#THE LAST HAD ME UGLY SOBBING 😭💔

[amberjazmyn]

lost but always found💔🫶

pairing : charles leclerc x platonic!fem reader

summary : it was the last thing she had of her beloved father's only for it to go missing, only realising then just how much she missed her father. thankfully, her best friend, charles was there to lend a hand in understanding.

warnings : mentions of reader's father passing away, panic, charles + the rest of the grid being the sweetest friends in the entire world, a swear word?

a/n : this is actually the most exciting thing for me to say but this is my first ever request so thank you to the gorgeous anon who requested this! and because she gave me permission, reader's name is bridget!

her ears started to ring into white noise when she realised that the ring she always wore on her left ring finger was no longer there like she had thought it was earlier when she had been out and about in monte-carlo. if it was just a regular old ring that could be replaced, she wouldn't be feeling as though she was having a heart attack. however, that's the thing, it wasn't just any old regular ring. it just wasn't. it was the most special ring that bridget ever owned. it was a vintage sapphire ring with a passage from her father’s vows to her mother engraved in its inside.

it was the ring of her mother’s that her father proposed to her with that just like their daughter now, wore on her left ring finger. and this very ring was the last thing she had of her father's since everything else had been given to the rest of the estranged family. the only other thing bridget owned of her father was the photos but even then, it was cruel that her own family only had the decency to give her the sapphire ring. to be fair though, they legally had to since it had been written in her father's will that if their family were too selfish in giving her anything else that they had to give her the ring otherwise they'd be legal consequences. so, obviously because her family didn't want to get into legal troubles, they reluctantly gave the grieving girl her the ring but nothing else.

because she had been out all day and couldn't remember the last time she saw her ring, she decided to take her ugly crying self to her instagram stories. all for the sake of desperately trying to find her sapphire ring. she needed to find this ring otherwise she would have no clue on what to do since it was the last and only thing that she had left of her dad. and there was no way in hell she'd let herself live if she couldn't find it.

bridget.l.n posted to her instagram story

[caption 1: i'm literally sobbing hysterically rn guys, i have lost my vintage sapphire ring that my dad proposed to my mum with that everyone always sees me wear on my left ring finger😭. i've been all around monaco today so it must have fallen off in the middle of that since i literally never take it off unless i need to. so if anyone knows where it is and finds it, i will genuinely love you forever! i am an actual wreck cause i've never lost it before and the only reason i have this ring is because if my family didn't give it to me there would have been legal consequences so please, help me find it! caption 2: for those wondering, this is a literal product photo of what my ring looks like, it's so simple yet so intricate at the same time, it's a gold band with little diamonds and a sapphire in the middle with a passage out of my dad's proposal speech to my mum engraved on the inside! again, thank you to everyone in advance!]

yourbff replied to bridget.l.n's story: omg, i am so sorry to hear that, hun! i was out and about as well around the same time you were and going into similar stores as you, i can for sure retrace your steps if you need me too my love!

bridget.l.n thank you my love, you are such a sweetheart! i am hysterical because i have never lost it before and i don't know what to do!

yourbff i know honey, i can't even imagine just how freaked out you are! i'm about to leave for the gym now so i'll go check now xx

landonorris replied to bridget.l.n's: story oh, bridge, i'm so sorry hun! do you remember where you had it last?

bridget.l.n no, lan, that's why i'm freaking out sm! i'm trying to remember so hard but i just can't and i don't know where i last had it!! all i do remember though is that i didn't take it off otherwise i would have remembered so it had to of slipped off my finger!!

landonorris it's okay bridge, please breathe cause i know you're not right now! hopefully you can find it soon, i'd hate to see you without it because i know how much you had to fight to even get it in the first place <3

carlossainz55 replied to bridget.l.n's story: oh corazon, i'm so sorry to hear that! i know how much that ring means to you, if you need anything, i'm always here for you but i have no doubt that charles will be the best person for this in helping you out <3

bridget.l.n thank you carlitos, it feels awful and i wish it didn't feel like this because it feels like i've lost him all over again and it felt as though i had finally gotten better! and don't worry, i can already see charles getting his keys ready, he's on his way <3

carlossainz55 i have full faith that with charles beside you that he'll help you find it <3

maxverstappen1 replied to bridget.l.n's story: oh, bridget, that is heartbreaking! kelly's gone out to do some food shopping, i can call her and ask if she can ask around if that'll help?

bridget.l.n thank you so much maxie, that is so helpful! i love you and kelly sm and tell her i say thank you! i'm so sorry, it's so silly but i'm literally a mess!

maxverstappen1 of course bridget, we love you too! and this isn't something that's silly, it's serious since we all know how much you fought to get this ring back!

charlesleclerc replied to bridget.l.n's story: oh...bridget...i know how much that ring means to you! do you want me to look for it or come over to you?

bridget.l.n can you come to me please? i need you! i feel so sick, char, i just cannot believe i let myself lose it like this after having to fight so hard with my own family just to get it back!

charlesleclerc of course i can bridget, i'm in the car right now!

as soon as bridget turned off her phone, leaving her best friend on seen as well as all the others who replied to her story, her tears no longer allowing her to see. her head dropped to her knees as her cries grew louder through her apartment. knowing that charles wasn't too far away, she just wallowed into her grief as much as she could whilst she waited for him. of course, other people would tell her to stop crying and to stop being stupid and that it's 'just a ring' but it wasn't. and she was glad all of her friends that saw her plea on her instagram stories and responded to her that they never once said it was stupid. even when she herself apologised and said that it was stupid. they knew just how much her father's (technically mother's) old engagement ring meant to her and how difficult it was for her to make sure her family that she was no longer speaking to actually obliged by the legal document of her father's will and gave it to her. posting again, this time a photo of her dad, it was clear that this was hurting her more than everyone thought it would.

bridget.l.n posted to her instagram story

[caption 1: dad, wherever it is you are, for the love of everything holy, please help me find this ring! caption 2: tb to when we were happy family before dad fell ill and we lost him forever💔💌]

charlesleclerc replied to bridget.l.n's story: i'm here, bridge, please let me inside!

bridget.l.n omg charlie i thought you'd never make it! it felt like you were taking forever!

charlesleclerc i know and i'm so sorry but i'm here now! please open the door

landonorris replied to bridget.l.n's story: you'll find it, i promise you, bridget!

bridget.l.n i hope so, lando! i don't even know how i'm still breathing

landonorris i'm glad that you're still breathing but i already know that charles is looking after you. he's not gonna give up until you guys find it okay?

carlossainz55 replied to bridget.l.n's story: bridget, please tell me, is charles with you? i'm sure he'll help you and so will your dad! he'd never let you be without his ring, i promise!

bridget.l.n yes, he just arrived and i'm able to breathe a lot better and i know he'd never let it happen but i just hope it's not been stolen

carlossainz55 that's something neither charles or your dad is going to let happen okay? no one has or will steal the ring!

now that charles had finally arrived and bridget had let the monegasque into her home, before the two could do anything else, charles opened his arms. allowing the girl to practically collapse into his arms and hugged her as tight as tight could be. and once again, when bridget thought she had cried out all of her tears, there was a slight shock for her when sobs left her mouth and tears streamed down her cheeks the second she made contact with her childhood best friend. but charles didn't say anything. there was no need to. all he did was hug her tighter and comfort her as that was all he could do and everything the grieving and distressed girl needed him to do. however, it didn't take charles too long to get bridget's tears to stop and when they eventually did, charles spoke up.

"...you okay mon ange?" charles whispers, pulling away slightly as bridget nods her head and wipes the remaining tears off her cheeks

"yeah...i'm sorry..." bridget trailed off as charles sighed as he shook his head with a small smile

"...don't apologise bridge. this ring you've lost is an important item for you, it's not silly, it's not stupid and it shouldn't be something you feel embarrassed about crying over! hell, if i lost something i was given from jules or papa, i'd be hysterical as well! but i promise, we will find it, if it's the last thing i'll do! i'd stay awake for as long as i physically can, not even thinking about sleep until i help you get this ring back, okay, bridget? i'm being serious, so serious, because i know these feelings that you're feeling and it is gut-wrenching and nauseating knowing that you've lost something you love so dearly with no memory of how you lost it..." charles was out of breath, his hands cupping bridget's cheeks as her eyes widened as she nodded her head

"...okay, thank you charlie!" bridget whispered as charles smiled at his best friend as they then pulled away from each other

it was now time for them to retrace bridget's steps starting from the very beginning. her bedroom. although she was fairly confident she had memory of waking up with her ring still on, she didn't want to take any chances just in case it had fallen off into her bedsheets whilst she had slept. even though it was highly unlikely since she always wore it to bed, only taking it off to shower, she still looked in, around and under her bedsheets. and if on the odd chance it slipped off her finger (which only happened once before it was resized to literally fit her finger) she would feel it underneath her due to the diamonds and sapphire stone. whilst she was doing that, charles was looking through her walk-in-wardrobe as well as her ensuite bathroom. every single morning of every single day, she would do her morning skincare routine, no matter if she was leaving the house or not, she couldn't skip her skincare. she had recently started to take off her hand jewellery whilst doing her skincare but she had a designated ceramic bowl that she had made specifically to put her jewellery into whilst doing her skincare so she wouldn't lose it. and like both charles and bridget suspected, the sapphire ring wasn't in either her bed, walk-in-wardrobe or her ensuite.

so, now, the next places to look was downstairs in the kitchen and lounge room. charles took the kitchen and bridget the lounge room. bridget knew for sure that it couldn't be in the kitchen because she doesn't take off her jewellery whilst she's cooking and she had only spent less than two minutes, maybe three, in the lounge room before she left the house and got into her car. the car was the next spot the best friends were going to look into since, like expected once again, no ring was found in either the kitchen nor the lounge room.

the second charles and bridget opened all five car doors (yes all five, including the boot of the car) it was clear that there was no way in living grace that her ring had fallen off in her car. because she left it absolutely spotless every single time, all the time. so it would have been obvious if she had lost her shiny and polished sapphire ring in any spot in her car, even in the deep crevices between the seats, she'd see it. she couldn't deal with a messy car in the same way she could deal with a organized messy loungeroom. so, once again, it was back to the blackboard for charles and bridget as the distressed girl tried to remember where she went after getting into her car to leave.

then, duh, it was still entered into her iphone's google maps so, she checked the address there and then groaned, smacking her face against the steering wheel. thankfully though it wasn't damaged because charles made sure his hand was resting against the steering wheel before the girl could even think of smashing her head against it. the address saved into her google maps was to the monte-carlo square shopping mall and of course, that place was huge! there was no way they would find it in such a big centre with just the two of them. so, that was when bridget went back to her instagram stories and posted for backup of those that lived in monaco that could help her.

bridget.l.n posted to her instagram story

[caption 1: i know it's not that obvious from the look on my face but charlesleclerc and i are struggling with operation find bridget's beloved vintage sapphire ring! we have deduced that i didn't lose it in my bedroom, ensuite, kitchen, loungeroom or car! however, we now conspire that i may have lost it in the monte-carlo square shopping mall. so, charles and i are on our way but the mall is too big for just little charlie and i to find it ourselves due to how big it is. so, for those of mine that i know, love and adore that live in monaco that are able to, i would love you forever and ever if you could help me and charlie in the next stage of finding this ring! because like charlie told me, we are not stopping this conquest until we find this ring! so, if i can get as many of my monaco lovers to help me in this quest i will genuinely love you forever and probably kiss every single one of you on the mouth! thank you my darlings, see you at the square <3]

landonorris has replied to bridget.l.n's story: i was literally just thinking you may have lost it whilst you were out shopping at the square! and i'm legit there currently, where are you and charles at rn? i can come to you <3

bridget.l.n you are a godsend mr lando norris! we are just walking in on the north entrance near the food court because that was where i went first for a vanilla chiller so if you could meet us there, that would be fantastic lando <3

landonorris i'm on my way there rn! see you soon, we will find this ring, bridget!!

maxverstappen1 has replied to bridget.l.n's story: me, kelly and p are currently at the food court at the square right now! we've almost finished eating our food and because i can see you, charles and lando, we can link up and help you three!

bridget.l.n another godsend, thank you so much maxie! i appreciate you, kelly and p so much for helping us!

maxverstappen1 it's not a problem at all, bridget! i'd be doing the same thing if the same thing happened to kelly, p or even myself! i have full faith we'll find this ring!

oscarpiastri has replied to bridget.l.n's story: seems like all of the monaco crew is all currently in monaco at the same time! lily is also with me as is carlos and rebecca! we're just walking into the food court right now and we see you and the rest of the crew!

bridget.l.n omg thank you so much osc! but why am i shocked that carlos and rebecca are here? i thought they were in madrid? but at this point i don't even care because now we have a big enough group that we can split up and potentially find it quicker!

oscarpiastri our pleasure, bridge! and genuinely i think carlos and rebecca flew over the moment they saw the first instagram story of you explaining what had happened

now that most of the grid as well as some of bridget's best friends who weren't connected to formula one had arrived to help with the quest of finding her ring, it was go time. however, it had seemed like it didn't even take long before bridget's phone followed by everyone else's buzzed when they got the message from carlos saying that he had found the ring!

carlossainz55 has messaged operation find bridget's beloved vintage sapphire ring: I FOUND THE RING! IT WAS IN THE POTTERY MAKING SHOP! i had wandered in not even knowing if you had gone in there today, bridget, only for the shopkeeper to smile and immediately give it to me. she had seen your instagram stories and knew that you had been looking for it. she told me she tried to message you that she had it but for some reason she couldn't. so she kept it underneath the checkout desk, only hoping that one of us would have the inkling to check in her store before it was closing time. it's over, we found the ring carino, we found it and i told you we'd find it <3

bridget.l.n omg i fucking love you so much carlos sainz vazquez de castro! i am literally gonna kiss you right on the mouth(don't look iamrebeccad my love i'm sorry)

jumping up and down and embracing carlos, bridget was true to her word when she said she'd kiss the mouth of the person who found her ring. but, thinking about it, she decided to just do the sweet double cheek kiss. because why would she genuinely kiss someone else's boyfriend's mouth? the double cheek kiss though was genuinely a funny thing because it wasn't an everyday thing that they'd do so it was obvious it was lighthearted. although it wasn't coming from a lighthearted situation, everyone, rebecca especially, knew that it wasn't a romantic kiss at all. it was genuinely a kiss of thanks and of all the stress and distress that this entire situation had put her through. that, finally finding her ring and getting it back was such a weight off her shoulders that she couldn't just say thank you to carlos and that be it. she didn't just kiss him twice on the cheeks i mean...just look at her newest instagram post at this point.

bridget.l.n has posted to her instagram

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bridget.l.n posting this to the grid because i got sick of all the insta stories but good news my darlings, my sapphire ring has been found! the search party is officially over and my baby is back where she belongs! a huge thank you to the person though that found my ring carlossainzz55! the second photo was me buying him a bouquet of flowers as an extra thank you present after giving him the double cheek kiss and the third photo was his face before i gave him the flowers. because men also deserve flowers, ladies and gentlemen!! the face he made after i gave him the flowers was too sweet and so emotional that we were both so teary-eyed we couldn't see our phones properly to take a proper photo of it. but again, thank you to every single person who messaged me and helped me in the search for finding my ring. although it was technically my mother's engagement ring, as soon as she and my dad divorced, she no longer wanted it and gave it to him. and the only thing in the way of 'rules' she gave to him was that it had to be given to mine whenever i had met the man that was going to marry me or if one of or both of were to pass away before me getting married. and because that happened, my mum and then my dad, i was finally given the ring. but it wasn't that easy to get the ring since my dad's second wife was an awful woman who despised that i was actually loved and appreciated by my father and mother. to the point that she made sure she got the rest of the family on her side and make them hate me which is the reason why i only have this ring and the photos and videos because if they didn't give me the ring as stated in my dad's will, it would have become a legal problem. so i am ever so grateful and blessed that i was able to get my ring back <3

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carlossainz55 i am so glad we were all there to help you get your ring back! and those flowers were so sweet of you, i was so not expecting it and nor was i wanting anything in return for finding the ring. that was why it made me so emotional <3

bridget.l.n carlossainz55 so am i, carlitos! i don't think i would have been able to sleep tonight if we hadn't of found it today! and i am sorry for making you cry, it wasn't my intention and i didn't think it would make you cry <3

charlesleclerc we all told you we'd find it and i'm so glad we could all keep that promise <3

bridget.l.n charlesleclerc yes you did charlie and i'm so glad as well <3

oscarpiastri what a moment in time this entire day was! for sure never felt this stressed in years!

bridget.l.n oscarpiastri for sure a moment in time that i never want to go through again

maxverstappen1 glad we were able to get the ring back otherwise who knows what could have happened if that witch somehow found out

bridget.l.n maxverstappen1 i am too maxie! and for sure, she would have found someway to find out and call me out for it, she probably already has but i don't really care anymore about her

kellypiquet those are some gorgeous flowers and congratulations again to carlos for finding the ring

bridget.l.n kellypiquet aren't they just, kelly? they were the exact flowers i was looking for too! and literally, good on him for going into a store that he didn't even know for sure if i had gone into or not and just trusting that

landonorris what a success this search party was

bridget.l.n landonorris absolutely, i think we could be good detectives for sure!

lily.zneimer good on all of us for getting your beloved ring back

bridget.l.n lily.zneimer i know right? big slay for sure!

iamrebeccad so proud of all of us but carlitos specifically for finding the ring in the end <3

bridget.l.n iamrebeccad so am i! we did such an amazing job but carlos especially <3

username omg i am so glad you found it, bridget! where was it and well done carlos for finding it!

bridget.l.n username so am i my love! and it was in the pottery making shop that i am almost always in! he literally had no idea if i had gone in there at all this morning since i usually either post about it or i tell our group chat. and because i didn't, carlos and the others legitmately had no idea if i had gone in there so, it was real smart and amazing of carlos to just trust the feeling that he had to check out the pottery making shop! so i am for sure proud of our carlitos for sure

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this was my first ever request so i hope it wasn't too awful for the beautiful anon who requested this! and i am so sorry it did take a little bit to get out since i usually like to just write it out and then publish it in the same day but it's been hard lately due to starting and then getting stuck halfway through. but i do hope this was somewhat good enough and is what anon wanted! and if anyone else wants a request, please don't be afraid to ask as i am happy to oblige to any requests within reason of what i have in my guidelines <3

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[dawngyu]

um okay so like— THE SLOW SURRENDER WAS SO FUCKING GOOD 😭😭😭It kept popping up on my feed whenever I searched TXT tags and the title and synopsis really had me invested but because of the word count I avoided it. But last night I was like ykw i'mma read this shit and it was both a bad and a good decision 😭 Bad because IT FUCKING BROKE ME and good because IT WAS THE BEST THING I'VE EVER READ😭😭🙏🏻 girlie I was ugly sobbing at 2 am last night and especially the accident scene oh godddd— LITERALLY EVERY PART OF THE STORY MADE ME FEEL SO MANY EMOTIONS 🥹 I loved it so fucking much but I don't have the heart to read it again CAUSE GOD THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING BRUTAL 💔 and as a hardcore gyu stan nothing helped the situation at all 😭 Anyways I loved it sm IT'S THE BEST THING EVER and I hope the second part doesn't hurt as much or I'll kms bye 🥀

AHHHHH you made me smile like a fool rn ><

thank you for reading baby! i will be forever proud of that fic and i had to watch sad videos to write it LOLOL ... i'm excited for you to read one in a million ahhhhhhh

[miloo-o]

Agust D D-Day Final Concert

August 6th, 2023 marked as the last day of Agust D D-Day Final Concert in Seoul at KSPO Dome. Which is also mean that the tour is finally ended.

This concert tour was a part of the D-Day album promotion. Jakarta was one of the destination. I will proudly say that I am one of the crowd in Jakarta, on day 3 for exactly. Since they mentioned that this album gonna be the conclude of the Agust D trilogy. So I thought maybe there's no more Agust D. And yeah, during interview he explained that he don't want to make music as Agust D anymore, he want to grow more soft as a human. But if it's necessary, he will brought him back. And I thought that now is their enlistment era so I have to see them, at least one of them before they go.

I've never been happier than ever. I never feel so excited about something in my life that it make my heart pumping so hard and I can barely sleep on the day before I go to Jakarta. I still can feel about how I feeling that day. I prepared my outfit a long time before the ticketing, I put more attention to my makeup, I mean the proper makeup, like foundation, shade, eyeshadow, blush, etc. I'm not good at doing makeup but I just know that there's something that boost my confidence that day. I feel pretty and I can wear anything I want without worry about judgetment. I have an ugly belly fat but I wear my croptop because I want to. I just so happy at the time. And also I was surrounding by people like me ! The people who have the same kind of love towards BTS and their music. And I'm pretty sure they can understand why I fight so hard to be able to attend the concert. Such a good memories.

So about the final concert. They provide the online streaming so I watch it on Hypera 😂. I watch all 3 days concert. I expect for Tony Montana stage but they gave more than I expected. They had Jungkook featuring on Burn It. I was totally shook. Then he sang Seven. On the 2nd day they had Jimin. Yes Thee Tony Montana stage finally happened again after 7 years. And then he performed Like Crazy. And finally on the last day. People call him the final boss and I couldn't agree more. They performed Strange. The timeline thought it's funny because their vibe was totally different.

Namjoon just shaved his hair by the way. He made a klarification again that it doing nothing about his enlistment. My man just can not stand the hot weather. Look at him🥺. Those dimples, those pretty eyesmile, the joonose, and my favorite smile. I love him so much that my chest hurt 😭.

And then he performed his new unrelease song. We thought he's going to performed Wild Flower tho. Idk what was the song name. The music is so beautiful. Kinda like a lullaby. It's so comforting. Idk what's the song about but there's this certain lyric that hit me. "I forgot about the hour, I forgot to shower." I feel so targeted because I rarely do the shower sometimes. I forgot about the hour and it's already midnight and I end up dont take a shower. I do something or go somewhere just to find a reason to shower. I don't know what happened that it's so hard to get up from my mattress. I see someone on Twitter said that this song is for the girl with mental illness. But I still don't understand what exactly the song is about until Namjoon himself give some explanation.

Seokjin and Hobi is was there too. I miss them so much 😭

Next is the heart wrenching songs. He performed Snooze, Dear My Friend, and Amygdala back to back. Putting this song together should be illegal. Maybe since it's the last concert so he's getting more emotional. He started crying during Snooze 😭. I thought maybe he talk to the old him. Because this song is for his juniors in Kpop Industry so he understand how hard it was. He can relate too. And of course I cried too 😭💔. Next song, Dear My Friend. He made this song for his bestfriend that is sadly no longer with him. Damn it I started crying now. Looking at Yoongi sobbing but still manage to performed is so heartbreaking 🥺. People say that bestfriend breakup is the worst. It is. I wish that friend of Yoongi doing well now. Thank you for being there for Yoongi on his hardtimes. The next is Amygdala. This song never fail to hurt me. The intro music itself is already hurtful.

After a VCR it's finally encore time. Began with D-Day and after that he introduce the crew of the concert. They had additional member to introduce, Elcapitaxn as DJ, Adora and June as back vocal. When it come to Elcapitaxn turn, they turned the whole stadium into a night club. I love it so much that I got it screenrecorded. Sadly the other BTS member already left after Amygdala so they can't experience it :(. And then FINALLY !! After day after day, week after week, month after month, he finally reveal his 7 tattoo ! It's on his left shoulder, where he got the surgery because of that accident. We can clearly see the stitch scars.

He said what's so important about the tattoo? Like he don't tease us by keep hiding his tattoo meanwhile the rest of BTS member reveal it already.

The show is come to the very end. There're only Nevermind and The Last that left from the setlist. I tried so hard to memorize the Nevermind lyrics so I can sing and shout it out with Yoongi word after word but I forgot all of it once I'm inside the venue 😭.

The last song is The Last. The song that I anticipated the most. One of the reason why I have to went to his concert. Basicly this song is about how he overcome his trauma and mental illness, that he's totally fine now, that he became stronger. That line that said "My fans, keep your head high with pride. Because who can do it like me uh." It send chills and got my eyes teary everytime I listen to the song. I want to see him on stage shouting that words. The Last is the last track from his 1st mixtape, Agust D. It was released on 2016 when he was 23 y.o, 2 years younger than me now. He said that at the young age. But I have to witness the new version of him shouting that words. We know that he became stronger now. I'm so proud of him 🥺. After the last song, they show a short VCR, cut from his MVs. And then they show the Amygdala MV scene when Agust D walk towards a door. The VCR ended. The light turnsd on again. Yoongi walk around the stage, waving at,the audience and thanking them nonstop. Finally he's back on stage, bowing for the last time and then walk towards the door behind him. He turn around once again, gave us the most sweet and warm smile, waving, thanking again, and finally he closed the door 🥺. And then the screen show this words, "Future's gonna be okay" 💜

The fact that the tour is really ended finally hit me. There's no more concert content. Min Yoongi finally can leave the Agust D behind with all the pain, rage, upset. That's all about self acceptence. Everyone really having so much fun during the concert. Jump around, screaming, crying, swearing, laughing. We share these together. It so sad. I'm crying right now😭. But it doesn't make sense that he would touring forever hahahaa. It's really the end. He finally can take a rest today and start the life as he want it to be. Go ahead Min Yoongi. We'll be your forever audience to support everything you do. Your work and art as Agust D, SUGA, or Min Yoongi give such strength and motivation for us. This post is such a mess with my broken English but I just write whatever that come to my mind 😁.

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HE IS SO FUCKING CUTE I LITERALLY CRIED A RIVER OF TEARS

[sparklingpax]

Episode 24 kinda hurts my actual soul??

I mean, first off, Ginrai was thinking this was his moment to kinda shine, being the stunt driver for this film. He likes that kind of attention! It was a nice moment for him and it ended up just being a setup to catch him off guard to kill him and that to me makes me sad 🥲 I just feel bad for him??

But what I really wanna talk about besides that is this one little bit here, and this frame from that--where Ginrai says he refuses to give up regardless of how battered he already is, so Overlord scowls and punches him so hard it kinda seems to knock out the last of the control Ginrai had in this battle, then immediately after begins repeatedly kicking him..........what hurts the most is how small he looks (and is) compared to Overlord--even in a "super" mode--how tired and wounded, and also sad. He looks sad because he knows he has no strength left, he knows he's at a disadvantage. He gave his all and more and still it's the end of this battle and all that's left for him are his wounds and the sting of this defeat.

This is not where he wants to lie down and give up. He doesn't want to die here. (And we know that in the end, he doesn't!) But gahhh that couple seconds of silence except for the sounds of impact as Overlord kicks him over and over,,,just,,,

*loud ugly sobbing*

STOPP THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME AND MY FEELS WAAA ;w; DONT HURT HIM LIKE THAT NOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔

[kithtaehyung]

Okay so my thoughts are still very much all over the place but these are just instances that really stuck with me, bare with me while I ramble, I made these notes like at 4am after initially reading the chapter 😭::

- Playing the guitar for her - THE SIGNIFICANCE IF THIS???? like he clearly had been very put off from even talking about it, to then willingly playing for her ?? And he bared his soul playing the saddest of notes like, YOONGI PLS 😭

- Last night in her bed - this one feels so personal like, most of their memories are in his home, which will haunt him now when he’s alone. But that last night in her own bed, like girl is gonna remember that everyday, that was pure love making, I feel for her

- Past coming to light - although were still missing a big puzzle piece about readers past, hearing about Yoongi's and how it connects to ppl in readers circle, like idk how to put into words how real it makes it. Like I guess its different hearing and seeing about Yoongis past reputation than someone actually speaking from experience from it (although we’re seeing now how he’s changing)

- Him not wanting to admit feelings - OKAY SO CLEARLY HE KNOWS WHAT HES FEELING — he just doesn’t want to actually admit it and I get why but I also dont like 😭😭 the obvious reason is they think they cant because of big bro and thats his best friend and all (im team Jin btw but slightly considering it might be Hobi too now). But ive been thinking theres other reasons he’s clearly not wanting to admit his emotions. Whatever happened in his last relationship has him like, scared now, to admit his raw emotions for reader now?

- Love Jimin and Dom - WE LOVE SUPPORTIVE, PROTECTIVE AND UNDERSTANDING FRIENDS // on a side note to this, I sort of wanna predict either Jimin and Dom alone or if more friends find out, and they willingly help reader and yoongi be able to see each other and be together while keeping big bro away / in the dark about it. The drama that could stir up would be interesting so idk how likely this would be but the scenario was fun to imagine

- JIMIN THO - im very stuck in his brief interaction with reader after he took her away from the creep. Yoongi saying he knows too. I very much need to hear Jimin give his thoughts to reader and explain himself, im so sorry for thinking differently of you Jiminie 😭 my theory here is Jimin might’ve noticed how much Yoongi was watching reader during the basketball game and also at Dalo. Probably also picked up how tense he was when that creep approached reader and Jimin must’ve put the pieces together himself and maybe Yoongi just didn’t deny it or didn’t say anything when Jimin asked him?

- The key and necklace - HEART SHATTERING OKAY, EMOTIONAL DAMAGE 💔 i really really really just wanna hope he left his key in her drawer hidden for her to visit him secretly at night or something. I wanna hope the necklaces too but I know that would be obvious to other people. I can also imagine how this might cause drama later if (somehow someway) big bro finds the key and questions why she got access to yoongs apartment

- the clothes on the bed after the shower - the first time it was on the dresser but now him setting it on the bed instead is just so !!!!!! 😭 like that’s his baby he’s taking care of, they’re so domestic, he really making her feel like “this bed is yours too”

- Last hook up at club - WHO MISS?? IM STILL LOOKING AT JUNGKOOK SUSPICIOUSLY

- Yoongis ex = im still pondering this. Is the infamous ex we’ve been hearing about the person same as dom’s cousin = the same person/reason he swore off relationships? Will this person make another appearance?

- THE SONG - WHEN I SAY I SOBBED I MEAN I UGLY CRIED, SNOT AND DIZZY AFTERWARDS AND ALL. Like the instrumental alone is heart wrenching but the LYRICS?!??? Fitting in so perfectly to the tale but also on a personal level I relate and just wow, that blew it away for me 😭💔 I added it to my playlist but I straight up cry whenever I hear it now. Im down worse than them

Sorry for long message, i really just wanted to vent out the thoughts I had and im sure many are also having , once again I love your story telling skills and just how raw and real you make everything. Looking forward to hearing more and genuinely hope you never lose that excitement for writing 🤍

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SAKURAAAA thank you so so much for this beautiful feedback?? what the heck you said so many wonderful things i can't even form. words. okay let's try.

the significance of the guitar.. i know. that scene will stick with me for awhile. there's a LOT in that one scene alone and it connects yoongi's pov with reader's, which makes it even more powerful.

YESSS most of the memories are in his place, but the most emotional one of all happens in her place. and some commentary here: i wanted reader's bringing yoongi into her room/bed be symbolic in like, letting him in. like y'all know how much i love my door analogy, but rooms are also important to me.

and the whole hearing about a piece of yoongi's past? coming from someone that knows reader? that was huge. even though we know he's different now, hearing it in that setting hits harder than if he said it himself or we already knew about it.

and the commentary about him not acknowledging his feelings: we will just have to see! is it the bro? is it something else? is it something that hasn't even been mentioned yet?

JIMIN AND DOM YESSS we really do love the supportive ones. and protective ones! and i'm putting your theory in the file of theories! we'll have to see about that one, as well. who knows what the heck is gonna happen now that bro is back.

LMAO we all gave jimin the massive side eye so we do owe an apology HAHA and right? there's a lot to unpack in that brief interaction alone. what the heck is up with that? hopefully we revisit or touch back on jimin since that interaction was pretty sus!

i knowwww the damn chains and key. it's definitely obvious that yoongi was totally fine with reader keeping them, but, he knows that the risk would be way too high if they were found. we can only hope but we know how careful he knows reader wants to be :')))

COMING FULL CIRCLE ON THE CLOTHES.. i know. that was a punch in the gut because of how different yet similar both situations are.. ugh. and the last hookup!!! we still don't know!!! definitely don't know about the ex yet, either. we just know tae knows. whether they make an appearance or not is still up in the air, as well.

I BAWL MY EYES OUT EVERY TIME I HEAR TWIN FLAME.... like seriously no one touch me because not only is it sad as hell (both the music and the lyrics) but it also aligns with sidewalk talk. after i wrote 3tanS, i heard the song.. and just. cried. omfg. just imagining yoongi playing that on the guitar is enough for me.

thank you so so much for reading and reviewing!! it means so incredibly much to me and i will write as much as my brain allows me to<33

[liciaunlockmyheart]

I ugly sobbed in the beginning of the movie and then when this baby said this I LET OUT THE LOUDEST CRY AND TEARS BURST OUT OF MY FACE I WAS LOOKING LIKE SPONGEBOB WHEN HIS GRANDMA TREATED HIM LIKE SHIT BECAUSE HE SAID HE WASN’T A BABY AND SHE MADE HIM CRY… My husband had to hold me I was done where did they find that baby with those Chadwick eyes 😭💔 THAT LAST LINE GOT ME I CRIED FOR ABOUT 10 minutes

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