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anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ? where does that world view come from   (what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .) ?

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definitely somewhere in between! hakuno has a very realistic view on things, she naturally views things in that very objective and rational manner (which makes sense considering how in canon, she's an artificial intelligence literally made to observe and understand aha-). hakuno sees things as it is and wouldn't delude herself to anything otherwise. she's surprisingly sentimental though, so she'd really be able to understand both ways of seeing it. the world can be cruel and unforgiving, but it can be a place full of wonders too.

i'd say that she's someone who has a very harsh yet honest view of things, but still wants to believe in the good in it! be it the world or people, that's pretty much the general outline of the way hakuno interacts with things.

hakuno's an amnesiac and has stated herself that she has no memories of "living" and no memories of experiencing any "enjoyable thing" (side note: 😭😭 I JUST WANT HER TO BE HAPPY WAAHH) and her life so far has been... pretty tough :,) i do have a general-ish backstory for it (and btw AAA TY LILY FOR LIKING ITT 💞 i hope it was a good read omg 😳💖), but yeah in canon she lived in a literal war for pretty much the entirety of her life! so you can probably imagine that it wasn't exactly the best quality of life, and it definitely is a setting where she'd get a firsthand experience of just how brutal the world is.

but it's exactly those experiences that makes her cherish the small things in life- even something as simple as having a meal with a friend is something extremely precious to her, so i think if she got the chance to properly live, there'd be many things in world that she'd appreciate too 🥹 she'd definitely be the sort that finds all kinds of magic and wonder even with the most basic and normal life methinks because she never had that kind of peaceful experience </3

that said! a key aspect for my hakuno is how disconnected from everything she is, so even with all this, i think she'd have an innate feeling that she does not belong to this world at all. it's also important to note that in canon, this is a legitimate fact! so i do want to make sure that in my portrayal, this isn't just something that comes from hakuno's insecurities, but a true and genuinely undeniable fact about her. she's a nobody with no home or place to belong to. so there's something bittersweet in it, because no matter how much beautiful and no matter how much she wants to be a part of this world, she'd an outsider to it.

i feel like these few line's from a poem (mary oliver's "october") sum it up pretty nicely:

so this is the world.  /  i'm not in it.  /  it is beautiful.

side note: it really explains some other aspects of her character too!! because while she does have a great appreciation for the world and all that, she's completely detached to it. it doesn't matter to her on a personal level, if that makes sense. that's how we get some brutal lines about how the world doesn't matter to her, which is just an instance of her brutal honesty rather than anything outright malicious. you can see this in her interactions with people too!

so hakuno may appear cold and aloof at times, (which is as a result of her just being really blunt i'd imagine avfjsbfb) but she's really someone who's slowly trying to understand her own emotions and be more human. you'll find that she's so incredibly softhearted and sentimental actually 🥺