#THIS GOT SUEPR LONG!!

[nomaishuttle]

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[finniestoncrane]

Hello Finnie!! For the writer emoji asks: ✨💖✅

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

it's reliable and never changing, it will always be riddled with mistakes and ooc shite so you KNOW what you're getting with it 💚

💖 What made you start writing?

i can summarise the beginning of why here since i already told ri and meda the long versions/extended versions but uh... i was suepr lonely and had no friends and then i made one friend and we wrote porn for each other and would then... go our separate ways to enjoy it in private lord have mercy

✅ What’s something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don’t mean to?

AH OK i'm glad i got this one again because i realised there are other things i overuse like a motherfucker like ellipses (sp?), and the words soothing or smoothing i am sorry i am aware of it i am trying to fix it lmao

[the-firebird69]

We have big projects to announce that are beginning.

-## One of them is a project that is with automobiles it's a subset it's a kit car so it's a subset of a subset and it is a small vehicle that our son and daughter have been working on forever.

- Is the lawn mower car and also golf carts converting them into automobiles. And it started with people trying to make their Bugatti toy work a lot of them got it to work and it works well and things It'll well

- There are about 12 manufacturers trying to make this small Bugatti and other small super cars and there are many cars they call them mini cars and they're going at it now with lawn mowers there are three of them that have the chassis correct they lengthen it they pull everything off except the engine change the suspension tires and rims and they've got the base. And they do it that way on And they do it that way on purpose to make sure that they can do it and they drive it around and it goes really fast. They're also playing with the gears and the differential first which they should do. The others are not so organized and they're making a mess of themselves.

- In addition those three of two of them have bodies they have built based on a successful models they have a 45 to 65 and 85 all of them go about 220 miles an hour no that's the biggest and it's very fast and our son says when you put a certain body on you're going to increase the speed and they don't believe him and it says the 85 if you put a Lamborghini Mini you will go about 280 mph and they said no and he says I want $200 from you if you lose the bet if if you win I'll give you $20 and then said that's on and it's BJA. so he's getting a mini Lambeau together and it's small it's gonna be about 10 feet long and it is fiberglass it's reinforced carbon and it does have a smaller cage and it's a cage for the panels of smaller and he is putting the exhaust in top end and cooling for real well no it says you might wanna put the exhaust on so you don't waste your time and yeah he said ohh yeah I have to reroute it and the top end probably won't change the size but you want a super cool it and you want to design to incorporate super cooling so he's doing that and he said it's gonna do the top end and really I have to when you change to an auto configuration. So he says it makes a difference with the body style and that's why and it is true and he knows how to do it and he is going to go ahead now. The two others are going to try and do it as well and he says the standing vet is with Lambeau it is the Lambeau Project and two of them are taking it so now it's a race to see who's first because he says it only applies to the ones who win meaning our together first having working correctly get it out there and test it for real with just 1 person. Excited about it now so we're gonna print.

Thor Freya

Olympus

and we say it everything about the lambo project is fast

Hera Zues

i do it too and take the bet and now. and teh dork trump might for his 20 bucks back i took fromthe street and he says yes im on i t and have one and ok good and fine. same motor and such all lawnmower gears and the others are they say and good i do it you will lose and such. i can puot top end and exhust suepr cool now i do it you will see and he says preob not low covnieeence and now none ok bg is n damnit i am out no

trump

his 20 ahahaha lol signifies it all. ol does too and it is the macs. and trumpw roks and we get the twenty back and he sees and if not the twenty goess to our son. and they say if we make it slow and win. but if there are any at the 280 our osne wins the 200 and they are aghast and macs are in they say it yes.

now this is game we do it

now

Olympus

wow this rules now

Thor Freya

good call Zues Hera and game too fun we se them boogie now

lighter and strong and move

Zig Zag

[requiemofkings]

hello!! i was wondering what brushed you use to paint and render, im still getting the hang of sai myself and wondering if you had any tips! tysm bby ;w;

hi anon! beware but this got really long fast whoops :^)

tips for sai, hmm. PRACTICE!!! PRACTICE!! you should hear that very often from people but it’s true! don’t grip ur tablet pen too hard; i know that seems liek a given, but i subconsciously do it and it’s so badremember to save! the stabilizer is helpful for clean strokes; flip the canvas regularly to catch anything that looks weird; use keyboard shortcuts! my ctrl, z,x,c, and s key are fading quickly bc i use them often for sai LOL

ctrl+alt to quickly change the size of a brush

ctrl+space to zoom in

ctrl+shift and hover over certain parts of ur art to see what layer that part is in (ex is like ‘where is this fucking pixel on- oh it’s on layer 486!’)

alt+space is rotating the canvas (for windows- press the insert key to return it back to right side up)

press ctrl and click on the layer’s thumbnail to select everything in that layer

ctrl+t is the transform button (hold ctrl and drag corners or sides to individually move them- this helps for perspective work)

use large canvases! as large as ur computer/laptop can handle

hold ctrl and that can move ur layer around 

hold the space bar and that can move ur canvas around

go to view and press new, now u have duplicate canvases of the same file- if u work on full screen, go to maximize in the upper right corner to see both canvases at the same time

what u can do is zoom out on one canvas; and work on the other one up close-that way, u can see how it affects the drawing as a whole

press any number on the keyboard to change ur density of the brush that ur currently using (i accidentally press them all the time and is constantly wondering why my brush isnt doing what it’s supposed to be doing)

the very small checkered box tool near the eyedrop tool and ur primary/secondary color acts like an eraser but in the form of the current brush u are using! so the strokes are the same as the brush but it erases (super helpful for textured erasing)

preserve opacity locks everything in that layer so u can color within the strokes u made

helpful for changing black line art to another color

when it comes to painting, it doesn’t matter if ur sketch is clean- ur gonna render it anyway. also make a separate layer, put it at the way bottom or something, and use the bucket tool to make it a grey color/ or whatever to help u catch holes in ur painting!

for large gradients, coloring then blending the entire canvas can make ur sai really slow. what u do: go on a new layer, use the rectangular selection tool and make a small rectangle; place the color(s); blend to make ur gradient; then use the transform tool and resize for large gradient 

take breaks! if u feel pain in ur wrist, stop working!! stretch it regularly and get up and move around!!!! also sometimes, ur hand just doesn’t want to work that day. u can either take a break for the day or do loose sketches/ warm ups to mitigate ur uncooperative hand. try to finish ur pieces, even if they look bad. 

if u’ve been staring at the canvas, working on the art for hours, then it might be time to take a break and check back on the piece later. looking at art with a fresh eye can help u see things that u didn’t catch earlier.

my holy grail brush that i use for sketching and painting/rendering is thisi use other brushes that help so let me know if u want them and the steps i use them in! 

[voices-ringing-out]

@siilverbulleted​ liked for a roulette starter

      “I took a little journey to the unknown, and I come back changed; I can feel it in my bones...”

[jawllines]

liv i just realized, you've been writing for sooooo long. your first fic on your masterlist is from 2014!!! how would you say you & your style has changed, like as you got older? do you ever get tired of it?

YEAH I’VE BEEN WRITING FOR A SUEPR DUPER LONG TIME IT’S CRAZY TO THINK ABOUT! LIKE COMING ON 7ISH YEARS IS BATTY 

I THINK MY STYLE HAS CHANGED QUITE A BIT BUT NOT LIKE DRASTICALLY? WHEN I GO BACK AND READ MY OLD FIC I CAN TELL IT WAS A LITTLE MORE WHIMISICAL AND THERE WERE A LOT OF THINGS THAT WOULD //ONLY// WORK IN A STORY YOU KNOW? NOT SAYING THAT I’M THE QUEEN OF REALISM NOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS IN MY RECENT FICS THAT WOULD ONLY WORK IN STORIES BUT I TRY TO BASE THINGS IN REALITY AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT MORE THAN I HAD BEEN! I ALSO DON’T TRY AS HARD WITH BIG WORDS WHICH I USED TO DO A LOT TO “PROVE” MYSELF I GUESS

THERE WERE ALSO A LOT OF TRENDS THAT I WOULD KEEP FOR Y/N AS A CHARACTER, HOW SOFT SHE WAS, OR WHAT SHE LIKED. I USED TO WRITE A WHOLE LOT MORE IN HARRY’S POV! THE SMUT HAS CHANGED A BIT TOO BUT IM STILL A VIRGIN SO ITS STILL PROBABLY NOT VERY REALISTIC 

AND I THINK I EXPERIMENT WITH DARKER TOPICS AND FEELINGS MORE THAN I DID BEFORE!! YALL CAN DEFO CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG BUT YEAH I THINK THAT’S IT KINDA, ITS INSANE THOUGH

[storiesnobodyreads]

I’m the Boyfriend

Characters: Bucky Barnes x reader

Ask: would you write one where reader and his new guy friend are becoming suepr close and have inside jokes and stuff and Bucky gets alarmed bc HE is the boyfriend HE should be the one making her happy like that 😘 (fluffy ad pouting puppy Bucky pls) YOUR URL IS SO NOT TRUE BTW CUZ I READ YOUR STUFF AND LOVE IT 

A/N: anon, first things first, thank you so much, you’re amazing, and second, I loved this idea very much so here it is! Hope you like it!

“Hi love!” Max pressed a firm kiss on your cheek as he strolled through the door. “You look great.” 

“Thank you very much,” you beamed, leading him to the kitchen. “So, what do you want this time? Orange juice or orange juice?” Max had always made a point to drink nothing but orange juice before 4 pm, after which he usually switched to beer, or stuck with orange juice.

Max leaned with his elbows on the kitchen island. “I think I’ll go with orange juice.”

You were loyally pouring a cup for Max and for yourself, when Bucky came home. You heard the door open and fall shut, after which the keys were thrown on the desk in the hallway. Bucky strolled into the kitchen, blindly walking toward you to kiss you, but as soon as his eyes fell on Max, did his carefree demeanour falter. “Oh, hi,” he grumbled darkly.  

Max smiled at your boyfriend. “Hey, Bucky.”

Since Bucky had given up on coming over to give a kiss, you settled with offering him something to drink. “Orange juice or orange juice?” you asked, causing Max to snicker.

Bucky didn’t understand the inside joke and glared at you. “Water, please.” He studied you as you jokingly rolled your eyes and got him a glass of water. You looked extremely cute with your hair bundled up in a messy knot bundled up above your head, short black top and comfortable flower-print shorts. Hadn’t Max been here, he would have done something else than drink a stupid glass of water.

“Remember that time,” Max was already laughing, taking a sip of his orange juice and almost choking in it. “When you drank so much water just to make a statement that water was better for you than orange juice, and then when you moved your belly you could just hear the water splash.”

You were laughing so hard that you had difficulty holding the glass of water straight. “That was so weird!” you giggled.

Bucky took the glass from you before you spilled any of it. His gaze was sharp as it flickered from you to Max and back. “Hmm,” he did, carefully taking a sip. “So, Max, why are you here?” 

“I just came by to borrow your lawn mower,” Max explained. “Y/N told me about the automatic machine that you have, from Anthony Stark, and she asked me if I wanted to try and use it. Since it’s from Anthony Stark, it’ll probably work perfectly, but I’m curious to see how it works.”

You were laughing again, though Bucky found it quite a normal, non-funny reply. “Stop calling him Anthony, Max,” you brought out in between your laughs. 

“What, Anthony is a cute name!” Max exclaimed. 

Bucky frowned. “Why are you laughing?”

You waved it off, bending over from laughter. “Just... something that happened,” you excused yourself between high-pitched breaths in the fit of laughter, as Max bend over forward and clapped the table. 

“Right.” Bucky sounded pissed off. “Where is this lawn mower? I’ll grab it for you.” 

You could barely talk, that’s how hard you were laughing. “In the shed in the garden, Buck,” you informed him slowly. “Left side, up.” 

Bucky growled something inaudibly and rapidly fetched the keys off the counter, marching out of the house to get the lawn mower. Max let a deep sigh escape once the Winter Soldier was out of hearing distance. “Every time I see him, I have just forgotten how handsome he is.” 

You shot Max a look. “Calm down there, cowboy, he’s mine.” 

Max rolled his eyes. “Doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate it.” 

“Fair enough,” you shrugged, leading Max to the living room, where you sat side by side on the grey sofa. You folded your legs underneath you and then propped your head on your fists, planting your elbows on your knees. “Now tell me everything about your date tonight.”

Max firmly shook his head. “No way. It’s a Grindr thing. I’m not telling you about how cute he is because I don’t want to get my own hopes up. I’ll app you my location, and I do expect you to come rescue me with your Soldier if something goes wrong.”

You nodded slowly. “Alright, Bucky and I will come save you when you use the safe word. What’s the safe word?” 

Max thought about it for a second. “Raspberry bubbles.” 

You almost choked in your sip of orange juice. “Raspberry bubbles?” you asked confused. “What the hell is that? I was thinking more, you know, code red.”

“Isn’t code red for when you’ve lost your virginity or something?” Max pointed out with a laugh. 

“True,” you giggled. “Well, maybe you’ll be using that, too.” 

Max gently punched you against your shoulder. “I’ve lost my virginity!”

“Yeah, to a girl,” you mocked him jokingly. When he shot you a murderous gaze, you raised your hands up in the air to signal your innocence. “Okay, okay, we’ll stick to raspberry bubbles. Send it to me when you feel uncomfortable, or just, you know, whenever you want to be saved.” 

Max cocked up one eyebrow. “Oh, I want to be saved by Bucky any time of the day.” 

Both of you exploded in laughter again, just when Bucky returned from the shed, carrying the heavy lawn mower in his arms, grunting as he stepped through the doorway. The nerves in his arms popped out with tension, showing off his ripped muscles. He growled when you were laughing with Max, again. “Want me to put in your car?” he asked Max curtly. 

Max was gawking at Bucky’s tense body, which was something only you noticed, not Bucky. “Jesus,” you cursed, nudging Max in the ribs with your elbow. “Raspberry bubbles!” 

Max coughed loudly to mask the fact he had basically been drooling over your boyfriend. “Yes, thank you,” he said to Bucky. 

Bucky was once again caught off guard when the two of you started giggling unstoppably, after having used the ridiculous safe word for the first time. He could feel his heart sinking when he saw you so happy with someone else. “Be right back,” he informed you, though he doubted that you were even listening to him. 

“Well, raspberry bubbles has already proven to be successful,” Max joked with a shrug, receiving your deadly stare and smiling through it. “I am serious about this, though. I do want you and Bucky to come rescue me. Like, I refuse to get murdered when I have connections with the Winter Soldier. That’d just be stupid.” 

“Right,” you snorted. “We’ll be there, I promise.” 

Bucky returned, shoulders tense as he studied the vibe between Max and you. “You really shouldn’t leave your car unlocked,” Bucky grunted at Max.

Max aimed his fingerguns at Bucky. “Thank you for the tip. It was just a short visit, so I’ll get going now. Thanks for the land mower.” He finished his orange juice, kissed you on the cheek, waved goodbye to Bucky. You walked him out, wishing him good luck on his date and promising to remember raspberry bubbles. 

As soon as Max was out the door, Bucky grumbled a number of inaudible curses from the forties that made you raise your eyebrows. “Okay, Buck,” you grinned, crossing your arms over your chest. “What’s on your mind?”

Bucky stood still, pointing at the door. “You’re spending too much time with that guy,” he said decisively. “All those... All those inside jokes. I understand like one percent of what you’re talking about. And I don’t mind you having guy-friends but, but this is getting out of hand! I want--” He inhaled sharply, his face making a pouty turtle face. 

“Yes,” you were still smiling, amazed by how awkward Bucky looked, “What do you want?” 

Bucky shrugged uncomfortably. “I... I want to be the one to make you happy like that.” 

“First of all, you do make me happy,” you intoned, reaching out to him, smiling when he grabbed your hand with a stifled sigh. “Are you jealous?” you asked, your brows shooting up. Not once during your entire relationship had you thought Bucky could ever even remotely suspect that you’d be interested in someone else--Bucky was so far out of your league that you could do nothing but admire him and thank all the gods for him. 

Bucky’s face flushed bright red. “I... I’m not... Why would you--No, I’m not...” he stopped and forced himself to take a deep breath. He needed a second, and then bore his blue eyes straight into yours. “Okay, yes, I might be a little jealous.” 

You squeezed his hand. “You do know that Max is gay, right?”

Bucky frowned. “So?” 

“Well,” you returned his frown, “It’s not as if he’s, you know, hitting on me. He’s not interested in me in that way, so you don’t have to worry that something like that’s going to happen. Not that I’d ever do that anyway, but you get it. He’s more interested in you, that way, anyway.” 

“I don’t care that he’s gay, that’s not the point,” Bucky busted out. “But you’re spending so much time with him and it seems like you two are just the best of friends, but...”

“But you want to be my best friend?” 

Bucky’s chest stopped moving as he appeared to be holding his breath, studying your face intensely. He stared at you for so long that you had to look away, feeling goosebumps rise on your arms. Bucky then nodded firmly. “Yes. I want to be your best friend.” 

You smiled cheekily. “You want me to friend-zone you?” Moving closer to him, you could feel his body stir. “Friends don’t kiss friends, you know. Friends don’t do a lot of things that we do.” 

Bucky pouted, placing his hands on your hips to draw you closer to him. “You know very well that I want to do all that, too.” 

“Now I’m really confused as to what you want, Buck,” you said teasingly. 

“Please stop mocking me,” Bucky murmured. His hands were roaming your flowered shorts, remembering how he’d intended to compliment the way you looked before he’d spotted Max. “This outfit looks good on you,” he said, using it as an excuse to grab your ass and lift you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist, feeling him underneath you. “But, you also look good without the outfit.” He kissed you hard, tongues fighting for dominance, sending chills down your spine. Bucky made you feel unlike any other man had ever done. 

His sloppy kisses went down your neck, making you tilt your head to give him more access. “Is that something you’d say to your best friend?” you brought out. 

“No,” Bucky growled between kisses, leaving marks on your skin. “I say that to the love of my life. I love you so fucking much, doll.”

His words made you feel warm, electricity spreading through every cell in your body. “I love you too, Bucky.”

And that afternoon, oh boy, he showed you just how much he loved you. 

[fallingends]

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[fearofaherobrine]

Roleplay Server Log #377

“Karla’s Anxiety, Hg's Dress, Trender Steps in, Time for Pirates and Suspicious Words”

[Splender] Teleports into Lie's backyard, having been shouted at by Trender for not checking on Pinwheel- Pinwheel!

[Pinwheel] Lifts her head with a slight irritated flick of her tail, she's grown again and is laying in the shade of Karla's house-

[Karla] Looks up from the book she's reading on the porch. - Someone is calling for you.

[Pinwheel] - It's Splendy

{Splender] - PIIIIIIINWHEEEEEEEL!

[Karla] Puts the book away - Are you hiding from him?

[Pinwheel] - He's gonna get huggy

[Karla] Well he did raise you. And he is more then a little fond of you. Despite the biting.

[Pinwheel] Huffs-

[Splender] Spots her and teleports right over, squealing over the fact that she's grown- YOU GOT BIGGER!

[Karla] She's a fine dragon. You should be proud.

[Splender] Goes for the hug-

[Pinwheel] Bites-

[Splender] Oh you're getting so big and pretty!

[Karla] I presume that's much less painful then it looks?

[Splender] - Oh!  I'm sorry, I'm being rude, I didn't even see you there.  No, it's not painful at all for me

[Karla] I'm Dr. Emmerich. Karla is fine though. And I presume from your rather impressive stature; you're one of the Slenders?

[Splender] - Yes!  I'm Splender!  The youngest!

[Karla] And I'm guessing the happiest? I met your brother Offender briefly as well. How's your mother adjusting? I heard she'd joined you.

[Splender] - Well!  Trender is currently watching her

[Pinwheel] - Splendy!  Let go!

[Splender] - Awwww, but you're so soft and fluffy

[Karla] Stands a bit closer - She might need a little air there?

[Splender] Finally lets go and Pinwheel scrambles up onto the roof-

[Karla] Chuckles - She can move quickly when the mood strikes her. I find her most pleasant company.

[Splender] - I'm glad, she needs more friends

[Karla] I think Ever is trying as well, but with less success.

[Splender] - I'm sorry, I don't believe I've met him

[Karla] Blonde fluffy hair? Cat ears and a tail currently?

[Splender] - I'm sorry, I've been busy trying to keep my mother happy so I don't think I've seen him, but I do appreciate you looking after Pinwheel

[Karla] Ah, you'll run into him eventually. He said he was going to the village a little while ago. And I've just been providing a bit of shelter in between her playing with Crim. They've become quite close.

[Splender] - I do need to head over there to feed soon, have you been?

[Karla] Shifts uncomfortably- no... I have not... I have had rather bad luck with small towns in the past. I don't want to upset anyone...

[Splender] - Then come with me!

[Karla] Waffling-

[Splender] Grabs Karla's wrist- Be good Pinwheel!- He then teleports them into the village

-There's a bit of commotion as they pop in but the people quickly relax and wave before going about their business.

[Karla] That was... unusual...

[Splender] - They're used to it- Children are now spotting him and gathering excitedly, wondering what sort of treats he has for them this time

[Karla] Is edging away from the kids uncomfortably-

[Pinapple] Are you new here? You don't look like a brine or an Alex?

[Karla] I'm not...

[Splender] - She's a doctor!  And she's been keeping an eye on Pinwheel for me- He's passing out some candy

[Pinapple] Another one? Are you going to work out of Doc's office?

[Coffi] What's your specialty?

[Karla] I wasn't planning on it.... And I'm a field medic...

[CN] Comes in through the gate, making the vanilla delivery for Lie-

[Creme] Spots him- Oh! It's the teeny NOTCH. Hello Cn.

[Karla] Is very unsettled and it's showing-

[Pinapple] Are you okay miss?

[Karla] Too fast nod-

[CN] - Hi!  Lie wanted me to bring in the vanilla since she can't leave the house according to the Big Meanie

[Splender] - Calm yourself Karla, you're in no danger, they're just curious

[Karla] Shoots him a look that's very slightly panicked.

[Coffi] Is a bit too close and she scoots away from him-

[Splender] Glances at the testificates sending a bit of happy energy to them to distract them a little-

[Creme] Breaks out in a blissful expression-

[Pinapple] Gets distracted by the playing children and smiles-

[Karla] -jimmies definetly rustled-

[CN] - Crème?  Where does Lie usually put the vanilla?

[Splender] Creates some small toys- Would you like a tour Karla?

[Creme] She usually gives it to Eggg since him and Basquet run the kids cafe. He portions it out so the other places with food get some too.

[CN] - Where are they?

[Creme] Stands on tiptoes and looks past the crowd of kids- Go through the gate and it's the building on the right.

[CN] - Okay- He starts making his way through the crowd

[Karla] Has backed up against a wall and is nervously watching everyone.

[Splender] Notices this and sends happy energy directly to Karla, hoping it will relax her a little-

[HG] -runs into the dessert kicking up sand as he goes-

[Mix] -Is out in a skirt, no shirt. She's just working on some building with a bit of shade.-

[HG] -sees mix and stops- hello mix

[Mix] Hey.. HG? Why you coming through the desert?

[Mix] -Wipes sweat-

[HG] Just wanted to see if I could water some cacti while I think

[Mix] Oh sure! There's a whole bunch over there! -Gestures at a collection of Cacti off to the side-

[HG] -waters them- so what are you doing?

[Mix] Been thinking of building some more so I figured I'd start!  -Gestures at the barebones design-  And I couldn't be bothered to actually get dressed so! Skirt

[HG] what are those full body flowy outfits gem wears one all the time but I don't know what it is called

[Mix] A dress?

[HG] is that right I don't know but I wanted to get one a soft pretty one with flowers

[Mix] I could make you one if you want? I have some left over fabric at home...

[HG] you can? Oh thank you mix - is clearly excited to get their own dress-

[Mix] I'll go get my stuff and come back, that way you can see it while I make it. I need a bit of a break anyway. -Starts off toward her house-

[HG] - is bouncing in place because he is super excited-

[Mix] -Is gone for a bit before returning with a handful of cloth and some tools.-

[HG] - watched mix work-

[Mix] -Soon has a rough dress made, it's got some flowers along the hem and is a soft green shade.- How's this look so far?

[HG] it's so pretty so far

[Mix] Any changes you want?

[HG] uh can you please make it have a very easy sleeve in the top part?

[Mix] Of course! Anything else?

[HG] could it also have a belt?

[Mix] Uhhh.. Sure! -Making the changes-

[HG] Your very good at this mix

[HG] I can't wait to wear It - HG is getting suepr excited again-

[Mix] I've had a lot of practice! -Is adding finishing touches before giving it to HG-

[HG] -holds the dress- it's so perfect thank you -back away from mix and kicks up a mini cloud of dust enough to switch into the dress with-

[Mix] -Puts things away- How's it feel?

[HG] I love it feels so soft and it fits perfectly thank you mix for helping

[Mix] No problem! Enjoy it! -Big smile-

[HG] -offers Mix one of the ice cream saplings because they would help keep her cool in the hot sun-

[Karla] Feels Splender's energy and tries to shake it off, she's not comfortable being influenced.

-As Karla becomes more uncomfortable she feels something else grab her and teleport her to a different part of the village, a quiet corner of the villages park-

[Trender] - Discomfort does not suit you

[Karla] Shudders- Who are you?

[Trender] - I am Trender, one of Splender's older brothers.

[Karla] Brushes herself off a bit- Thank you then. Too long avoiding people makes one immediately unhappy in a crowd.

[Trender] - So I could feel, but I assure you, my brother meant no harm in bringing you here.  He likes to make people happy, that is all

[Karla] I've noticed. He's much my opposite. I prefer making people delightfully uncomfortable.

[Trender] - You'd get along with Offender then, and possibly our eldest brother too

[Karla] Offender I've met. He seems rather charming in a dangerous way. I believe I've met your eldest brother too, though I was rather... we'll say in an excited and rather blood splattered mood.

[Trender] - It wouldn't have been with Herobrine, would it?

[Karla] Smiles in a rather predatory way - Yes indeed. He and I seem to be getting along decently well too. If only because he likes me being around to help care for his wife.

[Trender] - Is his wife ill?

[Karla] Quite the contrary, she's great with his child.

[Trender] Is silent for a moment- ...  I need a door

[Karla] Why?

[Trender] - To get to my workshop

[Karla] Ah, wanting to add to the pile of baby things? Their friends threw them quite a lavish shower with all the pastel trimmings.

[Trender] - Making outfits is most certainly a hobby of mine, but I suspect they only have baby clothing, they will need clothes for as it grows- He settles on one of the doors to the post office and focuses a bit of power on it.  It opens to reveal his workshop on the other side, the massive room stretching into the distance and a more recent work resting on a mannequin nearby

[Karla] Peers in, obviously interested. - Ah a fellow of the cloth. I like sewing as well. Though it's usually not so wholesome in form.

[Trender] - Nor is mine always, ah, Scarfy, did you need something?- There's a bit of movement in a shadow as Trender's proxy steps out and shakes his head.  He wears a mask which looks like a mime's face and a bright red scarf is wrapped around his neck

[Karla] How interesting.... I see your assistant is equally unusual.

[Trender] - He is my proxy, just as Ringleader is for Splender- He begins searching the shelves for just the right fabrics

[Karla] Follows him, she's obviously marvelling at his horde. - Any love for... leather? [She slips slightly as she speaks] It's one of mein favorites.

[Trender] - The section that is kept in is a few aisles that way- He motions with a tendril towards his right- I have at least a sample of everything I can possibly get, including some things from the game we are currently in

[Karla] Examines her hands - Not quite real, but closer in here. How strange. My... assistant is rather enamored with the enchanted cloths. Heh. My work is often done with real hide, feathers and sometimes bones.

[Trender] - Those I have by practically the mountain load if you ever need some

[Karla] I used to take commissions, but it seems pointless in a world where massive diamonds and pure gold is there for anyone willing to spend a few hours digging them up.

[Trender] - But that shouldn't stop you from doing it simply out of enjoyment, plus it would allow you to have money for out there

[Karla] Oh, I am doing it just for fun. Perhaps when I venture out again I'll put those works up for sale. If I tire of viewing them myself. It's nice to have so much free time. But I don't have easy access to travel back and forth. I'm not a creepypasta that can make portals.

[Trender] - You could always just have Herobrine scare them by dropping it off on their door step- He's sewing now and cutting fabric at the same time

[Karla] That's a delightful thought, but again, I don't want to put him out. It's difficult for anyone to entice him to leave Lie's side for even a moment. Even with her fluctuating mood.

[Trender] - Yes, that is one of the things about pasta's and their mates, the bond shared is nigh unbreakable, although it is possible

[Karla] It's fortunate. I suspect that their progeny will have a mix of their powers. I think it may take both of them and several helpful friends merely to babysit the child.

[Trender] - It should be entertaining- He folds several now finished articles of clothing up and puts them into a bag- We should be getting back to my brother, before he gets into a worried frenzy

[Karla] Gracefully gestures - Lead the way my good Slender.

[Trender] As he leads her out they pass the mannequin and a whimper escapes it as pleading eyes follow Karla's retreating form-

[Karla] Glances and wonders, but doesn't say anything.

[Trender] Holds the door for her- It was a pleasure spending some time with you

[Karla] Thank you. You as well.

[Yaunfen] Is running egarly with a book in one hand and Waffles trailing behind them-

[Lj] Sees them pass and follows curiously-

[Yaunfen] Spots Cn coming back from the village- Hey Cn!

[CN] - Oh, hey!

[Yaunfen] Are you busy? Would Lie care if we played for a while?

[Lj] Perks a little at the word play-

[CN] - I don't think she'd mind, I just finished delivering some vanilla for her...

[Yaunfen] Okay! I'll tell her so she doesn't get mad again- chats to Lie- can Cn play for a while?

[Waffles] Sniffs out LJ- mrrrrr [Lj] hi... - he's a bit uncomfortable

[Lie] - Sure, just be back before dark

[CN] - So what do you want to play?- He glances at LJ briefly

[Yaunfen] This! I've been reading a really cool book- he holds it out for Cn to look at the inside, there's an illustration of a pirate with a smoldering twists in his beard and a sword held high on the front of an old sailing ship-

[CN] - What is it?

[Yaunfen] Pirates! They were really interesting. And they had the first dem-o-cracy! But they used to sail in big ships and steal stuff from navy ships-

[Lj] ...

[CN] - There's some big ships in the water!

[Yaunfen] Yeah! And I have a boat so we can get there.

[Waffles] Looks annoyed at the prospect of water.

[Lj] Is trying to restrain himself from asking because of how small Cn looks -

[Yaunfen] Lj? Do you want to play too?

[Lj] Maybe...

[Yaunfen] It's okay! Cn isn't a little kid. He's just a really short NOTCH!

[Lj] Looks skeptical-

[CN] - Yeah! I've been around for awhile!

[Yaunfen] He's a midget.

[Lj] Still skeptical but willing to suspend disbelief. His words are barely a whisper- Issac used to like to play pirates... When he was so young....

[CN] - You know how to play pirates?

[Lj] Absolutely!

[Yster] Is lounging and exhausted. - you're true to your words... That was amazing...

[Locklear] - Well, I have had plenty of time to practice the craft

[Yster] Curls against him, tangling her fingers in his hair - Happy we came?

[Locklear] - I don't know, perhaps a bit more convincing needs to happen- He teases her gently

-Slowly the two of them become aware of the sound of children playing on the deck above, and an adult voice with a slight accent singing -

"Farewell and adieu to ye young maids of Valen

Oderin and Presque, Fox Hole and Bruley

I'm bound for the westward to the wall with the hole in

I can't marry all or it's yokey I'll be

We'll rant and we'll roar like true Newfoundlanders

We'll rant and we'll roar on deck and below

Until we strikes bottom inside the two sunkers

When straight through the channel to Toslow we'll go!"

[Locklear] Groans- I know that voice...

[Yster] Whoever he is, he's got a pretty good singing voice-

-There's the sound of two younger voices belting out the chrous with most of the words correct and giggling-

[Locklear] - That would be Laughing Jack and some children

[Yster] Then I guess I should put my gown back on, for the sake of modesty.

[Locklear] - Yes we wouldn't want to ruin the children's innocence

[Yster] That sounds slightly sarcastic. Would we be inturrupting something that should be inturupted?

[Locklear] - Laughing is a child murderer

[Yster] Dresses quickly- Then we should- we should- Just to be safe, check on them!

[Locklear] - Precisely- He pulls his own clothing on as well.  As he pulls on his coat he heads up the stairs

[Lj] Is wearing a small paper hat and waving a stick around in lieu of a sword, he freezes at the sight of Locklear.

[Yster] Yaunfen? Does Doc know you're here?

[Yaunfen] Pulls up a bandana that was covering one eye - Yster? Um... Mama knows where I am. She kinda knows where everyone is.

[Locklear] - Laughing, what are you doing?

[CN] - Lie knows that I'm here!

[Yster] [Didn't see Cn right away] And she said it was okay?

[Lj] Deflates a little- Just playing...

[CN] - So long as we came home before dark

[Locklear] - With children Laughing?

[Yaunfen] Yeah, I don't want to get him in trouble again.

[Lj] Small voice - They're not exactly children....

[Locklear] - They most certainly look like children to me, plus they still seem young enough to enjoy partaking in make believe

[Yaunfen] Mada says you're never too old to imagine stuff. It helps you be more creative. And Cn is a NOTCH. He's super important in guarding our friend Lie.

[Lj] And this one's a dragon...

[Locklear] - Yes, but I also know your penchant for adding to your circus

[Lj] The circus is empty now...

[Yaunfen] Oh, you mean his house?

[Locklear] - Is that so?

[Lj] Some of them are in town, most of them are gone forever.

[CN] - Yeah, there's lots of kids in the town!

[Yaunfen] Very proud- Mada fixed them.

[Lj] Ashamed and guilty- It's true.

[Locklear] - I doubt that

[Yaunfen] But it's true!

[Yster] Actually this sounds familar. I wasn't there for it obviously. But something about a bunch of zombie children being healed.

[Lj] Shrinks in shame.

[Yaunfen] I wasn't hatched yet, but mama said that mada made everyone who was there help. You can fix zombies here.

[CN] - I hadn't been let onto the server yet...

[Locklear] - Yet I doubt that's made you stop using your...  Special, candies

[Lj] But I haven't! And I especially wouldn't hurt these two. I mean, I knocked out Steffan once because he was panicking, but I didn't hurt him!

[Yaunfen] Mada said that Lj had a withdraw and he's okay now. Besides. Mama would catch me.

[Locklear] - I still don't trust this

[Lj] It's okay Locklear, she doesn't talk to me anymore. Issac... he's gone too.

[Locklear] - Well yes, Isaac has been dead for a very long time now

[Yaunfen] Hushed whisper- I heard he went to a bad place...

[CN] - Like the Nether?

[Yaunfen] Maybe!

[Lj] He's just gone. I watched Death himself banish him.

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[Lj] No.

[CN] - But deaths not permanent here?  Or did you go somewhere else?

[Lj] We went outside Cn, irl. And Death has a face, and wings, and a daughter.

[Yaunfen] Oooooh! You met Dawn's dad?

[Yster] I was there. He's quite impressive.

[Locklear] - You were there?

[Yster] It was uh.... when Doc grabbed me... they took me along because I was already here and well... how often does one get the opportunity to rub elbows with the Death angel?

[Locklear] Just sighs and rubs his face a little before turning back towards the children- We should be getting these two back to land

[Yaunfen] Awww....

[Waffles] Scratching on the side of the wheelhouse-

[CN] - Why?

[Locklear] - Because I don't trust the clown being out here with the two of you alone

[Lj] I deserve that.

[Yaunfen] But he's okay. He doesn't have the crazy anymore.

[Yster] Suddenly gets in between them- crazy....! Shit! Don't touch him Locklear!

[Yaunfen] Wide eyes and backs away from Locklear a bit- Is he still infected?

[Locklear] - Touching him?

[Yster] He's one of Doc's carriers!

[Lj] Yes...  Not only is my Insanity gone, I can drive her out of others as well. It's why I stayed away from the manor.

[Locklear] - How interesting, and I assume that might be why your colors have returned?

[Lj] Nods-

[Yaunfen] Stands close to Lj- Are you okay Yster? You can't trust him if he still has Insanity, she's a mean lady and she hates mada!

[Locklear] - I would never harm my mate

[Lj] I thought she was scared of you anyway? I heard she ran away from you, what, twice?

[Yster] Well.... he's kinda grown on me....

[Locklear] Scowls and his hands tighten into fists-

[Lj] Smiles faintly- better not touch me Locklear. I see that look in your eyes.

[Yaunfen] Please don't fight.

[Locklear] - You absolute prat!  Perhaps you should have been burned in that box of yours!  At least I focus on saving children, can you say the same?

[Lj] I'm getting better. I haven't killed anyone since I came here.

[Yaunfen] He can't be all bad. Waffles likes him!

[Locklear] - Judging by how they look I'n going to guess that's because of diet

[Yaunfen] It's the same stuff I eat too.

[Locklear] - Still, you shouldn't trust the clown

[Lj] I fully expect to that I'll have to earn what trust I'm given. But Yaunfen knows at least second-hand how far I've come. And as aggravating as Doc can be occasionally... they have helped me.

[Locklear] - That doesn't erase what I know you're capable of

[Lj] It was fun because Issac thought it was fun, with him gone I feel... differently. It's nice to be around people.

[Yster] I'm glad the going gave you some closure.

[Locklear] - And just how certain can you be that a taste of blood won't return you to how you were?  I've seen it happen before

[Lj] I can't be certain of anything. I've been... oddly empty. But lighter to be sure.

[Locklear] - Then maybe you should go and find something other than children to fill that empty space

[Lj] Actually I've been doing some gardening.

[Yaunfen] He's pretty good at it!

[Yster] Let me guess, is it stuff from your seed?

[Yaunfen] Yep!

[CN] - His seed is fun!

[Locklear] - That is not what I'm concerned about

[Yaunfen] You worry like Cp.

[Yster] Little snort- Considering how he's been all over Lie worrying, that's kind of a compliment.

[Locklear] - Well she is his mate and pregnant

[Lj] Yeah, I know, he warned me away in no uncertain terms and I have abided by that. I don't care to be set on fire. Even if I know it won't kill me.

[Locklear] - He does enjoy his fire

[Yaunfen] Looks up - Awww... it's getting late. We should head back.

[Locklear] - Yes, you should

[CN] - Lie probably needs help with her animals too...

[Yaunfen] Oh! Cn! I know what would be fun! - they turn to Lj quickly- Can you take Waffles so they don't get wet?

[Lj] Nods with a small smile. - I'll get your kitty to shore.

[Yaunfen] Thanks- They climb up on the railing and reach back for Cn-

[CN] - What is it?- Takes their hand

[Yaunfen] Big smile and they just fall off the rail with Cn-

[Yster] Runs to the rail in a panic-  Yaunfen!

[Yaunfen] Twists artfully and shifts as they hit the water, Cn plopping down between their horns as they paddle for the shore. - Bye Locklear, Yster!

[Locklear] Sighs- Children

[Lj] They learned that one from Doc.

[Locklear] - We should be heading back towards shore ourselves- He watches the retreating forms as they go through the water

[CN] Shrieks in delight-

[Lj] Heads for the sabertooth which is rolling contentedly on the deck- Come on Waffles-

[Locklear] - Stay away from the children Laughing

[Lj] Just gives him a cold look- You're not in charge of me Locklear. Not you or Issac or Insanity. I'm my own person now.

[Locklear] - We'll see, after all, you and I have always been at odds

[Lj] Yes, we shall. I've been welcomed here, and I don't intend to make anyone sorry for doing so intentionally. - Picks up the cat with his arms wrapped around them twice.

[Waffles] ???????

[Locklear] Scoffs and turns away-

[Lj] And we'll see how long it takes you to emotionally scar your 'mate' with Insanity still inside you.

[Yster] Her mouth is a hard line, but she can't deny his words. She was scared to see him murder up close.

[Locklear] Draws Yster closer to himself as he watches LJ leave-

[Yster] Do you... do you really have it under control Locklear?

[Locklear] - I believe I do

[Yster] I hope you're right

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101 Random Things About Aveian Kobayashi

1: full name is Aveian Hime Kobayashi (his middle name is literally Princess and honestly it fits) 2: he's the demonic personification of the Sin of Lust 3: unsurprisingly he's also a complete slut 4: those are literally the only three things you ever need to know about him but for the sake of this list I'll try to continue 5: approximately 1,200 years old 6: physically 16 7: generally always horny like 80% of the time 8: it's ridiculously easy to turn him on and like ;;;;; as soon as he gets excited he'll just drag you off to bed 9: used to be a demon but he was "purified" and now he's turning into an angel  but he doesn't actually KNOW he's turning into an angel and it is just SUCH a long fucking story 10: when he was a demon he had badass fire powers 11: loves seducing people 12: ALWAYS AN UKE 13: THIS KID COULDN'T TOP A FUCKING LEAF IF HE TRIED 14: then again he also never actually WANTS to be dominant so this is a good thing for him 15: either super bi or super pan I'm not really sure anymore 16: predominantly sleeps with men but will go for a chick if dudes sre unavailable 17: sadomasochist 18: flirty and sassy in personality 19: also very classy usually 20: and also he's bit of a whiner and a crybaby 21: kind of flamboyant-ish 22: used to be a prince before he turned into a demon 23: proud of his promiscuity 24: I'm seriously running out of things to put on this list because his character is incredibly straightforward and not hard to process at all 25: will flirt with literally anyone 26: if he doesn't like you and you're trying to get with him he won't hesitate to throw you down and stomp on your head 27: has no idea what personal space means 28: VERY VERY AFFECTIONATE 29: loves being cuddled 30: always the little spoon 31: only ever eats candies nd fruits and desserts, and occasionally meat stuffs 32: really kinky and not afraid to try new positions in bed 33: has had sex more times in his life than probably any human alive 34: his bf has a really large dick so he is Always Satisfied 35: not sure what to put beyond this point 36: struggling to write this 37: loves shopping 38: he used to have blonde hair but it turned white when he became demon 39: and now it's blonde again because he turned back 40: suffering from frequent back pain because his angel wings are growing in 41: he's unaware of this happening 42: very very very fragile physically, mentally and emotionally 43: he'll cry if you bully him 44: once he starts crying you should start running becAUSE HIS BF IS THE PERSONIFICATION OF WRATH AND HE WILL NOT STAND FOR PEOPLE HURTING HIS LITTLE ANGEL AND HE WILL FUCKING DESTROY YOU 45: so please don't bully Aveian okay 46: spends about 45 minutes a day just staring at himself in the mirror 47: usually without clothes on 48: refuses to wear any kind of socks that stop before his mid-knee 49: not entirely sure how technology works because he was born in the year 803 and he's just so confused by modern things 50: once tried humping a vacuum cleaner because be didn't know what it was for (it looked hilarious by the way) 51: can't believe I got more than halfway done with this oh my god 52: if he didn't live with 6 other people (2 of which being minors) he'd literally just walk around naked all day because he can (except he can't) 53: always sleeps without clothes on (if it's cold outside he'll sometimes wear very slinky silk pajamas) 54: loves dressing up in all kinds of cute and sexy lingerie to both feel pretty and also to show off for his bf 55: will not hesitate to smack a bitch if need be 56: this is gonna sound a bit weird outta context but I seem to have attributed the Touhou song Septette for a Dead Princess to this guy and it actually really fits despite it being kinda weird to do that 57: once tried to get a friend to kill him because he was So Fucking Done with life as a demon and he was miserable 58: unfortunately he survived 59: aaaaaaand then his bf found out 60: and called him selfish for being miserable 61: I could honestly go on but if I did I'd be relaying 3 weeks worth of emailed roleplays with a friend and I'm just not fucking doing that 62: can't handle being yelled at 63: his bf used to be very physically abusive but he's doing better now 64: he always said his bf hit him because he didn't know any other way to show love (this is half right, considering his bf is literally Wrath incarnate) 65: loves cute fluffy things like tiny animals and stuff 66: one time when he was still a demon he brought home a bunch of tiny floofy kittens and spent the entire day playing with them 67: unfortunately his bf burned and ate them 68: can't swim at all 69: really really really loves giving blowjobs 70: always swallows 71: did you know that if you rearrange the letters in Lust, it spells Slut? 72: pretty ironic, huh? 73: random fact while I struggle to write more shit 74:  recently figured out how the internet works and now he's addicted to instagram 75: he takes selfies daily and he already has 164 followers 76: his account has been up for a week 77: y e  a h 78: let that sink in 79: fucking ridiculous 80: will not eat vegetables ever 81: all of his shoes have heels 82: he dresses like a girl really fucking often 83: he's not a trap and nor is he trans - he just really really loves feeling pretty 84: favorite color is purple 85: HE FUCKING HATES COFFEE 86: occasionally he gets really hyper for no reason and it's suepr cute how excited he gets when you notice that haircut he got a month ago 87: occasionally his bf will flirt with him nd get him all excited and then tease him by denying any sexual advances 88: this drives him insane and he really hates being forced to go rub one out on his own 89: really chill during the day but gets super excited as soon as it's nighttime and he immediately runs outside to the garden and dances under the moonlight 90: loves when it's a full moon because it's super pretty 91: when he turned into a demon he burned down the castle he lived in during a fit of rage which ended up killing his father (aka the fucking king of that country) 92: he doesn't regret his choices 93: deeply misses his mother 94: had two younger siblings at the time but he can't remember if they survived or not 95: they're sure as sHIT not alive now 96: it was in 819 and it's 2019 now so like-- 97: basic math is important 98: I dunno what to put here anymore 99: I'VE COME THIS FAR AND I CAN'T THINK OF A 100TH THING 100: why did I write all of this at 2 am 101: don't fuck with demons

[h4kutaku]

cheeselock replied to your post: your girl got a crush REAL bad but its DEFINITELY...

SPILL THE DEETS lol

AAAAAAAAA its a guy who ive been playing ffxiv online with for a whiiile now and we’ve just... gotten really close

and its definitely like... he’s said/done things that DEFINITELY are like :eyeemoji: and is SUEPR fckn sweet and just akkslfsdhf we’re now talking about movie nights now and odhfphioshafhsd h it’ll be long distance if it happens... but im honestly pretty okay with that?  i think it’ll work for both of us where we are in our lives... we haven’t talked much about the romantic aspect but .... im digging the courage to ask him soon ;;;;; after a couple movie date or something prolly but i wanna before the end of the month possibly? unsure but ahhhh

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Further Marvel growth/tg/expansion, the works

macrocondy3point0 https://hdover.deviantart.com/art/Blueberry-Mantis-744714307 https://hdover.deviantart.com/art/Mantis-Inflation-744692879 I don’t think i can stress how precious bloaty mantis is

twitchystitch she’s just so… CUDDLYYY! and she’s even MORE cuddly here!

twitchystitch a thought: MJ’s venom is SO powerful that shse can make even mantis in matnis’ sheer brain defying size get all bloated or mantis is so overwhelmed with ‘SO CUTE!’ that she amplifies its effects

macrocondy3point0 MJ’s got big ambitions if she sees someone as enormous as Mantis and thinks “Must smooch”

twitchystitch she takes one look at a woman so big that her proportions overshadow entire solar systems and she thinks “damn she is so cute imma smooch that” her ambition is Legendary!

macrocondy3point0

also

macrocondy3point0 i kind of want hope to be involved somehow

twitchystitch i suggest that Hope and MJ develop a kind of friendship, going about and smooching up people, bloating them to incredible size they try to outdo each other in competitions hope flies, MJ ensnares them a wasp/spider attack rivalry

macrocondy3point0 has hope mutated any

twitchystitch i wanna say permanant biomechanical wasp wings POSSIBLY some chitin maybe multiple bug eyes??

twitchystitch very thick, big lips for powerful venom delivery

macrocondy3point0 I’m down for all of that

twitchystitch (I AM SO DOWN FOR SUPER MUTATION STUFF IN EVERYTHING) she can fly whether or not she is small but she does enjoy shrinking down to incredibly tiny sizes fractions of inches and so forth and giving people kisses that puff them up they barely even feel her now they are POOFED

macrocondy3point0 I assume the effectiveness of her venom doesn’t dilute at all the smaller she gets?

twitchystitch nope! im torn between implied that it gets more concentrated or that the smalelr she gets the longer it takes to take effect if she kisses you at full size, for instance, it happens immediately but she likes giving MULTIPLE injections at small size no such luck when full sized

macrocondy3point0 I like the sound of that Another question what about Janet, still stuck in the microverse?

twitchystitch i think, by now, she should be rescued! with mantis making the laws of physics way more flexible, hope and scott were able to shrink down and pull her out

twitchystitch “huh. who gave the bug lady pym particles?” “no one, she showed up like that”

“HUH”

macrocondy3point0 Hope overrules Hank and Scott and releases Pym tech to the world so now people can just casually adjust their height at will Though nobody’s nearly as good at it as the two of them

twitchystitch YES everyone can change size to their whim! and mantis has gently readjusted reality so you cant hurt yourself using it basically everyone has sizeshifting as a Thing now i also propose that Janet has Giant-Woman themes here

twitchystitch hope has wasp pretty well covered she’s proud to let her daughter take up the mantle

macrocondy3point0 plus she spent so long tiny she’s determined to never be under ten feet ever again

twitchystitch she feels weird when she’s too small she likes seeing how BIG she can get! sometimes she can push even geographic sizes she will toelrate being 'merely’ 10 feet tal, but only because Hank likes to be able to hold her hand (otherwise he is usually on her body, somewhere)

macrocondy3point0 also, an idea they kind of have to smooch someone on the regular

macrocondy3point0 because the venom builds up fast, and if they don’t release it somehow, you start to see their lips glistening or even dripping with it and eventually getting bigger from the sheer amount stored

twitchystitch OOOOH YES it has a good blend of physical weirdness and even MORE lip expansion! between them i say that MJ likes waiting as long as she can, until she is oozing venom, and she has a surprisingly high threshhold hope is less patient

macrocondy3point0 so MJ has inflation covered, Hope shrinking, Janet giant

twitchystitch as soon as she feels strain, she will kiss to off-put the load

macrocondy3point0 what should Widow have unique to her?

twitchystitch HMMMM

twitchystitch perhaps hyper hourglass? her widow symbol is a pretty good description of her body shape (also would their venom change people to fit their personal theme: hope can shrink people, Janet makes them grow, and so forth?)

macrocondy3point0 maybe not at first, but once mantis becomes aware of them definitely (Effects from janet and hope have to wear off naturally and can’t be effected by pym particles)

twitchystitch YES widow’s hips were wider than she is tall, her breasts bigger than her entire upper torso her waist is so slim it’s technically invisible from some angles I LIKE THAT IDEA FOR THE VENOM

twitchystitch sometimes the three kiss the same person with different doesses just to see what will happen!

macrocondy3point0 like maybe gwen?

twitchystitch yes!! in fact consider that Gwen is a happy test subject for all the different kinds of experiemnts she will volunteer for them sometimes she takes notes (also, how about Gwen is hosting a symbiote? it just turned up and took residence on her and Gwen loves the darling)

macrocondy3point0 Definitely Maybe in her hair specifically?

twitchystitch oooh yes

twitchystitch for hair growth??

macrocondy3point0 yes gooey gloopy hair growth

twitchystitch massively long, luxuriant hair that does all kinds of unusual things, sometimes feeling up people Gwen has Feelings for GOOEY GLOOPY HAIR THE VERY BEST KIND OF HAIR gwen often goes about with just godiva hair wearing nothing but properly placed trails of her hair

macrocondy3point0 Yes, good or using it as limbs to walk around on

twitchystitch she walsk by and MJ goes EEP

macrocondy3point0 So she’s just hanging in the middle of it

twitchystitch gwen’s hair just gave her a healthy pat to the butt, MJ is actually flustered YES she swings around with her hair makes webs and stuff with it even crude objects or limbs its like the green lantern ring of hair (as for color i provide these suggestions: same as her original hair

twitchystitch rainbow colored, changes to whatever they feel like or a pretty iridescent shade) or possibly all of those; the hair changes color depending on whatever the symbiote has recently absorbed or eaten?

macrocondy3point0 I think a briliant blonde color works well with colored highlights

twitchystitch yes, I like this a lot!! gwen lieks to pose seductively, trails of goopy slime sliding down her body often in suggestive ways a few droplets making kissy shapes at nearby people

macrocondy3point0 they try to snare Hope pretty regularly

twitchystitch hope ALWAYS flits just out of range no matter how tiny she is, or how fast the goo whips they cannot ever ensnare her she is just too fast

macrocondy3point0 she’s surprisingly swift given her sheer bulk

twitchystitch im forced to assume that even at small size, Hope is a shortstack she looks like she is too meaty to move fast but she essentially has super speed

macrocondy3point0 So when she’s not restricting herself, how tall does Janet hang out at?

twitchystitch i’d say around a hundred feet or so she’s willing to go smaller to fit around places but she likes being big

twitchystitch scott is super envious goliath just shrugs, he doesn’t mind

macrocondy3point0 or she just smooches what’s in her way and they go soft

twitchystitch ooh yes a building in her way, she kisses it and gently nudgles it aside until its like molding some kind of jello, or playdoh she manipualtes it into a shape and moves around it at big enough sizes, she will do this to entire cities not for any gain, she can’t hurt them, she just likes doing that for fun

twitchystitch hank: janet was a very… firm woman. and by that i mean she was domineering as hell and i love that about her

macrocondy3point0 Things she kisses don’t puff up or melt or anything they just get really, really squishy. imagine her kissing MJ

twitchystitch yes like suepr duper elastic and modable; people kissed by her become perfect contortionists! (as a side note that is a thing sierra can do with her mass shifting powers i’ve been mentioning)

BUT LIKE MJ OH GEEZ with MJ’s sheer possible mass, just imagine how much SQUISH janet has to work with! her hands were already sinking into MJ BEFORE she kissed her now she can just pick up MJ and remold her into an entirely different form

macrocondy3point0 or, alternately since we haven’t mentioned her in a while Jessica

twitchystitch oooh, jessica! and i’m not sure if she has any particular abilities in this AU?

macrocondy3point0 well What we did with her was have her go to Wakanda and get really heavy off their food and then get smooched a bunch by MJ when she got home

macrocondy3point0 so she’s HUGE

twitchystitch absolutely MASSIVE in size! would she be ballooned, or should she maintain a human form? just

twitchystitch very puffed up?

macrocondy3point0 i think we said that it inflates pretty much everything, including fat So she’s exaggeratedly flabby, but also puffy

twitchystitch yes, i like that! im thinking that she might also be even heavier than you’d think for her size she is MASSIVELY dense relative to her size so its aL OT of mass for Janet to work with

macrocondy3point0 all her stress and tension evaporates instantly

twitchystitch idea, jessica finds having her body worked and generally messed with, by any source, incredibly soothing she seeks out the feeling at every opportunity

macrocondy3point0 maybe hope shrinks her down?

twitchystitch yes hope actually routinely seeks out those who get to big and might go overboard or cant handle the sensation of being Big jessica is constantly trying to get ridiculously big and Hope has to rein her in

macrocondy3point0 shrinks her small enough to fit in her hand Jessica whines and squirms in protest

twitchystitch she’s still so bulgy that her body squishes against hope’s fingers but hope remains firm

macrocondy3point0 a lot of Hope’s superhero duties involve finding people who lost control of their pym particles and started growing out of control, shrinking them down to comfort them

twitchystitch “No big for you until you’re responsible for it.” OOOH YES, i like that a lot!a

twitchystitch she deals with a lot of people who simply cant control it, or wont sometimes she has little pockets ona  belt to carry them all in (but usually prefers to put them in her cleavage or against her body in some way they find the contact comforting and they doze off easily

macrocondy3point0 if she has too many she drops them off with Gwen

twitchystitch who ALWAYS has plenty of room for them; her symbiote gently scoops them up making little lips to kiss them and hides them in its hair-body somewhere there is a LOT of slorping noises as they get contained in it all no matter how many hope provides, there is never any visible sign of them at all

macrocondy3point0 only some ever get grown back

twitchystitch hope says that lots of them haven’t shown the responsibiltiy to handle their new poewrs, and believes that if they CAN grow back, than they have the responsibility to be allowed to do so a lot of them like Gwen’s hair too much to leave and gwen gets protective of them her hair hisses if you try to take them from her

macrocondy3point0 (what if it starts to shrink gwen within her own hair)

twitchystitch OOOOH like im assuming that while gwen’s hair remains consistent size gwen HERSELF will start dwindling down usually not much, only a bit at a time

twitchystitch but culmatively, with all those people? she will get VERY small over time

macrocondy3point0 all while her hair pampers her

twitchystitch gwen’s hair is extremely coddling; even normal sized it will hand her things, tuck her in, feed her and spoil her rotten as she shrinks, becoming smaller and, to her hair’s perspective, more helpless, it gets even more fussy gwen hardly moves at all as her hair picks her up and shuffles about handling all possible needs for her

macrocondy3point0 she gets to the point where individual strands of hair are doens of feet thick to her

twitchystitch and any one of them, close enough, is gently curling around her, supporting her tightly and embracing her like a blanket

macrocondy3point0 hope occassionally smooches MJ so she can visit Gwen in her hair

twitchystitch gwen is torn; shel ikes to be nude but she likes to be cuddled, she eventually opts to let her hair embrace her because it feels so Nice

twitchystitch MJ’s visists are greatly looked foward to by Gwen; they hug a lot and even do non-sizeshifting smooches while MJ makes sure that the others in gwen’s hair are cared for

macrocondy3point0 would gwen still be skinny, or plumped up from her hair taking care of her?

twitchystitch im thinking plumped up from her hair taking so much care of her; it spoils her silly!

macrocondy3point0 has her personality changed any?

twitchystitch mmmm maybe she’s getting a bit on the bratty side? she wants what she wants and she wants it NOW rather impatient and pouty when she doesnt get her way MJ teases her mercilessly when she’s in those moods

macrocondy3point0 it always miffs her that MJ is even bigger no matter how small she shrinks

twitchystitch no matter how tiny the both of them might be, MJ always, ALWAYS dwarfs her

twitchystitch sometimes gwen is knee sized to MJ sometime’s only half her size but mj is always pick enough to pick her up and taunt her over how cute and tiny she is! symbiote hair allows this, she thinks it’s cute (im assuming symbiote hair is fine with being a girl)

[koko-101]

A and B? (Since you said you're missing the wiz OC talk~)

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

I just read a super cute brotp fic w/ Cori and Lionheart, so them!!! 

and ofc the classic blazdus is always a classic >:3 all of dragonspiraling’s angsty writing prompts are bringing back a lot of feels

I’ve also seen rly cute art of wizzygalpal’s irma and muriel and I get v soft thinknig about them ;w; they are Great Gals

I also think I mentioned these 2 before so I wont asy it again but icy brotp and ellie/azuli brotp MAKE ME WEAK

OH YES AND I ALMOST FORGOT MY SUEPR OTP FROM THE-SEVEN-SCRYS-COMMONS SANFISA AHG I remember crying abt them when they were first introduced,, im hiccuping w/ love

I ALSO GET TEARED UP WHEN I THINK ABOUT FALLONTHESORCERER’S CALEB AND FALLON!!!! my heart is FLUTTERING they were my main otp for a long time.. I remember I was trying to draw a couple art of them for the fifi yandere comic but I wasn’t doing them justice so I had to stop orz||||

also they are underrated but save-the-spiral’s tamer twins ;-; I love sibling relationships so much they are my dream… their sibling interactions make me so happy bc its like!!! siblinfs and parent/mentor relationships mean so much to me my heart palpates when I think abt them,, in a good way,, this is me being soft i’m running out of words,, ;-;

and ofc i cant forget my husband BLAZE FROM LIGHTNINGBATS hes going thru some tough things rn but he better save his bf karic or i’m gonna riot im just saying if jacob sees this..

OH OM G I ALMOST DIDNT INCLUDE THEM BUT KMT’S FIONA AND LEOTH ODFSHJGFHJKGJGHKHJGHHDGFA AFTER I READ THE FIC WHERE THEY FAKE DATED I CRIED i love fake dating to real dating……..

god this is getting long but I love ocs… I had 1-2 more on my mind but..?? I got distracted and fforgot what it was…. I’ll probably edit when I remember..

I do randomly rememebr that I’m trying to get into pinochimo’s ocs just idk where to start lol ;-; but I’m so mad at myself for rememebring that and NOT what I was thinking about a few seconds ago smh

B - A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.

This is probably rly weird but…. Mitchell and Elliot brotp…. bc like… the thing is that I wrote them as initially hating each other but SOMEHOW that turned inTo mutual respect and secret admiration and idkkk I think I rly like that.. like the whole “no one can talk shit about mitchell except for me HUFF HUFF” kind of relationship hahaha

its my sister’s fault

[melodicminho]

friends to lovers ❁ hoshi

anon asked: Hello! I really liked your friends-to-lovers Junhui AU, so would it be okay to request a friends-to-lovers Hoshi AU? Thank you! :)

aw thank u, im glad you liked jun’s version! i’ll do my best to make this one just as good!

you both were put in dancing classes when you were young

that’s basically how you two met

the dance moms were mingling with each other as u all had ur class

but i guess soonyoung’s mom and urs just CLICKED

they became best friends which meant u both had to be too

IT’S A RULE

you both got along with each other well so it wasn’t a forced friendship

soonyoung was a very fidgety boy and dancing was something that helped when he was feeling restless

whenever he came to ur house or u went to his you would always see him dancing

like if he was walking down the path to ur house u just see him moonwalking to the door or he’s doing something crazy like KRUMPING

like is this kid okay lol

you’d have to try and stop him from dancing so much cause ur scared he’ll hurt himself by DANCING SO MUCH

looked exxxxtra cute with braces on

he was a bit embarrassed by it, but i mean .. who isn’t u know

“it’s okay hoshi i still think ur cute.”

“oh thank u pft” (*≧∀≦*)

soonyoung hated school

he hated waking up so early to get ready for something he thought was useless

but he still pulled through with those good grades

HE WASN’T ALLOWED TO DATE IN HIGH SCHOOL

so he always pined after girls who he wasn’t able 2 get with

this boy can speak lANGUAGE AFTER LANGUAGE AFTER LANGUAGE

ok maybe just japanese, chinese, and korean

he also wasn’t a very loud person, but whenever u saw him he was blasting his music so in a sense he was p loud

he became more of a rat during ur 2nd to last year of high school

nEVER BACKED U UP FOR GROUP DISCUSSIONS

let u get in trouble w the teacher when it was hIS FAULT

but he is super duper good at taekwondo and whenever a boy or creepy dude went up to u he would ‘HYA’ them in the face

get rekt

also wanted to fight everyone in ur class, he hated all of them

probably would’ve fought ur teacher too if the chance of getting expelled was 0

SUEPR BIG SHINEE FAN

hoshi: JULIETTE YEONGHONEUL BACHILKKEYO

hoshi: dude sing it with me

hoshi: JULIETTE JEBAL NAL BADA JWOYO

hoshi: oh u don’t know that song?

hoshi: ok well how abou--  JAJAEONG MAK JINAN SAEBYEOK YO sing it with me--

u: JINHEULG SOK NUN TTEUN MUEONGA

when u sang the next lyrics he was like

omg (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ

OK but that’s when he knew he fell in love with u

he knew he wasn’t allowed to date until he graduated but </3 he finally realized that u were the one 4 him

perfect, cute, fun

u were hi s ideal type

bc u smelled nice (and he secretly knew that u liked him too)

it was a breath of fresh air once you both graduated high school

bc school’s over

and ,, maybe he could even ask u out soon . omgg soonyoung get urself together (*≧▽≦)ﾉｼ))

ok but when i mean ask u out soon i MEAN RLLY SOON

dude he asked u out three days after graduation lol

“um .. would u pl s go out with me pls”

at first u were like ?? r u bullshitting soonyoung it isnt funny bro

｡(*^▽^*)ゞ “i don’t think i was joking?? idk pft”

i mean of course you said yes to him what a goofball

his mom was very proud

gave him a thumbs up when he told her the news

“son u picked the right one. i was hoping u would fall for them”

“oh thank u mom”

is a loving boyfriend. he loves u so much

rlly likes apples so he feeds u apple slices from time to time

an apple a day keeps the doctor away

still dances A LOT

can rlly krump

but also slow dances with you sometimes when he feels like he should give u some extra love

he’s super cuddly with u aw ):

sometimes wants to fight u cause ur cute

his heart goes BOOM BOOM BOOM BOBOBMOBOOM whenever he sees u

which is like always

“STOP”

“what”

“my heart ,... it can’t take ur . ,,, perfectness .......”

has dance battles with u

and helps u with taekwondo so that u can defend urself when he’s not around

is proud of u even though u just kicked him in the face

“thank u jagiya that was refreshing”

“sweetheart ur on the floor are u sure u don’t need ice”

“babe ur heart is cold as fuck i don’t need ice”

“wtf”

minghao encourages u to fight ur boyfriend whenever he does him wrong

again, his heart goes DOKI DOKI ODKIDOKDOIDDOKI whenever u do something he finds cute or attractive

“omg babe feel my heart it’s beating so fast”

“literally all i did was sit on the couch are u sure u don’t need to go to the hospital”

“fine if ur not gonna feel my heartbeat ill do it myself”

“ok babe”

(੭ ˃̣̣̥ ㅂ˂̣̣̥)੭ु “WHATEVER I DONT NEED U”

he loves u

so MUCH

gets u to sing shinee songs with him every now and then so that he can fall in love with you evenmore

LOVES SINGING LOVE SICK AND PUNCH DRUNK LOVE WITH YOU

u both cry a little whenever u watch that one performance of 낯선자  stranger

this one

“what a blessing. key looks so good here, jagi”

“oh my god they’re so good at dancing”

“my sins have been washed away jus t by watching this”

SNUGGLES U SO MUCH

ur friends and his hate it whenever ur both stuck to each other’s sides

“ur just jealous. bac k OFF”

cries when u cry

vows to never make u cry

unless it’s a good thing like maybe giving you smth you’ve always wanted ( ... shinee concert tickets maybe ) or proposing to u

which CALM DOWN soonyoung you’ve only been dating for a year give it a little more time

ive been rambling for too long im sry

soonyoung would be such a sweet and innocent boyfriend honestly he would never let go of u ur the most precious thing to him

[softshouyous-archive]

i'm back!! sorry, i was kinda busy the past fews days + i wasn't feeling well :'( i did have some favourite characters in kaze tsuyo! i loved all of them but my absolute favourite was haiji.. such a complex character! i hadn't been that emotionally involved in an anime in a long time so it was very refreshing!! who was ur fave? btw if u have any anime/manga recs let me know hehe 👀 - 🌻

hi love, it’s okay dont worry about it!!! i’m hoping that you’re feeling better now!!

omg same!!!!!!!!!!!! i think they were all def v interesting and lovable charas, but in terms of faves i really loved haiji

i’m really really glad you enjoyed it though!!!

oh as for recs!!!! omg i have so many,,,, gfdskjlghjdfsghkssh i’d say off the top of my head some would be: 

-haikyuu!!!!!! i don’t know if you’ve watched it, but you’ve probably heard of it?? it’s a vball anime and it’s v fun! teamwork is important friendship is important there’s also lots of emotions which means that there will be a lot of crying but there will be heartwarming moments that’ll make you feel better and forget about the pain jkgdfjgldf

-akatsuki no yona!! ohhhh my goddddd it’s sososo good the anime has 24 eps but the manga is longer than that and it’s . so good . sosoososo amazing oh my goddd like the main chara’s development is absolutely amazing!!!! you won’t see that Much chara dev in the anime since there’s only so many episodes, but it’s definitely apparent in the manga!! it’s also really funny and there’s just . a lot of good jgdfkgjdfk

-gekkan shoujo nozaki kun: TRAGICALLY short at 12 eps ))): the manga is ongoing though thankfully!! it’s so.... so so funny like honestly peak comedy???? comedic galaxy brain??? the basic premise is about a girl who has a crush on this guy and when she confesses to him he mistakens it for something else Completely and it’s just . really funny kgldfjskg i’m bad at summaries but please trust me for this one glkdfjgkf

-hxh: you’ve probably heard of this one too !!! it’s zo good,,,,,,,,,, four boys . going on an adventure . found family . humor . emotions !!! i’m sorry it’s like 1 am and i’m teribble at summaries HAHA 

-oki last one sorry that this is super long jglkdfsjgfkdsl but yu yu hakusho!!! oh gosh i could honestly go on and on about yu yu hakusho aaaaa it’s so . amazing . it’s a bit long at 112 eps but it’s so good!!! the writing is really great, the charas are vvv lovable, and it’s sooo funny omg if you watch it i recommed the dub!!! i know people usually prefer sub (myself included!!) but omg,,,, they really did so well with the dub!! the voices sound great and the lines . also peak comedy kgfjdskgls 

[internalstars]

LIT Retreat

Oh my, this is gonna be long but it was so fun!!

Friday (4/28)

so i didn’t go to coffee or micro and just came for work due to me needing as much sleep as i can get before the retreat, and i had to hand out some things to D and J and didn’t want to hold onto them for long. Went to work, J got the duffle, D bought and brought me some chick-fil-a :) E swung by and so did D but lets not get into that.... S passed by and asked if i’m excited about the retreat, moved to back booth, E came by and so did J, twas fun

got my stuff and had 30 min to chill, i forgot to charge my phone all the way tho :( started walking to car, i was riding w C!!! and J and J. got there first, we had small talk, J showed up, and talked to him for awhile, we were left in the car alone, wasn’t too awk, C came back and finally J came. 

we went to walmart, right when we got out of the car a woman approached C, and asked if we can buy her some diapers for her baby, C said sure and asked her to come w us, C was asking her about her life, and we walked around trying to find her some diapers and wipes, C went quickly to get something, so J just paid for S’s stuff, she wanted some food for her family so J and J went to Jack in the Box while J told me to find C and stay with him to get his things, he was like right there but they already left, so i went with him to find water bottles, J needed some as well, anyways, there was only a small section and then i was like wait theres more over there, we looked for quite a while until he was like yeah im gonna go back to the cheap ones lolol we also had to pick one for J and he was like pick one between red and neon yellow so i said red obv, we paid and then we saw some cardboard cutouts of a lady with a big dancing skirt and man with a sombrero and guitar, so C was like lets take a pic with those jokingly and i was like that is a good way to start off the retreat, and he was like yeahhh so we took pics, i was w the man and had to tiptoe and he took one w the lady staring off in the distance lol we went to go find J and J and lowkey was worried so i asked C if they were ok and he was like yeah yeah, went there and C got his snacks, apples and cookie butter and i was like omg i love cookie butter and he was like theyre amazing but nobody rlly knows about it, so when we were at the table he gave me a slice of apple and cookie butter on it and i ate it, it was v good, he gave some to J  too, and even handed me the snacks for me to get some more, but i was like nah im good, J was in the middle of talking to S about the gospel and we were just listening in and then she prayed for us and we all gave S hugs then went on our way

we just talked, getting to know each other, but J fell asleep and so it was quiet for most of the cafr ride, we arrived!

they were just sitting around the campfire (no fire yet) with their chairs, saw D and G and c so talked to them, grabbed my chair to sit w them, C asked for some of my hand sanitizer and i was like it smells rlly girly and he was like it has sparkles too haha you caught me irene lololol anyways, we just chilled, mostly talking about their piercings, finally introduced myself to J and she was hugged me, the campfire got started, and we started sterilizing the hangers on which we had to eat the hotdogs from, i stuck a hotdog in mine but forgot to wipe it off first so it was black on some parts, had a hard time cooking it lol, kinda got the tip burnt but that was it, just chilled, had a worship sesh led by A and W, then C talked for a lil bit, then we played werewolf! it was soooo fun! the first round i was the little girl so i knew who the werewolves are, and when it was time to accuse, i accused C lololol i forgot my first reason but the second was that all the dead ppl was pointing to him, so then he came to defend himself and was like if i was a werewolf i would kill the ppl next to me and i shouted yeah like toby! (who was right next to him) and everyone was like omgggg hahahhah so he got ousted, then i accused A bc he tried to nominate someone to divert attention from J, so he was out, then J was a team effort and so was M and T by me, M and W it was so great!! we won and W was like i knew yall knew what was going on and we were all just so happy omg it was just so great

 then the next round i was part of the couple which means if one dies the other dies w them, and lol so A called the couple out to know who they are and it was jsut me so everyone was like are they single lolol and C even volunteered to be the other one but it was handed to C, then somebody killed C so we both died p early but it was great to actually know everything that was going on, C was a werewolf (!!) 

that ended and then T and D and I were just talking, mostly them two, C cmame by to say gnight bc he was going to sleep, he said good game to me, then i just went over to the game going on, was so confused, and later C announced to clean up, D and I went to the bathroom, then to the tent, we changed and cleaned up, also no running water, so no washing hands or place to brush our teeth, we did it outside the tent and spat in the grass, was v uncomfortable sleeping that night, first bc i was just unsettled by the fact that i didn’t rlly feel like i belonged there w others, and i kept praying to God but i dont think i ever finished that prayer, it was cold and hot alternatingly, was afraid to hit M, kept rolling around, no pillow, and the wind was super loud, 

Saturday

woke up at 8 for breakfast, D woke me up, we got cleaned up, then i ate a banana, and one poptart from J, C was right across from me, D and I went to the bathroom, then just got ready for the day, we had down time, so I was talking to J and she was just trying to get to know me esp bc i said i was from the philippines, i got hit by a frisbee tho, J tried to warn me, but it was too late and it hit me in my ear and my cheek ish, dude it hurt bci t was hard, but it went away, i started tearing up and J was gonna get me a bag of ice, L was the one who threw it -.-, C came to joined our little group but turned around to watch the frisbee game so that he can protect us from getting hit lol, then we had worship led by K, and it was great, J talked and then we had 30 min to just have QT, so we each grabbed a chair and i prayed mostly and looked at some scripture and then prayed some more, after that, we had lunch, PB&J, dont rlly like it, was not in the mood, so i just ate some of my hot cheetos, J ate some too and J who hated spicy stuff actually tried a few, we were in a circle once again, i was w J and C and J then J joined as well as T and J and D and J, they just told some stories, and C came later with a sandwich and cheetos within it, he talked to me about my hot cheetos (sad he doesn’t like it) and said do you know what ive been craving? that filipino food truck, and i was like omg yeah theyre great but they dont come around often, and J was like you can track them on social media yeah lil thing but it was great, then we played games, so first we did the rope thing where we had to hold onto the rope and be fully supported bby tghe rope, i was next to J and C, we almost fell at one point, then we split up into 3 groups and did the human knot, we were the first ones out and it was super quick too, Z asked some team building qs, then our group tried it again but it didn’t work lol so we just played bang and that was super fun, never won but had fun nonetheless, then once the other teams gave up, we played this suepr fun game where we pretend that we were in an airplane crash and some got paralyzed, broken legs and arms, blind, mute, and healthy ppl, and basically the point of the game is to get everyone across the finish line within a certain time limit, i was picked to be paralyzed both times, so ppl had to carry me, L carried me the first time w M and D and i was the first one to make it there safely, it was sooo funny bc T was paralyzed and it took like 10 ppl to carry him it was so funny to watch, but we all made it in 3 min!! when we were given 10 min, so the next time, there were more paralyzed and unconscious ppl and more injuries and a lot more guys were picked and we were given 4 min, so we started complaining, but we made it in 3 min and 15 sec!!! A was the one who carried me this time, w J’s help, was one of the first to cross again, and when we finished they asked what was a struggle and successes and i said that there were always ppl ready to help me without me even having to ask, then we had chill time i think, or maybe this was before lunch idk tbh, but afterwards, J was just talking to me and asked me if my parents were believers, i told her my conflict about church and she said she wanted to talk about this more so she offered to have lunch w me, then lit team and lead team got separated and C talked to us and split us into groups of 3, i was w L who i met for the very first time, and C, we were supposed to be vulnerable and what to pray about, what you struggle w, and i told them about my feelings of doubt and fear, we prayed for each other, and after i prayed, C was apparently there, and talked lol idk how long he was there and if he heard my prayer, but he wanted to talk to C, anyways, we were just conversing afterwards, then got the whole group together and we discussed what have you learned from God this semester in which j was like to pace yourself and not take up everything even if they are all good works, G was like you are placed where you are for a reason, and some other ppl talked, then we all prayed one at a time and just waited for further instructions, the lead team was taking a really long time, so first the girls and i were just taking then i went to the pond and skipped some rock unsuccessfully w others, then just kept moving around, the girls finally found a table and just chilled there, B came by ad said that there has been some conflict and theyre just trying to talk it out now, so we were super hungry and thankfully C’s car was unlocked, so i went and grabbed my hot cheetos and gummy bears and baby wipes, we demolished all those and then we were finally called for what to do next, in which C was talking about how this is a serious time now, and the level of vulnerability from you is up to us, then we were told to get in a single line and my heart was beating rlly fast, i was not scared but anxious as to what it is, the lead team were all in a circle holding up cardboard signs, lit each had to take turns to read what was on it, and then write our own, if we want, then go back to the line, honestly i was tearing up before i read their signs and when i was in line again, i just kept crying, then we worshipped and then Z talked and it was in Luke when Jesus washed his disciples feet so the lead team washed our feet, E was the one who washed mine, and then C and B talked and we chilled til dinnertime, i hugged D and she was like we need to have monthly meetings next sem to just chekc up on each other adn we all agreed,we had chili, and then we packed up and headed home, the ride home was more enjoyable bc we were all just conversing and C asked what we wanted to do again in the lead team, and i was like coffee and C was like i just think that yall would make good small group leaders, and i told him why i didnt put that down (im not strong enough in my faith to handle all of them and schedule ofc), and C was like I accept the second reason but the first reason isn’t a reason (or somewhere along those lines), and honestly that struck me in the heart, i was like well that was what i thought... and he was like all the small group leaders though that way and probably still think that way, which was comforting to me, C asked about our music tastes me:none

then all BSM met at whataburger!!!!! omg it was so fun, we were the first ones to get there, all sons and daughters song played and C was like ive never heard of this song before and i was like really? even i have heard of this song and he laughed, then he was like im sorry guys my car stinks and i was like it was more of a group effort, and he was like thats comforting, anyways i sat w M and J and S at whataburger, got bbq chicken tender sandwich, D was supposed to sit w us but sat w J instead, we talked about majors and what we thought about this weekend, we extensively discussed the cardboard moment which everyone thought was heart provoking, then i was around G and L and C and A, L wants a piercing and T showed up but i was like nooo, D came to just rest on me, showed T my cartilage, then went to hbu, kinda dozed off on the way, hugged J and exchanged numbers, then hugged C, said bye to C, D, Z, and L as well. went home, showered and crashed.