#THIS IS LIKE YURIS DEATH FROM DDLC
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ossydrawsthingz335 · 3 months ago
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im drawing her rn to cope
im not okay
sayaka haters DNI FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /silly
me, first getting into danganronpa: wow i really love sayaka!! hopefully she doesnt die or anything haha :)
me, seeing the first murder of the game:
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why did it have to be her
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cloud0177 · 4 months ago
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I fear I must make every interest mix with eachother so this is a komahina (centered) au now
(not taking any other role changes)
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okay so hajime is mc, nagito is monika, chiaki is sayori, mikan is yuri, and.. idk for natsuki.. hiyoko?
I fear I may be eating with this it fits SO well (watch here)
(will someone draw this idea for little ol’ me… *bats eyelashes*)
it works more specifically for this video but just think about it.. natsuki and yuri already have the same relationship as hiyoko and mikan
yuri gets unstable and crazy during ddlc just like mikan out of nowhere even tho she was usually pretty shy before
natsuki is meant to be a tsundere which might not be so far off from hiyoko, since I remember her getting more comfortable with hajime once? Idk but still, that and how natsuki also bashes on yuri sometimes (the fight scene)
and then sayori getting deleted from the game, I mean, yeah you see her die but THEN she gets deleted. For the others I think they just die, so basically pretty much works with chiaki, other than nagito she��s pretty close to hajime
And monika? Nagito bc duh it’s a komahina centered au but also bc it just FITS. Nagito is SUPER smart and a bit crazy, he knows how to do things to get his way and because nagito is someone really important to the story regardless if you like him or not you HAVE to pay attention to him
*for chiaki, her personality doesn’t change from her in dr2 but the relationship is overall the same as ddlc
“my beginning and my end” that’s so komahina I died bc hajime woke up on the island only really knowing nagito from the start and then the last trial was Nagito’s death OH IM GONNA BE SICK 😭😭
“monika’s all that I need/monika’s brains and beauty/monika sees right through me” that’s nagito 🤍
“each day that passes by is tearing pages from my mind” HAJIMEEE
TRUST ILL REPLAY DDLC JUST FOR THIS AU
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strobichie · 1 year ago
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just sae.
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♡⸝⸝ summary: poor you decided to replay ddlc, but something seems wrong... why is monika sae?
little note: bachira is sayori, rin is natsuki, and isagi is yuri!!
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your perspective:
i had recently gotten a new computer, there are so many things i still need to work with and customise to my liking.
so, to cure my boredom, i'm installing ddlc again and replaying it!
my favourite character is natsuki, i absolutely loved how adorable and relatable she just is. she reminded me of one of the kids i babysat.
after installing the win files i extracted them all and started the game up, as usual, i see the 4 dokis on the main screen on startup.
i entered my name of choice and started the game ---
wait, bachira??? FROM BLUE LOCK??
why was he sayori? not gonna lie, his sprites are really cute, but how..??
i re-checked the website i downloaded the game from but it displayed the 4 dokis there and there was nothing wrong..
huh, why am i being scared?
i should be grateful, honestly.
i've been blessed by the gods above!! for once i'm fucking lucky!
no way was i gonna pass up the opportunity to interact with my favourite anime characters especially since they somehow ended up in my favourite childhood game..!
i wonder who natsuki, yuri, and monika would be, though?
this is interesting! as i progress even more reading the dialogues and clicking on the chat box, after a few minutes of suffering i finally got to the literature club with bachira!
"seriously, a girl? way to be a killjoy." rin... RIN?!?!?!?!?!
OH MY GOD RIN IS SO HOT? HIS ATTRACTIVENESS SCALE WENT TO 100 TO 1000 SO QUICK!!
wait.. could that mean ---
ISAGI IS YURI!! YES!! MY FAVOURITES ALL IN ONE ROOM!!
i hope monika is kaiser or even better, anri..!!
gosh this got me feelin' so giddy and chipper in the early fucking morning..
i skipped a few of the dialogues, and abruptly stopped when a certain person came into view.
...sae? really?
what an eyesore. i hate sae, of all people, why sae?
sure he was similar to monika, but only in appearance. kaiser or anri could have been able to fulfill this role.
i sighed in annoyance, at least i have rin and the others...
i continuously skipped many dialogues and had finally gotten to the part where sayori, or in this situation bachira, hangs himself..
right, this was a horror game after all. did i really forget about the main plot?
i stared at the screen with an obvious frown. rin and isagi are next..
and the person behind all this was saeshit. ugh, seriously... well, good thing i can just delete his files at any given time.
progressing through the story even further, i got a special poem and cringed at the 'drawing'. it was bachira hanging in a humorous manner.
this was unfortunate.
i clicked on the chat box endlessly, wanting to speedrun to the moments of all my favourite characters deaths..
seeing rin crack his neck and isagi stab himself looking like a crazed maniac broke my heart. good things don't last.. this will probably be the last time i'll ever be able to play this version of the game.
then, here sae was, fuck was he smiling for?
"let me take a quick one of rin's cupcakes, these such are really good for a brother so shitty and nasty." i scoffed and gritted my teeth in anger, sae was clearly the asshole in their brother-ship.
i was met face-to-face with sae, i pursed my lips and stared at my computer screen.
"it's nice to talk to you even if it's by a dialogue box." is this even real?
"i know that you're thinking: is this legitimate? to answer your question, yes it is. i became self aware after everything in that god damn manga and anime called blue lock, i felt sick and tired of not being able to show up in the manga after a long period of time. somehow, i found a way to break the barrier between the fictional animanga world and reality as you call it." that was a mouthful. he was pretty talkative now. my burning hatred for sae cooled down a bit as he spoke more ---
"i found this 'cutesy romance horror' game and it had all the things i needed in order to cross over to the real world. this version of the game only exists on your desktop, {user}. is {user} even your name? are you even a girl?" he shot me a confused expression.
"honestly, i don't care anymore. even i started falling in love with you. i thought i wasn't capable of love, just like the original character monika, i fell in love with you." this sent a shiver down my spine, i sweat-dropped and continued reading his dialogues.
"you read that right, i love you. even if i'm not real, i love you. i won't ever let you leave me. i'll kill you even if you think of it." he coldly stated and i opened my file explorer, ready to delete his character file --- huh.. why couldn't i delete it?
"i'm disappointed, why would you wanna try to delete me? i love you, you should be grateful i love you." but i hated sae, i hate him!
"i've been practicing for a while, i think i can finally break the laws of physics and rules of nature between our worlds." uhm, does he even know what the fuck's he saying?
"i'll see you soon, goodbye {name}. i love you." HOW DID HE GET MY NAME? DID HE HACK INTO MY COMPUTER BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK..?!?!?!
i was scared shitless, jesus christ, just what did he mean by all that? i force shut down my computer and rolled to my bed covering myself in my blankets. time to go back to sleep after that eventful experience.
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short little fic, should i make a part two?
finally made a part 2!
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cat-and-fox-hub · 1 year ago
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Alliance DDLC AU!
Made by Cat, aka Researcher Serif
(TW: suicide, death)
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Welcome, one an’ all to our DDLC AU ft. @cosmica-galaxy's Alliance bois! this has been stewing for a while but I finally done it!
Since the Bois tend to go in trios, I added a two special guests; Veteran & Brown-Coated Cameraman!
Veteran here has a platonic/familial relationship with the Literature Club's resident human, you! But, when it comes to you, dear Viewer, it's another story altogether~.
Brown-coated Cameraman is also like Veteran in terms of relationship with you but also you as well.
Anywaes, I do hope you enjoy!
(Sorry in advance if the format is janky, I'm still experimenting styles for my writing.)
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[Close ups and extra commentary below!]
As a forewarning, I will being using -dere typings, a suffix to that derives from the Japanese onomatopoeia 'deredere' meaning 'lovey dovey' to describe characters that express their affection in different ways, or on different levels, for their personalities with a summarized explanation of what the -dere type is given.
(Also keep in mind that while they take the roles of the DDLC girls, their personality don't exactly match with them. They more take some aspects from them into their base personalities, which has been ever so lovely provided by Rus.)
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The Main Trio! Took some finagling around to put them in roles I think was most suited for them but I decided on this!
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ღ⊱ | Sayori!Cameron |
His base personality is a Dereyandere, mostly a Deredere, a sweet and happy-go-lucky energetic type character, with hints of non-violent Yandere, an obsessive and lovesick character willing to go varying (usually extreme) lengths for their perceived beloved
In this AU, he's more ditzy than his base self and that's pretty much it. Not much change here really.
I chose him because his cheerful and jealous pouty nature just reminds me of Sayori and his yan side reminds me of the Act 4 ending should you choose to delete Monika's file resulting in Sayori becoming the Club President.
ღ⊱ | Yuri!Vee |
His personality is a Kuutsundere, mostly a Kuudere, a calm, and collected character type that usually appears stoic in nature, with hints of Tsundere, a prideful character that seems/acts harsh on the outside but is softer on the inside
In this AU, he's a bit shy and into strange literature like Yuri but no less stoic and mature like his base self
He also adopted the yandere tendencies, obsession with knives, and 'testing' them on himself as Yuri does when his personality values are tampered with
ღ⊱ | Natsuki!DJ |
His base personality is a Deredere with go-with-the-flow/chill vibes from my observations
In this AU, he's a bit more exasperated and possessive than his base self. He's still the chill and happy-go-lucky unit we all know but just a bit more mellow in the way he gets a little more defensive about his feelings towards you, both to you and those that seem to like you too
Basically, Nastuki's tsundereness somewhat cancels out his more joyfully energetic side a tad
Initially, he was in Sayori's role before I started swapping with Cameron for a while. They were going back and forth roles the entire time lol
I was nearly done with drawing this when I realize he'd probably be a bit better as Sayori, but again, I was almost finished so we get this!
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ღ⊱ | Monika!Veteran |
His base personality is serious and fatherly-inclined. He doesn't really align to any -dere types but if we were to stick to the whole -dere personality typing, the closest -dere type he'd be is a Jendere, a calm, gentlemanly, and distinguished character type.
There's more terms that attach itself to it like strict, fatherly, kind, and/or elegant which is why I thought this was the closest -dere typing for him
In this AU, he has more yandere tendencies that manifest in a similar way to that of Monika's own tendencies, just in a more guilty, conducted way seeing as he's the eldest, their senior, and shouldn't be causing the destabilization and deaths of his younger, junior club members because his deep love for you.
He's also younger in this AU considering DDLC's setting but that still doesn't offset the DILF vibes he got goin on lol
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ღ⊱ | You've achieved the Bad Endings! |
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ღ⊱ | Sayori!Cameron | "It's, what do you call it, just a little rain cloud! I-I'm fine! Promise!" ღ⊱ | Yuri!Vee | "What to do for my core that flutters when our gazes meet? Ah! I-I apologize, I said too much..." ღ⊱ | Natsuki!DJ | "Whatever's on your mind, I'm sure it was nothing!"
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Hey! You there, looking at the screen! You seemed quite startled when things didn't seem like what they were at first. Especially since you exited so suddenly.
Monika!Veteran's been... watching, among other things. He's been waiting for quite a while for you to return so he's just a bit... antsy, to say the least, so please, don't be too alarmed looking at him!
But, your back! So all is good! And now, without the others in the way...
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ღ⊱ | Monika!Veteran | "Let us spend the rest of our eternity together. What do you say? Just the two of us?"
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Veteran likes to pat his child our resident human like any good dad senior he is!
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The Main Trio giving you some well deserved affection! Veteran seems to have his Dad Instincts™ involuntarily flare up at this though...
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And of course, to top it all off, we have a Bonus Alt! AU ft. Rus' Mimic Trio and special guest, Brown-coated Cameraman!
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ღ⊱ | Sayori!Pal |
His base personality is a Deredere to the max. A chipper and friendly guy to literally everyone he meets
In this Alt AU, his personality hasn't changed much from his base one, really. The only difference is him being a tad clumsy and a bit more somber at certain times, which is from Sayori's clumsy demeanor and depression.
ღ⊱ | Yuri!Buddy |
His personality is a Kuuyandere, majorly a Kuudere with hints of non-violent Yandere
In this Alt AU, he's quieter than his base self and a bit more maniac in his yandere tendencies when his personality values are tampered like Yuri's in DDLC.
He's also has a bit of shyness in the form of hand fidgeting from Yuri's own habit.
ღ⊱ | Natsuki!Fiend |
His base personality is a Kuutsunyandere, mostly a Kuutsundere with hints of non-violent Yandere
In this Alt AU, his tsundere side is a bit more prominent. Still a smug bastard, he's much more susceptible to getting flustered by things that involve his emotions due to Natsuki's influence
ღ⊱ | Monika!Brown-Coated Cameraman |
His base personality is a Megadere, a Deredere whose love is more obsessive and fangirlish in nature, which is rather obvious to everyone else, and sometimes, the love interest themselves
In this AU, his personality is more that of a Yeredere's, similar to a Megadere but even more crazy and obsessive like that of a sweeter, mostly non-violent Yandere which comes from Monika's own yandereness
He also very much leans into Monika's 'why can't I just be the one for once?' as a person who has very strong feelings of love and longing slapped in him
He just loves you so much. Won't you stay with him? Forever?
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danganronpa96 · 7 months ago
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I've wondered this for a bit – but what's the "time" for some of the characters?
For example, for characters like Bojack and Jesse, what season are they portrayed in the fic?
(This sounds like pure nonsense, but I'm genuinely curious.)
Don’t worry, I’ve been asked this a few times before. I’ve never really went into detail here though, so I don’t mind sharing all the “time”s I yoinked the cast from:
Hayasaka, Kurumada & Mai -> non-asunaro death game AU (these guys are a big exception lol)
Walter & Jesse -> around mid-season 2 (after episode 9)
Saiki & Kaidou -> since their anime is episodic (aka non-chronological), I don’t think a time is necessary. For clarity however, they are post season 2
Retsuko -> post season 3 (we started planning the fic before season 4 and 5 came out)
Natsuki & Yuri -> Post-established literature club (which includes the side stories from DDLC plus)
Hiroshi -> post Ao Oni 1
Brian -> post game, ‘Stay with me’ ending
Bojack -> mid-season 5 (post episode 6)
Latte -> post ‘Light the Beacons’ and ‘On Graduation Day’ stories (she doesn’t have much deep cookie run lore)
L -> post episode 24
Ena -> as the episodes have no continuity, a time period isn’t needed
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panicloser · 1 year ago
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ddlc hcs: are they a morning or night person?
Monika
-she's naturally a night person but she tries to be morning person for the sake of her schedule
-due to school and other responsibilities she puts importance in being punctual therefore often making herself wake up early, it unfortunately doesn't come naturally to her however
-as she mentioned in the side stories, she often gets distracted doing things late at night. She truly enjoys staying up late into the night when she's finally done with her day and she's granted some time to relax and engage in the things she enjoys or explore new curiosities 
-She tries, she truly does try to go to bed early, she sets herself a specific time, get herself ready and everything but more often than not she can't help herself from indulging a little. 
-That little turns into a lot leaving her to set numerous alarms, chug coffee and shower blast herself in the morning
-this was the start of her coffee addiction by the way
-she adores those weekends or any mornings where she doesn't have a specific responsibility for the day, allowing her to finally stay up like a 2am gremlin and get a nice peaceful sleep in in the morning
-the days she gets to sleep in are very precious to her. If you wake her up early on a day when she doesn't need to you'll earn yourself a piercing death glare (green eyed stare hehe). Her passive aggressive grumpiness will last until she gets her sleep or an unhealthy amount of coffee. 
-again that theme of her responsibility is more something she's had to teach herself over time rather than something natural
Sayori
-don't have as many hcs for her cuz we already the answer to this but I still got some
-we know she struggles with getting up in the morning and such so obviously not a morning person 
-honestly, Sayori doesn't feel like she's a morning or night person but she stays up late into the night regardless
-usually not really by choice. she tries to go to bed but usually her mind is still awake and keeps her busy with heavy thoughts leaving her to not wanna wake up in morning
-she has at least some mild insomnia, her thoughts keep her up for hours and it's worse depending on how bad her mood is
-she often just accepts it and tries to distract herself with simple activities or videos on her phone and other random stuff
-If she has the energy she'll write a poem, some of her best stuff comes out at this time.
-y'know when you're a kid and you have that fear of being the last one to fall asleep? Well Sayori had that except she never grew out of it. Despite that she's still the often the last one to fall asleep.
-sometimes, especially on sleepovers, she gets a big burst of energy right before she crashes and passes out
-in the mornings she tries to get herself out of bed by thinking of things to look forward to that day
-loves sleeping when she can get it right
-sorry these r kinda depressing, anyway next character
Yuri
-okay hear me out, she's a morning person and a night person
-as you'd expect, Yuri stays up late reading or getting invested in another one of her interests
-as she mentioned in the side stories, she can get distracted with things at night, gets lost in it. 
-Sometimes she forgets that sleeping is a thing you're supposed to do and suddenly its 3am (devils hour lol anyone remember that?)
-she loves it though, she loves having that special time to herself where the world is quiet and dark, she feels like she can really be herself
-but as much as she loves that, she also feels just as refreshed waking up early
-she loves waking up early, before everyone else
-she gets a couple hours or so before her day starts just to wake up and get herself ready at her own pace 
-drink some tea, read, shower, that kinda stuff. It's like a calming ritual all to herself and it makes her feel more ready for the day.
-this often ends up in her not actually getting that much sleep, but she's used to it
-I can see Yuri being the kind of person who doesn't need that much sleep to function
-she can function perfectly fine on 2 hours of sleep without a drop of coffee or nothing
-she doesn't even get really tired that often she's a mad woman, she's just built different
Natsuki
-last but not least Natsuki, the only one I think wouldn't be a night person
-its not like she's an 8am freak or something, she thinks going to bed that early is loser behaviour
-but she prefers not to go to bed at like 1am or something, in a shining moment of responsiblity she usually tires to go to bed the earliest out of the four of them
-she prefers starting her day early and having sufficient time to chill and get herself and everything ready perfectly just the way she likes
-thought that's her preference, she doesn't always get the privilege of this
-at her house with her dad she gets anxious at night. She doesn't feel as comfortable in the same house as him
-she often waits until he falls asleep first before she's able to sleep and sometimes that can be much later than she likes
-and then she wakes up later than she wants. she doesn't sleep in so much that's she risks being late but it definitely doesn't give her enough time to relax
-so when she's sleeping somewhere else where she feels much safer she'll be the first to pass out and she can actually stick to her preferred routine
-she gets embarrassed about knocking out early but the others assure her it's fine
-sometimes when she's anxious about something her anxiety will wake her up (definitely not projecting no no no)
Quick extra Bonus (To push the Natsuri agenda real quick)
-I imagine if they all lived together, Natsuki & Yuri find out that they wake up around the same time, earlier than the other, so most mornings they get that time to themselves to chill and talk and be gay or whatever together :]
(I wanna write down some more of my natsuri hcs some time btw)
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the-666-system · 2 months ago
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bloodyblobaub · 1 month ago
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Introduction Redo
- About Me -
Name: Aubrey
(Not from Omori but I stole her name!!!)
Age: 17 Years Old
Pronouns: He/They/She
Identities: Bisexual, Demisexual, Demiromatic and Genderfluid
Disorders: PTSD, Autism and Bipolar Disorder
Timezone: Central Standard Time
Status: Taken by @victormakezvideoz
(I love him so much ❤️)
Hobbies: Writing, Drawing, Photography, Cooking, Singing, Gaming
I DELETE GO FUND ME ASKS BECAUSE I GET A LOT
Kins:
Hero (Omori)
Aubrey (Omori)
Basil (Omori)
Kel (Omori)
Sayaka (Danganronpa)
Fuyuhiko (Danganronpa)
Maki (Danganronpa)
Peko (Danganronpa)
Noelle (Deltarune)
Susie (Deltarune)
Jecka (Class of 09')
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Sayori (DDLC)
Yuri (DDLC)
Boundaries
DMs: Ask First
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Omori, NSO, Class of '09, Deltarune, Danganronpa, Sally Face, DDLC + More
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- fan content of stuff I like
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(nothing weird get your mind out of the gutter please)
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- Ai Content
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itzpris15634 · 4 months ago
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Ok so about this whole doki doki literature club thingy. As I said it's very messy cause like with most of my stuff there are so many alternative versions because I don't know what I want but
The way I see it the boys are in places of the ddlc girls aside from Monika cause well, there's three of them, not four unless we brought someone else in. In short: Russell = Sayori, Sunil = Natsuki, Vinnie = Yuri. Questionable choices right there, I know, but tbh I'm not going with those choices because I tried to give them whichever of those girls fit them most, I mostly went with how they died. As I always say it's called an alternative universe for a reason.
It's not really important but I thought I'd add it here cause why not, cause Vinnie in a literature club? Well, the way I see it maybe Russell started it or joined one (which was started by whomever Monika is) and Sunil kinda followed behind because the club was small and cozy and he too is into certain literature so why not? And Vinnie? He joined just to spend more time with Sunil and Russell, if they're there then he's there too. Maybe even sooner or later he would get into some literautre not to get kicked out xD perhaps just comic books or maybe even manga? You know, like Natsuki read. Or heck, adding to Vinnie Yuri maybe he would get into horror stories? He already likes horror movies right? So it's not that hard to imagine that he could get convinced to read some horror.
Anyway, although I think of it as mostly from the perspective of how the game plays out, I can't think but wonder who mc could be. Cause I just don't know. Whoever mc and Monika would be the important thing here are the deaths which is where their roles really come in.
So Russell is mc's childhood friend who has lately started being a little less like himself - going late and avoiding his responsibilities etc because of his developing in this world depression. So anyway, he like all the boys develops a crush on mc, all the stuff that happened in the game happen, Monika's counterpart convinces him to kill himself and he ends up hung whether mc accepted his confession or not.
Sunil was the most reluctant at first to have mc in the club because he felt good with just 4 of them so at first he appeared rather reluctant and shy which to mc appeared a little rude by accident but then he warmed up to the new member. He also is the one to notice Vinnie's weird obsession with mc (in a sec about him) cause he didn't use to be like that. He too is the one who noticed Monika's (since I don't know who Monika could be I'll just keep saying Monika) very weird behavior and tried to warn mc. Well, he ended up opening up in creepy ways about his problems and then with snapped neck
And then there's Vinnie who was friendly the entire time with mc, but later like Yuri started getting way too friendly and obsessed with mc seemingly out of nowhere and tried to have them all to himself and that also made him rather agressive. There's also this whole obsession with knives and self-harm, the main point is his obsessiveness and of course death by fucking stabbing himself right on mc's eyes and then his body is left to rot for an entire weekend as Monika is messing with everything.
That's the way I see it if the game was with Russell, Sunil, and Vinnie but this can go many ways really. Like for example I also like having Vinnie as Monika cause that's even more obsessive behavior and as you know I like him like that. Or or having Sunil as mc so Vinnie and Russell fall hard for him and yipee messed up boys poly except ot really, but who would be Natuski then? Idk idk. Basically, I want those three to get their personalities manipulated to get obsessed with mc and then die.
yeeeeah
Doki Doki!! 💖💜💚💙
Hmmm alright roles and casting- okay basing the roles on how they died is an interesting choice! I do like it.
I… don’t have much ideas for Monika and the MC either. Should we pick another boy character? Or go with one of the girls? Hmmm I’ll just refer to them as Monika and MC as well for now lol.
Funnily enough, I actually imagine Russell being the one to start the literature club. He just seems like the kind to take the initiative like that. Which would fit him into Monika’s role more, but TBH it also works fine that he just decides to join a club that another student has started previously.
But I like there are ‘signs’ of Russell’s depression and such. Maybe the MC goes thinking “Huh… he was so responsible and organized back then. Is he okay?” But then they simply dismiss it as him changing through the years. They are childhood friends after all, and people usually aren’t the same for all of their life stages. But dear oh dear is MC in for a shock ahahahaha….
Sunil being Natsuki in the sense that he’s hesitant about a new club member sorta makes sense. I imagine he’s doesn’t meet lots of new people all the time, he just hangs with the people he already knows. And the club was indeed small and cozy, kind of just their friend group but with a Club title to it. So he wouldn’t be too sure about this whole new member thing. Then again, it is a club, and people can join clubs anytime they want, so he has to get used to them.
And also the part where he starts noticing Vinnie’s (Yuri’s) obsession for the MC? I can see that. I do imagine him being very observant in general, so it works.
And the Vin, the Vin, the Vin! God, reading this really makes me remember just how fucked up DDLC really is. But I still do love it regardless. Obsessive Vinnie <33 Which actually, again, makes him another suitable candidate for Monika. You’d love to spend eternity with him in the clubroom, huh? No other distractions 😌😌😌
But anyway yeah! I do like your DDLC AU with the bois. They get their personalities manipulated and then die. Lovely! There are lots of ways we could go about with this.
As for my own ideas, I guess I did have thoughts about my own DDLC AU with the girls, this time. And there is 4 of them here to fit the number. I don’t have 100% any ideas for the roles. Except for Zoe being Monika, for the sole reason that I’d want to spend eternity with her <333
Anywayyyy yeah! Thanks for sending this.
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HIIII!!! can you do a Sayori x gn! reader where reader stops Sayori from playing Hangman with herself? I live for hurt/comfort and I LOVEEE the way you write the ddlc characters!
Yep. Now, if Sayori is dating reader, we assume MC is nonexistent, which causes issues as to why Monika made her do that, so we'll pretend Monika wanted you instead.
Reader is gender neutral
BIG TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDE
"I love you, I'm sorry."
You stare at the text, trying to figure out what it means, before it clicks.
Oh, god no, no.
"Mom I gotta go I promise I'll explain later."
You ignore your mom's protests and slam the door behind you, running towards Sayori's house desperately.
No cars, her parents must not be home.
Door is locked.
You fumble with the knob before just kicking in a window and run towards her room. Her door is unlocked, thank god. You (not so gently) open the door, to find your girlfriend hanging there, clawing at the rope.
You run over and grab her, pushing the chair back under her.
"Y/N..." she gasps, still clutching the rope. "How did you get in? I locked the d-"
"Shut up. Not in a rude way, just... get air in your lungs for me. I'm going to call an ambulance, okay? We'll talk while they come."
"...okay."
She looks down, seeming almost ashamed.
You quickly call an ambulance for her, then look back over.
"Sayori, can you tell me why?" you ask, grasping her hand gently.
"I'm sorry."
"No, no, don't apologize. It's okay, it's okay. Lets get this knot untied so you can sit..."
You quickly undo the admittedly well tied hangman's noose.. She seems to have practiced, which makes you shudder. Apparently, even her death had to be done perfectly.
"Alright, just lay your head on my lap... There we go. We comfy?"
"Mhm..."
She starts crying. A mess of apologies spills out of her, as her tears soak your pants.
"Sorry, sorry, I'm so sorry..."
You stroke her hair. "I know. Don't apologize to me, apologize to yourself. You have such a great life ahead of you!"
She nods, pulling her shirt up over her face as she continues sobbing.
You examine her hands. "Your fingers are bleeding. How long were you there?"
"I don't know, I'm sorry!"
"Okay, okay, that's fine. Why did you want to die?"
You here sirens. They're not here yet, but they're close.
Your phone dings. Probably your mom wondering what the hell happened.
"Because... I don't know! You-you're always so perfect... and I don't deserve you! You'd be so much happier without me! You'd be so happy with Yuri, or maybe Natsuki... Monika seems to like you, I think! But you chose me, and I don't know why! You probably just pity me! I was so happy you said you liked me too, but-"
You cut her off. "Sayori. I really do love you. I don't just 'pity' you. I'm sure I do a little bit, but that's not why I wanted to date you, you know that, right?"
"It's... not?"
She seems surprised, and that breaks your heart.
"Oh, Sayori..."
You continue playing with her hair, murmuring, "You're a ray of sunshine. What would me and everyone else in the Literature Club think if you went and died on us?"
"I'm sorry, Y/N," she cries softly once again.
"Please don't apologize to me. Let's go outside, the paramedics should be here soon."
She nods, and so you carefully walk her out to her driveway seconds before the ambulance finally appears.
"Are you family?" the paramedic asks you.
"No, I'm her partner," you anseer
"Okay. She can walk okay, correct?"
"Yes ma'm."
"Alright."
The woman turns to Sayori. "Alright so, we're going to..."
You stare until she's loaded onto a stretcher, and watch even more as if drives into the distance, until the sirens fade completely.
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isattt · 1 year ago
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I don't know if you answer questions in portuguese, so I'll write in english, what was your inspiration to create gentle fall? how was the creation process?
all the best, and good luck with the game!
you can ask in Portuguese too!
My main inspiration, as controversial as it is, was school days (As a matter of fact, the game was almost called Fall Days for a little while, but I didn't want to get sued lmao). I never actually played the game but I saw a video essay about it and the feelings of love and jealousy in young love. I thought it looked really fun to tackle feelings in that way and wanted to make something quite close to it and make it pretty fucked up, but I think I ended up stranded a bit farther away from it.
Another inspo was Yuri from ddlc, I guess that one is pretty self-explanatory.
I was inspired after self-reflection, to approach some topics about loneliness, limerence, and, more importantly, growth, I don't like Yanderes without a motive and I wanted to create one that could be more real.
And, since Technoblade's death, I thought I had finally understood what grief felt like, it was a feeling I never felt before, and it led me to want to represent it somewhere.
The aesthetic and the season came afterward, I thought fall would be quite fitting for Chester as the season is comforting, yet somewhat sorrowful, it is a reminder of mortality and the end of things as winter approaches but also a nice feeling of being close to finally taking some time off and being comfortable underneath blankets.
To be honest the process was a mess I don't even think it is worth pointing much out lol, it was my very first game and I hadn't developed any kind of organization for it. But I did end up learning a lot at least. I scrolled tumblr a lot on the yandere tags for more inspiration and I even did a cheesy mood board for Chester!
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and my friend also did some wattpad cover (?) type of thing
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and a damn lot of dark academia searches on pinterest
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apatheticcrossovers · 1 year ago
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✨{Introduction}✨
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Hello! You may know me from my other blogs. Well, i made a new one, cause I have no sense of impulse control, and I think he need more writing blogs specifically for crossover ships.
About Mod Apathetic
Just call me Mod Apathetic, or Apathetic!
I am an adult
I am a Fudanshi, Himedanshi, Profic, and Anti-hara!
Pangender probably, Any pronouns (no she/her)
My ao3 is ApatheticCrossovers, all requests and stuff will be archived over there!
I also plan on posting original fics here too!
My other blogs are @/Syrups-edit-corner (Edit requests), @/Syrups-fanfic-cafe (General requests), and @/Spookyscaryships (Edit/stim request blog run by both me and my friend)
If you aren't if I write for a certain fandom/topic, just ask please! I have anger issues and I will get extremely aggressive
WHAT I *WILL* DO:
Headcanons
Imagines/Oneshots
Crossover ships (Obviously)
Age gap ships (Including Minor/Minor age gaps, Adult/Adult Age gaps, and Minor/Adult age gaps)
Shipcest (Mainly headcanons cause, yaknow, crossover ships rarely have canon shipcest)
Alternate universes (Including "what if Character A was a canon character in Character B's universe" and Isekai type scenario's)
Yandere content
Ot3's (no more than 3 characters please!)
NSFW
WHAT I *WONT* DO:
Same Source/Series Ships (That included characters from two different games in the same series, and two different shows that take place in the same universe. This rule can be worked around if its an ot3 involving a character from a different source/series)
Satire/Joke ships (I have nothing against these types of ships, they just personally make me feel insecure about my own ships, since I take a lot of comfort in crossover ships /lh /gen.)
Things about active S/H (Things about recovering from S/H or brief mentions of it are fine!)
RPF/Stuff involving real people (Stuff like c!mcyt characters and musicals where the characters are based on real people are on thin ice /srs)
Drug Use/Abuse (Again, recovery is fine) [note: This rule does not and never while apply to weed. Weed is super cool /hj.]
Anything considered Unsanitary/generally gross (if you aren't sure if something would apply to this rule, please ask)
FANDOMS I'M IN:
Ace Attorney
Angels of Death
Animal Crossing
Afterl!fe (yes, even if the fandoms kinda dead)
Baldi’s Basics (+ mod/fangame characters)
Bendy and The Ink Machine
BFDI/BFB
Boyfriend to Death (Both 1 and 2)
Break In 1/2
Bugsnax
Cookie run (Both Ovenbreak and Kingdom)
Creepypasta
Danganronpa (all main games + UDG)
Deltarune
Doki Doki Literature Club
Doors (Roblox)
Eddsworld
Five Nights At Freddy’s series (+ Fangames)
Friday Night Funkin (+ Mods)
Happy Tree friends
Hazbin Hotel
Helluva Boss
Henry Stickmin Series
HLVRAI
Homestuck
Huniepop (both 1 and 2)
Identity V
Inanimate Insanity
Inscryption
Junji Ito
Madness Combat
Minecraft Storymode
Monster Prom
Mortal Combat
My Little Pony
MyStreet
Obey Me! Shall We Date
Object Terror
Okegom
OHSHC
Rainbow Friends (Roblox)
Roblox Myths
Riddle School
Saints Rows series
SCP Foundation
Smile For Me
Sonic Series
South Park
Sr Pelo’s Spooky Month
Steven Universe
Tankmen Series
Telltales TWD Games
The Backrooms
The Nightly Manor
Therapy With Dr. Albert Krueger
Undertale (+ Au’s)
Vincent: Secret of Myers
Welcome Home
Yandere Sim
Your Turn To Die
Zardy’s Field
And more that I currently can’t remember :p
FANDOMS I'M NOT IN BUT I AM FAMILIAR WITH ENOUGH TO WRITE FOR:
DC
Dream SMP (Characters, never the streamers)
Marvel
Genshin Impact
HFJONE
Pizza Tower
Sparklecare Hospital
Spiderverse
Super Danganronpa Another (1 & 2, mainly 2)
Twisted Wonderland
Probably more that I, again, can't remember.
CURRENT REQUESTS:
[Tumblr Inbox]
Hopeless Romantic Part 2 (Millie May x Amy Rose x Moxxie)
Barbatos [Obey Me] x Yuri [DDLC]
Beast Boy [Teen Titans] x Steven Universe [SU] SOulmate AU Headcanons
Vector [Sonic the Hedgehog] x Alphys [Undertale] NSFW
Hellborn Artic Owl!Rarity [MLP] x Stolas [Helluva boss]
Fischl [Genshin Impact] x Gundham Tanaka [Danganronpa] NSFW Headcanons
[Ao3 Inbox]
Yuri [DDLC] x Noelle Holidy [Deltarune]
Donut Joe [MLP] is accusing Soarin's [MLP] new boyfriend, Drago [Animal Crossing], of stealing from his shop, and Soarin doesn't know who to side with.
Glamrock Freddy [FNaF] x Audrey Belrose [Huniepop] NSFW
Golfball [BFDI] x Tennisball [BFDI] x Test Tube [II] Headcanons
Monika [DDLC] x Senpai [FNF]
Collin [Helluva Boss] x Lila [Spooky Month] Short Fic
That's all! Feel free to request stuff from me! I'm always looking for new crossover ships to write about! /gen
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rick-ety · 4 months ago
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I know you like the tsp but what game(s) do you think is the best ever made? Curious (it’s fine if it’s tsp)
Actually, I hyperfixate on tsp but the games that had a severe impact on my life and my mind are Doki Doki Literature Club and Your Turn to Die. GET READY FOR THE CRAZIEST RANT EVER GAH (major spoilers for both below btw)
You should know why I like ddlc, lmao it’s the most beautifully crafted game I think I’ve ever seen in my life. The stories behind the characters, how all four aren’t just leveled down to stereotypes like you’d expect and have their own complex motives and beliefs. I find Monika and Natsuki especially fascinating. Monika obviously because of her dealing with being trapped in a purgatory where she’ll always be alone, her friends aren’t real and there is no escape. The one person she feels can understand her, she’ll never be able to reach. Natsuki has been my favorite character ever since I first watched the play through of the game when I was 9 or something, but my reasons have changed over the course of all these years. Her character is my favorite, and her story especially with the ddlc+ release is amazing. She’s constantly in defense mode in order to protect herself, having to deal with her situation at home and her toxic friends. Her only save haven is the literature club, and in act 2 when Monika tries to recruit more members we find out that Natsuki values her friendships and finds safety with just these four people. During the just Monika scene in act 2 when you read what Natsuki wrote I got goosebumps reading her poem. Her cry for help and her concerns for yuri’s mental health seemed so real through how they wrote her poem. In fact, I think she’s the strongest of the group, albeit the most immature and reckless at first glance she’s the only one who doesn’t really succumb to Monika’s antics. Both Yuri and sayori died to their own minds, and there were tons of ways to kill Natsuki off as well. Yet she survived. Technically, at least (lmao). Yuri had a suspicion toward Monika, but they chose to lead that into the climax of her obsession for MC. Natsuki seems to be the only one who decided to step in because she *knew* something was wrong. Idek why I’m talking about Natsuki right now this is about the game but it has BEAUTIFUL character writing and story and mechanics and I love it with my heart and soul. I could play that game over and over again for the rest of time and never get sick of it. I’m not joking.
Yttd is just as good, maybe even better for completely different reasons. I think what made me love this the most is the character death. In lots of series and games when a character dies, it shoves someone into an arc and writes a chapter and then everyone moves on. Yttd is so realistic and impactful with their deaths, when Joe dies you literally get a mechanic in game where you can’t think about him too much or else you’ll go crazy from grief. The death scenes are so unique too, especially in the first chapter. Sara having to carry the guilt of “prolonging and causing” her friends deaths is persistent through the story, and everyone understands when she needs support people to trust. Keiji’s story and his relationship with sara makes the entire game even more important to me. The whole game really emphasizes the bonds between everyone and learning to cope with the death of loved ones. To help each other feel safe, to help each other calm down and trust each other, to help each other live. The pain in everyone’s eyes every time they have to vote someone to die. The fact that they argue for hours and try to bend the rules of the entire game’s reality to get just one more hour for Sou to be alive. The mechanic of being able to choose who lives and who dies is something I’ve never seen before, ESPECIALLY in that style of game. Your choices matter. Every single one. And they WILL have consequences. Game over scenes or selfish incorrect choices don’t just flash a title on your screen and say retry. You have to watch as you crumble to the floor in disbelief, knowing you failed everyone as you watch them die one by one. This game isn’t even completed yet and I’m CRAZY over it oh my god I never expected ANY of these plot twists and it’s beautiful and I love it. The day the next chapter comes out is the day I rejoice so hard I pass out from exhaustion. ANYWAYS I AM SUCH A YAPPER BUT OMG ddlc and yttd great games check them out
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valeriele3 · 2 years ago
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My shimejis really love the top part of my laptop huh..
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If you want them I got all of them from Twitter
(If you want a shimeji or don’t know how to download it and etc I linked the download link and added a tutorial below)
I might link them all later or tomorrow
Kazuha
https://twitter.com/uuteki_art/status/1432533205115195399
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1xcZeoWCWedGWMk6sLsXomEwB64N69l3S/view
Cat Xiao
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1QYit4V3jSxG24h-eNUW7F46-n_31vW02/view
Xiao
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1QZlLJiiAY6nbMGxxsyyQeJTgeaZzkgdH/view
Aether
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1OXniI2jd8edN_ZO9z9RA7ntqe6_zSSOm
Scaramouche
https://twitter.com/search?q=Scaramouche%20Shimeji&src=typed_query&f=top
https://drive.google.com/file/d/14PPrck8vE3BDe8V-RyjpN0Iowa_U8p4Z/view
Venti
https://www.reddit.com/r/Genshin_Impact/comments/ltd5kk/i_discovered_shimejis_a_few_days_ago_and_made_my/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3
https://drive.google.com/file/d/15DNzrzfwvJEmSEjZx2AR_gc8WGNaLaT2/view
Razor
https://twitter.com/batsouppe/status/1366847812059586560?s=20
https://drive.google.com/file/d/15OEgtVXkyT-EF9-S4R23BnespfOeplGh/view
A list of different Shimeji’s from different fandoms <- Not sure if it works or not since I’m about to go to sleep and I just found it
Link above includes fandoms like MHA, Death Note, Jojo, DDLC, MM, Naruto, One Piece, One Punch Man, MLLB(?), Pokémon, Pusheen (<33), Tokyo Ghoul, Vocaloid, Voltron, Yuri!!! On Ice, and etc
~Download~
Click the link then click “Download Now”
Do remember to download Java too or it won’t work
https://www.java.com/en/download/ <- Link for Java Download
Once you have downloaded it and you agreed to the terms or something in Java, find “Shimejiee” in the files. You’ll see that it is a ZIP file. Right click then select/click “Extract All”
After extracting you will find a folder named “Shimejiee” right above the ZIP file. Click the folder then you’ll see “conf” “img” and etc
Click “Shimeji-ee”
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Then a basic Shimeji will appear and you can play around with it
How to “import”/add the character you want as a Shimeji
If you click “img” you will find pictures of the basic shimeji. If you can’t find a shimeji of the character you want or want to make it yourself, you can save the pictures and draw your character on it using a program of your choice(Make sure to remove the template/basic shimeji you used after you’re done)
If you’re too lazy for that(like me) download the ZIP Files I linked above (The Kazuha, Scaramouche, Aether, Venti, and etc)
If you don’t like any of the characters I linked above then you can try to find one that you like. (Side note: If you want an Enstars,TWST, Paralive character I found none on Twitter so try looking somewhere else. And please tag/tell me if you do find one..! I want them on my screennnn 😭)
Then do the same process
After downloading, extract it, click on the folder, and click “Shimeji-ee” and there you go! The character will drop down and land on the bottom of your screen
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Completely forgot to add!
If the language is different when you want to like control or something your Shimeji(ex. You can allow your shimeji to be able to clone or not by pressing “Allowed Behaviors”) click the second lowest bar/option and select the language you want (In my case it’s English)
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fictionfixations · 1 year ago
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'Why were gods portrayed with behaviors similar to humans?'
To make them more human, probably? Giving them sentience, making them feel more human so people can understand. To care, and worship. Otherwise, it's just a still image. Just an idea, or words on a page. It wouldn't have been as important. I mean, tell me of any books out there where the main character is otherworldly and felt on a different plane compared to humans. Like, being sociopathic basically, or "shows no regard for right and wrong and ignores the rights and feelings of others". There's probably something out there, but it's not generally seen often. People wouldn't really like bad characters, y'know? Sociopaths have a negative stigma attached to it, and that'll follow it regardless of who it is half the time. Or, like, they might be too ruthless, in which the reader wouldn't like that character. If they had feelings though, if they felt and they cared and all that, and weren't all entirely perfect, then people might care about them.
Or like, think Monika from DDLC. She gained sentience, was basically the huge big bad that led to all her friends' death, but people don't think about that usually. Yeah, there's 'just Monika', but people also think about the end. Where you heard a female voice, which you assume is Monika. Where you hear her have emotion, where she sings Your Reality, and you feel sympathy for her.
You didn't before though. If you look at her sprites (or basically those still images of a character's appearance in visual novels), there's literally no emotion attached. It's all just so still that you don't find yourself caring about her that much.
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If you look at Yuri's, however, you can see there's a lot more. There's poses that give you a little insight to the character, and you can find yourself caring about her and her shy personality.
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It's only when Monika shows her less-than-perfect self that the player feels more care towards her. When there's a human voice that can be attached to it, it ends off on a good note, rather than a huge 'hate Monika' campaign, y'know? The song is cute, however a bittersweet goodbye from Monika to the player, but it makes her a lot more likable.
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notnamednancy · 2 years ago
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Sayori Dark moodboard Song: Sayo-nara music box version uploaded by CheezyCarbz on Youtube
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CW for major Spoilers
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TW for mentions of Suicide + Depression!
... So I made this moodboard with Sayori's suppressed depression symptoms in mind and wanted to just focus on the way she must have felt in her last days. I'm sure she felt like she was drowning, desperate, and in need of everything least accessible to her. I'm sure she tried her best to suppress these feelings but they kept coming up even during cherished moments with friends and during her favorite activities. This encroaching darkness just kept closing in on her and she ran and hid until she had enough (or until Monika telling her to kill herself pushed her over the edge). While everyone else's dark moordboards felt exciting to make this one was just depressing. Maybe it's a bit dramatic to feel this way over a game but the fact that I couldn't stop Sayori from killing herself still really bothers me even though it was years ago when I first figured this out. Sayori is by no means my favorite character but I did come to love her devotion to MC. I found her need for my affection to be rather pathetic and while that repulsed me it was also very authentic. I really did want to save her and even on my very first gameplay I gave up on my initial Yuri quest- threw it all away halfway through- just to try to make Sayori happy.
And I know that I said that I would be making three moodboards for Sayori and I keep expanding it but.. I was wrong. I am going to be making four. Sorry to my viewers (literally just me and my one follower) xc
The characters of this game are just so complex and endearing that it doesnt do them justice to simply give them one or two boards. And that's why we all love this game so much. This is why Doki Doki Literature club has such a devoted fanbase- the characters. And when I thought the game couldnt get any better DDLC+ came out and gave the characters even more enhanced backstories with well-rounded emotional scenes. If you haven't played DDLC+ yet I highly recommend it. It is more of an interactive story than a game but it is written very well and made me love DDLC so much more than I already did (no sponsorship lol I just love the literature club). My only critique of this entire game is that I wish they had done more with Natsuki! Even the game creator himself stated that he wishes he had done more with her character. I especially wish that they had made her death scene more detailed/climactic- especially since it was so fucking hard to get to the scene (idk maybe it was jsut hard for me bc I am dumb but I was actually doubting that she even had a death scene for a while). Anyways this post is about Sayori so I'll stop here. I hope you enjoyed- or.. I hope this post resonated with you. Until next time~
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