#Tamara convo 15

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Who: @drtamarahayes and Theo

Where: The beach, along the coast

When: November 24, 2024

After finally being able to get up and move with less pain, Theo along with the kids and Tam, had gone to see the house he had signed up for a tour of. He thought it was nice, definitely smaller than his house now, and it had everything he was looking for. The kids seemed to be okay with it, obviously not happy that the house they had grown up in was being sold, but they seemed okay. They had been picked up by their mom, leaving him and Tam alone as they walked along the beach. "So, what did you think of it? It was nice right?" He asked, zipping up his coat a bit as a gust of wind picked up off the water as they walked along, hand in hand.

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With eyebrows raised, his expression one of curiosity before changing into excitement, "that's all I want. You and me sharing a space for the rest of our lives." Sighing happily, his cheeks burned from the grin he had been sporting, before his hands held her face in his hands, "I love you so much," to the point where he ached from his love for her, "and good." He said with a chuckle before nodding and eyeing the bathroom before turning back to her. Hmming against her lips, before she climbed off him and the bed, he sat up, "I can help with that," he nodded though he knew she probably wouldn't let him help.

“Well,” Tamara begun with a deep breath, lips spreading into a toothy grin. “I think it’s safe to say that I really like the house, but… all that I really care about is that I get to share a space with you.” That they were able to be together, at the end of a long day, to come home to one another. “I love you, and that — sounds amazing.” The thought of buying a home together had her cheeks deepening in colour. “Oh, I absolutely was.” Tam said as a matter of fact, pressing one last kiss to his lips before manuvering off of him and the bed, altogether. “Probably should change the sheets, too, but I can do that afterwards.”

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Dude the Druck tag is like entering the 1500s pre-renaissance 😷😷😷💀💀💀 why are they so averse to actual human bodies being shown while sex?! Also, one can show intimacy without nudity. It just needs to be captured from a closer range. I completely understand nudity is not everyone's cup of tea and the male gaze is definitely a thing that needs to be done away with.

But I simply don't like how much Druck leans away from showing real passion. I'm not saying go hardcore, but like.. it's too lackluster for me personally. I never warmed up to kieutou anyway, bit of a weird combo that one. Even skames were never explicit in their portrayal, but they never lacked in passion. I got more chills looking at dani x amira scenes who couldn't even do anything physical. Reason being chemistry and gradual build up of sexual tension. Druck doesn't build it up like at all. Like why is my heart not racing. And pacing who? They don't know her. They never let Fatou or Kieu My actresses emote beyond 3 standard expressions max, 4 on a good day. I don't blame the talent. It just wasn't properly directed. Like bro? Where's the range? Ava and Nora have exhibited emotional diversity in the way Fatou and Mailin haven't been able to. I hate how they Ava got a better storyline in Fatou's season than Fatou herself. (Irene and Tamara were a hurricane of emotions man I miss my gaybies so much it hurts I keep circling back to skames sorry. That clip where Joana starts spiralling on the bridge? Chills!)

Don't even get me started on that didactic echo chamber of the Druck tag where people just keep going 'tHiS iS hOw iT ShOuLd bE' like fuck off? There's no one right way to do things. Unfortunately for translations and text messages I have to go through the tag and end up reading so much bullshit ugh.

I just go strait to drucktranslations at this point or skamenespanol. I rarely go into the druck tag anymore but I saw this clip and wanted to reblog cute gifs plus i loved the cinematography in this clip and the colors choices were beautiful and yea went in and got hit with the 'tHiS iS hOw iT ShOuLd bE' discourse.

I think they did kieutou a disservice because fatou relationship is just meant to be one aspect of her story but we spent almost to much time going back and forth/back and forth but never developed any other stories so in away i got sick of kieutou taking up so much of the plot. I wanted to learn more about fatou and her learning disorder and also why she kept allowing Mailin to say certain things and I know we had that one conversation where she finally told mailin the issue wasnt about her struggles when the disposal company comes to clean out the closet but I just wanted more assertive conversations. I would have love a convo where Fatou just schools mailin no holds bar on why she was actually losing her job and why she wasnt being allowed to count the till. Like why did Ava get this storyline instead of Fatou. She was the main. Ava should have been the supportive actor because fatou was the one experiencing the consequences of micro racism at her job. This annoys me so much. I also like the little bit about fatou saying she feels disconnected in away from her heritage when she mentioned her grandad. I get that as a kid of immigrants. That is such an interesting topics to discuss they were so many good topics that were right there but instead we spent it on another kieutou clip and it was like we get it already she is gay and has some relationship issues. We dont need clip 15 of the girls fighting. Also am gonna be frank I think the actresses for kieutou aren't as strong as mayla & crisana actresses. Its subjective but they dont beam off screen for me like Falvie, Rizha, Ayumi and Irene. They were good, certainly not bad but they weren't my fav purely based on acting skills. Crisana is always gonna be memorable because they have that over the top evak style loud love and also those two are sooo dramatic asf and agreed Rizha can be really fantastic at times but she is also portraying Even and so her character is naturally pretty complex and a rollercoaster. There is a lot of layers to Joana same with Lola. I guess thats what is missing for me kieutou doesn't have like these 1inch thick layers. Kieu My is a bit better then Fatou but i just wanted more complexity particularly form Fatou since she was my main. She felt so cookie cutter and I was like she has so many interesting dilemmas can we please explore one at length instead of more relationship drama.

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My OUAT Rewatch -- S2E20 -- The Evil Queen

Link to Rewatch Review and Ranking archive

Okay, so first let’s get to the best scene of this episode . . . . . . 

Because the rest of it . . . . kinda sucks . . . . . . . 

Look . . . . I’m being brutally honest here . . . 

At THIS POINT in the series, I was not a Regina fan.  I mean -- I didn’t hate her and wish she’d get the fuck off the screen forever like other characters who shall remain nameless 

I just . . . . didn’t connect with her.  Not like I did with Rumple and Belle.  And I’m trying to figure out when I went from “oh jfc eyeroll” with Regina to enjoying her. 

This is not the place where this happened.  So if you’re a Regina fan, and you cannot stomach anything negative being said about her ever (which I understand because I feel the same about Rumple) .. . . now is your chance to back out of this post.  I won’t judge you.

Waves hello to those who are sticking with me here!

There are many things I don’t like about this episode.  The MAIN thing is -- last episode just left off on a MAJOR plot point with Rumbelle, and aside from a two second glimpse of them, they completely ignored that in order to find a way to do more Regina/Snow backstory.  Which is fine if they’d have found a way to -- you know - focus on both things, at least have Rumbelle be the secondary plot.  Instead, we got Regina/Snow as the main plot and Hook the Wonder Asshole as the sub plot, alongside whatever the fuck Tamara and Greg were doing, which Hook ALSO had to be part of because why not?  (Also this would have been a VERY good point to start a Hook/Regina romance IF they wanted to keep him on, which would have made more sense than the crap we got, but maybe it’s just me that thinks that?  Or Hook could just suffocate in the van.  That’d work too.)  

Because we had to get ourselves to A&E’s new and improved S3 plans and find a way to ditch whatever they had in mind in the first place.

I went from annoyed, to bored, to just plain “hurry the hell up and finish this episode please I have stuff to do” while I was watching this one.  It did NOTHING for me in the way of making me feel anything other than contempt for Regina, Hook’s presence annoyed me, but what else is new, and “Monster Maleficent” or whatever the fuck attacking Hook was stupid.

No seriously, what in the actual hell WAS that?????  

Also, that whole convo with Regina and Henry where she wiped his memory -- not cool.  Again -- if “I don’t have anyone else to talk to” is supposed to garner sympathy from me, and then you do THAT shit?????  After we watch you literally flashback slaughter an entire TOWN????

Lady . . . . . I just cannot with you.

And that is where I was with Regina at this point.  Like I said -- my opinions change down the road.  And frankly, that scene was poorly written and OOC even for Regina, and it was almost as stupid as that gif up there.

Almost.

There were some good moments:  Rumple sniffing the flowers and admiring himself in the mirror, Emma and Henry breaking into Tamara’s room followed by a good Swanfire scene . . . . . 

But it’s just not enough for me to revisit this one that often.  Not awful, but not anything that thrills me either.  

TL;dr: Meh.  That’s a good summary of this one.

Points tally:

40 points to start

10 points for Swanfire

10 bonus points for the Rumple flower/mirror stuff

9 points deducted for no Belle, because 2 seconds does not count and I’m BARELY giving it that one one point.  BARELY.

15 points deducted just because this episode was -- again -- meh.  

Total points:  36

Follow #celtichearted OUAT ranking tag for more to come!

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Nodding, "ever since that first night in the hospital," so it had been a short while but still. Though when he had asked for Tam to tag along to look at homes, he knew that eventually he'd want them to live together but not necessarily at that time. "I mean before I did really just want your opinion on places but when I signed up for a tour of the house, I wanted to make sure you'd like it enough to live there." His face softened and he sighed, "that's why I'm only renting. Because one day I want us to have a home that we buy together." He smiled again, matching hers before adding, "okay fine I'll con the kids into helping," he said with a laugh before looking over at the bathroom. "Were you serious about that shared shower? Because a nice hot one sounds amazing right now."

”You have?” Tamara asked with a curious gaze, letting her head relax into his touch. “And here I was just thinking you wanted my opinion on the places. You totally had an ulterior motive!” Though despite her words her face showed otherwise, warmth and delight radiating off every feature. “You definitely can, not sure about the kids though. I’m meant to be the fun aunt, remember?”

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Settling a curled finger under Tam's chin, he stored her jawline with his thumb as he smiled. "I've been thinking about for a while actually," he confessed and was glad to have finally asked her to do so. With things going the way they were and as he had started looking at houses, he had the thought in the back of his mind ever since he started touring said homes. Seeing her light up with excitement caused him to do the same, "I guess so, and now I can start helping with that. And I bet we can con the kids to help too," he teased, "a hell of a lot easier from the suburbs to the coast when compared to Canada!"

“I love you, babe! And it’s not that sudden, not really.” Tamara chimed with a wave of her hand. Things had been heading in that direction anyway; it wasn’t like they were two young adults trying to navigate their first relationship. They had experience under their belts, however vast in comparison, and they were in this together for the long haul. Excitement and delight morphed her features, eyes glistening under the dull lighting of the room. “Guess I’m gonna have to start boxing up my things again, huh? At least it’s not a huge move, like coming from Canada. Should be a peace of cake.”

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"Of course," smiling and nodding in reassurance, he would try his best, at least when it was possible. And maybe he'd even reign in some of the more daring things he'd had done, and save it for the younger firefighters to do. He wanted to be able to come home to his kids and to Tam for years to come, plus the three week drought of not being able to be physical with the woman he loved was not something he wanted to do again. Ever. His eyes softly closed at her fingers brushing through his hair, leaning a bit into her touch. She made him feel happy and safe and at ease and she just felt like home.

The moment felt right to ask her to move in, despite the fact that they hadn't been on a full fledged relationship for even eight months. But in his heart of hearts, he knew deep down that that's where they were headed. They spent their days off together, alternating between whose house they'd spend the night at. Why not just elimate that anyway? Grinning as she affirmed that she would move in with him, he let out an excited laugh, "I love you so damn much," his heart racing from excitement. "And I know it's sudden but it just feels right, and after my accident, I'm not letting things pass me by." Shaking his head before their lips met, his arms cradling her against him, he smiled into the kiss. "And exactly!"

“I know you will.” Especially when he had nights like this to be his motivator, if not the love that they shared point blank. His words were music to her ears, causing her heart to stutter and eyes glisten with glee. Tamara had never felt safer and more at ease than she did with the man entwined with her, still, and she took a moment to brush her fingers through untrimmed sandy blonde hair and just… take him in. The way his eyes sparkled, and his a lips curled at the corners.

She was a little surprised, but not at the same time. It wasn’t like they weren’t technically together all the time outside of work, always wanting to see his face at the end of a long day, and she knew he felt the same. He wouldn’t put the offer out there, otherwise. “Yes!” She exclaimed lightly, a bout of amusement leaving her lungs as her cheeks plumped in delight. “I know we weren’t there yet a little while ago, but… things have changed. Yes, I’ll move in with you.” Tamara took hold of his face, holding his lips against hers in a drawn out, passionate kiss and exhaling through her nose. “Honestly, it’s not the craziest thing that’s happened around here. Why should we avoid the inevitable? There’s no point in paying two mortgages.”

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"I'll try my best," he teased though there was one hundred percent truth behind his statement. He would absolutely be more careful at work when he could, though of course things happened in his line of work. But what he could control and do, he absolutely would. "It's true though," he sighed softly, "but you do. Mean the world to me." He meant it and would be happy to say it over and over again, and shout it from the rooftops to anyone who would listen. Shaking his head though he knew she was only teasing, he didn't want to brush anything under the rug, "I always want you to be honest with me. And I know you have been, but I just want to remind you that could be always be." He tiled his head and rested it upon his shoulder as he looked at her, a half smile forming, as he gazed upon her.

Biting his lip before answering, he took a breath and then replied, for the first time out loud, "me too. I have never loved anyone like the way I love you." His brows furrowed and his gaze dropped for a moment, "you are absolutely the love of my life and you are my future. You and the kids." He eyes then met hers again, they were filled with absolute adoration for the woman before him. Smiling as their lips met, hearing her call him her home caused his heart to race and flutter, his hand reaching up to caress her cheek again. Watching her as he waited for her to answer, for a split second he was unsure if it was too soon. But in his heart of hearts, he knew deep down inside him that he wanted to live with her, and everything else that came along after that. "Move in with me," he whispered, echoing his statement before his lips slowly turned upwards into a grin. "Really? You will?"

”So long as you take care of yourself, you won’t have to.” With the added assistance of her pestering him, the possibility wasn’t likely. One could hope, at least. “I know you do. You really know how to make a girl feel like she means the world to you.” And Tamara trusted that he did. There was no way things would be as electric and they were otherwise. “What? You don’t want me to be honest now?” She joked along with him, her heart skipping a beat as his fingers caressed her skin and he bore those beautiful blue hues into her, like he was looking directly into her soul.

“I love you, more than I’ve ever loved anyone before. I can’t see my future without you in it.” And she didn’t want him to feel bad by any means; everything that had taken place that day was just a colossal accident, he wasn’t at fault. “You’re my home, too.” Tamara murmured, melting into her s lips as they met so tentatively with hers, eyes closing and relishing in his touch. “What?” it was her turn to swallow now, feeling the small lump forced down her throat. “I —“ she inhaled a deep breath, brows rising as he lips remained parted as if she were ready to speak at any moment. “Okay. Yes. Let’s do it.”

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With their bodies still tangled together, Theo took it all in, with as many of his senses that he could. He took it all in, her touch, taste, smell, sight, and even the sound of her breathing. Not wanting even this moment to end, he just wanted to stop time and capture this moment. Two souls coming down from a shared natural high, endorphins running rampant, as they fell in love over and over again. "Yeah, though I don't know if I could ever wait that long again," he let out a soft chuckle as a hand went up to brush some matted hair from her face. "I mean it when I said you're amazing," he grinned as their lips parted, his eyes remained closed a second longer. "We don't have to go anywhere," he insisted, not wanting to leave their cocoon either, not ready to part with her nesting against him. "Well that's good to know," he joked, "but I feel the same with you. I missed just being able to hold you."

Baby blues searching dark orbs as she spoke, his face softened and her words tugged on his hearts strings. Instantly going into a sort of calming mode, he placed a curled finger under her chin as his thumb stroked her cheek. He felt a lump firm in his throat as he imagined her after the news. Something he had been avoiding thinking about since it happened. Nodding because he couldn't speak for a moment, he swallowed and then replied, "you are my home. And always will be. Wherever you are is where I will be, I promise." Leaning in to kiss her softly, he stopped and thought for a moment, "if you have to take care of my clumsy ass, why not do it from a shared place?" He asked, before then adding, "move in with me. To the new house. That way we'll always come home to each other."

Nestled together and highly relying on him and the headboard for leverage to keep herself afloat, Tamara let out a breathless giggle. “Yeah, it definitely was.” She agreed, and most definitely worth the taunting wait in turn. Dark eyes searched baby blues, lids fluttering as their noses brushed before reclaiming his lips in return, exhaling a content and whimsical sigh when they parted for a breath. “Well, I’d hope so.” Tam teased, mouth curling into a smug smile. “Now it’s really shower time — well, in a minute. I want to stay here just a little bit longer.” She admitted, her body not willing to feel his absence just yet. “I missed feeling this way with you — and no, I’m not just saying that you’re only good for sex. It’s just… a bonus.” Tamara sucked her lower lip in between her teeth.

“When you got hurt, nothing else mattered to me apart from you being okay. I saw the future when I was waiting — our future — old, and grey, and wrinkled like shrivelled up prunes. That’s all I need, at the end of the day. I just need you.” And they had Riley and Lilly, and Nebula and Luna and Duke, their little family was already there; it didn’t matter that they lived separately, that their lives revolved around rotating from place to place. It would be incredible to have their own house, one day, but … home was him. “I need you to know that.” She felt it in her bones, in every molecule of her body. “Even if I have to take care of your clumsy ass every damn day.”

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The waiting game of the last few weeks was ending in a matter of seconds. Moments of explosive ecstacy and lust, their bodies entangled together in a display of one of the primal needs of human kind. Theo's desire for Tam was exhibited with moans of pleasure, calling out her name amongst the various explicit and colorful words describing how much he loved her. Together they became a single entity, moving as one as they bought sought after the same thing. His hands explored her body, gripping her closer to her, as he felt hers do the same to him.

His skin sprinkled with sweat felt warm against hers, his face flushing from a rush of adrenaline and hormones. The last few motions of his hips, he leaned his face forward bringing his lips to hers, one last attempt at holding onto the high and not letting it explode just yet. He gave in and allowed himself to soar over that edge with her, blue eyes hooded by soft eyelids before focusing on the woman he loved. His hands fell from her chest to her hips, as he took a deep inhale before a slow exhale, his eyes opening further to take in the scene, shivering as her fingers grazed his damp skin. "Shit, baby that was amazing," he nodded in response to her question, his breathing still shaky and off balance, as his heart rate slowed down. Shaking his head as he steadied his breathing, closing his eyes as he brushed his nose past hers, "I could say the same to you."

As much as she didn’t want this to end, this feeling of the other being an extension of themselves — two souls as one — Tamara wasn’t able to hold off her ecstasy any longer. With a final hymn of slurred curses at his consensus, the brunette came undone atop her partner, clinging to his back and forcing herself to remember to not dig her nails into his skin. Even if there was pleasure in the pain, she still didn’t want to be the cause of it.

Tiny droplets of perspiration appeared on her chest and forehead, baby hairs clinging to her flushed features as she recovered from her high while lazily rolling her hips in tandem with his, trying to focus hazed vision on the sightly man beneath her. Theo had successfully taken her breath away yet again, and once she came more to she trailed her fingers lightly down his torso from where they’d rested over his shoulders. “All that waiting paid off, huh?” Tamara attempted to steady her breathing, swallowing harshly before she slowly leant forward against him, enjoying the connection and just... being. “You know you’re incredible, right?”

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Her skin was soft and warm, flushed beneath his touch. His finger tips gently grazed her cheek, though he wasn't sure why he was being gentle when he had a growing need for her to be close. Breathing in as she draped her arms across his shoulders, he closed his eyes and smirked, pressing her closer to his chest.

"Good girl," he mused, biting his lip as his eyes fixated upon hers, helping her with his free hand to undress her top. He felt like his head would explode from how good she felt, how good she was making him feel. At her encouragement, he ran his hand along her body, feeling every curve, every inch of her chest and torso. He wanted to move his hips along with her, finding a combined rhythm, where their bodies went from two to one. "I love you too, always and forever."

The moment his fingers caressed her skin Tamara felt fireworks explode down her spine, radiating through every nerve in her body, causing her back to arch in response and her own arms to drape around his shoulders. Just when she thought she’d be the one in control, he was playing along with the charade well enough for her to become putty in his hands.

“I, absolutely, yes.” Tam uttered, arching her neck as she felt his hot touch prying the straps of her ensemble down, red silk falling gracefully from her body and pooling at her waist. She didn’t even have it in her to form words anymore, but damn, was she responding in every other respect. Unable to help but increase her fervour, she encouraged his hands to roam her physique further. The melody of their pleasure, the aroma of their combined scents, the drumming of her heartbeat — utterly consuming her senses. She felt like she was finally in heaven. “I love you so much.”

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This had to be the first time in his forty four years of life that he had ever felt this way. That he had ever actually been restrained by a partner before sex, not that he had really ever been in handcuffs to begin with. In this moment, he was starting to realize just how much he missed her body, and just how much he truly loved her. And not just on a physical way, but emotionally, the way they connected was something he couldn't say he had before. Even with his ex which had been great, but this all felt so different, so visceral, so much deeper. The few weeks he was on bed rest, his body actually started to ache and miss Tam and the way her body felt against his. And now, well now he was aching even more so at her teasing, but he knew the pay off would be worth it. Even her kisses felt more explosive, their lips dancing a delicate tango with one another.

"Mhm," he hummed before shaking his head, unable to shrug his shoulders, "good question. But if you're aching as much as I am right now, I have a feeling you will." His bright blues eyes fiaxtes upon her dark brown ones, searching those pools of chocolate. Their breaths a symphony of loud huffs, in between short moans of differing ranges, him trying to make it last as long as he could. As she unlocked one arm, he reached out to caress her cheek, "I promise I won't," he replied, tugging on the strap of her lingerie. "The way I've missed your body," his voice trailed off before answering her question after their lips met, "you've been a very good girl."

It was a sight that she was eagerly embedding into her mind for the long term, seeing Theo beneath her and restrained, vulnerable to her every touch, her every movement. Somehow, she felt more connected to him than she ever had before, something she didn’t know was even possible. Feeling her lips spread into a grin against his skin, her heart leapt at the urgency in Theo’s voice, hearing the faint rustling of metal from the chain that secured his wrists together. Tam migrated her mouth back to his, dazed chocolate orbs glazed with devotion and lust, and more than happy to comply with him at this stage. She couldn’t resist any longer.

“Oh?” She expelled in a breathless manner, and she couldn’t deny that there was so much temptation in the disposition. “And what makes you think I’ll give in so easily?” She asked, her breath hitching, face flushed, lips chapped; it was only a matter of time before Tamara was expelling a symphony of delighted gasps and moans, forming a rhythm. Her fingers clung to his, manicured nails digging slightly into the backs of his palms as she fought the urge to set him free, to feel his hands on her body again after what felt like an eternity. “Fuck it.” She cursed under her breath at his vocalisation, teeth leering forward to nibble at his lower lip. Hastily unlocking one of his wrists, Tamara let the fluffy cuff fall with gravity while the other remained in place. “If you hurt yourself —“ the doctor inside her warned, but she didn’t continue anymore before she cupped his cheeks and brought his face back to hers. Tamara was certain she didn’t need to reiterate that he needed to use caution with his movements still. “So? What’s the verdict — have I been a good girl?”

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Every passing second felt like hours, him wanting and needing her. This three drought had felt like forever and a day, the way he missed her body caused an aching he never knew existed. "Mhm," he hummed, focusing on both the way she made him feel, and not getting too excited too quickly. He wanted this to last, her teasing him, this game of back and forth they had, drawing it out for as long as possible. Though he couldn't help but utter, "I want you so badly," closing his eyes as the friction between them cause his eyes to shutter, "I need you." He whispered, desperately wanting to use his arms to wrap them around her and pull her closer to him.

Hearing her swear, he smirked, knowing his own ruse was working, this sort of erotica game of cat and mouse. Kissing her back, every touch of their lips making his body twitch, he nodded, mumbling in between breaths, "be on your best behavior and I'll just show you instead of telling you." Blue eyes closed as his head was swirling, he opened his eyes as she readied herself, letting out a gutteral moan, "fuck." He breathed out, feeling her for the first time in what felt like forever, "baby," he sighed as he felt her warms hands in his. "I've missed you so much," he agreed, as he tilted his head back and let out a moaning sigh.

“Good.” It was easy for her to take enjoyment out of his pleasure. It made her feel good knowing that he was feeling good, that her touch was able to make him feel as alive as he made her. Tamara genuinely thought she’d have the restraint necessary for the evening, to draw it out enough for him to beg for her; for Theo to vocalise just how much he needed her in that moment — though he was doing pretty damn well at playing her own game. With each passing moment and each roll of her hips, the friction between them was becoming too much for her to resist any longer.

“Shit.” Feeling like she was about to string a chorus of swears from his words alone, she captured his lips again and again and again. The urgency was there, her chest rising and falling in quick jolts. “I really,” she uttered breathlessly against his lips. “Really do.” But all the while her hands slid between them, urging the fabric of her lingerie to the side to let their bodies finally fall into place together with a guttering moan. “Theo.” Her hands shifted from his neck to entwine her fingers with his against the headboard, gripping tightly as she let herself succumb to her desires. “I missed this. I missed you.”

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The adrenaline coursing through his veins cause his heart rate to pick him as his breathing became quick and shallow. She was intoxicating and every move and every whisper brought a quick pulsing sensation throughout his body. Nodding as a slight squeak came from his throat, he cleared it before replying, "ye... -yes," he breathed out before his eyes rolling back. Her touch felt like fireworks though they were still gentle enough, thankful that she still paid attention to his sore side. Though at this point in time he wasn't about to back away from what was to come only because of that. No, he had missed her body too much, these few weeks built up a hunger deep within him that he needed satiated.

"Only the best behavior for you," he stopped and then shook his head, "though I can't promise I won't be bad in here." He said using his head to nod towards the bed, before searching her eyes as their lips met, his eyes fluttering closed behind dark blonde lashes. Slowly opening as she spoke, his expression changed, "I do promise I will try my hardest to come home to you every night." He nodded, his throat tightening at the thought of even causing anymore pain to her or his family. His heart ached at how much he had fallen in love with her, after just a few months of dating he absolutely knew there wouldn't be anyone else for him. Nodding at her sentiment, his eyes watched her, licking his lips at the way she put on a show for him. The way she moved had turned him on and now, she was slowly teasing, he felt his body throbbing. Raising an eyebrow, he took in a breath, "you really wanna know?" He asked, "that's gonna cost you a kiss or two."

Tamara felt electricity and excitement sparking a fire within her with every sound that slipped from Theo’s throat. His body vibrated beneath her with every moan, and she could feel his pulse rapidly beneath her fingertips. “Oh, you like this, huh?” She teased in a whisper, voice husky as her lips lingered by his ear before continuing to explore his body. Every touch lingered over the curvatures of his physique, the muscles that rippled beneath his skin. She made sure to pay special attention to the areas where faint bruising from his accident still remained, not wanting to apply pressure to any weak areas while he was still healing. He’d been given the all clear to resume general activities, but he still had a lot to do to prove he was able to jump back into the work force. Personal, explicit, and erotic tasks that she was more than confident he would exceed expectations in the future.

”I thought you would.” Tamara swallowed a lump that had begun to form in her throat, her body responding to the noises escaping him, her own pulse beating in tandem with his as their lips met again. “You can’t promise that — and that’s okay.” She breathed almost in a daze, a whimper vibrating out with her words as she bared down more pressure against him. As much as it scared the hell out of her, it was who he was. Who he had always been. Tamara didn’t want to change anything about him, not one tiny detail. “I love you.” And she would happily and proudly express that every minute of every day. Letting her hands fall from his face, she let them wander her own body, starting from her waist and dragging her fingers up either side of her breasts, up her neck and through tamed curls. As much as her body was telling her to give in to the growing passion, to dive right in, she wanted to tease him a little more, give him a little bit of a show. After all, he deserved nothing less than all that she had to offer. “Tell me what you would do. If the roles were reversed, and you could have me any way you wanted...”

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Theo narrowed his eyes and then nodded with an all knowing smirk, of course understanding how, since he missed her, she probably the felt the same regarding him. The last three weeks had been tough in more ways than one, but he knew they'd definitely make up for it. Baby blues watched her, his eyes sparkling with anticipation as his body though still sore, was starting to feel the adrenaline coursing through it. Exhaling, a slight groan escaping as he tilted his head back on pleasure feeling her lips upon his earlobe and then his bare chest. "The things you make me feel..." his voice trailed off just letting himself be in the moment.

His breath hitched as she pulled down his boxers, the cooler air of the bedroom sending a shiver up his spine. His eyes met hers as she spoke, licking his lips quickly, humming in affirmation about next time, "I think I'd like that, guess I'm going to have be really good then." He nodded again, his eyes giving her a once over, taking in all of her from beneath the red silk. He could already feel his body reacting to her words, the sight of her, and most of all, the way she moved on and around him. "I promise you won't ever lose me," whispered back in between kisses, "I love you so much." His lips parted as they met with hers, sighing from her touch.

“I think I have a little bit of an idea.” Self love just didn’t compare in the slightest to the feelings that Theo evoked from within Tamara. Seeing him beneath her, rugged and dishevelled just from the sight of her, in restraints no less — it was quite the sight. “I missed you, too.” Tam purred, her teeth lightly grazing his earlobe before continuing to trail her lips down his bare torso, her gaze dark and lustful beneath thick lashes as she darted them up to meet blue hues. But there was so much more to being with Theo than pleasure. Being able to be her most vulnerable self with him, to feel that connection with him, in mind, body and soul.

Tucking her fingers beneath the band of his trunks, Tamara pried the material down to leave Theo completely bare. “You keep the good behaviour up, maybe next time I’ll let you put the cuffs on me.” moving back to sit atop him, the red silk on her body the only thing between them, Tam dipped back in to connect their lips once again, hands cupping either side of his head. “I love you, and I won’t lose you.” She whispered against him, rolling her hips for the slightest relief.

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The cold air bothered his still healing ribs and lungs, but he tried to push himself, not wanting their time on the beach to end. Wincing before answering, he shook his head before then quickly nodding. "Okay, that sounds good," he didn't exactly want to fight her on it, knowing he'd lose by a mile. "Though the sound of the waves and the salty air are two of my favorite things, I'm gonna have to give in. Heading back sounds good right about now," he was still sore but was glad he was able to power through a bit to see this last house before the holiday. The warmth of her arms around him was welcomed in contrast to the cool air swirling around them, draping an arm across her shoulder, he smiled at her. "All mine?" He said with a smirk, "kids do come first, but if you have to go in, we'll figure something out." He knew one way or another, they'd spend the holiday together somehow, even if he brought the meal to her at the hospital. "Okay top three then," he mused, as he took a deep breath before starting to walk again.

Tamara could see beneath their conversation the discomfort that was beginning to creep back into his body. Being on his feet for so long, he had done well, but she was definitely going to be pushing for a break now. For his sake. “How about we take a breather, then head back to the car and go home? It’s been a big evening, and I don’t exactly think getting a cold so soon would be good for you.” Coughing with healing ribs? Yikes, no thanks. If she could avoid that for him in any way, she would. “Me, too.” Tam admitted with a soft chime, moving her arms loosely around his torso. “I was going to volunteer to be on call, but apart from that, I’m all yours.” and there wasn’t anywhere else she’d rather spend her time but by his side. “Ooh, that’s a tough question. One dish? I might have to get back to you on that.”