#THINKING IM SHOWING OFF BUT ACTUALLY EMBARRASSING MYSELF UTTERLY IN FRONT OF EVERYONE

[scottstiles]

the FACT that someone had the NERVE to put INFORMER BY SNOW on a teleVISIon commERCIaL in the year twENTY TWENTY ONE IM---

[butteraway]

when time runs out | iv

⋆ summary:  A young girl has fallen deeply ill with an unknown disease in her, so with all her free time spent in an empty hospital room, she spends it online playing video games. That's until she meets her cousins friends, one spiking her interest with his extremely vulgare language.

pairing: bakugou katsuki x reader

word count: 2.5k

warnings: none

authors note: I wanna say im so sorry for lying to yall about that extra chapter KJDFFF😭😭 ALSO @chibiiichann I APOLOGIZE FOR SPAMMING YOU WHENEVER I REPLIED TO YOU💀 A DIFFERENT ACC WOULD POP UP BUT THE FIRST CHAPTER WAS AN INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER EXPLAINING THE OC'S CONDITION JFJDJD

"HAHA! I GOTCHU NOW LOSER!" Y/N smashed the buttons on her controller, basically on the edge of her bed. A grunt was heard through her headphones, then a loud bang with laughing in the background. Y/N felt her stomach turn at the sound of this, feeling a little left out, but smiled nonetheless.

"HOW'D YOU EVEN DO THAT?!! YOU’RE DOING SOME HACKING MY GUY!" Denki yelled through the laughing in the background, hands pulling at his hair. He seriously couldn't believe it!

"I'm not! I just wanted to show Sero I'm way better at this game than you are. And turns out I am!" Y/N let out a loud laugh, falling backwards onto her pillow. After finding out that 'Tape Dispenser' went to her cousin’s school by hearing his voice in the back of Denki's room, she got to learn more about this Sero dude. She already knew this after their last game a few nights ago, but he was so chill. It was still insane for her to find out that her cousin and online friend went to the same hero school. The coincidences in this world. Y/N thought as she grinned.

"It's okay Kaminari, you still lasted a long time! But you did get brutally beat by Y/N at the end though..." Sero said, trying to raise Denki's low spirits, but only succeeded in making him more miserable. Rustling was heard through Y/N's headphones, making it obvious that there was movement happening.

"You don't understand Sero! THIS IS THE ONLY GAME I COULD FULLY BEAT THIS GIRL IN!" Denki shook Sero by the shoulders, quickly doing the action. Cackling was heard through the speakers while the girl wiped a tear from her eye. Sero laughed along, as he was pushed to the ground by Denki. His arms were crossed as he looked away, upset that Y/N managed to finally beat him in every game they played.

"It's okay Denki, not everyone can be as good as me!" Y/N exclaimed, getting up from her bed to start taping specific parts of her room. Kaminari continued to complain about his defeat to Sero, who only chuckled in response. As she finished taping the bottom of the walls, Y/N sat back on her bed, sighing in content.

"So, how are you? I'm doing terribly after being utterly destroyed by you, by the way." Said Kaminari, opening his water bottle and taking large gulps from it. Y/N felt her face light up as she remembered to tell Kaminari of her future activity.

"Bro, you won't believe this! So, basically, they're actually letting me paint my room! All by myself! How fricking cool is that?!" The girl laughed out loud, jumping on her bed in excitement. Kaminari's eyes widen, in surprise and slight fear, sitting up and taking in the new information.

"Wait, really? But isn't that like extremely dangerous? Cuz of the chemicals and what not??" He tried his best to keep his voice leveled, not noticing Sero look at him weirdly. That guy had no idea what was happening.

"Well, they said that they were gonna do something to the paint so it won't hurt me or anything, I don't know what, but-" Y/N was cut off by an extremely confused Sero. "Wait wait wait, hold on. I don't understand what's happening. How can paint harm you? Besides like...eating it. And what do you mean by 'finally getting to paint your room?’ Silence was the only answer he got. Sero gulped in embarrassment, thinking he asked a really personal question.

"Um, it's nothing du-" A loud 'shhhhhhh' was heard from Y/N, who let out a shaky breath. She never really told anyone, it's not like she could either way, being confined in the hospital room for a long time. She pushed a loose strand of her away from her face, preparing herself to tell Sero.

"Well, the reason is because I basically live in a hospital. I can't go outside, or have 'unpurified' air, as the doctors like to say, meaning my interactions with people and the outside world are extremely limited. That means anything that's not cleared of dust and germs, I guess, can be extremely harmful for me? As pathetic as it sounds, it could actually kill me, haha." It was quiet as Sero took in the information, a large wave of emotions crashing on him. A person shouldn't have to be locked in a room for the rest of their life. Especially someone who is such a sweet person like Y/N.

"I-I'm so sorry to hear that Y/N. If you don't mind me asking, how...how long have you been in the hospital?" The young girl answered with a quick 'Two years', and that's when Sero felt his stomach twist uncomfortably. Kaminari abruptly got up and headed towards his door.

"I'm gonna get something to eat, you want something dude?" Kaminari's voice was low and trembling. It didn't take a genius to see that the blonde haired boy needed some time alone. "No thanks." Kaminari let out a hum, quickly exiting his room and closing the door shut. Sero heard the loud sniffs that slowly faded away, as he hung his head down.

"Hey, you good Sero? That was probably a lot to take in, sorry." Sero shook his head, letting a sad smile adorn his face. "It's fine, really. I actually feel honored that you're comfortable telling me. Feels like we're getting closer, to be honest." He smiled happily, meaning every word he said. And Y/N knew that. "Ha, we are though!" The air was tense, despite the two teenagers being in different rooms.

Y/N went to clear her throat, but was interrupted when a light knock echoed throughout her room. "Someone there?" Sero asked, noticing her silence and hearing the very faint knocking.

"Yeah, um Sero, I'll call you guys later, my doctor wants to talk." Y/N quickly replied, seeing Receen open the door and walk in with his thin suit on. Sero let out an ok and they hang up. Y/N finally took in how the doctor looked, noticeable eye bags under his blue-grey eyes, from lack of sleep. His dark hair slightly tousled, probably from putting on the protective helmet that came with the suit, and a small smile on his welcoming face. And a large container of paint in his left hand. Her eyes immediately lit up.

"What’s up doc? I see you have something in your hand, can I see it closer?" The small girl asked, getting up and making a grabbing motion with her hands. Receen chuckled, lifting up the paint for Y/N to see. Even if he were to hand her the container, she wouldn't be able to hold. She was just too weak. Said girl let out a high pitch 'OOOO ' in excitement.

"I'm not sure if you wanted more, but we managed to get you your favorite color! This should be enough to paint the room, you can even put a second layer if you want." Receen walked over to where Y/N put all the equipment, opening the container of paint. And with a low grunt from him, the lid was opened. Y/N watched with amazement as the doctor poured the soft looking paint into a tray. She picked up a roller near her, and drowned the roller in paint, the white fluff getting covered in color.

The two began painting, Y/N's hand shaking every now and then. After painting half the room, they sat in silence, resting for a while. Receen seemed to be tense, though Y/N didn't seem to notice since she was too happy to speak. Receen let out a breath, breaking the silence, causing Y/N to look towards him.

"I didn't get to ask you how you were, did I Y/N? How are you?" Said girl let a beaming smile spread on her face, causing Receen to slightly squint his eyes from the intensity of her smile. "Honestly, I haven't felt this happy in a very long time! I actually still can't believe you guys really let me do this! Thank you so much!"

Receen gave her a small smile while rubbing the back of his neck. "It's not a problem, you could���ve asked sooner and gotten this done a long time ago. You've been here for two years, so please don't be afraid of asking for things!" At the mention of her time spent in the hospital, Y/N lowered her head, causing Receen to wince. Well, might as well tell her. The doctor cleared his throat and began to talk.

"Y/N, as you are aware, I, along with many other doctors and scientists, have been working hard for you to be able to go outside again. To see your family, hug them, be a normal kid again." There was a pause and that alone caught Y/N's attention. She looked up at him. "There is a way for you to finally do that, Y/N."

Shock evident on the girl's face, she abruptly stood up and faced the doctor. There was absolutely no way anyone could have found a cure for someone like her. Someone who had an incurable sickness. Someone who was too sick, to even have medicine. He's lying. Y/N narrowed her eyes at the grown man sitting in front of her.

"With all due respect Doctor, I highly doubt that ​​that's possible. Cuz, y'know? I basically have an incurable disease? I mean, like, even if you did manage to find a way for me to leave this place, how do you even know it's gonna work? I don't think you've tried this medicine since no one in recorded hospital documents in the past have had people like that checked in before-"

"How do you even know that?"

"-so how do you truly know it'll work?" Y/N quickly finished, completely ignoring his statement. Receen sighed, scratching his head. "We live in a world where quirks exist. Would you believe me if I told you centuries ago that the human race would evolve to have super powers? It's kind of like that, but not really." Y/N eyed him suspiciously. He's avoiding the question.

Receen looked straight at the girl standing in front of him. He felt slightly intimidated by her piercing gaze. He quickly looked away and got up, towering over Y/N's small frame. Then he smiled. "Y/N, you are a very sweet girl, no doubt about it. I know how much you want to get out of here, and I want to help you. My team has created this almost perfect pill, especially suited for your sickness. I know you're very cautious, just like your mother, but I can only reassure you, that these are your ticket out of here." He pulled out the bottle from his protective suit, shaking it in front of [Y/N].

Her eyes widened as she restrained herself from reaching out and snatching the bottle. Her eyes slightly narrowed as she pulled herself together. Crossing her arms and slightly tilting her upwards, she looked into the doctor's bright eyes. "There's always a catch when it comes to these kinds of things. What's the price if I take these? My lifespan shortens, I only have five hours to go outside, it drugs me or something?"

"I'm hurt you think I would just give you these without setting out the consequences." There was a slight glint in his eyes before it quickly disappeared. Y/N hummed, urging the doctor to continue.

"There are exactly 15 pills in here. And consuming just one of these bad boys right here, would allow you to go outside! Though, time is very important when taking these. You'd have 10 hours before the pills effects wear off. These would dull your hypersensitive senses, but not to a point where you can't feel, smell or do anything. No no, it'd just be like how you were before. You'd feel slightly dizzy and be a little itchy, but besides that, nothing too extreme. It just dulls all your body senses down." Receen gave Y/N a small smile. She looked a little weary, unsure if what he said was true. She looked at the bottle then back to Doctor Receen, fingers twitching every now and then. Breathing in and letting it out slowly, Y/N stared straight into the doctor's eyes.

If I take these, I can finally go out. I can hug mom and dad, I can be around Denki again. I can meet Sero face to face and feel the grass again! I can be... happy again. But if these don't actually work, I'd immediately die on the spot. I'd be able to go outside though. Aah, so much going outside, I can meet new people! I don't wanna spend the rest of my days slowly rotting away in here anyway.

"So Y/N, are you going to take them or let all our time go to waste?"

Sero looked at his hands solemnly, thinking about what Y/N had told him. He swallowed the lump forming in his throat, then lightly slapped his cheeks to stop the wave of emotions from spilling out.

"Yo, you good dude? It's not everyday I see someone willingly slapping themselves." Kaminari chuckled, walking in and closing the door with his foot as he carried a soda bottle and a bag of chips towards the boy sitting on his bed. Sero grinned, feeling the sadness of everything wash away.

"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine. But what about you though? After we had that conversation, you were, well, umm... kind of out of it." Kaminari froze, letting a dejected smile appear on his face. Dragging a hand down his face, he let out a sorrowful laugh.

"She's my best friend. My first real, true friend. She's basically my sister at this point. So when she collapsed that day, I felt my whole world crashing down. She is the sweetest, the most kindest, person I have ever met. She never let me degrade myself, alway cheered me up when people called me stupid." Kaminari rubbed his eyes, opening the bag of chips and plopping one of them into his mouth.

"It hasn't been the same ever since she left, her parents barely come over anymore, and they're always so sad whenever I see them. My own parents aren't the same either, they treated her like their own daughter. I can't even begin to imagine how Y/N feels about this all. She was the top in our grade, highest scores in our test. No one could compare to her. M-my heart breaks for her. She lost everything." Sero let that information sink in, thinking about how she was before. He smiled as he saw Kaminari's shoulders begin to shake. He cares so much for her.

He put his hand on his shoulder, watching Kaminari slowly lift his face towards him. "Come here you emotional ball of feelings." Being the friendly guy he is, Sero gave the sobbing boy a hug, cuz hugs fix everything.

"No homo though bro." And with that, they both laughed out loud, continuing their bro day.

[burnedbyshoto]

burnedbyshoto sleepover

in lieu of reaching 5,000 followers, we are having another sleepover. due to the lateness of this all, this will begin as soon as it is posted, so have fun!

what am I taking?:

f m k

m o s t  t o  l e a s t  l i k e l y

o p i n i o n s  o n  t h i s

a s k  m e  a n y t h i n g

and as always:

p r o m p t s

just as seen before this event will end on January 19 at 11:59 p.m. PST (look at what time california is in if that confuses you). This time I have gathered prompts for you, go ahead and check them out below!

to submit a prompt, make sure to include the following:

character, category/categories, number(s)

if you do not do this I will choose whatever I want, and that’s no fun. I will also not repeat the same number for the same character. so if there are 7 asks for “dabi, angst, 7″ I will do the first one and thats it :) also there’s so many, im sorry LMAO

Fluff:

“It’s too cold! Come back!”

“No, I’m never letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.”

“I’m not gonna stop poking you until you give me some attention.”

“What? Does that feel good?”

“I don’t like [x], I like you.”

“If it wasn’t for you, I’d be so lost. I’m so glad you came into my life.”

“I’d do anything for you.”

“Us… I like the sound of that.”

“You always know what to say.”

“You weren’t supposed to laugh! I’m so embarrassed!”

“Are you stupid or stupid?”

“Come here, you tiny smug bastard.”

“Just let me lean on the damn cart!”

“This might sound selfish, but I don’t care about the world - I only care about you!”

“Stop staring at me like that.”

“I know how this goes. First, you buy me a drink, then you tell me how pretty I look, and then, at the end of the night, you ask for my number.”

“Don’t get too close to that one, she’ll singe your fingertips and have you on your knees.”

“You have nothing to be insecure about.”

“Take notes, kitten”

“______, we have a problem.” “I’ve been gone for like two minutes.”

“I bet he’ll have that lampshade on his head two shots in.” 

“Does it look like I know what sleep is?”

“No, keep it. I want you to have it.”

“Fine, yes, I did do it for 3 dollars and a lollipop.”

“If you’re gonna make fun of me…”

“Oh my God, …we’re gonna be homeless.”

“Why’d you let go of my hand? Did I say something?”

“I know I kissed you before, but I didn’t do it right. Can I try again?”

“I don’t regret every second with you, I treasure them.”

“He loves you, you know? He’s just afraid of admitting it.”

“Today is the day I beat you in a thumb war!”

“I want everyone in the world to know you’re mine.”

“You’re so needy.”

“Need I remind you that your ring finger already belongs to me?”

“OH, you’re jealous!”

“Please just kiss me already.”

“I think you might be my soulmate.”

“I could punch you right now.”

“You’re insane,” “You love me,” “Not right now I don’t.”

“I’m going to fucking smack you in a minute, I swear.” - “That’s not very nice.”

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Angst:

“Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”

“I’m not going to leave you. You’re never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise.”

“You deserve someone who values you.”

“I don’t like [x], I like you.”

“I can’t take the loneliness anymore.”

“Maybe I’m meant to be alone.”

“I’ve been alone for so long.”

“It isn’t up for debate.”

“I told you that I’d never leave you; I’m not going anywhere.”

“You take me instead, do you hear me? Give her back and take me instead.”

“You would risk the lives of millions for one person? Why?” - “Because it’s not just one life…it’s yours.”

“This might sound selfish, but I don’t care about the world - I only care about you!”

“It’s okay to break.”

“You don’t have to carry the weight of the world all by yourself, you know?”

“You’re a coward, (Name)! You hide away this entirely different part to yourself because you’re afraid that someone might get close to you! You’re afraid that someone might just care about you more than you think you deserve. That - that isn’t fair.”

“Why are you so dead set on this?”

“I find that being a coward keeps me more alive, so no thanks.”

“You can’t tell that I am in love with you because you were too busy loving someone else to notice me.”

“I’m sorry, but I’m done waiting.”

“All I want is for you to look at me the way you look at them.”

“It was a blatant lie when you said that you love me, but I don’t care.”

“Have you ever loved me? You know what, don’t say anything, we all know the answer.”

“It’s time to stop lying to ourselves.”

“Can I convince you to stay?”

“You were no good for me and I was too naive to see that.”

“You did a wonderful job convincing people that you love me, I almost fell for it.”

“I’ve finally come to accept the fact that you will never think I’m good enough for you.”

“I’m sorry, I think you got the wrong number.”

“Whoever you want to be with right now, that person is not me.”

“I’m sorry that I’m not who you wanted me to be.”

“I thought there’s something wrong with me. Turns out, it’s all you.”

“You used to look at me like that.”

“Sometimes, I wonder if things could have worked out.”

“You know what’s funny? No matter what you’ve done, I’ll still fall for you all over again.”

“Say it, say you don’t love me.”

“I had been in love with you for my entire life and you decided to love me back when I finally gave up.”

“Your ego stopped you from loving me, how sad is that.”

“We aren’t meant to be, can’t you tell?”

“I’m sorry, but…I don’t remember you.”

“I am begging on my knees. Please, don’t do this.”

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Cliches/Situations:

There’s people chasing us and I pulled you into the alley with me and wow you’re close

You confessed your feelings and we’re about to kiss but we get interrupted

We dated in high school but then you moved away but now you’re back in town

I need a date for this wedding

“Do you trust me?”

I’m going to save you from the terrible date you’re having

You took a bullet for me

“I’ve been in love with you for years.”

I called you at 2 am because I need you

I’m scared but won’t admit it so you take my hand

“I’m in your body!”

Holding out their arm in front of s/o’s view to prevent them from being shot.

Suddenly pulling them in for a dance.

Watching them sleep in the early morning. 

Pleading for s/o to keep walking toward them in the midst of destruction, hand outstretched and desperate. 

Holding their hair back as they vomit into the toilet. 

Taking them to a pet store and falling in love with them as they gush over the millions of puppies. 

Singing together/catching them singing softly to themselves as they cook/do the dishes. 

Video calling them because they miss them. 

Showing up at a club after they’ve called them, drunkenly needing their presence, and then taking them home. 

Breaking up in the middle of the pouring rain/watching them through the rear-view mirror as they drive away. 

Bouncing on a trampoline when they should be adulting/going to work.

Helping them with their homework, then proceeding to distract them. 

Taking them a bath after a long day/mission gone awry. 

Bandaging them up, scolding them for getting themselves hurt. 

Willingly becoming the bait in a mission to save them. 

Going on a mission together, partnering up as husband and wife. 

Fighting side by side, arms raised, guns up in the middle of a battle. 

Calling them during a panic attack, having them rush over to sooth them.

Distancing themselves in order to keep them safe. 

Losing their memory only to have it come back after a much-awaited true love’s kiss. 

Watching over them while they’re in a coma, never leaving their side, never sleeping because they want to be there when they wake up. 

Being in denial about them actually being in love with them. 

Having to erase s/o’s memory of them so they can remain safe. 

Choosing someone else over them. 

Training with them/sparring with them. 

Wrapped up in a sheet after a drunken night, flustered and trying to find their clothes while they watch you amusingly.

Waking up to them making you breakfast while half-naked.

Being utterly touch starved and too shy to ask to be held, so they resolve to brush their fingers against a part of s/o’s skin, etc.

Being the overly protective one during the pregnancy, doing everything for their s/o.

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Smut

“Underwear is optional.”

“Would you prefer my tongue or my cock?”

“There are only two acceptable options: either you eat me, or I’m going to eat you.”

“Remember this: your body belongs to me, and me alone.

“Your body seems to have other ideas.”

“Can you help me take care of this boner?” - “Take care of it yourself!” - “Well, it’s your fault it’s there in the first place!”

“Tonight, no hands are allowed -- only your mouth is acceptable.”

“If you keep moaning like that, you’re going to wake everyone else up.���

“I want you to watch me when I fuck you.”

“Not until you properly beg for it.”

“Don’t worry…I’ll make sure to take my sweet time punishing you.”

“I’m hard.” -  “Sounds like a personal problem.”

“No need to fantasize when the real thing is right in front of you.”

“Stop teasing me, fuck!”

“You know, you always look so much better when I mark you up.”

“You look so good with my hand wrapped around your throat.”

“You’d better be quiet if you don’t want to get caught.”

“Are you sure that’s what you want? I could really hurt you.”

“If you’re going to act like a little brat then I’m going to treat you like a little brat.”

“I don’t care how good it feels you’d better not cum until I tell you to.”

“I bet you think you’re really cute letting them put their hands all over you. We’ll see how cute you look later when I get you home.”

“You don’t have to be gentle with me, I don’t break easily.”

“You take my fingers so well don’t you?”

“Did I stutter? Do as you’re told!”

“Look at you, I’ve only started using my fingers and you’re already shaking.”

“If you keep making those sounds I’m not going to be able to stop myself.”

“Take it off. Slowly.”

“Such a needy little thing, aren’t you?”

“Pushing back against my fingers already? How pathetic.”

“Did I say you could stop?”

“I need you. Now!”

“Well since you want to cum so badly, why don’t we see how many times I can make you cum right now.”

“Come sit on my face, let me show you how much I missed you.”

“So desperate for it, aren’t you? Well, if you want it so bad you’d better start taking it.”

“If you leave the house wearing that then the second you get back home I’m going to bend you over that bed.”

“Maybe I should leave you like this, that way anyone who wanted to use you could have a go with you. Would you like that?”

“You know, you look really pretty when you cry.”

“Look at you, grinding against everything, you’re really desperate for it. Aren’t you?”

“You know, there wasn’t a single thing to eat in the kitchen until you walked in.”

“Call me selfish, but I don’t ever want anyone else to touch you.”

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Types of Kisses

Small kisses littered across the other’s face.

A breathy demand: “Kiss me” - and what the other person does to respond.

An accidental brush of lips followed by a pause and going back for another, on purpose.

Throwing their arms around the other person’s neck, hugging them close before kissing them passionately on the lips.

Wild, breathless kisses brought on by a heartfelt gift.

French kisses where they trace every tooth with their tongues as though trying to memorize them.

Laying a gentle kiss to the back of the other’s hand.

A kiss that lasts so long, they are sharing each other’s breaths.

A hello/good-bye kiss that is given without thinking - where neither person thinks twice about it.

Morning kisses that are exchanged before either person opens their eyes, kissing blindly until their lips meet in a blissful encounter.

Sneaking away to a hidden corner to share a secretive kiss.

Butterfly kisses against the other’s cheeks.

A kiss so desperate that the two wind around each other, refusing to let go until they are finished.

A fierce kiss that ends with a bite on the lip, soothing it with a lick.

One person pouting, only to have it removed by a kiss from the other person

Tucking their hands beneath the other person’s shirt, just to watch them break the kiss and gasp in surprise at the sensation of cold/warm hands on their skin.

One person stopping a kiss to ask “Do you want to do this?”, only to have the other person answer with a deeper, more passionate kiss.

Kissing in a stairwell, giving them an artificial height difference.

A chaste kiss given to each other because they are in a mixed company.

A kiss that is leading to more, but is interrupted by a third party.

Deep kisses where they have their hands tangled in each other’s hair to pull them closer.

Brushing a kiss along the shell of the other person’s ear.

Kisses exchanged while one person sits on the other’s lap.

One person tracing the other’s lips with a fingertip until they can’t resist any longer, tilting their chin towards them for a kiss.

Staring at each other’s lips for a moment before moving closer, as if drawn together by some unseen force.

Weak, sweaty kisses because it’s unbearably hot.

Pulling away from a kiss, whispering words of love against each other’s lips.

An unexpected kiss that shocks the one receiving it.

Kisses that start on their fingers and run up their arm, eventually ending on their lips.

Starting with Eskimo kisses before moving on to soft kisses.

Whispering “I love you” before a chaste, delicate kiss.

Kissing tears from the other’s face.

Kisses shared under an umbrella.

Distracting kisses from someone that is meant to stop the other person from finishing their work, and give them kisses instead.

A kiss pressed to the top of the head.

Tentative kisses that are given in the dark.

One person has to bend down in order to kiss their partner, who is standing on their tip-toes to reach their partner’s.

A kiss, followed by more that trail down the jaw and neck.

A single loving kiss left on the other’s forehead when they fall asleep snuggled close together.

comforting kisses pressed to tear-stained cheeks between whispered words of reassurance and concern.

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[joohoneyhoe]

Push and Pull| Eleven

|Chapter One| |Chapter Two| |Chapter Three| |Chapter Four| |Chapter Five| |Chapter Six| |Chapter Seven| |Chapter Eight| |Chapter Nine| |Chapter Ten| |Chapter Eleven| |Chapter Twelve|

pairing: Jimin x oc x Jaebum genre: smut, phone sex, dirty talk, masturbation word count: 2.8k a/n: Isolde spent three years with Jimin after meeting him by chance in a dance studio. He was perfect and he loved her, she thought he was the one she’d spend the rest of her life with. That all crumbles when he decides he wants to please his parents and leave her so he can be with someone like him. Isolde is plummeted into turmoil and leaves her job as a choreographer to move back home to the states. A mutual friend named Im Jaebum reaches out to console her, lift her back up from her fragile state. It’s a push and pull tug between what she thought she had and what she could have.

Since Jaebum left almost three days ago, my apartment has felt utterly empty. I got so used to coming home to him after a long day of work or even just waking up next to him. My bed felt cold and desolate and I absolutely hated it. I hated that I felt so alone without him. Especially after nine months of being on my own and having my own space. I didn’t want to feel that way all over again, but I did.

I plopped down onto my couch next to Bane, who looked up at me with a bored expression. “Don’t give me that judgmental look, you’re a cat.” I scoffed, crossing my arms over my chest. He slow blinked at me and returned to his nap, completely uninterested. I let out a huff, standing up to get out of the real clothes I had put on for no reason and go throw on one of the shirts Jaebum had left for me. It was my day off, I didn’t need to be dressed, so why bother? I had no where to be.

After I quickly showered and got dressed, I threw myself down onto my bed. I didn’t even know what to do with with myself anymore. It was borderline pathetic. My phone began to vibrate on my nightstand and I lazily rolled over to grab it.

Suran.

Well, fuck. I hadn’t talked to her in over a week and I’m sure she was getting worried at this point. I swiped over to accept the call, putting it up to my ear.

“Yellow.” I greeted.

“Hey! Where have you been, Isolde? I haven’t heard from you in over a week. I was getting worried.” 

Knew it.

“Sorry, love. Last week was, a little on the hectic side. I didn’t have much time to call or anything.” I lied, unsure of when I should even bring Jaebum up to her.

“Ah, I figured. I just thought I should call and check in on you. Plus, I kinda have some interesting gossip to share with you.” I could hear people in the background, so I knew she was down at her favorite coffee shop near the dorm. She must not have wanted any of the guys to hear what she was going to tell me if she was there.

“Really? And what would that be?” I probed, my interest peaked. 

“Okay, so this morning the boys all went to JYP to practice with Got7 for the MAMA awards coming up. They’re doing a collab again I guess. Anyway, They were all there by like nine this morning, but couldn’t start because JB wasn’t there yet. Apparently, he disappeared for like, a week and went back home without telling anyone. So, it’s nearly ten by the time he shows up and Yoongi said he seemed really unsettled, almost pissed off.” 

She explained, my stomach beginning to turn at the thought of Jaebum being in the same room as Jimin. I knew he had a temper on him and I’m pretty sure I knew exactly where this story was going already.

“So, he says hi to everyone and quickly walks off. Well, Jimin had been listening to BamBam, who happened to be talking to Yoongi about how much JB talks to you before he showed up. Jimin left to go talk to JB and next thing everyone knows, JB is screaming at Jimin. Yoongi said he’s never seen JB so upset the entire time he’s known him. I guess Jackson and Jinyoung had to drag him out of the practice room to even get him to calm down.” I let out my breath, trying to calm myself before speaking.

“So, what happened after that then? Jaebum didn’t leave, did he?” I questioned, trying not to sound too curious.

“No, he didn’t. Yoongi said that Jimin went out to go talk to him and when they came back in, they were fine. They just kind of stayed out of each others way. Yoongi said Jimin didn’t tell him what went on outside the practice room and doesn’t seem to want to.”

“Wow, that’s crazy. What did Jaebum go off on Jimin about?” I bit my thumb nail nervously, hoping she wouldn’t detect it in my tone.

“You. JB yelled at him about you, Isolde.” she replied softly, her voice doing the thing it did right before she confronted me about something.

“Oh, wow. I don’t know why he would do that.”

“Isolde, you do realize I know when you’re lying, right?” she chuckled.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about. I think you’ve mistaken me for someone else. Who is this again?” she laughed, making that little snorting noise she did when she was trying to be quiet.

“Come on, Isolde. I know something is going on that you haven’t told me about. And I know it directly involves JB. Spill it.” I let out a groan, turning over on my side to get more comfortable.

“I hate that you know me so well.”

“I know you do. Now spit it out. What’s happening with Im Jaebum to make him have an outburst like that on Jimin in front of everyone?” chewing on my lip, I contemplated what it was I should tell her. 

“You can’t tell Yoongs. I know he won’t say anything to anyone, but as far as I know, Jackson is the only one who knows.”

“Knows what, Isolde?” she inquired, her voice dipping a little.

“Jaebum came here the week he just up and left. He came here to tell me about Jimin and his fiancè to my face instead of on the phone.” I confessed, my heart racing but at the same time, a weight lifting off my shoulders.

“What?! He flew all the way to the Americas to tell you that? That’s insane, Isolde.”

“I know. But, I’m glad he did because…well, other things wouldn’t have happened if he didn’t.”

“Other things? What other things?” she gasped. “You guys hooked up, didn’t you?!”

“It’s more than that Suran. We’ve been talking every day since I left Korea and…I’ve developed much more than just a friendship with him. He has too. We’re–we’re kind of together now?” I let a shaky breath out, feeling myself relax after finally telling her.

“OH MY GOD! You are?! Holy shit, Isolde! I’m so excited!” she practically shouted into my ear, making me pull the phone away.

“Wait, you are?”

“Of course I am! Yoongi and I weren’t sure you would ever move past Jimin. Not after how long the two of you were together. This is so amazing and I’m just glad you’re happy. That’s all I want for you. Plus, I think JB was interested in you even before you and Jimin split. He was always around when you would hang out with Jackson, but respectful about it. I think it’s kind of cute.”

“Oh my God, shut up, Suran.” I replied with a laugh, feeling my cheeks get red with embarrassment. 

“I’m serious. I’m happy for you, Isolde. You deserve to be happy.” tears pricked my eyes at her kind words.

“You really are my best friend, Suran.”

“And you are mine, Isolde.” the notification for a skype call sounded on my laptop, my head spinning in that direction.

“Hey, speak of the devil. I have to go, Jaebum is skyping me.” I informed her, swiftly getting up and heading over to my desk.

“Ok, say ‘hi’ to him for me. Bye, I love you!”

“I love you too, bye!” I ended the call and immediately accepted the skype call, Jaebum’s face filling my screen.

“Hey, baby. I miss you.” he said instantly, his eyes wandering my bare face.

“I miss you too, Jae. A lot.”

“I hate to start out like this, but I kinda have something that I need to tell you about. It happened this morning…” his eyes dropped down to his hands as he picked at his nails nervously.

“You freaked out on Jimin at practice today. I know.” his head shot back up, eyes wide in surprise.

“How-who-what?” he stammered, making me chuckle.

“Suran just called me and told me. She says ‘hi’ by the way. Apparently Yoongi told her all about it.”

“I’m sorry, Is. I don’t know what happened. I just–I just sort of snapped. I didn’t mean to. I was so embarrassed after it happened too.”

“Jae, it’s alright. I don’t blame you honestly. This all has just kind of been an inconvenience for you from the beginning, especially with you guys being friends.” 

“Is, you are not an inconvenience by any means. I’d do this all over again in a heartbeat. Don’t ever say you’re an inconvenience to me again, because you aren’t.” he demanded, his face serious as he spoke. His fingers carded through his soft black hair, making me wish I could feel it between mine.

“Jeabum-” I started, but was swiftly cut off.

“Isolde, I–fuck, I don’t even know how to say it.” he tilted his head back, hands running over his face in frustration.

“What, Jae?” I questioned, feeling my heart leap into my throat. He looked back at me, his dark eyes filled with emotion. 

“I should have told you when I was there, Is. But, I didn’t have the balls to do it.”

“Do what, Jaebum?” pulling my bottom lip between my teeth, I bit back a smile.

“You’re not an inconvenience, Is. I’d do it all over again, because–because I love you. I’d do anything for you, as pathetic as it sounds. I know it’s been just nine months and only a week of that was actually spent with you, but I do. You don’t have to recipro-” it was my turn to cut him off.

“I love you, Jaebum. I do. I wanted to tell you that too, but I wasn’t sure you felt that way about me so soon. I didn’t want you to think this was a whole, rebound thing, either. It’s not. I love you in an entirely new and different way than I ever did Jimin. This is all new to me. With him it was so–so primal and immediate, we were together within three months of meeting each other. But, with you, you became my friend first, helped me without needing anything from me but my friendship. It’s a good different and it’s how it should happen. I’m glad it’s how this happened.”  I could feel my heart hammering against my rib cage, trying desperately to break free.

“I love you. I really do, Is. I wish I was there right now so I could show you. I’m not very good with expressing how I feel, if that wasn’t obvious enough.” I felt a smirk tugging at the corner of my lips, getting an idea.

“I think you can show me, it’ll just have to be over the computer instead.” gripping the hem of my shirt, I lifted it up and tossed it to the floor, leaving me in only a pair of lacy red underwear. His eyes widened with surprise, his adams apple bobbing as he visibly gulped.

“Fuck, Is. You’re going to be the death of me.” he growled as he tore the shirt from his body, making me want to reach out and touch his sculpted chest.

“I wish I was there right now. I’d fuck you so hard you wouldn’t be able to walk right for a week. Jesus! I’m already hard just thinking about all the things I should be doing to you.” I watched his jaw clench and unclench, clearly worked up already.

“I wish you were here too, it’s been frustrating not being able to see you, touch you and be touched by you. It’s driving me insane.” my hand trailed down between my thighs, dipping below my underwear to touch my already wet folds. A moan immediately left my parted lips, head tilting back.

“Fuck, I should be the one doing that to you. I hate this. I can’t even see what you’re doing to yourself. I need to see you.” he whined, I could tell by the almost pained expression on his face, he was restraining from touching himself and I didn’t want that. I wanted to see him lose control just as much as I was.

“Hang up and facetime me. I want to see you, ALL of you.” I gasped, index finger circling my swollen bud.

“I’ll be right back. Don’t do ANYTHING else without me.” he ended the call and I quickly shut my laptop, standing up and removing my underwear before laying down on my bed. My phone rang not even thirty seconds later. His face came into my view, he was laying on his bed now, his breathing heavy.

“Ok-I’m back, fuck. Why do you do this to me so easily? Show me what you’re doing. I gotta see you, Is.” he begged, I could tell now he was stroking himself, but in languid pumps to keep himself in check. I put the camera higher, so my full body was in view as my hand moved between my thighs.

“Is this what you wanted to see?” I inquired, slowly teasing my clit as I tried to prolong the act we were playing out together.

“Fuck! That should be my head between your thighs, not your fucking hand. Goddammit, Is.” his head flung back, a snarl bubbling from deep within his chest as he sped his movements up.

“You’re not being very nice, I can’t see you.” I complained, whining almost pathetically as I slipped a finger into my heat, making me groan. He tilted his camera, showing me his long slender fingers gripping his painfully ridged cock. His thumb flicked over the slit with each pass he made, his thighs twitching.

“Oh my god, I need you so badly, Jaebum. I want you here, right now, fucking me until I scream out your name.” I inserted another finger, speeding up my movements as I felt the burning intensifying in my lower abdomen. He also increased his pace, his breathing coming out in labored huffs as he held back his moans.

“I never thought I’d ever be into phone sex, but this is better than I expected. You look so beautiful spread out like that, fucking yourself while you talk to me.” at that moment, I curled my fingers, successfully hitting my sweet spot and making me cry out.

“I’m so close already, Jae. I don’t think I can go much longer.” I panted, thumb rubbing against my clit now as I drew closer and closer to my climax. I could tell he was close too, the vein in his neck protruding as he concentrated and the veins in his hands becoming more visible with each pass.

“Me too. Fuck-I’m going to cum any minute now.” he told me, his eyes darting back to meet mine. I kept curling my fingers, hitting that same spot over and over as he continued to do the same to himself. I felt the burning in my abdomen take over, my orgasm hitting me like an avalanche as I cried out his name.

“Fuck-fuck, oh god, Is.” he came, thin ribbons of cum shooting out and landing along is stomach as he continued to pump his length. We both rode out our highs, getting as much out of it as we could. The burning sensation finally subsided and I carefully removed my fingers, pulling the camera back to it’s original place on just my face. He pumped himself a few more times before removing his hand, letting his cock slap against his stomach. 

“God damn, Is…that was, really fucking hot. I can honestly say I’ve never done that before. Ten out of ten, would do again.” he said with a chuckle, leaning over to grab something to wipe himself off with. I ran a hand through my slightly dampened hair, letting a long drawn out breath.

“Actually, I never have either, surprisingly.” I informed him as I got up and found his shirt I had thrown off earlier, slipping it back on before crawling back into my bed. He didn’t look at all surprised by the statement and just grinned devilishly.

“Glad I was the first.”

“Me too, actually. I didn’t know I was even into that.” I giggled, feeling myself growing tired and it was only ten in the morning. I got under my covers, making myself comfortable as I watched him pull his underwear back on and do the same. He let out a deep sigh, very clearly tired from the day.

“I don’t want to go, but I have to. It’s two and I have to be at practice by nine again tomorrow. Do you want me to call you in the morning still?” he questioned, his eyes growing heavy with sleep. I smiled, wishing I could run my fingers along his back and sooth him to sleep like I had while he had been with me.

“Of course I do. Get some sleep, I’ll talk to you in a few hours.” he yawned, sleep trying to pull him in.

“Okay, baby. I–I love you.” he whispered, a small smile lighting up his exhausted face. I couldn’t hide my smile from him, committing those three words to my memory forever.

“I love you too, Im Jaebum. Goodnight.”

“Goodnight, Is.”

He ended the call, my screen going blank. I rolled onto my back, Bane immediately coming to lay between my arm and my side. I stroked his long soft fur, feeling content. The last thing I thought before I finally fell asleep was how much I wanted to go back home.

No, I needed to go back home.