#Togami n porter are both kinda treating their partners like sex objects or a warm body to distract from something else

[zukkacore]

Literally nobody is gonna get this bc it’s a reference to something that doesn’t exist in a way that can be perceived by anyone who isn’t my like 3 irl friends I shared the doc with and not to be a redundant hack but the phrase "I know I don't matter to you the way he matters to you" actually is from an DIFFERENT wip of mine that i stole from myself b/c i liked it so much. I think i have a thing for ships where the want for someone else just hangs over their interaction. I love putting little blonde bitches in situations where nobody gets what they want.

But it's like. The contrast is so sad to me b/c there IS a layer of cruelty to togakure hookup at naegiri wedding fic b/c its blatantly Togami trying to get over his feelings for his best friends and yes im using you for sex but there's like such a genuine earnest quality to it and he is being kinda REAL here its like. No i'm not in love with you but you're still one of my oldest friends. And that means everything.

It's like. The cruelty of the response to "i know i don't matter to you the way he matters to you" by comparison that J2 gets from Porter is like. IDK