#This will be a slight Atsushi X OC For The Next Three Parts LOL I Hate Me Too

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{DOLOR PT 3: A!Akutagawa X O!Atsushi}

Three Months After November 8th…

{~:~}

Atsushi was sitting on the floor with a book in his hand, eyes switching from reading the words to checking on Akachan and Shiro, who were both asleep in the omega’s lap, and he would sigh in content every time. His sunset eyes never really left either of his pups, and he didn’t know whether or not to be embarrassed. Some of the other people from the Office, and even Kyouka have all said he was way too attentive to the twins. But the Office Manager had actually said he was just doing what any other Mother would do.

And this Manager, Enomoto Seifu, who had the ability of reading and controlling emotions, could tell that he was just protective, and scared.

And Atsushi was.

Now that Akachan and Shiro were born, what would happen next?

Not only his life as a parent, but his job, {Even if working here surprisingly made more money than he could ever make in a lifetime in Yokohama, not that he didn’t miss the city} and then his mind was wandering to a certain clothing manipulating Alpha, who was stationed in Port Mafia’s Yokohama.

He was not ready to tell him, but how long before he would be found out?

After all, he had missed his six month deadline.

Atsushi sighed, his head ache increasing as he continued his brain-storm, when Akachan yawned, causing him to freeze, hold his breath, before curling into his thigh, lightly bumping her head into her brother’s forehead, causing Shiro to stir, before curling towards her. Atsushi smiled, and he sighed in content, just as the door opened, revealing Kyouka, who had gone to get something at the other side of town at the Mail Center.

“Hey, welcome home!” He said, and Kyouka instantly smiled back, and walked over to the coffee table.

“Sorry I’m late. Miss Seifu wanted me to check out a supposed burglar case over there while I was there.”

“That’s alright. I’m just glad you got back safe. What’s that envelope?”

Kyouka froze, having slipped the envelope into her kimono, hoping Atsushi wouldn’t notice.

She gripped the letter, before smiling.

“Just spam. Nothing important.”

Atsushi raised an eyebrow, before chuckling, and shrugging his shoulders.

“Alright. I’ll go put these two down in their cradles and I’ll reheat some dinner for you, yeah?”

“...Yes please.” They both smiled, before Atsushi picked up both Shiro and Akachan carefully, making sure not to wake them, and heading up stairs towards his room.

Kyouka smiled at the staircase, before glaring down at the envelope with a golden seal and began to rip it apart in a small rage.

“At least someone from the ADA sent it instead of him finding our address…”

{~:~}

Higuchi thought Akutagawa was losing it.

She noticed that he had first acted like a frightened child anytime the ADA were mentioned, then he acted like a kicked dog, then he was obsessed with finding the Weretiger, who had apparently moved away from Yokohama, before disappearing for a whole two months, and now he was back.

And he was far worse then before.

He was barely keeping himself from being irritated at anyone and everyone, including Gin, who seemed to be just as shocked as her, and began to work himself to the bone, and now, currently, there was a million empty envelopes scattered about his desk, a large bottle of whiskey next to his arm. He was so far away it seemed.

“Akutagawa sir… Is there something wrong?” She had asked earlier in the week, and had earned a large enough cut that it needed stitches.

He has answered:

“Shut up, don’t talk to me about if there’s something wrong! Leave me be!” 

Higuchi didn’t say anything, not even when he took a fifty second drink to take a long swig of the whiskey, and then proceeded to continue trying to write whatever he wanted to send to whoever had caused this kind of turmoil.

Although Higuchi had a good idea who it was.

She was standing in the corner, watching his struggle, before asking.

“Sir, are there any new missions we need to conquer?” 

At first, it seemed Akutagawa hadn’t even heard her question, and she stood quietly, looking at the floor, before she perked up at his soft, almost desperate voice as he answered:

“No… There are none for us… I’ll call you back if that changes…” 

Never had Higuchi’s heart broke at her Boss’ voice, but this changed that.

So she left.

She walking down the hall, finger pressed into her chin, before her beta senses caught the Alpha’s scent behind her. She turned to Chuuya Nakahara, who had just returned from a long trip somewhere near Nagano, and greeted him with a bow.

“Good evening Mr. Chuuya.”

Chuuya seemed to not have noticed her until then, looking up from his phone, and gave a friendly but superior smile.

“Hello Higuchi. No new mission tonight huh?”

“No sir.”

Chuuya nodded, and wished her a good night, about to pass her when she called out to him again.

“Mr. Chuuya! There’s something I need to speak to you about! It’s important!”

Chuuya stopped, before turning back to her with a bewildered look on his face, before tilting his head towards his office not far ahead.

Eventually, they both were seated, him behind his desk, her in the guest seat, and Higuchi tried to find the right choice of words, pressing her hands into her lap and biting her lip nervously.

“So, Higuchi… What is the problem?” Chuuya asked.

Higuchi blinked, before saying.

“Mr. Chuuya… There’s something wrong with Mr. Akutagawa…”

“Well, what is it?” He tried to keep his calm cool, trying to not attack her verbally, seeing her worried state sending him on edge.

“...He’s…”

{~:~}

Six Months After November 8th…

Atsushi was almost enjoying the attention that his other fellow agents were giving his babies, who were playing with little baby blocks in Miss Seifu’s office, which was separated from the rest of the office with a large pane of glass. He watched as some of the females cooed, and the others all were laughing at how adorable Akachan and Shiro were.

Kyouka had been sent to Yokohama for the day, and so without her help, Miss Seifu had agreed to watch them for a few hours before lunch. She was already a babysitter at heart, having taken care of little children when she was younger, so she was the perfect choice other than Kyouka.

Plus, the twins liked her as well.

Atsushi was signing off a paper for the aftermath of a case when he heard a large wail coming from the office, and something inside panicked.

He was up and through the door, despite the fact someone had said that Akachan was such a crybaby in an adored manner, and he was sure they were right when they said he worried to much. 

Akachan had fallen over, and had started to wail like one of those fire trucks, and he could only sigh as Miss Seifu, who had been at the desk before this was next to her with a light laugh. Atsushi walked over slowly and laughed too, before taking his baby into his arms, causing her cries to turn into sniffles as she snuggled closer into the crook of the Weretiger’s neck.

“She’s upset she couldn’t get back up.” He laughed softly, looking to Shiro, who looked on with big curious winter sunset eyes, and sighed in content.

Miss Seifu smiled as Atsushi ruffled Shiro’s hair, with his free hand, and she knew he was better than before.

At least she wouldn’t have to worry about his mental health anymore, he wasn’t as bad as he was during pregnancy.

He was happy, even if a bit lonely.

{~:~} 

Chuuya knew it was bad when he entered Akutagawa’s office and had not found him after his conversation with Higuchi.

When he had called Gin, she had answered that he had not come home when he got off work. So Chuuya was left to find Akutagawa’s location through the data base of Port Mafia, quickly finding him somewhere odd.

Akutagawa wasn’t the type to stalk of his own accord. 

Chuuya had found him, despite the many hour difference walking to the ADA from the base, and quickly saw Akutagawa simply standing away in the shadows. He had a flask at his belt, since when did the Alpha drink?

When had he gotten a high tolerance?

Akutagawa was taking small swigs every now and then, and seemed to be waiting for someone to cross the street from the ADA building.

“ He has been acting weird since the news of the Weretiger being transferred from the ADA… “

“So that’s what this is about…”

But the reaction seemed more from the Alpha than Akutagawa himself, and Chuuya, remembering that the Weretiger was an Omega, wondered if that was also a problem.

Chuuya was careful in approaching Akutagawa, who noticed him when he came from his blindside, causing Rashouman to growl from his shoulder. Chuuya lifted his hands, hoping not to cause something unnecessary, such as a full on battle between Rashouman and Upon The Tainted Sorrow in the middle of the street of Yokohama, right in front of the ADA’s right side no less.

“Whoa there Akutagawa. It’s just me.”

Akutagawa didn’t lower his guard, just seemed to become stiff and swiftly stopped the growls of his black beast by returning her back into his clothing.

“I’m sorry sir…” He took a second, trying not to slur, before asking, failing at that very task he assigned himself.

“...I… What are you… Doing… Here?” Chuuya shook his head and approached Akutagawa’s side, hands in his pockets as he simply shrugged.

“Your sister and Higuchi were worried about you. They decided I’m the best candidate to help you with whatever’s going on inside your head.”

Akutagawa scowled, went to refuse when Chuuya asked, making any snarky remark that he had died on the tip of his tongue.

“Your problems got something to do with a certain Weretiger, correct?” 

It went silent, even more silent despite when Akutagawa simply took another swig from his flask and passed it to Chuuya. 

They both watched the ADA building with quiet gazes, before Chuuya turned to Akutagawa again.

“What has got you so irritated about the Weretiger that you’ve decided to take up drinking as a hobby?”

The other didn’t say anything right away, didn’t look away from the ADA.

Akutagawa could only think of one thing. The cries of an Omega, the hurtful feeling of letting the Alpha take full control, of the pleasure coursing through his veins as he corrupted Atsushi. His hand gripped the fabric of his pockets, glaring into the brick of the ADA building. He was disgusting. It was disgusting.

Letting himself take the Weretiger like that.

He only wanted to kill him, but now he had only wished to hear that the Weretiger had accepted his apologies, to all the letters he would leave for Kyouka to pick up.

For something comforting to the sin he hadn’t meant to commit.

“I raped the Weretiger. During his heat…”

Chuuya blinked, before looking at Akutagawa in shock, seeing the regret in the other Alpha’s eyes.

The silver eyes looked blue.

“The alpha just…Took over… Wanted to take care of the Omega… And… It just happened…. It wasn’t supposed to…”

Chuuya blinked a few more times, before turning back to the building.

“Think about it this way Akutagawa…”

Silence filled as Akutagawa stared at Chuuya, listening to his next words carefully.

“It’s likely… That someone as perceptive as him will know how you feel….” Akutagawa stared at him for a moment longer, before turning up to the sky instead, following the sudden change in Chuuya’s gaze.

He didn’t feel angry about the Alpha, he didn’t want to tell him to forgive the Alpha or himself.

It made him feel just a bit better.

“I certainly hope so… The Weretiger can be pretty useless when it comes to using that part of his brain.

“  All you care about is killing whatever or whoever is in front of you!  ”

He closed his eyes, before turning back to the stars of pure gray.

He could only hope.

He could only hope that the Weretiger could move on, unlike him.

He wished to move on…

But sometimes, the only thing a person can do is drink themselves to oblivion, far worse than Chuuya ever could…

{~:~}

Atsushi felt his heart skip a few beats at the sight of his new partner, a tall green/brown haired Alpha that was now seated next to him. After Kyouka had decided to partner up with one of the other girls in Office, one he knew she had taken a liking too, an Omega at that, Tagami Machiko, he was partnered up with one of the Alphas that had gone over seas for an investigation.

Akiyuki Nosaka smiled at him when he entered the room, followed with the question of him being Atsushi Nakajima, and his heart fluttered.

And it didn’t stop.