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thesylverlining · 2 years ago
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When u were a kid did you hear Britney Spears singing "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman, all I need is time, a moment that is mine when I'm in between" and nod along bc u thought she really Got You in ways you didn't fully understand yet
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writingsofmyimagination · 5 years ago
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28 Days
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This is part of the KSmutClub Monster Smash Project - Prompt Werewolf
Jimin X Reader Werewolf AU (Tiny bit of Jungkook x Reader)
Summary: A late night run leaves you coming down with something. A Cheating Boyfriend. Whole new world opens up to you which has been under your nose the whole time. Everything within you heightens.
Words:10387
Warnings: Swearing, drinking, SMUT OFC! (Slight BDSM themes, Switch Jimin)
Hope you enjoy :) I had soo much fun writing this! Have some potential ideas for a part two so let me know what ya’ll think :P.
Day 1
Eyes wide, heart racing. Sweat began forming a thin layer on your skin; you were freezing.
The contradicting temperatures of your body refused to settle. Swallowing was uncomfortable with how dry your throat was; you peered over at the silhouette of your sleeping boyfriend held there in exhaustion as you slowly left the warmth and comfort of the bed
Thank god I didn’t wake him
The gem had answered your panic stricken phone call earlier that evening after a dog big enough to be a wolf had chased you while on your evening run. The noise of the awful snarl still ringing around your mind like a pinball machine. Even In its frenzy it had thankfully only managed to leave a semi deep scratch etched into your calf. It seemingly realised its actions and charged away. It bled all the way to the emergency room; it definitely didn’t warrant emergency attention but Jungkook forced you saying it’s a wild animal and ‘you got to make sure you get shots, don’t want you dying of rabies on me’ you remember him joking. You reminded him rabies was more of less non-existent in the country but he was probably right. They put skin closures across it as it wasn’t serious enough for stitches and put a standard sterile white dressing over to protect it. It may not have been serious but it was fucking long, nearly most of your calf. The first dose of your antibiotics was working its way through your system already; they’d decided to give some intravenously.
Avoiding the minefield of clothes trip hazards you made it into the living room, the pale moonlight was converting to a pale dawn. The glass coffee table in the middle of the room danced with shimmering grace in the glow. The light dimmed in the kitchen area, too far away from the window. You hit a switch which illuminated the under cupboard lights bringing life to the marble sides; the carpet turned into tiles, feet not appreciating the temperature or softness change. Reaching up into the cupboard for a glass, you jumped when the front door opened. You was just in one of Kook’s oversized shirts and in this position your underwear was definitely on show. No longer on tip toes you turned as his older brother waltzed in launching his holdall silently onto the sofa which absorbed the noise.
Short leather jacket adorned with zips, simple white V neck shirt tucked into black skinnies and leather biker boots. Yep his standard attire. He looked too good even though you hated to admit it. His eyes were worn and withered, exhaustion seeping off him. Your presence in the kitchen knitted his brows together but you spoke first.
“Jeez Yoongi you like hell, what happened to you?” you spoke softly.
“Could say the same to you” he countered nodding down at your leg.
“Guess I win!” You admitted “I got attacked by a dog, but like it was massive! I was running and it caught up with me out of nowhere and…”
His head popped up from behind the fridge door from where he was busy searching for sustenance.
“Wait… by a dog? How? Where?” Concern blossomed in his naturally dark eyes.
“As I WAS saying, I was running and it just caught up with me and his claw just caught my leg. It kind of backed off when I fell and ran off. Did I say it was huge! Like beaming yellow eyes too!” you placed your glass on the side behind you and leaned against the work top arms folded.
“Yeah but WHERE?” he asked curt.
Jeez he can be so cranky when he’s tired
“Erm… In Crest Park Woods” you responded ignoring his bluntness like you would assignments; also hesitant as you knew your location would likely trigger…
“I’ve told you both not to go there at night! Shit” he barked albeit quietly, huge frown announcing displeasure. He suddenly seemed agitated, almost panicky with his movements.
“Well I tell you to put the dishwasher on and you ignore me the same” you bit back defensive against his unwarranted agitation.
“Besides I’m fine, I didn’t need stitches, the doctors gave me antibiotics, stop being dramatic”
“Why did you let her go” his harsh words directed behind you. Jungkook had appeared in the living room doorway, heavy eyed and rubbing them to some form of life. His hair poofy and messy, shirtless, trackies hanging onto his hips admiring the view above.
“Hey, I can’t tell her what to do man, I was training for most of the evening, got her call when I was getting changed” even his words were sleepy.
“You know I tell you it’s not safe at night” he reiterated
“No parks or woods are safe at night in this day and age Yoongi” Kook piped up.
“Y/N please come back to bed, take the weight off your leg” he pleaded drowsy.
It was too early for this.
“Fine” you droned eyes rolling your disapproval quietly grateful to be out of this situation which you could sense was starting to sour.
“Oh you can’t tell her what to do?” You heard Yoongi jab at Jungkook as you left. As you’d expect from brothers they bickered, but they generally had a pretty solid relationship, I mean Yoongi was letting Jungkook live with him rent free while he was at Uni. He did annoyingly well for himself. Since you and Kook had been together he’d even let you more or less live there too; he was scarcely home and you’d prefer to have some privacy with your boyfriend here instead of your cramped hall room. You showed your gratitude by making sure everywhere was clean and tidy and making sure there was always enough of dinner left over for him in the freezer whenever he decided to come home.
//
“What are you…doing?” you mumbled still paralysed by sleepiness. You were half aware of Jungkook not-so slyly sliding his hands under your shirt groaning happily cupping your breasts, pushing up closer behind you, you didn’t really need to know what he was doing or wanted, you could feel it.
“Seducing you idiot” he toyed, fingertips gliding down your side, your thigh. Switching direction and coming up on your inner thigh teasing the way he knows your weak for.
“Yoongi baby” you reminded, annoyingly your room backed onto his and you struggled to be quiet sometimes. You’d faced many awkward glances with Yoongi too many mornings and you didn’t want to start again.
“He’s out” he breathed onto your skin at the back of your neck.
“He’s never out in the morning” you blurted out contesting him
“Exactly” before his lips latched onto the side of your neck dragging a gasp from your throat. You couldn’t fault his logic, your body way ahead of your thinking pushed back into him.
//
“Jesus baby how hard did you cum?” You got asked rhetorically in your state of euphoric exhaustion.
“You mean how many times?” you added chuckling within the breaths you were struggling to take. Collapsed side by side, hot messes perspiration soaked.
Sex with Jungkook was never terrible, far from it! But today everything felt amplified, everything had a surge of electric exaggerating every touch, the strength of the contractions of your muscles were on another level.
You’d never felt anything like it; your brain flooded with oxytocin, you drowned happily.
“My plan to keep you off your feet for a bit longer was a success then” he mentioned before downing the rest of his glass of water from the bedside table
“Seriously Kook I have a scratch on my leg, It’s not like it’s…” You felt the blood drain from your face, your skin went deathly cold, your body heated up from the head down simultaneously. Lurching from the bed; adrenaline making sure your muscles could carry you to the bathroom.
//
The last 5 minutes you’d touch wood not brought anything else up. Kook was still on hand, holding your hair off your face gently stroking your back. The typhoon in your stomach had mostly dissipated but you still hugged the bowl like your life depended on it.
“How you doing beautiful” he asked from behind
“Yeah I think I’m good” He took your response as a cue to release your hair and went and grabbed you some fresh bottled water from the fridge.
“Where did that come from?”
“Beats me” you sipped in delicate mouthfuls from the glass anxious to not disrupt whatever was settling your stomach.
“You don’t think?”
“What?” you answered
“We’re always careful right?” his words were hesitant as his brain scanned through every last time between you.
Shit! We’re 23 this will not be it!
Some superficial nausea returned as you too tried to remember every last time.
“Yea…h?”
The response wasn’t as confident as he wanted. You’d recently switched up contraception to the implant as your pill taking had become sketchy at best.
//
He returned from the drug store with a test and had also acquired an abundance of sweet things for you.
“Whoa where are you off to” his tone disapproving of the fact you were up and dressed lacing up your black boots.
“I told you I feel absolutely fine now” you pressed finishing the last bit of toast in your hand. You saw his frown come to fruition and you stopped any response with a kiss. Your hands caressing both his cheeks.
“I promise I’m fine. I can’t miss this lecture. You’re the absolute best. Now are you going to let me do this and then leave?” In his absence you’d pretty much convinced yourself that the pair of you had been careful and it must have been the antibiotic’s or something.
He sulked on the bar stool around the breakfast island where you’d implicitly told him to stay while you waited. His eyes were wide, worried as he stood up when you walked back into the room.
“See told you” handing him the negative test like the massive I told you so sandwich it was.
“Am I free to go now?” you teased as he tugged on your jean belt loop catching you in between his thighs.
“You’re free to go” he per-missed only after you’d kissed him and told him he was the best. Again.
Day 7
“Ugh!” you shivered, Sambuca burning horribly down your throat, your shot glass turned and slammed onto the side. Face creasing up in that Sambuca after taste disgust.
“Hey Y/N we going start cards against humanity you in?” Your friend Laura called from the centre of the living room playing a link in a chain of a circle of people from your class and a few others.
“Obviously” you called back. She’d dragged you to a house party in an attempt to help you get drunk and to forget about Jungkook for a night.
Jeon fucking Jungkook!
He’d decided to destroy your nothing but amazing year relationship by getting so blind drunk he ended his night with someone from his swim team on his dick a few days ago. He confessed straight away. You ended up in a rage filled teary mess and he just dissolved into a balling mess pleading; every apology saturated with remorse. You made damn sure you didn’t care how loud you were in Yoongi’s place. You left leaving Jungkook there completely ended with.
You were a wreck. With that wreck aside you were still a physical wreck, still suffering with sudden bouts of sickness, excruciating pain all topped off with ridiculous hornyess. You could even swear your smell and taste were better.  The Dr’s had done some tests including another pregnancy test; everything was annoyingly clear; no clinical answers in sight.
“Hey you need a drink in your hand to play” Hobi announced shoving yet another vodka and coke in your hand as you sunk to the floor cross legged next to him.
Apparently Hobi and some of the other dance majors can really fucking drink. Put your class to absolute shame!
The music was at a reasonable volume but to your ears it was pounding, your vision was fuzzy and your mind a pleasant haze. You took yourself off to the kitchen for the actual sensible purpose of grabbing yourself some water and then popping to the loo.
On your return your floor seat was by taken.
He smells so fucking good.
Jesus what’s wrong with me
“Hey, can I have my spot back” You were practically stood over him, his back towards you as you just faced the messy black hair.
Your heart beat shot up irrationally; nothing prepared for your how beautiful he was, like seriously if anyone needs a Prince Eric casting you’d found him. The dark hair did not dim the brightness of his smile nor the mischievous look in his eyes as he took ALL of you in; your scent, your simple but apparently effective attire of a tight fitting with sleeveless white top tucked into a pair of high waisted jeans. He dropped his knees fully crossing them.
“You can sit here if you like” smirking; his tongue grazing the side of his mouth and tapping his lap. A few chuckles at his quip from the circle.
“Don’t you think you should at least try that with a girl whose in your league or at least get me a drink before you ask for anything like that” you bit back bemused, sure your eyes were glimmering with insincerity. He was not out of your league, this guy was the reason leagues were created in the first place.
“Oooooohh” Hobi and few others cooed in unison. The guy’s eyebrow shot up above a smile before he chuckled and conceded
“Touche”
“Of course you can sit back here” his tone suddenly lighter, genuine.
“Seeing as you missed the introduction, Y/N Jimin, Jimin Y/N. He’s just transferred to Dance” Laura said her tone laced with a childish disgust.
“Don’t have to say it like I’m disgusting” Jimin said falling into the sofa opposite you.
“Oh I do” Laura joked.
Until the game finished you just couldn’t concentrate; Jimin’s gaze was like a black hole, absorbing your attention with no mercy. Easily dragging laughs out of you as he eventually joined in the game. You noticed the sparkle his eyes always shone when he looked at you; you could even swear there were sometimes strange yellow flecks  that danced amongst the coffee brown.
“I am done” you announced standing up, taking a second to stable your alcohol infused state.
“Yeah I think we all are” Laura agreed.
“Jimin can walk you to your room he’s going that way” Hobi pushed. Jimin and you once again got sucked into each other’s gaze. The pounding of your pulse felt deep in your stomach.
What the fuck is going on, this effect is not normal, even with how hot he is
“I think I can manage a short walk across campus”
“I am going that way, May as well, pretty company is always good”
“LAME!” Laura toyed.
“Fine, I suppose your right” underhandedly returning the compliment.
//
“So what’s your major” He idly asked
“Virology”
“OOFF, heavy” he observed.
“You are not wrong” you agreed chucking, grateful for the cool breeze to sooth your sudden increase in body temperature.
“I assume you know Hobi and Laura from Dance?”
“Yeah just like she said I just transferred, the uh dance teacher and I did not see eye to eye at my old uni”
“Dance hey”
“Something amusing?”
“From your look I wouldn’t have guessed in a million years”
“And what look is that exactly” He inquired genuinely curious.
“Well I mean leather jacket, ripped jeans, slightly baggy t-shirt, I mean I pegged you more maybe for like music or even maybe biomed”
“I mean it’s too early to introduce pegging” he toyed, mischievous.
“Ooookkkaay, like I may be drunk and we may have just played cards against humanity but we are not close enough to discuss that shit!” Hitting him in a playful manner on his arm.
How it escalated you don’t even know, you’d ended up shoved against a wall in the stairway of your dorm building; his hands grabbing everywhere they possibly could in a rough manner. It wasn’t something you were used to it but fuck could you get used to it. His mouth catching your heavy breaths, lips hungry on yours. It was like a fire had been ignited that you never knew you had. And it was with a stranger, but it felt so right. Your hands were not innocent either, oh no! You were pulling him to you in sheer desperation.
“Please tell me we’re near your room” he panted already scrabbling at the buttons of your jeans.
“Well I mean if you wouldn’t have pounced on me you’d have discovered we are really close” wasting no time in having your hands trailing his abs
“Couldn’t help myself, you just smell so good…”
Ditto!
He was shoved on your bed immediately. Leg straddling his waist; both your shirts already scattered on the bedroom floor. His hand gripped tightly in a fistful of your hair controlling the force of your kiss.
Until he stopped.
“What?”
“We shouldn’t”
What a time for a change of heart you sighed to yourself
“Serious?” mouth already pouting sitting back on your legs and his erection straining against his jeans.
“I mean god I want to” his lips were plumped up from all the attention.
“But you’re waaayyy more drunk than me and It wouldn’t be right, and I want to make you sure you remember how good I’m going to fuck you, even If I have to starve myself of this” applying pressure down your trousers feeling you over your underwear, your moan ricocheting into the room
“Fine! But don’t tease” you ordered slapping his hand away, climbing off him lying next to him in a huff.
“It’ll be worth it, I promise”
“You better make sure it is! You probably shouldn’t stay here though because there’s no way I won’t make you beg for me to fuck you if you’re here too long.” You teased.
“Ooo fighting talk huh? You’re probably right. I’ll see myself out. You can make yourself cum thinking about me though, I won’t have any objections to that”
“Well you’ll never know will you!” lip between your teeth as he flashed his smile which was so saccharine saturated you were at risk of a coma as he left.
Again in your drunk state you happily walking into a huge mistake
*knock knock*
“Y/N?”
Giving Jungkook no more time to talk about anything; you dragged him into a heated, completely lust filled kiss which he accepted no questions asked. He was pushed onto the sofa; him forced underneath you.
“Yoongi… could be home… any minute” he managed in between the assault on his lips.
“Shut up” you demanded tugging at his shirt, a desperate plea grinding on his crotch. He returned in kind ridding you of your pyjama top. Putting you underneath him on the sofa, leather cool against your skin. Yanking your trackies on the floor before chucking off his. You tugged on his long hair; wanting to avoid the pain he followed the direction of your pull gaining leverage over him enabling you to be on top again. His cock pressed against your folds
“Wait don’t you… want warmi…” hands resting at your side fingertips gently indenting your skin, hair half covering his eyes.
“Nope” you interrupted sinking down onto him cutting off any more words, replacing them with breathy moans.
“Fuck” he breathed rolling his head back. He always absolutely loved when you used him just to get off.
Your hips rocking rough, desperately seeking the relief you needed. Hand gripping to his chest enjoying the muscles beneath your fingertips rippling. You started clenching around him still dragging yourself closer.
“Jesus if you keep doing that I’m not going to last much longer” he whined. Knowing your body and the lack of clit stimulation was hindering your orgasm he tried to help. You swatted his hand away. He was delusional if he thought he deserved that. Pinning his hands above his head he got the message. The visual stimulation of you circling hurriedly on your clit had his eyes rolling up, fists clenching. As always he managed to hold off until your muscles starting convulsing around him before falling hard into his own release.
Apparently once wasn’t enough for you, easily going another couple of times before completely crashing in his bed. Another mistake.
Day 8
You woke up alone.
Thank god
There was however a note
-Let’s talk when I’m back - JK
How about no, he could go away for the week coming back to nothing!
You scrunched it up, feeling a slight pang of guilt for giving him hope.
Mouth dry, you headed to the kitchen
“Well, I wasn’t expecting to see you here again” Yoongi admitted slouching around the breakfast bar with a bowl of cereal.
Thank god I put on a shirt
You rolled your eyes.
“Please don’t, apparently alcohol causes me to make massive mistakes” you blurted out.
“Sorry he’s your brother” you added
“Its fine, we’ve all been there and he’s not exactly in my good books. I’ve give him hell don’t worry. He’s been a mess all week”
“Good!”
Excruciating pain spiked through your stomach rippling out to your chest. You doubled over in pain. Yoongi rushed over to support you, firm hand gripping at your waist and arm
“Im fine, I’m fine” ushering him away as the moment passed. More dreading what was next, the nausea and sickness.
“Here drink this” Yoongi handed you a homemade looking drink in a glass bottle. The army green liquid was lumpy and the thought of it anywhere near your mouth increased your nausea ten fold
“I feel sick already, definitely not” sipping the water that Yoongi had also sweetly provided.
“I’m serious it will take the nausea away in a heartbeat, just a mouthful, trust me it’s an old recipe of my grams” One eyebrow considerably higher, you gingerly took the bottle and unscrewed the cap. Opting not to even dare sniff it pinching your nose and swallowing; face scrunching shaking your head. For good measure you chugged the rest of your water and still held your nose for the taste to completely pass.
Boy wasn’t lying
“I am not even going to ask what’s in that but Jesus it worked”
“Probably best you don’t, and you’re welcome” he beamed.
“Well I guess I better get out here I got some serious revision to be getting on with”
Day 15
It was 1am, you were staring blankly at your work books, black lines of font all blurring into a mess in front of you. Your eyes rolled as you found your coffee cup empty. You were in a student café which had the genius idea of opening weirdly unsociable hours for all those late night crammers. You frequented this place a lot. The super comfy sofa area often had groups trying to cram together, people dozing from too much reading. You always took your refuge at a table, always sat facing one of the windows, you found the orange hue from the streetlight calming and not having to make eye contact with anyone else in the café suited you right down to the ground.
You’d found a small piece of paper in your jacket that Jimin had slyly slipped in the pocket a few days ago, you’d completely procrastinated texting the number. Not trusting yourself with how you’d act if your meeting again was anything like the last. Not that you didn’t want it.
Thinking about him apparently had the memory of his scent which now flooded your sense. Out of nowhere a coffee cup appeared beside you briefly masking the smell. You removed your headphones and turned to the source of the coffee giver.
The smell was not from memory.
“Latte with an extra shot” he announced
“I asked the server what you had before” he mentioned in response to the perplexed look primed his way.
“Umm, hi, thanks” he helped himself to a seat opposite, mere moments into your interaction the hunger was already festering.
“Not gonna lie I’ve been waiting for your text like an impatient child” he confessed stroking the side of his cup, looking down avoiding the eye contact.
“Sorry, I’ve just been swamped and I may have been staring at your number desperate to text but I didn’t know what to say”
“How about, hey, fancy meeting up to finish what we started” he joked, you closed your books attention drawn completely to him
“Oh you’re putting that straight out there then” feeling the flush of blood rushing to your cheeks, his shoulders shrugged, devilish smile returning
“If you don’t ask you don’t get. I would have happily responded to that”
“Well I mean normally I’d say buy a girl a drink first but I guess you’ve just ticked that box”
“Exactly”
Your walk to the halls was longer than normal. Under the cover of the poorly lit areas of the campus the pair of you hungrily shoved each other against trees grasping everywhere lips barely parting. You suspected your back was at best grazed.
“I don’t…even know why you do…this to me, I hardly know you” you panted slamming your door shut with Jimins body hard against it.
“Fuck knows but I feel it too” In a brief moment you was apart his eyes scanned you before literally tearing your shirt off buttons popping everywhere.
How strong is he? That’s like a movie thing
Your bra was unclipped with one hand before it joined your shirt.
He’s got moves, give him that
He picked you up from under your behind, legs wrapping round his waist. Your turn to be shoved against the door. Your back was definitely grazed, the pleasant sting confirmed this.
Your neck, collar bone was plastered with blossoming red marks. He even sunk his teeth in at the curve of your neck.
“Enough foreplay” you breathed. He chuckled through a growl which went straight to your core.
“Impatient” he stated a smirk growing wide bunching his cheeks up.
“Can’t wait to test that”
“My dorm mate is away tonight” the pair of you cocking your eyebrows. He set you down, backing you up until you knocked into the table, tugging his white v-n off, fingertips digging into his sides pressing him flush against you. He came willingly. Taking one of his hands you guided him under you the waistband of your unbuttoned jeans. Gasping finally having the contact against your folds.
“Want me much?” in response to how wet you were. You just dragged him into a kiss.
“Can’t have you waiting that desperately for me can I”
“Please don’t make me” you whined as he rushed to have you step out of jeans and underwear.
“You’re beautiful you know that” he exhaled drinking you all in. You were pushed hard half on the table, perching as he dropped to his knees.
Unbeknown to you he could smell your arousal the instant it started pooling. It completely intoxicated him like nothing before.
A deep growl escaped his throat nipping at the inside of your thigh. As weird as it was to hear such an animalistic growl you’d be lying if it wasn’t sexy as fuck.
He teased, lips going everywhere it wasn’t throbbing. He sensed your frustration from a mile off.
“Say please!” he ordered, smirk felt against your thigh.
“Fuck…Jimin PLEASE!” you begged. Hand flying straight to tangle in his hair. He sucked at your bud answering your plea with warm harsh flicks of his tongue.
“Want more?” Warm breathe fanning at your core.
“Mmmhmm” was you all you managed with your head rolled back. He granted your wish thrusting two fingers inside and going back with his tongue flat licking wide stripes.
“Don’t stop” you whined, feeling your leg muscles tighten. He granted your again as he sped up quickly pushing you over the edge pulling even tighter on his hair. Satisfied accomplished smirk was graced him.
“Don’t think I’m finished with you” he forewarned. Pulling you off the desk spinning you round, bending you over kicking you ankles apart. The light clinking of his belt causing a surge of excited anticipation which was delayed a few seconds by him putting on the condom. Slicking himself with your arousal before sinking into you.
“You feel just as good as you taste” he moaned before his hips began bucking into you. You turned to respond but you was met with him in a harsh movement turning your head to the front wrapping his fists in your hair tugging you harder on him. You settled digging your finger into the outside of his thigh.
“Jesus Jimin” you wailed. Jungkook was rarely rough with you and only know you realised how much you’d missed it.
“Too hard?” he asked slowing down pulling nearly all the way out teasing at your entrance awaiting further instruction.
“Fuck no” you cried, he slammed back into you; your free hand balling up into a fist. His free hand made its way round your waist. You went and met his hand, allowing you to take the lead his hand resting on yours gliding him in between your legs.
Boy gotta know how you like it!
“Ready to cum yet” he grunted, noticing how jerky his hips were going; he definitely was. The sleek words at your ear selectively just heard ‘cum’.  You did what you thought he’d just told you.
“Jesus how tight do you wanna go” he spluttered as he came. He left you panting slumped on the table while he went to the bin. Managing to stand he pulled you into a kiss hands at your cheeks, soft against your flushed hot face.
“Give me ten minutes and we’re going again” he said almost in a whisper.
“You have five and I’ll damn make sure you’ll be begging me to let you cum this time”
Day 16
You stirred, rolling onto Jimin’s chest, which for a moment threw you. It was nice, his natural scent a comfort when combined with the soft contact of his skin. It also provided more than comfort, currently a chimera of comfort and also a ridiculous turn on for no reason whatsoever.
Christ, It likes I’m on heat or something
Safe to say you was now awake. His arm weakly fell round your waist, still in a sleepy daze. Taking your time, creeping your fingertips stepping lightly down his chest, his stomach finally ghosting up his thighs. His thighs were actual masterpieces of tone and muscle you’d be graced with.
The grip on your hips increased slightly when your hand wrapped around his cock
“Mmm morning to you too” he mumbled shifting to be more flat on his back. Biting your lip through glazed over eyes you started moving your hand. As he grew in your hand and his eyes finally opened dragged awake by your movements and you grinding light circles against him.
“That’s so good” still in a sleepy mumble. When you stopped he let out a whiny exhale and you shrunk down in between his legs.
“Will this be better?” you teased licking a stripe at his tip.
“I think you should show me it is”
//
“I think we should play a game” you suggested lifting your mouth from him after not letting him cum three times.
“You’re torturing me already” he panted. Your arm mopped up any saliva that had accumulated round your mouth as you sat up. You abandoned him in favour of bringing some toys for you to play with.
“Do you want me to stop?”
“No” he agreed, chirping your shoulders up you lined him up at your entrance and slowly sunk down. In a natural move his hands went to your hips. You allowed this. When his hips bucked up into you. You did not allow this.
“You are not doing that” you ordered tightening your thighs at his waist
“What?” he breathed, face like it’s the most ridiculous cruel thing he’s ever heard; rolling your hips savouring how he felt inside you
“You are not to move. At ALL!”
“You are going to lay there and not move while I make myself cum 3 times on you”
“You can do that?”
“Yep, you do not buck your hips and you do not cum understand. Then I promise you can have me how you want” One thing about being with Jungkook. His stamina was ridiculous and he damn sure trained you well. You rocked your hips.
“What a reward!” he breathed your movement catching him off guard.
“Hope you like be…..”
You clenched around him in response. Grabbing the first of your selected toys; your bullet. He was way more vocal than JK and it was amazing. It was beautifully soft considering also melodic, his laboured breathes in between really hit as his head rolled back. His fists twirled in the sheets beside you pouring every ounce of will against his want fuck you.
“You’re doing so well” you panted, heat flowing across all of your skin enduring the aftershocks of your second orgasm. Your leg muscles growing tired from the constant tensing, your nails had left small red half crescents in a pretty field on his chest.
“I’ll treat you just a bit” Offering him the remote of your wand vibrator.
“I don’t think I can concentrate to operate that and not to move” he whined.
“You damn well better try you” You whined curtly kissing him in a desperate hurry. Considerately he put it on the lowest setting first, this time you would definitely need to move. So you did rocking your hips back of forth careful not to move up and down; judging from Jimin’s moans he wouldn’t be able to last with that kind of motion.
“Je…sus this is so hard” he panted, knocking the speed up to full, the area of the wand reaching more than just your clit; vibrations radiating out to the spring in your core on which were near breaking point.
“Ahh almost…there” hands firmly griping his shoulders, his face leaking frustrated concentration.
“Please cum baby” the plea came in a sweet desperate moan. His words moaned like a sexy mantra sent you over the edge; crying out even louder when he pushed up into you once in a hard thrust.
//
“You know you’re the first person I’ve ever even partially submitted to” Jimin was sprawled out your bed catching his breath with you equally sprawled next to him
“Yeah? How come”
“I like to be in control, but with you I don’t know, it just feels different, like I want to do anything with you as long as it gets me against you”
“Well I’ll take that as compliment” you preened.
“How in control do you like to be?”
“Oh you’re going to find out” he warned
“Now who’s got fighting talk?”
Seemingly fully recovered like nothing has happened, he clambered onto of you. Your hands pinned above your head.
“Now you said I could do what I wanted with you” any hint of the soft adorable voice had gone, fire ravaging behind his eyes.
“I did” eyes scanning his body smirk growing across your face.
“Well you’re not leaving this room until I’m done with you, if anything gets too much tell me, if you like something in a different way tell me. Okay?” his head nuzzled in your neck taking in your scent, noticing the shift in your heart rate. You nodded also swearing you could even hear his racing pulse.
“You’re so beautiful, it just blows my mind” he breathes angling straight for your neck.
//
You napped until noon, but was it even a nap if you’d been completely fucked half into a coma?
Your body was wrecked. You felt bruised in the best way possible, red flowers had bloomed all over your body. Each one a sweet token of how good his mouth felt on you. But right now you wasn’t bothered about how exhausted your body felt, pain suddenly ravaged your senses to beyond caring.
“I’m fine” you wailed, tears trickling down your cheeks. The pain had now moved from your stomach to what felt like everywhere.
“Jesus Y/N you are not fine!” He argued, hand gently stroking your back as you were curled into as much of a fetal position as you could.
“Just give it a minute” you pleaded.
“It will go away”
You hated he hated to see you like that so feeble and helpless. The pain passed as you’d accurately predicted.
“Can I take you somewhere?” He asked, you wasn’t going to say no to the gooey chocolate of his eyes, hair draping lush over his forehead.
Opting for some loose ripped boyfriend jeans and a grey hoody pulled up shrouding as much of you as you humanly possible. The pair of you walked off campus; hand in hand. His hand took ownership of yours the second you’d locked your door, and how beat you were you were not going to refuse any sort of comfort.
You’d stopped caring about the potential of Jungkook seeing you as it had already happened. You’d had the messages begging first. They quickly turned into downright anger at you moving on so quickly. He even had the audacity to accuse you of already seeing Jimin behind his back. You made sure you told him where to stick any contact with you in the future.
You walked down a familiar street. Emerald green leaves adorning the trees in a row either side of the newly re-laid road.
Where are we going?
Just as you were about to pass Yoongi’s place, Jimin directed you down his path.
Now I’m lost
“Uhh Jimin wha…” His door was already knocked. Yoongi of course answered. Nothing but bafflement burnt onto your face as his face came into view. Yoongi’s face grew equally confused.
“Yoongi you gotta tell her for god’s sake, she needs to know” Jimin was stern, taking no no’s for an answer as he ushered you inside passed Yoongi who had no words as Jimin near enough barged passed.
“Tell me what? What’s going on?” Your voice raised amongst the confusion
These guys know each other?
 you stood arms crossed, eyebrows together leaning on the breakfast bar. The boys looked at each far too sheepishly, wordlessly communicating.
“You might wanna sit down”
“Yoongi seriously just tell me what’s going on” Jimin looked at you before looking down, a deep sorrow had started to diffuse of his aura, it turned your stomach.
What on earth
//
Legs carrying you and your exponential rage out of the house. Your eyes felt puffy even though the tears had yet to leave your eyes. Apparently rage causing them to evaporate.
“Leave me alone” Now the tears started as you shunned Jimin who was trying to hurry behind you.
A werewolf, a fucking werewolf!
Your thoughts had fused, overloaded with unbelievable information. Yoongi and Jimin confessed to apparently being werewolves, apparently Yoongi was the alpha of the so called little pack of people who are apparently also students.
“Are you all on crack?” you had exerted. Your refusal to believe what they were saying left them no other choice than to shift in front of you. You froze, two majestic huge wolves in front of you, Yoongi larger than Jimin. They were both black furred for the most part; Jimin’s wolf had a white diamond under his neck, breaking up the darkness. Before your brain could process the ridiculous sight you’d witnessed they’d changed back…naked! Thankfully they were behind the island.  They told you the dog that scratched you was a werewolf and all the pain and issues were due to you turning and your body preparing for the first full moon.
“Y/N slow down!” Jimin pleaded. You ignored him.
And on top of all that, Yoongi admitted that as soon as he realised he sent Jimin in your path to keep an eye on you and make sure you was okay. The betrayal from both these boys was painful you couldn’t decide if you wanted to slap them both or not.
“No, what makes you even think you can come with me? Everything was a lie” you spat.
“No it wasn’t” He defended
“You heard Yoongi when he’d smelt we’d slept together, he scolded the shit out of shit me! Surely that proves that wasn’t what I was told” You’d stopped stomping away, his eyes were glistening under the moisture collecting in them
He was right, but none the less you were still furious at him and at Yoongi. You had about two weeks to get your head round this shit before you had to shift. On full moons werewolves have to turn, no choice whatsoever. After your first transition you can then elect to turn into a wolf at will at any other time of the month…apparently.
“Well why did you do it then, if Yoongi had told you specifically not to then?” He tried to bridge the gap between you, offering you hand. All he got in response with a glare.
“I just couldn’t help it, you’re just incredible!.
We couldn’t help it! You corrected in your head
“I think we’re essences” You met his comment with a blank look, arms folded waiting for an explanation.
“It’s like an animaly thing” he explained
“It’s pheromones, but werewolf specific ones. It’s not super common really, when two werewolves have pheromones that … bounce off each other I guess, It amplifies attraction exponentially. Hence why we literally can’t help it, our primal senses are essentially pulling us together” Your shoulders dropped, arms unfolded and went to your hips. His face contorted in apology.
“So what you’re saying is this” you waved to the pair of you back and forth
“Is made up and chemical?” shrouding your disappointed from your tone. He eyes widening, filling with panic
“What? No no, I mean well kinda. For the whole matching pheromone thing to actually work and kind of activate there has to be an attraction already. So it just kind of amplifies It I guess? Yoongi tried to explain it to me once and I was way to out of it to take it all in”
You couldn’t bare the pained expression which was slowly spreading on his face, this guy was a good one despite how much right now you wish he wasn’t
You’d calmed enough to accept Jimin as you allowed yourself into the pull of the embrace. Now the tears fell, down your cheeks and onto his shoulder. You nudged your head into his neck and let the rage filter out until there were just sobs of fear and overwhelm. One hand stroking the back of your neck, the holding firm at your lower back. His scent tranquil, steadying your panicking system, slowing down your manic mind.
“Am I going to be okay?” you sobbed, bleary eyed looking for his for comfort again and again.
His smile was relieved if it was anything and leaned back away from you slightly, sweeping the strands of hair from your face.
“Of course, you’re with us now. We won’t let anything bad happen to you. We look out for our own”
“What if I hurt somebody? Will I remember? I don’t want to hurt anyone”
“You won’t, not with us. On full moons we remember very little it’s more like a red mist clouds your mind” You panicked
Not helping!
“But…Yoongi is a good alpha and makes sure that we are all secure and can’t get out and hurt anyone. When we turn, when we chose to we remember and have full control of ourselves it’s just the one night”
“Why didn’t he tell me?”
“To be honest he should have but I think he was just in denial and upset about it seeing as you were friends” You both started walking together in the direction of your halls, even in the state you was and as angry as you were you still wanted him with you.
“Wait is JK a…?” the words flooded out
“No no, he has no idea either and that’s how Yoongi wants it”
“So who turned me then? It must have been one of you guys right?” he stopped, hesitant, collecting his words before continuing his delicate steps.
“No… It was another wolf from another pack” The pair of you finally reached the park, the other side was the campus and your bed! You took his hand earning a small relieved smile.
“Why say it like that?”
“They’re kind of dicks, and they certainly don’t have any care in the world about chaining themselves up or hurting people”
“Oh… I won’t turn out like that though will I?” this time you were the one that stopped walking.
“No” he chuckled.
“I’m sure they were assholes before they were turned, it’s just that it’s a bit risky our pack taking you in as our own”
“Oh?”
“It’s just a weird pack thing, essentially we’ve nicked one of their babies and that generally is frowned upon even in the wolf world”
“But they just attacked and left me?” You could feel a lump form in your throat, now feeling like a huge burden.
“I know, I know this is where the whole they are a group of dicks comes into it. Please don’t worry about it, that’s for Yoongi to deal with not you. They probably don’t even know what happened that night. Come on let’s get you home” His hand escaped yours and pulled you close to him, arm draped over your shoulder.
“Can you stay?” you asked with a weak saccharine smile.
“If you promise to not cry again tonight” he offered.
“I think I can manage that”
 Day 28 – Day of the full moon.
Your concentration was non-existent in your first lecture, your insides felt like they were crawling; a constant itch that couldn’t be scratched. You were irritable as fuck. You didn’t make it to your second lecture. You were opting for your room with closed curtains, imagining the quiet solitude on your way from campus. The quiet of your thoughts were quickly consumed by the smell which certainly never meant any quiet.
“Are you stalking me now Mr Park?” You turned knowing from the strength of the scent exactly where he was. Sweat covered, dark hair clinging to his forehead. The glistening muscles hidden poorly by the loose low vest top, you could even make out his v lines sat above his shorts through his damp shirt. His hands trailed through his hair pushing it back off of his forehead.
“No” he denied out of breath
“I knew what time your lecture finished and so timed my run around it” he explained.
“So you timed your run so you could see me come out of my lecture? Sounds like stalking to me”
He responded with a strong punch to your arm.
“Would you rather have someone else stalk you?” he queried hooking one arm over your shoulder, one of your hands held onto that hand and as you both walked together in perfect sync.
“And I came because I want to know how you are? Full moon day is never a good day, especially when it’s your first”
“I’m going insane, feels like I’ve got all this energy, my skins crawling. The smallest thing agitates the fuck out of me” He squeezed your hand noticeably harder.
“Why do you think the rest of us do nothing, I can’t believe you didn’t listen to me and went to class in the first place. Want my advice?” You stared back at him knowing full well he was going to give it to you anyway.
“Running, It takes the edge off trust me” resolute in his words.
“I hate running, I’m not fit enough” you complained.
“Well have you tried since you were bitten? You’ll have incredible stamina now and you’ll probably enjoy it”
“I think I’ll pass today, I’m feeling way too irritated for that. What time do we have to meet the others?”
“Half six so we’ve got a few hours, don’t panic. In fact I think there’s a few things we could do that might help relax you” You didn’t need to ask what they were. He’d pushed you up against a tree, lips dancing heated with yours, his hands already tugging your blouse out of waistband in pursuit of skin. With him nuzzled at you neck kissing and nipping at your favourite points earning him gasps from your lips. Your eyes nervously scanning the park around you. The path you’d just been pushed off was under two rows of high trees in bright green bloom. No one was around. Every touch of his lips or his skin on yours was more electric than normal, every sensation amplified; the pool of warmth between your legs desperately having your core already gagging for attention.
“Jimin…please…take me home” you whined, you needed him so fucking bad. He groaned at your neck coming up to meet your gaze, the animalistic yellow flakes burning hot around the coffee brown circles.
“Your body is telling me you want me now” a surprised squeal and moan flew past your lips as his hand had flew up underneath your denim skirt and circled at your already engorged bud as well as gliding his hands through your arousal. You grabbed his wrist to stop him, pulse surging with a chimera of fear and pleasure.
“No one’s here” he reassured
“And I’ll hear if anyone’s coming. Remember, super hearing!” he doubly reassured. You too had the enhanced hearing and apparently you were not used to using it to your advantage. Your grip on his wrist faltered opting instead to hurriedly to grip at his shirt, refusing him to be anywhere but against you. The rays of the afternoon sun were bleeding in through the gaps in through the trees, illuminating just how exposed you really were. It was exciting.
“I had no idea you were so filthy” the words were breathed so close to your lips, his finger teasing at your entrance thumb gently swiping at your clit.
“Shut up!” you snapped
“Just fuck me already” you ordered, your hands aiming for his member underneath his shorts. He stopped you. Instead dropping to the floor ghosting his hands up either side of your leg, your eyes hungry, fixed on the devil smirk that wasn’t in his lip bite. Your hands interlinked behind your neck growing more warm.
Hitching up your skirt only to pull your red lace thong down getting ruffled in the bark at your feet.
“You’re seriously not going to go down on me in a park”
“Am I not?” Eyes glistening with satisfaction, the smell of your arousal clouding every bit of judgement he had. His eyes were quickly filling with unbridled lust. You didn’t even get a chance to reply, leg hitched over his shoulder. Your head rolled back into the tree
“Ow! Uhh!”  Jimins mouth attached to you licking your folds stopped and gazed up at you as you rubbed your head where it stung.
“You okay?” his chin already glistening.
“Yeah, please…carry on” he chuckled and planted his face back in between your thighs. One hand secured to your hips the other etching dangerously closer your entrance. One of your hands was failing to grip across the rough bark, the other tangled in his hair.
//
“You better cum for me again baby” Jimin urged gently placing your leg back to the ground. He grabbed your chin forcing you into a kiss, not caring you could taste your own cum on his lips.
“What here?” the panic seeping back into the bottom of your stomach scraping more at the fear of being so open and exposed.. He paused eyes looking left utilising his enhanced hearing, checking for any approaching people..
“What? You’ve already just done it once. We better be quick” shoving you around and your chest into the tree. He yanked your hips back; kicked your legs apart already taking himself out of his shorts.
“Don’t think that will be a… uughh” Jimin easily pressed into you
“Problem”
“Good…fuck I’ll never get bored of how good you feel” he praised commencing the bucking of his hips. His hands slid and trickled up your arms to cup around your balled up fists; hips thrusting stronger reaching that velvet patch inside you. You un-clenched your fist allowing your fingers to cross with his.
“You better cum quick beautiful someone’s coming” he stuttered in your ear. Oddly, the heightened risk of your exposure had you clenching around him
“Pleeaasee… keep doing that” he pleaded with desperation against your neck. The conscious intermittent tensing of your core had the muscles holding more pleasure each time.
Desperate relieved climaxes ravaged the pair of you; he left no time for you to enjoy the come down leaving you. Apparently there was no time to recover your underwear from the floor as he sorted himself out. You swept your hair hurriedly over your right shoulder; Jimin lost control and managed to clamp his mouth down hard at where your shoulder and neck met. It being ‘that’ time of the month his teeth were sharper; you’d been left with a nearly full mouth bite on your skin, tiny dots of blood had started emerging through bits of the red mark
“It’s not enough is it” he asked in breathy recovery.
“No” annoyed at the satisfaction that you was yet to feel. Hungry smirk on his face, his normal coffee coloured eyes melted into a boiling swirl of chocolate.
“Welcome to full moon day” he grabbed your hand and started walking with you; leaves and twigs crinkling under you. A person entered the woodland tree cove glancing your way mildly puzzled why you weren’t walking on the path.
“I’ll be fucking you again before my cum’s even finished leaking out of you” As sexy as his words were it was going to be an uncomfortable rushed walk to your dorm.
//
Apparently he didn’t want to wait the distance to your dorm so he directed you to his. His living space passed you in a flash before you shoved him onto his bed; he stripped himself as you went to his bottom draw.
“Will this be enough?” enquiring holding the short handled flogger and pinwheel in your hand.
“Better see if it is” he challenged. You rushed off your clothes in an impatient flurry
“Please ….” His impatiently fuelled whine escaped as you straddled him. Your needs mirrored his but you was slightly in more control this time round.
“I’m not ready yet “you lied, and he knew it.
His chest blooming red in strips where the leather had struck.
“Harder” you granted his request putting more weight into the pin wheel on his chest, pricks of blood bubbling up from the tiny holes.
You couldn’t explain it, everything you felt was intensified today, yet you feel you needed to max out your tolerance which was apparently infinite today. You assumed it was the same for him. The throbbing in between your legs became unbearable, a screaming siren refusing to be silenced.
“How about now, I’m begging you”
“Is that really begging though? I can’t even tell how much I need to hear you whine for me. I need to feel you so bad. Maybe I should just get myself off to watch you squirm” you rocked your hips so his member could feel just how bad.
“Noooo, I can’t, come on that’s not fair, you’re feeling what I’m feeling right now. Please let me fuck you, I want you shouting my name, I want your muscles to ache, I need you quivering around me while I fill you up”
“Mmmm much better” kissing him harshly while you let him flip you on your back.
“I’ve never wanted to beg for anyone before, you’re just on another level”
“I’ve never let anyone have control before, you’re just too intoxicat…” The pleasure of him pushing into your shocked your system, you’d never felt anything like it, you were almost worried how much your climax was going to ruin you. If it was going to be like this every full moon the fact your life had been turned on its head it was worth it and you’d even look forward to it.
“Jesus, I’m going to be waiting for the full moon so much, this is incredible” his head dropped. The dark hair hanging shading his face as he needed a moment.
I swear he’s reading my mind
“I’ve got to go slow otherwise I might explode” he breathed in between a sloppy kiss at your mouth
“Agreed” his hips rocked in even bucks leaving him fully inside you for a perfect second before painfully slowly leaving you; tip hovering at your entrance. The slow build up was blissfully exhausting. Muscles already struggling to hold the tension. His chest flush to you; a thin layer moisture starting to permeate from the contact; him being overwhelmed rendering his arms incapable of supporting. All of his energy focused onto not losing control. His palm spreading across the bottom of your cheek and neck. The only support he could manage was on his forearm pushing into the mattress. Head nuzzled in your neck; he couldn’t get enough of your scent. Every time you fucked, his head already gets drawn there; like a bee to the most delicious pollen.
Fingertips digging into his lower waist; a wasted attempt at diffusing the painful tension building in your core.
Out of nowhere his hips stuttered, teeth latching onto your already sore neck. You didn’t think you were ready but the deepness of his moan; so deep and melodic sent you spiralling over the edge. Your climax ravaged your system for what felt like ages; to the point you couldn’t take it. Like you had a choice at this point; your spasming muscles swept your body into a tsunami of feeling; washing all strength from you.
What weight wasn’t on you was now dropped onto you. Heavy pants permeated into the room.
With him still inside you and the pressure against your clit was feeding your aftershocks; you knew he’d picked up on this when he’d starting moving in gentle circles. The sensitivity was too much!
“Alright! No more please” you pleaded, he obliged rolling over next to you exhaling a chuckle
“Well that was… intense” you finally managed.
“I can’t even right now, I’ve never experienced something so damn euphoric” You knew it was mostly down to you being essences or whatever but you still took it as compliment for the sake of your ego.
“Shit!” you exclaimed when you clocked the time on your phone. Shooting out of bed rummaging everywhere retrieving your clothes. Jimin equally panic stricken, the last thing he wanted for your first change was to not be in a secure environment. You wouldn’t cope with not knowing if you’d hurt anything or anybody.
Your legs ached and burned by the time you’d power walked to Yoongi’s second house, yes second!
The basement was a hive of activity. You’d been shocked to learn Hoseok and Laura were also of the wolfy nature. It did kind of baffle you how a dance and Virology major became such good friends.  All of the guys had welcomed you and bonded to you as one of their own. Yoongi’s shoulders relaxed when his eyes finally reached you.
“You guys reek of sex” You was unsure if this was a casual scold or an amused statement, his stoic face gave nothing away. The others chuckled
At least they have a filter to not say anything, avoiding you the awkwardness of the blood rushing to your cheeks. The clank of the metal gates rattled through your sensitive ears as they were shut. Each caged now occupied by a person slowly undressing.
“It saves the clothes” Jimin explained without prompting; he was shoving the bag with your clean stuff into a metal grey cabinet at the far end of the cage. Any oxytocin racing your system was purged and replaced regretfully with adrenaline. Your heart rate raced with fear slowly filling your eyes.
“You’ll be fine Y/N” Hoseok called.
“It will be morning before you know it” Yoongi added placing a comforting hand on your shoulder. You leapt into his arms and squeezed him tight; when you felt a squeeze back he pulled back.
“Go on” he prompted.
“You’ll be with Jimin, you’’ll be fine, he’s probably the sweetest natured out of all of us” You offered a weak smile, any confidence drained. Jimin took your hand and lead you into your confinement. He shut the door reaching through the bars and turned the key and left it in the lock.
“Shouldn’t we take it out?”
“Wolves don’t tend to have thumbs, we’ll be secure I promise” He tried to keep his response as sincere as possible but a definite smirk leaked through; corrupting his lips.
“Hey I’m new to this!” you complained. He motioned his fingers beckoning you to him, you really wanted to pout and refuse but your body beat you to it carrying you to him. His hand sloped at your cheeks
“I know, I’m sorry. Do you want me to chain you up?”
“I got it” you confirmed slipping out of your jeans and jumper. Your eyes were scatty, no one but Jimin could see you exposed but being in such an open space still made you slightly uncomfortable. The nippy draught instantly dragged goose-bumps onto your skin; covering you.
“Wish you were chained up under better circumstances” He clinked the heavy shackles shut round his ankles, he sat knees up leaning against the wall in nothing but his boxers staring up at the ceiling.
“Wish you realised when to be more appropriate” You teased back, not fully against the idea he suggested.
“You’d hate that”
“I suppose that’s true” you confessed sliding down to the floor in your underwear
“You’ll lose them” he pointed directly at you, you followed his finger direction as best you could; assuming he meant your underwear.
“I’d rather lose one set a month than sit in cage completely naked”
He held his hand up in defeat agreeing with you.
“What happens now?”
“We just wait, you’ll probably turn first seeing as you…”
Every nerve you had burst into flames, ricocheting through all your muscles as the shift took hold of you.
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junebug-juno · 3 years ago
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bear with me a moment, it’s 6am and I haven’t slept and i am Also ND so I have a hard time organizing my thoughts into a way that makes sense to anyone other than me lol
yes i’m still bitter bc i’m so tired of ppl being like. rlly adamantly and 100% seriously like “i’m bi unfortunately and i know this because no one would choose to be attracted to men 🥴” which is like. hello??? and so many people whenever some woman says this are like “YASSSS i hate men so much they’re so disgusting 🤢” and just similar shit? for no reason?
like. it’s one thing to be like “ugh men” as a joke and/or at situations that yknow. would be appropriate ig (harassment is a great example. holy fuck street harassment is AWFUL. wouldn’t wish it upon anyone. it’s so upsetting and rattles you for a while) but just people existing who haven’t done anything? i am 100% for the jokes and even making jokes at coping mechanisms bc yknow. misogyny runs rampant and is actively disgusting especially with everything that runs rampant but acting like you’re qUiRkY for spouting rhetoric that honestly feels a couple steps from terfdom is really. hm to me. like does that make sense? idk how to explain it well atm
100% do AFAB people have it harder than men in most situations and aspects, and there’s SO much work that needs to be done with gender equality still even now. HOWEVER. a lot of things that men go through that are largely ignored or downplayed by society for various reasons (SA and harassment, divorce settlements, domestic abuse and violence, mental health issues, toxic masculinity culture, etc.) and are still downplayed to this day.
(also i’m gonna 100% bet they think women/afab people are less likely to be abusers even tho it’s like probably 50/50 because horrible people aren’t exclusive to a specific gender. a lot of it does underreported too! stigma is so fucking awful for literally anyone about most anything no matter what it is)
ofc this is a nuanced topic and my dumbass just spouting off shit i can form into semi-coherent (albeit sleep-deprived) thoughts doesn’t summarize the complexities of this topic very well, but i can at least get my thoughts out bc i’m tired of these dumbasses in my replies being like “no one’s picking you” or “don’t come crying to women when men ultimately betray you” or bringing up shit that doesn’t even relate to what i’ve said.
tldr: tiktok people are just peak tumblr but worse and it’s not quirky or cute to hate men for just. being men lol. the statements misogyny is real and horrible but men are also affected by the stems of it and the culture created by misogyny (toxic masculinity and how society deals with male victims of any form of abuse are great examples)
anyways i had to get that out i’m about to scream
tiktok is a fucking amalgamation of the worst parts of tumblr history rolled into a single app and i fucking hate it
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