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one-little-nerd-stayed-home · 5 months ago

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Why is it that i can draw when im so exhausted i can barely function but if i want to write I have to be just tired enough to be slightly unhinged but still coherent and the playlist has to hit right my schedule has to be busy enough I feel like im procrastinating but not so busy that im actively stressed and also the stars have to be aligned and…..

#anyway #too be fair im mostly drawing very straightforward things #that are basically exactly as described in the scene but still.#I need. to write hexbud things.#time travel…. hnnng #and also perhaps.? other things.#The siren call of eldest sibling npcs is. literally always there. in the background #unfortunately im very picky about the internal logic of my fanfic so i have to fully rotate the premise before i can truly execute #and it takes. a while to fully rotate an idea when I am also trying to figure out how to not die with all the work ive signed up for.#anyway this has been me problems that I inflicted upon myself. im going to bed now.

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