#THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG HITH ME

[bpdpenguin]

im not exaggerating. im like not exaggerating.

[revengeworld]

My King X

Kylo Ren x Reader

Words: +3.000

Warnings: none, just fluff

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As soon as the ship stopped at the small harbor of the island in the middle of the ocean in front of the big city, which they called home now. Y/N had grabbed Lydies hand and wanted to run towards the white sand beach,

quickly wrapping his arm around her waist, Kylo held her back before he pressed a gentle kiss on her lips.

“Be careful, okay?” he whispered, honestly concerned about her.

“You shouldn’t be so nice, my King. Otherwise, I will really think you actually care.” she teased and playfully pushed him away, before vanishing with her handmaiden and the small feline towards the beach.

Taking a deep breath he watched while the women were getting rid of their shoes to dip their toes in the bright blue water.

Kylo had noticed that Y/N was still trying to keep a wall between them, maybe out of fear because they still hadn’t really talked about their feelings face to face but soon he would break this wall down.

Following the others down the ramp, he soon stood beside Y/N who had her eyes closed and enjoyed the sun on her skin.

“If you are ready, I gladly lead you around the estate so you will know your ways around it.” Lydie softly interrupted their quiet moment carefully.

“Give us another moment.” Kylo answered which made Y/N look with surprise up at him while the maid only bowed.

“We will be waiting inside then.” grabbing Indo and Hith by their hands, she quickly pulled them inside.

“Is something wrong?” Y/N asked concerned, while Kylo laid his hand gently against her cheek.

Not answering immediately he let his gaze wander over her gorgeous face that he had missed so much this last month before he leaned down to embrace her in a gentle kiss.

“I just wanted to enjoy this moment with my Lady.” laying his forehead against hers, she suddenly turned her head away.

Kylo gently grabbed her chin and turned her head back to look at him.

“And you are distant… which I don’t approve.”

Letting out a soft chuckle, Y/N looked up into his brown eyes while she let her hands brush up his chest. “I’m just worried what the people might think of the sudden announcement of an heir. Especially if I’m the one carrying it. I don’t want to bring shame to your name.” she flinched at Kylos loud and sudden laughter.

“You could never bring shame to my name. Lady Ren, who is loved by this whole planet how can you think that they would think any less of you than a wonderful Leader for them.”

Hearing even Kylo call her by the name ‘Lady Ren’ her cheeks suddenly flushed with red before she pressed herself against his chest with a soft chuckle.

“You’re right… I’m just really worried about everything.  Especially for the little one…”

“Nothing will happen to you or our child, I promise you.” feeling Kylos strong arms around her body she sighed relieved.

Kylo leaned his head gently against hers, while they looked at the bright waves while the water was dragging the sand around their feet.

Just standing there and enjoying the calm, away from the loud and hectic palace, both of them didn’t notice how much time had passed until Lydie stepped closer to them.

“I’m sorry to interrupt again, but the Dinner is ready and Y/N should really eat something.” the maid informed both of them and bowed.

“You don’t have to be so formal around us.” Y/N scolded her teasingly and Lydie started to chuckle.

“Sorry, old habits.” almost bowing another time, Lydie quickly stopped and retreated back into the estate.

Before Y/N could turn around to Kylo, he already picked her up in his arms and continued to carry her inside. With a smile, she kissed along his jaw before she pressed herself against his chest. Her life had changed so drastically since she was with Kylo that she even would say that she felt loved and protected. Something she never felt in all those years after she had lost her parents.

Sitting her down on the chair to his right, they enjoyed a calm meal together but Kylo seemed more quiet than usual.

Gently taking his hand, she placed a light kiss against his cheek. “Is everything alright, my King?”

Looking into her worried face a smile was tucking at his lips before he leaned over to her.

“It's … I just hope I will be worthy to be our child's Father.” he rested his forehead against hers and closed his eyes, not seeing the smile on Y/Ns lips.

“You already are. Why would you think otherwise? I couldn’t imagine our child would love you any less than ...” suddenly stopping herself, Y/N had almost let her guard down and admitted the feelings that she wasn’t allowed to have.

“You will be a fantastic father. I'm sure of it.” she continued her sentence in a whisper while Kylo was staring into her eyes.

Before she could say anything else he had sealed her lips with his and pulled her closer.

Stopping in the doorframe, Lydie smiled at them both before returning into the kitchen with their desserts.

“They’re not done yet?” Indo asked her while he had his feet on the table, which the handmaiden quickly pushed down.

“They had a different dessert in mind.” Lydie chuckled and the two boys exchanged a knowing look.

“I just wish they would finally admit that they love each other. It's painful to watch.” Lydie sighed while sitting down on the little dining table.

“They don’t have it as easy as we do.” Hith mumbled while taking Lydie's hand.

“Let's help them as good as we can, then.” giving the Knight a shy kiss, Indo only yawned loudly until they were interrupted by the opening door.

“I will take Y/N out on a stroll. We will be out for a few hours, you guys can do as you please. I don’t really care.” Kylo explained shortly as if he wanted to leave as soon as possible but closed the door behind his back. “But before that, I must speak with you three, without her knowing.” for a moment the two Knights and the handmaiden were concerned until they saw the Supreme Leaders flustered expression.

While Kylo was inside, Y/N had sat outside on the warm wooden floor of the terrace, the feline stretched out on her lap, chirping and purring while Y/N was petting her soft fur.

“We still need a name for you...” Y/N mumbled to herself, while she watched the waves wash over the white sand.

“How about Umi, it means ocean my little one.” scratching the striped cat behind its ear it almost sounded like she chirped delighted at her new found name.

Y/N could hear Kylos heavy steps behind her until he pressed a kiss on her scalp.

“Are you ready, my Lady?” holding out his hand, she gently grabbed it before letting him help her up after Umi jumped off her lap.

“For you always, my King.” cuddling up against his arm, they started to walk along the beach around the mansion towards the giant garden behind it.

“I almost forgot to ask, what happened to the alliance since you are not marrying the princess?” when Y/N asked her question, Kylo gently brushed his fingers between hers to take her hand.

��It still worked out. They were very understanding, surprisingly. And that means I will have more time for you, which is good since you are pregnant now. I want to be there for you.” listening to his words, Y/N was first surprised before she chuckled softly, tears trying to sneak into her eyes.

“You are too good to me, Kylo...”

“I haven’t even started yet. I will spoil you and the little one rotten.” pulling her closer he pecked a few kisses against her cheek and neck.

“My sweet King...” she whispered with adoration and hugged him tightly until a rain shower was suddenly pouring down on them.

Quickly pulling off his coat, Kylo threw it over Y/N and laid his arm around her before he could see a wide open hut.

“Let’s get you out of this rain.” he said, while already pulling her towards the small structure. When they were finally sheltered Kylo and Y/N were already completely drenched and she couldn’t stop her laughter.

“That was a surprise...” trying to wring out the skirt of her dress, Kylo suddenly cupped her face to brush away the wet strands of hair that were clinging to her beautiful face.

“I have missed you so much...” Kylo whispered against her cold lips before he pulled her even closer.

“I'm here now, my King. And I’m not leaving you ever again.” Y/N smiled before kissing him gently, which soon turned more and more desperate.

Fiddling with the buttons of Y/Ns dress, Kylo soon picked her up and pinned her against the next pillar.

Lydie was walking up and down the Veranda while they were still a few raindrops falling from the sky.

“They will be fine.” Hith smiled and laid a hand on her shoulder.

“I hope so…” lifting her gaze, they could soon see Kylo and Y/N coming along the path, chuckling and teasing each other.

“For star's sake, they are completely drenched!” The handmaiden sighed and her boyfriend only smiled. Lydie was really protective of Y/N since they had become such close friends and immediately pulled her away from Kylo to get her into a hot bath.

“Seems like I won’t be getting her back for a while.” Kylo snickered while brushing his wet hair back.

“Your own fault for even letting one raindrop hit her.” Hith also joked and both of the men went inside.

Taking a hot shower himself, Kylo soon was lounging on the couch in the living room waiting for Y/N to return to him.

“Where is Indo?” he asked his other Knight who was training outside.

“Taking care of your order and that it will be delivered in time.” the other stated and swung his training speer.

“What did you order?” hearing her sweet voice behind him, Kylo could soon feel her arms around his neck while she leaned her head against his.

“A surprise.” he stated calmly and she quickly rounded the sofa to sit herself down in his lap, while holding her pad.

“Will you read to me?” he asked and gently pressed his lips against her temple, while Y/N nodded excited.

“I improved a lot since you were gone since I wasn't so distracted.” chuckling lightly she searched the last thing she had read before starting to quietly read out loud, while everyone listened.

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Waking up from the feeling of Y/Ns soft and warm lips against his cheek, Kylo slowly opened his eyes to look into her smiling face.

“Good Morning, Beautiful.” he mumbled, his voice rough.

“More like good afternoon, my wonderful King.” pressing another kiss on his lips he looked confused at her.

“It is already midday.” she explained to him and brushed his black hair out of his still sleepy face while he sighed deeply.

“I slept that long? Why didn’t you wake me?” resting his head onto her lap, Y/N started to play with his hair.

“I thought I let you rest a bit more after last night, besides since we will be returning tomorrow this is the last chance for you to sleep this long.” with another smile she could feel his big hand on her bare skin while he caressed her stomach.

“How are you feeling?”

“Just fine, like the days before. You don’t have to worry about us so much.” seeing how intensely Kylo starred at his hand that was still resting on her abdomen she smirked a little.

“How does it feel like? Through the Force...” Y/N asked carefully and Kylo looked up into her eyes that were filled with curiosity.

“Do you want to know?” slowly sitting himself up he brushed with his hand over her cheek, before she shyly nodded.

“You need to trust me implicitly…”

“I already do.” she whispered before kissing him gently.

Laying his hand against her temple, Kylo closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against hers, his other hand still resting on her belly.

Y/N easily let him enter her mind and he could nearly let Y/N experience what he was feeling through the force, the connection that had already built between him and his small little child.

When he heard a soft sob, he immediately stopped and quickly opened his eyes, worried that he might have gone too far, but she had the brightest smile on her lips.

“It feels wonderful...” she quietly whispered and he nodded with a smile.

“It does.” pulling her closer they quietly embraced each other.

While Y/N was playing in the water with Lydie and Umi, Kylo was sitting on a lounger at the beach with the other two.

“Kylo! You promised to swim with me.” she suddenly called over and the Supreme Leader sighed. He wasn’t one for water plays but still sat up and walked closer.

“Did I?” he asked innocently and pulled her closer by her waist. Leaning down to her, Kylo kissed her already smiling lips.

“Yes you did, my sweet King.” walking backward she pulled him towards the deeper end and soon dived into the clear water.

Following her immediately, Kylo swam after her over the ocean floor while colorful fish were surrounding them.

It was a beautiful moment and Kylo couldn’t be happier about the thought to experience even more wonderful things with her and soon their child.

Y/N appeared in front of him, holding onto his broad shoulders so the waves wouldn’t sway her away. Pressing a gentle kiss on his lips, she soon pointed up to the surface and Kylo held her tight before he swam upwards.

“Look what I found!” she said immediately, but out of breath before she held up a white glittering crystal.

“It’s beautiful, just like you...” kissing her temple, Kylo held her close before he looked to the beach.

When he saw Lydie waving he knew it was time.

“Come, Dinner is waiting for us.”

“Can’t it wait a little longer?”

“No, especially since I can feel you trembling in my arms.” giving in with a deep sighed, Y/N swam back with Kylo while holding dearly onto her little treasure.

Letting Lydie take her inside to make her ready, Kylo spoke with his Knights for a short while before he dried himself as well and got into something more noble than usual.

Nervously tapping with his thumb against the armrest of his chair, he was sitting at the table filled with lit candles until the door opened and Y/N entered in a beautiful gown.

“Did I miss something or is today a special day?” she asked and chuckled nervously while Kylo helped Y/N in her chair.

“Don’t ask too much, just enjoy.” pushing his hair back, Kylo sat down in his own chair again before Lydie served the first course.

Through the meal, Y/N, of course, noticed how nervous her King was and she was wondering why. Was he suddenly afraid to be a Father? Was he regretting his choices? Flinching slightly at the sound of Lydie clearing her throat, Y/N looked towards her while Kylo only nodded.

Cleaning off the plates from dessert she soon returned with a blindfold.

“What is that?” Y/N asked with a chuckle and looked confused at Kylo who placed a soft kiss against her cheek.

“A surprise...” he whispered and she noticed the pleading look in his eyes, which made her nod and close her eyes.

As soon as Lydie had placed the blindfold over Y/Ns eyes, everything went fairly quick. Lydie dimmed a few other candles in the room so that just the ones on the table were illuminating the box Kylo was placing in front of his hopefully soon wife before he lifted the cover.

When the handmaiden left the room, Kylo kneeled down next to Y/N and gently took her hand.

“I know I’m not good at getting my feelings across a lot of times… and even now I barely can get my words out but...” feeling her grip tighten around his hand he smiled a little.

“I love you. Maybe even since the first time our eyes met. And since I’m your King...” loosening the blindfold around her head, Kylo waited until she got used to the light.

“I want you to be my Queen.”

When she heard his words her eyes had landed on the glittering thing inside the box and she gasped loudly.

Inside was the most beautiful crown, Y/N had ever seen in her life and for a moment she was too overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with the words she just heard her beloved King say to her until she met his gaze.

Nodding frantically, tears were already streaming down her cheeks while she laughed relieved and embraced Kylo tightly.

“Is that a yes?” he asked, chuckling nervously while gently brushing up and down her back.

“Yes … yes, I love you so much ...” she sobbed and he hugged her even tighter.

Both of them had repressed their feelings for so long that it now felt like a heavy burden was lifted from both of their shoulders.

“Here, let me ...” standing up he carefully took the crown out of the box.

“Was that the delivery you were talking about the other day?” she asked while brushing her tears away carefully.

“It was. The blacksmith was working night and day for it. It should fit perfectly.” Kylo whispered while placing the crown gently onto her head and he was right, it fitted perfectly.

“Queen Y/N.” bowing to her Kylo had the most proudest smile on his lips, while Y/N almost started crying again out of happiness.

Finally being able to show their true feelings, Y/N and Kylo couldn’t imagine their life getting anymore perfect until they would meet their child.

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[ostrich-riding-cowboy]

The Deference: (Her Turn)

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let all that is natural be. A roar can rock boats, make a mess; fall over then, or to be the Sith Dr. Drew called me

[deterministpalindrome]

> Vel and Pal: Curl up under a desk and talk about a lot of things.

flippinoptimist: > "I hear you an Ringleader chatted?"

deterministpalindrome: > ...ears go back. "...wouldn't call it a chat."

FO: > "...yeah.  Sounded like he wwas dumb an didn't realise you'd be prickly, an then..prickly... an...somethin?"

DP: > A soft huff, nuzzle into him. "He flipped out, got triggered. Then AT came and made a fucking futhh 'cauthe I told him the truth and didn't conthider hith feelingth." Not factually true but that's what it feels like.

FO: > Gentle hairscritches and nuzzles, while he thought for a bit. > "...Sorry you aint like him none.  You ocray?"

DP: > Lean into the scritches, relaxing. > "Mm. About which?"

FO: > "You still sound mad, an frustrated."

DP: > "...'cauthe I am. He'th the one that came creeping over ta me, I anthwered hith quethhon, fucking politely even, and thuddenly I'm a fucking monthter 'cauthe I fucking hate him 'thead of worthhipping the fucking ground he walkth on." Very mad and frustrated.

FO: > "Nah, you don't gotta like him.  He's just scared cause he didn't realise howw bad you didn like him, an got scared you wwere acshoally gonna go outta your wway to kill him.  ...Triggered?"

DP: > "AT thayth otherwithe, can't fucking threaten him 'cauthe of hith fucking ithhueth. Like I wath fucking hounding him or thomething, fuck." Pull him a little closer with a grumpy growlgrumble. "Told him I withh he'd catch fire and kick it. Apparently that'th a thing for him, like I would've fucking known."

FO: "..nah, you wwouldn't a, but noww you knoww."  Gentle hair-carding. "...Still wworried he's gonna be a douche to me or tony?"

DP: "Yeah, I know now." The tone doesn't make that sound like a complete threat, but... "Know he ith. Jutht a matter of time. Probably already happened, got inta your headth, you like him well enough for him ta have." And pull him closer again, yours.

FO: > ..Velius sighed, and hugged Pal close for a second.  "..is there anybody wwe knoww that can detect that kinda thing other than me, that you wwant me to check wwith?  Cause, I don't think it's that, an I can explain wwhy, but proof is good."

DP: "Not that kinda in, the regular kind." But you squeeze back tight, that motherfucker better not voodoo either of them, you'll fucking skin him alive. "Digging in talonth and convinthing you of what he wanthh. Manipulating you inta thinking he'th alwayth right." Taking them away from you, dragging them into that stupid fucking religion until they're panwashed and never come back again.

FO: "..I'm not goin anywwhere, Pal,"  He nuzzled in.  "..an I knoww he ain't alwways right, he's too much like me.  He's like a giant adult me that's had ages to deal wwith a fucked pan an picked up some tricks for it -- an that's one hell of a case study to go from, since all a my alternates are like.. ..one, rare, an twwo, nothin like me."

"He's interestin, but I got my eyes open, an I ain't losin you.  ...Okay?"

DP: Your ears droop and you hunch a little when he hits the nail on the head: He's exactly like Velius without a leash, and you know exactly how dangerous that is. "That'th not all he'd've learned. He'th dangerouth and doethn't care who thayth what, thmug fucking dickbag." Mutter something about wanting him gone.

FO: ...Time to kiss Pal on the cheek, and nuzzle in, and bury his face against him.  "...okay, but you an I are pretty dangerous too.  An Tony.  An Sparks.  An like... evverybody wwe knoww, right?"

DP: Nuzzle into his hair and against a horn. "...yeah, but. Can't do anything. You like him. 'th AT'th moirail. He gethh ta you and him, I lothe you getting you away."

FO: "He tries to levver us awway from our dudes, he loses out big -- an he doesn't just lose a quad an a friend, he loses a quad, a friend, an a lotta out-univverse help he's gonna need wwif psycho-psii in charge a things wwhere he is.  ..so all he's doin is makin us feel wwelcome, an tryin to keep us entertained enough to keep comin back."

"An he likes us, wwhich I knoww ain't a guarantee a anythin, but ..."

DP: "I know he liketh you, that'th the problem. You're utheful and loyal and giving and enamored with him, why wouldn't he like you, and want ta keep you."

FO: "Cause he knowws I'm him, an the best wway to get his hand blowwn off is to close it." "..an the best wway for both a us to get along great, is to be cooperativve from just far enough apart wwe aint gonna clash."

DP: A soft murr, disbelieving. "Why would he be happy with that, too many variableth ta manage, not when he could get you all thtar eyed."

FO: ".. You knoww howw helpful Karkat is wwhen he's super tryin?" "...Imagine me bein that helpful.  All the time.  Forevver." "..Because I had nothin else to do." "Wwicked can tell him all about wwhat it's like to be the only dude in my life." "Cause..."

DP: More murring, "how would he know that."

FO: "...I think Ringleader wwas a lot like me an Tony wwhen he wwas our age, an he's a lot older.  Wwe'vve talked about howw much him an me are alike, a little bit.  I think he knowws that the only good wway through this for him is to not do stuff that wwould piss off a young him."

"Or... make a young him real, real inconvvenient.  He's alright at readin dudes." Gentle hair scritches.  "...as much as I like belongin someplace, I ain't gonna get tricked into anythin, evven if he wwanted to."

DP: A fair bit of squirming, not to get away from the scritches, you want those, but because of the rest of it. As much as all of that makes logical sense, it still feels wrong. The bastard is a threat and you aren't letting your guard down.

FO: "...Am I a threat?"

DP: Bury your face into his hair again. "Not ta me. Trutht you."

FO: He snuggled in closer, letting out a soft breath he hadn't been entirely sure he was holding.  He was quiet for a few seconds, letting the words drift through him, to see which stuck on his tongue.

"..I'm goodnatured, lately, cause I decided to be.  An I mostly stay that wway, unless somebody else is a dick first.  If somebody's nice at me, I like to match.  ..an if they're a dick, I get grumbly an pouty an shit, cause fuck them, I wwas bein nice."

"...me an ringleader gettin along wworks cause wwe both just decided it wwas gonna.  That wwe wwere gonna be nice.  An it's, like.. ...self-reinforcin."

DP: Snuggle to meet him halfway, and groom a horn while he finds words. This is yours, and you trust him, and somehow that got lost in all this which won't fucking do at all. And keep grooming, moving onto the other one while you listen and then propping your chin between them, frowning. "That maketh thenthe but it doethn't.... He'th not nithe. He'th playing you." Somehow. He has to be.

FO: Velius chirred softly, settling some and nuzzling into the hornpets.  "...it's best for evverybody, includin both a us, if wwe get along -- an if wwe stop, there's a big wwide fallzone wwe can both see, cause he Knowws howw dangerous I am.  An --sure, he could stop on a dime if he wwanted.. ...but so could I."

"..does that make sense?"  He peeked up at Pal.  "..like, wwhy I wwouldn't?"

DP: A pause, turning that over in your head. "...yeah, okay yeah I can thee that, from your thide, being nithe 'cauthe there'th too many kniveth on both thideth. But I jutht." You try to murr but it comes out too much like a whine. "There'th thtill thomething... wrong. " He's still a threat, he's still dangerous, this hasn't lowered your hackles enough about him.

FO: "... He's an adult clowwn that wwas alivve durin the cold-on-top era." "...an I wwoulda been a cullin mutant.  ...an his church is full a those.  An that's a huge, huge jump."

DP: "How ith it?" It's more an honest question than you bristling; you know you don't Get church shit, and you don't know why that's a big deal. After all, he could just be faking to lay low, or to get more people adoring him, or whatever the fuck his goals are.

FO: "..you knoww howw Sparks' clade has like -- all these dudes wwho aint quadded to anybody, an usually aint fuckin anybody to start out wwith, but.. they can still just end up in a huge fuckin pile a dudes, an it's alright?  Or they like.. just can start talkin to any other member a the group an it's probably okay, cause, like, they're That guy, they're wwif the group, evven if you aint talked before?"

"..an howw if shit goes dowwn, heap a dudes showw up outta fuckin nowwhere to cause some problems for the badguy, an keep wwatch ovver wwhoevver's hurt, an like ..."

"..It's a bunch a dudes that are Okay, an are dedicated to stayin Okay wwif anybody else that opts in.  ..an they call it family."

DP: You keep quiet while he rambles, aside from little chirps at his questions to show you agree and understand and are also still listening. Yes, this is all things you are used to and accept as truth, what does that have to do with- oh. Alright, you can see how that's a thing that could exist, and can believe that other churches would do something like that. "...tho. He'th promithed not ta hurt the cullbloodth and thit, 'cauthe they're churchmateth."

FO: "Yeah.  An if he evver tried, evverybody he cares about wwill fuck him up for gettin Family wwrong -- like howw I opted into the paint thing, so hypothetical messiahs wwould fuck me up somenight if I let myself be an asshole on purpose."

They were way more than hypothetical Now, but he hadn't thought so at first. "..an he's had fuckin ages like this -- wwif wwarm an cold all bein part a th church, an part a the family, an just bein good dudes for him to get used to."

"..dudes that'vve savved his fuckin ass, ovver an ovver -- an savved the asses a all his original, indigo Family."

DP: More listening, with a bit of hackle lowering. This. This makes sense. You have no idea why it does over what he was saying before, but. Things are clicking together more. The bastard still seemed like a threat, but... "...are you family? And AT? With him?" Do they get covered by this self policing system or are they on the fringe by themselves?

FO: "Yeah!  ..I'vve been...tryin naut to bug you wwif details since you ain't fond a him, but.. yeah, he does sermon things wwhere he talks to dudes about like wwhat's important in the church lately an shit wwhere dudes gotta pull heads outta asses, an in one a them--"  a trace of a blush, "--he mentioned me an wwicked existed, an wwere officially quadded an things, an said wwe wwere wwelcome, an it wwas neat."

"...I mean, on one levvel, it's a great trick to like -- induct dudes into the family so they get protectivve about your other dudes, but aside from like logistical details that happen to line up reel nice for him, it's also kinda nice to havve... a place like that.  Full a dudes that are Okay, an all like makin stuff, an stupid jokes, an...  Things.  Like -- it's a good chess movve, but that don't make it hollow."

DP: "...fair enough." Yeah, you wouldn't have appreciated knowing about him, seeing Velius delighted by his existence would've not helped at all, but hearing it now isn't so bad, now that you have context. You squeeze him again at the blush, cuddling close, bristle lowering further. "...yeah, I can get that, it ith like clade a lot." God knows you appreciate being surrounded by people who have your back and treat you like you belong, because you do. "I'm really glad you have that too, now. Buncha people that'll keep you thafe over there, making thure he doethn't do anything ta you two."

...a pause, something occurring to you. "...where do I fit in with thith?" You're not a clown, you never will be, you're definitely not family in the least, and you're aggressively protective over the two trolls that overlap. Is this family thing going to block you from keeping them safe as well? It'd better fucking not.

FO: "...Depends wwhere you wwanna, if you wwanna -- remember wwhen karkat didn't reelly get the clade concept since they didn't havve any a that in his line, an wwas kinda 'fuck you unless theres an emergency' wwhen I tried to make friends, at first?  --so like..  ..I mean, they kinda honorary-invvite quads of church in as family, if they wwanna be, an they havve this huge tent thing wwhere evverybody wwho's family can wwrite dowwn their quads on a big wwall so there's like -- 'This Is The Full Thing', kinda thing?  ..it's a big symbol thing for like, official..quady..family... stuff, for..dudes that're into that."

He sounded a little shy about it, but nuzzled in gently, moving the subject on from that.  "..quads of church dudes bein family is howw wwarmbloods got into the family in the first place, but noww they don't givve a shit about wwhat color church dudes are,"

DP: Your ears flick back while he talks, dubious of the concept. That would involve a promise not to fuck with any family member if you approved your name being placed there, and it is the family you'd be guarding Velius and Antony from. Willingly putting shackles on to gain fake trust from clowns, and needing to fake it back in return. Nothing about this sits right, especially since you've never even met any of them. You've barely met Makara. They're fucking clowns. You'd never manage even if you wanted to.

The shyness, though... That last bit's not important as that, nuzzling him with a kiss. "If thit wath perfect, would you want me ta?" If you could manage, if Makara didn't need gutted, if you weren't a strange aggressive Captor...

FO: He hesitated, blushing a little harder, then nuzzled his cheek in again.  "..I mean.. ..naut if you wweren't into it, it's like.  ...it means a thing, but.. ..if there wweren't any huge disasters invvolvved it could be neat, wwif.. dudes gettin along.  ..it ain't wworth it if evverybody stays on edge, 's wwhy I aint mentioned it."

DP: More nuzzling, a little smile creeping in at his blushing. "Yeah, there'th. A lotta problemth, about it happening, tho it'th not gonna, but. Knowing you wanna include me if everything thettleth ith..." Chirrrrrrrup at him instead of an actual word; it makes you warm and fuzzy in your core and your diamond flutter despite the impossibility.

FO: Velius blushed harder, hiding his face with a trace of a smile and reaching p to very gently pap.  "...you'd be amazin, an it'd confuse the shit outta evverybody, an I lovve you.  ..an. .. I think if you met them you maybe wwouldn't be as grossed out by most a them, they're...real special, an naut like most churches..  --Probably naut Ringleader specifically, he's like.  I mean, he's a big me, that's a danger friend, but like, his Zahhak maybe, or some a their dudes in the steampunk nerd carnivval,"

"..I knoww it's naut happenin, but there's good dudes, an they deservve betta shit than they got."

DP: Lean into that pap, smile growing. He's being so adorable and you love him so much, god help you. "...I'm not like, oppothed, ta meeting thome. Not if you're there too, or AT." Someone to speak up on your behalf if shit goes sideways, so you don't have to fight all of them. "...might help thettle thit, yeah? Tying fatheth ta thit inthtead of jutht vague perthon thhaped referentheth."

FO: A soft, hopeful chirp as he peeked up at Pal, fins rising.  "...I'm dowwn if you are.  --I think you started meetin one dude already, it's a secret that he's a zahhak since the dude in charge a their wworld is a huge asshole an absolutely all a them wwould die in a fire if he heard the wwrong thing, but the dude wwif the giant dragon drone, an the gear paint?  He's in charge a one a the other carnivvals in Ringleader's wworld, an he's like, number twwo in the church, an I'vve been teachin him about space in case I end up givvin them a space fleet,"

DP: A little nod in confirmation, making sure not to knock your back horns against anything with how little room there is under here. "I'm willing ta give it a thhot, but I can't promithe anything, and I'm gonna be jumpy. ...and of courthe he'th a Thahhak, why wouldn't he be." The concept of Actual Clowns without voodoo is a lot weirder now that there's a face to go with it. "...you're giving them a fleet?" You had not heard about that and are a little concerned now, why are they getting handed a fleet.

FO: A shrug and a tiny grin.  "..yeah, wwhy wwouldn't he?"  --and then he paused, blinking, as his brain actively caught up with the other question.  "..Uh," "Oh, I didn' mention that." "... I might naut, it ain't come up yet an they don't reelly knoww wwhat I'm doin', but I'vve been wworkin on some projects,"

DP: "Fucking predictable multiverthe..." You'd suspected he was someone, but it's not like trolls other than the usual lines don't happen on here, so you hedged your bets. But there's another matter to attend to here, and his words make you relax despite not realizing you'd tensed. "Might'th different, 'thpethially if they don't know it ekthiththh." Make a bit of a face; you fucking butchered that word. "What thwayth you toward and away giving them one?"

FO: "Wwell, one, there's no reason to right noww -- but, I'vve been .."  He paused, visibly re-ordering himself, lightly tapping his fingers and thumb for a moment.  "--I don't knoww that it'll evver come up.  But, startin at the start --  I stole a ship in nadaya's univverse as a dare this one tide cause I wwas curious if I could do it mostly-solo, an I did, an it wworked out -- I chased a bunch a dudes out wwif teleported construction foam, got the ship empty, got help to like drag it outta there once it wwas empty ..."

"...it wwas easier the second time, an that one wwas solo.  So I'vve been collectin ships for a wwhile, an like, parkin em places, outta the wway, in case I evver need a lotta materials or like, a spaceship for somefin.  It seemed important, so I did it, an I forwwarded anybody that needed it ovver to sparks' rescue stuff, an so there wwere just all these empty ships out there, wwaitin for me to need them .."

"...an then I made some disguise amulets for Ringleader cause my pan said he needed them, an I like makin stuff, an he agreed to trade favvors for em, an I cashed in one favvor to get Juryrigg zahhak to come along wwif me on a spacewwalk, an he captchalogued all the spaceships for me an put em in cards, so noww I can transfer them across univverse lines in a sylladex an havve my parceldrones uncaptchalogue them by surprise remotely if I wwanna, an then I made friends wwif Erisol an he's in the middle a a sgrub session, wwhich has wworkin alchemiters, so I'vve been grindin grist an usin it to duplicate some a the ships,"

"--an all a this means my avvailable quantity a firepowwer's been goin up an I'vve got shit that, if I had a large number a dudes, means I could hypothetically make a spacefleet any tide I wwanted, or like -- enhance my air superiority a bit, more'n the doombats already havve it, especially since a lotta the ships are like from hemoflips or wweird univverses wwif different powwer setups ..."  He trailed off again, fingers still tapping for a few more seconds before they stopped too, and he looked at his moirail.

"...If that hemoflip gets into a wwar, ... the empire shrank bigtime, they don't havve space superiority anymore.  If the church gets into space, it's either outta the empire's reach forevver, an safe, or can strike surgically an minimize damage caused.  I don't...Knoww, that they'll need that, but it's my best guess for wwhy my pan's been linin shit up, cause they're the only big group a dudes I knoww that might need a fleet somenight."

"...I don't.. havve a plan, wwhere the answwer is a lotta spaceships, but I havve that answwer, if its question comes up,"

DP: You ears go up when he says he's going to start from the beginning, surprised and a bit proud, you know he struggles with that. The rest... you remember him stealing that first ship, which you mention idly without interrupting, but you hadn't heard about the second, or the others, and you can't really be mad about it, especially when the medical wards got brought up.... it doesn't take a genius to figure out he was talking about helmsmen.

Nothing he says isn't a logical next step, especially if his game powers or his spritehood was guiding him in a particular direction, and you know having things in place for him to lean back on is something he does, and that you benefit from as well, thank you doombats. It sounds much more like he got ships and found a possible use for them, which he confirms. That settles your fears the rest of the way, and you kiss him while he's looking at you.

"Good anthwer ta get ahead of time, getting a thitton of thhipth on thhort notithe ith a bithhh." Good natured teasing, speaking volumes about how not upset you are.

FO: He was relieved at the teasing and the kiss, returning the latter then nuzzling in again with a blush and a shy grin.  "...I don't knoww they're gonna need it, but I wwas thinkin a findin excuses to train a couple a their dudes in howw to fly the kinda ships I got, in case I need pilots -- or in case they, y'knoww.  ..but.. I ain't decided or done anyfin wwif that yet."

"..I'vve also been thinkin a puttin one or twwo in the furthest ring so I could retool em there, an then usin the grist to duplicate my modded ones, but I ain't done that yet either..  .. You wwant one?"  He'd wiggle around enough to produce a handful of captchalogue cards, and page through them in the cramped space available under the desk that they were still camped below.  There were a few one-man fighter craft, some cargo ships between the sizes of vans and largish boats, and one or two carriers in the pleasant yacht size category.  Some cards were visible duplicates of others.

"--gettin them out safe's the fun part!" he added brightly.

DP: Softly purr at him, freeing up a hand from fuck knows where to bury into his hair and scritch at a horn, such a good moirail you have, you're so proud of him for doing good things. "Yeah, that maketh thenthe, though it'd be tricky. Not much you can hide thhip thit ath, yeah? Bound ta get quethhonth eventually."

Your ears perk at the offer, then dip for a moment before settling back at neutral. A ship... You never expected to ever own a ship, only get attached to one, and it's bringing up mixed feelings. As does all the Alternian schoolfeeding cropping up after so many sweeps, whispering to you knowledge about these ships, guesses at size and capabilities, ease of piloting and modification. You take a couple to examine closer, as best you can while keeping them in their cards, focusing on duplicates and smaller.

"Pff, yeah, that'th gonna be a trip," a half grin, seeing that as a fun project, "what'd'you know about thpecth on thethe? I, uh. Know, a bit, about thhipth. From, y'know. The helming prep." Him being right there means you almost say it normally, aside from hitching on word choice. "If you dunno, that'th fine, but I'm curiouth."

FO: "--Okay, these ones need total retrofits cause their engines are bullshit--"  he pulled a few cards aside, and then started cheerfully describing the remaining ones.  This little fightercraft had a maximum speed and minimum turning radius of This Much, but that one had this much boom boom, and this shuttlecraft's probably got some construction foam left in it but the seats were super nice ... He held Pal close, snuggled him with a purr, and went on at length about the cool parts of the ships.  He knew a decent amount of numbers to go with each one, pieced together as best he could.

DP: This was fantastic, cuddled close and tangled with your moirail in a tight space, talking tech while absolutely safe. You're eagerly listening and commenting, asking questions about interiors too, and aesthetics, and customization opportunities, though that one doesn't really matter as much, you're going to do what you want if it's easy or not. The whole thing is fun, getting you grinning and snickering again, and you'll eventually pick a comfy cargo ship on the small-medium size, one he's got a duplicate of already, with plans to arm it and optimize everything.

FO: One spaceship, just for Pal, handed over as formally as Vel could, with a grin, tangled up under a desk.

DP: Excellent. You're up past your horns in rebuilding vehicle projects and you could not be more delighted about that.

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the fact that he’s oceans away in ethpanol without me hith spanith ackcent ...... ;///////// 

[revengeworld]

My King IX

Kylo Ren x Reader

Words: +2.800

Warnings: Just pure Fluff this chapter MY MASTERLIST - Can be found in my Bio if you´re interested in more of my work! 

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As soon as Kylo stepped out of his Ship he knew something was wrong. Knights were running around the palace while he made his way to his room, not even being noticed by anyone.

Entering the empty and dark room, Kylo was more than confused. He had expected that Y/N would rest in bed with a book if she really wasn't feeling well what Indo had reported.

When he wanted to turn around to look for her, Hith was already standing in the doorway.

“Where is she?” Kylo growled while Indo and Lydie appeared behind the other Knight.

“She disappeared on us and we can't find her.”

“For star's sake... Are you force users or what?!” shaking his head, he was already pushing his way through them while searching for Y/Ns live force.

With quick steps, he was walking down the stairs to the cells while his cape was waving behind him.

She didn't know why her feet had brought her here, but now she was quietly entering the solidarity ward.

Every Knight on this floor had disappeared, probably because they were searching for her in the wrong areas.

Stopping in front of the last cell, the young man on the cold floor almost didn't believe his eyes, quickly making his way to the glass door.

“Y/N… what are you doing down here?” not answering his question, she looked into the eyes of the man who had left her behind, who had traded her suddenly for someone better even after all his promises. The man who had brought her in this situation in the first place and all of a sudden demanded her back.

“Why? Why did you leave me behind? Even though you promised me ...” her voice broke.

“I had no choice, Y/N! No choice at all!! When Charvi found out that I wanted to escape with you, she threatened to tell the Masters about it unless she would come with us. In the end … I couldn't get to you in time, but now I'm here! We could still go. It's not too late for it Y/N...”

Kylo, who stood in the shadows and listened to their conversation, felt a sharp pain in his chest. What should he do if she said yes? Should he just let her go? What would be the right thing to do? But in the end, it wasn't his choice to make. He couldn't keep her here against her will, even if he wanted nothing more than for her to stay by his side.

For a while, the silence in this room felt unbearable for him, until Y/N spoke up again.

“I can't …” unintentionally she let her hand run over a stomach, a small gesture that Anwir almost didn't notice until he realized.

“You're carrying his child? But that other women...” he whispered shocked. Slowly she looked up at him with a sad smile, the hand that was gently resting against her stomach dug into the fabric of her dress before she nodded slightly.

“And even if I wouldn't, I couldn't come with you. No matter which woman would be his wife or no matter how many, I would be always right beside him. For him I would always be glad to be his second choice.” quickly brushing away the tears that tried to roll down her cheeks, Y/N slowly began to shook her head.

“I'm sorry… The only thing I may be able to give you is your freedom, but I will be staying here by his side where I belong.” turning around, she made her way back, not noticing the dark figure in the shadows who wasn't able to move, too shocked by what he had just witnessed. Not only would she stay with him, but there was a child growing inside of her. His child.

Quickly following her back to their room while defusing the situation with the distressed Knights, making sure nobody interrupted her walk.

When she entered the room, Y/N almost run into the mountain of presents that were stacked in their living room.

Surprised she brushed her tears away until something small rubbed itself against her legs with an excited chirp. Taking a few steps back confused she looked down at the cat until she collided with someone behind her.

When she met Kylos eyes, Y/N immediately embraced him and he pulled her into his arms.

“You're back...” he could hear her muffled whimper against his shoulder and calmingly started to stroke over her trembling back.

After a while where they stood there in silence, Kylo slowly separated from her. “Is it true?” Slowly reaching out for her belly to feel the live energy from his child, his hand suddenly was slapped away.

Y/N had instinctively protected her unborn child while laying her arms around her stomach. Shocked how he could even know about this. She just knew herself since yesterday, so how could he possibly gather this information from? It didn't matter, what mattered now was to ensure her childs live, not knowing what Kylo might do to it now that he would have a wife.

“Please… Don't hurt it. Don't take it away from me.” she whimpered, not daring to look into his eyes.

Confused the Supreme Leader furrowed his brows before his outstretched hand slowly sunk.

“We can just say it was from someone else. Nobody needs to know just … don't take it away from me.”

The words reached his ear but somehow they made no sense to him.

“Y/N what are you even talking about...”

Surprised she looked up into his face before Y/N glared at him. Grabbing the next best thing she threw it in his direction.

“What I'm talking about?! Your goddamn future wife!!” grabbing her pad, Y/N searched quickly for the picture before throwing the device at him. With one movement of his hand, it stopped mid-air and he looked confused at the picture. Kylo knew Hux had told the King of Guaru nonsense about a marriage alliance, but he never would have thought it would spread through the galaxy. Looking down at his chest where Y/N had started to hammer against, while tears were streaming down her face.

“You could've just told me! Why did you leave me in the dark!”

Gently grabbing Y/N by her wrists, Kylo pulled her into his arms to calm her down.

“Shh… everything is okay...” he whispered in her ear.

“No … nothing is okay....” muffling her sobs against his chest, her fingers dug into the fabric of his shirt.

When she heard a soft chuckle from him, her head immediately shot up to glare at him, while he gently leaned his forehead against hers.

“Did you really think I would even consider looking at another woman when you were waiting for me?” he spoke with a smile and her eyes slowly softened.

“There will be no marriage. It was just a miscommunication with the Planet. I promise you… everything is fine...” leaning closer, Y/N let Kylo pull her into a soft kiss, which made both their hearts flutter.

Gently brushing her tears away, Kylo waited until she had calmed down and they took a seat on the couch in their living room.

“So … since when do you know?” laying his hand on her stomach, Kylo could feel this tiny little life force inside of her.

“Since yesterday, just before Hux showed me that stupid… But when it was just a stupid misunderstanding, why are you embracing her?” he could hear from her voice that she was still angry and jealous, which was understandable.

“She was about to fall if I hadn't caught her, that clumsy oaf probably had split her head open. You can thank this little creature for that. She wanted to make her fall.” looking down at the striped cat that was standing on her hind legs to find a way on either of their laps.

“So there was really nothing?” Y/N asked while picking the feline up and petting it gently.

“I swear. I couldn't care less about her.” looking into her eyes, Kylo placed his hand against the side of her face.

With a small nod, she cuddled up against his chest.

“I missed you so much.” Y/N admitted.

“I missed you too, believe me. But now I'm back and I won't ever leave without you by my side.” brushing through her hair with his fingers, she finally started to smile.

“How are you feeling? Do you need anything?” he asked after a little while, now that he knew that she was pregnant it made him even more protective of her.

“I'm fine. I just need you right now...” feeling a little nudge against her hand, the small feline looked disappointed up at her.

“And you too.” Y/N corrected and just now really noticed all the small packages and bottles.

“What is all of that anyway?”

“Presents for you. Dresses, Books and other … stuff” looking around he didn't even know what half of it was himself. He just send someone away to get everything that would be suited for his lady.

Hearing her sudden laughter he looked surprised down at her.

“You can be so sweet, my King.” pulling him down into a loving and soft kiss he could only smile. Now having him finally back made her feel so much safer, even after the unnecessary little heartbreak.

“Do you know what it will be? Did the Doctor say anything? When will it arrive?” Kylo couldn‘t keep his hand away from her stomach, his head automatically sinking down onto her chest where she started to play with his hair.

„I‘m just 6 weeks along. Nothing much to tell for now, but it will take a while until we can finally meet it.“ she chuckled softly until the door to their room was pushed open. Lydie, Hith and Indo were standing in the doorway before they almost choked Y/N with their hugs.

„We were so worried!“ her handmaiden sighed relieved that nothing happened to her.

„I‘m sorry…“ hugging all three of them back, Kylo loudly cleared his throat. In their haste to embrace Y/N, all three of them had pushed Kylo and a hissing cat aside.

„I see I‘m already expendable.“ he grinned into their scared faces and they quickly hugged him too.

„That‘s not what I meant!“ he shouted and Y/N only laughed at them.

After this whole situation calmed down and the two women were playing with the wild cat, Kylo turned to his Knights.

„I want you two to bring me Hux. It seems like he needs a reminder where his place is.“ seeing the sinister grin on their leaders lips they only nodded and left the room to find the General.

Leaning back on the couch, Kylos eyes were now fixated on Y/N. He had made his decision, now he only needed to make his plan reality.

„Would you help her with her presents?“ looking at Lydie, she quickly nodded.

„Of course, Supreme Leader.“

While the mountain of presents decreased, Kylo got rid of his cape and slipped into something more comfortable, Y/N sneaking a few kisses in between as thanks for all these things he had brought along with him.

A knock on the door announced the arrival of the General. Kylo waited until Y/N sat down next to him, his arm wrapped around her while he let his fingertips run along her side before he called him in.

„I see you returned earlier than planned… Supreme Leader.“ the Ginger spoke, obviously displeased with this development.

„Yes, then I heard a few interesting things. Would you care to explain to me why the King thought I would be marrying his daughter?“

„That is what he thought? I only mentioned that your current status is unmarried.“ Hux explained himself.

„That you actually might consider it, that I really didn’t expect.“

„Oh because I didn‘t consider anything, General. Besides that a month in a nice cell would be a good opportunity for you to remember your place.“ Kylo spoke calmly but cold.

„You can‘t do this! I had nothing…“

„Nothing to do with this? Oh, General, I thought you would be more clever. I‘m actually quite disappointed in you.“ glancing at his Knights behind the General, the Supreme Leader only nodded.

„Bring him in his cell. Solitary.“

Escorting a cursing General out, Kylo only shook his head.

“Well, then I will bring you two some breakfast. It was a long night for everyone.” Lydie announced while taking care of the last dress.

“Thank you. Would you be so kind and help Y/N later with her luggage? I think a week or two away from the palace would be a good idea after all this.”

Surprised Y/N looked up at him, but he already had his head buried in the crook of her neck.

“Do you really think this is a good idea? Nobody would be in charge. The villagers need you.” letting Kylo slowly press her down into the couch, he soon laid his head onto her stomach.

“We can be away for a bit. You did a great job, so there is not much trouble at the moment. I read the reports on my way back.” he only mumbled, before closing his eyes.

“Alright, everything my sweet King wants...” pressing a kiss onto his scalp, she gently brushed through his hair.

“But… you still disobeyed my orders...” Kylo suddenly growled and she froze in her movement.

“Sneaking into the cells and leaving the palace in chaos. That means you need to be punished too...” pushing himself up, he let his lips lightly graze against hers before he sat up.

“No Kisses and Cuddles for you.”

Laying one leg over the other, Y/N only scoffed superior.

“That means no Baby Bonding for you Mister.”

“You wouldn't dare….” he hissed low, but she only grinned at him.

“Don't underestimate me, my King. The one on the throne right now is still me at least for the next three days. Your own fault for giving me too much power.” very slowly she brushed up his neck with her finger to push his chin up a little.

“I see, I taught you well.” Kylo suddenly grinned and leaned over to her, silencing her sweet chuckle with his lips, this time not letting go of her until Lydie came back with their breakfast.

“For what occasions should I pack your things, my Lord?” the handmaiden asked after placing the tablets with food down on the table in front of them.

“For the Island Estate. I rather not want to fly with you, especially with our baby inside of you.” he explained his choice to Y/N, who nodded with a smile.

Both of them flinched when cutlery suddenly landed on the ground with a loud clank.

“You… You are pregnant?” Lydie and two other voices suddenly asked. Hith and Indo were back from imprisoning the General.

“I haven’t told them yet… I wanted you to be the first to know.” Y/N explained to Kylo while she chuckled lightly before the three hugged her a second time on this day.

“You understand that we can’t leave you alone on your little vacation. Then now we need to protect the little prince-”

“-or princess.” Lydie ended Hiths sentence and nodded with determination.

“Besides I need to take special care of Y/N now.”

“Fine, as long as you little pests stay on the other side of the estate.” the Supreme Leader rolled his eyes with a light smirk, too happy to be really grumpy at them.

In just a few hours they were already on their way to the island estate.

While Y/N was standing on the front of the ship, gushing over the waves, Kylo sat in the shadows just watching her.

After this little vacation, he would go through with his plan and he hoped everything would play out like he hoped.

“Kylo! You need to see this!” she suddenly called over, the skirt of her dress flying in the wind while she tried to hold on to her summer hat.

Standing up from his chair he rolled his eyes at the two knights and Y/Ns handmaiden who was just grinning at him. He was still a bit disappointed that he couldn't be completely alone with Y/N, but he knew it was better like this.

Lydie would take the best care of Y/N especially now that she was carrying a baby in her belly.

Laying his arm around her waist, Kylo pulled her closer while she was just smiling up at him, so much excitement glimmering in her beautiful eyes since it was the first time she left the palace and the city.

“Are you alright?” he whispered while placing a gentle kiss against her temple.

“Yeah … I… We’re completely fine.” watching how her cheeks blushed a little while she was gently stroking her stomach, Kylo could feel his heart flutter in his chest which only strengthened his decision. She was the woman he wanted to marry, the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.

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[revengeworld]

My King XII

Kylo Ren x Reader

Words: +2.400

Warnings: Angst

MY MASTERLIST - Can be found in my Bio if you´re interested in more of my work!

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In an instant Kylo stopped her fall with his force before he took her in his arms.

His first reaction was to shove his gloved fingers down her throat until she had emptied everything that was in her stomach out onto the floor.

Until somebody had even noticed something Kylo had already picked her unconscious body up.

“NOBODY WILL LEAVE THIS ROOM UNTIL I KNOW WHO THAT WAS!!” Kylo screamed and the Knights immediately followed his orders, shutting down every door while their Leader run out. As quickly as he could, Kylo made his way to the infirmary constantly reaching out through the force to have an eye on Y/Ns and his childs life force hoping it would not be too late.

Doctors and nurses rushed towards them and Kylo could only stutter something about poison until he was pulled away from Y/N.

Lydie was stumbling into the infirmary, tears already streaming down her face when she saw Y/Ns dress stained with blood.

“Wh...what happened…?” she whimpered while helping Kylo sit down onto a chair since he seemed completely in shock.

“She … she drank from my cup and … the blood...” he mumbled while looking down on his trembling hands.

“Will she make it?” Indo and Hith were standing in the doorway.

“We don’t know yet.” Lydie answered.

“I let everything get confiscated, food and drinks. The guests are questioned right now.” Hux entered and explained the situation to the Supreme Leader.

“Everyone but one.” confused everyone looked up at him, but the ginger had his eyes focused on Y/Ns handmaiden who was weeping in Hiths arms.

“What are you implying?!” Indo hissed and pulled his weapon.

“She could’ve done it as well. Being close to Lady Ren could have made her jealous. It would be a valid motive.”

“How dare you!! Lydie loves Y/N like her own sister!” Hith was standing up and pushing the General away.

“I’m just stating the obvious. And if you want to find the culprit Supreme Leader, you should consider everyone. If you want revenge for your Lady.”

The Knights wanted to speak up then they had noticed Hux manipulating words but Kylo only nodded, his head hanging low.

“Kylo! You can’t do this! Lydie would never harm Y/N!” Hith plead to his Master but also old friend.

“Somebody did this to her! Not only her but our child!!” pointing at Y/N who was laying there unconscious while the Doctors tried to safe her life.

“And somebody will pay for what they did and I don’t care who it was!!” he screamed at them before Hux dragged the handmaiden out of the infirmary, while the two Knights begged Kylo to see things clear.

“ENOUGH!” the whole room started to shake. 

“Leave… or disobeying will be the last thing that you do.” Kylo threatened and Hith and Indo left the room before the Supreme Leader felt back into his chair, devastated.

All night long Kylo was right by her side. Desperately reaching out for her and their babies lifeforce just to be sure that the Doctors and Nurses said the truth. That they would make it, that even though she bled so much Y/N was out of danger, at least for now. 

Looking down on her unconscious body, Kylo rested his hand on her stomach. The fate of their baby was still unknown, even though it was alive there was a chance that the poison might have harmed it. For now all he could do was wait, but he wouldn’t waste it on just sitting around. No, he interrogated every single person that was on that horrible feast, if they wanted to give him answers or not.

Without Y/N he felt lost and not knowing who did this to her made him ruthless like never before.

Standing in front of the crying handmaiden with her cuffed hands, Kylo was walking up and down his room.

Since hours she had told him that she knew nothing about what happened, that she would never harm Y/N in anyway.

But she was the last one left and Kylo didn’t know what he was supposed to do. WIthout Y/N he had nothing left but revenge and the urge to find the culprit.

“TELL ME THE TRUTH!” he screamed at the shivering girl who only shook her head while tears streamed down her face.

“I already told you… please Kylo… I could never ...” she whimpered slowly sinking down on her knees until they were suddenly interrupted. Hux came into the room, his hands like usual folded behind his back.

“I have new information regarding your search for the culprit.” the General spoke and Kylo turned away from the broken woman.

“What is it?!” he hissed and followed the Ginger when he left the room.

“Her little friend, that demanded Y/Ns hand. You hopefully didn’t forgot that you put me in a cell next to him. At first I didn’t bother about his words but… i got word that he indeed did conspire to harm her after rejecting him.”

“And how in stars name was he supposed to do this while he was in solitary?” Kylo shook his head, ridiculed by these accusations since they didn’t seem to make any sense with these circumstances.

“With the help of the one who is denying the truth to you at this moment.” nodding towards the closed door, Kylo knew that Hux was meaning Lydie, which sobs he could still hear.

But why would she? After helping them to finally get together, help him with the proposal. It didn’t make sense that she suddenly would harm Y/N, expect Anwir had poisoned her mind with his words.

“I will question him.”

“You shouldn’t wait to long. If they found out Lady Ren survived they might try a second time.” the General only suggested before going back into the room to bring Lydie back into her cell.

The Knights were following Kylo towards the cells, Indo and Hith still didn’t talk to him or followed his orders, which he was fine with, for now. He would find the culprit, with or without their help.

Days later he was sitting in his chair in the conference room, just staring into nothingness while General Hux was going through informations he had supposedly gathered.

At this point Kylo was just waiting for Y/N to wake up, she should be there when the one who had hurt her would be executed.

Folding his hands together Kylo rested his hand onto them while glaring at Hux.

Suddenly the doors were swung open while three people entered the room. Y/N, still weak on her legs was standing between Indo and Hith before she grabbed one of Indos throwing daggers and tossed it in the Generals direction before it landed in his shoulder.

“Ah you goddamn Lunatic!” he screamed while trying to pull out the knife. Quickly Hith and Indo used the force to pin him against the wall behind him, so he wouldn’t be able to resist.

“Y/N… Are you okay? You shouldn’t be on your feet!” Kylo was quickly to be by her side to pull her in his arms, but she pushed him away.

“How could you believe that Lydie had something to do with this?!” she asked him, her voice still weak but firm.

“I didn’t believe it.” surprised all three of them looked at Kylo.

“I knew something was wrong with whatever Hux tried to make me believe but I had no proof. Lydie and Anwir are somewhere safe so he couldn’t harm them.”

“So you knew that she was innocent and you didn’t tell at least us?! You questioned her for hours on end.” Hith almost screamed.

“No we made a plan how they could get away for now, but Hux wasn’t supposed to become suspicious.” he explained to them and Y/N could only sighed relieved while she felt back into his outstretched arms.

“Let me bring you back to the Doctor so you can rest.” lifting her off her feet, Kylo wanted to leave the room but she started to struggle.

“No! I’m not leaving this room until this rat is dead! I will kill him myself if I have to!” Y/N tried to get off Kylos arms but he held her tightly.

“You will not do such thing! I will not let you stain your hands with blood, ever. It’s bad enough for our child that one of its parents is a murderer. It doesn’t have to be both of us.” with a defeated voice, Kylo leaned his head against hers and he could feel her hands dig into his shoulders while she silently nodded.

“I will do it...” Hith was the one who spoke now.

“Not only did he harm Y/N and the baby. But he tried to get Lydie executed for his crimes.”

All of them looked to Hux who was bleeding profusely from his shoulders, the rest of the Knights of Ren had already surrounded him.

“He is all yours.” Kylo agreed. He didn’t want to give the General an official trial or a public execution. Hux should be forgotten like the low life he was.

Walking out of the room with Y/N in his arms, both of them could hear Hith pull his weapon before the doors behind them closed and Kylo brought her back to the infirmary.

Y/N endured so much already that Kylo didn’t want her to see how another men would be killed by his command. If he could have, he had avoided this situation all together.

“Where is she?” leaning her head on his shoulder, Y/N sighed deeply.

“I sent here with Anwir and a few Guards in a Estate in the Mountains. I will let somebody bring her home to you.” Kylo promised, while kissing her temple.

“What about Anwir?” seating her on one of the beds, Kylo shrugged his shoulders.

“I don’t want him here… not even here in town. It’s not safe with him so near to you...”

“You think he would harm me?”

“He hurt you, not physically but emotionally. And besides … he was the one who killed Shari. It might have been an accident from what I saw when I looked into his mind, but who says he wouldn’t have such an outburst again.”

“H… he killed her?” she asked shocked and Kylo could only nod, wanting to spare her from the details.

“H...how…?”

“That doesn’t matter. But he is a danger to you in my eyes.” calmingly brushing up and down her back, Kylo leaned his head against hers. 

“Gyaru… you could send him there. If you don’t want him around then I don’t want it either.” leaning his forehead against hers, Kylo chuckled lightly. Thankful that she was so understanding to his selfish request.

“Why did Hux do it … I still don’t understand… Why did this happen to us...” she quietly mumbled while she was close to breaking down in front of him. Indo and Hith had immediately told her what had happened as soon as she woke up. That she was poisoned and that Kylo, her Kylo, was accusing the wrong person and being manipulated by Huxs words.

“He didn’t meant to poison you. I was the target. He wanted to kill me and accuse you of doing so. Giving you the choice to stay with him and alive when he would’ve taken over or die as my murderer. To be honest it wasn’t even a bad plan, but he always forgets how sloppy he is to execute them.” gently caressing her cheek, Kylo looked worried into her face.

She still looked tired, especially with the red and dark rings under her eyes but even now she was so beautiful to him and he couldn’t describe in words how unbelievable happy he was that she was alive and fairly alright.

“The baby… will it be alright? The Doctor said it would be fine but … Could you feel something?” Kylo could feel the tight grip around his hand and silently laid his hand on her stomach.

“I can feel it’s little heartbeat.” he whispered while leaning his head against hers.

“It’s strong. Our Baby will survive, Y/N. It will be fine.”

“I know it’s alive… but what if something will be wrong with him?! It was my fault...” slowly tears were building up in her eyes and Kylo laid his arm around her. before he raised his eyebrows.

“Him?” he smiled surprised.

Leaning her head on his shoulder Y/N slightly nodded.

“I .. I just feel like it’s a him...” she whispered remorsefully.

“Well.. if it is, I’m sure he will be fine and if not … I wouldn’t love him any less and we will help him to have a comfortable life. Our baby will be fine. Don’t worry about it and especially don’t give yourself the fault. You didn’t poison yourself.” feeling her suddenly slouch down his chest he looked worried down at Y/N.

“Kylo… I’m dizzy...” she mumbled weakly.

“It’s okay my Love. Rest your eyes, I will be right here.” gently letting her sink down onto the medical bed, Kylo held tightly onto her hand.

Kylo staid by her side, trying not to give into his exhausted mind and tried to stay awake.

Slowly his head started to sink until the door to the infirmary swung open and the Supreme Leader flinched awake again.

Lydie was immediately making her way onto the other side of Y/Ns bed.

“She really woke up?” the maid asked and Kylo nodded silently.

“Just for a little while because she immediately came running to make things clear. She got dizzy shortly after.” he explained.

“I’m sorry for putting you through this, but you don’t have to worry now. Hith will take care of Hux.” he assured her.

“I’m just relieved that she is alright. And I understand why you had to do it, if Hux had noticed that we saw him as the suspect he might have tried to kill her again or you.” sitting down on a chair that a droid had brought her Lydie took a deep breath.

Hith and Indo joined them a few moments later, to wait with them until Y/N would finally wake up again. Even Umi sneaked into the infirmary and soon laid down next to her owner, gently pushing her head against Y/Ns hand before starting to purr.

Everyone who grew so important to her, was now by Y/Ns side when she needed them the most.

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