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whjen ur the only one in a fandom to like a specific character no one else likes or hates and you feel like anytime you post about them u'll get tomatoed or booed by the inner fandom
#my fate of being a nicholas blair fan despite how swag and cunty he is. people hate him forreal.... this is so tragic#therefore any headcanons i make or any observations i feel people are just gonna go “well i hate him. so”#i mean. im gonna make the posts anyways. as i do#for my few friends that Do like him#but it still sucks sometimes and alienating. sigh#Imagine if i make a well-written headcanon post only for someone in the tags to go#“interesting. dont care Anyways i hate him” <- i can foresee it and feel Fear
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Im sorry teacher I can't go to this event you highly recommend we all go to because well you see I am infected with the disease. Will you fail me on this class now
#gabby rambles#fucking sucks i really needed to go but im still testing positive#and despite what people around me say no??? im not going even if i feel fine???? im not gonna go somwhere when i know ill be spreading it#sigh#maybe this is a sign from the universe. you should never ever network forreal.
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God once again pride month has become "queer infighting month" with this year's special: should we support mainstream companies carrying pride merch- and don't worry, we won't debate this with any good faith or nuance! Shut Up!!!
#don't reblog#not even gonna say my opinion either way even though I do have an opinion on this#because that is not the point#trans people are literally being legislated out of existence#and y'all want us to consume ourselves debating#whether or not rainbow capitalism is a good thing???#I'm literally begging everone in the community to direct your anger#towards issues that actually deserve it#I honestly mught just block lgbt tags during pride month#which sucks that I have to do!!!#but there is just so much infighting and negativity ALREADY#on DAY TWO#when will y'all just take a deep breath and realize that it doesn't fucking matter#can we direct this vitriol towards senators and cops please instead of our peers???#for once????#if I see one more post about target selling or recalling pride merch#I'm entering my joker era forreal
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I love lingering when it comes to introducing oc story and lore because ohh oh ohhhhh it’s fun seeing reactions to plot points and discussing them and what not. But it’s also scary because I won’t like it if I’m judged for a story direction because people don’t like a character or smth. But also who caresssss I call it a jumpscare to see horrible people fully comprehend that they’re horrible and try to fix themselves and build themself from the ground up. I call it that fucked up people can realize their wrongs and change themselves for the better. I call it nuance. I call it look at these ocs boy
#I say this specifically because I have plots that I cannot share right now because the haters will sabotage /J#no but forreal listen to me#imagine you’re a piece of shit. and it’s largely because your parents installed their pompous and bigoted views onto you#and from day one you seemed to be the favorite child. your parents adored you. your parents insisted you’d go far.#they acted as if you acted just like them then you’d succeed. and you were succeeding. no one worth your time treated you badly#even though you treat most people badly. INCLUDING your own siblings. if anything you’re encouraged to treat your siblings like ass#so they strive for greatness. but you refuse to see them as anything but great. because THEYRE not YOU. they’re nothing like you#you’re special. you’re perfect. you deserve so much in life and you will go so far in life because of your parents#but then you follow your heart. you were given freedom in life so why not decide to try and date people not on your level#but your parents HATE this!! and when you get your heart broken they refuse to comfort you#they demean you. insult your intelligence. ask where they went wrong raising you. treat you like they treat your siblings.#You did nothing wrong objectively. you just did what you wanted which you had always done! but now it’s wrong!#and you realize... your siblings and other family members also weren’t doing anything wrong. we’re they?#because if this is enough to make your parents treat you like dirt underneath your feet then what did your siblings truly do wrong#are they truly different from you? we’re they truly worthless and deserved to be mistreated?#were you wrong this whole time?#Yes. You were. You fucking sucked!!!! you were horrible for no reason!!!!!!!#So how do you go about trying to make amends? to righting your wrongs?#when you only realized your mistakes through selfishness? because you only realized this when YOU finally got treated like shit?#oh yknow. fuck around and find out I guess
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#In crippling pain I couldn’t walk so I took some hospital grade opioid painkillers I found in the med cabinet#and now I can see why some people get addicted to this shit#not only has my pain gone#but so has my stress?#I feel so calm and euphoric lol#and sleepyyyy#I hate taking palliative meds but I should have taken this weeks ago#being in pain sucks forreal#we take our health for granted sometimes. good health is truly a blessing istg#May Allah never let anyone live in pain. May He give health and restore health#and make it easy for those suffering from any illness#ameen
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#I'm looking at the pile of crap i have to do and how little time i have left in the day and I'm like oh man we're in it now dude#personal#lmao i know they actively are trying to hire more people but like forreal it's unrealistic to expect us to get through this without help#and i don't like that the culture here is whatever just work through your lunch then to get through it#i did that yesterday and it sucked. i don't take breaks it's not healthy to grind at your desk for 8 straight hours#and they aren't asking or telling me not to take breaks but no one else really does so it feels weird to do it#ya girl is tired
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i agree with you about being frustrated with how often this fandom has top/bottom discussions but its a pretty common talking point in most fandoms so YR isn’t special for that
No I totally agree with you that it’s a common topic of discussion in a lot of fandoms, but there’s a particular way we have it in this fandom that really grinds my gears.
And don’t get me wrong, I don’t care if you hc Wilmon to be vers or if you think Wille tops or Simon tops or whatever - it’s the justification and reasoning that I’m seeing behind these headcanons that I find deeply irritating and, frankly, insulting and kind of homophobic.
This is going to get long so forgive me.
1. I’ve seen so many posts talk about how the show is “brave” and “subversive” by having Wille go down on Simon or potentially bottom, but like - what the hell are we even talking about? In what world is it subversive to show a queer character having queer sex?? What are we subverting?? This show has never shown us anything with its intimate scenes other than two guys that are deeply in love and really horny for eachother and I hate that we keep bringing this shit up!!!
2. I’ve also seen people say that it was very important for us to see Wille moving to go down on Simon in the tape in S1 because it’s “more damning evidence that he’s queer” and otherwise Wille could’ve just said he was horny and desperate but he was actually imagining he was with a girl in his denial statement. But be so fucking forreal, in what world is that a thing he could argue in an official statement to the press? He’d be the laughing stock of the world.
Wilhelm isn’t more or less gay because he went down on Simon vs the other way around. He’d still be having queer sex because he’s having sex with another guy. Arguing that the framing here is for anything other than a plot device so Wille’s face wouldn’t be visible to set up the denial is actually kind of ridiculous.
As someone very smart on here said, “I’m sorry that you apparently have a tier list of sex acts ranging from “kinda straight” to “Gaylord” 😭😭 get well soon, couldn’t be me.”
Imagine for one second Simon was the one giving Wille head? Would you have criticized the show for that?? And WHY?!
3. Next: saying that Wilmon’s relationship is “equal” because you think they’re vers is…a take and a half lmao. What the fuck does being vers have to do with a relationship being equal?? Why are we assigning arbitrary hierarchies to sexual preferences??? Why are we implying that topping and bottoming are somehow not equal and you have to carefully balance both, when, ideally, it’s just whatever the fuck everyone is into???
Wille isn’t selfish for topping. Simon isn’t sacrificing anything by bottoming. They’re fucking because they’re in love and they want to 😭
TLDR: Wille doesn’t suck Simon’s dick for class liberation. Simon riding Wille isn’t a commentary on how he’s “girl-coded.” It’s just sex, leave them alone to have a good time and stop assigning agendas to queer sex.
#ask#this got long and crass and I’m NOT sorry#I stole this response from a convo I had with someone in the DMs so ty for your contributions to this post bestie you know who you are#but I could not bite my tongue for any longer#young royals
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I wanted to give you a not horny idea.
Long-term partners! Part of the 7! Jordan li where all you want to do is marry them, and keep getting asked by all your friends when you’ll tie the knot. People you introduced are getting married, and at the wedding, you keep getting asked questions, so that night, you both go home and fight.
And your like “I just wanna be with you forever” “it’s embarrassing seeing our friends who have dated half the time as us get married and we’re still stuck dating”
Jordan is scared of that kind of commitment not because they don’t want you (they have had a ring for years) but it’s stuck in their mind even after so long that they don’t deserve you because they aren’t ‘normal’.
So Jordan says some hurtful stuff to end the fight “you only wanna marry me so you can have my dads money…” “you just want a big ring and someone with my prestige.”
So you end up taking a few items of clothes and spending the night at a hotel not wanting to see them anymore tonight.
And Jordan just spends the night crying and wishing they could be what you want. They don’t sleep well for the next few nights because you don’t come back. Until a week later you are seriously out of clean underwear. So you bring your bag of laundry to do and take more clothes. You figure Jordan would be out and not at the apartment but they are in bed holding a photo of a previous anniversary and a box
Wait, is that a ring box? Yes, you're so shocked you drop the bag, and then Jordan notices you and hops up, trying to look presentable while covered in what seems to be a stained tank top and boxers.
You now notice the take out containers strewn on the bed seemingly the only thing they’ve eaten in the week you’ve been gone.
They push back their greasy hair and dry their eyes with a cleaner part of their shirt about to grovel—.
When you embrace them, worried for their mental state. You hate being away from them and you didn’t think about the fact you haven’t spent more than a few hours without each other since sophomore year
They try to speak and you shush them “it’s fine we’ll talk about last week later let’s just get you cleaned up now”
The end
Sorry if my grammar sucks I have dyslexia and spell check hates me
oh i shall weep long and hard over this.
jordan is their own worst enemy forreal. they spend that week sobbing and thinking the worst, thinking you're done with them because why wouldn't you be, you took a risk, being with them, and they aren't the easy choice. marriage would just be another risk, a big one. who wants to take that plunge? especially with them?
when you come back they're ready to fall to their knees and beg you to just give them time - please dont give up on them - when your arms wrap around them they nearly melt into the embrace. they crush you to them, not bothering to hold back, knowing you're sturdy enough to take it - they just need to hold you so hard it hurts. wants your warmth to seep into their bones and send the chill away.
"lets get you cleaned up, yeah? we can talk again tomorrow. i just want you to be okay right now."
they kinda trail after you like a lost puppy, watching as you turn the shower on and test the temperature until its warm. when you turn around again you almost jump, they're standing so close. they wrap you in their arms again, and you relax, hugging them back.
"you'll get in with me?" they ask quietly. its not sexually suggestive - its a cracked open kind of vulnerability. showering together is an intimate thing, and they don't want to be apart from you again. not for a second. so you nod against their shoulder. feel them shudder in relief and realize maybe there's some groveling you need to do to, that such a question could ever raise doubt.
you let jordan undress you after themselves, step in and take their hand when they tug you into the warm spray with them. you meet easily in the middle under the umbrella of waterfall. their hands skate reverently up your waist, your sides, climbing until they're cupping your face.
jordan li is a beautiful being. something about them with dripping wet hair, rivulets of it streaming from their long lashes, is captivating. you'd never give this up. not ever.
"i love you." they say, voice wavering. "so fucking much."
you reach a hand up to cup over one of theirs holding your face, let them see the love shining in your eyes. "i know. and I'm not going anywhere, not tonight. not any day after, yeah?"
their eyes shudder closed. they lean their forehead against yours and you feel their fingers glide down your spine like they're trying to commit every dip and curve of you to memory, "yeah." they breathe, and their nose skims yours, "okay."
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jesus christ man, ur art is sick, keep doing u and just know if u go for the grift, if u make a "fixing your art" YouTube channel even though theyre so fucking annoying and dumb run by entitled ass 26 yr olds who went to art school, u can make a lottt of money if ur rly 14 and lean into that gimmick, as wel as the actual merits of ur shit cus. like bro if i had a time machine. and i was in ur shoes. honestly do it. go for the grift. fuck the merits of art anyway it doenst mean shit. "art is dead" but not in the cringe bo burnham way but in the way where being a furry is slowly being poisoned by capitalism as companies notice that demographic can be profitable (this is why furries need to be actual freaks. but not you you are like a child. just do whatever u want man i dont care dude)
but forreal you should make one of those art drama channels where u fix peoples art so there are less annoying ass fucking 26 year olds who talk like assholes on purpose and being intentionally divisive and annoyingggg running those channels that genuinely suck balls and dick and cock at art . like ok i shoudlnt be saying this to a 14 year old. sorry for the naughty words. balls are the orange things with black lines on them on a baskertball cvourt. mihcale jordan.. yeah..... he was tall as fuuuck boy. anyway ur art is cool and made me have an internal crisis because i am like almost 3 years older than u and leagues behind. but that's ltierally so cringe because we both love skibid toilet because we are both basically children so oh my god so much in common! wha tthe fukkk this is like when the hipies invaded the white house. or sonmething. i love peace and love on the earth oh m god dude skibidi bop yes yes. skbidi biden is kind of fucking hard as fuck though bro i aint even gon lie to u i aint even holdin u to that it kind of is actual heat,. this is on anon man, but i dont even care, i speak for the communitnmy, i hope u never sell ur soul for the art world and community, but if u do, i hope u make a shit ton of money for it because art youtubers are fucking annoying as shit but make a ton of money. do it bro i swear to god youll get huge if u lean into the 14 yr old thing god DAMN im old now oh my goddd DONT GO INTO A RETAIL JOB!!!!!! well, u should for the experience, but DONT GET STUCK THERE AT LEAST. EXPLOIT YOUR COMPANIES TIME. SLACK OFF ON THEJOB. UNIONIZE SECRETLY AND DONT TOLERATE NARCS AND SNITCHES. art "fixing" channels are lowkey scabs like they are the type to be worker scabs but also god damn man they are a scab on the art community cus theyre ANNOYING AS FUCKKK I DONT CARE IF THEYRE ETHICAL ONES THEYRE ANNOYING. I literally dont fucking take them seriously like oh my god ok bro yes aw ohm y god wow! anyway. becvome one of the scabs. the art youtube scavbs not a worker scab. make money. then dip and god please god dont turn 26 ever, i have ten good years maybe and then boom iim that colleen girl and i have to killmyself! dont do it !!! dont do it
holy shit wow. that is a whole disquisition and a half
thank you though i appreciate the fact that you took the time outta your day to spam my inbox with kind (and equally as questionable) words!!
i havent really been able to draw cus of exam season but here you go chew on this stupid dirk doodle til i have the time to whip up something a little less ballsy
peace out mwah mwah youre awesome and i will be looking deeper into the bill gates foreskin couch conspiracy
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I might sound like a grade A baby bitch when I say this, but lowkey I'm kinda sick of games always relying on making spiders an enemy when like, 80 percent of people in general, not just gamers, people, are, drop dead terrified of them in various ranges of they just make someone uncomfortable, to the extreme I have where if I force myself to face a spider that makes me feel so incredibly bad, I'm liable to have a panic attack, really fucking sucks-
It makes me miss out on so many titles that I wanna play but can't cause my phobia for real restricts me from enjoying some (others I can handle but it forreal depends I can't control a fear that's the whole point) but like, Hunt: The Showdown, Lethal Company (now granted they do have an arachnophobia mod but this was before they added this), and a BUNCH others, it, really just makes me wish game devs saw LITERALLY ANY other creature as a suitable replacement for spiders - I don't wanna ruin game sessions cause I'm moments away from legit being crippled with fear over something my friends are barely bothered by-
#angel rambles#not a vent btw#just something I wanted to share#course this does feel like one of those times where my brain is just “shut the fuck up angel you have nothing important to say” BUT#saw that content warning game trending and got stoked to see more of it#THEN I SAW A SPIDER AND#YEAH
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ooo spicy reqeuset: how would the yan yans react to their darling trying to fake an orgasm during sex? maybe because nobodys given her an orgasm before and so shes worried that they wont make her cum so she just pretends?
a/n: pretty sure all hell would break loose LOOOL also, as an adhd bitch, i know the pains of this so fucking well and it fucking sucks
wanted to do a group up thing but decided against it becos i wanted to write drabbles so here are just some random yanderes i picked and how they'd react
if you wanted to see another different yandere, shoot me another request and id love to answer for you!
warning: female reader as requested, mentions of stalking, overstim in ryouta's and the wolf boys' parts, spanking int he wolf boys' part, degradation in the wolf boys' part, double penetration in the wolf boys' part, honestly leo just lets it all out i think
eun-jeong yoo ★ profile
if he's never made you cum before, he probably wouldn't notice that you're faking it. he's not the type to really go around fucking other people. in fact, more than likely, you're his first. so he wouldn't know better
but, if he has made you cum forreal before, he'll know immediately that you're faking it and, even if he hasn't gotten off yet, he'll stop everything to ask you what's wrong and ask why you're faking it
same goes for if he's stalked you before and like has watched you make yourself cum becos then he knows what it looks like?
neway he's just an all around very observant guy who memorises how you react to things so he'd know if you're faking it or not
Eun-jeong's thrusts slowed and he ended up frowning down at you, his hands at your hips tightening but only a fraction "What's wrong?" Your face erupted into heat and you tried your best to sound confused "Huh? Wha-What'd'you mean?"
Eun-jeong took a second to think about his words carefully. He'd always been told that he wasn't exactly the most socially graceful person in the world so he wanted to really pick what he was about to say deliberately.
Because he loved you. And he wanted to finally show you the parts of him that he's been anxious to show you; all the ugly burned skin, all the big insecurities, everything.
He didn't want anything to go wrong. Except, now, it was obvious to him that you just tried pretending that you were cumming when you weren't.
It made him extremely anxious that you were faking it. Were you just unable to get off while looking at his ugly skin? Was he that bad? What was wrong?
"You… didn't cum."
Eloquent. He wanted to hit himself upside the head so bad.
You turned even more bashful, embarrassed both by the fact that you acted badly enough that it was obvious and by the fact that you got caught.
Unbeknownst to you, you could've been the best actress in the world and Eun-jeong still would've been able to tell. He knew you, has observed you at your most vulnerable moments, when you thought nobody was looking.
He liked to think he knew you better than anyone, even yourself.
The awkward silence was finally broken as you stuttered out an explanation "So-Sorry, I just-- I-- Nobody's ever made me cum before s-so I was nervous-- I-I didn't want to make things awkward by uhm, not cumming?"
Eun-jeong understood completely. Still, he shifted his hips, jostling his cock inside of you. He pulled you a little closer, sigh escaping him. "I don't care about that, puppy. It doesn't matter how long it takes; I just want you to feel good, no matter what."
You nodded hurriedly, feeling the way his cock stretched you deliciously. Honestly, this entire time, you'd been stuck at the precipice, eager to cum but unable to. Unfortunately, it's always been like that.
Eun-jeong noticed the way you nibbled at your bottom lip, your eyes flickering to where the two of you were connected. Something clicked in his mind then.
He shifted his hips again, dragging his cock out of you slowly. He could at least tell that it felt good because the walls of your pussy seemed to desperately want to keep him inside.
“How about you tell me how it feels?” Eun-jeong leaned down, his voice tickling your ear and his breath hot against your skin.
The words were on the tip of your tongue but your brain ended up blanking a little when Eun-jeong suddenly thrust his cock back in. He took your loss for words as a good sign and chuckled, his hand travelling from your waist to a little bit lower so his thumb could rub against your clit
“Don’t worry, I’ll wait. We have all night after all and I want to make sure you cum at least once.”
ryouta watanabe ★ profile
super observant like eun-jeong except like maxed out so, even if he hasn't seen you cum before, he definitely can tell what's fake and what's not
not to be like cliched or anything but your body tells him exactly how you feel and he's not had any experience outside of you but that doesn't stop him from hyper-analysing your every movement
so, yes, he can tell you're making yourself clench around him and you're making your eyes roll up and that you're pretending
and he'll definitely 100% take that as an offence LOL like what, you think he's stupid??
wouldn't talk to you abt it til after he's punished you tho
“What the fuck was that?”
Your entire body stiffened and you immediately grew nervous. Thankfully, your back was facing Ryouta so he probably couldn’t see your expression but you were sure he would at least fall for your acting.
People usually did.
He suddenly bullied his cock back into your pussy, making you whimper. Then, just as suddenly, his hand was at your face, cupping your chin, his fingers digging into your cheeks “I asked you a question.”
“I-I don’t—”
“Don’t lie to me.” He sounded angry—angrier than you’d ever heard him be like ever—and from his tight grip on you, you could tell that he wasn’t in the mood for games.
“I-I’m sorry.” You huffed, squirming as you felt him keep grinding his hips against yours, his grip on your waist making you unable to get away “I-I— Nobody’s ever made me c-cum before and I-I thought— I-I didn’t want to—”
Ryouta pulled out of you, which only made you feel rejected and guilty. Now, like everyone else, he’d be sick of you too.
Before you could say anything else, though, he turned you over so you faced him. Finally, you could see the irritated expression on his face.
It felt so out of place since Ryouta always seemed pretty much emotionless. You were always left guessing exactly what he was thinking. Now, it was obvious: what you did really pissed him off.
“You think I’m anything like those shit-heads? Those pieces of garbage that can’t make you cum?” He practically spat out, his hands cupping the backs of your thighs and spreading your legs.
You tried to stutter out excuse after excuse but the words immediately died on your lips when Ryouta ducked down and started lapping at your pussy.
You gasped, your back curving up a little as your eyelids fluttered. Oh, fuck, the feeling of his tongue tracing your folds, lapping at your clit, was something else.
One of his hands moved your knee so it rested on his shoulder and, at first, you wondered why. Then, you felt him pushing his fingers inside you, curling them in a way that made your walls clench and your pussy gush.
“Wa-Wait, Ryouta— I-I— feels weird!” You squealed, feeling his fingertips deeper than you’ve ever been able to reach. He kept brushing up against something that made electricity dance along your spine.
It made you feel like you needed to piss.
Instead of stopping, however, Ryouta just kept his dark eyes on you, lips closing around your clit and sucking as his fingers kept working you over and over.
Before you knew it, your back bowed and your head flung back as you were hit with the hardest orgasm you’d ever felt before. Your toes curled as white spots played along your vision.
“First time cumming and you end up being a squirter, huh?”
Ryouta almost sounded far away or maybe was that just your post-orgasm haze? You were still so out of it, both from the fact that someone made you cum and from the fact that it was the best orgasm you’d ever felt.
Before you could say anything, you could feel the head of Ryouta’s cock at your pussy.
You immediately looked up at Ryouta, the haze replaced with a sense of urgency “N-No, wait, I-I’m still a bit—”
Ryouta just chuckled meanly and pushed his cock all in one thrust “Did I say you could stop cumming? No, you’re going to keep going, baby, until you wring out every last drop of cum from my balls.”
emm fiala ★ casimir fiala
has had experience with each other so like they know what someone cumming looks like and, yeah, every person is different but like also you're not fooling them
they each have polar opposite viewpoints on how to deal with it though: like casimir's would be to just ignore it and keep going but emm would wanna stop and talk abt it
it's defo a lot more like eunjeong rather than ryouta cus emm calls the shots LOL
Emm suddenly stopped and you could hear Casimir let out a small scoff. Immediately, you felt a cold sweat cover you. Did they notice?
“What the fuck was that, darl’?” Emm was behind you but you could feel her grip around your throat tighten a little; not enough to restrict your breathing but definitely enough to get your attention.
Casimir, on the other hand, didn’t say anything, his hands still tight around the fat of your thighs.
You didn’t know what to say. You’d never been caught faking it so it was a little jarring to face the consequences so quickly. Were you that obvious?
“It’s fine, Emm.” Casimir huffed, rolling his eyes, and he seemed to lean closer to you as if about to kiss you.
However, before he could, Emm’s free hand pushed his face away “The hell d’ya mean it’s fine? It’s not fine.”
“Why’d y’fake it?” She pulled you closer to her, her breasts pressing against your back and her hand travelling a little higher up so she could direct your gaze to her.
Your face felt hot and you couldn’t bring yourself to look at her. “S-Sorry. I-I just— I-I thought I n-needed to…”
“For what?” Casimir sounded a bit amused by your answer but you honestly couldn’t see his expression clearly because you were pointedly looking away from both of them, too embarrassed to meet either of their stares.
“If y’didn’t wanna fuck, you could’ve just said so.” Emm added, huffing and obviously off-put as she started pulling her strap-on out of your sopping pussy.
“I-It’s not that I didn’t want to!” You immediately interjected, feeling bad that you’d ended up making them feel like they’d forced you “I-I really d-did want to! Bu-But… uhm, it’s just that! N-Nobody’s been able to make me cum before…”
Casimir laughed meanly but Emm seemed to pause at your words. Then, she sighed, and you could feel her pushing that impossibly thick strap-on back inside of you. It definitely made you whimper a bit.
“Were we at least making you feel good?” Casimir pushed himself closer to you and you finally looked up to see a smirk playing across his lips.
You nodded because they really did. Both Casimir and Emm were, at the very least, the closest to making you cum “B-But, uhm, I-I just c-can’t—”
“I think you just need a little nudge, my love.” Casimir used one hand to cup your breast, thumb playing with your nipple, while the other moved down to toy with your clit.
Suddenly, you felt Emm push against you, nudging you so you were chest to chest against Casimir, your chin resting against his shoulder. Emm’s hand also left your neck and, instead, she used both hands to grip both sides of your waist.
“The fuck’n audacity to compare us t’your past lovers.” Emm grumbled before she renewed her thrusting except, this time, there was more force behind it, like she was earnestly fucking you.
Casimir chuckled but you could hear a sinister tone to his voice “Don’t worry, my wife, we’ll show our sweet that we’re nothing like those hooligans.”
mel lowell ★ isamu lowell ★ leonard lowell
also another group that hasn't really had a lot of experience with the female gender? LOL the three of them have only ever been with each other and pussies work differently yk
if it was just isamu, he'd totally fall for it LOL he'd believe you 100%
for mel, he's less likely to believe you but he wouldn't confront you abt it? he'd just keep going until he sees a real orgasm. but it'd be that thing where it's like? was that real? (yes) hmmm, he should make you cum again just to be sure
leonard would kick. your. ass. like forreal LMAO he'd absolutely berate you for even attempting to fake it and he'll be able to tell okay! surprisingly, the youngest of the three of them is kind of the most observant loool
if all three of them are together tho, leonard wins out and he ends up beating u up (metaphorically) while isamu and mel watch LOL
“No fucking way.”
Everyone immediately stopped what they were doing and you felt a sudden anxiety overtake you. There was no way Leonard could tell… could he?
“No fucking way! I didn’t just see that! Tell me I didn’t just see that!” Leonard, who had been behind you, suddenly woven his fingers through your hair before tugging, making you look directly at his bright blue eyes.
“Tell me you didn’t just fake an orgasm right in front of me.”
Mel, who had been happily observing, fist around his cock, stood, and you saw the concerned expression on his face from the corners of your eyes.
Isamu, who was in front of you, looked like a kicked puppy.
“I-I didn’t!” You instinctually answered, shaking your head, your entire body jittery with anxiety.
“Leo, I don’t think she’d—” Mel even tried to intervene but there was no stopping Leonard as soon as he was determined to see something through.
Thankfully, he let go of your hair. However, as soon as he did, he was shoving you and Isamu down, his hand on your shoulder making sure you wouldn’t get back up.
What he didn’t let go of was the issue at hand. Though you couldn’t see his face now, you could hear the insistence in his voice “Yes, you fucking did! I know you did! Admit it!”
You shook your head, of course, still in denial. The embarrassment of admitting it to them would’ve been too much.
Unfortunately, just as you shook your head, you felt a sudden flash of pain that made you gasp. Leonard just spanked you.
“Admit it.”
Of course, you shook your head again and, like you’d expected, Leonard spanked you again. This time, the lingering pain from the first one combined with the pain of the second one and you were left whimpering.
You looked to Mel, eyes a bit watery, hoping for help. Instead, he stood there, his arms crossed, an analyzing look on his face.
“Leo, don’t bully her!” Isamu at least tried to stand up for you.
“Fucking slut thinks we’re some virgin fuck-heads who can’t make her cum.” Leonard grumbled, landing another hard swat against your ass “Doesn’t that piss you off?”
You let out another pathetic sound, eyes fluttering close as you felt the pain and heat radiate from your ass cheek. “I-I’m sorry…”
Isamu made a confused noise but Mel tilted your chin up so you were looking up at him “So you did fake it?”
You nodded guiltily “I-I just— I-Isamu was about to cum an-and I-I felt so bad— Nobody’s been able to m-make me cum before and I—”
You were interrupted by another harsh slap against your ass, making you yelp out.
“We’ll talk about it later but I want you to know that you shouldn’t ever be pressured by us.” Mel spoke to you in his rather infamous soft leader-ly voice. “We’ll do whatever it takes to make you cum so you don’t have to fake it, okay?”
You nodded hastily but your nodding was disrupted by another harsh swat from Leonard.
“And you, Leo. I appreciate you noticing and saying something but try to be a bit gentle with her.” Mel turned to Leonard and you could almost hear the exasperation in his voice.
“Now…” Mel reached behind you and it took you a second to even realise what he was doing.
He had fisted Isamu’s cock and fed it back into your pussy, not even giving you a second to adjust as the thickness spread your walls apart mercilessly.
You whimpered but happily took it.
“You have to be punished though, puppy.” Mel pet your head, threading his fingers through your hair before directing your mouth to his cock “We’ll forgive you if you let us use all your holes, hmm?”
You nodded at that, tongue already running over the veins on Mel’s cock.
“And, of course, you’ll have to cum at least three times. No faking it this time, okay?”
You sighed but agreed to that as well. Just as you did, you could feel the head of Leonard’s cock press against your asshole, pushing in slowly but surely, spreading you apart in a way that made you whine.
It would be a long night for sure.
#yandere oc x reader#yandere x reader#oc x reader#yandere#male yandere#male oc#male werewolf x reader#werewolf oc x reader#werewolf x reader#male werewolf#drabbles#lemony content#female reader#eunjeong#ryouta#emm#casimir#melchior#leonard#isamu
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2023 SELFIE YEAR IN REVIEW
was tagged by my beloved helena @horrorlesbians
tagging @prairiedeath @doehorn @foiebras @recordplayerbabyy @rivertigo @fezzian @ectorotica @viksalos @beingharsh and whoever else wants to!! (forreal when i have to tag people i forget every single mutual i’ve ever had)
this year sucked ass. next one will be better. rip bangs era.
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The funny thing about people trying to say they're not being racist about The Acolyte is that Amandla says they received hate even before the show was out. Like, if the show came out then you were like "this sucks" okay, but you didn't even give it a chance. Then instead of just posting on your own social media that you didn't like the writing, it messed up canon, you went on Amandla's personal page and spewed hate like she's not just doing her job. You think Lucasfilm would hire Lesyle Headland to write that show if they didn't think she was competent and they weren't okay with the story being told? Then they use the excuse that a professional actor can't act... please be so forreal. They said they weren't being racist towards Moses Ingram and it's just that she couldn't act. You're just lying to yourselves.
#Sorry I just had to get on my soapbox for a mintue#if you disagree just go make your own post cause I don't want to hear it#the acolyte
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it sucks so much when people shit talk the epilogues and hs2 (before beyond canon started it back up again) and its like. noo its not done youre criticizing a piece of art that just got started it didnt even fully set up all of the game pieces ToT
i cant remember where i saw this but i thought i saw somewhere that like. andrew hussie did an outline for the story of All of the epilogues and hs2 like to the end. and then she gave that outline to other people to like. write it out forreal?? im not sure BUT IF THATS THE CASE then there is a Full Dtory we dont know about,, which. beyond canon def wont do and i hope that someday well be able to see the original outline if it was ever real idk but. idk it would just be cool to actually get to see what hs2 would have been like even if it was like. yk. through the lense of an early rough draft
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ianthony prompt: Anthony competing for attention for an oblivious Ian vs a protective cast over their papa ian hehe
ooh I love it! I've written a fic like this before, it's called 'A little bit of madness' and it's from Shayne's perspective. I'm always happy to write this dynamic because I'm a truther for it lmao!
After the funeral roast, tensions were definitely lowered. The cast and crew treated and saw Anthony more like their peer in stead of some external CEO. He was truly a part of the new Smosh.
New Smosh, or 'new new Smosh' as Anthony liked to call it, was arguably one of the best eras the company had ever known. The quality of the videos was high, the audience loved it and they had a blast filming.
Even so, people had not forgotten the past. Anthony wasn't entirely off the hook. Especially Ian's biggest supporters - Arasha, Chanse and Shayne - were keeping an eye on him.
Everyone saw it, it was so obvious. Ian and Anthony were in love. But the current situation was too good to change. This golden era of Smosh brought everyone so much joy, you didn't want to change a thing about it.
Anthony would look at Ian with big doe eyes, enthusiastically clapping and laughing whenever Ian did anything, and encouraging everyone to join in.
Ian would actually smile and laugh, with such a carefree demeanor, nobody had ever seen him like this. And he'd look at Anthony whenever he wasn't looking (which wasn't very often) and you'd see him breathing in, in wonder, like, 'is this real life?'
"Ian, let's go to our meeting," Anthony said, walking into the room at Smosh hq.
"Let's go!" Ian replied.
They vanished into Ian's office.
"Shouldn't he get his own?" Chanse commented with one eyebrow raised. "They sure are in there a lot."
"I'm happy my estranged dad is back with the milk and all…" Arasha weighed her words. "But I kinda liked mine and Ian's father/son time. It's been cut short by a lot lately."
"It seems like we have no choice but to set in action Plan Goblin Mode," came a voice out of nowhere.
Arasha and Chanse looked around and were startled. Shayne had appeared out of thin air. He stroked an imaginary goatee.
"Plan… Goblin Mode?" Arasha asked with her deadpan face and a serious tone.
"Yes. We have to make Ian realize that he doesn't have to be Anthony's sidekick again. He's the boss and Anthony can either go with the flow or suck it!"
"Yeah!" Chanse and Arasha answered like a little two-person army.
Shayne looked at them and his signature funny face appeared. He whispered: "Let's Do This!"
In the meantime, Ian and Anthony didn't have a clue that a plot was being hatched.
"I'm so happy that we have this level of trust with the cast, it's so refreshing not having to do everything my- ourselves, like, they are handling it!" Anthony was peacocking his swole arms behind his head and stretched his legs comfortably. "And it's all because of you, Ian."
"You know me, a great leader and president," Ian joked. "But forreal, I especially love Shayne and Amanda's podcast, they are handling that 100% and it's one of our best money-makers. If we can scale that…"
"Let's take it slow. There have been enough changes this past year, now it's time to focus on what truly makes you- us happy."
"Yeah," Ian smiled. "I really liked Let's Do This, though. I'd love to see that show restored in some way."
"Absolutely, we are going to make it work! But, Ian?"
"Yeah?"
"What are they doing?"
"Who -oh."
Three heads were pressed to the outside of their office window. Ian gestured for Shayne, Arasha and Chanse to come in.
"Hey, what's up?" Ian looked at them with annoyed fondness.
The trio got in position, and started to dance. Shayne did a beat-box, Arasha vibed along and Chanse began to rap and sing:
"Anthony, you're back, we had a blast at the roast
But you got to know we love Ian the most
You already have Ian in love with you
So now it's time to let us hang out with him too!"
"Put that on your tattoo!" Arasha added.
"Okay that's enough!" Ian said, trying to hide his laughter. "Get outta here!"
They left the office and Ian gestured apologetically at Anthony.
"Kids these days…"
Anthony had that look in his eyes again. "Ian, I know it was a joke, but is there some truth to the love thing?"
"What? Oh, that.. well.." Ian tried really hard to inspect the wall behind Anthony.
"Because it's true for me too.. Ian, please look at me?"
"Anthony-" Ian stammered. "Can we, can we talk about this somewhere else?"
"Yeah, we can. But you know, if Shayne and Courtney can make it work, why not us?"
"You're kinda right…"
The guys looked at each other, and something very heavy pulled them in, like gravity, and they were standing closer and closer to each other. Hands trembling, lips quivering.
"Anthony…"
"Damn, our plan backfired!" Shayne said with a mischievous smile.
"You mean it worked?" Courtney walked into the room.
"Yeah," Shayne replied and kissed Courtney on her cheek.
"This needed to happen," Chanse said. "The sexual tension was distracting everyone."
The only one not cheering was Arasha.
"But our father/son moments…"
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Chapter Three
Warnings: Cursing, Discipline, 18+ (excuse any typos)
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Chapter Two
"Look who remembers they have a mother on the other side of the country," Nadine chuckled into the receiver, "Been a whole three months since I've heard from you, Moriah DeBreaux."
Moriah's sigh floated through her lips. "Mama, I texted you at least once or twice a day when I'm not working."
"Hearing your voice and texting are not the same thing. So why haven't I heard from you?"
Zilla looked over at his girlfriend from the road, putting a comforting hand on her thigh. He felt bad being the one that told her to call but he knew she couldn't avoid Nadine forever.
"Between work and Zilla, I've just been a little busy trying to get into our routine. I'm not doing it on purpose. I'm sorry for not calling."
Nadine hummed at the sound of his name. "So you and him are settling in fine then I suppose?"
"Yes, Mama, we've been fine."
"I should say that's good," she mumbled, "And the furniture? It's still all okay? Your father insisted on picking the sofa but I had final say."
Before Moriah could stop him, Zilla pulled the phone from her as they came to a red light. He held it away from her, pushing her hands away from him as he laughed.
"I'm glad you asked, Ms. Nadine. The sofa is real nice, came in handy until we got our actual bed."
"What does that mean, Isayah?"
He laughed seeing Moriah mouth 'no' to him. Quietly, he told her to relax as he drove through the green light.
"That means that I understood the assignment from the condoms to the sofa, you wanted to make sure we was safely and comfortably gettin busy," he explained ignoring his girlfriend hitting his arm, "And I wanted to let you know we did just that. You should definitely get one of them sofas for ya house too should you decide to date again."
The line went silent, Zilla had to hold back how loudly he wanted to laugh while Moriah sat mortified and laughing in the passenger seat.
"Tell Moriah I will talk to her later."
Zilla chuckled, "Yes ma'am, Ms. Nadine. Forreal though, think about gettin the sofa. Aight?"
When the phone hung up, he passed it back to her still laughing. She snatched it and tossed it into her purse.
"I'm gonna beat ya ass in your sleep tonight. You just wait. Why would you say that to her? Why?"
He shrugged playfully. "Sometimes you gotta get people before they get you, Fat. You know she was bout to start with you."
"I know but it's cause she was upset I hadn't called her in three months."
"Man," he stressed, sucking his teeth, "Fuck all that. If she wanted to talk to you, she woulda called you. Did she call you?"
"No, but."
"Ain't no but. If she wanted to talk, she woulda called. Everything ain't ya fault. You hear me?"
"I hear you, Zay. You're right."
He squeezed her thigh lovingly before returning his hand to the steering wheel. "Relax, don't even think about it. Gone and take a nap, we got like 2 more hours to we get to Pensacola."
"I'm not," she paused to yawn, "I'm not tired though."
He laughed, "Stop bein so damn hard headed and take the nap."
She mimicked him as she got comfortable, he reached in the backseat passing her his blanket. He glanced at her to make sure she was covered up saying softly that he loved her.
Clack
Clack
Clack, Clack
Huffing, fourteen year old Moriah snatched her covers off and went to let up her window. She poked her head out, not at all surprised to see Zilla smiling up at her.
"Do you know what time it is?" She asked in a hushed tone.
He shrugged, "It's like one something. So what?"
"One in the morning, Isayah. I was sleep, you should be sleep."
Again he shrugged. "Couldn't sleep and you ain't answer ya phone so I came here."
"Because I was sleeping like a normal person," she frowned, "How did you even get out?"
His smile was back, although this time it resembled a sneaky grin.
"Cause I'm me. Come on."
"My mama is gonna kill me if she catches me. No."
"She ain't gon catch you, ima have you back in time like always."
Groaning, Moriah quietly shut her window and went to get her vans. She didn't bother putting anything over her pajamas or taking off her scarf but she did fix up her bed before quietly leaving her bedroom. When she got downstairs, she grabbed them both juices and eased out of the back door. She passed him a juice and stared at him.
"What I do?" He asked opening his juice.
"Don't play with me," she warned, "I'm out here. What do you want?"
He grabbed her hand, pulling her along with him out the back gate. They walked down the sidewalk in silence besides the neighborhood dogs barking. He would squeeze her hand every now and then.
"I got a competition next weekend. You coming?"
"Where at?"
"Dallas. Your mom said she would bring you, if you wanna go."
He shrugged, starting to shake his head.
"You haven't been to one in months, I really want you to come."
He glanced at her, coming to a stop under one of the street lights. Standing in front of him, she reached up to fix his hair a slight frown on her face.
"I'll see what I can do."
Moriah's face completely dropped at his words. She knew what that meant and it wasn't what she wanted to hear.
"Just tell me no cause that's what that means. What girl is it this time? Or is it your new friends again?"
"Ain't no girl, Fat."
"So it's those boys then. You'd rather get in trouble then come support me. I gotta be in trouble all the time to get you to hang out with me or something?"
He frowned down at her. "I ain't say shit about gettin in trouble. I just already made plans with them."
"Plans to do what," she asked, folding her arms across her trouble. She scoffed when he didn't answer. "Exactly. You only wanna hang out with me when they don't need you or in the middle of night. I barely even see you in school anymore, Zay. If you don't wanna be friends no more, just say that."
Realizing she was about to walk away, Zilla pulled her back to him and held on so she couldn't move. He leaned back against the street light, hugging her tight.
"I know it ain't that easy to get rid of you," he joked. "Ima make more time for you but you not my only friend, Fat."
She scoffed trying to pull away. "Those boys ain't your friends. The ones from your neighborhood and school are but then other ones ain't."
He huffed not taking his arms from around her. "Either way, you ain't the only one but you are the most important even though I ain't acting like it. Ima do better wit you. I promise. Aight?"
"And you promise to come to school," she added staring up at him.
He chucked. "Not every day but I promise."
"And you're gonna come to my competition next weekend?"
"Only if you come to a party with me tomorrow."
She huffed playfully. "Fine, I'll go but you better come. I'm not playing."
"Bet," he yawned, "Let's go to my crib."
Knowing she shouldn't, Moriah walked to his house with him talking the whole way there. He kept hold of her hand, keeping watch of any danger. When they got to the house one of his brothers was in the kitchen, he made eye contact with them both then checked the clock. He questioned the teenagers but didn't dig too deep into it.
Making it to his room, he got comfortable in his basketball shorts then got in his bed beside Moriah. He pulled her close to him.
"Why you like bein bad?" She asked softly.
"Ion like it, it just happens."
"You're making the choice though, Zay." She sighed thinking of her next words. "You made the choice to not hang out with me and leave me alone at school. Pretty soon you're gonna leave me alone out here."
He turned her over to face him, she wasn't surprised to see him frowning.
"What you mean?"
"It ain't a secret, Zilla. Your mom tells you all the time if you don't stop you're gonna go to jail. The stuff that you're doing is gonna put you there and you're gonna leave me."
Although it annoyed him to constantly hear that, he didn't like the way it affected the people around him but it wasn't enough to make him stop. Placing a kiss to her forehead, he hugged her briefly.
"I ain't goin nowhere, man. Ima be right here so we can do the shit you planned for us." He chuckled seeing her smile.
"Promise?"
He had no idea if he could keep it.
"Promise."
Taking a chance, Zilla captured her lips in a kiss. It was something he wanted to do for a while but was never quite sure if she felt the same way. The chemistry in that moment felt like the right time, her kissing him back confirmed his thoughts. He pulled away first then kissed her forehead.
"Go to sleep. Ima make sure you up in time to get home."
Around 8am, the teenagers were being woken up by hits from a broom. They jumped out of their sleep, looking around in confusion and blocking the hits. Leata landed a few more smacks with the broom.
"Do you know how crazy you two have made everybody?" She yelled. "Your mother has been panicking cause she woke up and you weren't in your bed, Moriah! Your father is trying to get here from Georgia and you're in my house!"
Zilla stood from the bed, rubbing at his eyes. "It ain't her fault, Ma. It's mine, my bad."
"My bad?" She repeated in disbelief and hit him a few more times. "And no worries, I already know it's your fault but she knew better too! What were you thinking sneaking out, Moriah?"
Moriah fumbled with her nails nervously, not wanting to get hit again. "I usually make it back in time. We don't usually come here."
"Usually? Oh so you two have been sneaking out for a while then! What is wrong with you two? What if something happened?"
Zilla sucked his teeth. "Man, I got her. Wasn't nothin gon happen to her."
"I've had it up to here with you and your attitude, Isayah. You two were wrong," Leata stressed. "Especially knowing that her mother doesn't even want you two bein friends! Just … get your stuff, I'm taking you home, Moriah. And you're going too and you're gonna apologize to her mother."
When they pulled up to Moriah's house, Nadine was waiting on the porch with a police officer. All three collectively sighed, as Leata put the car in park she turned to look at the teenagers.
"I don't want any attitude out of either of you, it's only gonna make this worse. Apologize then keep your mouths shut. Are we clear?" She waited for them to nod and got out of the car. "Nadine, I'm so sorry about this. I had no idea she was at my house."
Nadine flew off of the porch to her daughter, frantically checking her for bruises and any signs of distress. The officer stepped off the porch going to the group.
"Everything seems to be alright here. Call if you need anything else ma'am."
"Everything is not alright," she spat, "That boy kidnapped my daughter and I want something done about it."
The officer held back what he wanted to say instead tried to be diplomatic. "Ms. DeBreaux, were you at their house against your will? Did you want to be there?"
"I wanted to be there," she said softly.
"Did this young man coerce you out of your home?" Moriah shook her head. "Okay so Mrs. DeBreaux, there's nothing I can do as she was not kidnapped. The only option you would have, I don't think you would like much."
"Ms. Parker. And what's that?"
"My apologies, Ms. Parker. Taking her in as a runaway child and charging her but that's only going to affect your daughter. I cannot take him unless his mother decides on that." The officer explained gently.
Nadine looked between the teenagers as she thought over her choices then a smirk appeared on her face.
"Can you hold her while I decide if I wanna press charges or not?"
"Mama!" Moriah shrieked, terror was written all over her face.
"Now, Nadine, a simple punishment will do." Leata interjected trying to help.
"With all due respect, I won't be taking parental advice from someone with a child like yours," she spat. "Now, can you or can't you hold her, Officer?"
He sighed, giving Moriah a quick, apologetic look. "Yes ma'am, we can hold her for up to 72 hours."
"Mama, don't do that." She pleaded starting to tear up.
Zilla scrunched his face up, "That's some bullshit. It ain't even that serious."
Leata quickly shushed her son.
"I'm nipping it in the bud now, something your mother should've done, Isayah." Nadine smiled widely. "Take her, Officer. Her father and I need to decide what to do with her."
Taking out his cuffs, the officer waited for her to give her phone to her mother then reluctantly cuffed her. She cried as he walked her to his patrol car, he helped her in then went back to Nadine. Zilla went to his patrol car to reassure her through the window, trying to get her to stop crying.
"Ms. Parker, if you take longer than 72 hours the decision will no longer be yours and she'll be charged as a runway."
"Let's say we decide to move ahead, what kind of punishment will she get?"
He cleared his throat, trying to bite his tongue. "Anywhere from community service to a year in the detention center, ma'am."
"Thank you. You can take her now, I need time to think," she informed him politely.
When the patrol car drove away, Leata stayed put to talk to Nadine. She knew that the teenagers shouldn't be sneaking out but Nadine was pushing it.
"I know that you're not fond of their friendship and I know that what they did was wrong but locking her up is too far. That girl has never been in trouble," Leata spoke calmly, "You're going to traumatize her if you leave her in there for three days and if you press charges. This is not right, Nadine."
Nadine chuckled, "She wasn't worried about being traumatized when she was laid up all night with your son so I'm not gonna worry about it now."
"Nadine, really? This is a lot even for you."
"Moriah is my child, not yours. You don't get a say in how I raise my kids, Leata."
Moriah's father, Hassan flew in that night and woke up early to get his daughter out of holding. She cried in the backseat the whole way back to the house, going straight to her room when they got back. Hassan argued with his ex-wife after finding out that she was still entertaining the idea of pressing charges. The only way he got her to change her mind was by threatening to take his daughter with him back to Georgia. He stuck around for two weeks as support for his daughter, having a few conversations with Leata and Zilla while he was there against Nadine's wishes.
After ending the call with Moriah, Nadine facetimed her ex-husband to fill him in on the conversation. Her blood was boiling from the things Zilla had said to her. When he answered, she could tell that she had interrupted him working but she didn't care.
"What's goin on, Nadine? Everything alright?" He asked looking at his computer screen.
"It would be nice to have your attention while I speak, Hassan."
With a shake of his head, Hassan did a few more things on his computer then turned to look at his ex-wife's face on his phone. "You've got my attention. What's up?"
"Your daughter's boyfriend is what's up," she says with an eye roll, "She finally calls after three months and he interrupts our conversation to tell me about them gettin busy. The nerve of that boy."
He chuckled at the sour face expression she had. "He just said that out of the blue or were you bothering Moriah?"
"You think you know everything. All I did was ask her how the sofa was working out for them."
"And I'm assuming before that you had something smart to say about him or their relationship."
"I … that's not the point," she said pointedly. "That boy told me he understood the assignment from me giving them condoms and a sofa."
"Both of which you gave them to be a smartass, Didi. They would've had a much smaller sofa if I let you pick it." He shook his head letting a soft chuckle pass his lips. "He's not gonna let you keep poking at them or Moriah, I keep telling you that."
She scoffed, "He needs to respect his elders. That boy is disrespectful."
"Respect is given, Didi. You haven't given him a reason to respect you, especially with the way you've been disrespecting him and his mama for years. He's bit his tongue because he loves Moriah but she's also gonna be the reason he stops biting his tongue."
When the call went silent, Hassan turned back to his computer to computer his work while he waited for her next thought to come through. He had been trying to explain to Nadine that trying to keep the young couple apart or drive a wedge in between them was going to backfire on her for years but he knew his ex-wife didn't understand that. Not yet at least.
"You need to go down there and check that apartment out, Hassan. Check on our baby."
He laughed, "What do you think he's doing to her? You know our child, if he wasn't doing right and if the apartment wasn't up to par … she would not be there."
"Will you just please go? It'll make me feel better."
"Or you could go yourself, Didi."
"Hassan, please."
Glancing at the screen, he sighed seeing her slight pout that reminded him of their daughter.
"I'll see what I can do but I'm not getting in their business."
She smiled widely. "Thank you. I owe you."
When the couple got to Pensacola, Zilla drove them to his cousin's house where they would be staying for the weekend. Jon and Trinity invited them to get them out and around family for a little while. Moriah had met them a few times before, they made her feel apart of the family just like the rest of his family had.
"How you like that hospital, sis?" Trinity asked as she braided Moriah's hair in the living room.
"It's cool so far, most of my coworkers are nice." Moriah responded excitedly. "I didn't really think I would like the emergency department but it's growing on me."
"Where did you wanna be?"
"Pediatrics or Labor and Delivery," she shrugged, "I'll get there eventually though."
Trinity hummed out a response finishing a braid. "How have you and Zilla been? I know yall get lonely by yourselves."
"Not lonely but it's definitely different not having his mom around. I didn't realize how much the both of us spent with her," she chuckled. "Our first like week or two, we couldn't sleep without talking to her. It was crazy."
Trinity laughed, touching Moriah's shoulder. "I can't even judge yall, I would be the same way. How's he liking it so far?"
"He likes it a lot and he made a friend but I can tell he gets sad sometimes."
"Cause of his dad?"
She nodded. "Yeah, he wants to share it with him and train to him but can't and that upsets him."
"He talk to you about it?"
"Not in detail. He told me what I just told you and that was the end of it. He's not great with that kind of emotion."
Hearing their other halves voices, both of them stopped talking and waited. Jon went to mess with Moriah's hair and she slapped his hands away playfully.
"You just like Zay," she laughed, "Annoying as hell. Move."
He put a hand to his chest acting as if he was offended. "I invite you to my house and you treat me that way. You sleeping on the patio, Zilla can sleep inside."
Zilla started to laugh until he made eye contact with his girlfriend.
"That's funny, Fatu?"
Zilla tried to stop laughing. "I mean."
Trinity laughed, "Think carefully about your answer."
"You gon let Jon put me outside?"
"Aye, uce, don't let them punk you like that," Jon joked hitting Zilla's chest, "I got yo back."
"Don't get yourself in trouble, Jon." Trinity added.
Jon sucked his teeth playfully nudging his cousin. "Man, come on. Tryna get us in trouble. We'll be back, goin to the store."
Later that night, the couple cuddle in bed in their guest room after the long day. Zilla and Jon cooked on the grill for everybody then they ended the night with a couple of movies.
"You tired?" He asked softly.
"No but I'm not having sex with you in your cousin's house," she chuckled.
He kissed her face then her neck. "I wasn't even finna say that but if I was, you act like we ain't did that in both our people houses before."
"Nobody asked you to bring that to. What you want though?"
"Just wanted to talk, if that's cool with you, fun police."
She laughed pinching his arm. "I am not. Talking is fine though, I'm listening, babe."
"I know I fucked up the plan you had for us gettin put away for all that time and I'm sorry for that," he paused to kiss the side of her face, "Ima make it up to you. Ima take us around the world, put you in a big ass house just like this and get you a nice ass car."
She smiled a little. "I don't need all that."
"I know but you deserve it though. Ima put a rock on your finger too. And you know what's gon happen after that?"
"Tell me."
He moved his hand to her stomach, rubbing it. "We gon have lil Zillas. I was think bout 4 or 5 should be enough."
She laughed softly putting her hand on top of his. "Who is about to push 5 babies out? I think we need to discuss that a little more."
"You gon push em out and ima be right there with you for all of it. Where you wanna live at? Texas? Here?"
She hummed thinking it over, "Uuh unless your mom is gonna stay near us wherever we go then we'll be in Texas."
"Cool with me," he responded going back to kissing her neck, "Zilla gon spend the rest of my life takin care of ya hard headed ass. Zilla got you forever. Aight?"
"I know, babe."
He pulled her closer, holding her tighter. "Just bare wit me, Fat. Ion know the right answers all the time but ima try."
"As long as your trying, that's all I care about, Zay."
Down the hall, the older couple was still getting ready for bed and engaged in conversation. There was more to their invitation than they told the young couple.
"She mention her mama to you, Trin?"
Trinity shook her head trying to tie her scarf around her head. "Nope. We talked about everything except her mom."
"Mmm," he hummed going to finish brushing his teeth, "Zilla definitely had something to say about her. And I'm sorry but he better than me, I would've been cussed her ass out."
She fixed her scarf then turned to her husband, "That bad? What he say about her?"
"Just that she always got some smart shit to say about him and they relationship and that she pick at Moriah, tryna make her feel bad."
"I'm not accusing him of anything but did he cheat on her something? Why doesn't she like him?" Trinity asked going to their closet for her pajamas. "As long as it's been and she still don't like him. It's gotta be something."
"That's just it, he ain't did no shit like that to her. They ain't get together to after he got out."
She hummed. "Maybe it's the prison thing."
"Nope," he shook his head, "She ain't like him way before that. When they was teenagers, she was about to send that girl to the detention center just to keep them apart."
After a few moments, Trinity emerged from the closet with a frown on her face. Jon explained the whole situation to her, making sure not to miss a detail.
"That was a bit much. I get it she snuck out but to go that far is crazy."
"Exactly," Jon exclaimed, "Uce think it's something to do with her dad and their divorce."
Trinity stared at her husband for a moment before it clicked. "You want me to ask her about their divorce?"
"Yeah, see what happened. It could help."
"I'll ask but after I do the most important thing. She needs to put her foot down with her mom and put down some boundaries."
He nodded going over to his side of the bed. "Cause she him ruin their relationship and ion wanna see that. I like her and Uce together, they cute."
"And they really love each other. You can tell."
He pulled the covers down on his wife's side so she could get into bed. "So the plan for tomorrow is to get her to talk about her mama and ima get his ass to open up a lil more about his feelings. Deal?"
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