#TaylorMurderedMe

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Firstly, how am I still alive?

Secondly, Taylor asked me if i wanted to hold her hand.. LIKE WHAT?!?!?! SHE ACTUALLY WANTS ME TO HOLD HER HAND?!?! Like.. ME?!?!?!?!

Lastly, Taylor will never know my name now because I freaked out and blanked like any other person in their right mind would react HAHHAHAHA

“Hold on to the memories they will hold on to you.. I will hold on to you”

Taylor, I was so enchanted to meet you.. it was magical, lovely and unbelievable. In those few minutes that we’ve spent together, I was showered with all the positive feelings in the world, all at once. If I could, I would want to live in the moments we share on the night of 19 October 2018 for the rest of my life. ❤️Not all heroes wear capes and Taylor is my hero, my best friend, my older sister, my all time favorite for the past decade! I cannot wait to get the line done on me on her birthday this year which is also my parents’ wedding anniversary! (Same date but 6 years later!!) I guess it’s fate 😭 Taylor if you’re reading this, even though I can’t hold your hand forever, I will hold you forever, in my heart, always supporting you just like always, protecting you forever & always because you are a precious hooman 😫❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH @taylorswift you have no idea 😭❤️ THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for being the reason i’m still alive today. Still living with severe anxiety and manic depression but you get me through each day and i’ve been clean for almost 7 months now :) Athough the odds are slim, and there’s the one-time policy, is it too much to ask if I want another pinky promise that maybe, just maybe, you could be at my wedding next time (idk how many years from now bc i’m too busy loving you to have a relationship HAHHAHAHA I’ve been single for 18 years LOL but I AM HAPPY 😊) I grew up to your music, grew with you, the past ten years and I believe that we’re always our parents’ babies until we get married off to a gentleman, then only will we truly be an adults to them and you’re basically my mom (NOT SAYING YOU’RE OLD) in the sense that you always care for us, give us advice, be there for us and I really appreciate it. I always will. I love you so much Taylor! We will meet again, maybe not next year or next era but one day, i believe so ❤️ thank you for killing me in a span of 0.0013 milliseconds (if it’s even possible) with your gorgeous-ness! Congrats on a belated one year anniversary I AM SO PROUD 😭❤️❤️❤️