable, it comes hand-in-hand with growing up.
âSo, this is something you do with someone you love. . .â you mutter his words to yourself. âWhy arenât you doing it with someone you loveâwell, uh, have you?â
Itâs silent. A croak of a frog, a call of a cicada. His answer lies in his silence and itâs sad to hear, because beneath everything, Ran is someone with lots of love to give. Itâs unfortunate how heâs never once liked to wear his heart on his sleeve, hidden away deep in a metal cage. He is a nice guy, really. So sweet to RindĹ â sometimes towards you.
Ran shakes his head, redirecting the conversation to you. Something he always seems to do. âWhy arenât you?â
You . . . ?
Attentive with the eyes of a hawk, Ran picks up on your confusion within seconds. He tells you not to mind his words which only makes you feel more lost â heart racing. You think Ran knows something, but you do not know what. The unknown is always terrifying and you want to know.
Ran wants an answer that you cannot provide. Beginning to feel warm underneath your thin clothes, you grow anxious under his heavy stare, yet canât find it in yourself to look away.
His eyes drift for a second and light from the sparklers fall in. He looks back at you, then cocks his head in the opposite direction. Curious, you follow his line of sight â RindĹ.
Immediately, you take this opportunity to run. You hand the remains of your incense stick to Ran as you jump up, dusting off the dirt and ash that may have gotten on your clothes. Running up the stone steps, meeting him halfway (you pay no mind to Ran who yells that you got dirt on him). Your shadows reach before your bodies do, overlapping underneath the flickering lamp post.Â
âRindĹ! Whyâd you take so long?â You ask while leaning in, folding your hands behind your back. His blond locks are messy and sticking to his forehead instead of styled in his usual fashion, red cheeks and his chest is raising up and down as he breathes. âDidâya run here? Youâre looking a little red . . .â
He lets out an exasperated sigh, visibly annoyed with a prominent scowl on his face. âThis idiot in front of me was taking his sweet fuckinâ time,â he replies, his glasses shift down his nose bridge and you reach your hand up to fix it. However, before you can, he grabs your wrist (a sudden yet gentle gesture) completely stopping you.
You awkwardly mutter, âUm. Sorry . . . ?âÂ
RindĹ blinks before letting go of your hand, shaking his head. âAh, no,â he clears his throat, âI got it. Thanks.â
Opening the plastic bag, he holds a bottle of ramune towards you. The little spot he touched burns, and itâs then when RindĹ asks you whatâs wrong because you had suddenly froze in your movements. âDid you want a different flavour? I think I saw a strawberry one left,â he offers, âor you can take my drink. Itâs beer, though. You donât drink, right?â
âNo, no. I like it. I prefer the original one,â you decline as you take the drink from his hand. Fingers brushing against his cold ones. âThanks, Rin.â
âI do, too. Itâs my favourite.â
His favourite, yet he had replaced it for some cheap canned alcohol â he and Ran arenât even old enough to drink, but you donât really care, either. Things like that strangely suit them.
You bite your tongue when you almost reply, I know. However, you do respond with a brief, âReally?â
âYeah. Itâs a necessity on summer days, yâknow?â
You canât help, but agree. âThatâs why I like it.â
âYeah, I know.â
And you wonder if RindĹ remembers everything that happened the summer the both of you first met â you do. Those summer days spent underneath the shade side by side sharing melting popsicles and ramune, running around Roppongi and challenging each other at the arcade games. Aiding new cuts and bruises that appear on the brotherâs bodies, RindĹ would place a bandaid on your hands and knees every time you had fallen down trying to catch up to them, and whispering secrets only meant for the two of you to know [ones Ran comes to know, unsurprisingly]. You miss those summer days, and you donât want to see the end of this one too.
Days with the Haitani brothers are unforgettable â so special, a feeling nothing can replace. Your hometown has never once felt like this.
Nobody has made you feel this way before.
You bring the ramune to your mouth, sweetness dissolves on your tongue, your lips tingle, and your heart burns and burns and burns.
âBang!
A sudden sharp noise causes you to jump, droplets of your drink splash onto your thin shirt and down your chest. The culprit is none other than RindĹ, who had bought firecrackers along with the drinks â setting it off a little too close to him and Ran, bursting right beneath their feet. RindĹ laughs uproariously due to your surprised expression â so loud and clear, it cuts through the cicadasâ callings, passing cars, and the booming of firecrackers. His smile is like the warmth of summer; brighter than sparklers and the sea of little stars above. Your cheeks heat up, and all you can see is him.
At this moment, itâs two a.m. at the end of July when everything hits you like a huge tidal wave. Oh. You understand it now.Â
This feeling burns into you.
Everything feels like summer.
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his hands come up to your cheeks and hold, looking- rather staring into your soul. you smile and your cheeks in his hands squish up making them look chubbier.
"wanna bite you." he says it still holding instense eye contact. you laugh and a faint smile appears on his face. "i missed you." his head drops on your shoulder and he takes a deep breath of your perfume.
"missed you too." you put your head on his, as if it hasn't only been less than a full day since you last saw each other. he thanks the owners of the place for the dim blue lighting in the dark room as it conceals the blush starting to make itself known on his face.
his hands that are hugging your figure travels down and down until they hit your waist and sneak under your top to caress your soft skin. every inch his fingertips touch burn with excitement and leaves goosebumps on his way.
"missed you so. damn. much." he sighs into your shoulder and places a small kiss on there, slowly moving upwards on your neck. you open yourself to him and throw your head back, enjoying his acts. his hands are softly scratching your back while he keeps kissing and nipping at your skin.
"show me how much you missed me then." you whisper near his ear and peck his lobe, knowing it makes his knees weak every time you do that. his attention is now diverted to your chin, biting it tenderly. "baby-" you whine when he licks the part he bit to soothe the pain he caused.
"my pretty thing. all mine." staring into your eyes again, he touches your nose playfully with his pointer finger. you close your eyes and lean into him, letting your lips touch gently at first. it doesn't take long until he's exploring your mouth feverishly, teeth clattering and tongues brushing against each other with lust.
you push him off of you for a second to take a breath but he chases after your lips and doesn't let you leave. you can taste the drink he previously had on his tongue and it mixes with the minty taste your altoids left in your mouth. he thinks he's found heaven, right here in your arms.
when he eventually pulls back, you can't help but giggle at all the lipstick stains on the lower half of his face. (and trust my word on this one, he wears it proudly until you force him to wash it off- which leads to another make out session, in the bathroom this time.)
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Rindou is fidgety and restless the week before his birthday.
He's on edge most days and reacts to even the smallest things, but you've been mindful when you speak with him lately and you keep an open heart. You know that he doesn't do birthdays very well and it's been this way since he was younger.
But you bring up his parents over breakfast and he's all defensive and angry and you didn't like that he raised his voice. You didn't think that inviting his parents over for his birthday would be a sensitive thing to say ä¸ you thought it'd be a nice gesture for his 27th year around the sun ä¸ but he's still angry when you try to reason with him.
He goes radio silent the rest of the day. You take a nap after tea time and suddenly the pillows on the couch are tidy and the table cloth is free of oil stains and hung to dry by the sink. By dinner time the takeout bags are folded and stored neatly in the compartment you keep recycle bags and the food is warm and ready to eat. You don't see him around the house but you know he's in his study and you don't want to annoy him.
You're looking for his lunch bag when you're making his lunch for tomorrow only to find it already packed by himself ä¸ it's full of snacking biscuits and grapes and energy drink and it's hanging next to his coat.
Your heart aches the entire time you scoop fried rice and soup to stuff into his bag. It eventually comes to you that he's already accepted that you won't be packing his lunch anymore now that you've argued and you're mad at each other. But you always pack his lunch and you never go to sleep angry, so you don't understand why.
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Men who are so emotionally constipated, or have been through enough trauma that they don't... exactly... do well with touch, but are extremely touch starved and crave love beyond anything else physical.
Men who suddenly gain an adorable S/O who is willing to do all that and more.
Men, who suddenly find themselves having someone to come home to every night; who find themselves lying beside said person every night; who's willing to hold them for as long as necessary when it gets difficult; who refuses to abandon them no matter the circumstance.
Boyfriends, who find it difficult to truly express themselves when they want to, and get frustrated whenever they have that difficulty.
Boyfriends who find their S/O so attractive that they can't help themselves, so they end up blurting out the thoughts that come to mind.
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Boyfriends who become your husband because he made that same mistake one day, and scrambled to grab the ring.
(The same ring that had been sitting in his pocket for the last three months.)
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JJK: Gojo, Megumi,
ToRev: Hanma, KAZUTORA, Shinichiro, SANZU, Izana, Kokonoi
HSR: Blade, AVENTURINE, DANHENG,
Genshin: KAEYA, DILUC, Scaramouche/Wanderer, Xiao,
BNHA: Aizawa, TODOROKI, DABI,
Haikyuu: OIKAWA, Atsumu,
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tokyo revengers ⢠YOUâRE TOO DRUNK TO RECOGNIZE YOUR BOYFRIEND
ft. manjiro âmikeyâ sano, ken âdrakenâ ryuguji, keisuke baji, takashi mitsuya, rindou haitani, ran haitani & shuji hanma
warnings: alcohol and a very hammered reader. the boys are more responsible than you <3
this is one of the rare occurrences wherein MIKEY actually shares his food. when youâve finally given up on fighting him for the last bottle of alcohol, you start whining about your sudden hunger so he slides his plate of nachos over to you. he watches you eye it for a second before you drag your gaze up to him. âi have a boyfriend you know?â you tell him, your attempt to be menacing coming out pathetically as the attitude dripping from your tone is dampened by your slurred speech. mikey doesnât need the club to be well lit. the strobe lights already illuminate your face enough for him to get a clear view of your glassy eyes and flushed cheeks. âi know,â he confirms with a tinge of exasperation, âbecause itâs me. mikey. your boyfriend.â he emphasizes his last words, his last effort to knock some sense into you but you only let out a cackle which catches him off guard. ânice try but mikey never shares his food.â
âthatâs enough.â DRAKEN snatches the last of your many drinks for the night before you can gulp it down. being the perceptive boyfriend he is, he can already hear the complaint thatâs about to slip from your tongue so heâs quick to pull you by the wrist, up from your seat and out the door. âwhere are you taking me?â you ask as clearly as your drunken state can let youânot so much but enough for your boyfriend to understand. âhome.â at his curt reply, you yank your hand from his grip with a strength that startles even tomanâs former vice president. âwhat the hell are you doing?â draken hisses lest you make a scene in public. âiâm calling my boyfriend,â you warn him, âbet he can kick your ass.â âyeah? iâd like to see him try.â he dismisses your empty threat, reaching for you once more to guide you to the exit but upon hearing a few whispers from prying strangers who are clearly getting the wrong idea, he stops in his tracks and turns to no one in particular, no longer caring about whatever commotion he may cause as his voice booms over the loud music: âiâm the boyfriend!â
âlet me go!â you relentlessly thrash around, yelling out threats of calling your boyfriend, while BAJIâthe boyfriend in questionâpulls you into an empty alleyway to avoid any possible public humiliation for the both of you. âfuck,â he huffs out a breath, âwhen did you get this strong?â some time in the night, heâs tuned you out telling him off, on a sole mission to stop you from drinking more than you already have. and heâs relieved he managed to get you out of the barâthat is until he hears a weird noise coming from you. âwh-â baji doesnât get the chance to utter a single word as you begin to throw up. in a panic, he hastily puts your hair up with his spare tie before rubbing soothing circles on your back. your hair looks real messy, he notes, but thatâs the least of his worries. âyou feeling better?â he checks on you after a while, only to be met by more retching, making him grumble to himself, âand i get an earful when i drink too much.â
MITSUYA is helping you get on your feetâsweet boyfriend he isâbut as soon as you find your footing, you give him a hefty shove. âi have a boyfriend, jackass!â you seethe, too drunk to recognize him, and all he can do is sigh as he regains his balance. âyes. me.â something clicks in your brain at his response and you squint your eyes to get a better look at him. âtakashi?â âhi, love.â and just like that, you perk up, your mouth stretching into a wide grin. âtaka,â you squeal, excitement coursing through your veins when you recognize your boyfriend, âhiiiii~â he laughs at the shift in your tone and takes the opportunity to slide an arm around your waist once more. âletâs get you home okay?â âmhm.â you wrap your arms around him and he lifts you with ease. mitsuya assumes youâre fast asleep until a few minutes later, you mumble something against his skin, âsomeone tried to flirt with me but i said no.â a chuckle bubbles past his lips as he adjusts his hold on you. âreally?â âmhm,â you nod into his neck as you snuggle closer, âi only love you.â âi love you more.â âlove you most,â you reply before soft snores fall from your lips and your breathing evens out.
youâre rambling about RINDOU to rindou himself, going on and on about the reasons that made you fall in love with him. and while youâre occasionally interrupted by your hiccups, he patiently listens to your every word then he hears a âbut.â the ways you describe him next are less flattering, less romanticâhow he tries so hard to act indifferent to your cooing as if the tips of his ears donât instantly turn red. or how he has a permanent scowl etched on his face. and other things you already tell him even when youâre sober. âheâs really lucky he doesnât have any wrinkles yet,â you add with a giggle. âyouâre really annoying when youâre drunk, you know that?â rindou deadpans. despite the lack of lighting in the club, he doesnât miss the shock washing over you, your eyes getting mistier by the second. âwhat?â your voice comes out shaky and your bottom lip starts to wobble, making rindou release another groan. âfor fuckâs sake.â
in spite of your insistence to stay at the club, RAN easily managed to drag you to his car. this isnât his first rodeo. as an older brother, he has had to deal with rindou when he was blackout drunk. âwhere are we going?â you mumble as you begin to stir in the passenger seat. âhome.â âi wanna see ran.â your boyfriend throws you a quick glanceâyour eyes remain closed and the rest of your words are incomprehensibleâbefore he focuses back on the road. amused by your drunken state, he plays along. âalright, weâre going to ran.â the stretch of silence that follows is cut short when you speak again, âiâm thirsty.â so ran makes a quick stop at a convenience store, coming back shortly with a bottle in hand. he unscrews the cap before he gives you the drink, âcareful.â you take a big gulp, instantly grimacing at the taste and it elicits a snort from your boyfriend. âwhat is this?â âwater.â
âwant more,â you slur. across from you, HANMA watches as you clumsily reach for the empty shot glasses on the table, flipping them upside down as if more alcohol will magically appear. heâs not going to lieâhe finds it funny. entertaining, even. and if the circumstances were any different, he wouldâve even encouraged this behavior. but heâs your boyfriend now and if thereâs one thing he truly cares about, itâs you. drunk out of your wits, you donât notice when hanma slides out of the booth until heâs soon presenting two more glasses to you. even though the contents are the same, he asks you to choose, âwhich one?â âhmm⌠that.â before you can get your hands on your drink, hanma intercepts and downs it in one go. youâre about to protest when he throws you over his shoulder and chugs the other drink out of your sight before heading for the exit. âletâs go.â
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â accidents happen â || tokyo rev.
cont.
synopsis: in which they discover you had their child and kept it from them all these years later.
pairing: bonten x fem!reader [ mikey, ran, sanzu ]
warnings: mature content ahead. MDI. mature language, crude humor, angst (if you squint really hard), deadbeat!bonten (unintentionally), not proof-read so there may be errors lol and i think thatâs it :))
notes: i just want the drama >:) may make more parts, and even extend said headcannons into longer fics in the future, but wanted to post something quick for motherâs day. hope you enjoy!
When you disappeared off the face of the earth, MIKEY had never been the same. One fight. One argument that spiraled out of control, and you were just gone...
He had people looking for you for about a couple years, the trail ran cold after a while and he had half a mind to think you were dead. Up until he got intel of your whereabouts one morning during a meeting.
That man got up and left immediately.
He wasnât accompanied with any of his men, only because he didnât want to draw any unwanted attention in the broad daylight. Sure, him wearing a black hood, ball cap, and mask in a park didnât really help him look inconspicuous but it at least concealed his identity enough for him to blend in. Mikey sat on a bench for a good forty minutes, anxious, making anyone who passed him shiver from his intense aura alone; even birds walked around him. After almost an hour of waiting, he began to feel frustrated. Perhaps, the intel was false. Just as he went to stand, already conjuring up ways to have Sanzu execute the idiot who wasted his time, he heard it.
Your voice. Seizing him, like a sirenâs call.
His eyes were alert, darting around until they landed on your figure, spotlighted by the sun, like an angel descending from the heavens. You looked good, healthy. That was good. An array of emotions fought for their turn in Mikeyâs heartâRelief, distress, anger, nostalgia. He couldnât just pick one, especially when it came to you. As he watched from his spot, doing his best to not seem suspicious, he clocked the people you were approaching with excitement, your peppy stride as you waved at, what he presumed, to be mother and daughter.
However, his entire world turned upside down when the little girl extended out her arms towards you, and said âMama!â
âHello, my darling.~â You cooed, taking her into your awaiting arms from the woman, embracing the toddler tightly. âMama missed you so much.â
âMissed you, mama!â was the childâs reply, followed by her giggles.
A bucket of cold water wouldâve been better than this. Watching you converse with who he now assumes to be the babysitter, Mikey felt faint. Vision blurring, head pounding, heart clenching. YouâŚyouâŚno. Thereâs no way. You wouldnât have moved onâŚyou couldnât have, not like this, not from him. You loved him, didnât you? You still love him, didnât you?
How could youâŚhow could you?
Before he knew it, he started to follow you around. From the park, to the store, all the way back to your apartment. He already phoned some of the executives to start working in on the babysitter, and anyone else in your new found circle for information. He wanted answers. He needed them.
By the time you began fixing dinner, with your daughter laid down for a nap, you receive a knock at your door. Who could that be at this hour?
RAN was chilling outside the rendezvous spot for something the boss and a few other execs were participating in, having a smoke, minding his business, up until he sees a little girl with pigtails wearing a school uniform approaching, standing before him and justâŚstaring. She barely came up to his thighs, could've been no older than seven. She was practically staring into his soul with bright lavender eyes that scarily reminded him of Rinâs when he was that age.
He stared back, head tilted as he blew out the smoke from the corner of his mouth. The hell was a kid doing on this side of town?
Then, after an uncomfortable staring contest, the little girl points at his cigarette. âMy ma says those things are bad for you.â
Ran raised a brow, âDoes she now?â
âMmhm! She says it makes people unhappy.â
He offered a thoughtful nod, an amused grin spreading across his face. âMm. Do I look unhappy?â
The girl looked at Ran for a minute, eyes squinted. Eventually, she shook her head. âNo. But, ma also says people who are always unhappy get better at hiding it.â
Ranâs grin faltered. Her unwavering stare started to unnerve him, especially after hearing such a heavy statement come from such a small package.
After a brief moment of silence, he chuckled softly, taking one last drag of his cigarette before flicking it away. He exhaled. âSmart woman.â
The little girl beamed, âMmhm! My ma knows a lot of stuff.â
âTsk. But not âStranger Dangerâ, apparently.â
She tilted her head, curious. âHuh?â
âYou shouldnât be wandering around by yourself, let alone approaching someone you donât know. âs not safe. Especially for nosy little girls who stick their noses in other peopleâs business. Your ma never taught you that?â
The little girl rolled her eyes, hands on her hips. âDuh. Of course she did. Everyone knows that rule,â she exasperated. Ran snorted, but yielded when she squinted at him, pointing as she sassed. âAnd I do so know you, so youâre not a stranger.â
This time, Ran couldnât help the incredulous laugh. âOh, you know me, huh? Thatâs not good. âm supposed to keep a low profile. Say, you ainât a cop are you?â He teased, earning another eye roll.
âNo. Too small to be a cop, dummy.â
âOh, pardon me, I didnât notice. Where do you know me from, then?â
The little girl pointed over to the building..where the executives were having their meeting. She beamed, âMaâs works in there. On important people days she canât get me from school, so she tells me to come straight here, and to not talk to the purple man that stands near the building. She says youâre mean.â
Ran smirked, then gave a half-hearted shrug.
âShe also says youâre my pa. But, I never believed her. Youâre too old.â
Ranâs smirk dropped.
Whether more from the first comment or the last, you decide. But, one thing was for certain: he needed another cigarette.
SANZU cackled watching some guy struggle to round up a couple of rowdy twins at the convenience store. One was knocking shit off the shelves while the other ran circles around the guy. It was what he needed for his bitch of a hangover, a good laugh to distract from the ache in his skull.
However, he wasnât laughing for long when you came around the corner of the isle, holding a few items with a smile on your face that soon faded once you saw the scene unfolding before you; the pinkette thought he was still tripping balls. Blinking a few times to allow any after effects of the drugs to clear up, when you didnât disappear he used his long legs to swiftly yeet behind one of the shelves, peering around it like some paranoid stalker. The last time you had spoken, you had threatened to castrate him with your teeth if you ever saw him again.
And heâd be damned if he tried your bluff.
He watched in awe as you straightened those twins up quick. If he didnât know any better, he wouldâve thought they were trained to obey you, and only you. Any other authority be damned. While the guy was putting all the stuff back on the shelves, sweaty and out of breath, you gently reprimanded them for causing trouble. You still made that cute pouty face you always did whenever you were mad at himâŚ
âWhat did we talk about earlier? Hm? Mr. Satoru was very kind to help mama today, you know. You two promised me youâd be on your best behavior for him.â
Sanzu gagged. This was the rebound you let nut in you? This huffy moron who canât handle a couple of ankle biters, this was your king? He had half a mind to just gut the guy to put him out of his misery from that pathetic display from earlier, alone. He couldnât imagine how difficult it must be back home. He remembers when he was that ageâRowdy, reckless, the Antichrist. Adorable, but deadly. God bless that poor bastardâs soul.
WaitâŚMister? NotâŚdad?
The first twin whined, stomping their feet. âHeâs too boringggg!â
Come to think of itâŚif Sanzu squintedâŚthe longer he looked at the little familyâŚhe swore the more he saw the resemblance of himself in the tiny gremlins. From the hair, to the eyes, all the way down to the mannerismsâŚHang on. When had been the last time you two fucked? ThreeâŚno, was it four years ago?
The second twin huffed, pointing at the man. âYeah! And heâs jusâ being nice so that he can sleep in your bed, mama!â
You flushed, nervously chuckling as you looked around to make sure no one heard. Sanzu ducked behind a bag of chips, now nothing but eyes peeking through the gaps of food on the shelf.
SoâŚthat loserâs not the father? ThenâŚcould that mean..?
âHeâs mamaâs boyfriend, remember? He���s allowed to do that. And heâll be around for a while, so I want you two to be nice, okay?â
ââŚokay, mama.â They grumbled.
Sanzu almost popped a blood vessel, fist clenched around a bag of Lays and nearly busting it. He chuckled darkly, âOh. Weâll see about that.â
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You tell you bf fingering doesnât get you off, he proves otherwise
"Well how do you usually get off when I'm not here?" He chuckles in disbelief at what you had just admitted to him.
"I don't know, I just don't," You say with a light chuckle and look away in slight embarrassment.
The revelation that you would wait for him to come back home to you and fuck you had him hardening in his pants. There was no way his baby went on without any relief.
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"Come on baby, you can do it."
Your right arm is tired from locked position you have it in as your middle and ring finger move in and out of your hot, wet pussy. Your forehead is glistening in sweat and your chest moves up and down with heavy breathes as you lay your head back onto his shoulder as he sits behind you on the bed. You could almost cry as you've been trying to get off for the past thirty minutes.
You let out a frustrated whine when you can feel the ache of your fingers, scared of loosing the arousal, you pull them out. The slick clinging on makes you shiver.
"I-I can't do it anymore. Please!" You cry out and look up towards his face to make him see your desperation.
But when you look up you see his eyes on your sex, eyebrows furrowed, an almost angry look on his face. He breathes out of his nose before his hand replaces your own, his two fingers slipping right in and move at a faster pace than what you were doing.
"So wet baby, look at this. Why can't you get off like good girl?" You let out a shaky moan as you looked down, watching his hands play at your cunt. His fingers reaching places you couldn't reach and the other hand rubbing on your swollen clit. You then feel his lips on your neck, kissing and licking, all the sensations making tears form in your eyes.
âSo pathetic, canât even do it yourself. Look how you writhe baby.â He chuckles, hearing the squelching at the pace he was going. You begin writhing, body moving in jolts at the sensation of your orgasm coming.
"Uhn! I- I'm cumming! I'm cumming!"
âMy poor baby, how long have you gone without getting off, huh? Donât worry I got you. Need another one from you.â He coos
pulled this out of drafts to give new followers something, almost done with uni for the summer so I can focus on finishing writing the bigger projects
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when you have an itch on your back, you flop down on top of him and whine about the itch, writhing like a dog trying to scratch your back against him, begging him for help. he pulls a face, reels his hands back as you squirm, âwhy must you come to me with such demands? are you not a whole grown adult?â
âbecause you scratch my back the best,â you whimper. âplease?â
he clicks his tongue and puts his phone to the side, âi totally wasnât in the middle of anything, itâs fine, sure,â he grumbles, but ultimately, he lowers his hand to indeed, scratch your back, hands coming under your shirt to gently, barely, dig his nails in to quell the sensation, listening to your directions of âup, left, little lower.â you mewl and relax against him as he hits the spot giving you the most trouble, and you hear him sigh.
âyouâre literally like an animal,â he mutters, but you hear the smirk in his voice.
âwoof,â you offer him, stretching happily as the hand scratching your back slowly stops, leaving his thumb to gently smooth over the now warm skin.
âand for the record, i shouldnât just be the best one who scratches your back- iâd better be the only one.â
you smile and nod, not making a move to get up as his other arm rests on your back, using you as a prop to keep his phone in his hands. he doesnât say anything, merely keeping one hand to smooth up and down your back, the other thumbing through his phone as you slowly feel your eyes grow heavy from the soft touch and the love in the air.
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A doodle whilst at work lol
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