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20 questions writer meme
Iāve seen this on my dash a few times, and Iām going to take the open invitation from @alectoperdita to do it.
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
14
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
402,481
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Yugioh DM
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
My Kudos stats are a bit skewed because I got hit by the Kudosbot on three separate occasions. That being said, here is the list according to AO3 (I will mark which ones have false numbers)
Yu-Gi-Oh: Tangled Web of Fate (incorrect numbers š«) (it hurts me the most on this particular fic because itās my ongoing baby š)
Donāt youā¦have a company to run? (correct numbers ā
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Returned (correct numbers ā
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Task Failed Successfully (mildly incorrect numbers š«)
Talking with Myself (incorrect numbers š«)
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try to respond to all comments, though sometimes I see one while Iām busy with something else and forget to come back to it later.
I promise if I donāt respond, itās usually because of this and by the time I remember, anxiety brain tells me itās outside of the acceptable timeframe to post a response. I know thatās not true, but anxiety wins 99% of the time in this situation.
6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Everyone thatās read my fics knows how much I love angst. That being said, I canāt end them that way. The closest I think Iāve come to an angsty ending is the way some of the chapters end in Our Scars remind Us that the Past was Real.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I want to say either The things we do for Love or Crazy for You.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not hate. The closest Iāve gotten is a ānegative review via bookmark commentā. Iāve learned to just ignore that particular bookmark.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I made the attempt with Task Failed Successfully. I have realized that itās not my thing writing-wise (but I still love to read it lol)
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Not yet, though I do have a few in my Rabbit Hutch (what I call my bunny docs).
One is pure crack insanity that is basically a 4th wall breaking parody of Dragon Age Origins with the Yugioh DM cast as the main characters.
The other is a bit more serious and is set in the World of Warcraft universe with the Yugioh DM cast as the main characters.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I had one copied and posted without my consent on another platform (it still listed me as the Author though). I filed a petition to have it removed, and while it still shows up in the search results on that platform, when you click the link it states that the fic was removed.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not yet.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, and at one time I wouldnāt even consider it. Now I would, but I would be selective to people whose writing styles I am very familiar with.
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
I donāt have just one. The following are all on equal ground:
Deathshipping
Gemshipping
Conspireshipping
Iām also a huge fan of the Dark/Caste/Hateshipping (itās complicated so I just include all the variations) I have building in my longfic. I love putting those two idiots into situations.
15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Probably one of the ones in my Rabbit Hutch that I already know will be longfics. I want to finish my current longfic before I try to tackle any of the others.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Hmmmā¦I want to say being descriptive? Like, the part where you paint the scene and feelings using wordsā¦if that makes sense.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Writing from a character perspective that I donāt click with. Itās not that I donāt like the character, I just find myself having a hard time getting into their mindset. * cough* Yugi * cough *
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I have done this for a few parts of my longfic, and when I say I go to great lengths of research to make sure itās right, I mean it. I usually write the English spelling equivalent for Arabic, and for Gaelic I tend to write some of it from a phonetic perspective (I put that in the A/N at the end if itās phonetic). Foreign language dialogue is something I primarily use to express intimate declarations (like āana bahebikā).
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Iāve only written for one fandom at this point, and thatās Yugioh DM
20. Favorite fic you've written?
Oh wow. I love all of my fics to some degree, but if I had to choose one to be my faveā¦probably White Lady.
The comments Iāve received on it helped boost my confidence in my writing back during a time when I was really starting to doubt my writing ability. Sometimes when I need a confidence reminder, I go back and reread it and then look over all the wonderful comments.
I'm not tagging anyone, but if you see this and want to do it consider yourself tagged!
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I havenāt been doing much lately, so hereās an update? A bit of a sneak peak at which canvas I (may possibly) upload here next
#The style is a failed attempt of Yugioh lol#Theyāre my OCs related to GX (even though I havent seen GX yet lol)#my DM related OCs might be next ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ#Raphie WIPs#Vinera Miller#Raphadelia Miller#Yugioh OC
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S5 Ep 14: So If You Put a Fraction Into a Duel Disk, the Card Explodes
We left on quite the cliffhanger last episode, so Iāll fill you in:
I did not get the haircut.
Like I seriously considered getting a Zigfried for a cool 3 or 4 minutes there, but then I decided to wait a couple of days and I basically forgot.
But, back to the arc finale, Seto has decided to walk, not run, to the Kaiba lab in order to fix the virus rapidly eating his entire company.
I just want to point out that Zigfried went through a LOT of work to get Seto Kiaba to go āugggghā turn around, and pretend to calmly walk away. Iām used to Seto losing his nut kind of a lot and blowing things up but this season heās like ābe chill be chill be chillā so that the entire world doesnāt think heās a spaz on TV.
And little aside about Setoās design choices here, I fell down a hole of interior design videos, and can I just say: apparently these wood frame things on the wall are back in style? Good on you, 2002(3?) Seto Kaiba. Donāt think that current designers are painting them purple but...weāre halfway there to Yugioh fashion.
Meanwhile, Pharaoh decides to remind everyone that these stakes are hella low. The worst that happens is that Zigfried deletes the plane that Yugi needs to fly home...which would be an impressive virus.
Like itās hard to tell if Yami even has a solid concept of ācapitalismā and whether or not he cares about or understands the makeup of Setoās company (which up till now has operated like a small country and not a business...which is a little more Pharaohās understanding. Either way...hard to tell if Yami would shed two tears for the loss of Kaiba corp.)
And, despite what I say in the caps, I feel like Leon and Zigfried are the first villains weāve ever had that Yugi and Pharaoh didnāt unintentionally disclose that they are 2 people to. Zigfried and Leon are just...completely oblivious to how effed up Yugiās bean is. They think thatās just a normal kid and lol no dudes...yāall got distracted by Seto Kabia but you have a literal Egyptian God just hovering around in the background and dating 3 people by accident.
Like when the show shelves the main storyline, it is very funny how itās all āAnd weāre gonna put the Pharaoh crisis on hold--just put a pin in it. No one will notice this child is two nervous wrecks stitched togetherā and then Yugi and Yami just kinda hold it in and watch all patiently until itās their turn to get off the bench.
(read more under the cut)
In the giant computer tower, Seto Kaiba shouts out a string of orders and numbers, admired the many sonar detector looking windows open on every monitor, and then sat down at his desk to like...check the firewall, I guess?
The virus is past the firewall. Itās um...itās inside the firewall, pretty sure that was the point, but youknow, itās a kidās show so theyāre just throwing out computer stuff that has no meaning to the writers of this show.
Mokuba thinks fondly of how Seto Kaiba has never screwed him over (which I mean...maybe not on purpose, ((except for that one time he did screw him over on purpose to get Gozaburo Kaiba to accidentally give Seto Kaiba the company, but you could say that was a grander scheme that he knew Mokuba would see through, which...)) but Seto certainly has screwed Mokuba over accidentally. At least once.)
And meanwhile, Yami fixes everything through card shenanigans.
So hereās the shenanigan this episode: I donāt go over cards here but this one requires a limited amount of explanation.
So every round the golden castle deletes half of Yugiās cards. So he was like...Iāll just draw down to one card. They canāt delete half a card...so that means the card must delete one of the two cards on the field which means it must delete itself.
...which is like the closest Yugioh will probably ever get to abusing a glitch to do a speedrunning tactic like GDQ.
Anyway, like I stated in the title: there are no fractions allowed in Yugioh. If you do that to your priceless one-of-a-kind card you got from winning one of Pegasusā murder tournies, it will irreparably bust the card.
Iām sure at least one of you will correct me with the proper way to insert a fraction into your duel disk. Cuz like...as I say multiple times so we never forget, I barely pay attention to this card game and Iām just flying by the seat of my pants.
I want to say Seto and Mokuba were in the hacker chairs for like...3 minutes maybe before they realized āoh...Yugi fixed it...ā and walked the half a mile back to the duel arena.
and also, as Iām looking at Setoās glasses here, I just realized...all of Kaibaās team wears sunglasses all the time. Inside, outside, night, or day...
They havenāt outright said this...but what if those arenāt sunglasses?
Is Roland and that other Roland wearing fancy cyber glasses? They are, right? Because they wear them indoors?
Damn, they canāt take a piss without being on call with Kaiba Corp, can they?
Now the problem is...Yugi played all of his cards (he has two in front of him face down, but none in his deck) and after milling himself, this means heās now basically a sitting duck for Leon to take the title of āKing of Games.ā
Leon insists that he defend whatever scraps are left of his card honor and not duel a person who is carrying no cards and Yugi was like āCOME AT ME BRO THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW IāM ALIVE.ā
He didnāt even have to do a horror on Leon, he just...played cards good? I skipped it, Iāll be honest, but overall Leonās card honor was...saved? Maybe? I mean he also go destroyed when his competitor had not a single card in his duel disk so...
...Leon will have to work on his card honor off screen because heās pretty well humiliated at this point.
But stumbling onto the playing field like heās half dazed/daydrunk, Zigfried is like āYou forgot I already won, bastards!ā
Which is when we find out that Zigfriedās ādelete allā virus failed to press āenterā and deleted basically nothing. Just like when my Mom attempts to send something in Gmail but doesnāt press āSendā and tells me that Google is down and broken.
Sorry my bro has informed me that he ALSO has had to help my Mother locate the āSendā button and I just...I know she absolutely did that but Iām in denial that this Riddle of the Sphinx has happened to her multiple times.
Honestly, the pep talk we get from Leon at the end to cheer up his bro was a whole lot of āwe will pick ourselves up and weāll do better next time. Together.ā and sure you can translate that as āweāll be honest next timeā or you can translate that as ānext time we will be not nearly as obvious about inserting a virus into their computer until it is done doing the job, bro.ā
Just like Dartz, we didnāt really get a whole lot of retribution or closure when it comes to Zigfried. But, unlike Dartz, Zigfried didnāt do too much murder, so I guess this is fine. He tried to cheat in a card game...
...and I guess tried to delete Kaiba Corp but youknow...
...people let him have that. The police saw the ticket of āthis man tried to delete Kaiba Corpā and they just...didnāt arrest him. The judge saw that ticket and didnāt put out a warrant. They just let Zigfried have this, almost like ābetter luck next time, ya?ā
And then Roland clocked out for the day and went home, thus ending this arc.
Look at all these characters, most of which we never saw duel even one card.
We also got one shot of Mai for some reason although she was not in this arc.
AAAHHHH. Every time Iām like āthe show is done screwing geographyā we get another freakin geography spook!
But we went back to California in order to get a scene of these guys in an airport to get a flight to Japan...
which means Rex and Weevil just...were they shipped home by the Kaibas? Because way to ditch getting arrested by the American Government, hot damn. They are...literally terrorists who destroyed a Caltrain in a plot to kill everyone in the world so like...really surprised Rex and Weevil are in public...but maybe all the FBI were dead at the time so they just didnāt know?
Meanwhile, Duke has to go back to Death Valley and call a tow truck for his car, RIP.
I sure hope he got PTO during this stunt and isnāt going home to a pink slip.
Iām not sure of Dukes life or anything going on with Duke. Iām sure the thing about Serenity is him joking because we have all forgotten about that girl by this point...but also...is Duke...still living in the Tenderloin? The crime rate is very, very high and the ground isnāt solid, so it will liquefy if thereās an Earthquake, but it is one of the few places in the Bay Area that doesnāt light on fire every year. He has that going for him.
I just really hope Duke moves out of the Tenderloin one of these days, he needs a better life.
Meanwhile, Rebecca does one last crime.
This is like a post-epidemic reaction to a hug, but in 2002(3?).
I donāt think Iāll miss Rebecca too much. Wanted to like her more, but she was under-utilized, like most of the characters on Yugioh. Not even just talking girl characters here--most characters on Yugioh are super under-utilized, just Tristan Wallflowers doing nothing, but also being selectively OP as hell about very specific things they never, ever need to do.
Speaking of the devil:
Yugi...just saved his entire company...
But Mokuba is just has to make sure to make it seem like they owed Mokuba and not the other way around. Just in case.
So off they go on this massive plane. Itās probably more to do with the length of the trip as to why the plane is so big but also...
This plane is overcompensating.
But before we analyze that, lets close the book on Seto Kaibaās very short therapy arc. Overall, it was a nice distraction, but I can see why people call it a filler arc, as it really doesnāt affect...anything going on in the major plotlines, which makes me think it could have been a movie or a game or something. But overall, itās not bad, itās just not what youād expect if you were a Western audience.
Like Iām preaching to the choir, but typically, Western stories are entirely plot focused, and so our arcs always give or take away from that plot. But in a Eastern story arc, it may instead be character focused, where the climax is a character evolving or coming to some sort of cathartic realization, which this arc was, in a big way. We still had some plot, because this is a Shonen, but overall it was about characters, and specifically whether or not Leon and his bro would reconcile or change--which they did.
We did get to see a little more growth on Seto in that he...didnāt go bonkers and hallucinate during a card game. Itās been a while since weāve had him not do that. Seto was very chill this arc, which makes sense, it was a very chill slice of life arc for everyone involved.
So, next we move on to the next one, which bro has informed me...is
still not Bakura.
According to Bro, the next arc didnāt even air in the Japanese version of the show? Like heās got a lot of spicy Yugioh headcanons so he could be wrong (He did tell me that he thought that Zigfried was Seto Kaibaās ex boyfriend when he saw this as a kid which...that sure is a way to interpret this arc, and it probably wasnāt just my little brother who went down that thought tube there...)
(Bro Note: To be fair, I didnāt watch much of this arc as a kid.)
But he says the next arc was originally a movie. But they released it in the States as episodes to be part of S5, just to put more episodes in there. Which, if heās correct, makes it seem like weāre getting like the Mulan 2 experience kind of shoved in between this arc and the next
But um..
according to bro it has virtually no card games.
.......
Iām so used to only capping 10 minutes an episode, what?
Anyway, until then, hereās the link to read the rest of these from the start in chrono order:
https://steve0discusses.tumblr.com/tagged/yugioh/chrono
Iām kinda itching to do a Season Zero, itās been a hot minute--so those take a little longer to do, especially since I need to go to a different site I havenāt...checked out yet...Iāll be back...eventually? I just know that at some point in Season Zero they fight it out with yo-yoās and I want to see it.
#yugioh#yu gi oh#ygo#S5#Ep14#Seto Kaiba#zigfried von schroeder#leon von schroeder#Yugi Muto#Joey Wheeler#Tristan Taylor#Mokuba#Tea Gardner#Duke Devlin#Rebecca Hawkins#recap#photo recap#episode recap
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All the Reasons Why I Like Drew
The Big Essay
To truly celebrate this Drew Day, Iād like to talk about why I like Drew and what he means to me. This whole blog is kind of dedicated to that idea, but itās not all stated outright, and definitely not all in one post. Soā¦. hereās the granddaddy of them all. Happy reading! :D
How I found The One
So, the matter-of-fact portion: How did I get into PokĆ©mon? When did I decide I liked Drew as a character? It was mostly on accident. I remember I was 10 and getting over my big interest in the Tokyo Mew Mew/Mew Mew Power series. I always had some sort of Big Interest, and it was boring to be without one (it had been Yugioh before and original PokĆ©mon before that, funny how all my favorite things came back). Since I had dropped early PokĆ©mon for Yugioh, I didnāt care for PokĆ©mon. It was old news, not that great, not worth going back to. But then one morning before school I went through the TV channels and stumbled upon an airing of PokĆ©mon. All the characters except Ash and Brock and Team Rocket were foreign to meā¦and who was that green haired guy? I thought he was cute and needed a rebound anime crush.
By 10 years old I had started using the internet a lot, and so I found out about this new series of PokĆ©mon, and that what I saw on TV was part of the Hoenn Grand Festival, which included that interesting Drew character. Then I found out about what a fandom was, fanfiction, AMVs, fanart, everything. It was hard not to get sucked into a fan base that had so much content and excitement surrounding it! I really doubt 10-year-old me would have imagined liking the same characters at age 21, but here I am! So, the next questionā¦
Why Drew? (Letās do bullet points for convenience.)
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Heās smart and resourceful! Heās sharp enough to see through Team Rocket and Harleyās plans more than a couple times. His appeals and battle techniques can also be pretty neatā¦mostly. Sometimes itās just a Petal Dance and he gets a perfect score for it pfft but stuff like that Dragonbreath + Razor Wind combo? Neato.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The snarkā¦I love the snark. I like that Drew brings some comedy to the show and says what I sometimes think as the viewer (The infamous scene...
May: Whatās extremespeed, Brock?Ā
Brock: Itās when a Pokemon uses its speed to the extreme!Ā
Drew, appearing from offscreen because he never misses a chance to make fun: Only an amateur would ask a question like that, May.Ā
(like honestly girl what did you think it meant))
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Drew is helpful! Heās obviously a challenge and barrier to May, but he doesnāt want to see her fail. Drew helps to get May, Ash, Brock, and Max out of 4 situations with Team Rocket, and his eagerness to do whatās right is cutely summed up in his first appearanceĀ
āNo clue whatās goinā on, but happy to assist!āĀ
Heās a gem and has a good heart.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Heās so talented! This boy is a winner plain and simple. ā¦Ok most of the time. ā¦Some of the time. It just isnāt onscreen. You know, itās the attitude that counts. But really!! He got to the final round of his first contest? That he got the final round of his first Grand Festival (I assume)?? Heās a STAR. A prodigy.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He has realistic flaws: doesnāt like spontaneity, doesnāt display emotion well, not the best with some social interaction, stubborn, secretive etc. He is definitely not a perfect character, which makes him that much more likable.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Drewās motivation and dedication inspire me. Heās so passionate and focused about what he does, and heās worked hard to get where he is. Itās difficult for me to not want to see him succeed!
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Heās polite and respectful! Drew isnāt a jerk to everyone, he just likes riling up May sometimes, and even then, he knows when to knock it off and be a friend. Also, when heās uncomfortable around over-excited fans, he thanks them for their support and tries to make a quick but smooth exit. He could just as easily be mean or look down on people who think of him so highly, but he doesnāt take anyoneās praise for granted.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā That aforementioned awkwardness around fans? Absolute plus. The irony of Drew pursuing a path thatās filled with glamor and style but being weird about personal compliments is adorable, 10/10. (But it does highlight how he loves contests for the sport itself, not for fame or vanity!)
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He means everything he says. Drew never once apologizes for his outbursts, which can be a problem and highlights a stubbornness in not wanting to admit he was wrong. But I think it also shows how Drew is careful in what he says and has little regret about his opinions, despite how they come across.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Drew is mature! Itās fun seeing him become more mature over the course of the series. At first heās a typical brat and instigates conflict with May to an obnoxious degree, but by the end we see him and May having nice heart-to-hearts about losing and how to regain motivation to try again. Amazing.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā His bond with his PokĆ©mon. Drew is tough and not overly affectionate with them, but itās those little hints of friendship that make it all the better. Especially him and Roselia. Theyāre my lifeblood. That he keeps Roselia out of its Pokeball to see fireworks? To sunbathe? Adorable. Look at them....
And knowing Roselia was Drewās only PokĆ©mon for the first few contests we see him, it makes his sadness over Roselia getting hurt that much more important. His small conflict and resolution with Absol is great, too. I kind of think May and Drewās differing opinion during the Kanto Grand Festival is the same theme that goes on to compose a large part of Ash and Paulās rivalry. That idea of what a āproperā way to train is to get results. Iām getting sidetracked and wrote about this before but anyway!! Theyāre all great, the whole team is great. And I canāt believe Drewās Roserade is making lovely teas for the whole region of Alola.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā And of courseā¦ā¦. heās so cute. You know this point had to come in somewhere. But look at him!Ā
Those bright, sharp eyes. Those lovely lashes. That smirk and ā if you can catch a rare glimpse ā genuine soft smile. His hair, that signature hair flip he does when he wants to seem Really Cool, his controlled mannerisms, his clothes that are way too warm for Hoenn and I donāt know why he wears them but he obviously doesnāt care---- everything!!! Heās so cute and cool and lovely andĀ
I Adore Him.
Heās a bit of an idol of mine at this point. Some sort of ideal self. Which sounds weird since heās a 10-year-old secondary anime character who hasnāt been seen onscreen in like 8 years, but whatever. I admire Drewās drive to succeed, how he helps others, respects their feelings, and doesnāt change just to impress other people. I wish I could be as unconcerned with other people and follow my own path the way he does.
But his flaws are good to reflect on, too! His strict means of training make him inflexible, and I think his lacking ability to adapt is what holds him back a bit. Itās nice to know what youāre good at it, but if you focus only on your strengths, weaknesses become that much more obvious, and new opportunities for growth may be missed! I relate to this a lot because Iām afraid of doing new things because Iām so uncomfortable at appearing unskilled. But thereās no way to improve at something if you never attempt it!
His line about there always being someone better out there than you sticks with me, as well. I think Drew takes a different take on his own advice (āI guess thereās always someone betterā) between the two grand festivals we see him in. In Hoenn, Drew uses the idea of someone always being better as a consolidation as to why he lost to Robert, he doesnāt seem too upset about it because I think it was more about the person he was facing. Robert is older, presumably more experienced, so itās fine and understandable to lose to him.Ā
But when heās faced with the prospect of May having a good shot at beating him, heās agitated and nervous. Scared. Because May wasnāt just a āsomeoneā that could be better than him. He had seen her as a novice, and so the idea of losing to this kluzty beginner girl wasnāt acceptable. When Drew has time to sit and think about why heās so upset, with Ash and Brock giving him some thoughts, I think Drew realizes that if he comes out of the competition stronger and more experienced than when he went in, having won or not, that is more valuable than focusing on being better than specific competitors. Thatās what rivalry is. The end goal of a rivalry shouldnāt be to definitively be the winner in the relationship, but to keep challenging each other to become more skilled. You hope your rivals and friends help you improve, and you want to see them experience that same growth as well.
Pursuing any goal in hopes of being the best will get discouraging fast because there really is someone better than you, eventually, if not now. The most reliable thing is to just keep improving yourself. Hope that your past self would be in awe of what you can do now, and know that you still have a lot of growth and accomplishment ahead of you.
The reason I love Drew so much, and why this essay is so ridiculously long, is probably because Iāve locked myself into a bit of an echo chamber, honestly. Since I watch episodes with Drew most often and reflect on him a lot, heās become extremely important and fascinating to me. I realize heās a standard character from an objective view: the love interest and classy, arrogant rivalā¦but after a full decade heās developed a whole life of his own in my mind. Making headcanons and backstories and predictions for the future is so much fun! I know I build him up to be a lot more than he is in the series (I mean I usually get disappointed at the lack of depth he has when I go back to watch episodes) and it seems silly butā¦Iām okay with that silliness at this point. I kind of have to be after a solid decade lol
After all, I only picked up art again after wanting to bring fanart ideas to life when seeing a challenge for drawing favorite characters. Is that a laughable reason? Yeah! But do I enjoy art and Iām glad I decided to try again? Definitely!
And I thought AMVs with Drew on YouTube were so neat that I decided I wanted to make my own. So, I tried video editing, and I liked it! I still do video work and may incorporate it into a career. A career ā from wanting to put clips of Drew and May to cool music. Itās so bizarre, but Iām glad that started me on this path!
Last year I also decided to finally get serious about learning Japanese which unsurprisingly, probably wouldnāt have happened if I wasnāt so interested in the PokĆ©mon anime and my doujinshis with you knowā¦ā¦. Drew. Learning a new language is rewarding in itself because I think itās so neat to develop the ability to communicate with an entirely new group of people. To share ideas and culture and conversationā¦itās amazing! Speaking of which ā the people.
Iāve met so many people because of my love for Drew. Quite literally all of you reading this. Otherwise my YouTube account wouldnāt have existed, this blog wouldnāt, the videos, the shitposts, the fanart, all the cards and packages sent to one another, the hilarious, thoughtful, bizarre, uplifting text messages, every interaction and friendship onlineā¦none of them would have happened. Not that I donāt have bonds built on things other than PokĆ©mon (itās hard to believe, but some people have no clue how much I like PokĆ©mon, much less Drew lol), but it seems like a butterfly effect. Since Iāve loved him for literally half of my life and Iāve gone through my teenage and now early adult years with this Thing for him, I donāt even know how much of my own personality and experience living as myself would be different. Itās wild and weird. My time in the PokĆ©mon fandom has factored into so much of my life that I canāt possibly imagine what my life in some Drew-less parallel universe is like. Not to say my life would be bad without this fixation, but itās too much change and I love my life the way it is!
Although this Drew Day is entirely arbitrary and June 12th has no real significance for him as a character, itās great to get all my thoughts and feelings focused on one date. It all probably sounds ridiculous, all the importance I put on Drew as a character, but Iām aware of that ridiculousness. I thoroughly enjoy it! Drew will likely always be my favorite character in all of media. Perhaps someday I wonāt think of him much anymore, but I would have guessed that as a 10-year-old thinking of her 21-year-old self, wouldnāt I?
All I can hope for is that I continue to have a great time with the PokĆ©mon series, and that maybe my love for Drew will end up leading me to new passions and interests even further in my life. Iām so thankful he exists as a character and that Iāve had such a great time discussing him in stories and jokes and art with so many others. So, thank you! Everyone!!
#drew day#this is my Big New Content for the day#it's not cool like art or anything but it's just really personal ;u;#and this is longer than most papers I need to write for my academics...whoops lol#I could make full essays out of multiple points here but it's gotta stop somewhere#I hope I can talk more about Drew and whatever else I like about him in the future though!! :D#long post
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