#THIS IS SO SCARY I'M GONNA CRYYY

[vitamin-cunt]

PSA

I went M.I.A. for a few weeks because I was going through some things. One of those things was a discovery of my sexuality. I'm a little bit scared to make this post because once this is out there, I'll obviously have to change the content I make, but, fuck it. I'm a big 'ol lesbian.

I used to identify as bisexual then pansexual, but I eventually found out I'm neither, just a lesbian lmao.

I know it's confusing as I primarily wrote fic surrounding men, but the simplest way I can explain that is that I went through something called comphet, or compulsive heterosexuality.

More often than not, lesbians and afabs in general grow up feeling conditioned to be attracted to men. Of course, since men irl are scary as all HELL, a lot of us find safety in fictional men. I sit with these fantasies and go "yeah, I think I can work with this." Add that with being a domme in general and we have this situation.

So yeah, after realizing I'm a lesbian and these fantasies were just outlets for comphet, I can't write about these men in the same way and I'm so sorry lmaoo.

I'm also not sure if I'm even gonna still be active on this blog, or if I'm gonna come back, or if I'm even back at all, but for now consider me on indefinite hiatus!

Uh, so yeah, that's that for now.

(This writing style is a little more candid and less formal than what I'm used to, so I hope that it doesn't throw you guys off too much.)

-Much love, V 💜💜💜

[witch-hazels-musings]

I want a refund >< I'm gonna sue you for making me cry with that scara fic. That was so beautiful and heartbreaking. love the way you wrote him there. And the ending? I'm clenching my fist. I'm a whore for angst.

waaaa -- well I didn’t intend to make you cryyy -- I swear all my scara fics are so emotional (there is a theme in scara requesters to either “hold softly” or “break him” and i just --- are ya’ll okay) 

either way I’m so glad you liked it! I thought the whole idea was very interesting and really enjoyed making a place for the Tsaritsa (idk if you’ve seen steven universe but I get hella white diamond vibes from her - scary) -- she’s such a mystery but man fighting her is going to be WILD 

[paxonia]

(Alex and I are on the phone, laughing about something)

Alex, suddenly and seemingly panicked: Oh shit!

Me, laughter abruptly stopping:

Both:

Me, whispers: scary.

Alex: oh, no-- *giggling*

Me: ??? *confused giggles*

Alex, after a second of us giggling: Look at what I sent you.

Me, doing so: ...oh mY GOD-- *laughing now*

Alex, also laughing: I had to catch it.

Me, tearing up: I'm gonna cryyy?!

Me: I thought your dad walked in, I didn't even move.

Alex: Oh, no.

Alex: I had to get it before the time changed.

[ampa-larra]

Hello!! I'm new to your blog and I must say it looks amazing!!!! For the ask thing: What is your favorite thing to do on a good day? P.S. I hope that everything turns out okay! If you need anyone to talk to my ears are always open!!

Aaahh thank you thank youyuuuuuu for this. Family drama sucks so bad I wanna cryyy ;w;

Answer: I like to draw, read and play with the dogs. Its not that I don’t like going outside, its just soooo hot and I sweat easily and its uncomfortable. (Outside the internet human interactions also scares the yams out of me)Really thank you for this!! I’m currently in the middle of a cold war between my sister vs my father and its scary as heeeeck. I never know who’s gonna go berserk. So thank you for this, ;w; hope you have a good day!!!