#THERE'S MORE YASS
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gets fucking stabbed by damian and my last breath still be like "it's not his fault ! he is ten and was raised to be murderous since he was born ! kid entered a household where everyone ignores my existence, i don't blame him for assuming that to be the norm and acting evil to me so that he assimilates to his new environment ! bro literally went through the worst all his life so of course the way he expresses himself is harmful to others !"
and then i get stabbed again lol
— masterlist !
OH MY GOD PLEASE 😭 the gaslighting yourself is real, i'm telling you.
unfortunately, the reader's toxic mindset of justifying everything your family does is a common scenario for every time one of them fucks up; only in the past though. the present chapters will have you slowly realize just nothing really is ever your fault. that you've never once been in the blame for the actions of your youngest brother.
but right now, i want to focus on why you just seem to let damian go about his own crazy path of targeting you. and it's either it's because you have nothing, nobody else to fight back with you, or it's purely because you allow him to.
to destroy you, to make you suffer, to make you learn that you have no place, or standing in the family. and if you do have a place, it is at the rock bottom.
this is what damian is taught: the weak should be eliminated before they fester into some type of unnecessary cancer.
you're weak, when he first saw you, when you first approached him with your tail tucked behind your legs and an invitation to hang out together with the scent of cookies wafting in the air— he knows that it is you who will make him weak.
you give him temptations to be a child, he's raised to fight against it. he ignores the unwelcomed feeling of wamth that blooms in his chest, those are feelings that gets you killed.
so it's how the story goes: he brings his sword up to your neck, and sways his hands swift enough to make a small cut to ensure that the first thing you associate him with is fear. and for someone vulnerable like you, it doesn't take much before you quickly submit to the prospect of your place beneath a trained assassin like him.
he ignores the sudden pang of his heart and the aching, gnawing dread that chews at his mind at the memory of your widening eyes and the wobble in your steps.
it's already damaging enough to have the youngest be introduced and immediately accepted into the family, but it's worse when he's significantly younger than you, a boy nearly half your age; someone you've always wanted to have, to care for, to help raise and cherish... despises you from the start, before you two even formed a connection.
someone you once called your younger brother, now became an enemy in opposing lines in a place called home.
what would've been fine-tuned jealousy towards him because he was given everything in a silver platter turned into shame that you couldn't even face him, not right after he threatened to kill you, no... and especially not after you've convinced yourself that if you couldn't even prove your worth for a young boy like him, then you really have nothing good to offer.
you give him the autonomy to think it's alright, that due to his upbringing, alongside your naive brain always justifying that your other siblings are right, and you are in the wrong— he was given every opportunity to torment you when you even go as far as being in the same room as him.
and i have my receipts on why you're just like that; all in the grace of low self-worth and self-esteem. past you reasons out that it's because it's always your fault.
you couldn't even find a way to save your mother, you couldn't even establish your place in the manor, you couldn't comfort bruce when he was still not over jason, what more could you be when all you see damian as is a young, broken child like you? that behind that veil of threats and weapons ready to attack you, is someone you knew could've been different, if he was raised right...
if he'd given you a chance to help nurture the softer, more humane part of him.
you've always wanted a younger sibling, not only from back when you were just with your mother, but also when you were introduced to the manor. because not only did it mean that you'll know how your mother felt when she raised you, but because you thought you'd have somebody by your side throughout the silent torment you've went through.
and when you're graced with one, who doesn't even consider you his older sibling; you let it be.
you let him be himself.
damian wayne, demon's granson, the son of the bat.
so many titles he's called, but never one where he's your younger brother.
it doesn't help that you justify his past, because the man you idolize, dick, does so too whenever you try to complain. his excuses are never out of malicious intent to have you suffer further— it's just that he never once actually considered you as important enough to bat an eye on, like how the rest of them treat you.
because you know that even dick has his limit towards the youngest member of the family; he just never reaches it when it comes to you.
so if you have a person allow another to act terribly towards you, but have another, a friend or family, who teaches you that it's not right, who fights by your side; it wouldn't take long for you to also learn how to defend yourself then. you'll gain confidence that you're at least not alone, that your actions are completely valid.
... but if you have an entire family that couldn't even scold the boy for leaving a scar on your neck, who brushes his mean comments about you aside, who isolates you even further with malicious words that you know becomes crueler when targeted at you—
then you have no basis for what is right, and what is wrong.
and that makes your authority, your trust in yourself dwindle like your already crumbling relationship with all the others the further you try to fight back.
that's when you learn what it's like to give up, all over again. if you accept his vidictive insults, if you know your place to turn back if you see him in the same room, if you knew from the start that sometimes trying doesn't equate to succeeding; then it'll at least numb the pain that comes after.
for the entirety of your life from when damian was introduced, that was how you coped—
but your life after the manor, after damian matures and learns softness, about empathy (that he's buried long ago during his training from when he was all but a toddler) on your situation; reading your journal entries because he still felt entitled to due to some hidden, twisted trait of possessiveness... that's an entirely different story.
would you still be as understanding as you were back in the past towards him? would you still force yourself to love the demon you saw as just a little boy? or would damian finally understand that it's too late to turn back time, to correct all his mistakes?
either way, if you were capable enough to change (at least, in his eyes), becoming an independent person (you think, huh? your place is at the manor), then maybe you could give him a chance too, to fix your relationship and build a bridge to an even stronger one.
one where you could finally baby him, like what you've desired. one where he could feel vulnerable, when he learned that it's valid to feel weak— it cuts back to the previous points: you make him weak.
and when he's out to find you after going through every single diary, every entry, after deducing that there's still a small spark in your that'll forgive him if he tries; he refuses give up any sooner if it meant replicating the same warmth he felt when he stood by your presence.
so... you wouldn't want to leave your youngest brother waiting for you, don't you?
after all, it's just like what your entries told him, right? this is what you always wanted, right?
a/n: everyone is entitled to their own feelings about how i portray damian and mc's relationship!!! i love how all of you guys have different conflicting reactions to this. it's all so complex for me, how damian sees you as someone who's weak and makes him weak (he's just a stubborn little guy), and you, who sees yourself in damian, alongside the added desire to just have someone to care for (because you want to so badly honor your mother's memory), and that person also caring for you is ARGH!!?!
i apologize for my long rambles (if anyone wants me to cut back on posts like this, just tell me), i'm sure everyone is anticipating chapter 5 and possibly (soon) chapter 6 (since the drafts, not the final work is becoming too long). but right now, all i could provide are my depictions of the reader's relationship with every member of the family. i love to churn scenarios where it feels like you're actually part of the family so i'm actually manipulating all of you guys to become attached to the characters too, just to add an extra layer of angst, hehe...
#🍨... yael's talking#🧁... yael's misc.#series: again & again#yandere dc#yandere batfam#yandere dc comics#yandere batfamily#yandere batman#yandere batfamily x reader#yandere damian wayne#platonic yandere#soft yandere#yandere angst#yandere#yandere x y/n#yandere x gn reader#yandere x you#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#yass queen we love characters with complicated emotions that you can never quite pinpoint!!!#<- aka damian wayne because the line between resentment and obsession is blurred. they're almost the same thing#guys ask more about tim drake too i have so many things to say about that nerd#actually i have so many things to say about each and every one of them...
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Off the Hook , hosts of underground prize-fight turf wars.
#my art#homerun au#yass…#(sickly)#I’ll ramble later#+ post more elegant drawings of the designs also ehe
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was just testing things with mob 🧍🏽♀️
#mob psycho 100#mp100#fanart#mob#yass#and i put them in my pocket#I swear my art is more rendered than this
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lestat and louis right next to each other in tumblr's year in review fandom as they should be
#also they're more popular than castiel yass the evil has been defeated#interview with the vampire#loustat#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac
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I seem to have hit furby Tumblr, or furblr with my last post. So here's my first restored Furby who I thrifted and love so much
Before:
After!! 💕💕🍰🧁
#furby#furblr#furby community#furby restoration#kinda?#i bathed and yassed her up :]#i love her i have cleaned more of my furbies and id really like to get around to it again#cause i have 8 not including my buddies and keychains and some of them are dirty!#oatstalks#i was also very excited to find her cause she seems to be a rarer one :0
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Haven’t drawn Eddie in a while
#and honestly he kinda went through the Yass machine a little bit#but I’m trying to draw bigger/faster and relax a little more so that I can eventually improve#anyway he’s babygirl#Eddie#eddie Munson#my art#doodle of the day#stranger things#stranger things art
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The way he grabs his titties and looks at the photographer is just full of the exaggerated swagger of an 80s pretty boy rockstar
#kiss#kiss band#paul stanley#kissblr#kiss army#rock and roll#just quirky things#rock n roll#hard rock#rock#80s rock#the starchild#yass#show us more#hes so pretty#pretty#pretty boy#80s rockstars#rockstar#man tiddies#glam metal#80s music#80s#he has very pretty eyes too
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thinking about certain aspects of death the kid's character that i wish were talked abt more. like... he's a crybaby. he's a showoff. he's sassy. he's really not that bad w/ people for the most part, as long as he isn't freaking over them being too asymmetrical or something. he cares deeply for his friends. he's smart but in a dumb way. do y'all get me.
#im sorry i literally just cannot stop talking abt his character#i need to analyze this dude beneath a microscope fr#these things abt him might be talked abt more than i realize but i havent seem much of it hmmm#like a lot of fanfics have him rlly cold and curt and i mean#i can definitely see that to some extent#but he makes small talk and was ready to give a speech at the dwma party#he loves showing off and doing silly skateboarding tricks#he cries over being yelled at#'oops sorry my fingers slipped' hes so sassy why dont we talk abt his yass slay sass more#anyway ok im done im so sorry gjlsjg#soul eater#death the kid#dtk#soul eater kid#soul eater dtk#se kid#se death the kid#anime#soul eater anime
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He's so silly my fav fav fav fav fav fav fav I need more of him now, HE'S BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG.😞😞😞😞
#silly#random#art#drawing#genshin venti#anemo#venti#genshin barbatos#barbatos#best anemo#1ventiglazer#more of him pls#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin anemo#anemo archon#artists on tumblr#digital artist#yass
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stupir drawing s that i don't like ‼️‼️‼️‼️it's so hard to tag posts like these
#soad#system of a down#trent reznor#i love that guy i need to draw him more#jonathan davis korn#jd korn#korn#yass slay slay#pull the tapeworm out of his ass?#lyrics for the serj drawing r from.. dreaming i think?? album hypnotized#anyway enjoy#my doodles#fred durst#LIMP BIZKIT#my art
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old oc from the year 2021. Ohhh how i miss her and her lesbian antics. She was like 40ft tall too.
#i’ll draw staffa too#i remember when i created her i didn’t have any specific race in mind for whatever reason#she just had dark skin#but she’s indian now yass#i wanted to make her look more her age#i imagine#that the 2023 drawing is her when she’s younger maybe#and this one is her once she’s resurrected#oc#original character#children of the hills#artistic nudity#nonsexual nudity#cians art
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Well since you're suggesting... There's 0 mystery in what my suggestion is gonna be so can I suggest a Yukari? I think Lin or Shizuku (the kid design) would be great in your style but a Yukari is a Yukari 💜
thank you for the suggestion !! i hiope you like,, iv been meaning to draw yukari for a while so this was a nice opportunity
#this isnt like#a fully finished and shaded drawing#but its also not just a little doodle#so i hope its of satisfactory quality#yukari is so cutes though i have to say#asks#digital art#art#mine#my art#vocaloid#fanart#vocal synth#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid art#yuzuki yukari#yuzuki yukari lin#this is the lin design rifght#i might draw the shizuku sometime also as its also quite cute#however i liked this one more#yass again thank you for the suggestion !!!!!!
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FINALLY FINISHED THIS SEMESTER, WITH AN "A" TOO! YAY! Got some time to rest until the next one, so I'll be as productive as I can, here on Tumblr! That's why I'm gonna post a little sneek peek what I'm about to upload soon! 😊
NOW, I'm gonna hit the bed for bit, baiiii!
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i just listened to that Jhariah song you posted (eat your friends) and it was so good!!! i played through the rest of the album and it's such an interesting combo of like. emo and anime theme type of music !
Someone listens to the spotify links i post… 💗💗💗💗💗 You’re everything to me
#no but seriously i’m so glad u like that song i loves it#and i Lurvvvv that album too#i feel like more music needs brass instruments & crazy time signatures#if u liked eat ur friends i recommend u listen to some of pinkshifts music#if u haven’t already#ash of pinkshift fame sang on that song (and possibly also paul and myron but i dunno)#I lurv their suraksha EP. it’s so yass
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every martha wells mc is so fucking pissed and I love that for them
#like. nicholas is pissed. moon is pissed. murderbot is pissed. kai is pretty pissed so far.#like yass queen you go write some more angry repressed people#thank u for saving my life#martha wells#raksura#murderbot#witch king
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Im normal about him please I swear
#i should post more about him#he is so very yes#so very yass#star trek#star trek lower decks#star trek boimler#brad boimler#boimler
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