#TREEH

[blainesebastian]

i never meant for it to seem like i was rushing you or was trying to be rude when i sent in that ask(im ACTUALLY the one you used the example of). i saw you reply to the anon before me and it just got me thinking if you saw my request. im so so sorry and i never meant any harm! i enjoy reading all of ur stories and reread them at least once a day! please keep up the great work! 🫶

omg it's completely okay, really. i understand where you were coming from and i never meant to hurt you, either, so i again apologize if i did that. i got upset and overwhelmed and tried to convey my feelings best using your ask, and maybe i shouldn't have done that? i just thought it was the best place since i had already posted a similar ask before yours. i was not trying to undermine your feelings or your request, i was just trying to explain my own frustrations. i didn't expect the slew of messages that came after it.

i really, really appreciate you offering this message to clear the air, it means a lot :) thank you!!

[tripecake]

this treeh mfs are the real ‟i ave two sides‟

[cinnamon-st1ckz]

Sorry for give ya the newa but i turn treeh of your post into wattpad stickers IM SORRY OK THERE JUST NOT ENOUGH GROUNDER APRECTATTION POSTS 😭

That’s fine lol

[fantasyinvader]

I think we've been limiting ourselves with the Buddhism takes. While Buddhism does play a part in Houses, it's not the only symbolism the game uses. There's the easy Christian stuff, elements relating to the tarot, there's the names of ancient greek philosophers, it invokes Napoleon and even the nickname El refers to ancient Sumeria as a title/name for a god.

Nirvana isn't just from Buddhism, it's origins are from Hinduism where it's not the ultimate goal. In Buddhism, Nirvana is achieving a form of enlightenment portrayed as extinguishing of the self. The ultimate goal of Hinduism is elevating ones consciousness so that it becomes part of the universal truth, indistinguishable from the creator god Brahma. When you die, you return to the energy that created the universe.

If you want a very scary version of this, someday I'll explain Getter Robo and what exactly is Getter Emperor.

The Nirvana class seems to be a reversal of the Hindu version. Byleth gains Nirvana when the Creator Goddess Sothis fuses with them, extinguishing herself for Byleth's benefit. The deity fuses with Byleth, fading into Byleth's subconscious and from there Byleth gains their power (Hopes admittedly fucks with this as Sothis fuses to save Byleth, but can take over if pushed). Even the fact Byleth is male by default but is referred to as a spiritual mother in the ending points to the Hindu version, complete with Flayn trying to figure out his pronouns in the S support, a combination of male and female like Brahma.

While the game does seem to support the Buddhist takes of extinguishing the poisons/flames, for Byleth extinguishing themself seems to be the problem. They grow during White Clouds, eventually defaulting to siding against Edelgard. Byleth's flag, the supposed Fire Emblem of the game, reflects a belief in Byleth themself. But by altering the story, by going against Byleth's choices and characters thereby extinguishing Byleth as a character, in the words of the devs it's about believing in something else entirely and instead Byleth becomes subservient to El (a false god figure). The Japanese explains the Crest Stone disappearing at the end of Flower by saying it "shattered," Byleth's actions were bad enough it broke the heart of the Goddess and caused her to unfuse with them thus Byleth loses Nirvana.

This would also carry implications about Byleth's karma. Hindu belief is based on the caste system, where if you have good karma you'll be reborn in a higher caste, a form of spiritual meritocracy where your good deeds benefit you in your next life, such as being born into wealth and privilege because you earned it in your last life, and even plays a role in achieving Enlightenment. Buddha rejected this, believing that anyone can achieve Nirvana regardless of class. But considering that Flower is called the animal path, it's ultimately about Byleth's demerit.

Flower Byleth might fight so that Fodlan can know “true peace,” but they need to ignore the fact that Edelgard is invading other nations post-war in the Japanese script or having anyone who challenges her rule offed from the shadows in the English all while using Slither tech. Byleth is a soup sandwich if they submit to Edelgard. Meanwhile, fighting Edelgard might be hard now but it bears fruit in the future, as that way Fodlan doesn't suffer her tyranny, which does tie into Eastern beliefs.

Also noticed this in Wind's ending, the Japanese makes it out Byleth's goal is to make a world where everyone can hold hands regardless of nation or ethnicity. Bloodlines don't figure into it, likely that change was to support the change where Edelgard's ideals aren't too far off from what Claude and Byleth support in Wind in English.

But, as a whole, this just illustrates a problem with Houses and it's writing. The game loves it's symbolism and uses one set of symbols to reinforce another. But when you don't understand those symbols, or mistake one for another, it can throw the reading off even before Treehouse got their hands on the script.

[dirtywrestling]

WELCOME NEW FOLLOWERS!

This is the big announcement! Shouting out new followers! Every Saturday at 5PM I will be giving shout outs to new followers every week! I might change this to Sundays because I will say Saturdays are my busiest days out of my week so it might go to Sundays or Mondays, not 100 percent sure but today I finally had the chance to relax and I'm very excited to do this! Shout out to everyone from last Saturday to now for following!

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Thank you everyone for the follow it means so much to me finally seeing a improvement on my blog after being shadow-banned for so many years and not knowing it! I always wondered why I wasn't gaining likes/notes/followers and all because I was shadow-banned! I really appreciate it!

[mostpeculiarmademoiselleetmsieur]

So I had a realization a few days ago that I want to put down here, 'cause holy shit.

Disney really has never shied away from showing us death as a part of life in their animated films. From the beginning, so many of their movies have had an onscreen death or shown us the immediate aftermath of a character's death.

So, since it interested me, and I want y'all to share my epiphany and suffering, here's a list of all the onscreen deaths/bodies we see in Disney animated films.

At least, the ones I and my friend @soldiershunterswitchesandroyals could think of.

Going chronologically by movie:

Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs:

Queen Grimhilde (aka, the Evil Queen) - chased by the dwarfs off a cliff and falls to her death

Pinocchio:

Pinocchio - drowns; brought back when the Blue Fairy turns him into a real boy

Cinderella:

Cinderella's father - shown on his deathbed from illness in the introduction sequence

Sleeping Beauty:

Maleficent - stabbed in the heart by an enchanted sword and falls from a cliff; we see the dead dragon body in the background after

Diablo (Maleficent's raven) - turned to stone by Merriweather(?)

The Black Cauldron:

Gurgi - jumps into the Black Cauldron to make the sacrifice of a life to destroy it; comes back to life shortly after because it was a willing sacrifice

The Horned King - dragged into the Black Cauldron by its destruction

The Great Mouse Detective:

Ratigan - falls from Big Ben during the climactic fight

Oliver & Company:

Roscoe and DeSoto (Sykes's Dobermans) - fall onto the subway tunnel's third rail and are electrocuted during the chase scene

Sykes - drives into oncoming traffic at the end of the chase

Who Framed Roger Rabbit?:

Marvin Acme - found murdered

An animated shoe, the Weasels, and Judge Dune - dissolved in the Dip

The Little Mermaid:

Ursula - run through with the prow of Eric's ship

Flotsam & Jetsam - hit with lightning from King Triton's trident when he's freed from Ursula's spell and explode

Beauty and the Beast:

The Beast - stabbed in the back by Gaston; is brought back when Belle breaks the enchantment

Gaston - stabs the Beast and then is flung from his back, off the parapet and into the chasm miles below (Easter egg: we can see skulls in his pupils right before he falls)

Hocus Pocus:

The Sanderson Sisters - hanged for witchcraft in the beginning; turn to stone and shatter when the sun rises at the end

Emily Binx - has her life force devoured by the Sanderson Sisters

Thackery Binx - finally gets to lie down and take his final rest when the Sandersons are destroyed and walks off into the sunrise (aka, to Heaven) with his sister's spirit

The Nightmare Before Christmas:

Oogie Boogie - Jack unravels his seams, and Sandy Claws steps on the final bug that holds Oogie's consciousness

The Return of Jafar:

Jafar - destroyed with his lamp's destruction

The Lion King:

Mufasa - trampled by the wildebeest stampede

Scar - killed and eaten by the hyenas

Pocahontas:

Kocoum - shot by Thomas

The Hunchback of Notre Dame:

Quasimodo's mother - falls down the stone steps of Notre Dame while trying to keep Frollo from taking Quasi from her during "The Bells of Notre Dame"

Frollo - Falls from the bell tower into boiling oil

Aladdin and the King of Thieves:

Sa'luk - turned to solid gold and sinks with the rest of the island when the giant turtle dives

Hercules:

Megara - pushes Hercules out of the way of a falling pillar and gets crushed in his stead; the Fates cut her thread; returns to life when Herc brings her soul back from the Styx

The Hydra - crushed by a rockslide

The Nemean Lion and the Erymanthian Boar - during the "Zero to Hero" sequence

Beauty and the Beast: The Enchanted Christmas:

Forte - literally falls apart when he falls off the wall where he was bolted

Mulan:

Most of the Hun army - crushed and frozen in the avalanche

Shan Yu - blown up by a ton of firecrackers

A Bug's Life:

Hopper - eaten by a bird

Tarzan:

Tarzan's human parents - killed by Sabor; we see their bodies when Kala searches their treehouse

Kala's unnamed son - carried off by Sabor

Sabor the leopard - killed by Tarzan

Kerchak - Clayton shoots him

Clayton - entangles and hangs himself in the vines; we see his feet at the top of the screen and his full shadow in the flash of lightning

The Little Mermaid II: Return to the Sea:

Morgana (Ursula's sister) - frozen in a block of ice and sunk to the bottom of the ocean

Atlantis: The Lost Empire:

Kida's mother - chosen and absorbed by the crystal to protect Atlantis

King Nedakh - traumatic brain injury; he got cold-cocked with the butt of a rifle

Helga Sinclair - falls from the hot air balloon and is swallowed by lava flow

Lyle Rourke - touched Kida's crystal form and crystallizes, then falls into the lava flow

Return to Never Land:

Tinkerbell - killed by Jane's disbelief and brought back by her apology and renewed belief

Treasure Planet:

Billy Bones - spaceship crash

Mr. Arrow - Scroop cuts his lifeline and he falls into the black hole formed by a supernova

Scroop - kicked overboard into deep space

Finding Nemo:

Coral - eaten by a barracuda

Brother Bear:

Sitka - dislodged a glacier to save his brothers from an enraged mama bear and falls to his death

Koda's mother (the same bear) - hunted down by Kenai in vengeance

The Incredibles:

Syndrome - sucked into a plane's engine by his cape

Thunderhead - cape snagged on a missile fin

Stratogale - cape caught in a jet turbine

Metaman - cape caught in the door of an express elevator

Dynaguy - strangled; cape snagged on takeoff

Splashdown - sucked into a vortex

Lilo and Stitch II: Stitch Has A Glitch!:

Stitch - glitches while trying to leave Earth and crashes his spaceship; dies in the recovery pod; revived by Lilo's love

The Little Mermaid: Ariel's Beginning:

Queen Athena - crashed into by a pirate ship

Up:

Ellie - cancer

The Princess and the Frog:

Ray - Facilier steps on him

Dr. Facilier - dragged into the Other Side by his Friends from the Other Side

Tangled:

Mother Gothel - extreme old age; turns to dust when Eugene cuts Rapunzel's hair and removes its magic

Eugene - stabbed in the back by Mother Gothel; brought back by Rapunzel's tear

Brave:

Mor'du, the demon bear - crushed by a falling menhir (standing stone)

Wreck-It Ralph:

Calhoun's fiancé - eaten by a Cy-Bug in her backstory flashback

King Candy/Turbo - eaten by a Cy-Bug, fuses with it, then is killed in a Coca-Cola eruption

Big Hero 6:

Tadashi - ran back into a building on fire and was killed when it exploded

Baymax - sacrifices himself to propel Hiro and Abigail out of a collapsing portal; later rebuilt by Hiro

Inside Out:

Bing Bong - stayed in the Memory Dump to let Joy continue her journey

Moana:

Grandma Tala - old age; we see the manta ray that's her spirit join Moana as she leaves the island

Coco:

Héctor - poisoned by Ernesto

Ernesto de la Cruz - crushed by a fallen bell

Frozen II:

Queen Iduna and King Runeard - drowned in the shipwreck (we also see this happen in the first movie, but it's made explicitly clear here)

[laurasgroi]

My son is my why.

My driving force. My inspiration to be a better citizen of the world.

He is also the one who motivates me to be more conscious about our environment as I want him to be able to breath, enjoy, and appreciate the natural beauty that surrounds us.

Even though my nephew @ianbarjam calls me "eco-auntie", I was not always this person. I am not a tree hugger and I don't have a green thumb.

Yes, I returned soda bottles at elementary school to get some money back and I remember all the theory I would hear in the Dominican Republic about deforestation and environmental protection, planted trees in high school as a community service, but that was it.

I am still embarrassed to admit that after moving to the States, my friends @laura_barboza, @bfly613, @jolinematikaraty called me out about not recycling at home. I started doing it hot with shame.

I also realized how easy is to do even more, thanks to @rosavespinoza and @iammarielcorona while working together on a project called Planet Love for NatGeo launching today.

Thanks to all of them, today I recycle and I have also taken a few other steps: ♻️

1. Taking shorter, colder showers

2. Using reusable bags or requesting paper bags when shopping or declining bags at all

3. Checking on @EWG_info and @bcorpuscan to verify what companies are making nontoxic products!

4. Declining straws

5. Taking our fruit and veggie leftovers weekly to Earth n' Us Farm to feed the animals and compost!

There is a lot more I could do (I wear disposable face masks, my boy loves balloons, and I still use a lot more plastic that I would like) but it feels great to know that we are on a good and green path.

I commit to keep learning and doing my part and invite you to please join me.

What else should we be doing?

Let's share tips in the comments below!

Happy Earth Day, 🌎🌷

Laura

[muvana]

via Giphy

[talonabraxas]

Green Man by Dan Hillier He is hiding in each and every single treeHe is inside them and in you and in meHe lives he dies, but he will forever beGrinning his grin, the grin of eternity.

[courting-demise]

Introductions

While Olivier A’court and Tristan Forestier are not Warriors of Light/Darkness, I am excited to take Junelezen as an opportunity to explore their characters more.

Olivier A’court

[Oh-liv-ee-yay Ah-core]

Irrelevant Ishgardian Noble || Black Mage Red Mage Renaissance

Olivier is the daughter of a ruined, lesser noble house of Ishgard. In essence, her family initially, aggressively and confidently, chose the wrong side during the Dragonsong wars. Though, her father’s support fizzle when his sons died in the Vault during the pursuit of the Archbishop. Olivier never held their militant beliefs and is all but estranged from her family name today, even going so far as to make her own way through a series of personal projects. One such project is her boutique in Ishgard, Sew Seamly Fashion. Like her smile, though, the shop is a front for the darkness that lies beyond.

Since she often acts antagonistically, I would like to add a brief warning for interactions. While she is not a flat-out villain, hellbent on world destruction, she has potential for being the nemesis of others. I want to encourage this without stressing people out, so please feel free to message me if you are interested in interacting with her but are concerned about how her behavior may impact your character. I am here to write compelling stories and I am always willing to plot and chat about things.

Tristan Forestier

[Treeh-stuhn For-es-tee-yay]

Hesitant Half-Breed Guardian || Machinist || Bionic Inventor and Healer

Half elezen, but wholly Ishgardian, Tristan was raised by his father in a shop near the Skysteel Manufactory. He didn’t have a relationship with his mother, which meant he did not have much of a relationship with his half siblings either. At least until recently. Having grown up in a shop, he followed in his father’s footsteps to become a skilled machinist with a special interest in the merit of robotics and bionic fusion. When that didn’t pay the bills, though, he acted as the reluctant guardian for Olivier A’court. In recent years, after a threat that nearly claimed on of his eyes, he has returned to is bionic interests and, with the money he was paid to babysit the feisty A'court heir, he has started on a path that has opened new and inventive ways to heal.

Unlike Olivier, Tristan is not meant to be an antagonist. He was meant to be the moral compass of the two, though his morals on some matters are not wholly developed. He has some trauma and behavioral patterns that make him broody and distant, but he is not unfriendly.

[tripecake]

Last nigth i dreamed abaut buiyng like treeh grounder plushies.....I wish that dream where real(even if i ave a grounder pillow)

[brokendeathangel]

Thanks so much for the Kofi @/angela! Kissimng unda da xmas treeh <3

[thegreatlearning]

Piccolo:

Rnee-Knee

Tnee-Twee-Twee

Ee-Ee-Twee

Rnee-Knee-Know

Tulf-Few

Tulf Few Fooh

Eee-Eee-Eee

Foo Fooh

Accordion:

Graaa Aaaahh

Aaarrrrnnnhh

Rrrrrnnhhh

Gree-Graaahh

Grahh-Greeeeh

Grrrrrnnaaahhh

Harp:

Twilk-Tick-Tluck

T-Bluw-Bwluh

Ckk Ck-Ck-Cluck

Treeh

Twilk Twik Tluck

Tluck Ting Twing

Twingting

Dlouhh-Dlouhh

Dluhh Treeh

Trumpet:

Wuarn-Arllalat-T

Warn-Nanananuh

Arralatatateuh-T

Quarnwartallat-Tu

Quat-Warn-Wuarn

[devinescribe]

Running Away

Chapter 16 of '100 Promises'

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Warnings: awkward stuff, smut-ish, swearing

You two had talked about it before. Running away. Going to where no one knew you.

And although you had actually only ran away once, you had many little 'run away' adventures.

When you went to your grandmother's house for the summer, going to school specifically the library, the tree house.

The treehouse was a special place for both of you. You two had planned it together, earned money for it together, but it together. It was something for you two, and you two only.

Which is why when he brought her there, it hurt you so much.

"Gi-Gi! You'll never gue-"

You stopped, looking at the scene on front of you. You hadn't even gotten into the tree house.

His girlfriend, at the time, sitting on his lap, her clothes wrinkled and messily arranged on her body. Her lips had been pressed against his in a rather heated kiss. Both of them were panting, their faces tinted pink. His hands had been wandering her body, and you gasped.

"M... 'm sorry didn't know you were up here," you apologized, climbing back down the ladder.

You ran back to your house. You didn't know why it hurt you so much. Other than the fact he agreed it was supposed to be a place for you two and you two only. Yet here he was. Making out with her in your special place. It made you insecure. It really did. What if the things you two did together turned into the things they did together, leaving you alone?

Hours later, you were curled up in your bed, tears streaming down your face as music played in the background. It was both of your guy's favorite song.

You heard a knock on the glass door, and looked over. Niragi stood out there. He waved, and pointed at the door. It was locked. You wiped the tears from your eyes and made your way over. You unlocked the door, and ran back to your bed. He came in slowly, awkward silence filling the already quiet room. Besides the music lightly playing in the background, no other sound was playing.

"I'm sorry," you apologized. ''But I didn't expect you and your girlfriend to be borderline fucking infront of me when I went up there."

"Its not like that! She's... I mean I'd broken up with her before and I... I don't know. I just assumed that because she'd been up there before it wouldn't be such a big d-"

"I'm sorry what?"

He could sense you were pissed off.

''She's been in our treehouse before? That's our place. Not a place for her to be coming into. She shouldn't even know about it Suguru," you said angrily. He knew he was in the wrong. Its what you had agreed upon. A place for the both of you and not anyone else. You had every right to be mad. "Look, I know I shouldn't have, but it was a few months ago. I didn't know she would want me to get back with her after we broke up. I was just reading, and she came in," he explained, moving closer to you. You looked away, not saying a word.

Not in a 'silent treatment' way, but in a 'im thinking how to respond so it doesn't make us argue way.

''I know that... you didn't have a mal intent when you brought her up... but... it still hurts a bit. But I forgive you. As long as you forgive me for making this a bigger deal than it needed to be. Its just a treehouse after all, isn't it?"

___________

"Let's run away."

That's how the conversation started.

"Suguru, what?" You questioned, wondering if you'd mistaken what he had said. "You heard me. Let's run away. You had bruises on your stomach. I'm assuming from your father. This isn't fair to you. We both get tortured. Let's run away," he repeated. You looked away, before nodding. "But... where would we go? How would we do that?" You asked.

He had always had a plan for this. It was years in the making. But now he didn't just have to worry about himself. He had you. And you were very important to him. The most important thing in his life.

"I'll tell you later. When you're dad goes out to the bar, pack a bag, and run back here to the treehouse. Wait for me, and then I'll tell you," he instructed. You nodded, feeling comforted by him having a plan.

Hours later, you heard you father leave. You grabbed the bag you already packed from in the closet and put on your sweater over your tank top. Your bag contained clothing items and snacks.

You waited to hear his car turn on and leave. You ran to the ladder, climbing down it. You missed the last rung, falling to the floor with a thud. You glared at it. "I'm trying to do something important could you cooperate with me here?" You scolded as you got up. You dusted yourself off, running towards the back door.

You got to the treehouse a few minutes later, and waited.

You heard footsteps running towards the treehouse, and were about to open the hatch and let down the ladder, but your stomach felt uneasy. You slowly crept to the window, and looked out. It was Niragi. You didn't know why you felt so uneasy. Nerves of doing something you could easily get in trouble for?

You opened the hatch, sending the ladder down. He ran towards it, climbing up quickly. He threw his bag into the treehouse, and brought up the ladder. He closed and locked the door, making you worry. "Suguru what's-"

He shush you before you could finish. "Stay quiet. Guys from school found me out and about. They chased me. So were not in the clear," he whispered, panting and trying to catch his breath. Of course they had chased him. Of course the one day you two were trying to go through with a plan they interrupted.

"Its ok. If anything we'll run away some other time."

_____________

"Idontwannalosemyvcardtoaguywhodoesntcareaboutmecanyoutakeit?" You jumbled out. He stared at you weirdly as he couldn't understand your words.

"Do you need some lady things? I have some chocolate in my snack drawer if y-" he started. "No... no, it's embarrassing..." you muttered. "You know I'm willing to talk about or do anything with you," he smiled. "I-i said... I don't wanna lose my v-card to a guy who doesn't care about me... C-can... can you t-take it?" You whispered, your face red. He felt his face get hot. "I-i- um..i-i -i-" he stammered, looking at you. You averted your eyes to the floor.

"I-if you don't w-want to, it's OK I-i just i-i-"

"I-I'll do it."

You looked up at him in shock. "Really?" You asked. "Yeah. Yeah, I... don't have mine anymore... but I-i can help you... if you want," he explained. You were both blushing, and he was still holding arm. "When do... do you-"

"Suguru, (Y/N), I'm back!" You heard his mother shout up the stairs. You heard her walk up the stairs. She knocked on the door, opening it. "Is she staying for dinner? Because your father and I decided to go out for the night. We'll be back in the morning, so I'm going to get ready, and there's money downstairs for pizza," she said. You both looked at each other nodding. "As always-"

"We know mom... we know."

How convenient for both of you.

So you two said you'd go up to the treehouse after his parents left.

"S-suguru... w-what do I do?" You stuttered, sitting on your knees on a bean bag chair. You two had gone up to a tree house you two had built in the woods behind his house. "Depends on what you feel comfortable with. Just... go with it I guess," he said, trying to make sure you were ok. "You lead... you've done this before, haven't you?" You asked. He nodded, and you grabbed his hand tightly. " 'M scared," you whispered. "We don't have to do anything. It's ok," he said. You hugged him tightly, and shook your head. "I-i wanna... it's just... what if it gets weird between us?" You asked. "We've been friends for over 4 years... I don't plan on leaving you," he whispered. "Best friends," you corrected. "Yeah, best friends," he repeated. "I want to do this though... only if you want to," you said. "Tell me where I can touch you for now, and if at any point you want or need to stop, tell me,ok?" He said, rubbing circles into your back. You nodded, and took his hand placing it on your waist.

He blushed as you dragged his other hand to your thigh. "Thats ok... my face, neck, back, and stomach are ok for you to touch for now too," you whispered. He nodded, swallowing harshly.

Honestly he was a bit more scared than you were. He couldn't think of why you wanted him out of all people to have something so special. Not only that, but you'd recently been extremely jumpy to touch. He didn't want to hurt you or make you uncomfortable.

You noticed his hesitation, and pulled him closer. His breath hitched, getting caught in his throat. Your forehead rested against his, as you looked at him for permission. He nodded slightly, bringing you closer. You placed a soft kiss on the corner of his mouth. You lips grazed over his own, looking back at him once more. Now you were hesitating. You kissed him, finally making up your mind. He kissed back after a few seconds, his hands hovering over your body. He didn't know how you wanted to be touched, or if you even wanted to be touched like that right now.

You pulled away with a smile. "Guess its my first everything tonight..." you whispered, grabbing his hands. "That was... your first kiss? Really?" He asked, shocked at the fact you had never been kissed. "Yeah. Its my first and you're also scared... you sure this is ok?" You asked.

He didn't know why he hadn't noticed it back then, but he had never wanted anything more than you. Maybe it was because he was so awkward all those years ago, but how had he never noticed?

He nodded and brought you closer. "If you wanted me to sit in your lap, you could've just said so," you giggled, watching his face turn red. "S-stop teasing!" He shouted, screwing his eyes shut. "You're so cute Suguru,'' you teased, placing a kiss on the tip of his nose. He then brought your lips onto his, kissing you. Your eyes widened in shock before slowly melting into the kiss.

His tongue swiped along your bottom lip, making you shudder. You parted your lips slightly, giving him access to your mouth. You pulled away with a giggle. "That felt weird," you explained. He looked up at you confused. "It tickled kinda.... but I think you're a bit to excited off of just kissing," you teased. He looked away, blushing brightly. ''You sure you're not the-"

You didn't get to finish your sentence as he pushed you down on the beanbag. ''Shut up," he stated, looking down at you. You pouted, trying to sit up. He didn't let you, holding your wrists down. A moment of panic struck you. This wouldn't be like what they had done to you, right?

Apperantly, he had seen the panic in your face, loosening his grip on you. "You're so mean to me," you whispered. "Am not," he defended. You ran your hand through his hair, tugging on it softly. "What do you want?" He asked. "I dunno. My only experience is... books... " you said. "Books? Really? Don't fucking lie to me I've caught you watching-"

"Shut up! I've caught you literally watching porn and j-"

"But it was more awkward with you because you never act interested in sex-"

"I have needsssss- Plus yours was more awkward because you accidentally moaned my name cause I walked in. But we're off topic."

You sat up, telling him to do the same. You sat in lap, and smiled. "I'd... I'd prefer if you didn't pin me down please," you requested, placing your hands on his shoulders. "I can manage not doing that," he said.

You tilted your head, racking your brain to try and figure out what you should do next reminding yourself of your books. "Do you... do you mind if I give you a kiss?" You asked. He looked confused. "You already have. So, yeah," he told you. "Well, it's just that... I don't want to kiss your lips," you explained. "Oh... um... yeah. Please just... don't bite," he asked, his face turning red. "And why not?" You asked with a small laugh. "You know why!" He shouted. "Ok, ok... I do. Just... wanted to have a bit of control over this situation," you mumbled. "I don't... know what makes you feel good, so you'll have to tell me, ok?" He said. You nodded, before kissing his cheek. You went moved, kissing down his jaw line, finally ending up at his neck.

You heard him swallow harshly, and looked up. He had his eyes closed up at the ceiling, and you noticed his hands squeezing at your hips.

"You ok?"

"Yeah... keep going."

You nodded, kissing down his neck, remembering what he told you not to do. You looked back up, seeing his lips were parted slightly. You heard him mumble something, but couldn't hear it all. You heard a couple words, and what you heard made you a bit concerned.

"Suguru... are you.. ok?"

"Why would you ask, of course I am."

"Because you're praying. I've never heard you do that."

It wasn't a complete truth, as you knew his parents were a bit more on the religious side, but you'd never really seen him be religious.

"Suguru 's ok. Just got a bit worried," you said, cupping his face. He looked into your eyes, nodding. "It's a bit of a habit recently... I don't want to talk about it right now," he said before kissing you.

It seemed he wasn't holding back as much now. You kissed back, holding his hand on your waist. His other hand was trying to find something to do, but he didn't know what. You noticed, and grabbed it, intertwining your fingers with his own.

You pulled away, panting softly. You noticed his hands fidgeting with the hem of your sweater. Although it was out of nervousness, you took it as him wanting it off. "Suguru... can I keep my sweater on? For now at least... you can take my shorts off if you want though," you stated. He nodded, but just stared off. "I... are you sure? About me taking them off?" He asked. You nodded, and decided to pulled them off yourself. You leaned off of him, pulling your shorts off, giving him a full view of your panties. You sat up again in his lap, slightly moving your hips. He hissed, making you jump. "Fucking.... don't do that..." he whispered. "Why? Is it because it gets you turned on?" You giggled. His face reddened again. "Well how would you like it if I touched you or rubbed against you there," he muttered in embarrassment. "I think it would feel good," you teased. "Well... can I touch you?" He asked. You nodded, leading his hand down. He stopped once his hand was at your thigh, hesitance written all over his face. You noticed yourself being hesitant as well, and dropped your head on his shoulder, pulling his hand closer. "Please... please touch me there," you whispered. You heard him heave a shaky sigh, as he did what you asked. He softly ran his hand over the fabric of your underwear. You let out a small gasp, burying your face in his neck. He continued, his fingers rubbing into you now, making you grip onto his shoulders tightly. Slight moans fell from your lips as your hips moved against his hand. You heard him moan, and looked up. "You're... rubbing against me... feels good," he murmured. You rolled your hips against his on purpose this time, and heard him whine. "That was... a pretty sound," you stated, looking up at him. He turned bright red. "You're so embarrassing sometimes," he whispered. "I don't want to embarrass you, I just liked it," you said, running your hand through his hair. You felt his hand play with the waistband of your underwear. "Take em off.... but only if you take stuff off too," you said, messing with the drawstring of his hoodie. "If your sweater stays on, so does my hoodie, yeah?" He asked, looking up at you. You nodded, getting off of him. He began to pull down his pants and boxers as you pulled your panties down. He stared, watching as you slightly covered yourself up.

"Seems like you're excited."

"(Y-Y/N)! You can't just say stuff like... that."

"I can. And I will. Plus if we're both embarrassed then we're even."

"Even? Even for what?"

"Nothing. Just ignore that."

You got onto his lap once more, grabbing his hand, pulling it down again.

"A-are you-" he stammered, lightly pulling his hand away. "I'm sure if you're sure. I only want to do this if you do," you reassured. He grabbed your hand, kissing the back of it. "I'm ready if you are."

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"Suguru! We should put glow in the dark starts on the ceiling of the tree house!" You exclaimed happily. He laughed and nodded.

Later that night, you escaped out to the treehouse.

When you entered, you saw the soft green glow of lights.

"Oh, you're here! Look at what I did!" He explained, grabbing both of your hands, spinning the both of you around. The ceiling was swimming in glow in the dark stars and planets. A small smile started to build on your face.

"Did you really do this for me?" You asked as you stopped spinning. He smiled with a nod.

"Of course I did. Why wouldn't I?" He questioned. You hugged him tightly.

"I dunno... but thank you. This is the nicest thing anyone has done for me in years," you muttered.

Later that night, you were laying on the floor, under the blankets with him, staring up at the ceiling. Nothing but peace and quiet. Calm.

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You woke up with a start, looking around. You couldn't remember what you were dreaming about, or what happened. Chishiya groaned, grabbing your hand. "Back to bed..." he said, his voice tired and raspy from just waking up. You apologized, laying back down, falling right back asleep.

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... totally didn't run out of ideas-

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Hilltop road in episode order

I’m listing to all the hilltop road episodes and writing down important stuff. I’ll reblog with each episode otherwise I’ll end up posting this on Thursday.

episode 8 burnt out

Evo lensik doing a building job at hilltop in November 2006. Evos dad was taken by the spiral

Raymond fealding? shows up with the deed looks at the treeHe disappears laving scorch marks

Meets Anna kasuma who says1960 halfway house for teens run by ramond.Agnus moved in and teens went missing (the web basement) then ramond, pets and 5 year old Henry white 1974.

House burnt down in 1979. Raymond’s remains found missing right hand. Witch was on agnus when she died but fresh as if it sided with her.

Evo back at the house some weeks later father burrows comes to do an exorcism sent by anna (mag 19, 20) evo hits the dead tree with a crowbar and it bleeds then he pulls it down it stops bleeding. Underneath is the box from the center of the web table and inside is an apple that erupts with spiders then turns to dust. 

Jon: House has been owned by the fealdings since 1951. No record of the halfway house. Agnus hung herself at the same time wit the hand around her waist. 2 family’s lived in the house since the statment

Perosonal theory’s/questions

Ramond may have been in the basement section when it burnt down?

Hebert white may be significant? He would be 49 now.

A lot of decolation/web rivalries may be relevent

Just something I read on the wiki - Martin burnt this statement in 118.

Enterdies related

Desolation

Spiral

Web 

Names mentioned

Evo lensik

Micheal (man with bones in hand)

Raymond fealding

Anna kasuma

Henrry white

Agnus montigue

Father burows