#Tessa better know I love her bc i would never for anyone else

[shea-like-the-butter]

Friday, May 26th 2023

I’ll show you every version of yourself tonight ✨

[thomaslightwoodenthusiast]

hello everyone!

here is part 2, as promised! also, @liasan-stuff asked to be tagged so here you go! if you ever want to be tagged in any future writing i do, just ask! i’ve never made a taglist, but if that’s something that you guys would like i have no problem with doing one- as long as you let me know you want to be on it!

that being said, happy reading!

sarahxo

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Cordelia entered the large room in the Institute that Christopher had chosen to use. She didn’t know why it was so big; this event was only the few of them having some fun together. But it boded well for her plan, considering there was a piano towards the top end.

“Cordelia! Those clothes...well they are certainly a different look,” said Matthew, with a tone of either admiration or surprise; she was not sure. She considered telling him they were Alastair’s but she did not want anyone to be suspicious of anything- should he show, it had to be a total shock. Christopher grinned at her, pleased that her arrival meant they could begin soon.

“Terribly good to see you, Cordelia! Now all that’s left is for Lucie to appear.”

Cordelia was puzzled. “Is she not here?”

Christopher gestured to James. “She will be here, but James knows what she’s doing right now. Unfortunately I cannot quite recall, though I myself have been busy.”

“Preparing your talent?”

“Yes, actually! If you remember, a few months ago I mentioned that I was in the process of developing a new way to send messages via fire. Well, with some extra help I have been able to finalise it! I have not told the others; which is why I am debuting it tonight!”

Cordelia watched Kit’s lilac purple eyes light up through his round spectacles as he spoke. Such an odd eye colour; but so striking. “What extra help did you receive?”

Christopher’s eyes lost their sparkle for a fleeting moment as he looked down. “I do not want to say. James and Matthew do not like who helped me.”

Cordelia wondered if it was Alastair; after all, Kit seemed to get on with him. Though James had grown more tolerant towards him recently. “If you do not wish to say, I will respect that.”

He took a breath. “No, it is alright. I trust you won’t say. It was Grace. She and I spoke once on the subject of science; one day when I was working she had turned up through the window of the laboratory. I cannot recall why or what she was actually doing, but she asked me about what I was doing and when I told her she liked it! She was actually the one who discovered the purpose of that odd stele. I thought I would ask her if she would like to help me with a project and- voilà!” Kit finished, brandishing a piece of paper from his jacket. Cordelia couldn’t decide whether to be shocked, or smile at how sweet it was. If this had been a month or two earlier, her reaction would be different- but after everything with Grace being sorted, she felt better. She did notice one thing, though.

“Kit, that’s only paper.”

“Yes, well, that is what your eyes want you to think. But when pen is set to paper, you will see the magic!”

Cordelia laughed as she walked away and over to James. When he was talking about Grace, his eyes regained their sparkle. He perked up. She almost rolled her eyes internally; Goodness, someone else in love with Grace? But she felt happier about this time. Maybe because the person in love with her was not her husband.

“Hello, Mrs. Herondale,” James said, bowing to her in mockery. “Or do you prefer- what is it again?”

“It’s Miscellaneous Lover number 3 to you.”

James cocked an eyebrow. “Three? Does he have a name?”

“No,” Cordelia continued, “but I believe the Beautiful Cordelia has to kill him. That happens to be the scene we are acting out actually. Kit sent me here because he says you know where Lucie is?”

James made a face not lacking affection. “She’s been with Anna all day. She told her about our little show and Anna immediately took it upon herself to not only take Lucie dress shopping, but to help practise her lines with her because you couldn’t.”

“Oh goodness. Then we can expect the dress to be-“

“A whirlwind of beauty and extravagance?” a voice called. It was Lucie. She had just burst through the doors, Anna following closely behind with a look of pride on her face. Lucie headed towards Cordelia.

“What do you think? Anna had it tailored for me earlier today. It is incredibly accurate to the one you were wearing in the scene!”

“Is that so?” Cordelia smiled inwardly. She adored Lucie’s enthusiasm. Usually, Jesse would be by her side, but he went out with his sister often and tonight was one of their nights.

“This is everyone, isn’t it?” Thomas asked. This was the first time he’d spoken since saying hello to Cordelia. He’d been quite quiet; absentmindedly running his hand over his left forearm, where the tattoo was. Cordelia held back a grin as she put the pieces together. He always seemed to do that when he was stressed or worried- albeit rare he felt that way. But it had been Alastair who had convinced him to show them the tattoo, and knowing what she did now she thought it was endearing that he thought of her brother when he was stressed.

“Unfortunately, yours truly can’t stay. I have something important to attend,” Anna said, gesturing dismissively as if to say she wouldn’t answer any questions.

Christopher frowned. “I did want you here,” he muttered, seeming hurt.

“Oh don’t worry your sweet little face, my brother,” Anna replied, ruffling Kit’s hair. “I have already decided on my replacement.”

“Who?” James queried. Anna left without a word, smirking. After a few seconds, Will sauntered in looking extremely pleased with himself. James and Lucie promptly buried their faces in their hands; he had clearly had a drink or two with Tessa- who, being smart, had not came with him.

“I am to be your judge!” he declared. “Cordelia wins!”

Lucie stared. “She’s with me and it hasn’t even started yet.”

“I do not care. You two will probably be the best anyways; I have little faith in these four. Except you, Christopher. As long as you don’t blow anything up, of course.”

Will winked at Cordelia. The group decided among themselves who would go first; Lucie and Cordelia said they would. James and Matthew were to be next, doing God knows what, leaving Christopher and Thomas.

“I’d like to go last, if that’s alright. Kit, if you want to go last I don’t mind-“

“Nonsense, Thomas! Go last if you wish. I am eager to show you all my proudest project yet!”

Cordelia was feeling bold. She knew no one else would understand why, but she asked Thomas why he wanted to go last.

“Let’s just say...I don’t believe any of you are aware of this talent and I do feel quite nervous.”

Matthew pretended to be offended. “My goodness! What else haven’t you told us? There’s already a secret talent. Give us a hint, please?”

Thomas’s eyes widened briefly as Matthew inquired about what else hadn’t been told to them- not enough for Matthew to notice, Cordelia observed.

“I don’t believe I can without giving it away. It is not something I’ve heard or seen any of you doing though.”

“Can we stop discussing Thomas and his secrets and start letting Cordelia and I perform, please?” Lucie demanded, mouthing sorry to him.

“Ooh, let’s,” Will exclaimed, clapping his hands together excitedly as his daughter and daughter-in-law took the...well, the middle of the hall.

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hey guys! so i think i only need to do one more part. i wasn’t sure if i would, but i need to bc the last part is the thomastair heavy part!! i did mention having drunk charles coming in; that may be briefer than i had wanted because i don’t want to make this any more than three parts. mainly because i’m going to be totally back to school on tuesday and i’m going to be super busy with a LOT of testing, and i don’t want to add on to my work load lol. but yeah!! like i said the next part will really (hopefully) get into the thomastair! i have my plan for it ready and i’m going to start figuring it out soon. have fun and i hoped u liked this!

[snowbreeze64]

i call this one: proof i’m going insane

anyways here’s a list of all times webs/and or spiders have been mentioned in 167 episodes of the magnus archives bc i haven’t listened to 168 yet.

spoilers through tma episode 167 because, yeah

UP TO DATE THROUGH EPISODE 167

CONFIRMED WEBISODES (Rusty Quill Youtube Playlist)

#8 Burned Out *

#16 Arachnophobia

#56 Children of the Night

#59 Recluse *

#67 Burning Desire *

#69 (nice) Thought for the Day

#81 A Guest For Mr. Spider

#100 I Guess You Had To Be There

#110 Creature Feature

#114 Cracked Foundation *

#123 Web Development

#136 The Puppeteer

#147 The Weaver

#167 Curiosity

* = Hill Top Road Related

And now, to channel my S2 Jon energy, which is also just BDG

ALL MENTIONS OF SPIDERS AND/OR WEBS IN NON-WEBISODES

#3 Across the Street - the Table is introduced

#9 A Father’s Love - “As far as I was concerned, the sturdy wooden structure was just the home of spiders’ nests and the rusted garden tools my parents would use once a year to attack the overgrown wilderness that was our back garden.” (Julia Montauk about their shed)

#11 Dreamer - “Looking down I could see a web of dark tendrils criss-crossing the streets and crawling up the buildings.” (Oliver Banks about the death tendril things)

#12 First Aid - Hill Top Road relation (Diego Molina)

#19 Confession/#20 Desecrated Host - Hill Top Road related

#22 Colony - Martin investigates Carlos Vittery’s house, finds lots of spiderwebs.

#32 Hive - “Was it the spiders? There were webs in the corners, around the entryway into the attic. I would watch them scurry and disappear in between the wooden boards. ‘Where are you going, little spiders?’ I would think. ‘What are you seeing in the dark? Is it food? Prey? Predators?’ I wondered if it was the spiders that made the gentle buzzing song. It was not. Webs have a song as well, of course, but it is not the song of the hive.” (Jane Prentiss)

#35 Old Passages - “I have the vaguest memories: flashes of a pile of paper, completely covered in cobweb…” (Harold Silvana about the tunnels)

#36 Taken Ill - “Just a sort of spider web design on the front.” (Jon about his lighter)

#37 Burnt Offering - Hill Top Road related

#38 Lost and Found - Jon attacks a spider and somehow makes a hole in the wall, and now there are worms

#39 Infestation - “No, no… it’s just that whatever web these statements have caught you in, well, I’m there too. We all are, I think.” (Martin)

#40 Human Remains - “Yes. She was sat in a wooden chair in the middle of the room. No worms. No cobwebs. Just… an old corpse.” (Martin about Gertrude’s corpse) (Does the sudden absence of spiders count as spiders?)

#43 Section 31 - “The most I could get out of her was that she was originally sectioned for something she referred to as “spider husks”.” (Basira about Daisy getting sectioned)

#44 Tightrope - “Why did she begin recording them? And why stop? If she’d been doing so right up until her death, she would’ve likely gotten through much of the archive, and… moreover I wouldn’t have had to find this tape player tucked away in the storage room, covered in dust and cobwebs.” (Jon about the tape player) (it’s covered in cobwebs! Suspicious! What do you mean old things get covered in cobwebs naturally?)

#46 Literary Heights - “I did go down there to see if I could find anything, but it seems much as it did last time. The only difference now is… all the spiderwebs. They seem to have spread down there. I think I saw some of the larger specimens actually eating the remains of the worms.” (Jon about the tunnels under the archives)

#51 High Pressure - “No… No, it isn’t. I’ve always seen it more like a web?” (Not!Sasha about the Table)

#63 The End of the Tunnel - “We’ve had something of a spectrum from him and his ilk: cobwebs entombing, difficulty in navigation, and now a violent, murderous dark.” (Jon about Robert Smirke)

#65 Binary - “Statement of Tessa Winters, regarding a strange computer program she downloaded from the Deep Web three months ago.” (What? It’s a web!)

#67 Burning Desire - “I looked up and noticed within the corner of the room, where there had been a spider’s web this morning, there was just a faint wisp of smoke.” and “Another held a bag that seemed to be full of candles, while a third had a clear plastic container filled with hundreds of tiny spiders.” (Jack Barnabas about his date with Agnes and the people in front of her flat) (this was already listed in webisodes but i just thought it was interesting)

#68 The Tale of a Field Hospital - “There were a couple of spiders, so I changed routes and found, I think it’s a gas main.” (Jon about exploring the tunnels) (also that gas main *eyes eyes eyes*)

#78 Distant Cousin - “Wrapped around it were thick strands of what I think was spider’s web, stretching back into the table, which I now saw pulsed along its carved channels with a sickly light.” (Laurence Moore about Adelard Dekker trapping the Not!Them in the table) and “Hollow. Just cobwebs and dust.” (Jon, breaking the table)

#79 Hide and Seek - “Of course the table was binding it. The table is webs and spiders. Spiders are something else. They don’t help each other, they oppose, they… they weaken. It was caught in a web, and I…” (Jon about the table...and perhaps Beholding something about the entities?)

#87 The Uncanny Valley - Jude Perry working with the Stranger, so Hill Top Road related?

#89 Twice as Bright - Statement of Jude Perry, Hill Top Road related

#90 Body Builder - “As you’d expect, most of the listings just pointed me towards the their websites, but I spotted a small, square ad box in the lower left corner.” (Ross Davenport, about finding his new gym) (yes i KNOW this is a stretch but the word website has the word web in it so…)

#91 The Coming Storm - “One lighter, gold, spiderweb design.” (Daisy going through Jon’s stuff)

#111 Family Business - Jon and Gerry discuss the entities, including the Web

#112 Thrill of the Chase - “We all met through one of those meetup websites, I-I forget which one.” (Lisa Carmel, about Murder Club) (listen it’s a WEBSITE so it has the word WEB in it and besides THE SPIDERS CONTROL THE WORLD WIDE WEB)

#114 Cracked Foundation - “It was warmer down there, warmer every step, and I found myself brushing cobwebs from my face as I got further down, until at last there I was - stood in the cellar of Hill Top Road.” (Anya Villette about Hill Top Road)

#117 Testament - “I know, I know it’s not exactly intricate, but it felt good leaving my own little web. Oh, oh, Christ, I hope John doesn’t actually listen to these. “Good lord, is Martin becoming some sort of spider person?” No, John, it’s an expression, chill out!” (Martin about his plan.) (also, I’ve been called out by Martin.)

#118 The Masquerade - “DAISY: Shut. Up. It’s just cobwebs. ARCHIVIST: There’s no such thing as just cobwebs.” (Jon walking into some cobwebs while planting C4) (also he’s RIGHT, DAISY)

#121 Far Away - “Just a second of them webbed over the face of a drunk old man stumbling into his car.” (Oliver about seeing the death tendrils in the waking world) and “Honestly, I’m still not exactly sure why I’m here. But you know better than anyone how the spiders can get into your head. Easier to just do what she asks.” (Oliver about why he’s visiting Jon)

#135 Civilian Casualties - “In the last week I’ve seen two different people wearing symbols for the People’s Church of the Divine Host, and it’s rare I go anywhere without cobwebs, anymore.” (Jon about the Institute being watched)

#128 Heavy Goods - “We had some luggage, once, a thrumming silk-wrapped thing of the spider, hiding away in an old steamer trunk.” and “The Spider’s always an easy job, no fuss, no complications, everything planned and prepared. It knows too much to truly be a stranger, but hides its knowing well enough to endure.” (Breekon about his and Hope’s deliveries)

#130 Meat - “I found this tape tucked in a corner of my desk drawer (sigh) covered in cobwebs. I suppose subtlety has gone out the window a bit, and the question is now simply… how much I trust the Spider to have my best interests at heart.” (Jon about the statement he just played. Also the Spider giving him the idea to use a flesh-anchor???)

#134 Time of Revelation - “There are two powers that, to my knowledge, have never attempted to fully manifest. Never had followers set them up for a ritual. Mother of Puppets, and Terminus. The Web and the End. The Web, I’ve never really been sure about. If I were to guess, I would say it actually prefers the world as is: playing everyone against each other. And so on.” (Peter Lukas about the entities)

#137 Nemesis - “Still, the anticlimax is fascinating. I can only assume they were supposed to be bombed at the height of the ritual - maybe by Japanese aircraft, maybe Allied, maybe both. I wonder what stopped it. A Japanese radar filled with spiderwebs, a US destroyer finding itself suddenly alone in the open ocean? Heh. We’ll probably never know.” (Gertrude about the Slaughter’s failed dance party)

#139 Chosen - Statement about Agnes, Hill Top Road related

#145 Infectious Doubts - “Ah. That’s a fair enough question. It was the Web. I didn’t know it at the time, of course, and I would call it an accident, but it never is, with them. It’s only after the fact that you can see all the subtle manipulations.” (Gertrude about the ritual binding her and Agnes)

#146 Threshold - “There is something wrong with Hill Top Road. You know it as well as I do. Some strange scar on reality at the center of - whatever it is that the Spider is spinning.” (Helen about Hill Top Road) and “What a delightful thought. (short pause) I don’t believe so, no. But the Spider’s strings are subtle, so I suppose it’s not impossible. Why?” (Helen about being controlled by the web to eat Marcus McKenzie (door guy)) Also throughout this episode Jon is wondering whether Annabelle is controlling him

#148 Extended Surveillance - “Or that we were being stalked by some freaky spider woman? Don’t tell me you didn’t know about that.” (Basira while beating up Elias) “Look, look - I’ve been doing this a long time now, and if there’s one thing I’ve learned about the Web, it’s that it plays its own game. All you can really do is hope it doesn’t get in the way of whatever your plan is. Because the Spider usually wins.” (Elias about the Web)

#150 Cul-de-Sac - “The Lonely is possibly the most insidious of the powers, I believe. Certainly it is the one that most delights and having you do its work for it, even the spiders seem to have a hard time matching it for sheer seductiveness.” (Jon about the Lonely). Also during this episode he and Melanie argue about whether her therapist is Web.

#157 Rotten Core - “Or Annabelle Cane is trying to manipulate me into thinking it’s one of the other scenarios. Previously, the spiders have made their presence clear when they’ve sent me… hints… but I can’t take that for granted.” (Jon about the Adelard statement left on his desk) (hey wait a minute if the statements refuse to record digitally how did Adelard send his on an e-mail-)

#160 The Eye Opens - “I’ll admit, my options were somewhat limited, but My God, when you came to me already marked by the Web, I knew it had to be you. I even held out some small hope you had been sent by the Spider as some sort of implicit blessing on the whole project, and, do you know what, I think it was.” (Douchard about Jon)

#163 In the Trenches - Annabelle calls Martin, Martin doesn’t pick up

#164 The Sick Village - “That’s - weird; I - I know the Web was wrapped around that phone, but, but I can’t - see her. A, At all.” (Jon about Annabelle)

#166 The Worms - Annabelle calls Martin to neg him over the phone.

Why did I spend over an hour doing this? Hell if I know. Am I any closer to finding out what the spiders want? Nope. So they’ve been helping Jon figure stuff out and got him appointed to the Institute in the first place, presumably so Elias would carry out his ritual, but why if they’ve never attempted a ritual before? They can’t be happy being ruled over by the Eye. What does Annabelle want with Martin? What the hell is going on at Hill Top Road?? WHAT IS UP WITH JON’S LIGHTER?????

[trashinaglass-archive]

“I’m Spider-Man”

Y/n and Tom do yoga/cheer poses, and y/n gets scared.

A/n: I recently saw a (long ass) compilation of Tom saying “I’m Spider-Man” over and over and it made me laugh. I instantly wanted to write about him saying it.

I’m also adding pictures bc I sure as hell ain’t about to be describing what they look like with words😂😂

     You had were a pretty successful YouTuber with a decent following. You got requests for videos all the time- one in particular you wanted to do, but you never really trusted someone enough to do it with. The yoga challenge. Someone picks out a lot of hard yoga positions, and you and your partner try to replicate the picture. You wanted to do it, and after dating Tom for about two years, you felt he would be a good partner to do it with- specifically because you trusted he wouldn’t drop you.

      “Hey, guys! So I’ve gotten requests to do this video for years and I put it off because I’m terrified of falling and breaking bones, but I decided to go ahead and make it. Tom is going to be my partner, which will be an experience in and of itself.” You told the camera. You looked at Tom when you were finished with your spill.

     “I don’t know why you chose me, I’m the least flexible person,” he said looking back at you. You laughed at him and looked back at the camera.

     “That’s why it’s gonna be fun. Okay! So my brother and Harrison picked out the poses so let’s see what we have,” You trailed off waiting for one of them to show you the first photo.

     “You’re gonna bottom, right?” Tom asked you. You looked at him confused.

     “I never said that, but okay.” You said as you got into position. You maneuvered yourself to make your body as small as possible.

     “Hope you’re ready because I’m coming down,” Tom said warning you. You felt the pressure of his weight on your butt before he laid back against you.

     “Did we do it?” You asked y/b/n when you felt Tom had settled.

     “Oh, this is real comfortable actually,” Tom said as he stayed on top of you.

     “Tom!” You yelled at him.

     “Tessa, go fetch me a beer,” he said dragging it out.

     “Thomas!” You yelled again. He laughed and got off of you, turning around to help you up. “Okay, what’s next?”

     “Oh my gosh!” You yelled laughing.

     “Look at her face,” Tom pointed out.

    “She likes whatever she’s grabbing onto,” you joked at him. He made a face at you.

    “Yeah, well you aren’t allowed to grab whatever she’s grabbing onto,” he said as he began to think over the position. “So I’m going to get on my hands and knees and I guess you just hang on... spider monkey,” he told you. You laughed at the Twilight reference. He got down, and you held onto him. He used his upper body weight to lift his legs into the air. He got to a specific height before he couldn’t hold it anymore. But you still achieved it.

     “I’m shocked. I didn’t think you’d be able to do that,” you admitted. He looked at you and you saw a bit of sweat on his forehead.

     “I go to the gym to much to not be able to do something like that, darling,” he said sassily. You raised your hands in defense.

     You carried on doing multiple poses before you got to the last one.

     “So let me give some context before I show it,” y/b/n said. “It’s not a yoga pose, it’s a cheer pose. But I wanted to see if you two could do it.” He turned the screen around to reveal the pose.

     “Are you fucking kidding me?” You asked him. You had always been scared of heights and this would be no different.

     “No, I have every faith you can do it,” he told you.

     “I think so too,” Tom agreed with him. You looked at him in shock. “Come on, love. Let’s go outside and do it.” You picked up the camera and headed outside.

     “Ok, so how’s this gonna work?” You questioned. “What I know from watching (American) football, they literally just toss the girl up like she’s a pizza crust, and you are not doing that to me,” you told Tom completely serious.

     “No, I’m not throwing you up like that. I’ve never done it before, and I don’t want to drop you.” He replies thinking of what you could do. “What about you sit on my shoulders, and I’ll hold your feet as you stand up? Yeah?” You sighed realizing you really were about to do this. Looking at y/b/n and Harrison, you asked them to come spot you and hold your hands as you stood up.

     Tom walked over to the little picnic table you kept in the back yard. He sat on the bench level and you went to stand behind him. You maneuvered so you were sitting on his shoulders, and you grasped his hands while he stood up.

     “Here,” y/b/n said with his hands out, letting you know he was there and ready. You also heard Harrison alert you that he was behind you. You grasped y/b/n’s hands, intertwining your fingers as Tom moved his hands to your ankles.

     “Okay, I’m gonna hold onto your feet, and all you have to do is stand up,” Tom told you.

     “Oh my gosh,” you muttered as you started to do it but bailed almost immediately. “I’m so scared!!” You yelled dramatically.

     “Babe, I’m Spider-Man. I’m not gonna let you fall,” Tom said trying to ease your fear by making you laugh.

     “What are scared of? Y/n, I’m right here, Harrison is behind you, and Tom is right underneath you. Tom isn’t going to let you fall, but even if you do, we are right here to catch you,” y/b/n reassured you. He gave your hand a squeeze to let you know he has a hold on you.

      “You can do it, y/n. Just stop thinking about it so much,” Harrison chimes in. You rolled your eyes and took a deep breath.

     “Okay,” you said confidently.

     “Okay? Just stand up,” Tom told you again. You did what he said, this time making it into a standing position. It was wobbly for a second before Tom had a good grip on your feet and held you steady.

     “Thata girl, y/n!” You heard y/b/n say. “Now you have to straighten up and let go of my hands, whenever you’re ready.”

     You nodded your head letting him know you understood what he was telling you. You moved to stand up straight and eventually let go, keeping your hands close in case you became unstable.

     “There you go, y/n!” Harrison yelled encouraging you.

     “Remember to keep looking straight ahead, don’t look down, up, to the side, anywhere else. That helps your balance. Just keep looking forward,” y/b/n told you.

     “You good, babe?” Tom asked.

     “Yeah,” you told him.

     “I’m gonna straighten my arms now, okay? Just hang out up there.” You felt your body being lifted as Tom pushed his arms upward. Your own arms flew out sideways trying to keep your balance.

     “Now just put your feet together and arms outward,” Harrison told you. You did as he said moving slowly. You felt like you would fall and break every bone in your body if you moved any faster than you were. You eventually found yourself in the position of the picture. You felt Tom let one hand go of your ankle holding you up with one hand.

     “Oh my gosh!” You yelled as you realized you were doing it. You heard y/b/n move away for a second so the camera could get a clear shot of you.

     “That’s perfect!” He shouted feeling excited.

     “How do I get down though?” You asked anyone. You didn’t hear an answer, but you felt Tom move and you were falling toward the ground. Right when you thought you were a goner, you felt your body land perfectly in Tom’s arms. “What the hell is wrong with you?!” You yelled at him, grasping at his neck for dear life.

     “That was the easiest way down,” Tom told you with a little smile, laughing at how scared you got.

     “I hate you for that,” you told him and looked at your brother. “And I hate you for picking that in the first place. And I hate you for letting them do it,” you pointed at Harrison.

     “But you did it, and you didn’t even break any bones,” y/b/n tried to reason with you.

     “Don’t talk to me, you all owe me big time for that.” You headed back inside and got the camera set back up to do your outro, forcing yourself to smile. “So, that happened. Thank you guys for watching, I’ll see you beauts next week for another video. Bye,” you said blowing kisses into the camera before shutting it off.

     Tom walked up to you as you were walking into your room after putting all your equipment away. “Are you actually mad or was it just the adrenaline high?” He asked you.

     “I really was mad in the moment, but it’s fine now,” you told him. “I mean you know how scared I was, you know how scared I am of heights, and you literally dropped me with no warning at all.”

     “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before I dropped you like that. We thought it would be better to do it and get it over with than tell you and let you freak out all over again.” Tom told you. He was right. If he had told you what he was planning to do, you probably would’ve had a panick attack. Sure, you had a mini heart attack in the moment, but it was nothing too serious.

     “Yeah, that’s probably very true,” you told him.

     “We would have never done it like that if we knew you were going to end up hurt. You know that right? I was watching you the entire time, and y/b/n and Harrison were both there ready in case something didn’t go right. The last thing I would allow is you getting hurt on my watch.”

     “I know, it’s just difficult having to be the one in the air and not on the ground.”

     “I know, darling. Trust me, have you seen some of the things I do as Spider-Man?” He brought up again. You rolled your eyes at him.

     “If only I had a penny for each time you bring up that you’re Spider-Man,” you said with a laugh. Tom lifted his finger telling you to hold on a second. He dug in his pocket and pulled out a shiny new penny.

     “I’m Spider-Man,” he said placing the penny in your hand. You couldn’t help but laugh at how random and ridiculous the kid is. You watched him as he walked away from you and smiled to yourself. How’d you get so lucky to end up with him?

That was fun. I have full faith Tom could do that, hope I’m not the only one. 

The first pose/conversation is based off Jenna Marbles’s yoga challenge video. 

I own zero of these images. I found them on Pinterest and WeHeartIt

[justicechoii]

ya girl is back with her tiny boy justice choi !! lowkey when i saw yall reply under the acceptance, i was just thinking about new york aka the Queen tiffany pollard saying jUSTICE????? and it made me LAUGH. anyways im still a little hurt from the new twice and kard mvs so pls be kind to me and my soft boy as im feeling v vulnerable,, anyways for those of you who haven’t experienced me ( faith, 22, she/her ) and my boy yet,,, ur in for a Wild ride of him being insanely sweet and loving no matter hOW you treat him !! enjoy ur resident nerd !!!

    kim mingyu. he/him. cismale. ╱ i am pretty sure i saw justice choi at manon’s party that night. the twenty two year old is in their fourth year at west bridge studying biology. i hear they were at manon’s party because they were invited by a friend. i wonder if they got the same restricted call as us. will they comply? + never afraid to speak his mind, round glasses as he studies, five o’clock shadow always peeking through. ◜

justice was born to daehyun and daniella choi in des moines, iowa and is the younger brother of five other children -- so a huuuge family tbh

both of his parents were lawyers and his five older sisters all followed that pathway too, but from a very young age, justice knew he didn’t want to go into law at all. it didn’t interest him like it did with his older sisters, and he would literally rather do anything else

ya know that meme that is like "how do lawyers argue without crying", um hes been asking himself that question his entire life

they moved to wisconsin when he was five~

he was incredibly clumsy growing up, which forced him into the emergency room a number of times so doctors could tend to his needs -- every time he went?? he fell in love with that idea more and more: being a doctor.

he was a people pleaser from such a young age.. so why wouldn’t he enjoy that? helping people out, helping them get better? it was like a dream come true really. the whole death thing wasn’t necessarily a thing on his mind,, which was something 16 year old justice rlly had to come to terms with after numerous breakdowns asjdfhdsj

despite him trailing off and wanting to do something other than law, his family fully supported him and if he’s not in a classroom or in a library, he can definitely be found at choi & choi, his family’s business !!! if you’ve got 7 people who are lawyers, you may as well do something with it aksjdfhdsj

because he knows it’s his final year, he’s almost positive that he’s going to go on to train to go into emergency medicine~

he’s honestly the sweetest boy you’ll ever meet?? will never have a bad word to say about anybody and can always be seen with a huge smile on his face just to make other people happy

he’s a Nerd to the extreme and only recently started wearing contact lenses but??? he ?? hATES them !! tell him he looks good with glasses and boost his self esteem pls

he got invited to manon’s party by a friend bc lord knows he would never be seen at a party unless someone he was suuuuuper close to was there. he’s honestly had a little crush on manon for like,,,, ever. but he never said a word to her just bc of how popular she was and he was highkey intimidated

despite him being quiet, and not v popular, he’s never afraid to speak up for someone. i imagine he’s always had to play peacemaker because of how he was raised and how he can’t let one person say something without another speaking up, sorta thing

he’s just always Tired, always Working, and always in need of some fun and a friend or two !!

a comic book STAN

always playing video games if he has free time too

he also doesn’t know how attractive he is,,,, just had to add that in lol

random headcanons:

he has a crush on everybody so like,,,,,, get used to that bc he’s heart eyes around everybody but ofc that doesn’t go far !!

he appears much cooler on instagram and social media than he does in real life like most people tbh,, he has his days where he looks sO good,,, but if u talk to him, he’ll be an awkward stuttering mess lmao

he has cosplayed as spiderman before,,,,,,,, but lets not talk about that either bc he will go so red SDJFHHDS

has the biggest crush on valkyrie aka miss tessa thompson and prob doesnt shut up about how much he loves her pls

ask him to sing any kpop gg and he’ll know it all,,,, and prob the choreo to it too ,,, we love a STAN

always chewing gum bc it helps with his nerves and calms him down

uncle to three nieces and two nephews so he absolutely adoooores kids

he also wants to learn japanese but he’s struggling with korean as it is so he probably gets the two mixed up a whole bunch and then is like a deer in headlights if anyone witnesses him screwing up

just such a gentleman pls bOY was raised very well !!

um he's 6'2 so falling over his own two feet??? happens more than u think

also a ps4 stan so try arguing with him and he will BOUNCE for u ,, except not rlly bc its justice

potential wanted connections:

an ex: justice is such a sweet boy and he loves and loooooves. he’s not very materialistic at all, but i imagine he would do the most for this person and rlly treat them just to make them happy. we can talk about why they broke things off but it prob has to do with him working his ass off and having no time for the other~ he still very much cares about them tho ( open to f/m/nb !!! )

best friend: speaks for itself. they could be an opposites attract situation, or be two complete nerds!!

someone he studies with: someone he can rant to in the library or literally cry to bc biology is hard man

enemies: people prob just hate him bc hes so quiet lbr

crush: either with him thinking someone else is cute ( aka everyone ) or vice versa??

tutor: he’s highkey forgetting korean and doesn’t want his parents to know so if anyone can help him out there?? that’d be perf

i’m open to pretty much everything so feel free to send me any wcs you guys have!!

[rhapsodics]

oh hi there, welcome to holiday, TESSA MONTCLAIRE. oh wait, you’ve been here. has anyone ever told you that you look like DANIELLE ROSE RUSSELL? you’re FEMALE and use SHE/HER? just checking. and you’ve been here for FIFTEEN YEARS? you’re 20 too, right? just curious. you work over at HOLIDAY MOVIE 8 still? you know people say you’re WITTY & POSITIVE, but CANTANKEROUS & STRONG-WILLED so i guess take that with a grain of salt. well, at least i do know you’re excited for CHRISTMAS. bye now! [it’s lils!]

we’re starting off the mumu blog with my girl, tessa. i’ve played her before, or a version of her, and i absolutely adore her so i’m really excited to bring her back and start playing her here with all you lovely people! here is her intro!

stats

name: tessa alexandra montclaire

age: 21

nickname(s): tess

place of birth: jacksonville, florida

current residence: holiday, maine

favorite place they’ve visited or lived: bruges, belgium (visit)

occupation: works at holiday movie 8, but her ultimate dream is being an illustrator

tattoos, scars, or piercings?: one tattoo of a star on her right wrist, ears pierced once.

sports they play: ice hockey (when she was younger, but she misses it now)

sexuality: bisexual, swings more towards women.

zodiac: leo (august 2nd)

mbti: entp

relationships and self

parents: ethan and abigail montclaire

siblings: n/a 

relationship status: single

past relationships: she’s had three – all with guys during high school. 

pets: she doesn’t have any of her own, but her parents own a cat named rick. (she named it. she was five)

how do they feel about their family?: she loves them more than anything. like, her family means the absolute world to her. she would do anything for them.

and now for some headcanons…

tessa moved to holiday when she was five years old with her parents.

tess did super well in school. like, ridiculously well. her parents were always insanely supportive of her and her dreams. yet when she graduated she still had no idea what she wanted to do.

she went to college at nyu the following year and it took her a little while to figure out what she wanted to do, so she picked art bc she enjoyed it and it turns out she loved it. she used to draw all the time as a kid and doodle in notebooks and she actually ended up being really good at it, so that’s what she studied.

she works at the movie theatre in town but she does art on the side.

her mother is also still a photographer so she traveled around the world with her a lot and used to draw things when she did

she usually goes by tessa but is totally fine with tess unless you don’t know her well. she can get very bad tempered, too, especially on low sleep, so basically don’t mess with her when she hasn’t had at least seven hours of sleep

other than that she’s pretty happy. very sarcastic. very sassy. very bubbly. she’s very friendly but she’s also a bit standoffish of certain people depending on their vibe.

she’s very sentimental when it comes to family and friends and if she ever gives you a gift, you better love the heck outta it bc she put a shit ton of thought into it.

also, she’s bi! she’s dated men before, but never women, though she has been with women before. she honestly tends to swing more towards women than men though, especially since she’s understanding her sexuality more now

plots!!!

i want everything for her okay?

give her some best friends. some childhood friends. a ride or die. someone she can just sit and talk shit with about anything and everything.

someone she’s just weirdly different with? like, someone that she just goes extra soft and cute with and isn’t sassy or sarcastic or anything with them and she doesn’t even know why???

some exes maybe?

drinking buddies

someone she always shows her art to for opinions and they tALK HER THE FUCK UP BECAUSE SHE’S GOOD AF (and if they have something similar, she can do the same)

and anything else you may brainstorm up

so that’s that!! i hope you like her and pls message me for plots!

[wizardysseus]

genuinely curious because I haven’t seen much of this opinion but how come you didn’t like ragnarok?

hey anon! under a cut bc i don’t actually enjoy raining on anyone else’s parade

ragnarok is a thor movie for people who didn’t previously like or care about thor. his characterization has changed drastically from prior movies, from his speech patterns to his bearing to the way he treats the people around him. i realize that a lot of people (including chris hemsworth) consider it an improvement. as a longtime thor fan, that’s pretty fucking tragic to me.

it also seems pretty obvious that waititi wasn’t interested in the baseline story he was supposed to work with. the movie is way more interested in its b-plot than its a-plot, and when the b-plot is……jeff goldblum running a casino/coliseum, and the movie is CALLED RAGNAROK, that is! bad! pacing! the people of asgard are almost completely killed off, while the narrative hardly bothers to care. 

i can’t believe this movie made me bored of gladiatorial games

asgard’s imperialism narrative is interesting and could have been really great, but for some reason the movie is reluctant to delve into it. 

on a similar note: i’m all for lost thor siblings, god knows they crop up in the comics, but i thought it amounted to a lot of wasted potential here. hela really doesn’t have that much screentime and thor is barely there with her to have to reckon with their family relationship or his father’s past misdeeds. it’s not entirely glossed over, but hey, we’ve got 10 more unfunny jokes to make!!

oh right. the jokes aren’t funny

ok, a couple of the jokes are funny. but they all follow the same pattern—dramatic moments aren’t allowed to breathe before they’re immediately subverted into jokes, often slapstick, often at thor’s expense. and like. bathos is good but i could see every single one coming.

and this is back to my beef with thor’s characterization. because i’ve seen a lot of people defend it by saying that this kind of arc, where the proud hero is humbled and poked fun at, is actually really clever, but… thor had at that arc in his first movie??? he was sent to earth because of his arrogance, to learn where his real strength lay (with protecting others), and… he did? and even at his worst, thor didn’t act casually mean to his friends or feel the need to put them down because of his own insecurities. (an argument could be made that he does this to loki, when he’s disparaging about his magic, but i think something different is going on there than intentional cruelty.) besides, ragnarok is hardly the first time thor has had to deal with people not taking him seriously.

where the hell was thor in this thor movie

i hate. jane being written out in one line and never brought up again. i know natalie portman was unhappy with the franchise for a long time, but CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF, she didn’t refuse to come back. and even if she had, there are less lazy ways to deal with her absence.

sif isn’t even fucking mentioned.

i don’t care about the warriors 3 very much, but to see them killed off so instantly was pretty… idk. weird. and definitely hammered in that this was not a movie for people who already liked the franchise.

valkyrie’s alcoholism being a punchline throughout the film. thor’s concern that it might kill her being played for laughs.

WHY DOES THIS MOVIE, GET POINTS FOR BI REP, to be clear i love valkyrie and tessa but we only have it on word of god and a scene that waititi has openly said he cut from the film.

i don’t like… thor’s haircut. not gonna make a big thing out of the Cultural Significance of his hair, because tbh i’m not that informed about it. i just really don’t like thor to have short hair. you couldn’t have bothered to give him, like, a better wig instead???

i still don’t know why the hulk was there. bruce is, like, fine in it tbh but on the best of days i still don’t find him all that compelling.

it’s irritating bc i know none of this would bother me so much if i didn’t see 5 text posts a week telling me it’s part of the holy marvel trinity with catws and black panther. when i got out of the theater, i said “well, there were about 15 minutes that i didn’t hate” (thor and loki had a couple good scenes imo) but like. there are quite a few marvel movies i haven’t liked, and they’ve all been fairly popular! i’m used to that! but as good as tws??? as good as black panther???

(tws is a very safe movie, in a lot of ways. i don’t think it takes a lot of risks, but it’s a structurally sound, well-crafted movie with good emotional and humorous beats, and it’s close to my heart. black panther, on the other hand, does something inventive and creative and does it well. it is WILD to me to see thor ragnarok, which offers neither of those things, compared to them.)

tl;dr my cousin said that when everyone gave ragnarok 5 stars she felt like she was on a prank show and that’s a succinct summary of how i feel.

[daisymylove]

yeah sorry but I totally disagree, and also think is extremely sexist to put that on Cordelia. James and Matthew’s issues stem from two main problems that have NOTHING to do with her.

First off theres the  fact that James had been mentally and emotionally enslaved by the gracelet for 3 years, therefore making impossible for Matthew (or anyone really)to fully understand what the fuck was going on with him. I mean, the damn thing even numbed their bond, by the end of coi, when james is finally free, he realizes how now he was able to FEEL Matthew hurting through the bond, and how he was so deeply robbed of his emotions and will that it interfered even with his parabatai bond.

And second, by the end of Cast long shadows Matthew chose to hide his pain, that james wasnt able to feel, and create a rift between himself and the rest of the world by vowing not to tell anyone, not even James, what really had happened to charlotte, which led to alcoholism and all the self destructive habits that we already know of.Thats why I hate when some folks say these two are bad parabatai, all things considered they have done remarkably well

Also you cant compare the dynamics between Cordelia, James and Matthew to herongraystairs bc James and Cordelia have been friends/ in each others lives longer than James and matthew have been parabatai, and Matthew and Cordelia developed their own friendship that has nothing to do with James.So of course its not the same as tessa, who had just arrived in their lives when tid takes place, not wanting to come between will and jem.Even tho TID owns my soul its clear the situation in the TLH is far more complex, and the series simply shouldn’t be compared.

 Cordelia never led matthew on, he said it himself that if she were to come with him to france, they would go as friends, and he wasnt going to impose himself or his feelings upon her.Hes a grown man who made the choice to invite her, its not like he didnt have agency on the matter.Considering that the other option was to go back to her house, where for all she knew her husband was snuggling with another woman, it seems very reasonable to me that she decided to go.But dont get me wrong, I love platonic Fairstairs and think we def couldve done without this unrequited love bullshit.The end of COI woudlve been much better if matthew was pining for someone else, or no one really, and they had gone to paris to drawn their sorrows together like the besties I know they could be

.

The difference between the love triangle between Herongraystairs and whatever the fuck is going on with James, Cordelia and Matthew is that Tessa tore her heart into two to make sure Will and Jem aren't separated.

Tessa knows how much Will and Jem love each other from the very few months she'd been there and she never let the way she feels about them both ruin their relationship.

Cordelia has known Matthew and James longer (due to Lucie's letters) so she must know how close they are. And yet, she gives Matthew false hope by agreeing to run away with him and in doing so, made James get sorta mad at Matthew.

Cordelia is indirectly causing James and Matthew to have problems and Tessa has not once done that.

I just- this doesn't make sense at all and tlh went so far downhill when you compare it to tid

(ps pls don't hate, this is my opinion. I genuinely like the characters in tlh. I just don't like how they're written)

[writtingmyowndeliverance]

Were you happy?

Tom Holland x Reader / Dylan O’Brien x Reader

Summary: Reader breaks up with Tom and time passes and has a relationship with Dylan, reader thinks Tom is part of the past, but is that true?

Word Count: 3k -ish

Warnings: None

A/N: This is my first request and was so much fun to write! (Requested by: @imaginesyes) Hope you enjoy and please feel free to send some requests! Btw, I was going to post this the day after you send me your request, but the internet in my house didn’t work so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ... Oh, and I’m doing a second part.

Request: I just dumped by my bfriend for 3 years and I really need an imagine with tom holland x famous!reader :( maybe they dated for 3 months and they decided to broke up mutually but after sometime reader starts dating with dylan o'brien (bc he's my second fav) tom realises he actually still loves her when he sees them so happy at a premiere or an after party?? ending is totally up to you thank you so much darling <3

You looked at the door that was in front of you. You weren’t sure if you wanted to enter, even though it was for the best. After thinking it for some time, you decided to knock the door. It passed 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seconds before he opened the door. You looked at him. Tom had a sad smile on his face. He stepped aside and let you in. You entered his house and stood there unsure of what to do. You knew why he called you here. And you knew he was right, but it didn’t make it better.

“Please, y/n, take a seat.” You moved towards the couch on which you had watched a lot of movies together. “Well, uhm… y/n. I- I called you, because I-”

“I know what you want to do.”

“What?”

“I know why you called me, Tom” You and Tom had been dating for 4 months now. You met him 6 months ago in a premiere you were invited and you got along really well. You became friends quickly and started to hang out a lot. Feelings started to develop and you decided to go out and start dating. Everything would be fine, if it wasn’t because feelings haven’t grown. You still cared about the other deeply, but there was no love. “You want to break up with me.”

He looked taken aback for a moment, before nodding. “I’m so sorry” You felt sad, you really had feelings for him, even though they were not strong as you thought they would be at that point, but they were strong. You convince yourself it was going to work out just fine with time, but you couldn’t force something that is not in there, at least, not in him. “I really like spending time with you, but I just don’t….”

“…love me.” You finished for him “I am not mad. I understand, Tom. Look, I really like you, but I don’t love you either and we both know it’s not okay to be with someone that don’t have feelings for you.”

You locked eyes and silence filled the room. It wasn’t awkward. It was the kind of silence that gives people a time for themselves, before reality comes back in. You were going to miss all of him. His laughs, his smile.

“You want me to give you your things?” You quickly nodded and he stood up and walk to his room. You sat there, wondering if you should follow him. You finally decided to go, so you stood up, but immediately sat down as Tom appeared again, carrying a small box full of your things. He looked at you funny, before letting out a small laugh. “You could walk with me, you know. Just because we are not longer together romantically, doesn’t mean we can’t be friends like before, right?” He said with a smile.

You thought about that, you knew it was the right thing to do, but it didn’t make it less painful. You cared about him, so much than, you thought, he cared and would care about you. It was no love, yet, but you knew you would get to that, he, on the other hand, didn’t think that was possible. So maybe friends was ok, but right after it… you weren’t sure. “Are you sure, Tom? I mean, we will always be friends, that’s for sure, but I think maybe it’s fine if we have some time for ourselves.”

As soon as those words came out of your mouth his smile dropped, making the sad-yet-comfortable atmosphere turned into a tense one. You both stayed in silence for a moment, before he suddenly moved towards you, placing the small box next to you. “You are right” He said, looking down at the floor. “I’m sorry if I sound like I didn’t care about you”

“Oh, no, Tom. It wasn’t that! I know you care about me, that’s why this is happening now and not two months later, when things would go far worse.” You add teasingly “You are a gentleman.”

He looked up at you with a small smile in his face “Yeah, that’s me. Always caring” he said shrugging.

“Even though, most of the time you are a prick” You spoke quietly.

“What?”

“Nothing” You answered quickly.

“I heard you” he said, crossing his arms. You laughed at what he did, and soon enough, laughs were filling the room again. You were being so loud, you didn’t hear the door opening, so when Tessa came running to you, moving her tail, she made you fall.

“Oh, Tessa! How are you, baby? Who is a good girl? Who is a good girl? You are! Oh! I’m gonna miss you so much, so so much.”

“Where are you going?” You realised someone else was in the room and looked around. You found Haz with Tessa’s collar still in his hand. You didn’t answer his question. “y/n? why you didn’t tell us you are going to travel?”

You stayed in silence for a few seconds, the only sound in the room was Tessa’s paws running through the house. You stood up, before answering “ I’m not. I just won’t be around here for a couple of weeks”

Even though Haz’s face showed nothing, his eyes narrow in confusion. “Why?”

“Because we just broke up” Tom’s words stay in your mind like an echo.

“Yeah, we just broke up” Haz just look at both of you for a moment. You could tell he was uncomfortable and if you didn’t say anything, there would be tension again. “But don’t worry, everything is fine”

“Well, I’ll miss you” he finally said.

“Me too, but you won’t get rid of me that easily. It’s just for a few weeks” You said, grabbing the box and walking to the door which was still open.

“Everything will be the same then?” Haz asked. You knew he was having a hard time. You and he were also friends and this was complicated situation for him. “Promise?”

“Promise” You both answered.

 You read somewhere that promises were meant to be broken, you didn’t believe in that, but apparently, Tom did. You and he hadn’t talk to each other in 6 months. It wasn’t like you didn’t try to reach for him, because you did, but he never returned your calls or text you back. Even when you asked Haz about him, he just would change the subject quickly. You didn’t know why, and despite being a bit resentful, you didn’t kept thinking about it. You were happy and you didn’t need anything to be worry about.

“y/n, love? Are you ready?” You turned and look at Dylan. “Whoa, you look amazing”

“Shut up… but thanks” You answered a bit blushed. You had been dating for two months and yes, you had more fights with him than you had had with Tom, but they were insignificant, because you always solved them quickly. “You don’t look bad yourself” you replied.

“I know, but thanks.” He quickly ran to where you stood and gave you a kiss. “Tonight is going to be amazing. You deserve it.”

“I hope so.”

Today was the premier of your new movie. You had been cast in other movies before, but none of them were nearly as important as this one. This one was Oscar material. Everyone said you were going to be nominated even though they had only seen the trailer.

“Anyway, have you seen my tie?” Your boyfriend asked.

“It’s in the drawer inside the closet, next to all the rest of your ties” He rolled his eyes, before walking to the closet. You tried not to laugh. You kept wondering what would had happened if you hadn’t gone out that night. You and Dylan were already friends for years and one month after you broke up with Tom, you went to a party to have fun. One drink after another and you were already wasted. Dylan found you near the bathroom, trying not to puke. He took you home and took care of you. The next morning you found yourself in your bed with a terrible headache. You both talked and spend some quality time; 3 months later, you were dating and laughing. He told you he loved you in the first month. You didn’t answer him, because you didn’t felt that way, but now you were almost sure you loved him back. “Did you find it? Dylan?” You walked to the closet and get inside. There you found Dylan, his back turned to you, with his tie in a hand, looking at something. “Dylan? What happened?”

“Who is this from?” He turned and showed you a coat. You recognized it. It was Tom’s. It was one of the reasons you had been calling him.  “y/n?”

“It’s Tom’s” you answered. He looked at you with a puzzled look in his face. You didn’t told him you dated him. No one in the press knew. No one knew. You never told anyone, because it was only 4 months and none of you were sure about your relationship. Just Haz and it was because he was always with Tom.

“Did you cheated on me?” His eyes started to get red.

“What?! NO! I-” You couldn’t explain. You started to stutter and looked away. “I-I just-“

“You just what?”

You took a deep breath, you needed to tell him “I dated him before and I wanted to give it back to him, but I couldn’t because he is ignoring my texts and calls” you said as fast as you could before you started to stutter again.

“Wait, you dated him? When?” You turned your gaze to him and found him with a shocked expression in his face

“We broke up 4 months before we started dating” You answered him. You didn’t want to start a fight. Not today. “No one knew, just Haz who is Tom’s friend.”

“Why you didn’t tell me?” He said “You thought I was going to get jealous or something?” A little laugh escaped from his lips and you got startled “Love, I’m not jealous. I’m relieve you didn’t cheat on me.”

“I could never cheat on you” you said quickly

“I know. Me neither, but I am mad you didn’t tell me. I understand the press, but I’m your boyfriend and I even though I don’t need to know every person who had been with, I would like to know if there is something of that person in our house.”

“I’m sorry”

“Don’t be, love.” He got closer to you and wrapped his arms around you “Hey, Isn’t Tom going to be today at the premiere. You could take his coat and give it to him there”

“Yeah, you are right.” He leaned in and started to kiss you slowly and passionate. You pull apart and he looked offended for a second “We are late. Let’s go”

You arrived at the premier next to Dylan. Everyone was already there taking pictures. You walked with your arm still laced with his and waved at everyone. Everything was chaos. The next half an hour were a blur in your head and you didn’t realised it was slightly raining, until your co-star Natalie Portman asked you why you didn’t have something to cover you. You went to find Dylan to give you your blazer, but then you both realised you had forgotten about it. Your only option left was Tom’s coat; you hadn’t seen him so you thought he wouldn’t mind. You put it on. It still smelled like him. His perfume flooded your nostrils and your heart started to ache. You shook your head and started to walk so you could find the rest of the cast.

10 minutes later, you gave up. It was too crowded. You turned around looking for Dylan and your eyes met a pair of brown ones. He was there. You waved at Tom and started to walk towards him. As you were walking you realised he looked awful. His face looked tired and pale. You concern grew as you realised he had eye bags not even make up could cover.

“Hey, y/n” He said “Whoa, you look amazing. Truly. So beautiful as always.”

“Thanks, Tom.” You blushed at his words. He seemed to still have that power on you. You were feelings nervous around him. Like the first time you met him. You brushed it off. “I would like to say the same, but…” you move your arms pointing at his whole body and he laughed.

“Yeah” He said, looking down, and awkward silence took place “I am sorry I didn’t answer any of your calls or texts. I want to explain you why.”

“You don’t have to, Tom. We agree we needed time, and it was okay” It’s not okay. You said you wanted to be friends, so even if that hurt I agreed. You could at least let Harrison tell me about you, you thought.

“No. I want to tell you. It’s difficult, y/n. I felt so bad and-” he stopped talking as he saw someone approaching behind you.

“Hey, love. You are here.” You felt an arm fall into your shoulders as you heard the voice of you boyfriend. “Hi, Tom. I’m y/n’s boyfriend” He said remarking the last word.

You looked at Tom and found yourself wanting to see how he would react at the news. This was the first public appearance you had with Dylan, even though you had been dropping hints about it since you started dating. You saw him simply nodding and saying “Hi, nice to meet you.” You were sadly surprised until you heard him add “I’m y/n’s ex.” You felt Dylan’s body tensed up and quickly look at him so he wouldn’t do anything.

Your boyfriend just laugh bitterly before looking at you “Love, remember, you were going to give him back his coat. If you need something to cover you I can give you my jacket”

“Oh, right.” You had completely forgot about it “Sorry”

“It’s okay. You can keep it, y/n”

“No, I insist” Dylan said. “But if you are doing it because of me don’t worry. After all of this finishes, y/n can give it back to you. Now, if you excuse I’m going to talk to Martin Freeman who is right there.” He gave you a quick kiss and run.

Tom looked at you, while you were watching Dylan. He was heartbroken. He still had feelings for you, more stronger and deadly than ever. It took him 2 months to figure it out. He loved you. He wanted to be with you, but you looked so happy with Dylan. He screwed it. He had you, and now you were gone, unless…

“I love you, y/n”

You turned your head to him. Your eyes were wide and you could felt your heart pounding inside you about to explode. A warm energy started to fill your body. “What?”

“I love you. Please, listen to me. I had always loved you, but I didn’t know that was what I was feeling, I didn’t know how to differentiate it, but with the help of Haz now I do! Y/n, you don’t know how bad I was after you left. I was so lonely. I didn’t want anyone with me, but I long for someone to be next to me and I didn’t know why I was feeling like that, and then I decided to go out and every time I looked somewhere, you were there. I was remind of you no matter what I saw, I even looked at some dog’s poop and remembered the day I stepped on it and you laughed at me, I remembered the way you laughed, with your head tilted back and your eyes shining, and I felt my heart ache and filling with warmth inside.” You listened to everything he was saying. You knew the feeling. It was the same one you felt when you met him. The same you felt when you held his hand. The same you felt when you put on his coat that same day. “I told Haz about it and he told me that I…”

“…love me” You finished for him. He nodded. You looked at him. His eyes were bright and his face, that was pale when you approached to him, was now pink.

“I know that you are with Dylan now and I can tell you are happy, but you’ll never be as happy as you would be with me. You know that, you can feel it. I can see you still have some feelings for me even if you don’t. Please, y/n, give me another opportunity.”

“You are right, I am happy with Dylan. He helped me. He cares about me. I don’t think I-… I’m not sure if…” You didn’t know how to answer. Did you still have feelings for Tom? Apparently, yes, but would it possible for you to leave Dylan and be with Tom?

“THE MOVIE WILL START IN 10 MINUTES” You heard your producer announced to the stars. You and Tom started to walk.

“You don’t need to answer me now. I want you to think about it, okay?” He told you as you get inside the theater.  “If you want to stay with Dylan and be happy, don’t do anything, but if you want to be with me, and be truly happy then go to the park where was our first date on Sunday. Congratulations for your movie.” You watched him turn and go away. You stood there, thinking. Would you go to the meeting? You shouldn’t, you were with Dylan now, he was making you happy and that was it.

“y/n, we need to get inside. Your movie is about to start.” You turned to look at Dylan. You stared at him while his eyes got wide and full of concern. “y/n, love, is something wrong? You are pale.”

He cared about you, he loved you.

And you were happy

“Yeah, it’s nothing. Don’t worry.” He gave you an insecure look before giving you a quick kiss and leading you inside.

But, were you truly happy?

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People can believe whatever they want so I’m trying really hard not to point out that this argument still goes both ways (like we also have zero evidence that Tessa and Scott were ever in a relationship), but I wanted to comment on something I’ve noticed about the people who don’t believe that Scott and Jackie are dating- you guys have like a super idealized version of Scott in your head and while I do agree that he’s a great guy, it seems like some of your reasonings behind there being no way that Scott and Jackie are dating are based on the way you perceive Scott. It just makes me feel like there are going to be a bunch of fans who will be really let down about Scott’s character when/if him and Jackie go public. And I almost get the feeling from reading these kinds of posts that people may even turn against him like they did as soon as Jackie came into the picture.

I agree with you about the fandom, though, and you really do have to unfollow anyone who speaks negatively about them because I noticed the same thing- those negative blogs’ opinions were kind of making me wonder if there might be something to the poison they are spewing and I found that my opinions on rumors about Tessa and and Scott were being somewhat swayed by those negative blogs. So i unfollowed enyone who even entertains the idea of these disgusting rumors that have been flying around and it’s a hugely better experience around here now that I’ve done that and also blocked the anon troll that liked to come in my inbox and give me unwanted negative opinions about Tessa and Scott. I occasionally get wind of some of what is going on in the fandom because I see some anon asks on some of the other blogs I follow, but I usually have no idea what’s going on besides that and besides a negative comment or two on Tessa’s Instagram posts.

Edit: i can’t figure out how to explain what I mean by people having an idealized version of Scott in their heads and they’re going to be let down if there is ever proof that Scott and Jackie are dating. It’s just that some people are like “Scott would NEVER do this, and Scott would NEVER date a married woman, and Scott would never act the way he acted toward Tessa if he was dating someone else” etc. These people have a negative view of certain things and then say that Scott would never do those things. So... what if it turned out to be true? Scott dating Jackie before Jackie’s divorce was finalized. Sure, some people don’t accept the receipts apparently. But if it came out that in fact they are dating and that they started dating before her divorce was finalized, some people are going to be very disappointed bc they had such high expectations of him.

And those who follow me know that I love Scott and think he’s a great guy and when it came out that Jackie had JUST filed for divorce in November (I take court documents as proof, sorry), I just kind of rolled my eyes and then moved on. I talked about Scott possibly making questionable choices, but I didn’t refuse to believe it just bc I had some kind of idealized version of him that I didn’t want to believe would do something like that.

How do you feel about ts and the fandom? I still don't buy florida=gf and I think tessa and scott still together like they have been since late 2015. Thank you for still being a voice of reason in this crazy fandom

I like how you phrased this question, anon, because how I feel about TS and how I feel about the fandom are two entirely separate things.

1) TS: I still don’t buy that he’s dating Jackie, for several reasons.

First of all, no one in the entire fandom has managed to come up with even a shred of evidence that shows them in a romantic situation. In the one picture we’ve seen where they are touching, he is leaning away from her.

The mental gymnastics it takes to believe that the only possible reason Scott could be going to Florida is because he’s dating someone there is absolutely ridiculous. I get that people think it must be true because she was at the Walk of Fame. I do understand that. But if you really think a 33 year old woman would date a man while he shared a bus with one other woman, constantly sang her praises, and actively did things (kissing her neck, grabbing her crotch, rubbing her belly button ring) then you must not think a lot of her. And thanks, but no thanks on this blanket excuse Twitter is trying to use that Scott is just a piece of shit and that explains everything. No? Tessa still smiles like a little schoolgirl when she talks about him?

If you can accept that it doesn’t make sense for Scott to have been dating her during the WOF (you know, that event where he teared up, kept touching Tessa, again sang her praises, and apparently cleared a joke implying marriage) then what you have is the very real situation that we don’t know what Scott is doing right now, and that kills certain people in this fandom. People are so determined to act like they know what’s going on with both of them at all times, when the truth is that we don’t, we really never do. You know what we do know? Scott is just as much a workaholic as Tessa. So I’m not very inclined to believe he just sits alone in a condo and waits for his girlfriend to come home (which brings up the entirely separate argument about how ridiculous it is that people think Captain Canada has just moved to Florida and abandoned his family, but I digress).

2) The fandom.

This fandom is absolutely disgusting.

If you’re wondering why I’ve stopped reblogging as much TS stuff, it’s because I’ve realized in the last couple weeks that most of the things that frustrate me about TS are actually frustrations with this awful fandom. You’ve got Twitter people sucking up to Tessa while actively attacking her best friend in the world, Tumblr people with elitist streaks a mile wide, fanfic writers who can’t write a story without making Scott a villain in a plotline that doesn’t make sense, and I’m so tired of it. We don’t know Tessa and Scott. We really don’t. I’ve had to unfollow people, even people I like, because I’m literally having a hard time separating the negativity of the fandom from the real people.

Hope this word dump answers your question!